#ik this was an ask game but I don’t think many ppl on here follow my fics too closely

[savameh]

Fuck: The unnamed sequel one-shot to Redacted I’m writing. I think its working title is Recognition but idk if that’ll be the final title

Marry: Ties of Blood and Water. I’ve been working on it bit-by-bit for several days straight now, it’s tedious (especially this chapter with all the historical stuff I need to research) but it’s fun and I hope the final product is worth it

Kill: Town of Anywhere. I feel like I’ve outgrown it tbh, both writing-wise and story-wise, and of course I made its plot super-complex, so planning it is a huge slog to get through, plus I have all these characters to keep track of. I’ve been thinking of putting it on indefinite hiatus bc I don’t want to outright abandon it and I still might come back to it when I’m in-between writing projects or if I start hyperfixating on one of the fandoms in it again

new ask game: fuck/marry/kill but it's for your WIPs

fuck - the story you just want to read instead of having to write it yourself

marry - the story you're obsessed with writing and never want to stop working on or thinking about

kill - the story you're most frustrated with and would rather just put in the trash (or maybe just on a high shelf somewhere so you can forget about it for a really long time)

[realcube]

Ok but hc for what type of girl the pretty setter squad+yamaguchi they would date.

Thanks and have a nice day!💖🥺

yes!! i love the pretty setter squad but like i don’t have too many hcs to make this a whole thing so i feel like the following title is necessary:

characters: pretty setter squad + yamaguchi

trigger warning: swearing, somewhat crack, sexual references (these are just my opinions/hcs btw - plz don’t take it too seriously)

tobio kageyama

♡ i will preach this till the day i die and ik y’all are probably tired of writing all my reader inserts for kageyama x reader one-shots like this but yk what tobio wants- you know what tobio needs and deserves- the female equivalent of oikawa tōru

♡ if her favourite food ain’t milk bread and her personal motto isn’t ‘if you’re gonna hit it then it it till it breaks’ then HE DOESN’T WANT IT /j

♡ but he’d like someone who cares about their appearance, is passionate about something like he is, fairly smart, witty and kinda a heartthrob 

♡ bonus points if it’s a sport that they are passionate about

♡ i feel like he’d be into just like a typical ‘girly girl’ yk?

♡ also he has a soft spot for acrylic nails- he just thinks they look so cool and if he saw yours he’d definitely call them ‘badass’

♡ he thinks they are kinda impractical for volleyball so that’s why he doesn’t get them himself (plus they are expensive as hell and he only has milk box money)

♡ so yeah he would date an oikawa kinnie 

♡ overall, i think he just wants someone independent who can take care of themselves 

♡ except when you can’t open the tab of your coke bc of your acrylics, then he is happy to help

tadashi yamaguchi

♡ i’ve said this before and i’ll say it again; YAMAGUCHI IS A LESBIAN

♡ ok now that i’ve got your attention, let me explain what this means and what it has to do with this taste in girls

♡ he fell down the wlw pipeline- if that’s a thing

♡ like while the gang were watching sjw get rekt compilations, yamaguchi was watching hayley kiyoko music videos and lgbt short films on youtube-

♡ now imagine that scene were babey yamaguchi was getting bullied except they were teasing him bc he said his favourite song was girls like girls RGTYGJKMN 

♡ anyway, till this day, he is watching cottagecore lesbian tiktoks (minecraft and irl) while others watch ben shapiro it is such a shame 

♡ he doesn’t fetishize them though- it’s just his ideal lifestyle 

♡ he’s developed the mind of a wlw tho so i think his thoughts are similar to mine in a way that he’s just like ‘WOMEN 😍🥰💓’ all the time 24/7

♡ so yeah this was my elongated way of saying that yamaguchi doesn’t really have type, all women are queens in his eyes

♡ but in an ideal world, his s/o would be an ally of the lgbtq+ community, if not apart of it, stan any wlw singer/band (preferably kpop), won’t yell at him 🥺 and are willing to run away with him to a cottage in the woods at any given moment 

kōshi sugawara

♡ his taste isn’t very specific but here are some things he looks for in partner:

♡ either likes baking or likes eating what he bakes and giving him feedback

♡ has long eyelashes/wears lashes (he thinks they are cute and ik you do too don’t even lie)

♡ oh and shiny lipgloss too 

♡ very good communicator 😌

♡ a simp

♡ someone who likes gardening or is at least willing to try pick it up to help him with his herbs

♡ will do facemasks with him

♡ intelligence; he will literally bust a nut for someone who can recite newton’s third law of motion 😩 

♡  and honesty ✨ (bc he needs to be told when his hair looks wack plz) 

kenma kuzome

♡ plz he needs a catgirl 

♡ like your typical anime catgirl

♡ bushy tail, high + soft voice, big eyes, even bigger honkers, maybe a tsundere, cat ears, purs and gives good head ✨

♡...

♡ I WAS JUST INFORMED THAT CAT GIRLS DO NOT EXIST AND I AM BOTH DISGUSTED AND DISAPPOINTED BEYOND BELIEF 

♡ me and kenma are never leaving our rooms again istg what is even the point anymore if ik that i won’t meet a catgirl 😭

♡ so yeah, if he were to date someone who isn’t a cat girl, they’d probably have to be a human equivalent or like.. a gamer

♡ a streamer maybe 

tōru oikawa

♡ he also doesn’t have a specific type but here are some of his turn offs:

♡ kageyama tobio 

♡ kageyama tobio kinnies

♡ people who think he’s too obsessed with volleyball and is incapable of loving anything/anyone else

♡ laziness

♡ ppl who’ve got a FAT fucking ass 😡 (jealousy ofc)

♡ ushijima stans

♡ bad breath 🤢

♡ppl who don’t know every word of primadonna girl by marina

♡ horse girls 

♡ aries (he’d still date an aries but he will tease you for it. if you ever mess something up like you drop a glass and it spills water everywhere he’ll just side-eye you like ‘that’s classic aries behaviour, ofc’)

keiji akaashi

♡ you 

♡ literally you 

♡ he doesn’t have a type but if he did, it would be you 

♡ bc you’re reading hcs on tumblr rn and as yk, he’s a bookworm

♡ (and i believe wholeheartedly that he read fanfic/hcs on tumblr too. probably harry potter/hunger games) 

♡ and also you’re reading his hcs which means you like him and he’s lost himself to unrequited love too many times so at least he knows you’re interested

♡ so yeah you check all the boxes:

☑ fanfic reader/bookworm

☑ watches anime

☑ pretty

☑ sweet

☑ actually likes him 

eita semi

♡ big tiddy goth gf with thick eyeliner, dyed hair and chains

♡ big tiddy isn’t necessary - he doesn’t objectify women ✨

♡ but anyway, they should also be willing to step on his throat and break all his bones with their demonias, upon being asked politely 

♡ spit in his mouth plz 🙏

♡ also an elite music is a must for him

♡ oh! and they should be willing to share their clothes/accessories with him (he’ll share his too ofc)

♡ a few other things he likes are: piercings, those little eyeliner hearts under the eyes, pink blush, thick eyebrows, black/dark purple lipstick, guitarist, drummers, singers (literally any sort of musician), platform shoes, alternative fashion in general, ppl who do DIYs, ppl who sew & ppl who cut/dye their own hair

♡ oh and like suga he is a slut for intelligence 

♡ and for powerful/confident women !!

♡ don’t get that confused with financial power-

♡ like proper powerful ppl that flick off a bigot on sight 

[taeyoonge]

check-in tag 🐳

tagged by my loves @hoseosk @loversmore @artsyjoons @sugacutie, thank you for tagging me 💗

1. Why did you choose your url?

well i wanted a taehyung url which also had joon without it being a ship name so i went with taehkims 🥰

2. Any sideblogs? If you have them name them and why you have them

oh talk about sideblogs mess and you have me. apart from this being my sideblog i have two other sideblogs: @fitmydaydream-reads for reblogging fics that i like and @roaringgtwenties for reblogging other kdrama and group stuffs ♡

3. How long have you’ve been on tumblr?

i guess it have been around here since august 2015 from what i remember but I wasn't active much until summer 2017!

4. Do you have a queue tag?

i have multiple queue tags but the recent one that i've been using often is #queue'd (others: cool queue stunner, friendly!ghost queue, long live the queue, queue are a part of my scenery, waste it on queue (lol ik i'm a mess))

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

initially i just thought about tumblr being a fun place to be in plus i wanted to read more 1d fics because wattpad was wack, years later here i am 🧍

6. Why did you choose your icon?

taegi makes me soft any day, any hour and this is one of my favourite pictures of theirs so i had to, i mean there was no way i wasn't going to put it as my icon (my uwus spilled as i wrote this)

7. Why did you choose your header?

i wanted an aesthetic header which had all the 7 members and life goes on mv had the perfect clip to fit the theme ♡

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

as for my main blog i had this random harry post and as for my sideblog it's this post ♡

9. How many mutuals do you have?

honestly i have never kept a count for that but i'm so honoured to be mutuals with such lovely ppl ✨

10. How many followers do you have?

probably more than i deserve 🤧

11. How many people do you follow?

600+ *looks away*

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

i do yes lol under #addy shitposts tho i do feel sorry for my followers :/

13. How often do you use tumblr each day?

all hours except when i'm sleeping

14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? Who won?

never! i just unfollow whoever seems to me is like causing any drama bc i'm a simple woman

15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

if it's important and legit, then sure why not

16. Do you like tag games?

i really do but i'm fashionably late in doing them :]

17. Do you like ask games?

i do but i do not reblog them bc flop :)

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

all my mutuals are damn celebrities that make my dash a red carpet walk so yeah ♡

19. Do I have a crush on a mutual?

like on every single one of you, i actually bias them all okay 🙊

20. Tags?

tagging @rainesay @taetaespeaches @taemaknae @taehyungsupremacy @dinamitae @jjkthclub @butterkookies @kimchitae @kithtaehyung @kimtaegis @blondesuga @mintvae and anyone who wants to do it 💗 (pls feel free to ignore if you've already did this or if you don't want to <3)

[breadstyx]

Tagged by the incredible @sunny-day-sky and since for once I'm on desktop instead of mobile I'll actually do it. ✌️

1. why did you choose your url?

