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mobvla · 3 years ago

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watching ‘the sea inside’ for philosophy class and im SO fed up of this “no but life is worth it!!!!!!!!!!!!” for you maybe, not for some so shut the fuck up and stop trying to impose YOUR view on life onto others????????????

#suicide tw #dawning #the movie is about this dude who's paraplegic and wants assisted suicide so he's working with a layer to bring his case to the jury #and this random lady appears in his house trying to lecture him on why life is good and worth it????? im so pissed idhfjafadf #maybe its bc ive been pretty suicidal for the last 10 years but hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i hate hate hate when people try to feed me this bullshit talk of how life is wonderful and they cant understand why i want to die BLAHBLAH #it's literally not up to you to understand shit?#it's MY life?????#it's so fucking selfish when people try to keep you here because THEY want you here? but you don't #but they'll ignore that and rather you stay here with a great deal of emotional pain just because they want to?????????????????????????????#makes absolutely no sense to me at all.#if someone wants to die you should fucking let them #they have their reasons and if they dont wanna be here anymore that's their rightful choice #ik many people are able to leave this dark place of being suicidal but #never not once since i was 9 ive seen anything that made me think oh maybe life isnt so bad #some say that seeing people who survived suicide attempts on tv make them get over that blah blah blah etc #like good for u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! couldnt be me tho #like stop treating suicidal people like they are stupid? we don't want to die for funsies?#we have a lot of reasons why we want to end our lives and y'all gotta respect that #are you living my life for me? no? then shut up you dont know the hell ive been going through for the last ten years #you dont know how exhausting mental illness is and how draining it can be #im the only person who can decide what i want to do with my life #and if i want to end it i should be able to without people trying to push me into this 'oh no poor them!!!' place #i dont feel bad for being suicidal bc dying always seems better than whatever will come if i stay alive #i dont feel sorry for myself #so you shouldnt either

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