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nineinchclaws · 1 year ago
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fandomwe1rd0 · 3 months ago
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In defense of Rick
Now ik this might be confusing because of the title, but I am NOT defending any of his actions, he is most definitely a piece of shit (I still love him though) but I feel like a lot of people who hate Rick Sanchez don't take enough stuff into account, so that's what this post will be about!
Now Rick has done many, MANY bad things, if I even attempted to list them, we'd be here all day, but I'll mostly be focusing on the way he treats Morty, now the way he treated him in the earlier seasons, especially season 4, is inexcusable, and I'm not defending him, but I would like to explain why he did it, he did it, and to do that, we need to get into his backstory.
So everyone knows the basics, right? Rick Prime went over, offered him the portal gun, but if he takes it, he'll have to leave his family, Rick C-137 refuses, Rick Prime takes it EXTERMELY PERSONALLY and kills his entire family in front of him, Rick C-137 goes on a decades-long revenge trip in an attempt to find Rick Prime, but it was to no avail, and when he finally fell in love again with Birdperson, he got rejected and Rick C-137 distances himself away from the first person he fell in love with after Diane, this could NOT have had a good impact on him, the only good influence on him is no longer a prominent presences in his life, then he helps with the citadel, he hates the citadel, but he helped with it. He created something he hates. This couldn't of done anything good for his self-esteem, which we already know is low since he literally made a Diane AI that was meant to torture him because he felt like he deserves it, he blames himself. Diane and Beth died, Bird person left, see a pattern?
Then he goes back to Prime's dimension and lives with Prime's family, his worst enemy's family, he lives in his house, sleeps in his bed, and due to this, he meets Morty, one of the only things that made him happy after decades of just misery. But in his experience, bad things happen to people he loves.
And it keeps happening, Bird person gets shot in front of him, Unity left him, Daphne left him, no matter what happens, he can't hold onto someone he loves, they either get hurt or leave him. Rick couldn't handle it if something happened to Morty, he needs him, it's not healthy, but it's the truth.
So he protects Morty in the only way he knows how, using insults as a defense mechanism, this isn't ok, this isn't healthy, Morty clings to Rick being his only friend, and Rick, despite knowing it's unhealthy, lets Morty cling to him. He clings to Morty as well, and does whatever he can to keep Morty around. He can't let himself love. So he insults Morty as an attempt to also stop himself from loving Morty, but it doesn't work. Morty is his favorite person and he hates it. He wants to care, but he knows he can't. He can't care or else they'll die.
Then comes the heist episode, one of the major bad things Rick did to Morty, now this is nondefendable, but here's why he did it. Morty was already skipping out on adventures to write his heist script, he's drifting away from Rick and Rick can feel it and it fucking terrifies him. He can't show his true feelings, so he hides it behind insults, then Summer mentions that he could lose him, this terrifies Rick more than anything, he'll do anything to keep Morty with him.
Anything.
So he manipulates Morty into giving up on his dream and it works. Morty stays codependent. Rick should feel horrible, but it's hard for him to hate himself more. He's just proud, proud that he was able to pull this off. To keep Morty by him.
Vat of Acid, Morty starts getting a lower opinion of Rick, this again terrifies Rick, the more Morty insults Rick, the more Morty will realize how true the insults are, the more likely he is to leave him, Rick traumatizes Morty in hopes that Morty will stop insulting him. It works for the moment, but it's not permanate.
The season 6 finale, this is when Rick truly thinks Morty doesn't care. This complety breaks Rick. He gets to the lowest point we've ever seen him at. He completely stops taking care of himself, looks for Prime, isolates himself from everyone else, then when Morty was rightfully pissed at finding out that Rick replaced himself with a robot, Rick doesn't get why, Morty should be happy! He stopped caring about him, so why is he upset that he replaced himself with a more loving version of himself. Rick doesn't understand that Morty still loves him and cares about him, because he didn't hear the words Morty said to Rickbot which was "I love you, Rick." Rick didn't hear this, he thinks, and I quote, "I've become dogshit to you (Morty)"
The things I've mentioned are horrible, but what Rick haters fail to realize is that Rick doesn't do this because he thinks it's fun or because he wants to. He's a broken man clinging to the only thing that makes his life stable, one of the only things that makes him happy. It's not healthy. Rick knows that. But he needs it. He needs Morty. Rick is not a good person, but there's more to him than what he does, and a lot of people that hate Rick don't get that.
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kkolg · 2 years ago
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Basic Rundown of my BATIM au
Ok so I’ve only been here for a little so I thought I’d give my basics for my lil au I made. Please keep in mind I’m still sorta working on it so it might change- also I’m not the best writer so sorry if this sorta sucks lol. Also also- IK LIL BENDY ISNT HENRY BUT HERE HE IS, THIS WAS MADE BEFORE BATDR AND HIS APPEARANCE IS PRETTY IMPORTANT TO THE PLOT SO DONT COME FOR ME PLEASE IM SORRYYYY- 
Disclaimer: this blog contains constant depictions of gun violence, murder, alcoholic beverages and other things of this nature. I do not support ANY of these actions in real life nor encourage/endorse them. If any of these topic seem to trigger you please do not continue to look through this blog.
Tags: vigilante batim au - well-   you��could guess it’s for the au
          vigilante au comic - important/lore comics that are decently drawn
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Setting
So this au takes place in the early to mid 1920s somewhere around Brooklyn, New York I think, not sure when and where exactly yet- It’s been 6 years since some past events, (which I’ll write about later) and this is also when the Prohibition Era started, so speakeasy’s and small bootlegging joints are starting to pick up.
Characters and other stuff
In this au Bendy is one of the top bootleggers for “The Vigilante” speakeasy, a pretty successful and popular speakeasy at that, located on the edge of a forest and under the ownership of Mr. Allen. Bendy’s best friend and main partner is Alice (just because why not) and usually go together when doing pickups, robberies, etc… Their getaway driver, William Click, is also good buddies with the both of them and is the one who takes the booze back to “The Vigilante”. William is also the bartender at “The Vigilante”. There are other partners that Bendy and Alice work with but it’s usually for bigger jobs. Phill or Philip is the “Vigilante’s” personal nurse, he lives over in the forest in a decent sized house and that is where anyone seriously injured is sent over. He’s very reserved so he’s usually not in the speakeasy. Margret is Mr. Allen’s personal assistant and maid, she’s very kind and loves company and reading.
There’s a rival speakeasy called “The Chokeberry” whom’s run by Betty Francis. The two speakeasies are equally popular, but they don’t usually ever cross paths. 
Now to the good guys ig, Detective Stein (yes he’s a private detective here) with fake first name Martin, his two partners Tom “Boris”, and Allison usually are the accompany him to crime scenes and other things of the sort. He’s not usually supposed to be let in since he’s a private detective- but he’s been able to work his way around that a few times. Detective Stein is pretty well known in the area as a very kind man and extraordinary when it comes to solving cases. Tom is the brute force of the trio while Allison is usually the gunner.
Detective May is a detective in the local police department and usually rivals Stein when solving any case. She usually gets very upset whenever she see’s Stein at a crime scene. Linda Howell is her personal assistant (yep she’s here too), she usually files the paperwork that May doesn’t want to handle, although she does wish to be on the scene investigating instead of lying around in an office.
Det. Stein and Linda also work together in secret to get more information on the “Ink Demon” case specifically because the both of them take quite an interest to it. The reason it’s secret is because if May found out she would definitely not be happy-
That’s basically it, again expect changes and little edits here and there because i might change or add smth to the story later :)
Edit: If you wanna see the characters and character profiles just go to my account and some will be there! I’m still doing them so it might be a little while but thx anyway :D
Another thing to note is that Bendy doesn’t know Det. Stein is Henry since he’s a cartoon now and yk changed his name
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faulty-writes · 1 year ago
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Hey faulty, it’s currently 4am and I’m feeling really sick rn aha. Could you maybe do a oneshot of Iida x fem reader where she gets sick at night? Like they’re on a camping trip with the class 1A and they end up having to share a bed? (Cliché ik but I love this trope sue me) and she gets sick at night. I’m talking fever keeping her up until 3am then going to the restroom in the bedroom to puke. She doesn’t want to wake up iida and tries to just deal with it alone.. but she ends up waking iida up anyway when she goes to the restroom. She got so hot that she had to take off her t shirt but left the sweats on. She’s in a white tank top btw. (For plot you’ll see) Iida knocks on the door bc like he’s worried ya know? She says it’s open and then a few min later after talking, she asks him to bring her a black tank top from her luggage bc the one she has on is kinda see through. She’s red from the fever btw. Iida brings it and she turns her back and just slips it off to replace it with the black one. Normally shy but friendly reader would feel embarrassed in changing in front of him (and even being in a tank top) , but at this point, she feels like dog water so she doesn’t care. When she quickly slipped the white tank over her head, iida gets flustered (you know naturally bc u know girl he likes). He’s gonna turn around (or act how iida acts) but he sees some scars on her back for just 2 seconds. This leads to late night caring and reader opening up about trauma from rich parents. (Think like Killua from hxh just for the abuse he went through- parents wanted to make reader really strong and we’re obsessed over it-she’s in a better home now tho with a relative)
iida and fem reader are in the “I kinda like you a lot but I’m not going to do anything bc I love our friendship rn phase.”
Could you make it cute and fluffish and domestic? (I think that’s how u use that word lol) Reader and iida grow closer through it too. I’m sorry this ask is so specific lol, I have a vision in mind. I also think sweet shy fem reader x iida is really cute. (This is not self indulgent at all aha😂)
It’s ok if ur not up to it.. tho I would be really happy if u did write it up. I love ur fanfics!! Been a fan for like 3 years even before I had tumblr!(❁´◡`❁) just lemme know if ur busy rn or don’t wanna write it! No pressure. :)
Thank you!
[ Alright! Sorry this took a bit, but I hope you're feeling better and I hope I did this story justice. It was kind of fun to write, I like the whole "I like you but need to stay friends" trope because it can always grow into something more. Anyways, I tried to make Tenya flustered just enough in this fic. I love embarrassing him. ]
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“Are you most certain you’re correct?” Tenya urged, and Izuku held up a piece of paper muttering under his breath. “That’s w-what I counted,” he replied before yelping when Katsuki grabbed the back of his head. “Shut the hell up already!” he snapped before glaring at Tenya.
“Who the hell cares if two of us have to share a damn bed!? It’s your fault for not accounting for this, four-eyes,” he growled, making Tenya frown in response. “I am afraid that I did not anticipate the weather causing our pre-scheduled camping trip to be postponed,” he explained, slightly annoyed by Katsuki’s behavior.
He wanted to make graduation special and insisted that Class A take a camping trip. However, due to the rainy weather and the persistence of his female classmates, the choice to pull over and book hotel rooms for the night was made.
“Yeah yeah, whatever,” Katsuki responded, releasing his hold on Izuku. “Come on you spikey-haired idiot!” he growled at Eijirou who nervously chuckled. “Well, I guess that means Bakugou and I are taking the first room,” he said.
“Best of luck figuring out who shares the one-bedroom suite for the night!” With that, he waved goodbye and chased after Katsuki. “Mineta and I can share a room!” Kaminari announced. “Yes, and Jirou and I can share a room,” Momo said.
“Mm, very well,” Tenya replied, looking at Izuku and Shoto. “I assume you two wish to share a room,” he said. “Oh w-well uh…” Izuku tried to reply but Tenya ignored him. You were sitting on one of the provided chairs in the lobby of the hotel, remaining quiet as you watched the scene unfold.
You coughed and cleared your throat a few seconds later. “Are you okay Y/n?” Tsuyu questioned laying her hand on your back. You nodded. “Uh, yeah just a bit of a sore throat,” you replied, rubbing it to ease the discomfort.
“Everyone please, pair up in groups of two and take a room key!” Tenya announced, and you looked at Tsuyu. “Go ahead,” you said, waving her away. “I don’t care who I spend the night with,” you soon regretted those words when only Tenya and you were left.
“Forgive me,” he said, unlocking the hotel room and turning on the light. “I hope this accommodation does not cause discomfort for you,” he said, gesturing you into the room. He could hear a steady stream of rain hitting the window and vicious thunder rumbling outside.
“I guess this camping trip turned out...s-sour, huh Iida?” you tried to joke, but he didn’t seem to find any humor in your words. Your smile faded and you folded your hands in front of you, focusing on the floor. ‘Well, that didn’t turn out the way I wanted’ you thought with rosy cheeks.
You moved out of the way when Tenya walked into the room, placing the bags on the floor by the bed. He insisted on carrying yours, and it didn’t come as a surprise considering he was a gentleman. “Are you feeling well?” he asked, noticing your reddened cheeks.
“Uh…w-what?” you replied, snapping your head up and trembling when he glared at you. “Are you feeling well?” he repeated. “Um, I uh, y-yeah I’m f-fine,” you choked out, thinking that your sore throat was nothing more than the rain irritating your allergies.
“I see,” he walked over to the bed and asked, “Do you prefer sleeping on the left or right side?” You knitted your eyebrows, unsure what he meant. “Uh, w-whichever side is fine,” you replied but knew your answer wouldn't satisfy him, so you thought of a diversion.
“I wanna take a...a shower!” you exclaimed, trying to ignore his now suspicious glance. The worst part was that you could barely stand looking at his gorgeous eyes. “Very well, you are welcome to freshen up in the shower. I trust you have the appropriate slumber wear, yes?” he asked, adjusting his glasses.
“Uh, y-yes,” you said. Maybe taking a relaxing shower would alleviate your throat soreness. “I’ll um, just g-get them from my s-suitcase,” you said, pointing to it. “Um, t-thanks for carrying it for me, uh, b-by the way,” Tenya nodded.
“I do not believe it would be appropriate to expect a lady to carry her luggage,” he explained, watching you open the suitcase and look through it for your sleeping clothes. Once you gathered everything, you scurried to the bathroom and shut the door behind you.
“What is wrong with me!?” you hissed, walking to the large tub, and turning on the water. You stripped your clothes off and carefully climbed inside, sighing in contentment as the water eased your body’s muscles. You lay there for what felt like hours before carefully climbing back out.
Droplets of water fell from your body, creating a rhythmic pattern as they hit the floor. You drained the tub before walking to the sink. You placed your hands on the counter and looked at your reflection in the mirror. You felt a bit odd and wondered if you had spent a little too much time in the tub.
Well, maybe you’d feel better when you lay down. Once you had dried off, you slipped on a white tank top, a short sleeve shirt, and a pair of sweatpants. “The b-bathroom is free,” you said, walking past the bed. “Hm?” Tenya was sitting on the right side of it reading a book.
“Oh, I see. Thank you,” he replied, closing his book, and placing it on the nightstand near the bed. You closed your eyes, feeling an overwhelming urge to lie down. You pulled back the blanket and sat, pressing one hand against the mattress to feel its firmness.
You looked up when Tenya stood, although he didn’t say anything when he gathered his sleeping clothes and headed to the bathroom. You took a deep breath, coughing softly when you laid your head down and pulled the blanket back over you.
The sound of running water accompanied by the rain and thunder that still bellowed outside helped you drift off to sleep, but a few hours later you woke up sweating. “Ah…” you blinked, feeling exhausted, and reached up to touch your forehead. ‘Why am I so hot?’ you thought, wiping your face dry.
Hearing soft snoring, you turned your head. Tenya was lying beside you in blue pajamas and a matching sleeping cap. His face looked content and part of you wondered what he was dreaming about if he was dreaming about anything at all.