It's a pun that came to me like 5 years ago and that I found so good that I instantly took the url. I started using it maybe 6 months after that and I'm never going back.

2. any side blogs?

Nah. I'm putting it all in the same pot, making a content stew babeyyy.

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

I think we're reaching 10 years in like, less than 6 months.

4. do you have a queue tag?

No, because I've never used and will never use the queue.

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

No clue. I think one of my twitter friends had one and I decided to check it out ? I quickly let my Twitter wither as I moved here tho.

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

I like robots. I like the absurdity of this robot trying to "eat" an admittedly pretty good-looking hamburger. At this point I couldn't see myself switching to smth else now after years.

7. why did you choose your header?

Because it's one of the most satisfying pictures I've ever seen. I love it when stuff is neatly aligned and perfectly regular. I definitely could've done it myself so I felt like it matched my vibe.

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

Technically it's the "Kettle that boils your water by lowering the pressure" one — I think it's near 13k. But I'm 50% sure my screenshot tags on that one 100k notes post are the reason people have started using "tags passing peer-review" to talk about adding someone's tags to the main body of a post.

9. how many mutuals do you have?

Technically around 150, but most of them have long left tumblr. I actively talk/interact to like.. maybe 10-20 people on here I'd say? And on top of that there's maybe that number again that I don't actively talk to but feel like I could hit up and start chatting with again.

10. how many followers do you have?

A smidge over 1000. Most of them are inactive and/or bots, even if I block the really obvious ones.

11. how many people do you follow?

Just under 350, but a lot of these have been inactive for years.

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

A couple.

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

There's huge variations in my tumblr use. These days I tend to come less and less as I'm finding more interesting ways to spend my time and attention, but there are still days here and there where I'm gonna spend a couple of hours on here during the day.

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

Once or twice. Never too bad, never got in any drama.

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?

Oh fuck those. I either ignore or reblog from someone higher up in the reblog chain.

16. do you like tag games?

They're pretty fun ! Especially if they're image-based or p lightweight. I actually have a backlog of tag games like this one where you just really can't do them on mobile (and I'm on mobile most of the time) so I'm sorry to anyone that tagged me on smth like this and I never did it.

17. do you like ask games?

I don't reblog them often but I like to send some to ppl when I see those getting reblogged.

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

A couple actually !

@queerlynx has that one Neko Atsume as real cats post that's just huge.

@sassypixiestrashcan got that one solarpunk post going, too.

@p0stmarxed is both famous (many good posts, renowned chef and knife owner, milf) and infamous (turn signal discourse, velociraptor sloppy) on here - a fact I know she despises.

@turing-tested of many good takes, even if he's more known for some of his funnier posts.

@asundergrowth for a bunch of things, even if not all of them on this one blog, because they're talented in more ways than I can count.

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

If you don't have a slight crush on any of your friends that are on here (and some of your cooler mutuals), you're missing out.

20. tags?

Let's see.. @queerlynx, @jaffre, @elinaline (ik you were already tagged), @p0stmarxed (I don't think I've ever seen you do one of those so I have no idea if you like them or not), @wheatlev, @sassypixiestrashcan, @hatcrufle, @asundergrowth, @cry4judas, @fiul-risipit, @sweetbeansraych, @thatsthenorthstar, @kr1g and @flammedoudoune.

As usual, feel free not to do it if you're not into those.

[hassanfield]

tagged by the gorj @jordanspetkovics

1. why did you choose your url?

my old url was manslikeshrek (odd ik but i love shrek)

2. any side blogs? 

nope, cba

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

i’ve officially been here since 2018, but i used to lurk on here without an acc

4. do you have a queue tag?

idk even know what that is, so no

5.why did you start your blog in the first place

my best mate used to use tumblr religiously, so i finally caved and created an acc, i used to use this account to lurk memes and certain artists i used to support

6. why did you choose ur icon/pfp

litro just wanted a pfp to fit the new theme

7. why did you choose ur header?

i tried to have a cute layout, it’s cute but i’m bored of it now

8. what’s ur post with the most notes?

my post about yt saviour complex

9. how many mutuals do you have?

a few ppl i interact w so maybe like 5?

10. how many followers do you have?

302 rn

11. how many ppl do you follow?

191 which is q surprising bc i have a bad habit of following like 47743903 people

12. have you ever made a shit post?

this entire acc is a shit post tbh

13. how often do u use tumblr a day?

depends i either spend hours on here, or completely neglect this acc, i’ve recently found myself not using any socials apart from tiktok tbh

14. did u ever have a fight/argument with another blog?

not rlly, a couple clap backs to racists under my activism posts but nothing bad

15. how do you feel about the “you need to rb posts” like what’s happening in the world?

tbh ive got a love hate relationship with them, whats happening in the world posts r so important, however these posts alongside the “u need to rb this” shows that sm ppl who reblog these posts usually do it and then pay no attention to the real problem, they also don’t educate themselves on what’s going on, it’s a chain reaction to rb the same activism posts your mutuals r

16. do you like the tag game?

absolutely

17. do you like the ask game?

who doesn’t?

18.which of your mutuals do you think is the most tumblr famous?

no idea tbh

19.do u have a crush on a mutual?

yep bc all my mutuals r hot

i tag @havertzz @hnrfc @moonrver @messymindmessydash @mourinhosbixch @chipchromee and anyone else who wants to take part <3

[berrymeter]

idk anything about the grace period for deltarune u can just keep this ask in the attic until that’s over.. anyway.. i really liked chap 2 i played it in one sitting 😭 the rpg combat is enjoyable enough and just the right amount more complex than the undertale combat is, although not very difficult. very touching power of friendship moments minus that fucking bird man. some of the dialogue felt quite fandom tropey and surface-level, and queen’s lines (love her tho) were hit or miss for me. i think the biggest frustration i have with it is all the useless random encounter characters clogging up your world 😞😞 there’s only so many wacky one-liners toby can give them and i am not invested enough to care! also some of those designs are uglie!! there are better ways to make a world feel real and lived in. same thing happened with undertale.

BUT it was a great time! i liked the juxtaposition between the ultimately harmless antics and charming banter with the gang and queen, and the more sinister plot going on in the background. most obviously in the ending. toriel and susie making a pie while kris RIPS OUT THEIR SOUL….spoiler warning.. did u see the theory that the soul aka red heart is you the player operating kris the vessel? i’m definitely not a theorist but i like seeing all the loose plot ends i’m having a good time. i love noelleeeeee 💞💞💞💞and i liked susie a lot more this chapter. when ralsei taught her a healing spell 😖😖 i still don’t really care about ralsei though 😓

special shoutout to the spinning teacups ☕️☕️☕️ and special NOT-shoutout to the mice games with the rotating blocks i never understood how to do that.

it was a very feel-good game. it made me feel good. standards for video game passed. what did u think tho!! i mean i assume u liked it but for the same reasons? different ones? feel free to respond with an excruciatingly long essay of ur own <3 we are back to the tt anon blocks of text i restrained myself for a bit but we are back -tt

hiii tt anon <3 back at it again with the asks that i am looking forward to answering. if i post this a little before the 48 hours i will be forgiven bc i will use the deltarune spoilers tag and also the long post tag LMAOO anyway anyway oh btw never refrain urself from sending blocks of text if my followers are mad even though i tag them long post that's ON THEM. everything u say is worth listening to & same for everything i say so that's my final stance on this 😌

i also played it in one sitting it was so GOOD. i don't care that it was 2 am here when it was released i wasss ecstatic and the game was so fucking GOOD tonby the fox delivered!! it was so so worth the wait! the music was so much better than in chapter 1 imo, like... my castle town? the cyber fields theme? the queen's fight? spamton g spamton??? rouxls' "fight"?? BANGERS. i only see bangers. the new gameplay mechanics were also very fun!! i for one kinda struggled with the mice puzzles but not nearly as much as that one section with the traffic jams where you have to go down and back up or whatever. what the hell was that? i'm surprised i actually got past it. i loved the parts in cyber field though where you had to move on beat with the music that was sooo fun!! more of that! i prefer the fighting system in undertale ngl but it's mostly bc the undertale bosses are... just so good. the one boss who rivalises for now to me is queen, although rouxls is also very fun.

