#ik its a silly joke but it BUGS me its been bugging me

[ducktollers]

ik its all jokes but ngl i hate when people are like “woaaaaaah have u guys seen how much furries pay for art….brb i gotta go learn how to draw furries 🤑” ik for outsiders it can be shocking how much some furry art goes for but like. the undertone of the joke is just “these freaks pay so much money for stupid art” and they joke abt just suddenly deciding to do it. as if its super easy and takes no skill or effort. like its easy money. “these losers will buy anything 😂” type energy. and the idea of ppl who have zero respect or interest in the community just basically seeing cash cows rlly pisses me off bc like. to me furries are one of the few communities that actually values artwork as the luxury it is and will pay accordingly, and a lot of furries that are well-off put their money into the livelihoods of artists in their communities and thats not stupid just bc the artists are drawing animal people

[fictionkinfessional]

hi this is 2d again im not actyally. done LOL uh anyway. i wanna talk about plastic becah a bit chz like. what the FUCK was fhat. what the fuck? it still doesnt feel real? but it was? well. not adtually BUT LIKE YOU GET WHAT I MEAN RIGHT? also i kinda wanna mwybe possibly reach out to a mudz kinnie or 2 cuz liek. idk. KIN TRAUMA BONDING OR SOME SHIT? IDFK but i knwo if i did! it wojld be horrible and im trying very very very hard not to go out of my way to hurt myself mentally. no offense to any mudz kinnies/fictives/anyone else but uh. LOL ur bad for my mental health. WHICH IS A REAL SHAME cuz if i wasnt in a 2d shift rn id be rewatching music videos just to look at him. UGH i hate this its so confusing anyway 2d shift rn. murdoc makes me viscerally uncomfortable LOL im very sorry but liek. ZhrgehGHRHRGRH pain pain unimaginable pain. also. im ACTUALLY british JUST like 2d which is a silly thing to feel nice about but liek. kinnie euphoria ig i have no idea wtf im talking aboyt anymore but like. LOL i fucking miss my little sister………. ik ive been talkin about mudz this whole time but NOODLE……………… GIRL YOU HAVE THE MOST SWAG im sorry you had to have me as an older brother that must have been so fucked up 😭 but you seem to have hrown up alright even with mudz as a weird father/uncle figure b thats prolly cuz of. RUSS HONESTLY. russ raised all of us tbf even though? I MIGJT BE OLDER THAN HIM? idk but like still. thank you russ god bless wed all be dead without you amen also i have to sleep now goodnight sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite UNLESS you kin murdoc chz if so i think its too late youre already infested with fleas and ither such creachures </3/LIGHTHEARTED please dont beat me up 😢 LOL IM JOKING sorry this confession is horrendous LMAO its all jokes luv no sweat no sweat LOOOOL god what am i doing with myself. i have SCHOOL TOMORROW HELP ME

[luer-eivey]

Silence Is A Killer.

On Thursday. 2 days ago, the 12th, our school made all our 3rd hour teacher take a list, a list of kids who had internet and those who dont. We all saw it as a sort of joke, our school wont close, our school has a past of not closing trying to stay open haveus there as muchas possible. So not alot took it serious. Mubles of the virus filled the class after. And it died down after a couple of minutes. The rest of the day thats what it was about, the what if. Thw if we did close. Well English the teach, 4th hour after lunch, where in complete fairness i but someones head off. I eat in the library....well i did, anyhow i was trying to tell someone about my sickness. (Turns our it was my meds doing it) but i was talking about how i went to the er and they tested my blood ect normal stuff. One of the kids who will litterly scream racial slurs in there told me i was being selfish...for litterly talking about my visit to the doctors. None the less i went to english. My teacher, a nice women but a but strict. She only teaches the seniors, us. By this point most collages have switched to online. The one girl, a bitter sweet person, pretty smart but will 100% stab you if you get her pissed was complaining about her classes going online. The boys where fooling around and yeah. Well my one friend, were the odd ones out in that class. We basically sit in the front corner alone along with thatone girl at a big table. But she normally only helps when me and him are actually lost as hell. Me and him did our work but he asked me

"Ya think school is going to close?"

I told him i doughted it, but maybe because our new superintendent we might as weve been having more snow days. About 4 to the only 1 we got last year with the old guy. He kinda nodded like he does and we did our work and left like normal, 5th hour. Wood shop. Im 1 of 4 girls. The only difference between me and them is i can work all the tools, do i know all there names. No but i know how to work them all. The guys all shift looks as someone asks the woodshop teacher if he will bemaking a google classroom for us. He ingores the question basically says something among the sorts that nothing will happen. I sit next to this one girl, pretty artsy has a weird style. I draw too i just...idk i try to draw happy things but thats besides the point. She doesnt go into the shop ingoreing her shelf shes been working on. Honestly its pretty shitty but shes never used any of these tools in her life. Even set the saw stop off her first couple weeks. Without the damn thing she would have lost a finger. I had to basically drag her ass over to it as she was avoiding it. I try to help her without bugging her and without talking down to her.she saidshehad a migraine. I knew that was a lie cause when she had one shenever drew she normally would have her head down. I asked what was bugging her, she lied said the class but idk. My one friend, hes taller then me at 6'2" hes kinda chubby and a softmore. His older brothers in my class, his brothers a fucking prick but i cant help but love this softmore. Hes sweet but a dickwhen he wants or needs to be. He stands up for what be belives in and who he believes in. He has been beinging in a rubic cube. He normally solves it but didnt that day.hes pretty good at it so it was...odd..my last two hours had nothing really overall important other then my link kid asking if we would die. I told him probably not its just something thatll pass. That night at 11 something. By that time im in bed listening to old gtlives. There convo puts me to sleep, i like how they talk about silly things. I wake up friday, messages on my phone. My friend from english sent me a bunch of a's and others telling me. Some coming to me looking for something, what....idk hope. A joke. Something. I did my best...i tried. Im getting ready on the phone and my house phone rings. Ik an old landline what kinda world am i in blah blahblah. Its the school. 7:23. Explaining how we wont be back til the 14th sence how out spring break is laided out. I drive to school. I see the Dicktator a man and has yelled an inchfrommyface and drives my anxiety up a wall. He is pissed. We the kids the students are told to clean out our lockers we need them empty. Hes yelling down the hall my locker is a mess (im not super clean not gonna lie) im already panicing. I cant take it. Note dicktator isnt allowed to talk to me. He sees me sitting on the ground trying to clean my locker having a mini meltdown. Mr.R one of my favorite teachers. Sees this. And steps between me and him stopping him...i break down after and lay on the ground covering my face like an idiot. Mrs.B a math teacher comes putand talks tometellingme itllbe okaydo a little at a time itll be alright. An announcement.

"Lockers need to be empty BY THE END OF THE DAY"

I go to class and do some late work i was putting off. My teacher. Art, doesnt say much as she knows my life has been hell the past fucking year.

.....if anyone wants the rest of the day...message me i guess. I need to calm down.