‘Maybe this fever will go down if I keep resting’ you thought as you closed your eyes and tried to relax your body. Unfortunately, you found yourself restless and your fever grew more severe, making you whimper on occasion. This combined with the nauseating feeling growing in your stomach finally made you sit up.
“I’m gonna barf…” you muttered, turning to look at Tenya to ensure he was still asleep. The last thing you wanted was to wake him up, especially after all the planning he had put into this camping trip. Besides, maybe it was better you dealt with this by yourself as you never wanted to burden others. You winced, holding your stomach as you stood.
You swallowed hard, tasting acid on your tongue. You turned to look at Tenya one last time before scurrying to the bathroom quietly. Your breathing was heavy and sweat dripped from your skin so profusely that your clothing stuck to your skin making movement uncomfortable.
As you swallowed again, you slowly pulled your arms inside your shirt. You intended to take it off despite being hunched over the toilet. You sighed in relief when the cool air hit your skin, somewhat thankful you made the choice to wear a tank top underneath said shirt.
At the moment, it didn't matter to you that it was white and see-through. You closed your eyes and wiped the sweat from your brow, your mouth salivated so much it dripped down your chin. You dry heaved, feeling your stomach twist until its contents splashed into the toilet.
When you coughed, Tenya's eyes fluttered open and he turned his head, noticing you absent from the bed. He sat up slowly and grabbed his glasses. He was more than certain the noise that had woken him was you.
It was natural that he wanted to check you were okay, so he stood up and walked to the bathroom, noticing that the door was closed. He pressed his ear against it growing more concerned when he heard heavy breathing, followed by sniffles. He frowned and paused before knocking three times.
You snapped your head up, eyes wide but vision blurry as you looked at the bathroom door. “Y/n, do you require assistance?” he asked, and you latched onto your lip to suppress the gag threatening to come. The inside of your mouth tasted sour, and your throat burned.
You shifted your eyes back and forth, knowing if you didn’t answer soon, he’d likely do something drastic. “I…” Your voice was weak, but you tried to push through it. “I…I don’t know,” you replied, before wiping your eyes with the back of your hand.
Your answer alarmed Tenya, and seconds later he heard a toilet flush followed by running water. “What is the matter? Are you feeling ill? Are you injured?” he questioned, feeling ridiculous for talking to you through a door. You took a deep breath, resting your hand on your stomach.
You looked at your reflection in the mirror, noticing your hair was disheveled and your cheeks red. Your eyes looked swollen and irritated, in other words, you were a mess. “I…just…” Maybe it would be better if he saw for himself.
“Um, t-the door is open,” you said reluctantly. “Very well, may I enter now?” came his reply. “…yeah,” the door squeaked, and you wrapped your arms around yourself before turning to face him. His eyes widened upon seeing you, noting your irritated-looking eyes and reddened face.
He didn’t want to assume anything, but you certainly looked ill. “Forgive me, but you look rather...ill and I do not believe I have a thermometer so I cannot take an accurate measure to confirm or deny any possible fever,” he replied, tapping his chin. “I…I’m not running a fever,” you lied.
He narrowed his eyes and reached out. “Pardon my touch,” he said, pressing his hand against your forehead. Yes, it was a rather outdated method to use, but it would allow him to feel your temperature regardless. “Hm,” he raised his eyebrows and lowered his hand.
“Your forehead is rather warm,” he noted. “May I check your pulse?” You blinked in response, hissing softly when you noticed how dry your eyes felt. “Um…okay?” you replied and gasped when he took your wrist, pressing his thumb against it.
The seconds ticked by awkwardly as you clenched your bottom lip. “Your pulse appears slightly elevated, suggesting possible sickness,” he said, lowering your wrist. “Oh um…” you wrapped your arms around yourself again, suddenly anxious, and self-aware of your see-through tank top.
“Hey Iida,” you said, glancing away shyly. “Yes?” he replied. “Uh…c-could you…get me another tank top? The black one from my luggage?” you asked sweetly, nervously rubbing your upper arms. Tenya knitted his eyebrows together, uncertain why you asked for a tank top when you already had one on.
However, out of curiosity, he glanced down, and his eyes widened. He covered his mouth when he noticed that the fabric of your current tank top was rather…well perhaps it was rude to continue to stare at someone's exposed body.
“Y-yes!” he suddenly shouted, immediately looking away from you. His cheeks glowed a furious red color which was accompanied by a feeling of shame. He knew he should not look at a young lady in such a disrespectful manner. It was improper!
After all, he did not mean to look at you that way, but it seems his mistake caused him a bit of embarrassment. “I would be honored to…” He cleared his throat, trying to ignore the unfamiliar heat that ran through his cheeks.
“I would be honored to assist you, please give me a moment,” he said, promptly turning around and scurrying out of the bathroom. He took deep breaths as he opened your suitcase, searching for the black tank top you requested.
Despite his concern about his fast-paced heartbeat, he believed it to be a natural reaction given his feelings toward you. Of course, he didn't want to ruin your friendship by acting on said feelings. “Here we are,” he said, neatly folding the article of clothing before returning to the bathroom.
“I do hope this is the correct item,” he said, hesitantly holding it out. “Yeah,” you replied, taking it. Unless you were in a relationship or classified yourself as a free spirit there was a certain level of modesty when it came to changing in front of the opposite or even the same sex.
However, given how horrible you felt now you didn’t think twice about turning your back on him and removing your current tank top. Tenya’s eyes widened when he realized what you were doing. His cheeks flushed, and he immediately raised his hand, intent on scolding you, but no words came out.
Despite not anticipating activating his engines, his nervous state made them spark to life and a soft rumbling echoed through the air. “P-pardon!” he stuttered and turned to face the door, feeling his heart accelerate again. “Hm?” You paused and briefly looked over your shoulder at him.
‘Weird…’ you thought, before dropping the white tank top to the floor. A groan escaped your lips as you slipped the black tank top over your head. While he knew it was rude to look at you when you were topless or changing, your groan concerned him enough to make him turn his head.
That's when he noticed the scars on your back, and instead of flushing yet again or feeling embarrassed, he grew concerned. Although your scars looked old and healed, he wanted to know what caused them. It is natural for heroes to receive injuries which then created long-lasting scars.
But yours almost looked…well perhaps it was more appropriate he didn't assume where they came from. He turned his head back, feeling the slightest amount of sweat drip down his face and he almost regretted not having brought a handkerchief to bed.
He cleared his throat, tugging at the collar of his pajama top, and was tempted to undo the first few buttons to cool himself. His cheeks were a deep rosy color, and his engines continued to rumble softly although he hoped they were not too audible.
Just as you finished putting your new tank top on, you heard Tenya clear his throat. “Huh?” you raised an eyebrow when you turned only to stare at his back. “Um...” you stepped closer to him, hesitantly reaching out to touch him.
You stumbled back when he trembled in response and turned to face you, his eyes wide and his face red. You blinked, unsure if you had scared him or if he was beginning to feel sick as well. “Um…a-are you okay?” you asked, your heart pounding in your chest.
“I…” he glanced away. His mind filled with images of those scars, and he lowered his eyebrows in thought. Frankly, he wished to address what he had seen but did not want to appear strange or alarming. Furthermore, he did not wish to force information out of you or make you feel uncomfortable.
He cleared his throat once more and raised his hand, chopping it through the air as he said, “P-perhaps it would be best if we retired to the bed to further address your question.” You knit your eyebrows, not fully understanding him. Then again, did anyone understand Tenya?
Maybe his closest friends, but even they seem baffled by his antics sometimes. You placed your hand on your stomach, somewhat relieved you were feeling better. You shrugged. “Okay?” you replied, following him out of the bathroom. Your fever was still high, and you wiped your brow.
For a split second, you debated running to the ice machine. However, the thought of walking down an empty hotel hallway made you feel uneasy. Come to think of it, you didn’t know how late or early it was, not that it mattered because who knows how long Tenya could take to answer your question.
“Please sit,” he said politely gesturing to the bed. You looked between him and the bed before sitting down as requested. The bed gave a soft squeak when he sat down next to you. The two of you exchanged glances before he cleared his throat.
“I…do not wish for you to think I am being disrespectful when I ask this as I understand personal matters are quite difficult to speak about with those you are not close with,” as painful as it was to admit, despite the many challenges Class A went through together, there was still distance between all of you.
Yes, a few classmates had admitted their personal matters and remorse over certain things or times in their lives. However, he noticed that you tended to keep to yourself. While you were kind and compassionate, there was a shy nature about you, and he had noticed you struggle in social situations before.
“W-what do you mean?” you asked, your voice trembling and your anxiety rising. He was silent for a moment, and you noticed his shoulders were stiff. He shifted his legs almost as though he were uncomfortable, but you swear you heard a soft rumbling.
Was his quirk acting up? You quickly glanced at his face, his eyebrows were lowered and there was an uncertain glance in his eyes. His cheeks were slightly reddened, and his hands were in his lap, but you noticed his fingers were interlocked.
“Forgive me, I believe it would be beneficial if I were to explain more clearly. I…” he took a deep breath, laying his hands flat on his thighs. He cleared his throat again and reached up, tugging at the collar of his pajama top.
“I noticed that there were…rather severe-looking scars on your back.” A chill ran down your spine and you leaned away from him. Your eyes were wide, and he expected you to be angry, but instead a look of hurt and dread spread across your face.
You fisted your hand into your chest and the other into the blanket, keeping silent. Tenya frowned. “I…apologize,” he said, carefully placing his hand over yours but immediately jerked back when you gasped. “I…pardon I did not intend for my touch to-” You shook your head.
“N-no, it’s f-fine Iida,” you replied, despite your heart racing in your chest. “It’s just…” you glanced away, “no...n-no one has asked that b-before.” Then again you weren’t exactly the type to flaunt your body and usually changed in the locker room stall.
You latched onto your lip, the thought of your parents made your stomach twist, and you suppressed a dry heave. “Are you well?” Tenya asked, slightly alarmed, and though you nodded, he wasn’t fully convinced. “Forgive me,” he said, standing up from the bed.
“Perhaps I should not have inquired. I did not wish to make you uncomfortable,” he said, turning with the intent of walking to his side of the bed. “N-no!” you cried out, grabbing his arm. He stumbled back and looked at you bewildered.
“Uh…” You blinked, and your cheeks grew red. You felt so hot you were liable to faint, but you shook your head trying to fight through your anxiety. “S-sorry!” you said, quickly letting go of his arm. You swallowed hard, groaning out of embarrassment.
“Um…I…the s-scars are…” you looked away, rubbing the back of your neck. You felt the bed dip when Tenya sat down again. He wanted nothing more than to comfort you and once again extended his hand, placing it on your shoulder.
Your head shot back, looking at him with wide eyes and parted lips. “Please do not be afraid,” he said, his voice hushed and full of concern. Oddly enough, you smiled and nodded. “Right, s-sorry,” you said, glancing at your lap.
Your throat felt tight, but you forced yourself to speak. “The scars…are from the training m-my parents put me through,” you explained, refusing to lift your head to look at Tenya's expression. You expected him to be worried and maybe even feel sorry for you.
Instead, you gasped when he leaned forward and wrapped his arms around you. He knew it was irrational, and he did not know how you would respond. Although he could not confess the feelings he had for you deep down, he would not stop trying to physically prove it to you.
A part of you wanted to push him away because you weren't used to this type of affection, and because you didn't want him to catch whatever you had. But you couldn't help but melt into his touch. He was aware of the training that was deemed necessary in order to become a worthy and true hero.
However, there were other, unethical training methods such as the ones that Shoto went through that proved to leave long-lasting emotional and physical scars. He could not fathom why certain families pushed their children so hard during training.
Yes, a villain would not be easy on a hero, this much was certain. But to inflict such pain that it left physical scars was unacceptable, and it made righteous anger burn deep within him. However, he took a deep breath, calming himself.
“Forgive me,” he said, pulling away. “I…I do not believe I could help myself,” he stated, bringing his hands to his lap. He knew very well that he let his emotions get the better of him and at this moment, he needed to remain focused.
“Would you favor continuing our conversation?” he asked. “Um…well, my p-parents aren’t heroes but…t-they’re rich and w-when my quirk manifested they...” you paused and curled your fingers inward, ignoring how your nails dug into your palms.
He leaned closer with a serious expression on his face. You closed your eyes, sighing. “They…saw promise in it and…wanted to u-use me as a tool. If their daughter c-could be a hero…then it would boost my family‘s name and...r-reputation.” That spark of anger ignited again, but he held himself back from speaking.
You frowned and opened your eyes. “T-they forced me to train...every day. P-pushed me to my limits, and t-that's why I have...scars on my back. They always t-told me heroes don't feel...pain, they just do whatever it takes to gain f-fame.” Your eyes watered over, but you quickly wiped them.
“The...the m-more pain you can withstand, the more l-love you will receive,” you said, continuing to wipe away the tears on your cheeks. “I-I'm sorry,” Tenya frowned, uncertain how to comfort you. “Please do not apologize,” he said, reaching over to gently grab your wrists in order to pull them away from your face.
“You are likely to irritate your eyes further if you continuously rub them,” he explained before cupping your hands in his own. “I am quite honored that you have shared such memories with me, but are you physically and mentally well?” You glanced down, nodding.
“Yeah…” you replied, tightening your grip on his hands. “I live with a r-relative now….” and you hoped it would remain that way. He leaned closer, making you stiffen out of shyness. “Uh…” you dared to look back up and your face flushed when you locked eyes with him.
“I am…grateful to hear you are safe. Please know that I would never allow anyone, not even the fiercest villain to subject you to such injuries or pain.” While you assumed he was lying, the heroic and loving look in his eyes said otherwise.
And the way he embraced you further convinced you. His arm was tightly around your waist, and when he pulled you close, his opposite hand tangled itself in your hair. Whether it was the fever talking or the fact you were a little touch starved, you wrapped your arms around him in return.
His eyes widened and his heart accelerated. Being this close to you was something he always desired, but knew he could not have. At least not now, but there was always hope for the future. After taking a deep breath, he reluctantly pulled back.
His cheeks burned pink, and he cleared his throat, lifting his hand into the air. “Perhaps it would be best if we retired to sleep,” he suggested, and you turned away shyly. “Oh, uh…” How many hours passed anyway? What time was it? You were tempted to look at your phone but decided against it.
“Please allow me,” he said before standing and walking over to your side of the bed. He pulled back the blanket and shifted the pillows. “Hm,” you looked at him with a blank expression but walked over and sat down.
“Place your legs under the blanket,” he instructed and for a moment, you felt like a young child being tucked in but knew you shouldn’t take it that way. Tenya was just trying to be kind and after everything that happened tonight, it felt comforting to be taken care of by someone.
Once your legs were underneath, Tenya pulled the blanket over you and ensured you were comfortable before walking over to his side. Your face was glowing, and you closed your eyes, wishing your fever to go away. When you felt the bed dip, you mumbled and turned on your side so your back faced Tenya.
He glanced at you but said nothing and removed his glasses, placing them on the nightstand by the bed. Then he lay down with his arms by his sides. His attention was focused on the ceiling for a few minutes, allowing silence and your breathing to ease him to sleep.
Morning came too quickly, and the blinds didn’t stop the sunshine from leaking in. You groaned, fluttering your eyes open. Your head ached softly, and sweat droplets trailed down your forehead. You reached up, intent on wiping it but noticed your arms were stuck.
“Huh?” You looked down, and heat rushed over your face when you noticed a pair of arms wrapped around your waist. Your eyes widened and you turned your head, seeing Tenya’s sleeping face, and realized how heavy his body felt against yours.