as for the story itself... i liked it :) susie & noelle are fucking ADORABLE. i think they deserve to be happy forever like not even together just individually as characters they're the fucking best. susie's grown so much that's my girl... wough... ralsei i do like but... i don't trust him :D i don't think he's evil but he knows too much and tells us too little until he can't keep it for himself and i don't like that. like bro you're gonna get us in trouble stop. but ALSO some ppl speculate that himself is being misled and that the fountains wouldn't bring the roaring, which is an interesting theory. (also i miss lancer being more relevant)

uhh kris is... well... kris... :)... yeah i did hear about that theory i'm in a discord server where ppl have been going on and on about theories since the game dropped LMAOO we're all insane. um. my personal theory is that there's another knight, or that kris is at least also influenced by an "evil force" or whatever, and we're the good force influencing them bc otherwise they're just a normal albeit mischievous kid. and the stretch part is that uhhh there's two knight pieces on a chessboard, ik this isn't about chess at all but king of spades does tell you at the end of chapter 2 that you'll meet a more powerful foe = the queen, coincidentally in chess the queen is stronger than the king. hmmmmmmmmmmm. lmao i don't think my parallel here is right but it's fun to think about anyway

did you see the superboss? i didn't fight him myself but he's so fun. also @ everyone who said he's gonna be a tumblr sexyman i hate that you're right shut that shit down HJKSNFKJSDHG. also did you see the secret fucked up pipis route? it's horrible. genuinely... i watched a streamer play it and 😳 uh. well i didn't even hate berdly before anyway yeah he's annoying but like he's a snot-beaked kid i'm not gonna wish him... whatever happens in this route. legit scarring. and poor noelle... pffbbgtbg. hate this so much. but i think it was done so bad and horrible on purpose, with how specific your gameplay has to be for you to be able to complete it tonby really was like "you wanna be an asshole? undertale wasn't enough? fine. work for it. and also suffer" nskjshf. i'm never doing it <3

lastly FUCKING QUEEN!!!!!!! QUEEN MY LOVE!!!!! BEST CHARACTER. i love her sosososo much it's unreal. and i didn't mind any character designs much, i'm not too complicated in that regard shfkjsdfh i love the tasques and tasque manager though :) also the... idk their names... the butler dudes? they're so cute. swatch's design is neat

so those are my thoughts <3 can't wait to hear more from u!!!

[taketheringtolohac]

simon for the ask game!

jshkajhja god victor i love him so much thank u for sending me this ok here we go (sidenote i know theres ppl who follow me who havent finished dd so if you dont want to get spoiled dont read this!! i talk about a LOT of spoilers!)

send me a character ask and i’ll answer!

favorite thing about them ok so heres the thing. i know that there is a lot to be said about him and just the way that he does like genuienly care for people even if he has a funny way of showing it but honestly? honestly? i LOVE a funny king. like his own brand of humor is just so good and when he laughs (at his own jokes, like a real Uncle Figure) he laughs with his WHOLE BODY which. yes king go get em. also hes sexy <3 not in a rat kinda way but he LOOKS like he should be just, outwardly, but simon blackquill himself is just a HOT MAN. yes im a lesbian and what about it.

least favorite thing about them this isnt about him but you know when aa fandom makes him a weeb? bad. stop calling urself/other ppl weebs in 2021 especially if u arent using the term critically/as a way to talk about ppl who fetishize Japanese culture tho most ppl who call themselves weebs dont realize theyre doing this anyways which. ok this isnt the post for this im just (rightfully) Mad

favorite line its not exactly a LINE, per say, bc i dont remember a lot of them, but remember when he shakes athena in SOJ and its like that kermit strangling meme? top 10 ace attorney moments EASILY

brOTP LITERALLY ATHENA AND SIMON BROTP LIVES IN MY BRAIN AT ALL TIMES LIKE theres so much healing that they both have to do from the 7/8 years since the incident and focusing on literally just that one incident and how to fix it (or in his case how to just like. live with it in a lot of ways) and they do some of it together but some of it they very much do NOT do together and i think like the setting boundaries that they do is just. its good. also i love the idea that he lived with her for a while after he was released like. just from a general perspective i love them sort of being a patchwork family but also just imagine being 18 and living on your own then suddenly you invite your 33 year old uncle to live with you who’s been in prison for the past 8 years. he doesnt rlly know how the world works from a cultural perspective and you dont know what its like from a “how do i use a can opener” perspective. together you’re a functioning adult.

OTP honestly i see him as very gay man in his 30s bachelor just living his post prison life and figuring stuff out but i’d be lying to myself if i said i didn’t read nahyuta/simon fics that shit is cute as FUCK and also ppl do a really good job of writing them like??? its about the understanding whats its like to go through an incredibly fucked up situation and not feeling the need to EXPLAIN yourself but to just understand that its beyond your control sometimes and gently helping them through without being making it about you because YOU wouldnt want that and. yeah.

nOTP if you ship simon with the phantom i’m knives out IMMEDIATELY i understand the want for angst but it makes me uncomfy and man has already been through enough please. also You Know What Else. i will not say it but it should be self explanatory.

random headcanon him and aura were REALLY close pre UR-1 incident. like i think they had a lot of issues but i think its just because they probably had to raise themselves in a lot of ways and pretty much really only looked out for each other for awhile. i like to think that he visited the space center a lot bc he was visiting her and thats how he got to meet metis and he was like huh maybe i could use this physcological stuff in court hmm and like thats how he became her student but i ALSO think that aura is just. SO mad at him for what he did about UR-1 and how he handled it because now SHE has to be alone and its not fair to him and she knows its not but she can’t help herself. Not just that but Simon hates seeing her lose it a little every time she visits him (which is often, he doesn’t get many visitors and even if he did he’d ALWAYS take her visits bc he misses her even if they don’t see eye to eye they’re all they’ve GOT) and just. seeing her become more cold and somehow thinking maybe its his fault and her not knowing if she does think its his in some ways but them still loving each other even if they have funny ways of showing it just UGH!!!

unpopular opinion he doesnt talk all posh why do ppl do that he’s literally a funny garbage man who like kinda hates himself a bit. also yes he’s emo but i think he would absolutely ROCK a printed neon button up with like. really loud socks specifically stupid steel samurai/anime socks. ik i said dont call him a weeb but theres a difference between liking anime/samurai/japanese culture and being weird about it. also he’s Japanese die mad about it

song i associate with them god i dont know i dont really listen to music but i GUESS i will say Mike Townsend (Knows What He’s Gotta Do) by the Garages because they’re very similar “i’m gonna do what I think is right to protect/save this other person and these people I care about even if the consequences are extremely detrimental to me”

favorite picture of them i will not say the simon shaking sprite again but you know that funky one with the bird? the one where he’s got taka just. perched on his arm. perfect photo i use it for everything <3

[six-aesthetic]

Tag??

I told myself I was only gonna post my stuff on this blog but oh well, I don’t have many followers on my main so I don’t think there’s any point doing it there. Btw thanks @howeller553 for tagging me, but idk if ppl actually care about me that much lol.

Nickname: a few ppl call me Suzie but that’s about it

Star sign: Libra ♎️

Height: 5’1 I’m a smol being

Last film I watched: does Game of Thrones count? It’s a show but I haven’t watched many films recently so idk

Favourite musician: currently Billie Eilish and Au/Ra, ik that’s 2 but I can’t pick

Song stuck in my head: X Games by Au/Ra

Other blogs: my main is @black-masquerade and I recently started a witch blog @the-slavic-witch

Do I get asks: none at all, I’m afraid, but feel free to ask anything if you want

Blogs following: 101

What am I wearing: it’s currently 3am so I’m in pjs

Dream job: game developer, software engineer, writer

Dream Trip: Poland, my home country, and perhaps Italy again coz it was so pretty

Instruments: piano

Languages: fluent in English and Polish, can hold a basic convo in Spanish

Fav food: I’m a chocoholic

Fav song: bohemian rhapsody, partners in crime (as mentioned by @howeller553), the ballad of Mona Lisa

I’m tagging @tenpin-boleyn coz she’s one of the only ppl on tumblr I’ve actually talked to. Idk if you’ve done this already but here ya go

[diaryofanormalkid]

I saw my work husband today! 😩😍😍

It was when I was going down to get stock. So I was listening to music out loud and I thought to myself that I should change the song. Just a few seconds after I changed the song, I saw him!

“No Tears Left to Cry” by Ariana Grande was playing when we passed by each other. He was wearing his regular clothes with his uniform in hand so I assume he was just arriving at work.

WE MADE EYE CONTACT THOUGH!!! I was trying my best not to act awkward or have a mean mugging face while making eye contact because I know how I get when I see hot ppl.

Lemme just SAY, he is SOOO fine. Like I’m still not used to it yet. I think he was wearing grey sweatpants and had I got to see him for longer, ya girls thoughts would’ve been wild!

Lord forgive me 😩 but damn, I can’t get over how fine he is. Anyways, after we passed each other I was sooo happy I literally jumped up in the air for joy.

I couldn’t believe I was seeing him this early into my shift, mind you it was only an hour in. Anddd let’s not forget the eye contact. IK that’s not a big deal to y’all probably, but it is for ME.

So a little while later I saw him AGAIN while on cash. I glimpsed that turquoise blue uniform and instantly I knew it was him without even looking up. To be fair, I couldn’t.

