#ill draw a better draco later LMAO

[littlewinnow]

Do you think harry would adopt some of Sirius’s style???

[shytiff]

May Small Wins

1 - lazed, went to racheel’s place and put my motorbike there, went to slipi jaya with silvi devi reza to watch seobok (it was fun!!), had iftar at the yumz green sedayu. It was raining when we get back. prayed maghrib and isya in some random mosque. went back and arrived at like 8 past sumn. showered, slept like a babyy

2 - lazed, slept and woke up at like 11, went to nila’s house, practiced doing eyeliner by borrowing nila's (focallure brand), iftar at green sedayu foodcourt (originally intended to go to the yumz but it enforces actual distancing) with angkot ppl minus tik will. Arrived home at about 9-ish.

3 - magang as usual. Went to rm. Took mrt to lebak bulus. My inaco salary finally came. My head kinda hurts after tarawih. Ended up skimming over bj alex lmaooo. Did not shower today lol,,,,

4 - added dr dafsah's revision to the excel database otw to rsf. Pak nardi took a while to arrive. Left rsf early to go to the bank. I (((finally))) activated m-banking lmaooo wow the features are neat wow im not jahiliah anymore. Found this method of just let it sweat anyway during tarawih lmaoo. Preferably with long sleeves bcs somehow you feel less of the sweaty feel compared to tshirt.

5 - sampling - data entry - RM as usual. Theres no new RM. Read a goood dramione fic by bex chan even if its not complete, its okay. Im okay :"))). Iftar was soup, salad, chicken katsu and french fries. Its been 2 days that i practiced sleeping-to-rain-sound. The first night was spent as a dreamless quick sleep (its over before you knew it), but tonight i dreamed abt almira's wedding lmaoo.

6 - no sampling today!! Still went to rsf tooo go to the mall w regen lmao. Did some data entry. Went to PP by mrt. Went back by going to halte gbk and thankfully the kalideres one arrived after only waiting for 5 mins. Its surprisingly quick, compared to lebak bulus - pesakih trip. Took abt 20 mins to jelambar.

7 - no sampling today too. Dr vera gave us lebaran cookies! Did gcp for bu suryati a5. Went to rm, finally finished the available rm. Went home early. Can finally relax since its the weekend.

8 - literally laid in bed til my body hurts. Rly want to read sumn but dunno what. Finally decided to read momoiro heaven. And rere hello. And after iftar i read lack of love. And just like tht, my saturday was gone. Cant bring myself to do things

9 - its another day of lazying (or self sabotaging, cant tell). Read spy family and its effin hilarious. Wasted my sunday. Cant bring myself to even move and i just laid in bed all day.

10 - last day of work in the weeekend lmao. Felt better than being in AR, but still not that much productivity. Went to RM. Phone call w fianti along the way to plan food in almira's bridal shower. Went back at 12-ish. Picked up my dress from risma busana. Walked to and fro halte kebon jeruk. Prayed zuhur close to ashar in kfc's mushola. Felt better after ~8k steps. Had homelab's green tea mixed with vsoy. It honestly made me feel better. Matcha, or caffeine, sure is amazing. At least i had a sense of normalcy before losing all the will to self-care

11 - consumed internet entertainment u til i was sick and tired of it. Watched a lot of cut videos. Granny came and stayed over. So i slept upstairs

12 - same as 11 but upstairs. More relatives came near iftar time so i excused myself to shower. Slept in mom n dads room at like 12-ish. Watched hp goblet of fire since keisha and karins newest obsession was draco. We squealed together over liking enemies to lovers trope haha,,,,

13 - Somehow all of dad's jakarta relatives came for lebaran. the last time i checked, there were some bridges being burned. prayed eid at home. watched perempuan tanah jahanam (which was surprisingly not scary). ate. napped. talked about personal things w keisha and karin. i cant believe the time has finally come where we talk about this kinda stuff. watched you’re next (it barely has any plot, just gore). they went back at about 8 pm and i just sleptttt yall lmao i didnt shower today. disgusting, i know

14 - cam barely get out of bed. Managed to shower at zuhur time. Watched dalbang and laughed like crazy bcs its just that funny. Read fanfics. Tiktok. Ate once and had greenfield yogurt at the evening. Fell asleep. Woke up at 1 and snacked on 1 pack of oat krunch

15 - run bts. Originally planned to go to flavola but it was still closed, so i went to dm's dunkin. Ordered orange juice and oeanut choco donut but somehow the price wasnt package price hhh. Turns out my clires account was somehow banned. So i contacted the admin. Instead of doing dr dafsah's excel i ended up taking off the makara sticker from my laptop. Bought some stuff for almira's bridal shower. Bought arirang at hari2 (its funny bcs yesterday i was seeing online marketplace, planning to buy it, but turns out hari2 the magical place had buy 2 get +1 deal for arirang.

