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who does your muse wish they had said goodbye to, but didn’t?
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His mother for sure.
I just aughguh. I cannot say a lot on a lot of what beedrill is going through because theres going to be something happening sometime soonish that doesn't like- elaborate on this question, but it elaborates on the themes of what I would've answered with if that makes sense.
Beedrill. is so happy. and healthy. hes. so. happy. hides all of what has happened in a private discord server behind my back until the time is right.
What I will say is his mother is the one part of team fauna that he isn't trying to run away from, and inevitably what has been tying him to everything else surronding it, including the values and beliefs he was raised with.
#also i realised that i didnt finish my sentence in the last part o f the last post#ill go fix that#my adhd is. like. ncjdsjn#really debilitating at the moment#we stay silly though#mushroom musings#fox fauna
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I'm too tired to elaborate, but need to post this on here, it's 3am, I still need to take a shower before bed, I have shit to do tomorrow
Also, with a lot of, personal life things, it makes it really hard to write and pist things at the moment, this happened in the middle of the event, so, I will still post everything, it'll just be really fucking late to the party
Tag list(just tell me if you want added): @kittygolucky @empiresweek
#i had completely forgot i had a tag list on my last few posts#ill go fix that#aggressivewrites#ldshadowlady#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#empiresweek#empires s2#empiresblr#empires smp#fanfiction#fanfic#seablings
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I think your links unlinked 😰 (on desktop at least )
Nooooo </3
Edit-i think it's fixed but I still have no idea if it works on mobile lol
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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i think the reason i might have two tags is cause one might have a space before the 🔶 emoji? idk :shrug:
- 🔶 coil phighting butch lesbian SUPREMACY i WILL throw hands /silly /nsrs
oh maybe... purrhaps.. ill check ill check....
#not a confession#mod sword#🔶 anon#NO I FIGURED IT OUT ONE HAS TWO SPACES AFTER THE EMOJI#ILL GO FIX THAT
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btw your latest ask answered was tagged incorrectly with “guild gossip” instead of “return to sender”
AH FECK
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You didn't sensor it in the tag meaning it's showing up in the stonathan tag anyway =/
Oops that was accidental I'm at work rn 😂 brain only halfway on
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I can not stress enough that the scene where Percy sends Medusas head to the gods is literally what made me fall in love with Percy as a character bc think about it hes just started his first quest, he's in more danger then he's ever been in his whole life, knowing almost every monster and God is currently out to get him personally, and the most important person in his life has been kidnapped by the god of the dead - so what does he do? He chooses to actively makes the situation worse by sending a middle finger right to the gods bc yeah fuck the gods
#percy jackson#like i mentioned before#i do have a lot of trouble remembering things from the book#but that scene#i had to put the book down bc fuck me#percy you little shit i love you so much#pjo#pjo spoilers#percy jackson spoilers#realised i hadnt spoiler tagged my last post#thats shitty of me#ill go fix that now#walker scobell#percy jackon and the olympians#oifaaaposts
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to be seen for your humanity
#Oh yeah we are getting all the way artsy and pretentious up in here and its only going to get more artsy and pretentious#artistic nudity#dirkjake#jakedirk#homestuck#jake english#dirk strider#my art#zan0tix#In other words guess who rewatched belladonna of sadness LOL#Main idea here is yknow. theyre the only two who see eachother on that deep human level how no other could. Eachothers anchors of the self.#You guys dont want to admit dirk needs jake as much as jake needs dirk.. dirk cant be himself without him.#I LOVE CODEPENDENT ACCEPTANCE OF THE SELF YAOI YAAY guys. dirkjake can Fix eachother actually ill show you how.
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tralalalalala
#shidou ryusei#oliver aiku#don lorenzo#itoshi rin#blue lock#fanart#edit. HELP i didnt finish drawing the pxg uniforms. ILL FIX IT LATER GO AWAYYY#edit 2 Ok i fixed it
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I love Arson he's my favorite heater but I should really get a cheap laptop one day so I can leave the house to write because the Noise. Is . Too Much. I need to go write in the forest
#I live in a very very full and busy house hold#and sometimes it makes it extremely difficult to work#both on art stuff and packaging#but also writing especially#i have horrible executive dysfunction but on good days ill still try and get thwarted by multiple inturruptions and loud sounds#and on bad days ill just completely shut down from it all#adhd meds and headphones cannot fix Other People In My Space lmao#sara shush#personal#complaining#Unfortunately if i ask to be left alone or for quieter volume i will get neither of those even if i lock my door#I legit have a sign on my door that lets people know when im live streaming and have asked not even volume control just to be left alone#and there will still be knocking on my door for questions like 'can you go get something from the store'#i need. people to understand that if i am busy esp if i am doing packages and stickers and stuff that i am WORKING#please treat it like im at a 9-5 office building somewhere act like i dont exist#you dont just walk into someones place of work and start venting/asking them of things while theyre at their job#'but you're at home' yes and im still working and i have communicated this several times#i did not mean to vent but GOD
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CHILDHOOD HOMES (and why we hate them): After over a decade, you return home to find it unchanged.
A short, interactive horror story, and my first attempt at making something in Twine. Inspired by Anatomy, House of Leaves, and my deep hatred for my own childhood home! Full trigger list included on the itch.io page.
Play here!
#its done!!! finally! im so anxious and an hour late but here you go! yell at me if anything breaks and ill fix it lol#pixel art#horror#ditherpunk#interactive fiction#haunted houses#body horror#mal-art#childhood homes (and why we hate them)#the growing pains collection
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lesbian pride moment 😳🌸
#jolyne cujoh#hermes costello#stone ocean#jjba#jojo's bizzare adventure#deliart#jolymes#i didnt make it in time for pride month. its 3 in the morning#but some for some time zones im just in time<3#focus here was GREEN i just wanted to work with lots of green colors#bc i never do and i need to improve at that#we ended up with neons tho still sorry#also the background was fully rendered so much details n stuff but u cant see it hehe bc i blurred it#that was what most of my time was spent on . btw#anyway. hope u all enjoy the dresses lol#might go back and fix some stuff tho bc i drew this in like 3 days from lineart onward#so i havent been able to rest my eyes inbetween. so ill probably find something i wanna fix later
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this is definitely not goth galore kit converted to basegame...
dl here
#I made these at work and couldnt test them out#pls lmk if they're working and showing up correctly#ill go in to fix it after work if it needs to be#sims 4 bgc#sims 4 cc
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happy pride to these two freaks
#reanimator#re-animator#danbert#herbert west#dan cain#reanimator fanart#mycrumbs#maybe ill go back and fix some of the issues this has. but for now. 🏳️🌈.#i neeeed to digitize my sketch backlog#fell out of art practice over finals unforch.
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#Work in progress#Kim kitsuragi#disco elysium#So i need a new calligraphy pen to black in the remaining black spaces and idk when ill go out to get it#That is to say this may or may not be me not finishing#I redrew the kineema pic i drew years ago!#While this one is more technical and a deeper field idk if its better!! I do best with simplicity so this is less readable#Looking at a pic on a phone is so helpful for assessing ehat needs more touching. Ive always been bad about separating my pics with stripes#Of values ever since uni. It breaks the pic in two. Idk how to fix this except with more blending hatch lmao
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