I was trying sooo hard not to act nervous while I waited for him to cash out his stuff. He was taking a while to get his things, so I didn’t know whether I should leave the cash or wait for him to come.

I decided to leave and keep myself preoccupied with something in the meantime while I waited for him to come and cash out his things. Of course, just a few moments after I leave he comes over though.

I turned my head to look back just in time to see him standing at the cash waiting for me, so I walked over. He said something to me and I think from shock of him speaking to me I was unable to hear him.

So I go, “hmm?” Instead of using real words, mostly out of nervousness and, again, from shock. He repeated himself and I was able to make out that he was asking me, “this side?”

He meant this side as in, was he at the right cash, in which I responded, “yep.” Once I arrived at the cash, full nerves kicked in and I didn’t know what to do with myself.

Obviously there was nothing else to do but my job, but I couldn’t help but feel so anxious. I totaled up his items and they came up to $11.48. That I remember, clear as day oddly.

He had got a veggie burger with fries and a tea. So healthy 😩 I was lowkey judging him but like I definitely did not let it show on my face in this time of concentration.

I also remember me screwing up verbally telling him his total by saying $11.45 instead of $11.48. That isn’t the correct rounding, obvs. I hope he didn’t peep my tiny mistake though, I was already anxious enough as it is.

He proceeded to tell me he would use MasterCard to pay for his order and went ahead and tapped his card I’d entered it in the debit machine.

After he tapped, I asked if he’d like a receipt and then he said no. So then he told me to have a good day and I said very inaudibly “you too.” 😩

YOU TOO?? Seriously britney?

You couldn’t have done ANY better than that? Guys, this is me, the Britney who is the most friendly and social cashier, has 15/10 customer service skills, remains professional even when provoked/irritated/sleepy.

Has superb problem solving skills in times of difficulty and can arise to the challenges that her workplace has to offer! And yet, all I gave him was a “you too?”

Oh my gosh, I was so disappointed in myself!!! I know I can do so much better with regular people, but this was no regular person! This is what I meant when I said he’s TOO fine!

My work husband is the only person who gets me all flustered like this. The only other person has been my baby boo crush but many of you new followers don’t even know about him.

He’s a long time crush that I haven’t seen in probably over two years now and probably never will see again, sadly. But if I did see him again, promise, I think he’d be making moves.

And if not him, I would! Because I’m telling you that boy would show interest majority of the time and I’m so mad at myself for not reciprocating in the slightest while he was still here.

Because now he’s gone and I have to deal with never knowing what that could’ve blossomed into. This is why you can’t take moments for granted. So I need to do better with my work husband.

I’m hoping I get a next time with him to make so much more progress because I could’ve talked to him about the raptors game, or his week, ANYTHING. It doesn’t matter, as long as I talk!

Idk I’m good like that. There’s something about customers that makes me so confident where I’m able to talk to them without feeling conscious or insecure or down about myself.

I just feel like a completely different girl at work. Ppl like me. Ppl think I’m beautiful and polite and friendly and helpful and caring and compassionate and so many other things.

They see me as somebody completely different than how I’ve seen myself my whole life, that all the good things about me get displayed all in one place it seems.

And it’s like... why can’t I just direct all of that energy towards my work husband too? Show him that sweet, witty, charming side of me? Flirt a little? Why do I always shut down?

He’s just a person. That’s what I like to say sometimes when I see him. But he’s such an attractive person. It’s so hard for me to separate him from others and just treat him the same.

I always want to go above and beyond. But it never works! I’m gonna try harder, but not too hard to where it’s forced and he can tell that I’m nervous to talk to him.

He doesn’t need to know I’m nervous to talk to him. I just want to flirt a little. Build some kind of rapport. But idk, something about today seemed different to me though.

The fact that he even talked to me??? I was like “uhhh are you finally making a move? Or just being friendly?! Make it more clear!” Because he was never responsive to me before ever.

Maybe I’m REACHING but what if he’s nervous to talk to me too? And he just built up the confidence to talk to me today? LOL I honestly want this to be true so bad but I don’t think it is.

A girl can dream though. But when I saw him that first time today even, I was hella shook he even made eye contact. Like God, thank youuu 😍 that made my whole entire day.

Regardless of what was happening during my shift, I was so happy. While he was sitting down to eat his food, I could see where he was sitting from where my cash was.

It was nice because he could see me if I walked by and I could see him, since he was facing my direction. It even looked like one of the times that he was looking at me when I looked over.

That’s not to get my hopes up, but he was definitely looking in my direction. That whole time I was in such a good mood because he was there.

And then when he was going to leave, he passed by behind me and I didn’t look but as he was leaving, I could already feel myself starting to miss him. I wanted him to stay longer so bad.

But my whole shift, my mind kept wandering to him and thinking, “when is he coming back?” “Will he even come back?” “Am I gonna get to see him again?”

I went downstairs a total of four times just in hopes that I would see him again. Obviously I was also doing work, but two out of those 4 trips were me volunteering to go down.

I didn’t end up seeing him for the rest of the night, but just knowing that I could possibly run into him at any second, I was super anxious/happy at the same time.

Definitely kept me on edge, in a good way. Like I was playing music the entire shift after I saw him just so I could “impress” him with my diverse taste.

Idk though, today was great. He obviously made my entire shift. Like I was actually super tired today, aside from him being there. If it weren’t for him, I’d have been dragging my foot this shift.

I really loved the way things panned out overall. Like i felt a shift in vibes on his end, for the better. But maybe that’s me just hoping for the best or reading in on his actions too much.

I have a hard time reading him though. He’s super mysterious. Like his expressions aren’t very telling of what’s going on in his head. Even the way he looked at me today, I was like “???”

As for the last time I saw him, when I was playing music, I couldn’t tell what he was thinking of me. He was so expressionless/unresponsive.

That’s probably why I am surprised he even talked to me today!

[shirotanis]

ok so i was looking forward to doing this and i’m glad it is done eventually ! to make long words short, i recently hit a great follower goal and the number keeps increasing and i’m ??? bc its weird but i’m thankful to everyone following me nonetheless💕💕💕 i’ve had this blog for a month and something but i’ve met a lot of wonderful people whom i grew to love and care for!!!!! some i havent interacted as much as others but i hope to get to know you all in the near future 💖💖💖  

if your url is bold go take a look at the very end where it says ‘read more’ bc there’s a few words for you 💖💕💞💓💖💓💞💓

also i’m pretty sure i have more mutuals but they are sideblogs and idk whats their main to check if they follow me or not but pls know that i didnt forget or that i didnt want to include you!!!!

#: 

@4fnc // @4zammy 

a-g:

@cryogonal-jonghyun // @daypjh // @dojooned // @dojooon // @dowoonhtml // @from-roses-to-dojoon // 

h-j:

@howcaniwait // @ijustcantlie // @iwooseong // @jaeheyong //

k-r:

@lipstick-chathao // @mirinae-x // @rxsewoosung

s-z:

@saekkisongarak // @sangdoldol // @savageday6 // @shelovesjinyoung // @smolpil // @softwoonie // @tasteless-ratatouille // @tennisanon // @thedarksideofthewoon // @thedaysix // @ttherose // @theroseofficial // @wattela // @wonpixel // @woosung-is-my-aesthetic // @woosungs-blackrose // @woosammv // @younghyuuns // @youngks-smile 

@4fnc: oK GIA MY LOVE!!!!! i have sO much to say about you my best absolute perfect !!!! ok first of all we’ve been friends for like, 3 years??? this is the longest friendship i’ve had and it started out so weird like? i was a bts blog and you were an exo blog aND THEN I BECAME AN EXO BLOG AND YOU BECAME A BTS BLOG but over the years, we grew to stan other groups, i parkoured more than you and i admit ;;;;;;  ok but i still remember your most legendary post “my mom bought me cock heck yea - wAIT NO I MEANT COKE NOT COCK WHY WOULD MY MOM BUY ME COCK” and i’ll never let it die. you are such a beautiful person inside out i would have never thought i deserve you but !!! we’ve been together for so long and i hope we meet someday bc honestly? i wanna h*g you so much its a lil gross but,,, you mean so much to me honestly ok i’ll stop now i didnt even say everything i wanted to but i’ll keep that for another time ;)) i love our late night conversations about ??? whatever from memes to long appreciation hours about our faves to personal stuff its just so exhilarating to talk to you ily always gia 💞💞💞💞

@daypjh: oh oh oh my heart is turning into a puddle of joeliness rn thats how soft i am for you :(((((( honestly we have been talking for a few days but i feel like we’ve been friends for years??? when we started talking i was taken aback bc 1) shIT jo noticed me ok gotta act cool 2) it was So comfortable and So smooth and i had so much fun my fist conversations with people tend to be a little awkward and i’m always anxious but with you ??? i was so chill for some reason!!!! also you are the purest jae stan? the softest of them all and i know how much he means to you but you are a lil ho for the rest of day6 too i’m laughing you go all out with your trashiness;; i would have never thought i’d find someone with whom i share so many interests but here we are!! i’m so happy we started talking because i realised i was missing out on some gr8 stuff 👌👌 you are so funny our conversations never fail to make me smile whenever i feel down…i still wanna get to know you more tho but on another note i hope you stay happy !!!!! you deserve everything good i love you pls remember💓💞💓  