You snapped your head back and panicked as you thought of the ways you could get out of this situation. You also thought of how to wake him up without making this awkward. Then again, maybe there was no way you couldn’t make this awkward.
You moved your body and wiggled your arms to jolt him awake. “Iida, Iida!” you hissed out, and he moved his head with a soft mumble in response. A deep breath sounded before he slowly opened his eyes. “Are you…a-awake?” you asked nervously, and he nodded.
“Yes…” he replied, lowering his eyelids. “What is the matter?” You shivered at the sound of his raspy voice. “Uh…y-you um…” How could you explain that his arms were wrapped around you? Sucking a breath in, you tapped his arm with your fingers.
“Hm?” He glanced down, and upon seeing the rather inappropriate position you were in, he immediately pulled his arms back. He stumbled out of the bed, and you jolted up when he hit the wall. “Iida!” you cried out, your eyes wide with concern and your hand extended in his direction.
“P-please accept my most humble apologies!” he frantically pleaded, placing his hands on his thighs, and bowing. His sleeping cap slipped off his head and fell to the floor. However, he resisted the urge to pick it up until you responded.
You blinked, and slowly pulled your hand back only to fist it into your hair. Your forehead still felt hot, but somehow you felt better than last night. Your cheeks burned red, and you glanced away, unsure how to respond to Tenya’s frantic exclamation.
“I-it’s fine,” you said softly before pulling the blanket back and hanging your legs over the side of the bed. “Um…t-thanks,” you said as Tenya leaned back up. “Hm?” he responded, looking at you despite your back facing him.
“F-for last night um…” you rubbed the back of your head, “I t-think it helped,” as talking things out usually did. He looked taken aback but smiled, “I am very honored to have assisted you in such a way and I do hope to be of more assistance in the future,” yes, he wanted you to run to him whenever you had an issue.
But he supposed only time would tell whether that type of trust strengthened between the two of you and despite no longer being the class president, he still wanted to be your closest friend. You turned to look at him, slightly surprised before looking at the floor. “Oh um…s-sure, maybe?” you replied, standing up and stretching.
“I suggest we change our outfits and relocate to the lobby as breakfast is served promptly from 8 a.m. to 11 a.m. Then perhaps we can depart and resume this scheduled camping trip,” he said, reaching for his glasses and slipping them onto his face.
“R-right,” you replied, walking over to your suitcase, and laying it flat on the floor before opening it. You tapped your lips, deciding what outfit you wanted, unlike Tenya who more than likely already had something picked out.
As the two of you walked to the lobby, there was an awkward silence. Part of you wondered if it was your fault, and your anxious thoughts began. What does he think of you now? Is he going to look at you differently? You clenched your jaw, squeezing your eyes shut.
It was almost like something was about to burst out of you but then you heard a familiar voice. “Y/n!” Ashido called, running up to you. “Excuse me Iida!” she said, looping her arm through yours and dragging you away before you could say anything.
Out of instinct or panic, you held your hand out to Iida. However, due to his past experiences with Ashido, he thought it best not to interrupt whatever conversation she wanted with you. “Hey, Iida!” Uraraka called, she was currently sitting at one of the tables available in the lobby with Izuku.
He smiled and looked at you one last time before walking over. “How was your night with Y/n?” she asked when he approached. He paused, recalling last night's events, and cleared his throat. Uraraka tilted her head, noticing the flush on Tenya’s cheeks.
Izuku noticed this as well and they both exchanged a glance before Uraraka smiled. “What happened between you and Y/n last night?!” she questioned excitedly, and Tenya stiffened. “I…I believe I will gather my breakfast,” he stated, quickly walking away from the table and toward the breakfast area.
“Mm…” Uraraka pouted and scanned the room, easily spotting you and Ashido. “I’ll be right back,” she said to Izuku before walking away. “Your flushed face says everything! So, spill it!” Ashido shouted, raising her arms above her head. “Iida was flushing too!” Uraraka said, approaching your table.
You shivered when she turned to you and smiled. “Is everything okay between you two?” she asked suspiciously, and you shook your head. “N-no, I m-mean yes, I...I mean...” you groaned out of embarrassment. You took a breath, trying to gather your composure.
“I was just a-about to tell Mina t-that nothing happened just…” you rubbed the back of your head, glancing at your lap. “We just h-had a talk,” the girls leaned forward, eager to hear more. “A-and well…” you nervously chuckled. “I’m g-glad that he’s my f-friend.” Ashido sighed. “Seriously!?” she cried out, clearly disappointed.
Uraraka frowned and leaned closer to you. “Nothing happened between you two?” she asked, pouting. You nodded and shrugged, “Sorry?” you said before turning your head to look at Tenya who had gathered a plate of food, and happiness washed over you. ‘Yeah...just a friend’ you thought with a bright smile.
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ipegchangbin · 10 months ago
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AHHH i’m so glad you liked it z!! ^~^
seeing your positive reaction and thirst for boypussy!mingyu has me thinking maybe the people need me🤔 the people may be wanting sub!svt but are just too scared to write about a 6’2 muscled up man crying for you to fill him up🤔 LMAOO
no but fr thank you hehe
also YES?? I LOVE ART SM AND IVE SEEN YOURS AND ITS SO GOOD?! z my love you’re so talented in writing AND drawing…is there anything you can’t do?! <333
also question! i’ve been convinced to make a tumblr so i was wondering if it’s okay to post the fic on the blog once i make it and maybe add a bit more to it even though i’ve already sent it to you? or would that be no good? just wanna make sure it’s ok! :))
once again i love that you liked it, sub!mingyu makes my head so fuzzy and i need to make him feel similar‼️
hi again beloved boypussy mingyu anon!!! the people need you. i need you. i need more boypussy mingyu PLEASE your writing too tough. your mingyu too different. your boypussy too bad. theyll kill you /j
thank YOU for sharing this with me and with the class (the sub!svt community) ^^
and youre being too kind?!? for you to like my art this much means the world im gonna pick my procreate up again and get to work (drawing mingyus fat little cunt)!!!
PLEASE please please im begging you to continue writing! make your tumblr account! im urging you to pursue this because youve got a genuine grasp for this type of creative writing lmao ik its literally smut but you get it. you can add more or leave it as is or do whatever with this concept ill be #seated the whole way anyway!! definitely let me or the world know once youve made your account :DD ill signal boost you
now group pegging starts in 10 mins ill give you the honors to fill up gyu first
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m1ckeyb3rry · 1 month ago
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LMAOOP YES IVE SEEN THE RWVENT YUKI POSTS too real omg ok but this era third selection and u20 yuki fr my fav he’s so gorgeous and Karasu is giving big asshole bully energy rn LMAOOO can’t wait for those little scenes of him in Shibuya or when he’s catching otoya from falling off the bench
STOP RHE POKEMON REPRESENTING THE FANDOM IN SHIP WARS GOODBYEEEE LMAOOO not them also being chronically online pulling out evidence of their ships that has me rolling
OOOHOHSOSHO OTOYA OR KARASU OEAU im so excited RAHHHGHH its ok they both make up for the lack of aikulations we’ll still feel the oaeu vibe
Bro that scene with otoya doing the weird finger gun things is FR promoting tf out of otoya I see so many people converting because of that scene (real honestly his face card is serving there) but IVE GOT EVERY KARASU PANEL BURNED IN MY BRAIN IK THE EXACT SCENE YOU MEAN also cannot wait for him to shove Isagi around LMAOOO a Mira classic wc HAHAH its ok you got this!!! Oaeu comeback soon after use that as your motivation LOL
Also im crying not you having meetings and doing hw on your horse LMAOOOO
- Karasu anon
HELPP i fear i have been going more than a little insane over yuki 😓 he’s just so so perfect and handsome and incredible and sweet SHFJSHSHHS agreed though third selection/u20/shibuya yuki >>>> he was okay in vs manshine as well but my man has been a ghost ever since 🙁 manifesting he gets a comeback in the next arc though!! since there will be hopefully be fewer characters to focus on that might mean characters like yuki and karasu can get their spotlight back
LMAOAAOO the pokémon are all chronically online post-aegislash 😭 i bet reuniclus is writing ESSAYS about how nagi is actually a really loving and kind guy (he’s a mira kin #nagidefenderforlife) like bro is def analyzing every single thing nagi does to explain how it actually shows his deep trauma and how he’s risen above it JFHFSHJS omg reuniclus 100% has a tumblr nagiy/n stan account where it’s just explaining why they are the top ship HAHAHA its posts are all insane too…like “y/n challenged nagi to a battle. this shows that they are deeply in love because they are sharing their passion for battling and coming together to bond. they also made eye contact two times, and their hands touched when nagi gave her money for beating him.” and then someone hydreigon comments “nagi doesn’t even like battling UNLIKE OTOYA so there’s no passion there basically he hates her and you’re problematic for shipping them” so reuniclus is forced to block
YESSSS I MISS MY SILLY BOYS even if i don’t do oaeu for them i’ll do smth for one of those two most likely (or maybe yuki) just because they’re my goofs 🥹 HELP no you’re so right otoyalations especially can def compete with aikulations…not quite on the same level but i def sense his pov being really fun to write (karasu is just him d1 pining like usual so it’ll be fun in a diff way)
HELPP NO LITERALLY THAT EXACT SCENE HAS EVERYONE GOING CRAZY honestly i was not expecting so many people to convert to otoyaism??? i expected more karasu fans at this point but they really did their best to make otoya silly and dumb asf whereas karasu is still giving mysterious villain energy lowkey so maybe that’s why 😭 BROOO THAT PANEL IS SO GOOD I LITERALLY MADE IT THE COVER OF BFB 🤩 i need to see it live sooooo bad 😍 and yeah another mira wc incoming unfortunately but hopefully i can finish it soon!!
PLSSSS online school got to me 😓 my teacher was just rambling abt nonsense i was like eh might as well exercise my horse while i’m at it 🥱 it fr gave me a six pack though because i had to control him almost entirely with my abs so that was nice ig (even though no one ever saw them before they vanished because we had to stay at home 😔💔)
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causenessus · 3 months ago
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my lovliness hello hello!! good morning afternoon or evening!! i hope you’ve eaten so make sure you eat and drink water!! AND LMK HOW THOSE TACO JARS WENT IF YOUVE TRIED IT YET <33333333333333333333for some reason i’m deciding to STAY ANONYMOUS!! (ness knows my account now)(to whoever is reading this we texted for like a good hour and it was the best hour of my life)(and for the record we yap A LOT BUT I LOVE IT) OR IF YOU DONT WANT ME TO THATS OK! i just feel like being called mango ANON and not being ANON is trippy but you can call me by my name if you’d like or mango anon is okay too!! either is okay whatever you want ness ill do for you whatever you need ILL BEND OVER BACKWARDS FOR YOU!! and today i had my moms pho which is really good then i went on a walk with my friend(half walk half bus) and got some ice cream !! cinnamon because i thought of you and your cinnamon almond butter <33333
your job honestly sounds so fun like YOU GET TO ACTUALLY BUILD THE FRAMES?? like it’s so mundane for me because i’m here folding clothes constantly like the only thing i do is FOLD CLOTHES AND PICK UP CLOTHES OFF THE GROUND(also i’m not saying your job sounds easy but i would love the change of pace because im so so sick of clothing retail!!!)(i wanna build frames with ness!!!) i’m sorry work wasn’t that good but i’m glad it went by fast! personally i like opening more then closing because closing is when disaster strikes! when i open i can at least leave before it gets super super busy but when i close i swear surviving the shift is an optional choice at that point! ALSO THE OLD MAN SAYING LOCKED IN?? you know his grandchildren got him on that slang but that’s so funny LOL i hope he was chill and i’m glad he was nice to you and he understood! i totally get being so locked in you get literal tunnel vision and your only focus is doing whatever task you have because when im like organizing the clothes by like their type???(short sleeve, long sleeve, sweater???) i get LOCKED IN LIKE MY FOCUS IS ON POINT! like i just need these clothes on hangers asap at that point!
ALSO PLS DROPPING YOUR CONTAINER IN A SILENT LIBRARY?? if i was there with you i would’ve intentionally coughed really loudly as a distraction(we can take the L moments together)
AND LITERALLY LIKE??? you’re telling me this women silently cleared out her office somehow without anyone seeing like?? she probably was giggling on the way to her car and sat in the drivers seat, whipped out her phone and typed a goodbye message and drove away with a smile like I KNOW DAMN WELL THATS WHAT SHE DID BECAUSE SHE DIDNT EVEN GIVE US A NOTICE?? like the last store manager we had gave us a months notice right BUT NO THIS ONE JUST LEFT?? like she did not care whatsoever and that’s so funny, i kinda miss her but she was also not my favourite!! but she was tolerable and i hope the next store manager isn’t mean or strict(but i might leave before she gets replaced so i don’t know!)
OMG i haven’t read binary stars yet because i’ve been so busy with work but ik I’ll like it so don’t worry! plus it’s your first ever smau so don’t even worry i’m sure it’s not as bad as you think <33333333333 and i swear i think the oikawa smau curse is real because i remember eggy talking about syrup and oikawa and ITS SO FUNNY like i can definitely see why it’s kind of hard to write him??? because to me he seems more like bestie unserious character LOL but cold kisses was so so so good i can’t stop talking about i will never stop talking about it LOVE NOTES TOO AND AHHH NEW GROUNDS NEW GROUNDS WAS SO AHHH (i just love all your writing) and also im sure the person meant it in a lighthearted way so don’t worry!! AND OMG REGINA GEORGE KIN MAN LIVES THROUGH THAT SMAU?? ALSO IM SORRY FOR BRINGING UP BINARY STARS I DIDNT KNOW YOU FELT THAT WAY </3 but i think it’s good keeping it up so that you and others can see how much your writing has improved! it was definitely a good learning experience and there’s no need to be ashamed of it, think of the pancake theory! the first one is always ugly(NOT CALLING YOUR SMAU UGLY BUT YOU GET WHAT I MEAN RIGHT)but once you get the gang of it, they all become perfect little pancakes <33333333333333333 AND PLEASE LITERALLY ILL SEND YOU MY MANAGERS EMAIL AND WE’LL SPAM HIM WITH LOVE NOTES MASTERLIST URL!! every man should be like suna in my opinion like i think the world would real if men were like suna rintarou
AND YOUR COWORKERS WAGE GOING DOWN??? that’s actually so crazy oh my god and so sketchy like THE CORAL THING I CANT GET OVER TOO LIKE THATS CRAZY??? also i 100% get complaining about your workplace because the little like young adult(no longer teens </3) group has a side gc where we literally talk about our managers SO much and oh my god so(dropping work drama lore) there’s this one coworker i have and im gonna call her jen for this story(so it doesn’t get confusing) and this other coworker and ill call her amira right okay so jen is in college right now for something i don’t know and she was sending some questions to the work group chat for help (okay this gonna be confusing but there’s two group chats! there’s one with the managers and one without the managers, the one without the managers is used for fun basically) and anyways she was asking for help right and i was helping her along with like 3 other of our coworkers right? but for some reason amira got soooooo mad about this she started deleting my messages and my coworkers messages (the ones that was helping jen) and we were like wtf is going on??? and then jen is like “@amira why are you deleting these messages” then amira goes off about how like this gc was for work related stuff and yap yap yap(WHICH IS WEIRD BECAUSE??? ITS THE ONE WITHOUT MANAGERS RIGHT AND THEY’VE TALKED ABOUT RANDOM THINGS BEFORE) anyways it was crazy and jen and her started like going back and forth and it was so messy because amira kept deleting her messages(btw she’s the admin of the gc because seniority or something idk but OMG she’s admin along with this other girl right) so the other admin told amira to chill and yk what amira did?? SHE REMOVED THE OTHER ADMIN FROM THE GC AND IT WAS SO CRAZY!!! and the young adult gc(sorry there’s so many gcs i hope this isn’t confusing) we were ALL FREAKING OUT LIKE WHATS HAPPENING?? and they were GOING AT IT!! and i guess the managers got involved because the next day there was a text sent in the manager gc and the managers were just like “make sure to respect each other yap yap yap” and omg it was actually so so so crazy SUCH A TIME!!