16 - run bts. Managed to move my body a bit. Did 20 squats (ill elaborate on this later). That improved my mood. Tidied up some of my stuff. Saw the paper bag of random memorabilias by friends.

17 - went to rsf by tj. left kalideres 06:45 and arrived at RSF 8:15. sampling. went to RM (still no new ones). picked up by mom. went to salemba for almira’s bridal shower. originally planned to get padang at citra minang behind BK but it was closed. so we drove around looking for open ones. ended up buying it in a small (but crowded) padang place near a big padang restaurant lmao. was the first one to arrive at acacia. checked in, pulled the bed near the wall. showered. its hilarious sometimes with a bit more serious discussion anjayy. went home w febby who drove and clara

18 - went to mcd to get lunch (since everyone’s fasting) and tried to muster the will to do something. i didnt manage to do anything except shopping online (brought dusty pink hijab at hijup). got spicy chicken and iced coffee. (spoiler alert: tomorrow i got mencret2 lmaooo). read my suha and beyond the skidipapap its actually rly good

19 - went to RSF (with mom as usual. quickly snapped RM pictures while mom was waiting. went with her to mami’s house bcs she and uwak will fly to banjar. finally got to meet haekal, he’s such a smiley babyy its basically free therapy. planned outing with nisa lmao. from soekarno hatta we went to vintage vibes lmao since we’re already out. vintage vibes is more crowded now. and there’s less good findings now. went back emptyhanded. ate chicken arirang since there’s no food. fell asleep at like 06:30 until early morning lmaooo

20 - woke up at 2-ish am, played my phone, fell asleep at like 9?, woke up again at 11 lmaooo. went to sbux. had matcha latte. did some inaco work. todays the most productive ive been this week.

21 - went to gi with febby to also meet up with fi, bought falsies and glue (later proved to be of a horrible quality), siraman and pengajian almira (first time seeing an actual siraman), went to blok m w nes ren ara gen. Tried naruto takoyaki at little tokyo, went to daitokyo (i didnt eat anything), and got matcha cake, sakura and mango raspberry gelato at kebun ide. Picked up by mom. Renata gifted me bts 2021 winter package photocard 🥺🥺

22 - iluni internship webinar by dr naldo. Grabbed fried chicken master. Stupid time management etcetc made my start makeup at 12 (febby went out at 13:30). My falsies and hijabdo was done by herrr thank god for the help. Went to swissbel. Didnt take a pic w almira bcs time. Almiras wedding at damai indah golf pik. My skin was TERRIBLE at the wedding. The make up didnt stick prolly bcs of vitacid. Thank god for masks,,, went back home w febbyy. Made tiktok lmao

23 - lazed. Went to flavola. Its finally daytime caffeine again w kopsuscok. Did dr triya's translation work and finished it at home. She transferred the fee at like 11pm

24 - off to RSF with mom. no new medical records. wrote fuad’s name on the medrec borrowing form. continued to nisa’s place w mom. lazed, played w haekal, put some patient’s phone number on the inaco excel. Off to GBK with nisa and sarah. parked at abc field (shouldve parked near GBK’s H gate). saw moja museum 2.0, took lots of pics. mo paint (moral lesson: draw the background first!! not the foreground). finished at 16:30. ashar at masjid al-bina. nisa dropped me off at gbk tj station. prayed maghrib on the bus since the traffic was so ughh. met atikah in lippo puri. decided to eat seirockya so we walked to puri. talked about a certain someone along the way. we rly talked about it while walking until we arrived at seirockya. atikah treated me uyeyy since she and racheel will stay in depok for 2 weeks starting tomorrow. got the shoyu ramen and gyoza. took the taxi to atikah’s place. mom’s waiting there lmaoo i was like “noo dont wait at jco, just wait at atikah’s”. still felt energized that night in my bed. no sleepy2. like 100% awake. 