@howcaniwait: my fave charcoal 💞 i know we havent interacted that much but i consider you a friend, more than a mutual. you are so cute and funny too also youre so talented when it come to photography like ?? pure goals not even exaggerating!!! you love bri and sammy so much it makes my heart jump a lil :’’’) you also helped me with that friend issue when you didnt have to and i’m still thankful bc it helped me~ btw the way you interact with every single follower of yours is such goals yall like family asdjgldhs cute ;-; lets get to know each other more soon💖💖💖  

also a meme that is a very relative

@ijustcantlie: alice!!!!!!!! one of my fave blackroses 💓💓 i don’t have a lot to say about you bc i don’t know you well yet bUt i want to!!!! anyways your edits are so great they always leave me speechless i wish i had them skills tbh :

@rxsewoosung: hello dora 💕💕💕 in actuallity, he have exchanged a few asks only and thats about it but (though i wish we talk more one day)!!! you are so cute tbh i havent seen you around in a while but that’s bc the rose is kind of dead atm but as i was stalking your blog i realised how adorable you are!!!!you love the boys dearly and i cannot express how happy that makes me also you say i’m your fave woosung stan and that my blog contains a+++ content but same goes for you ;) woosung would be so happy to know such a nice person likes him so much plus your gifs are most pretty in my opinion i aspire to be like you💕 

@thedaysix: MY FAVE DAY6 BLOG HANDS DOWN!!!! bethany ily so much not to be that person but i would have never thought YOU out of ALL day6 blogs would follow me i probably cried a lil on the inside when i saw you had followed me and liked some of my stuff as well askflghlsd ok so basically i have said it before i think but i love and appreciate you so much ik i’m repeating myself lol but you are one of the funniest ppl i follow and your tags are the cutest shit they make me xtra soft 😭😭😭 btw callie is the cutest cat i wish i could cuddle the floof sighs 💓💓

@ttherose: The Blackrose Mom aka Olivia 💞💞💞 I can’t express my appreciation enough tbh ??? without you i doubt we’d exist on tumblr and i’m not even joking!!! i used to be intimidated by you because you are the mvp of the fandom but talking to you in the group chat i???wow you are so interesting and hilarious plus i love how you ALWAYS do your best to update us with everything the rose related and make memes at the same time i’m laughing thats the definition of dedication so i wanna say a big thank you for your hard work bc other fandoms lack what we have (a mom; i mean you) 💞

@woosung-is-my-aesthetic: OH HI FAKE SNAKE JANA oops i mean uuugggh lettuce :))) tbh i thought you were one of those chill stans when i followed you but karma is a bitch i guess bc you are pretty wildt and i like em wildt ;)))) oK I THINK you are one of the most precious ppl i wanna protect with all my heart :(( i love every single meme you send and everything you say is hilarious in one way or another also ??? you are a little trashy prince for shinee and you know i love that about you plus i appreciate the mysme dose on my dash thanks to you my trashy ass wants to download the game for the 4th time :/ one thing i love about you is the mom mode you always like “whO DO I NEED TO FIGHT WHO HURT YOU MY CHILDREN” and that makes my heart blast into outer space and make a colony on mars askflghslahs i’m 2 soft 4 you always thanks for all the help i appreciate it, really!!! and no matter what you do or say i’ll never consider you ‘dark’ you are a lil kitty in need of affection uwu 💖💖 and i’ll only eat pineapple pizza for you but i know i’ll regret it :

@woosammv: 🗣️🗣️🗣️ THE CUTEST BROSE 🗣️🗣️🗣️ julia…you is that one person who is above the rest… like all the other normies are trash for the rose but you are the landfill and that makes you special aslgjhhlshaldhs ok but honestly you are such a great person, always making flawless gifs and keeping the fandom well fed sadly i dont have a lot to say bc we havent really talked but i hope we do soon but just so you know, ily and your blog  💕💕💕

[tohokuu]

L M N S T for the ask game <3

L: How many times do you usually revise your fic/chapter before posting?

i answered that one earlier but to sum it up, i never reread my shit bc i edit it along LMFAO

M: Got any premises on the back burner that you’d care to share?

sigh... i'm squinting my eyes so hard rn bc WHYYYY but sure. here's a little sneak peak for my next work.

“damn, your pussy must’ve been low class considering you let fish boy between your legs so easy.” and with that statement hongjoong’s expensive suit was ruined with a once chilled glass of freshly squeezed orange juice. his reaction was pure gold. a shocked expression paired with him jumping from his seat. the chair was knocked back and the shadow nymphs all gasped in horror and desperately tried to clean him up. to say that it wasn’t satisfying to bring him down a peg would have been a lie. would you get in trouble for this ? probably. did you really care, though ? not since he yelled at you like you were scum yesterday night.

you grabbed him by the tie, pulling him closer to your face until you could smell the citrus scent off of him. “you might be a king, but you don’t dare speak about me that way.” with that, you pushed him back, satisfied with his lack of response. as you turned around to walk back to your room, you were sure to sway your hips a little more than usual. mingi followed behind like a trained puppy and oh boy, was that even more satisfying. you swore you saw a vein bulging in his temple, face red and angry.

there ya have it. you happy ?

N: Is there a fic you wish someone else would write (or finish) for you?

i don't have any drafts rn and i like what im writing. i also think i would get annoyed if someone else wrote my stuff bc i usually have a certain way to write it and if it doesn't exceed my expectations then i'd just be like.... yeah ? yk, but when i write it myself, i know it's gonna be mid so i don't beat myself up over it LMFAO but if i had to choose somebody to write my shit, i'd choose @/hongism @/bobateastay and @/baekhvuns bc i feel like these three would just NEVER disappoint

S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?

i can't resist satosugu. i love the angst, the love, and the pain IDEK it's just such a painful trope. i love it so much. i'm a masochist

T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand?

i can't fucking stand mha ships. i love mha but when ppl ship them ik other ships are gonna start fighting and i don't like being in the middle of that and some of the ships don't even make sense ?? ?? so i just don't even delve into all that

[prettylilparker]

Soph’s 200 Celebration

(ignore my sappiness if you want and skip down to the CELEBRATION)

you guys have no idea how utterly grateful i am for each and every single one of you like every single follower i have, i’ve looked at your blogs and smiled to myself at the idea of you (yeah u bitch) liking my posts and my writing?? like wow it’s insane to think that ppl actually like my shit.

i’ve only been here for a month and i’ve only gotten an overwhelming amount of love and support from this whole fandom and i’ve met some beautiful, sweet, caring people that i’m so glad i’ve been blessed enough to get to interact with them. i can’t believe i’d get this many followers (ik i’m still a small blog but it’s never been abt the numbers anyway) within only a damn month?!?! i’m speechless like who would wanna follow this annoying ass rat? but always let me get to the good stuff!!

SOPH’S 200 CELEBRATION (saturday, december 2nd @ 7pm est and sunday, december 3rd all day)

SEND ME ASKS LOVES (u can send them now!!!) about....

BLURBS OR HEADCANONS

send me an idea with someone from the sm:hoco characters (peter, mj, ned, flash, and liz r included!!), the sm:hoco cast (zendaya, jacob, laura, and tony), the holland bros and haz (tom, sam, harry, and haz), and even stranger things characters or cast!! 

these can be platonic or romantic!! just specify if it’s platonic or else i’ll just assume it’s romantic

MOODBOARDS

send me a character!! and an idea for a moodboard and if u want it in a specific color    ex. “peter parker study date, warm brown tones” (if colors get out of hand i’ll just choose black and white lmfao)

these can be personal or not!! (if personal, send me a pic of yourself in my messages or give me a brief description of your appearance so i can choose pics that kinda look like u or don’t and i’ll just make it basic ((((: ) 

SHIPS

i’ll give you a ship and a cute lil head canon of ur relationship/ a quick blurb of something between y’all! send a description of urself aka physical and some personal qualities/traits   ex. “i’m straight, i have long brown hair and brown eyes and i’m 5′2″ tall, i love dogs and i’m the mom friend in my group bc i’m super caring”

specify whether it’s for the holland bros and haz, the sm:hoco cast, the sm:hoco characters, or even ur own people for me to decide btwn    ex.”can i have a ship with either haz, jacob, or aunt may”

the more specific u r abt yourself the more i can write abt cute relationship stuff you guys do!! so say ur interests, ideal dates, etc!!

I’LL TALK ABT MY CRUSHES OR U CAN TALK ABT URS!!

self explanatory; send me an ask saying “talk abt ur crush(s)” “u have more than 1 crush? ur a hoe” (i have 3 atm cuz im indeed a hoe)

OR send me stuff abt urs and we’ll fawn over their cuteness or i can add on a story abt my own crush!!

RECOMMEND ME SONGS OR BOOKS OR MOVIES!!

all of u have amazing tastes so i’d really like some recommendations bc i love reading and watching and listening to stuff so yea boi just send me an ask

TALK ABT UR DAY!!

how was ur day love? i hope good, if not then rant to me!!

ASK ME RANDOM QUESTIONS

“what’s ur fav tea? what’s ur fav color? do u like gossip girl? what’s ur fav book? movie? what tv shows have you watched all the way through? which shows did u watch (but not all the seasons)?”

yes i will answer every single one i get!! i promise no matter how weird!!