IF WE DID TECH TOGETHER NESS ID FEAR WE’D BE TO POWERFUL!! like we would not need anyone else JUST US!! WE WOULD WIN AWARDS AND DEFINITELY NOT AS MUCH TRAUMA BECAUSE WE WOULDNT GET YELLED AT!! (i remember getting yelled at sooooo many times in my tech days)(good old days!!!) ALSO EYELINER TATTOOS ARE SO SO SO SCARY SO SCARY because it’s so close to your eye and the skin there is more thin and sensitive(?) i think??? but the fact that she has to live with it like it won’t come off IS SO SCARY!! I TOTALLY GET IT TOO LIKE ID BE SCARED </3 i have the same feeling about people with tattooed eyebrows (FOR THE RECORD!! i don’t think tattooed eyebrows are ugly and i think that beauty definitely comes from within and your physical appearance doesn’t matter!! everyone is beautiful but this is just my opinion)(i’m NOT saying it’s ugly im just saying that it definitely catches me off guard sometimes) AND LIKE YOU HAVE TO GET THEM RETOUCHED TOO AND AHHH the idea of having a needle that close to my eye makes me scared like even putting on my contacts scare me sometimes LOL also yes i’m familiar with sections and i do remember you briefly talking about rotations! (BUT DW ABOUT REPEATING STUFF BECAUSE I DEFINITELY DO TOO) IM NOT TOO SURE WHAT THE DIFFERENCE IS THOUGH? and what’s with managers being so MEAN AND WEIRD?? like they expect us to be able to complete and do 20 different things at a time??? we are no octopus!! AND HER SAYING the “have another server for once” IS WHAT?? i officially hate her too now like whoever ness hates i hate because that’s CRAZY behaviour like insane INSANITY!!
ALSO I STILL CANT GET OVER YOU SAVING YOUR DAY FOR ME LIKE FOR ME???? IM SO HHHHHH IM GONNA BECOME SAPPY AGAIN that’s literally the sweetest thing ever ever ever like ness you’re the love of MY LIFE like my life is yours whatever you want is yours WHATEVER YOU NEED JUST SAY THE WORD AND ILL GIVE IT TO YOU!!!
ALSO YOUR SISTERS BF IS SO FUNNY WITH THE BASKET THING HAHAH BUT LITERALLY i hate the concept of having to pay for a bag BUT LIKE IM JUST A WORKER??? LIKE I DONT WANNA LOSE MY JOB OVER A 50 CENT BAG YOU KNOW??? like please take it up to headquarters or something like DONT BE YELLING ABOUT ME OVER A DAMN BAG OF ALL THINGS!! and the area i work there’s like a whole plaza of stores right and EVERY SINGLE STORE HAS BAGS YOU NEED TO PAY FOR!! EVERY SINGLE ONE!! i literally had a customer be like “wow the other stores i go to don’t make me pay for a bag” LIKE OK?? THEN GO THERE! LIKE IDK WHY THEYRE ACTING LIKE I CAN DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT IF THEY COMPLAIN ENOUGH
YES PLS SHIP ME THE ALMOND BUTTER WITH YOU <33333333333333 it’ll be like those videos “shipping myself in a box across the world!! not clickbait” BUT REAL! (i fear that i might’ve believed those sometimes…)(ONLY SOMETIMES) you can ship yourself here as an early birthday gift for me it would be the best gift ever ever ever!!
YES FAIRY TAIL WAS SUCH AN ERA!! such a long anime like idk how i did it tbh like i haven’t even caught up on one piece and i fear i never will… but haikyuu? i will watch haikyuu MULTIPLE TIMES!! AND DW YOU WERENT DRAMATIC BUT I DID GENUINELY FEEL BAD THAT YOU FELT BAD </33333 your reasoning was 100% valid and I APPRECIATE YOUR HONESTY !! you’re such a pure genuine sweet person ever like ever ever i love you so be try much and PLS DM ME WHENEVER !!! i love hearing from you EVEN IF ITS RANDOM SILLY THINGS!! IM GLAD YOU LIKE THE BURNER i wanted to make it all nice and pretty for you <33333333333 ALSO i was looking for profile pictures right and originally it was gonna be one of osamu AND I SAW YOUR PFP!! THE SUNA WITH THE OSAMU ONE!! i was gonna make it my pfp but then i was like omg what if she thinks i’m weird and obsessed with her (i am obsessed with you)(you are the love of my life) BUT I LITERALLY SAW IT AND I WAS LIKE OMG!! NESS!! NESS’ SUNA!!! AND OMG NESS AND MANGO ANON MEETUP?? ROOMMATE SMAU MOMENT??? (i need to stop pressing the caps button like CALM DOWN CALM DOWNNNN)
also side note IM SO SORRY THIS IS SO LATE?? i keep falling asleep like i finished work at 3 right and then i was like i’m gonna take an hour nap…. I WAKE UP AND ITS 7:30??? MANGO ANON THAT IS NOT 1 HOUR???? to be fair i only slept like 2 hours last night it was terrible IDK WHY I COULDNT SLEEP </3 but im hopefully gonna sleep early tonight because school is coming up and i need as much sleep as i can get!
YES NESS i protected you from day 1 like literal guardian angel i will always be your guardian angel THATS SO CRAZY HOW I REMEMBERED THAT THOUGH BECAUSE I WAS LAYING AWAKE RIGHT and i was like HOLD ON!! i had a whole flashback moment then i was like… omg… that was ness like that was ness’ blog??? it had to have been??? AND IT WAS!! i’ll always protect you from any hate(but i don’t get how you can get hate like you’re the sweetest person ever)(whoever sends hate is genuinely like crazy because you’re so so so sweet like so sweet)
RANDOM INTERMISSION TO DRINK WATER! i just drank my whole water because i guess i woke up super super thirsty LOL like im that one tiktok audio that’s like GULP GULP GULP thank you!! you saved me (sorry that’s like a terrible terrible replay of that audio) and omg the heavy body axe deodorant smell like i remember walking down the halls in high school and getting a huge WHIFF OF THAT (terrible terrible times)
ALSO MY NIGHTMARE ABOUT THE MOTHERBOARD LIKE i swear that was the scariest dream i’ve had but only because of the fact that MY DIRECTOR DIDNT YELL AT ME(in my dream… i guess i was subconsciously scared of him so i made a dream where he was nice LMAO) but i was WAITING for him to yell at me like call me a dj with the way i was free balling it (top 3 scariest nightmare i tell you) AND AWWWW i know your ask was yesterday so you saw your children today and id love to hear about it!!(no pressure to answer today because THIS IS SO LATE IM SO SORRY) and tech nightmares need to be like analyzed in a lab or something because im sure if i like sit down and think about it i can think about like the other tech nightmares i’ve had LOL
NEXT TIME YOU GO BACK TO YOUR STAGE MANAGER DUTIES ILL BE THERE IN SPIRIT!! doing my job and STEPPING UP to coparent AND be your sounds person like it’ll be the time of our lives like we’ll literally make the groundbreaking cast ever better
NESS LOL REGRETTING YOUR CRUSHES(or like people you were attracted to) IS SO REAL BECAUSE ME TOO! like i look back on the people i used to like and im like erm….. mango anon what were you thinking…but omg i haven’t read this yet so this is my raw reaction written out NO CUTS NO EDITS!! but AWWWWW the fact that he checked up on you?? that’s actually sweet(mango anon please don’t bite your words) also that’s so cute he stuck by you STOP IT me reading this like it’s a smau rn (IM JOKING LMAOOO)(or am i..) also side note i hope you’re in a better place now and i totally get it because in year 8 and in year 11 i had like terrible terrible burnout where i was skipping school and it was terrible terrible LOL BUT BACK TO YOUR STORY! AND YOU CAN 100% TELL ME IN DMS (only if you want to)(IF ITS BAD MEMORIES PLEASE DONT WORRY ABOUT IT!!)(i don’t wanna bring up something bad like but ill always listen if you do wanna talk about it like there’s never tmi with me !!) and OH MY JAW DROPPED WHEN I READ THE DRUGS PART I i did not expect that like the “i stopped doing drugs for you!” okay wattpad skater boy like and HIM GHOSTING YOU AND GOING BACK INTO DRUGS LIKE???? weirdo weirdo alert okay skater boy im coming for you like THAT SWITCH UP IS CRAZY? going from being all cutesy and loving to him just dipping like okay?? good on you for dipping too because HE DOESNT DESERVE U!! you’re so good for him anyways YOU ALWAYS WERE wherever you are skater boy… i hope ur sneezing rn because im cursing you right now and UGH HIM BACK IN UR TECH CLASS? like i would’ve very cutely thrown the whole sound motherboard at him!! also i hope your adoptive seniors protected you because i would’ve!! AND I WISH I DID DO TECH WITH YOU LIKE GENUINELY </3333 because we are literally peas in a pod like we’d be so powerful and on the same wavelength like we’d be able to communicate through our eyes without saying anything THATS how powerful we’d be AND HIM TALKING TO YOU LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED?? ness give me his name that’s all i ask for …. AND NOT HIM TEXTING YOU?? also you ignoring the red flags is so real like ill turn a blind eye to that because ness can never do anything wrong… wdym ness texted back? no she didn’t? she’s just being a girl!! (ness can do NO wrong) and you feeling bad is so real like i used to be SUCH a people pleaser(i think i still am but not that much) and id literally bend over backwards for some rando it was so bad LOL like i was that kid that would give you homework without even saying anything like “can i see your homework?” “okay sure” like KWIDJWJDJ don’t be like me never never
NESS OH MY GOD I BURSTED OUT LAUGHING LIKE “me: oh.”
NESS PLEASE??? AND I CAN LITERALLY JUST IMAGINE YOU STARING AT YOUR PHONE AS HE KEPT YAPPING AND YAPPING OH MY GOD??? and it totally sounds like bs or like some sort of wattpad plot like “i’m too dangerous for you….. i like you so i’m gonna distant myself and get over my feeling but then come right back to you” and the random gifts?? like i get to him that it may be sweet but like IDK I GET HOW WEIRD IT IS LIKE IT SEEMS WEIRD YEAH AND LIKE it definitely sounded like toxicity mixed with communication and commitment issues so GOOD FOR YOU FOR NOT GOING THROUGH WITH IT!! it probably saved you a lot down the road and YES SUNA IS NOT LIKE THAT AND NEVER WILL BE!! suna would treat you the way he treats lovenotes yn(which is technically you)(i know yn is your name but idk why i always read yn and YN like i’ve never been like “mango anon” instead of yn you know?) you will find your irl sunarin(ME) and he will treat you sweet and lovingly(ME TO YOU!!)and make you cute art and send it to you(ME ME ME!!!)
OMG PURPLE HEART MAN TIME!! OH MY GOD THE CONCUSSION WHAT??? i literally was like omg i wonder if this is cute— CONCUSSION?? no that’s crazy like i need that hex on my manager real quick(IM JOKING!… JOKING…..) and OH MY GOD?? him tripping and hitting his head oh my oh my like THATS CRAZY?? AND THE TOXIC LEAK?? theatre is genuinely the most wild thing ever oh my god the way i gasped is CRAZY like the way it was so bad to the point of someone going BLIND?? WHAT!! and him twisting his ankle oh my god ness something had to have been in the air like that actor was hexed for sure like this is some looney tunes injuries right here i feel so bad (wherever he is i hope he’s getting the best luck ever because WHAT) AND HE WENT TO THE ER??? the way you keep adding things and i’m like WHAT???? WHAT??????? AND THE DIE??? oh my god who hexed that poor man like who was jealous he got the lead THATS SO CRAZY LIKE IM SO SHOCKED?? and the purple heart lore is crazy he deserves it after everything he went through like deepest condolences man i hope he’s okay wherever he is like thank you for your service king
AND DONT SAY SORRY ABOUT A LONG YAP !! EVER !!! AND OMG RIGHT SO SUNDAY RIGHT? i had a 2:45-7:30 and sunday was team building day! basically it’s where the company allows the managers to take out the team to go eat or some event idk but we went bowling and it was so fun! so like the “teen group” that i told you about (though we’re all young adults now so it’s sad like WE ALL GROW UP IN MARSHALLS) and we had our own team and it was the first time i ever went bowling so it was such a fun experience! (i did not win a SINGLE game) like it was all fun no seriousness or competitiveness which felt nice like i literally took a 15 pound ball and placed it on the ground and just pushed it LOL like it was so fun! and the work paid for it all and gave us like pizza and stuff SO IT WAS NICE! like it was basically a free hangout and oh my god TODAY at work i got so emotional because one of my coworkers are leaving right and she’s been like a big sister to me and everything :( i remember her training me from like my first time there and i genuinely have so much love for her but she’s moving and leaving our work so we talked and i CRIED LIKE I CRIED AT WORK and she kept hugging me and comforting me and she was like “throughout my time here you were the sweetest person ever like i’m gonna miss you, this workplace is my second home and i know it won’t be the same ever it’s so bittersweet” and like so much so i couldn’t hold back like i just started crying so hard BECAUSE IM EMOTIONAL and like it’s literally my sign to leave too because 2 of the people in my little teen group are also leaving and i know 3 more are planning to leave before the year ends so it’s definitely my time to leave too which ITS SO BITTERSWEET BUT I HAVE TO START THINKING ABOUT ME TOO </3
BUT ofc I’ll update you! IM SORRY THIS WAS LATE AND I HOPE IT WASNT TOO LONG!! also the guy that was yapping while i was working(the one i told you about through dms) he was literally talking about the us politics and im like sir we are not in the us and like in the most respectful way possible IDK WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT?? IDK THESE WORDS!! but anyways he was nice overall just A YAPPER anyways I HOPE YOUVE EATEN AND TAKEN CARE OF YOURSELF <33333333 drink tons of water and treat yourself well !! i will send you my bank account information so treat yourself to a sweet treat because you deserve it! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH SO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF !! THE MANGO ANON ERA WILL NOT BE OVER SAV SO DONT WORRY! the burner account is just for cute little “i miss you” and “i love you”s and for little stuff like that! or when i’m like super busy and don’t wanna flood her inbox so ill send a little “i’m sorry i’m working but im alive and thinking about you!!” BUT UNTIL NEXT TIME !! I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU NESS TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF MWUAH MWUAH MWUAH !! xoxoxoxoxo
MANGO ANONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH THIS IS WHAT NOT TALKING TO YOU IN INBOX DOES TO ME FOR ONE DAY 😔😔😔😔😔😔 I LOVE DMING YOU BUT I THINK I JUST LOVE THESE ASKS SM! (but ofc as long as i get to talk to you i'm good <3) I HAVE EATEN ALL MY TACO JARS BY THE TIME I AM ANSWERING THIS 😭😭😭 BUT THEY'RE PRETTY GOOD!! i added rice to the last one today and it made it like 10000x better so i will def be making these again 😌 THANK YOU FOR INSPIRING AND MOTIVATING ME TO COOK!!! I HOPE YOU ATE AND ARE DRINKING PLENTY OF WATER <3 AND MAYBE HAVE HAD A SILLY TREAT TODAY!! (sending you all the mango sticky rice in the world rn!!!!) MANGO ANON I WILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT FORM YOU TAKE (that sound so weird 😭 I JUST MEAN LIKE!! DMS!! ASKS!! ANON!! OFF ANON!!! I DO NOT MIND ANY OF THEM AS LONG AS I HAVE YOU!! <3333 if you don't want ur account shared you're totally good staying anon!! whatever you want to do my love <3) I'M SO GLAD YOUR MOM'S PHO WAS GOOD AND AAA THE CINNAMON ICE CREAM SOUNDS SO GOOD <3
i love cinnamon!!! i used to use SO SO MUCH like everyday and i'm def over that phase now but i still LOVE cinnamon <333 AND THANK YOU FOR REMINDING ME ABOUT PHO AGAIN!! it's still lowkey so hot here but i think it's slowly starting to cool down!! and once it does, I'M GOING TO GO GET PHO!! or maybe hot pot <3 omg i hate the states but actually where i live there's a super good hot pot mango anon!! i want to take you there and pay for your food and just give you everything in the world here's a kiss mwah <3
AND AAA YES LIKE IT'S STRESSFUL?? i always get scared bc i'm like...handling people's art and everything yk...and don't want to mess it up BUT IT DEFINITELY IS FUN!! i tried to work at a clothing retail place before i applied for this job!!! but they didn't want me 😔 AND YEAH IDK OPENING AND CLOSING BOTH HAVE THEIR PROS i think i'm very used to being a closer bc it's what i was all throughout high school since they were the only shifts i worked!! and i opened a lot over the summer at this framer job and i definitely liked how i got to like be productive and work but then got to go out and also enjoy my day!! but for me like all the customers come in and order stuff in the day so i actually definitely prefer closing at this framing job bc no one's gonna come in at 6pm asking to get the stick they found on the ground framed yk <3 (i love it besides when i have to sweep the entire floor!! that makes me want to 🙂🔫) AND YES I THINK THE OLD MAN WAS CHILL!! tbh i don't remember what he needed anymore LMAO I TRIED SO HARD TO REMEMBER JUST NOW BUT IT'S NOT COMING TO ME </3
AND AA YES I TOTALLY GET THE TUNNEL VISION and ig maybe it's a good thing i don't work at a clothing place!! bc tbh i am NOT a good folder and everytime i try to hang clothes on hangers they just fall off!!! so honestly it's super admirable that you're able to do all that bc i can't 😭😭 also i think i'd be offput by touching clothes sometimes or like certain fabrics bc i'm a very big sensory person and a little germaphobic (SAKUSA KIYOOMI WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!) </3 I HOPE THAT'S OKAY TO SAY!! IT JUST MAKES ME APPRECIAT THE WORKERS WHO DO THAT ALL THE MORE BC I COULD NEVER YOU'RE SO SO COOL!!