25 - woke up at like 9:30. i basically did nothing today. didnt even shower lmao (i showered last night). read the good teacher in one go. zoom meeting w dr eva. i rly need some structure in life, goshhh

26 - showered and went to mcd. got nasi uduk, breakfast wrap and milo for 26k (thanks mcd app promo and mcd duta garden’s menu machine, i dont have to interact with another human). planning to do dr dafsah’s excel after all the data is complete, and still no new inaco data, so i ended up.... online shopping at bobobobo....... (bought outer and white culotte). tidied up the writings on my stickies (plenty of words has accumulated). ordered onejai for emir juan (expensive!!! 79k no promo lolll but free delivery. i was baited by gojek’s 1k 2 week subscription and felt like hmmm i should get something since we live in the middle of nowhere and free deliveries felt significant at that particular time when im holding my phone lmao). fell asleep after drinking vsoy + matcha lol its soft caffeine no longer works i guess

27 - woke up late as usual, went to sbux at 1 pm. tried white peach matcha frapp. the peach overpowers and u can barely taste the matcha. tried to read something useful (in medicine) but skimmed 2 ppt and then i saw solid’s bitly for isip. finished reading banana fish. couldnt bawl my eyes out because im outside.

28 - checked out rsf. Still no new ones. Immediately went back. Lazed and wasted my time

29 - iluni webinar. Here comes the impending life crisis. Ate nasi uduk and mie goreng telor today. Tried vsoy golden grain with matcha. It has almond aftertaste. Line call with kris for almost 4 hrs until 11 past sumn pm.

30 - more iluni webinar. Dr Eric, SpPD, PhD was rly cool. Tried daily box (butter soy chicken). Quite tasty. Mkg w regen. Videocalled in the mall w silvi racil bcs its ale and nadaa's wedding today. Bought gooma 500ml matcha w gofood pickup discount. Ate sushi go (the shoyu has mirin btw). 50k+ you get 6 piece of sushi (2 salmon) and matcha cake and ocha. Quite a nice deal. Talked abt cryptocurrency lmao. Went back and forth w TJ. All hail tj

31 - planned to do at least some productive stuff at home. turns out nila is outside and had some time to spare. so we went out. i met her in citra 6. we went to pik’s white beach. its scorching hot since its 2 pm. spent like 15 mins there. we had wanted to stop by monsieur spoon but THERES A QUEUEEE even if its a hot afternoon. so we ate tom sushi at green sedayu. talked a bit afterwards in nila’s place and then i was picked up by emir. tried gooma’s matcha. its not sweet like sbux. approved by mom (who doesnt like sweets). but its more expensive than sbux’s 2L 100k promo lol. (45k after gopay pickup promo for 500 ml). reread bj alex lmaooooo found new tidbits

[sassytimemachine]

I was tagged by the amazing

@wanttodrawmothsfrommemory

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Thanks Cas!

Rules: answer these 85 statements & tag 20 people

the last:

1. drink: Coffee?

2. phone call: Lemme check. I called my grandfather.

3. text message: National Emergency Comission warning everyone to be beware of rain, lmao told you we’re turning Altantis.

4. song:

5. time you cried: Uh, a few days ago.

have you ever:

6. dated someone twice: Nah, what?

7. kissed someone and regretted it: Yeah.

8. been cheated on: Nah.

9. lost someone special: Well not in the romantic sense if that’s what you mean. But otherwise yeah.

10. been depressed: Yeah

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: No, have never get drunk in fact. Ironically dad owns a bar, and I work at a liqueur store.

favorite colors:

12. Silver and Gold (yeah I know that’s two. Specially in pens or pilots, they’re so nice and magical)

13. Red

14. Purple

15. Yellow? I also like black shirts.

16. Tornasol? Lol I was once told my soul was that color, and that’s not even a color, but I loved it.

in the last year have you:

17. laughed until you cried: Yeah, can’t remember why but definetly.

18. found out someone was talking about you: Maybe.

19. met someone who changed you: Well, not drastically, more like people involved in experiences that gradually change you.

20. found out who your friends are: Hm, I think so.

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: Nah, I haven’t kissed anyone since I was like sixteen lmao.

22. made friends: Oh I think I became friends with Pri last year, so definetly!

23. fallen out of love: Nah

general:

25. what did you do for your last birthday: I didn’t wanted a celebration, but I got like five. I went to drink coffee with Ma to a nice place the day before, tried out the Creme Brulé which wasn’t bad but definetly not worth the price. Also ate Baileys cake which was awesome. Dad took my siblings and me to eat Thai Food. And a few days later my friends threw me a sleepover, we ate chinese, watched movies and they made me a cake with a little edible figure of my kitty.

26. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: Most of them.

27. do you have any pets: Yeah. Mamoshka a fierce nice kitty and a tortoise, Matildo. I’m very sad to inform that Luna (my fifteen year old cat) never returned home. :(

28. what time did you wake up: Ugh like ten, but that’s unusual.

29. what were you doing at midnight last night: I was on the internet.

30. name something you can’t wait for: Finishing my thesis ugh!

31: what are you listening to right now: cars pass by?

32: have you ever talked to a person named tom: Not that I remember.

33: something that’s getting on your nerves: The thesis. >:(

34. do you want to change your name: Not particularly.

35. hair color: Purple and a bit brown

36. long or short hair: Long, not super long though.

37. piercings: Nah. Ears count?

38. tattoos: Nope.

39. blood type: A+

40. nicknames: Mer, Merce, Mee, Meche, Cosi, Co. I really like Co, usually just called that by family that loves me though, but feel free to use it.

41. relationship status: Single

42. zodiac: Taurus

43. pronouns: I’m okay with anything. They/Them usually.

44. most visited website: Tumblr? Youtube?

45. right or left handed: Right-handed.

46. surgeries: Yeah, I opened my head once.

47. sports: No, though got a soccer group, lets see how that plays out.

48. favorite tv show: Uh, idk, I really like cooking shows, and comptetive shows. So top chef, bake off, and all of those are my jam.

49. vacations: I wish to be in the mountain or something.

50. sneakers: This made me think in snickers. I’ll really like a chocolate rn.

more general:

52. eating: This is so vague. Haha. Yeah man I eat.

53. fave drink: Coffee? Lemonade otherwise? Sprite if it’s soda.

54. what you’re up to: Gotta do some homework.

55. waiting for: Divine inspiration to start my homework?

56. want: Coffee, and something sweet.

57. get married: I don’t want to get married ever, don’t believe in it for me.

58. career: Oh man, I’m a Social Worker, and also working towards being an Anthropologist, idk.

which is better:

60. hugs or kisses: Hugs? I’m not very physical, but I do like them when it’s people I’m close with.

61. lips or eyes: Eyes

62. shorter or taller: It depends on what, if it’s a cake I’ll imagine taller, if it’s an attacking bear then probably shorter.

63. older or younger: What? People?

64. nice arms or stomach: What hahaha, idk ill like to draw nice stomachs and arms.

65. hook up or relationship: Relationships, i’m likely aro/ ace , so definetly hook ups are not my thing. But I can see the charm in them.

66. troublemaker or hesitant: Who? Me? Other people?

have you ever:

67. kissed a stranger: No.

68. drank hard liquor: I think so? As I said, dad owns a bar and a casino, and he’s very educated when it cames to liquor, and he has tried to educate me, so yeah I’ve tasted lots of stuff. Never quite drank it though. When I drink is usually smirnoff or mohito or some sweet shit.

69. lost glasses/contacts: So many times.

70. turned someone down: Yeah.

71. sex on the first date: Nah.

72. broken someone’s heart: I think so.

73. had your heart broken: Romantically? No. Otherwise, yeah.

74. been arrested: No haha

75. cried when someone died: Yeah, try not to in front of others though.

76. fallen for a friend: No.

do you believe in:

77. yourself: I’m with Cas here, lol, pretty sure I exist. Then I think.

78. miracles: I'm not sure.

79. love at first sight: No, I think love is something you build. That’s why I didn’t liked Marius and Cosette’s part first time I saw Les Mis.

80. santa claus: No lol, well, I mean, I think there was a dude that might’ve started the whole leyend, but the figure? No.

81. kiss on the first date: Wtf, I mean if they want to go for it.

82. angels: Not quite.

other:

83. current best friend’s name(s): Idk man, I’ve not been very close to my friends latetly. Kris, if who I’ve always called best friend, but we hardly ever speak or see each other.. Also maybe Yoshi*, Fabi, Shir, the squad you know?

Santiago, but idk if best friend is the word we would use, he’s more like the friend that comes uninvited whether I’m home or not, and calls my mom Ma.

*Special mention to thesis partner, it’s like training to drive a jagger.

84. eye color: Brown

85. favorite movie: Pan’s laberynth? How to train your dragon? Fifth element?

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@todaysgonebi​ @courfeyracs-swordcane​ @courf-the-goof​ @aflamethatneverdies​ @soliloquies-and-sweets​

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