DON’T LET THIS FLOP I’M SO EXCITED lmfao all my mutuals undercut that i love and hope can maybe join in my lil celebration and signal boost?? <3 (lol sorry if u don't wanna see this and i’m being hella annoying, just ignore bc ik a lot of u r wayyyy bigger blogs than me and i’m hella grateful u goddesses think i’m not complete trash)

@arachnid-kid @hufflepuffholland @tomsh0lland @ttholland @bittersweetholland @iamnesta @tbholland @petesparkes @stormyparker @heartbreakerholland @spee-iderman @cutehollands @tomsaloha @ohparkers @purelyparker @ur-not-tom-holland-tho @tom-holla @cuteparkers @nedslaptop @spideyparkerfilms @parkerbenpeter @httpsamholland @tohollandback @venusparker @heavenlytom @screamholland @five-foot-two-joanne @game-of-spidey-imagines @phobicpeter @snetersnarker @tomhollandxreader @buckylicious @parkersbabe @honeynutholland @dearcindymoon @zendmylife @hollandbaby @pillow223 (wow that’s longer than i thought it would be) once again, sorry if i’m being annoying by tagging u and completely feel free to ignore u goddesses

[deathvsthemaiden]

Tagged by @irithyllians (thank you so much!! I’ve never done this one before and it was surprisingly fun to fill out 💛💛☀️)

why did you choose your url?

I felt like a change, and I came up w/ my current one while thinking of how much I love stories where death is personified (specifically one of my favorite books, Keturah and Lord Death, and the Grimm tale it’s almost definitely based on, Godfather Death) and changed it on a whim. Also perhaps tmi but I get tired of certain (at this point habitual) edgy dark thoughts and this url pokes fun at them, which I really need to do more. Just like for mental health reasons I need to lighten up, and the imagery this url evokes helps me do that w/o fail every time. Kind of ridic and very poorly explained, ik, but short story further condensed, I am the maiden... the bridegroom, married to amazement (like the poem <3)

any side-blogs? If you have them, name them and why you have them.

@/ beesmitten is art references and @/ cakerusk is art tutorials/tips/resources. If I didn’t have these blogs I’d hit post limit WAY less often but :/

how long have u been on tumblr?

Truly don’t remember. 2016 I want to say? If I had easy access to desktop I think I could tell u but alas! Despite my good memory, the general past is such a blur to me it’s hideous and shameful 🤢

do you have a queue tag?

Nooooo 🥀

why did you start your blog in the first place?

Came to tumblr to stare at art, will be here until the site capsizes or art dies (whichever comes first). Everything else I’ve found + enjoyed here has been an unexpected bonus <3

why did you choose your icon/pfp?

Looks ever so vaguely (key word vaguely!!!) like me and style wise it’s exactly me. Also just a fan of Ana Clerici art lately 💜💚💙

why did you choose your header?

It’s a Jane Eyre cover (by Darya Shnykina) that I fell in insta-love with because of the composition and little details! And the fact that in it you can SEEEEE Jane’s drawings!!! I love that she draws and I feel it’s semi rare for artists to depict Jane’s own art !! Also love the blue because it happened to compliment my preexisting blog color and pfp AND reminds me of That Blue Dress she wears towards the end in That Scene (being vague on purpose) tho idk if that was the artist’s intention! :0

what’s your post w the most notes?

Definitely this one 😐 I feel bad that it’s so popular because that means a lot of ppl relate... not remotely a surprise but it’s still painful to see!!!!!!!!! I often say I’d wish violence on people, but not school related stress, because the latter has plagued me most of my life and it stings so bad for so many reasons.... I just ashdhsbbdb I see that post show up in my notes again and my heart breaks a little more :( I’ll never delete it tho, I’m glad ppl can like. complain and freak out in the tags of it even if I don’t love to see it, because I understand the stress and loneliness of being a bad student painfully well. I’m glad but sad my thoughtless vent post lets people convey their shame and fear w/o direct judgement from anyone around them <\3

how many followers do you have?

A bit over 1,070 BUT. I do not root through them to block bots and such, it’s too much work and u have to VISIT the damn blog each time (at least on mobile) if you wanna block them and for the love of god I was put on this earth for worthier things (or so I like to think) nor am I strong enough to do that. Ignorance is occasionally bliss 😏💆🏽‍♀️

how many ppl do you follow?

....3855

have you ever made a shitpost?

I guess, yeah. I don’t really call posts that but I think most of my posts for under that criteria (either that or vent posts wgdhehehe)

did you have a fight/argument with a blog once?

no, the fear of god and social estrangement in me is too strong, but I’ve been tempted! and for the record if I had ever started smth, it would’ve been over smth small like a book or character and I would’ve been right and I would’ve won! if I had bothered u_u)/

how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’?

Not smth I rlly think abt. For the most part, I think it’s silly and counterintuitive but there are rare exceptions ! Like when ppl make posts telling ppl w/ x privilege that they shouldn’t ignore y type of post because they have x privilege. Ever so sometimes that kind of post is warranted but... eh. For the most part I don’t interact w/ posts like that or even see them that often anymore

do you like tag games?

Loveeeee them 💖💖💖💖

do you like ask games?

Yessss 💖💖💖💖

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

gafsgshhsh.zhjdhshdgdh.GAJSJDHSHS. This feels like a loaded question. I shall keep my theories close to my heart and skip this one only because I feel there’s no real point in answering... those computer friends of mine who r ‘famous’ r probably painfully aware any time they look at their notifs.

do you have a crush on a tumblr mutual?

God forbid. My true love has no idea what a mutual is (whoever they are)

tagging: @pinkafropuffs @noblyphantasmic @k-amui @h-isforhome @honeytuesday @netherites @dionhysus @bitter--edge @ghostingcave @tidal-elegy @leojupiters @chiiquitita @thebodykeepscore @dilfgirl @snailmailthings @las-enamoradas @ursulakleguin @tvlliaminor and anyone and everyone else who might wanna do this, mutuals or no <3

[zyx]

got tagged by elena @amaranth whom i love, tysm 💛

1. why did you choose your url? bc i love yixing! and also it’s so short and i think it looks cute hehe

2. any side blogs? yes though i barely have energy to update them all

3. how long have you been on tumblr? omg i have this blog since like 2011😳 i didn’t used it at first bc i didn’t know how to use it but then i got obsessed and here i am jsjdjdjjsjs

4. do you have a queue tag? i actually do, it’s a boring one it’s just a “q” sbbdjdjdj i don’t really use it on this blog bc i don’t queue posts just show up here whenever i feel like it but i do use it for my other blogs (my nct blog specifically)

5. why did you start your blog in the first place? i used to be a twt user and i saw ppl creating their accs on here so i got curious but i didn’t had a clue what i was supposed to do here shdjjejdjd so i never used it then i started to follow some blogs and i thought it was fun, a bad choice really

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? i loveeeee love hello kitty! and this pic is one of my favs i think it’s rly cute :3

7. why did you choose your header? bc it’s so cute tooo, yixing’s planet being green and me trying to have a green aes... it’s fate tbh

8. what’s your post with the most notes? uhh i think it’s this one buuut this too🥺

9. how many mutuals do you have? a looooot, basically almost everyone i follow i don’t really like following ppl that don’t follow me back lmao only bc i tend to reply to posts i see on my dashboard so i don’t want to reply to someone who doesn’t know me dhjejdbfbfk it’s weird ik

10. how many followers do you have? way too many for a silly blog like mine but ive been here for a really long time so

11. how many people do you follow? omg i just realized i follow 202 blogs????!!! i used to follow just a few like 90 idk what happened but my dash was quite dead all the time, it still is tbh djdjjdjdj

12. have you ever made a shitpost? all of my personal posts?? shbdjdjdjbd

13. how often do you use tumblr each day? mmm im not on here often lately, my classes keep me really busy and sometimes i don’t feel like being on here anymore hehe it really depends on my mood i guess, when im not feeling well i don’t come on here djdjdjdjdj

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? LMAOOOOO yeah a few times actually dhhdjejdbdjd im actually not problematic i think but i guess sometimes i come off way too strong and i don’t hold back and ppl take it personal… most of those arguments were back when i was a 1d blog 🥴 wild times honestly

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts? um most of the time i don’t reblog them it’s stressful specially if there’s too much text i will never read all of that

16. do you like tag games? yeeeeesss!!! i love them! i forgot to do them most of the time but i love being tagged in them like... thanks for ever thinking about my existence 🥺

17. do you like ask games? yeah but my followers don’t bc sometimes they don’t interact :((

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? famous.... idk but i think i have a few that are quite popular and seem to have a lot of followers hehe

19. do you have a crush on a mutual? yes, on all of them uwu

20. tags? @intergalacticpcy @j0hntens @zukoritas @x-exo @yenyuls @weyvi  @yixingminseokjongdae @lzffy @kuanmian @listerine-jonghyun @milfbestie @shepardmoreau @seohopeful @elinciaofcrimea 👉🏼👈🏼

[walcutt]

i was tagged by @eruditetyro for this

1. Nicknames? 

None

2. Gender?

i dont really have an identity im comfortable with at the moment, but ive stuck with he/him in the meantime while i sort things out on that end

3. Star sign?

Leo

4. Height?

5′10″

5. Time?

9:50pm

6. Birthday?

august 15th

7. Favorite Bands?

I’ve always loved okkervil river, the national, and arcade fire. i’ve also been digging yo la tengo recently

8. Favorite solo artists?

I don’t listen to many solo artists, most of the music i listen to is groups

9. Song stuck in my head?

ive had parts of deeper into movies and the story of yo la tango, both by yo la tengo, stuck in my head lately

10. Last movie I watched?

I think it was kubo of the two strings, but it might have been a documentary on bottled water

11. Last show watched?

I watched preacher with my family when i was at home–its been a couple weeks now though

12. When did you create your blog?

fall of my freshman year, which I think was like october 2011?? what the fuck its been that long?