thank you for taking l moments with me mango anon </33 you are truly my guardian angel!!! i love u here's another kiss mwah <3
AAA I HOPE YOUR NEXT STORE MANAGER IS BETTER TOO!! OR THAT YOU'RE ABLE TO LEAVE (and find a better job??) if you decide to do that as well!! and FRFR 😭😭 what was going through your ex store manager's head?? like "oh let me just not tell anyone i'm quitting!! bye 🤠"
AHHHH THE PANCAKE THEORY YOU ARE SO SO RIGHT AND SWEET <3 I GET WHAT YOU MEAN AND DON'T WORRY AT ALL!! OFC IT'S OKAY TO BRING UP BINARY STARS <3 just know i'm not proud of it yk 😭😭😭 but aa yes i think it just has to do with how much of a character he is if that makes sense!! like even furudate's been like "i HATE drawing oikawa bc he's just so pretty so he takes so much time to draw!!" so in the same way yk like that's why he's a side character bc furudate would've died if he had to draw oikawa more </3 like oikawa's sort of just built to be a side character in a way?? (AT LEAST FOR SMUAS IDK) which is OKAY!! like i am with him!! but he just has so much personality i guess??? that he does well/better as a side character than the main character (i care SO much about oikawa i think mitch is the only one i've explained this to but i kin him a lot and he deserves so so much love like he does not ever deserve to be second place to everyone and yap yap yap you can see how much he means to me so like it pains me to even talk about him this way because he deserves all the love in the world but it's also just who he is and that's okay!! i am with him and i love him all the more for being a side character <3 as you can tell oikawa is a very special character to me <3) AND YOU ARE SO RIGHT!!! every irl man should be like suna rintarou 😔 the world would be a better place if men could be like him!!!
THE CRAZY WORK LORE STORY??? WHAT WAS AMIRA ON 😭 and why was she deleting YOUR messages of all people?? like u were helping jen right??? and even then like especially if this is the silly gc or whatever!! no matter what!! she did not explain her actions at all so that's crazy!! and then they kept fighting THE WAY MY JAW DROPPED WHEN YOU TALKED ABOUT THE OTHER ADMIN LIKE GETTING KICKED OUT and your managers sending the text about being respectful the day after 😭😭😭 they were NOT slick with that like...u all knew why they texted that LMAO
MANGO ANON....my tech director asked me to come to the school today bc they were meeting with the other director today...and omg i just can't believe this is all starting soon....i'm so stressed I NEED U HERE MANGO ANON 😭😭😭 YOU WILL BE MY SHOULDER TO CRY ON (WHICH IS GOING TO BE LIKE EVERYDAY) /HJ i'm just so so scared AND TELL ME WHY I WALKED IN AND THIS KID (ummm don't know if i've messaged him before he's like a weird one and he's got a big superiority complex and thinks he knows everything and is weirdly attached to me, took a video where he zoomed in on my senior picture...etc...) HAD LITERALLY PUT HIMSELF IN A FLY SYSTEM HE MADE. LIKE WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE FLY SYSTEMS. BUT BRO WAS IN A HARNESS LITERALLY LOWERING HIMSELF DOWN FROM THE CATWALKS. AND SOME BOY AT THE BOTTOM WAS HIS COUNTERWEIGHT. THAT IS NOT???????"???? oh my god i don't want to talk about it I AM SO TIRED 😭 yes i missed theatre but!!!! omg i did not miss the stress now that it's fr all starting up now!! but i will think about you being here in spirit with me and that will give me the strength to keep going 😌
AND YES IK LIKE THE SCARY NEEDLE SO CLOSE TO YOUR EYES??? I COULD NEVER!! my mom has tattooed eyebrows and fake eyelashes so 😃😃😃 idk i think it might be like an asian mom thing bc (i'm mixed) my mom's always like "ugh!! you should be so glad u got ur father's long luxurious beautiful eyelashes bc i have NONE" and yap yap yap and idk it's super weird!! she just got the fake eyelashes in april and i'm still not used to them and i lowkey don't like them.....................
(i don't want to talk about it)
SORRY I HOPE THIS ASK DOESN'T SOUND SUPER???? DOWN OR ANYTHING IDK i think i'm just tired and i feel like i have a lot going on rn (NOT TO START VENTING OR ANYTHING BUT JUST TO PROVIDE LIKE CONTEXT) so i'm so sorry if anything in this ask sounds off or out of place </33 things are just spilling out of my brain aaa i'm sorry!!!
AND THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING MY HATE FOR MY RESTAURAUNT MANAGER BC SHE IS SO MEAN 😔😔😔 ONCE AGAIN SHE MADE ME RUN OUT OF THE PLACE AND CRY ON THE SIDE OF A RESTAURAUNT ACROSS THE ROAD ONCE </33 and you are so right!!!! we are no octopuses or machines 😔😔 we are just girls!! trying to live our silly little lives and make a little money to fund our silly little activities <33 🌸
AND AA YES I DO SAVE ALL OF MY DAYS FOR YOU!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MANGO ANON <3 I LOVE TALKING TO YOU I FEEL SO HAPPY AND COMFORTABLE TALKING TO YOU SO I LOVE TO HEAR YOUR REACTIONS AND ABOUT YOUR OWN DAYS! (to completely contrast my little apology for feeling like some of my paragraphs/sentences here sound a little down, talking to you genuinely makes me feel so much happier and better so thank you so much for the literal effect you have on me <3 i love you mango anon!!!)
YOU'RE SO REAL FOR THE BAG THING!! like all the stores here do it and idk i guess i just an genuinely not wrap my head around these karen-esque people??? like please?? it's a law being enforced by governments??? what am i, a silly little employee, supposed to do about the 50 cents ur paying for a bag!!! and so what if another store isn't making you pay for the bag!! like u said, THEN GO THERE INSTEAD!!
MANGO ANON. NO PRESSURE BUT UM MAYBE YOU SHOULD UM 👉👈👉👈 TOTALLY MATCH PFPS WITH ME!! PLEASE BE THE OSAMU TO MY SUNA!! I WOULD CRY HAPPY TEARS!!! MANGO ANON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU COULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO MAKE ME WEIRD OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT IN THE SLIGHTEST!!!!!! PLEASE DO WHATEVER YOU WANT AND I WILL DEFINITELY DM YOU ALL THE TIME IF THAT'S OKAY <33 I THINK YOU'RE THE SWEETEST!! AND LIKE IF I WASN'T PLANNING TO ANSWER THIS ASK TODAY I DEFINITELY WOULD'VE TOLD YOU ABOUT THE KID WITH THE FLY SYSTEM TODAY IN DMS 😭😭😭
AND AA DON'T APOLOGIZE FOR THIS BEING LATE AT ALL!! I'M SORRY YOUR SLEEP WAS SO BAD :(( 2 HOURS IS NOT ENOUGH!! I HOPE YOU'VE BEEN SLEEPING BETTER SINCE THEN THESE PAST FEW DAYS </33
GULP GULP GULP YOU SAVED ME 😭😭😭 THE WAY I'M CRYING LOWKEY I LOVE TIKTOK AUDIOS SO MUCH FOR HOW BRAINROTTED THEY ARE 😭😭😭😭 BUT AA YES INTERMISSION FOR YOU TOO AS YOU'RE READING THIS!! MAKE SURE TO DRINK MORE WATER NOW!!! <3 (you're the sweetest ever <3)(here's your third kiss of the ask!)(mwah <3)
CALL YOU A DJ WITH THE WAY YOU WERE FREEBALLING IT LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 THAT IS SO SO FUNNY MANGO ANON i love how we all collective had such traumatizing directors though!!! (😃) i remember i had a lights kid who our director had made cry once because he was so rude when like- okay let me just give u the full run down
the senior who taught me lights graduated so i'm left in charge, right? so it's the first play of the year after she's graduated, i don't have a great hold on lights yet because i've only ever done ONE show with lights so far, but i'm in charge. it's light focusing day (i literally had to call a friend to stay after school with me and hang all our lights because we hadn't had enough time to do it during like a tech class before this focusing day). WELL we're doing it all in the dark, all the lights are crazy old and IMPOSSIBLE to turn left and right, PLUS half our lights were light on the batons (hoping u know what this is bc i do not have it in my to explain rn i'm so sorry) BUT ANYWAY SO LIKE WE'RE ALL STRETCHED ACROSS A BAR IN THE DARK FIGHTING FOR OUR LIFE TRYING TO FOCUS THESE LIGHTS and this last kid could NOT get his light to move left-right and the director's yelling at him and is upset that he can't do it and i'm like "mr. director do u want me to try" bc no one else can do it and i'm in charge or whatever and he's like "ugh ig 🙄" and eventually i get it focused and everything and then we take a break for lunch and that kid started crying bc he was under so much pressure and stress and was trying his best!! and like it wasn't his fault fr </3 BUT ANYWAY WHERE I'M GOING WITH THIS IS LIKE THAT MEMORY WAS SO TRAUMATIZING THAT KID HAD NIGHTMARES OF NOT BEING ABLE TO GET LIGHTS MOVING AGAIN BUT THEN HE'D JUST DROP THE INSTRUMENT ON OUR DIRECTOR 😭😭 (and this isn't a first time occurrence. i knew another friend who also like had a whole dream where he had prepared how he was gonna talk back to our tech director for all the things he had said to him 😭 we love toxic environments!!!! xxx)
AND I CAN TOTALLY TELL YOU ABOUT LIKE WHAT MADE ME LEAVE SCHOOL AND EVERYTHING!!! we will save that for the dms if u want 😌 bc it is a little deep BUT IT'S SO FUNNY TO EXPLAIN LMAOO SORRY i def cope with humor BUT I LOVED READING YOUR LIVE REACTIONS 😭😭 and thank you for your kind words <33 i hope you're also doing better now!! and i'm always here to listen to you whenever and wherever!!! i wish u could've thrown a soundboard at him!!! he totally would deserve it </3 I WISH WE HAD DONE TECH TOGETHER TOO!!!
I SLAPPED MY HAND OVER MY MOUTH AT THE WATTPAD DIALOGUE OMG 😭😭😭 BUT YOU'RE 100% ACCURATE THAT'S LITERALLY WHAT IT WAS LIKE I'M CRYING 😭😭😭
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MANGO ANON <33 YOU ARE LITERALLY MY IRL SUNARIN!!! WE NEED TO MEETUP NOW!!!! /SRS /SRS /SRS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i totally get it like i NEVER read yn as my own name sometimes i do and then i go "ewwww never again" like i read yn as "yuh na" IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT like i think my brain has shortened "your name" so it's just like an abbreviation????? IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT I GET IT LMAO 😭😭😭
LMAO PLEASE MANGO ANON IK I WAS THE ONE WHO TALKED ABOUT THE PURPLE HEART MAN FIRST BUT YOU REPEATING BACK THE ENTIRE STORY TO ME REALLY MADE ME GO "oh man that really is a lot." LIKE YEAH THAT SHOW WAS DEFINITELY HEXED OR SOMETHING 😭😭 i remember breaking a bracelet for that show </33 i was on run and props and i had to bring out like a balcony railing and then it snapped the bracelet </33 and then i just ran off bc like what am i gonna do?? fall to my knees and start picking up the beads?? NO I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT BRACELET IN MY LIFE!! IT WASN'T ME!!
AND AA OH NO :((( I STARTED OUT READING YOUR PARAGRAPH ABOUT THE TEAM BUILDING DAY LIKE :DDD yay bowling!! yay free hangout!! pizza!!! it was all fun!! no competition!!! and then you started talking about your coworker that was leaving and i went :((( like i switched tabs back to where i'm writing all this and my face was literally ☹☹☹☹ BUT your coworker was right!! i know you're literally the sweetest ever!!! and i'm so sad she's leaving but it's so sweet how long you guys have been together and how she trained you and everything!! and ik we already talked a little bit about what you may decide to do for work and once again i will support you no matter what!!
UNTIL NEXT TIME MANGO ANON!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I'M SO HAPPY I GOT TO REPLY TO YOU TODAY!! I HOPE THAT YOU ARE DOING WELL!! AND EAT GOOD FOOD AND DRINK LOTS OF WATER!! I'M ACTUALLY SENDING YOU MY BANK ACCOUNT INFORMATION SO THAT YOU CAN BUY YOURSELF SOMETHING!!! <33333 I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH MWAH MWAH MWAH XOXOOXOXO <3333!!!!!!!!!!
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nervocat · 1 year ago
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i'm sorry to hear about your loss, may he rest in peace🙏 let yourself grief but know that it will actually get better with time🤍 well maybe talking could take your mind off of things so tell me, what kind of things do you like doing? and today is so rainy and we even got a message from the metrology(is this what it's called) that we should be careful :0 closed weathers always make me lazy😮‍💨 and i have to study after giving myself a 3 day break😭😭😭 -🗿 anon
I am letting myself grieve and ik it'll get better it just sucks, I wish I got to know him more :((
But ty🗿anon, I appreciate it <33
As for what I like doing is obviously writing but when I'm not writing for my account here I write my own stories I hope to publish in the future. I also like to hunt and fish when I can (mainly hunting tho) and I like to read as well. Most of the stuff I like to do is already public tbh, but I actually also like to clean. It helps me get my mind off things and it's kinda just fun honestly :33
Metrology is the study of measurements if I remember what I looked up and idk if that's what you meant but either way, I wish it was raining over here. I love rain sm and I do hope you will be ok/careful, and good luck with studying!
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loveackermannn · 1 year ago
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Ok, ik ur a levi blog, but do u ever get kind of tired of him? Do u ever wanna read or write about someone else? Is there another top-secret account you made just for another character? Just curious😋
hey! i do actually read works of other characters, i just don't share them on here because as you said, i'm a levi only blog – but i'll make an exception to talk ab my other favorite characters since you're curious and if anyone else is too.
i LOVE LOVE gojo and nanami, multiple characters from one piece (ace, zoro, law, shanks, etc...)
as far as aot characters other than levi im a big erwin and miche fan (dilf energy am i right ;0).
the reason why i only write for levi is bc i've been so invested on his character since i started watching aot, yes i've watched other shows but i haven't indulged as much as i do w levi ><
hope this clears it up! :-)
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taetaespeaches · 2 years ago
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Ok so my seventeen bias…. It literally took me months to figure out who my bts bias was and I’ve not changed since that day (my eyes may stray often but I am aggressively loyal to my man), so I imagine I’ll take a while to lock something in 😂 BUT, at the moment I’m really vibing the ‘97 line and Wonwoo…. like Wonwoo is so my type… I feel giggly about him (which isn’t a surprise because I’m always attracted to introverted men or extroverted women (literally don’t ask me why i’m a walking contradiction with my romantic taste i have no idea it’s so strange ik)), so Wonwoo is just making me feel all warm and crushy. And then the ‘97 line are cracking me tf up…. I just want to be friend with them so bad. Minghao was the one at the hybe picnic that made me google him cause I was like HE’S COOL AND CUTE WHO IS HE, and then I fell down the hole… So those 4, but Minghao is the reason for this mess and I currently would like to be Wonwoos wife 😮‍💨 I’ve got all their stage names down, but I need a play by play of the nicknames vs real names… that shit has my head spinning. ALSO, drop the spotify! I feel like I’d love your music taste, but especially the svt playlist would be so helpful 🫶
I also completely forgot to sign off my last ask, but it’s drunk anon! So hi! I’m really glad to hear you’ve been reading and *trying to* write! I have been to! I really struggle with reading (undiagnosed adhd things) apart from your fics of course (WHICH I just finished re-reading your whole master list top to bottom just fyi… took me a solid wee while but damn it was enjoyable) but I’ve already read 5 BOOKS THIS YEAR… Idk what’s gotten into me but 2023 drunk anon is thriving!
All my love, lovely Liv 🤍
Ok I thought it was you but I didn't want to assume lol hi! Oof I love that you're decisive and loyal with your biases lol I cannot relate! Poor Tae, I've strayed so many times :( 97 line and wonwoo is >>>> I feel that lol. I have SUCH a soft spot for wonwoo but like I think I want to be besties with him. (I'm cackling at you being attracted to introverted men and extroverted women, that's actually so cute). The 97 line are super funny, love them all. It takes a minute to learn all their names for sure lol I mean ITS A LOT OF NAMES! Oh here's the svt playlist, you can explore my account if you want lol
(undiagnosed adhd things- why are you so relatable???) I'm so glad you had fun reading through the masterlist again :( I love you! Dude I've been reading tons too what the fuck is happening?! I jut finished my sixth book of the year so that's WILD. Yay to all the books you've read! Here's to a thriving drunk anon in 2023, you're killing it lovely <3
Sending you love 🧡
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thedvilsinthedetails · 9 months ago
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Oh ok I see I’ve offended you sorry abt that I want to start with the fact that yes I was inspired to write this because of ur post
but it’s not all about ur post, (e.g. ik you didn’t say at any point that it turned him into a beta male [although if u check some of the comments or reblogs there were some like that but obviously you can’t be held accountable for what people say in reblogs to your post])
this is a more generalised statement towards a lot of toxic things that are said in the fandom specifically surrounding Sirius’ character and depiction with feminine traits (hence why I decided against writing this in a reblog because I did expand on a bunch of stuff that you didn’t say)
Also
I’m not saying that you intended all ur points that way because I am convinced you didn’t intend it like that but certain things you said did come across as problematic to me and I’m not gonna refrain from referencing them:
“Sure, he is kind of flamboyant and has long hair "for a man" but he is still a man”
This comes across as sexist to me because you are suggesting that there are in fact distinct ways in which men and women should behave/look/generally be which IS in fact playing into stereotypical gender roles
“I have seen so much art where his hair is a*s level length and his face and body and everything so effiminate.”
Why can a man not have ass level hair? What’s wrong with that? Please elaborate as to how this is turning him into a woman because I guarantee that beneath all the reasons you might come up with is that men have traditionally shorter hair and women have traditionally longer hair which is, you guessed it…playing into stereotypical gender roles
“What is wrong with making men look like men?”
(Sorry I realise this is out of order I’m going back and forth between tabs here bc I DONT want to base any of this off memory alone because I DONT want to accuse you of things you didn’t do/say)
again please explain to me how in your mind when you strip this down to its core it is not sexist.
It’s not gay erasure for a man in a mlm relationship to have feminine like features
and i know this is something a lot of people have struggled with because of stereotypes of gay men being feminine but please could you think about WHY those connotations are so negative? Maybe it’s because in most people’s minds ‘feminine’ isn’t just feminine it is also soft and weak and incapable and less intelligent because that’s the gender stereotypes pushed on women all the time
The reason people originally (and still currently) love Sirius being portrayed as feminine is because Sirius is not a weak character. At all. Sirius is bold and strong and capable and intelligent. And a lot of people love the fact that he IS all those things AND ALSO potrays a lot of feminine traits because it’s not playing into those stereotypes it’s breaking them.
which is also why I personally and probably lots of other people too, love all HC of Sirius’ gender but especially when he is in fact cis male and also confidently and proudly displaying a love for feminine traits/fashion because it is breaking the gender roles
••• now maybe I’ve misunderstood what you meant still, and if so that’s fine but please keep in mind that in this post I have replied directly to quotes from your post so maybe yes I misinterpreted them I’m not saying I didn’t but I hope this at least showed you the way the post could have been (pretty easily because it was interpreted this way by a lot of people) taken.
you blame this on my reading or understanding skills but maybe consider that in fact the way you conveyed your message was unclear
also again I’m sorry if I upset you and I’m not looking to start an argument [perfectly up for a conversation though :) ] but I do stand by everything I’ve said so far.
[also sorry you mentioned ‘i wouldve thought that me making a discaimer at the end about transphobia would be enough but ig not.’ …I saw that and that’s why I never in my previous post mentioned transphobia or transfem or genderfluid Sirius (?). Maybe you saw this from a reblog that mentioned that but I didn’t say that, if it came across that way I’m sorry, could u point out what made you think I said that sorry?]
Also sorry if this (this post specifically not my prev one) came across as aggressive or argumentative. If it did I don’t mean it that way I’m just pretty tired and out of it rn lol it’s a bit too long and a bit rambling but I hope it made sense. Have a nice day :)
Ok heyyyyy um so this is something that I think is really important and needed to be raised.
so I just saw a post that complained about the fandom making Sirius ‘too feminine’ as in clothes/hair length/personality or whatever
I was tempted to reblog it directly but I’m not looking to start an argument [if u start one tho I will reply tho im not pretending to be a saint here u guys]
but I feel like it’s high time for a reminder
clothing ≠ gender
makeup ≠ gender
hair length ≠ gender
behaviour/personality ≠ gender
body type [bc they said a lot of artists draw his body as more feminine type like thinner or whatever - which also ISNT EVEN MORE FEMININE BC WDYM U THINK THAT THIN IS WOMAN AND MUSCULAR IS MAN ???????!!!!!!!] ≠ gender
also. making a character more feminine in style does NOT make them weak or make their personality pathetic and if you think that you are SEXIST!!!!!!!!!!!
IT IS SEXIST
Im sick of people pretending it isn’t
no bitch we’re not making Sirius a weak little beta because he wears lipstick and makeup.
fuck off.
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🦅Being Shiratorizawa's manager🦅
👀 Secretly Dating Shirabu 👀
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Shirabu Kenjirou x Female Manager feat. Shiratorizawa
Warnings: none
AN: This is a special request for @shiratorizawa-can-step-on-me ! I'm loving all these Shiratorizawa requests 🥺 they are such a fun team to write for!
I'll be honest YN
If there is ONE person on Shiratorizawa you can get away with dating secretly it's Shirabu
But only for so long 👀
This is SHIRATORIZAWA 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻
First off, mans legit will not show interest in you
But by like not showing interest in you, he really shows interest in you?
Boys are confusing ik
Legit you will probably think he doesn't even like you
Mans very much likes you
He will be all sneaky with his glances and observations
He's a setter, he can't be too obvious YN
You are completely oblivious to it
You are the teams manager and you do your very best
Your work does not go unnoticed by Shirabu
Don't get me wrong, he's not a Tendo or even an Ushiwaka
He legit gives you space
You know, to do your job 👀
Unlike some OTHER people
*cough* TENDO and GOSHIKI *cough*
You hand him his water bottle, expect a quick head nod and then walks away
You might even get a "Thanks YN"
Your mind will be BLOWN
Tendo of course hears Shirabu
Tendo has a tea ��� radar
Tendo totally figures out that Shirabu had a thing for you
Or so he thinks he's figured it out
He has no clue
Yes strictly based on that one comment 😌
He will pry Shirabu for more
Shirabu ignores him
But really, Kawanishi has all the tea 🍵
Tendo might be the Guess Monster but Kawanishi is more observant
You can't convince me that this man isn't the Kunimi and Suna of Shiratorizawa 🤚🏻
He legit shows up at all the drama
He's like the "Where's Waldo" of drama
Always there but like incognito 🤓
He's worse than Tendo but like nobody knows he is
He runs the schools gossip page but from a side account that has a fake everything
He doesn't even follow it from his regular socials because he says "he doesn't care about drama 🙄"
Lies ALL LIES
I got side tracked
Kawanishi has seen all the looks Shirabu gives you
Shirabu watches you from the corner of his eye constantly
He's also one of those guys who "conviently" shows up at all the places you are at
Shirabu, that is 👀
He also had your class schedule memorized and will always walk past your locker no matter how out of the way it is 🤚🏻
He doesn't plan on acting on any of this
He has a crush and that's it
That is 👀 until Goshiki moved in
Ope 😶
Yeah that's NOT happening
Shirabu firsts notices Mr. Bowl-cut sniffing around you more at practice
He asks you to stay late and help him with his "spiking practice"
Yeah that's not gonna fly at all
Shirabu hates losing especially to Goshiki
Those two are like brothers
It isn't until the sky's open up and heavens lights shine down that Shirabu finally gets his chance
In the form of a Math test 🙃
Legit you suck at math and Shirabu is like a smartie pants
He notices you struggling one day after practice
"Everything ok YN?"
"No not really, I'm failing math. I just don't understand"
Shirabu slides right in 🕺
He wants to help you, honestly he does but he also wants you for himself
Low key, high key he's possessive
All of Shiratorizawa are possessive
Legit Shiratorizawa is filled with Alpha males 🤚🏻
It starts out innocently enough 😌
He helps you with math and starts becoming more friendly at practice
Tendo is like 👀👀 what's up with that??
Kawanishi simply shrugs
He's already pegged you two as a couple
Soon your hanging out goes outside of school 🏫
Little dates, movies and just hanging around
Shirabu is funny but like in a sarcastic and dry sense
If you've seen the office, he's alot like Jim
Tendo is Dwight
He's also romantic
Like he's adorable and cute when you two are alone
But like Shiratorizawa are like stone statues on the court
All stoic and crap 😤
But behind closed doors, Shirabu is such a softy
Totally asks you to be his girlfriend non-chalantly after a cute tickle fight 🥺
Your first kiss happens after you say yes 🥰
You both decide its best to keep your relationship secret
Thats funny Yn
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
You really think nobody will notice?
Actually surprisingly, nobody does for a while
Like you two both manage to keep it under wraps
You pretty much ignore each other like usual
That is 👀 until Goshiki decides to make his move
Oh no.. oh no no no
Legit Goshiki has been hyping himself up for this
I mean, you have to like him right?
You've been helping him with his spikes amd his serves
You give him his water bottle
Sure you are the team manager, it's your job to give him his water bottle
But like it's THE WAY you give it to him YN
At the end of practice, he totally comes bounding up to you
Shirabu, Kawanishi, Semi, Reon and Tendo are all talking
Ushiwaka is still breaking floorboards with his serving
"Umm YN can I ask you something?"
"Sure" 🤗
"Ummm- would you umm would you go out with me?"
You 👉🏻😳😬
Tendo 👉🏻 🖐🏻👁 O 👁🖐🏻
Semi 👉🏻 👀😏
Kawanishi 👉🏻 🧎🍿
Ushiwaka 👉🏻🧍😐
Shirabu 👉🏻😳😑😠
Shirabu literally stomps up to Goshiki and puts his arm around you
"Sorry Goshiki, she's taken"
Well that did it
The gym erupted
Tendo is going insane
Legit he is so excited
He congratulates you both with a hug 🥺
Semi and Reon are actually in shock
Ushiwaka is still standing there 🧍😐
Goshiki's mouth is wide open 😲
"Sorry Goshiki but I'm dating Shirabu"
Lord YN, now you've made his cry
Goshiki is deflated 😫
Please YN do something
"But I'll still help you out during practice"
Shirabu growls 😒
Smack him YN he needs to chill
Kawanishi is updating the schools gossip page about your relationship
Tendo is already in wedding planning mode
Says you can use the Shiratorizawa gym
Semi tells Tendo to lock it down
Ushiwaka is still standing there 🧍
And you thought life couldn't get more chaotic 😌
Taglist: @loevngyuno
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kaveuh · 3 years ago
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HIII sorry to bother but can you do
Bonten with ganyu! Reader? :)
[ note ] i actually did this one before on my old account so im excited to write it again 😈 i ended up not including mochi bcs i srsly dont know anything abt that dude 😕
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ganyu!reader + bonten
[ warning(s) ] idk u have a vision, tr manga spoilers
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s. manjiro
• loves touching ur horns, even if u tell him not to (1)
• thinks it’s adorable whenever you’d end up randomly taking a nap no matter where you are.
• ok! i feel like cryo vision users have a natural cold body temperature (unless its chongyun), so he loves snuggling close to you whenever it’s hot
• definitely tries everything to not get you involved im bontem activities, he doesn’t want you to be in danger (even though you have a vision)
• you’re also a very busy person, but he doesn’t really complain / get mad (because he’s busy himself!)
• but at some point, he’d be dragging you out of work and immediately forces you to rest LMAO
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a. takeomi
• one of the few who’ll actually refrain himself from touching the horns
• thinks its adorable tho lol def tried touching it first time you met
• I FEEL LIKE HE’S THE TYPE TO ACTUALLY TUCK YOU IN BED WHENEVER YOU’D RANDOMLY FALL ASLEEP
• doesn’t really like it when you overwork yourself :( he loves you too much
• also spoils u alot bcs i said so have u seen how senju gets that coin..