13. What do I post?

posts. i dont really classify the stuff i post i just sorta feel it in an ad-hoc sense

14. Last thing I googled?

the roanoke star, because a friend of mine didn’t think it was real

15. do you have other blogs?

i have some hoarded urls but otherwise no. one of these days, when i get more active and consistent in game development, i might make a sideblog (maybe moving my current url to it bc i like it as a name/identity, but i dont know for sure)

16. Do you get asks?

not super often, but i also dont send many and so its understandable . we are part of the problem

17. Why did you choose your url?

I was feeling super nostalgic one day right after graduating high school, and i felt like i was losing a lot of the parts of home i liked. and so i chose the name of a street on the way to an old friend of mine’s as something to hold onto i guess

18. Following?

239 people, probs only 2/3 of them are active tho lol bc ive never cleared out old ppl

19. Followers?

461, again with questionable amounts of active people

20. Favorite colors?

pale blues & deep greys

21. Average hours of sleep?

It’s actually been about 8-10 lately. iml ike the only person who sleeps better at college than at home

22. lucky number?

BB(17)

23. Instruments?

I play ukulele with pretty mediocre ability, but its more for fun than being any good anyways. I have a tenor and a baritone with me

24. What am I wearing?

standard white boy college in the summer outfit of graphic tee + khaki shorts, because honestly there’s no fashionable options that have any semblance of being reasonable

25. How many blankets do I sleep with?

usually just a comforter and a sheet. id like more but unfortunately i get super overheated if i sleep with like, any more,

26. Dream job?

no job. but honestly i’d like to be in game design/game development for a while at least, while im still young enough to manage the hours

27. Dream trip?

a long, unstructured backpacking trip in the appalachians would be ideal. maybe with some close friends but not necessarily, some quiet would be equally nice

28. Favorite food?

Pasta with (good) sauce. bad sauce is all too common at my school’s dining halls tragically

29. Nationality?

american, my dad’s side is italian but i’d be like a 4th generation immigrant so it’s not really of any significance

30. Favorite song?

Oh Man. Oh man. i have a lot at any given time. Here are a few recommendations:

Deeper into Movies and Black Flowers by Yo la Tengo

The Trapeze Swinger and Flightless Bird, American Mouth by Iron and Wine

Unless It’s Kicks by Okkervil River

The Collapse of the Great Tide Cliffs by The Dear Hunter

most of my friends on here have already been tagged but if u see this and want to do it. i honorarily bestow upon u the honor of tagging

[survivorpanem]

EPISODE TEN - “I’M THE JAIDEN WHISPERER “ - JC

Tribal council certainly was interesting tonight. I wonder what caused Samantha to use her onion necklace on me... I'm actually kind of pissed off that she did that, even though I had voted for her in the first place. It makes me think that that knew I had voted for her or something, which is what caused the vote to flip around. Isaac and Jordan and Andrew all really fucked up and Jordan paid the price for it. I kind of wish that someone had played their idol for Jordan just to see their reaction when Andrew ends up getting the boot, so now I'm pretty sure one of them have it. Jake missed out on a ton of stuff which wouldn't have been vastly different if he had stuck around instead of going off to exile. From now on, I won't stray from the alliance. It's pretty obvious that they all were going to wake-up and start playing only when it became convenient to them all, and that's why Jordan got voted off. They were going to use my vote for Zack against me in the future to help Zack flip against me or something? Power move, good job losers. I'm going to completely own up to voting for Sam B as soon as possible. I have no doubt that she got the same advantage that I had and checked to see if I was intending on flipping on the alliance. But wouldn't that have sent me out instead of Jordan??? Who honestly knows. It changes a lot in the game now and I'm pretty pissed off that this all went downhill as quickly as it did, because now I need to make a massive apology to Samantha for voting for her. I don't know what I'll say, but I'll need to think of something. And quick.

OK SO BITCH SO!! That tribal was i n s a n e! Zack approached me at like 9:40 telling me that my weird suspicions were right and that people were trying to make a move to take me out. Apparently Isucc/Boredan/AndrEW approached Sam Bussy asking her to vote me out. Now what worries me is that she did not tell me about them approaching her, Zack did. So she must have been at least considering it? Idk her and Isaac are relatively close and ik she was worried about whether or not Isaac would be mad at her if she voted Jordan instead of me. But anyways I'm like oh boo not today, not today! Like I was really unworried by their bumasses because I'm like girls, I have an idol, a vote negator, AND Sam told me about her blood bracelet that had to be played at that tribal, so I was just like might as well just get her to play that on me so I don't need to use anything. So like I got Sam to switch her blood thing from Jaiden to me after she used a vote sneak in order to see who Isaac really voted for and turned out he truly did vote for me! How cute. Like I don't know why these little boys came for me but they did, like I was not a threat I feel like my game has been shit but ok I guess just keep pushing me to be better huh?! Oh, and apparently Jaiden voted for Samantha to try to stir up distrust between Zack and I and cause rifts in the alliance. But then later he switched it to Andrew because he was getting nervous I guess? Idk I don't buy it but knowing Jaiden it's highly possible. But I'm like atm I want to take out Isaac/Andrew before taking out Jaiden because they both actually voted me with intents of getting me out and for that they need to go, especially as Isaac probably has an idol. Like I feel like he was gonna play it on Jordan but changed his mind last minute after Sam played her bracelet on me. and like now I'm worried because it's only f8 and I have a target on my back. Totally not what I wanted at this stage in the game! I have to really work hard to keep myself safe because my advantages don't make me invincible. I need to make FTC in this game and it's most likely going to be a f2 since jury started at f11 rifpp. I hate f2's! But yeah I just have to keep fighting and look at the bright sides, like I solidified loyalty and cleansed paranoia between my relationships with Sam and Zack, I still have an idol and I'm still fighting. My game plan honestly is to go to my sponsors and get them to buy vote sneaks for me because that would be heavily beneficial to see who's voting who.

Samantha is on my birthday shitlist, basically. I still don't trust her so I spilled the beans to JC about her maybe sorta considering voting for Zack. Also that she played the onion necklace on me. Regardless, someone knows that I voted for her. And now I'm out for blood! I will absolutely expose her vote at the next tribal council, AND I'll make I think my priority to send her right to the bottom of the alliance like she deserves at this point. Samantha if you're reading this and you're like, you're completely wrong Jaiden, then that's your fault for playing the onion necklace on me (envy) But I still love you outside of this whole game...but I still hope you get seventh place. Sorry not sorry. I'm going to CONTINUE to hammer in the idea that FLIPPERS NEVER WIN. If you flip on the alliance, enjoy losing solely because of a bitter jury :)

Me trying to escape the SNAKES who voted me last week and may try to again http://suprchnk.tumblr.com/post/152885516750

Later...

Omg poor Sam she's coming up with all these cracked out theories of where the idol could be that are actually kind of wildly accurate (she thought the idol may be hidden in the beach bc of the moodboard Amir made her having many sea themes, and it was in the beach), but the idol is in my pocket akxhxbabz. Maybe I should tell her...idk aaaa!!!

so to #catch up on my messy ass game, i was exiled for a round and apparently things got even more messy. i honestly barely understand what happened bc no one wants to give me a full story but yeah jordan lelft which was my contract thing?? no idol clue for me rip. but now i guess a lot of people want my vote which is nice. zack told me that jaiden was telling people that i was threatening bc of my comp wins in generations, neverland, and sarawak and its so annoying!! like bitch u think i have time in my life to dedicate to these immunity challenges like i could in gens when i had 24/7 of my summer dedicated to it?? bitch?? and u went against me ONCE in sarawak and look how that turned out. haha they never learn, do they? there's already talk about getting jaiden out and i'd be MORE than delighted to send his ass packing bc i literally cannot DEAL with him targeting me for no reason A G A I N!!!!! jaiden: jake won immunities in gens everyone: omg :O hes laying low… me: i literally just have no time to dedicate to this game god these fucking freaks. anyway i cant stand most of these ppl.. andrew is honestly my son and i love him so i dont want him to go. and it was nice to hear zack wants isaac and jaiden out back to back bc that protects lil andrew. i dont even talk to andrew like ever but for some reason hes the only one i trust bc ik he only has like isaac in the game. i dont trust either of the sams. especially sam g?? that girl is like killin it i feel like everyone is just following her around. have barely spoken to her but shes doing her thing. i hope i can get her out soon but literally no one wants to make a move against her. props to her i guess. i want JC gone soon, he's so transparent and fake and ldskjfghkj yeah i don't like dealing with it. i mean i'm fake right back so i mean dflksgjhdklfjgh me. unless i get lucky with immunities im gonna have to rely on keeping a low profile and telling people im doing nothing (which is partly true, i did do THAT at the allison vote). a lot of people are telling me they like me so... that's good! the more ppl who like me the better!!! i like zack a lot i hope the f3 is me zack and andrew but one can dream huh!