• takeomi doesn’t let anyone near you at all. especially sanzu and ran
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s. haruchiyo
• LITERALLY HAS NO SHAME LMFAO
• “does touching your horns make you go sensitive or something…”
• “haruchiyo, they literally have the same texture and substance as fingernails..”
• definitely steals your bow AND your vision just to give you a mild heart attack
• “have you seen my bow?”
• “no, you probably just lost it lol”
• literally gets so annoyed if you end up accidentally taking a nap, but he finds it adorable
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h. rindou
• you cannot tell me this man wouldn’t be a sneaky mf
• WILL touch your horns, pet you and literally baby you to the point you don’t even know if your boyfriend is an imposter or not
• when you’re taking a nap, he’ll touch it. no exceptions.
• ok ik he’s a criminal but he’d respect your preferences alot, and wouldn’t force you to stop your diet.
• loves it when your great friends tell stories about your youth, and will definitely tease you about it lol
• “as a child, [y/n] wo—”
• “enough, please…” “no, no… keep going.”
• LITERALLY ADORES THE WAY YOU USE YOUR WEAPON LIKE HE’S SO DOWN BAD…
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h. ran
• also has no shame, will touch your horns and ask questionable and concerning questions no matter what.
• HE LOVES ASKING ABOUT YOUR ADEPTUS FRIENDS
• doesn’t let anyone near you tho he hates it when the rest of bonten even interacts with you
• you usually fall asleep when you’re sitting on his lap (or forced you to because you’re overworking yourself again.)
• doesn’t get mad if you have to do overtime though, but will definitely tell you to take care of yourself!
• hc that ran knows how to cook
• he WILL cook for you, anything, vegetarian or not, he will learn how to cook it for you
• overall 10/10 a caring boyfriend even if he’s a literal member of a criminal organization 😍
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h. kokonoi
• he’s pretty quiet, so your relationship doesn’t have much talking
• that doesn’t mean it’s unhealthy though, he just prefers physical affection
• will tuck you in when you accidentally take a nap in his office and deny it LOL
• “what do you mean? you sleep walked.”
• “i can’t sleep walk from your office back to the apartment, koko.”
• he loves hearing your voice occasionally, so he’d definitely ask you to tell him stories about your life serving under the god you worship.
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shinobusupremecy · 3 years ago
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hello!! I really like your headcanons/oneshots and how your whole account is just dedicated to her lol
um so question: I don't know if I missed anything (and I apologize if I did) but are you comfortable with writing shinobu x reader with medical conditions? and do you write shinobu x reader x ___ ?
ok ok so now to the actual request sorry- (this is not a douma x reader x shinobu)
so gn!reader was kinda adopted by douma? (ik it’s kinda ooc but yk-) and he just took them in because… why not? it’d be amusing having a tiny child run around his temple and face playing every now and then. so reader considers douma as their guardian and was able to go outside n stuff (that included sword fighting) And then he *+. m a g i c a l l y .+* started to have feelings? like he genuinely cared for the little shit that would steal his bean bag chair thingy? huh??? so then douma now has some emotions and yk he starts to kinda feel bad for eating all of those women and realized how much of an asshole he was and he’s like “I was so fucked up god damn”
yeah so now the reader is older and explores more out in the world and eventually leaves but would come visit every now and then. they quickly become a hash it’s due to all of that sword fighting practice stuff. now, you can choose if the reader knows that douma is a demon or not.
(Reader doesn’t know) eventually, shinobu and reader start dating and yk then there’s that arc. when the reader is going with them and is like “lol y are we at my guardian’s place? did someone get attacked while I was gone?” only to find out that fucking douma was a demon and has been eating the followers behind their back. they start like breaking down because imagine if your loving mom or dad was a cannibal or sum? so yeah reader tries to defend douma n stuff.
(Reader does know) As much as they respect the demon slayers n stuff.. they just can’t bring themself to tell them. They loved douma, he’s the one who’s been taking care of them ever since they were a toddler! He took such good care of them and genuinely loved them back too. They couldn’t do that to him.
Maybe even if it meant betraying their s/o.
In the end for both of them, reader has to choose whether to save douma or shinobu… (or, maybe reader gets heavily wounded in battle and douma hurriedly rushes in to save their adopted child with genuine fear and panic in his eyes?) and that’s for you to choose what to write! (or if you’re writing both endings, that could work too!)
I just wanna know how shinobu would act if her s/o’s guardian was the murderer of her sister? how douma actually cared about them and even would let their guard down to protect them? how hurt she would feel if they decided to side with douma and fight along them? or when she realizes that douma wasn’t just this evil demon, but a loving guardian to her beloved s/o who was raised with so much empathy and love?
ok sorry for the grammar mistakes and everything my phone is legit on one percent help—
Word count: 3808
Warnings: Manga spoilers
A/N: I don't have any rules that says I don’t write Shinobu x reader x __ so I can write this. This is a very interesting request, I like it a lot! Sorry if this got messy or cringe heh. 
There are some things that I can’t write so deep about since otherwise this would be way to long and I don’t wanna bore you guys.
It depends on what medical conditions too, I haven’t decided that rule yet.
Art credit: https://danbooru.donmai.us/posts/4105405
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It was another boring evening for the leader of the cult Douma. 
“Oh man nothing to do. No pretty women to eat” Douma sighed out. Suddenly he heard the sound of a baby crying. He knew that sound too well. Sometimes woman with babies come to his cult to seek for help. He followed the sound and saw a baby hidden in the bush crying. He touched your cheek and slightly pinched them causing you to cry. 
“Hm not fat enough. It won’t satisfy my hunger” He rose to his full height fanning himself even though the air was chilly. 
“Ah well I guess I’ll just eat you when you grow older or something” He scooped you up and carried you. Since the women he took in often wanted him to hold their baby so he got used to holding babies. He walked back to his home and opened the door. 
One of the servants came forward to him. 
“L-lord Douma you’re home!” The servant came and bowed to Douma. 
“Why do you have a baby with you?” The servant asked. 
“This man likes to ask a lot of questions” Douma thought very annoyed.
“Oh I just find them in the forest” The servant nodded. “Can’t leave a defenseless baby in the forest am I right? I mean that’s the time where the demons lurk around” The servant nodded again. 
“I’ll just take care of this baby myself. You go to sleep” Douma went into his room to set you down. You were sleeping and Douma thought you were a bit adorable. 
“Hm I guess I’ll keep you for now” Douma sighed out a bit continuing to fan himself. 
“I could probably use something to eat” He grabbed a arm from a women he hunted down yesterday. 
“Hmm it’s a shame I had to kill you. You were a very kind woman” He chowed down spilling blood everywhere. You woke up from all the chewing sounds Douma made and saw him eating. 
“Oh yeah you’re still here” Douma slapped himself for forgetting that a literal baby was in the same room. 
For some reason seeing him covered in blood of his victims and holding a literal arm did not faze you. He walked towards you and reached out the arm. You were laughing and grabbing it’s finger. 
His eyes widen a bit. Along with that something inside of him felt strange. It was like a bubbly feeling. He didn’t even know what it was, but whatever it was it felt good. He felt like he was floating, like all bad things just disappeared. He smiled at you but suddenly the door opened. It was that servant that greeted him when he came in with you. 
His eyes widen and before he could even scream Douma came behind him and cut off his head. 
“You disturbed my peaceful moments with this child” Blood spilled everywhere leaving a disgusting mess and the smell of iron was almost unbearable but you still seemed unbothered. 
“Oh yeah I keep forgetting you’re here” Douma laughs a bit while covering himself with his fan so only his eyes were showing. 
“Well I don’t like to eat men so much but the body parts of the women begins to loose their taste so this’ll do” And once again he chowed down and ate. 
You just looked at him and he took the head of the servant, a fearfull expression still plastered on his face. He brought the face right in front of you but you only laughed. 
“Hm? There is this weird thing mothers do with their child. What’s it called?” Douma made a thoughtful expression. “Oh yeah peek-a-boo” So that’s what he did with the decapitated head. 
“Peek-a-boo! Peek-a-boo!” You only laughed and laughed. That same feeling came back to Douma. That same bubbly feeling. 
“Hm I guess you aren’t so bad” 
Timeskip 4 years (You’re 4) 
“Ahhh ha!” You exclaimed as you grabbed Douma’s hat and ran around with it. 
“Oh so naughty. Come back here!” Douma shouted. 
“Noooo!” You shouted and ran past a servant making the poor women almost drop her plates. 
“Sorry about that!” Douma yelled at the servant.
“O-oh no it’s okay Lord Douma!” Douma replied to her by a closed eyed smile. 
You ran back to Douma and tackled him even if he was sitting. He didn’t move a bit. 
“Hyyyyyah!” You tried to push him but he didn’t move a bit. 
“Alright alright take it easy!” He said and held your head so you couldn’t reach him. 
“You need to be careful! When you ran you almost made that woman drop her plates” You stopped and felt bad. 
“Where is she?” 
“Down the hall” You nodded and ran after her. 
“HELLO! I WANNA  APOLOGIZE FOR ALMOST MAKING YOU DROP YOUR PLATES!” Douma laughed at how loud you were.
 “Oh no it’s okay! But please be a little more quiet” and again you aplogized loudly. 
“Heh that child” Douma really liked having you around. You made him happy, he learned that from Akaza. 
-
“Hello Akazaaaa!” Douma called after Akaza. His face immidietly changed to a pissed expression, it looked like he was gonna murder someone. 
“How are you doing? My good friend?” Douma said as he wrapped his arm around Akaza. 
“Get your filthy...” Akaza began to mumble. 
“Huh? I didn’t hear you” Douma said with a teasing voice. 
“I said get you’re filthy hands off me!” Akaza yelled each word becoming higher and more aggressive. He turned and sliced Douma’s head in half. 
Douma healed up again. 
“My my you seem more moody than usual, Akaza! Have something happened?” Akaza sighed out very frustrated. 
“Oi Douma!” Douma turned to the owner of the voice and there was Guytaro and Daki. 
“I asked the same thing and he almost sliced my head off. I don’t know why he’s so mad man” Douma only waved back and gave him a closed eyed smile. 
“Anyways I wanted to ask you Akaza!” Douma cheered and Akaza stayed silent. 
“I keep getting this weird bubbly feeling around that little baby I took in” Daki perked up at this. 
“Oh that brat? You keep talking about that little thing. I wanna meet the thing” Guytaro rolled his tired eyes but Daki seemed to miss that. 
“What feeling is that Akaza? Please answer me? Please please please!” Douma began to sound like a whiny baby. 
“It’s called happiness you waste of air!” Akaza yelled and cut off Douma’s face again. 
“Okay okay you can stop slicing my head off now. You getting my blood splattered everywhere. Akaza didn’t respond. 
“Ah well thanks for the help Akaza!” 
-
Timeskip (14 years you’re 18)
Time flew past so fast. Well it was only natural for Douma since he has lived for over 200 years but still. Under those 18 years a lot of things happened. 
Douma has stopped eating women sine you made him realize how disgusting it was. More or less you threatened him. You’re now a hashira since you have killed over 50 demons as a kinoe. You passed the final selection when you were 14 and it took 4 years until you became a hashira. So you said that you would rat Douma out if he didn’t stop eating women. You were sick of the disgusting smell he left in his secret room and the sight almost made you near to vomit. 
As much as you loved Douma for taking you in you really hated his habit. As much as Douma hated to quit eating women he did it for you. He grew attached to you, very attached. When you were gonna leave him he became very sad. Even cried. He cried so much it was even funny, you giggled everytime you thought about it, earning weird looks from your fellow hashira friends. You obviously visited Douma from time to time but never bringed anyone along you. 
Most of the hashira liked you. Sanemi didn’t pay much attention to you. Obani threatened you to never hurt Mitsuri but he calmed down after you got together with Shinobu. Kyojuro likes you, thinks you have great potential. Giyu likes you mostly because you don’t join in on Shinobu’s bullying habits and Tengen thought you had drip. Muichiro thought you were a kind person, he felt kinda warm inside after you spoke with him. Gyomei prays for your safety because you were reckless. 
Mitsuri LOVES you! She loves how you’re always so kind and has never judged her for being her. She trust you enough to share her problems with you like with Shinobu. You and Shinobu clicked. It was like you two were meant each other. You two understood each other, you two were great at teamworking against demons which lead to the Master pairing you two in missions way more often. It came to a point were both of you developed romantic feelings for each other. You were more bold so you were the one that planned to confess to her but sadly you’re confession was not so romantic since you confessed on accident. 
-
You two were just walking around the butterfly estate just talking with each other. 
While Shinobu was talking and even giggling you ended up just staring at her. 
“Hm? You okay? You seem a bit out of it” You snapped out of your daze and smiled at her
“Yes I’m fine. Just admiring how beautiful you are” Shinobu giggled.
“Aww thanks” Shinobu smiled. 
“And that’s also why I like you!” A awkward moment feel in right then and there.
“Y-you what?” You realized what you said.
“U-uh well I” You were to embarrassed beginning to sweat and your face becoming as red as a tomato. You tried to run away but Shinobu pinned you to the wall. 
“I’m glad you feel the same!” She kissed you on the lips passionately before breaking the kiss. You were a flustered mess. 
“Oh gosh we really did that” Shinobu only booped your nose. 
“We sure did” She smiled and skipped away. You being in a daze didn’t notice she left you until she was at the end of the hall.
“Wow hold on wait!”
-
But things became a bit hard for you when Shinobu told you about her sister and that it was Douma that killed her. 
“O-oh” You said and Shinobu nodded tears running down her face. Shinobu couldn’t hold it in anymore and she cried while hugging you. You tried your best to reassure her but you fell horrible knowing you’re guardian was the one that took Kanae who Shinobu held so dear away from her. But Shinobu cried so much that she missed the horrified expression you had and that lead to her yet not finding about you and Douma. 
Whenever the hasira talk about the uppermoon you shared information but never about Douma. You just couldn’t do that to the man that took care of you with love and care all those years. 
-
But then came the long painful night that you would never forget. You were talking with the triplets. Laughing and listening what they had to say. Suddenly Shinobu bursted into the room looking incredibly distressed. 
“EMERGENCY! UBYASHIKI IS GETTING ATTACKED!” Not another word you grabbed your sword and ran out with Shinobu jumping onto the roofs of several buildings. None of you talked to each other or even tried too, you both were too stressed. 
Suddenly you heard a loud explosion and immediately stopped in your tracks. You froze. Shinobu looked beyond shocked, she was sweating and her mouth was agape. Swallowing down your shock you continued to run, Shinobu quickly following after you. When you reached the masters estate you saw a figure. 
“Muzan” You muttered and quickly went in for attack as long as the other Hashira. Suddenly it felt like you were stepping on nothing and along with Shinobu you all fell down. 
“Shinobu!” You called but she didn’t respond. You quickly turned your body and used your breathing technique to dampen the fall. You didn’t see Shinobu anywhere but your heart sank when you realized you were at Douma’s estate. 
“W-why am I here?” You asked and walked around. You had a very bad gut feeling that felt like it was eating you from the inside. You began to run around calling out for Douma. 
Shinobu who was in middle of a battle with him stopped in her tracks. 
“How do they know his name?” She thought but she lost focus and almost got hit. She looked at Douma who looked rather concerned?
He looked at the door before resuming his fight with Shinobu. 
Soon you heard fighting and opened the door and saw Douma and Shinobu fighting. Douma was going in for the attack but you weren’t having it and jumped forward. 
Your eyes widen because of the pain and almost in a instant you could barely breathe. 
Shinobu was closer but Douma still managed to reach you first. He had fear and panic in his eyes, it was very much clear. He carried you in bridal style. 
“Nakime teleport me to the infinity fortress” So Nakime did but for some reason Nakime teleported Shinobu there too. It was Muzan’s orders.
It was almost like a endless race. Douma jumped and broke through some doors. Shinobu was still very persistent and tried to get you back. 
“Little pest!” Douma tired to strike Shinobu with his blood demon art.
“Please don’t hurt Shinobu” As much as Douma loves you he can’t treat your wounds if Shinobu is trying to get you back all the time. 
“I could care less about her” He replied and tried to strike her. 
“Let go of Y/N! You damn shithead!” Shinobu yelled and used a breathing technique which lead to Douma dropping you. 
You fell down, everything felt like it was going slow-motion, you thought you would die so you just closed your eyes trying to at least make your last moments peaceful. Life flashed before your eyes. All your memories, all your moments with Shinobu, Douma and the pillars. It was great. 
“I guess this is how it ends” You smiled but it looks like death never came as you felt someone carrying you. It seemed like the arms were small so you knew you were in Shinobu’s arms. 
“It’s okay love! Just hold in there! I will treat you soon and-” Shinobu got cut off when Douma’s blood demon art came flying to her. 
“When this piece of shit is dead!” She yelled and continued to evade the attacks. 
“It hurts” You said and it seemed like both Shinobu and Douma heard it. 
“I know love, I know” Douma got more panicked. Suddenly two more people came in the fight. Kanao and Inosuke. 
“Alright! Get over here demon!” Inosuke shouted and went in for the attack. 
Douma tried to slice Inosuke but he avoided it. 
“Shinobu I’m feeling sleepy” Shinobu instantly averted her eyes to you and widened her eyes seeing you about to close your eyes. 
“Come on love you can hold on longer! Don’t leave me! Please!” Her cries cut short when your eyes finally closed. 
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Suddenly it felt like you were laying on something. Was it grass? You opened your eyes and saw you were on a grass hill. The sky was clear blue and the air was nice and refreshing. 
“A-am I dead?” You said and rose up walking around. 
“Shinobu! Douma! Where are you?” Your eyes suddenly averted to Douma. 
“Douma!” You said and ran towards him and hugged him. 
“Hello Y/N” He replied and hugged you back. 
“Where are we?” He smiled very sadly at you when you broke the hug a bit. 
“We’re in the land of the dead or close at least” You gave him a confused look. 
“You have a choice where to go. I don’t” You still held the same confused expression. “I’m going to hell. It’s what I get for all my years of killing” Your eyes widened. You weren’t surprised that was the fate that laid on him after all he done.
“You can still go back” You shook your head. 
“I’ll join you then! You took care of me and everything. It’s only right that we both end up there together” Douma shook his head. 
“No it’s not. I deserve to be here, you don’t. You still have some people waiting for you, don’t make them wait any longer” He pointed to his left and there you saw you but you had your eyes closed and a peaceful expression. You saw how Shinobu, Aoi, Kanao, and the butterfly estate girls were looking hopefully for you to wake up but no response. Even Tanjiro was there and Nezuko. The triplets started to cry. 
“It’s been five months now” Aoi sighed out. 
“Maybe we should just-” 
“No” Shinobu said. “Don’t you dare. I’m still gonna have faith” Aoi nodded. 
“See? You have people that want you back. I have no one. Please let me go” Tears formed on your eyes. You ran to hug him. 
“I’m sorry but I still wanna go to you” Douma paused for a second before sighing a bit. 
“I love you so so so much” He said and kissed your forehead before shoving you. Your eyes widened and you saw Douma getting consumed by flames. 
“DOUMA!” You screamed falling down once again.
-
Warm. It was all you felt on your hand. It was comforting. 
“Y/N. It’s been five months now. The war is over, many people didn’t survive but still...we finally have peace” You soon recognized it was Shinobu’s voice. Her hand holding your hand. You moved your thumb, stroking her hand. 
“Y-Y/N? You’re awake?” You smiled, your eyes not fully open yet. 
“Aoi! Kanao! She’s waking up!” Even though Shinobu only called for Aoi and Kanao everyone else came. Finally you managed to open your eyes and saw several faces in front of you. 
“H-hi” And everyone jumped up and cheered, hugging everyone. The triplets started to cry and Aoi and Kanao hugged each other while crying. Shinobu cried too. Zenitsu and Nezuko hugged each other while Inosuke tried not to cry.
After everyone had calmed down, you sat up. 
“I’m so glad you’re awake! Everything got so empty without you” Shinobu said. 
“Heh I’m sorry it turned out this way” Shinobu only nodded. You looked at Tanjiro and saw he seemed a lot thinner. 
“Wow Tanjiro you okay? It looks like you haven’t eaten well” Tanjiro quickly rose his hands up. 
“O-oh no no it’s not like that! I lost all my physic strengths after the battle so...” You nodded. 
“Uhm I have something to ask so can everyone go except Shinobu, Kanao and Inosuke. Everyone nodded and walked out of the room. 
“You killed Douma didn’t you?” You asked and silence engulfed the room. 
“Yes we did” Shinobu said looking serious. 
“Did you know that demon?” Kanao asked. 
“Yes I did. He was my guardian. He took care of me and loved me. He also stopped eating women after I became a hashira because I threatened him” Shinobu’s eyes widened. 
“So that’s why he was so adamant of getting you?” You nodded. 
“Did you know that he killed Kanae?” Shinobu asked. 
“I understand if you wanna leave me. I’m so sorry for keeping it away from you but yes I knew. But I just couldn’t rat him out! Even if I threatened him I would’ve never do it anyways. My threat were empty. As said before he loved me so dearly and took care of me! He’s the reason why I’m here right now as a hashira since he trained me. I wasn’t very good nor strong but Douma never stopped training me. He didn’t give up on me and he never got mad at me for my mistakes” Shinobu thought about it. Maybe Douma wasn’t so bad. But no he killed her sister, she could never forgive that. But now he’s dead so she did manage to avenge her sister so does it really matter now? 
“I’m sorry we killed your guardian. We didn’t know” Kanao said and bowed.
“No no it’s fine. I think it’s better that way” You smiled sadly. You looked at Shinobu who sighed. 
“I understand why you didn’t tell me and if I was in the same situation I would’t tell either. But that doesn’t matter now. Let’s just look forward to the future and do what we can” You nodded and hugged her, tears spilling from your eyes. 
Not long after you and Shinobu visited all the graves of your dear Hashira friends. Mitsuri, Obani, Gyomei, Muichiro and Kyojuro. You didn’t make it in time to meet Sanemi since he would travel around. Shinobu was always cleaning and taking care of Kanae’s shrine and sometimes you helped her. You missed Douma but still this was for the best. 
You and Shinobu spend your days by just taking it easy and taking care of the patients that still needed treatment. The demon slayer corps got disbanded. You two took care of your goldfishes and you all lived together in the butterfly estate. 
Years flew by. You and Shinobu got married and few years later Kanao and Tanjiro, Zenitsu and Nezuko and Inosuke and Aoi got married too. Oh what a busy painful month that was. Everyone had to work hard for the wedding plans. It was exhausting. Few years later they all got wonderful kids of their own but you and Shinobu adopted one instead. It was a beautiful girl, even if she weren’t your biological kid you both loved her nonetheless. 
Finally you and Shinobu grew old. Grew wrinkles, being more forgetful, couldn’t move around too much but still you two were happy. Your daughter were now a adult and even got two kids. They are eight. 
-
You and Shinobu are now laying on your beds knowing it would be your last days alive. You both would die of old age and were now just waiting. Your beds were beside each other holding each other hands. 
“You nervous?” Shinobu asked tilting her head towards you.
You chuckled your voice more raspy. 
“Well I almost died once so I should know how it feels” Now it was Shinobu’s turn to chuckle a bit although it sounded like it took all her energy to do that. 
“It seems like we two will die alone here” You said. 
“I don’t mind. At least I get to die with you” You smiled at Shinobu.
“I wouldn’t want it any other way” You said almost in a whisper and Shinobu nodded. 
“Me neither” 
“I love you Shinobu” 
“I love you too” And with that you both fell asleep your hands still touching each other. 
What a nice ending for two lovers. 
A/N:Thank you for requesting! This was fun to write but I had to plan alot for it lol. 
SPOILER
When Douma pushes down Y/N that is inspired when Sanemi’s dad pushed Sanemi so he couldn’t join his mother in hell. Fun fact. 
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atsudesu · 4 years ago
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─ BEST & WORST SUBJECTS
includes. atsumu, osamu & suna.
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this prolly has done so many times already yeah yeah ik but i wanted to write?? so i did HA. btw this excludes art, music, pe etc. only main subjects.
also this is p half-assed so... sry 💔
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✧ | miya atsumu
the best ─ math;
I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW BUT LISTEN!!!
i think we all agree that he's not that into school stuff.
BUT he cares about his academic achievements to not to be exempt from club activities!
math is one of his biggest struggles, that's why he tries to fix that. (he could cheat but he gets caught every single time he tries to do so, that's why he gave up on it 🤧)
if we take into account his hard-working nature and desire to be the number one, i believe he gives his weight to math for the sake of volleyball !! and to show his grades off to osamu lol
i just feel like he's generally better at numeric/quantitative subjects.
i mean yeah, he's not fond of solving problems and puzzles but still he's better at them!
bc the likes of literature kinda bore him. he can't keep his focus on the lesson if teacher just keeps talking and talking and talking.
that's why he prefers math, which lets him think efficiently and use his brain actively!! ahh, my diligent husband, i love him <33
the worst ─ history;
as i've mentioned, the subjects which makes it a necessity for him to just listen to the teachers are BORING.
due to that he doesn't understand a shit.
he knows he has to study history but he didn't even look at the history teacher in the class he was thinkin abt u hehe
and now, even if he grabs the book to read a couple of lines he'll be like 😐
he can't remember the dates and the important details about wars, migrations, rulers...
he doesn't give a damn about why mehmed the conqueror was so important for ottoman history or how the ii. world war started.
he can't pay attention to something he doesn't find interesting.
he'll occasioanlly ask you to come over to help him won't make u tell everything all over again to watch ur pretty face more ofc
if he decides to study properly he'll manage to get the minimum passing score or a lil higher but still meh :/
✧ | miya osamu
the best ─ literature
contrary to common belief
he's not the smarter twin or smth
he's almost same as atsumu
he has neither a best nor a worst subject,
math is too complex, english is too confusing, science is... don't even mention (yeah maybe he does have a worst subject 🙁)
he's a literature guy!
he's not that into it but i feel like he kinda enjoys reading paragraphs about stuff he's interested in.
learning about important literary works and authors may be a little hard for him since his memory is- ....bad (ik he has a bad memory & no criticism pls)
but his scores are pretty good at literature.
the worst ─ physics
okay, as i've said;
DON'T EVEN MENTION
he sucks at it; atsumu's even better at physics
in an exam that's his line of thought;
"ok so i divided 9 to 00,7 then... well this must be the cubage. no it's momentum, are you an idiot? but this test isn't about fundamental forces? what- i-" this is so shitty ik i can't be funny
he can never keep the formuls in mind bad memory
unlike atsumu, he doesn't attempt to fix it, he's a good cheater 🥴
if he ever asks you to study with him i don't think it's just to watch your pretty pretty face like atsumu
he will really put effort into it to impress you hehe
✧ | suna rintarou
the best ─ history
it's not like he likes history or smth
HE HATES IT
he never seems to pay attention;
he leans back against the chair, taps his fingers on the desk loudly and stares at teacher's face CONSTANTLY to make him uncomfortable
sometimes teacher just pauses and stares back and,,,, HE HATES SUNA OMG-
THIS LITTLE BASTARD NEVER TAKES NOTES BUT GETS HIGH GRADES- HOW?!
well, he may not specifically pay attention or listen but he doesn't do something that can occupy himself and take his attention off the class fully.
he still hears and that's enough for him 🤷‍♀️
also mocks atsumu for not getting it
the worst ─ biology
i do not have a valid reason for this,, i'm sorry
he just seems like the type to ask the most stupid questions in the middle of the biology classes and no i don't have any example bc i cannot be funny
he's kinda scared of that teacher bc once he made a joke about gamogenesis and teacher roasted him thus he embarrassed himself in front of his crush
he never makes jokes in biology classes ever since
but please you cannot tell me he's not the type to pull the lamest jokes just to make his crush smile i wanna kith him pls
i don't think he puts effort into lessons even if he's bad at them. he couldn't be care less.
bc another good cheater ;)
also, if he notices that you're having a hard time w any exam, he's willing to let you see his sheet.
he'll ask you to study w him at school's library but you guys will end up kicked out bc you laugh at his lame jokes lol
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uno-writing · 3 years ago
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Ok so I’ve been lurking here for awhile and I finally decided to make a tumblr account for the sole purpose of sending you asks lol. Ty candy anon for requesting the Blyke content but I want more? He’s my favorite character oVo
More Blyke angst plz? I’m not a huge fan of like romantic stuff so I’d prefer if you did something that was more platonic but you can do whatever you’d like, I just want more content for my boi.
only if you want to ofc, ik you said writing for Blyke was more difficult, especially with the angst so you can totally ignore this ask and no one would know.
And since the anons have been naming themselves ig I’ll be pretzel anon 🥨🥨
Welcome Pretzel Anon!!!!!!! I love writing for Blyke!!! I’m just used to thinking of fluffy ideas for him but I don’t mind to do angst!!! And I love platonic stuff too! I just default to romantic bc I’m a simp😅 Hope you enjoy!!🍿🥤🍭🍬🍫🧋🥨
Y/N’s head drops to their hands, a whirl of emotions inside of them.
“The hell are you upset about? You signed up for this.” John asks and Y/N lifts their head to stare him down.
“I agreed to help you take down the hierarchy because I thought it’d help people. I never signed up for you to put my best friend in the hospital.” Y/N snaps and John glares at them.
“He’s a part of the hierarchy, you fucking dumbshit. Don’t act like you didn’t know what you were in for. This isn’t all my fault. It was your ability that put him in the hospital.” John snaps and Y/N inhales shakily before leaving, heading to the hospital to visit Blyke.
“Blyke?” Y/N asks softly, seeing him laying in the hospital bed with his back turned to Remi and the door. He looks over his shoulder towards them before looking back at the wall. “Are you okay?” Y/N asks, stepping towards him.
“How did he get your ability?” Blyke asks and Y/N pauses in their steps.
“W..what?” Y/N asks and Blyke scoffs at them.
“Isen said you didn’t go to the infirmary and there wasn’t enough time for him to fight you and get to Remi after we separated.” Y/N swallows and Blyke stares at them, betrayal in his eyes. “How did he get your ability, Y/N.” Blyke insists and Y/N swallows deeply.
“I..I’m sorry Blyke. I didn’t know it’d go this far.” Blyke stays silent before turning back to face the wall.
“That’s what I thought.” Y/N winces at the hatred in his tone and they step towards him, reaching out to touch his arm. “Don’t touch me.”
“Please, let me explain-” “You’re so stupid! What did you think would happen? You saw how badly he brutalized everyone he fought!” Blyke snaps and Y/N flinches away from him.
“Blyke-”
“Shut up. You betrayed me. Get out.” Blyke shuts them down and they hesitate for a moment before nodding, leaving the hospital room. Blyke closes his eyes, roughly wiping the tear that fell down his cheek and his teeth clench tightly.
“Are you okay?” Remi asks gently.
“I’m fine.” Blyke responds gruffly and Remi drops it, seeing the pain he’s going through in his tense shoulders.
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