Soo last tribal was WILD! I was gunna just play my bracelet on Jaiden and say it was because he's always a target so to put his mind at ease for once blah blah blah but then like 15 minutes before tribal JC comes to me freaking out about people voting for him and he needs the bracelet blah blah blah, so I asked Isaac who he voted for and he told me Jordan. Then just to make sure I played my map of the arena and checked out Isaacs vote and found out THAT LYING SNAKE VOTED FOR JC!! So I played my bracelet on JC even though they only got 3 votes, Jordan got 4, and Andrew got 1. Also apparently that 1 for Andrew WAS for Sam B but then Sam looked at Jaidens vote and played her onion necklace on him meaning he can't vote for her until the final 6? Or after the final 6? Either way I was really expecting this to cause distrust in our 5 but apparently it still hasn't? I'm so shook that we're all still voting together but like maybe I'll be proven wrong tonight? We'll see. Either way we're al so dysfunctional and terrible at communication so I mean how are we doing this?? I was hoping to save Andrew and Isaac but apparently people want Andrew out. Hopefully he has an idol but he'd idol out Jaiden and not Sam B which kind of stinks. But anyways I'm waiting for more exciting stuff to happen this tribal because last time was the first exciting tribal in a while. This merge has been pretty yawn and frankly I'm part of the problem.

I wasn't going to talk about it but I need to post a confessional and the reason I'm feeling the way I am is tied into personal stuff and it won't make sense unless I explain it to you so here it goes. I've just been feeling extremely shitty about myself recently and just overall really lonely. Like in the past two weeks I've felt like my friends have been doing whatever they can not to talk to me. It's irrational but it's how I've felt. But Jordan and Samantha B were mostly there and they helped everything by just being there and talking to me. So yeah I've taken his elimination pretty hard. According to many sources Samantha B was the one who told Jc that it was them who was getting votes and caused Jordan's elimination and the idol play. I was really apprehensive about believing anyone because I thought there was no way she'd do that to me like we've became closer friends since this game started, but then she admitted to it. I'm not going to lie I'm hurt But this is a game and we're supposed to play to win so thank you Sam B for waking me up. I'm NOT going to lay down and die if I go out tonight I'll go out trying to get as far as I can. Is this the second coming of Despairsaac? Maybe. But Jesus Christ I'm tired of these people telling me what I will and will not do. Fuck them. 

I've made it so far in the game without wanting to make any big moves, so tonight I'll make one. If I get rocked out, then #legend. If I get blindsided by the entire tribe, then so be it. But I had to stand up and do something, because fifth place just wasn't going to cut it. I wanna win, damnit. People can respect someone who went against the grain and made a move, right? I surely will receive Andrew and Isaac's respect if this doesn't work out. The plan is to vote for Sam G. If she plays an idol, Andrew goes home and I look like a chump. If anyone gets pissed, they will either flip their vote to her, or they will draw rocks and leave it up to chance. Either way, I get what I want. I'll be okay with leaving tonight if that's what happens, because at least I did something... I just dont want to go 7-1 because everyone was pissed off.

Okay so truthfully this game I've felt like I'm the Jaiden Whisperer. He's like completely wild and messy in this game but I feel like I've been able to direct it to things I want, or at least work with the insanity. But it's coming to the point where he's really rubbing people the wrong way, Zack and Jakey both want to vote him and Sam Bussy probably would too if she hadn't played the onion on him. Not only that but Isaac and Andrew both wanna vote him too!! That's 4 which is enough to tie, and jaidens dumb ass might vote for Jakey instead of Isaac!! Mess omg. I totally feel bad to be campaigning for Isaac/Andrew to go, but like what choice do I have after they came for me first? I feel like it'd be dumb to vote out either jakey or Jaiden because they're both good for my game and the others are most probably not! OMFG NOW JAIDENS TALKING TO JAKE ABOUT GOING TO ROCKS WHAT IN THE FUCK OMFGGGGG KILL ME. He needs to freaking rest before his ass gets sent home!! This vote is honestly the largest fucking mess, we have Jaiden who wants to vote out Jakey, Jakey who wants to vote out Jaiden, Zack who wants to vote out Isaac only if not Jaiden, Samantha who I think wants to vote out Isaac or Andrew and Sam G who wants to vote out Samantha later but Jakey now. KILL ME WHY CANT WE JUST VOTE ONE OF ISAAC/ANDREW OUT HNNNNG I TOLD JAIDEN TO JUST STAY SEATED AND TO NOT CAUSE DRAMA WHEN HE ASKED ME IF HE SHOULD MESSAGE PEOPLE BECAUSE I KNEW EVERYONE WAS ON THEIR LAST STRAWS WITH HIM AND WHAT DOES HE DO??? DOESNT LISTEN AT ALL!! OMG I CANT HONESLEE Like bitCH WHY DID JAKEY SEND ME THIS: [12/7/16, 7:32:21 PM] j a i d e n: but I don't think I can win against my alliance and I know they're coming for you once it gets down to it [12/7/16, 7:32:40 PM] j a i d e n: you, me, Isaac, Andrew vote for one of them, and they vote for one of Andrew/Isaac FUCK IT HES LEAVING TONIGHT EVERYONE WANTS HIS HEAD ON A STICK EXCEPT PROBABLY SAM B AND FHATS JUST BECAUSE SHE PLAYED HER ONION ON HIM UGHHH I LOVE YOU JAIDEN BUT WHAT CAN I DO YOU PUSHED IT

I feel soooo bad about lying to Isaac. I really want to work with him and get Jaiden out but there just aren't numbers for that. Me, Isaac, Andrew, and Jakey is only 4. All that would do is tie it. But Jaiden has been super messy lately, especially with jakey, so hopefully Jc will read the message jakey sends him from jaiden and will realize that jaiden is a horrible player. Like honestly I love jaiden as a person but he is messy af when it comes to spilling information. And not even information, its anything. Jaiden tells so many lies, for no reason it seems like. This is just super messy. As much as I love jc and zack, I think I want to work with Isaac and Andrew from now on. But I just hope they trust me enough to let me do that.

So way too much has happened/is happening for like a paragraph based confessional, so here's a lot of bullets of whats happened bc I'm an organized hoe. -Zack wins immunity and Isaac and I are like fuck what do we do -It seemingly looks like Isaac, Sam B, and I are on the outs -We find out that it's between Isaac and I -Sam G tells me that Sam B is the one who leaked to JC that they were going so that Sam G could play her idol on them and get out Jordan -Isaac doesn't wanna believe it but Sam B sketches me out -The 3 of us still decide anyway that we need 5 votes to take out Jaiden bc that's the easiest target -Zack and I have gotten surprisingly close and he doesn't want me going -Zack wants Jaiden out -I go to Jakey and ask about getting out Jaiden and he's down -I go to bed and we seemingly have 5 votes to eliminate Jaiden -I come home today to find I'm the name being thrown around and Jaiden is the one to tell me -Sam B is being very sketchy in the alliance chat -She then admits to Isaac that she told JC they were getting votes and apologized but has ultimately lost our trust -We now don't know what the vote is going to be and scramble -Jaiden comes to Isaac and I saying he will go to rocks for me if we can get Jakey on our side -He makes a chat and the 4 of us agree to vote either Sam G or JC bc Jaiden cannot vote Sam B -We decide on Sam G so that someone may be more willing to flip on her rather than JC in a tie vote -Sam G and JC suddenly wanna work with Isaac and I again and want to vote out Jaiden who wants to help Isaac and I also -Jaiden might be doing the rocks plan more for himself/to make chaos -Jakey also makes the point that Isaac, himself, and I will be in minority next week if we vote out Jaiden -I ask him if he thinks Zack would flip to us and he doesn't think so and asks if I would sacrifice Isaac next round -I don't wanna do that and ask if Zack might flip on Sam G and JC to break up the duo at final 7 So now I'm at a conflict. Jaiden wants to go to rocks for us. But that might be to create chaos. Idk where Sam B is voting but she might be voting me but now people wanna vote Jaiden. So if it does tie and we vote with Jaiden, then it could tie between Jaiden and Sam G and then they're safe from rocks of I flip on Jaiden. So Jaiden might be doing this to save his own ass because according to Sam G, Jaiden thinks I'm voting him anyway. So I have no fucking clue what to do. We all helped build a web of lies and now everyone is running up a different thread. And it's utter chaos. And I need to make the move that I think will help me advance to the end after this if I stay tonight.

Later...

Okay I also left out that Jake revealed the rock plan to Sam G and JC, so now Sam G knows she might be getting votes and Jaiden might play his thing on me to reveal my vote before he votes and if he sees I didn't vote Sam G, then he'll be suspicious. And he might have an idol so idk. I think I'll vote Sam G anyway in the case that either Jaiden sees how I votes and pulls some sketchy shit, or the rock plan actually goes down. I asked Sam G if she cares if I vote her so Jaiden isn't sus but she doesn't wanna be potentially idoled out. I'm gonna tell her I'm throwing to Sam B, but I'll vote her anyway. I just have to to be safe. Wish me luck™.

im voting for jaiden since hes a mess and my alliance wants him gone. I'll explain more in my next confessional. im gonna take a nap