#ik im fine but lkke what if im not fine :(

[boabel]

guys i have a scan at the doctors wish me luck 💪

[kusundei]

im just rlly trying not to think abt it but goddd. GOD. i am genuinely so disappointed in myself it is making me so upset. i ts been on my mind all day but ik thinking abt it i wouldnt have changed anything^_^ i wouldnt have said yes. i would have gotten picked snd thats okay. its just so disappointing because i thought i was BETTER than that. and im too old for this and i dont have an excuse anymore. thats not mr hurtig. this is not mrs v this is not mrs femrite. im not in middle school i cant just crumble and get upset when i cannot function correctly because of my own mistakes. its just awful because i know i couldvr done okay. if i calmed myself down if i wasnt shaking if i wasnt incredibly anxious the whole day already its just what solidified it all because why did i fail. i hate failing and okay retakes but . you dont get it 🙂‍↕️. i just think abt it all the timr can i truly not do it or am i stubborn? i am always like no theres something stopping me i cant do it. yes i can.?

i dont know im just so. frustrated. and i am still upset bur i did not crash out even though i could feel it and my body wanted me to. i hate being disappointed. i only ever disappoint myself and its makjnf me hate. myself again. becauss i am better than that and i know how i am abt grades its just like god what the fuck. and if i fail my algebra test tmr i truly do crash out but i dont even know whag to do and i dont know where to start and km so??? i cant get over the feeling that im incompetent and im disappointed and im stupid. “youre so brave” i shouldnt have to be. you shouldnt have to know that i am struggling that bad and it should just come to me naturally. i know she is not patronizing me but it feels lkke it is and i am jusf so. disappointed in myself. i wish people knew and i wish they cared but i will never put myself there and nor will i let them perceive me that way unless i havw to. i am fine and i am good academically and i dont have TIME

[el-moscorrofio-y-el-mercachifle]

Do you have any crack ship in YSBLF? Forgive me but I like Betty/Marcela and Mario/Hugo... I mean, I also ship Betty/Armando but I can't help it

Ohhhh JUST last night I was thinking of crack ships!!

Even in my wildest crack ships, I like some contrast, so I like to pair crazy grumpies with little sunshines 😂 so my crack ships are

Armando/Freddy. Armando us obviously the grumpy, and he needs a sunshine in his life. That's Freddy. He was a great and unconditional support when Armando was at his lowest point. Freddy admires Armando and sees him as a good man. He might be a little goofy, but Armando doesn't particularly dislikes goofiness. I think they'd be a good couple lol although obviously the biggest challenge would be society and homophobia, these two would work fine. As long as Armando mentally breaks first, of course lol

Marcela/Michel. Pretty much the same thing. Marcela was an angry storm throughout the novela, and Michel is like a oasis of calmness. You know very well this man would never give her any reason for insecurity, and would hug her and stroke her hair calmly while they both figure out their problem. Let's also not pretend like this ma doesn't like broken women still pinning for another man lol Michel's character screams I CAN FIX HER and I won't be convinced otherwise. Alsoooo, this man is SO ready for serious commitment that I can totally see him getting down on one knee like 3 months into a relationship. He literally TOOK A FLIGHT TO BOGOTÁ TO GO BEHIND A GIRL WHO STRAIGHT UP REJECTED HIS KISS STILL THINKING HE HAD A CHANCE. This man would provide the security Marcela wants and they’d be SO commited to each other. Marcela straight up would kill for a man like him.

Marcela/Betty. Ok ok OKAY. I HAVE to agree with you. Ik it's so problematic because of the terrible dynamic in the novela, but if we're talking crack, we have to disregard canon a bit. I think Armando and Marcela are too similar, which is why I think Marcela and Betty could work. What can i say?? Im a fanfic writer at heart and I LOVE challenges. I know it's toxic as hell but I know that with enough changes, it could work, lol just like Armando, she'd need to be SHATTERED before something like this, but you know, it could work lol i would obviously be talking only personality wise, not so much actual canon. Lkke, let's say, an AU where Marcela is the president or something and she NEEDS Betty. Or AU where they both ally against Armando for all he's done to them. Something like that. Being Then Against Problem is always a great formula for love lol

What other crack ships people have?? I wanna know lol

[satoruarchive]

guys is this a safe space for me to announce how i hate on my friend rn she keeps touching me and i want to LEAVE. LIKE I FEEL LKKE IF IT WAS ANYONE ELSE LIKE TOUCHING MY SHOULDER OR MY BACK OR MY HAIR ETC I WOULD BE FINE W IT BUT THE WAY SHE MAKES IT SEEM SO AWKWARD AND ANNOYING IS JUST LIKE KILLING ME RN to keep this story short so i dont complain my heart out i want her to stop touching me and get away but i feel bad cuz shes really sensitive to anything I SAY LIKE HER MOOD DEPENDS ON MY MOOD LIKE HELLO WHY R U UPSET WHEN IM UPSET

oh so in the span of like the 4 minutes ive been typing this she was like “do u hate me?? ik friends joke around by hating each other but do you hate me” and i was like “oh im joking half the time” idk why i said half the time the inner kraken was coming out but now shes lowk pissy mad HELPME LIKE I FEEL BAD I SAID THAT BUT I DONT THINK SHE WAS TAKING ME SERIOUSLY SHES NOT TOO UPSET IDONT KNOW SHES FINE I THJNK ill.. Potentially update…..!!!!! if she msgs me in class after this being like ha octopus do u hate me and im gonna be like Yes. (Joke….. i will say i love her…!!!!)

but honestly guys eye dee kay how to address this to her bc before hand she was making it a really serious ab being like “so for most of my friends i usually slap their ass and stuff and touch them a lot is it ok if i do that to u????” and she kept asking and asking and asking so at some point iwas jsut like Yeah okay sure BC I WAS SO FED UP W HER TAKING IT SO SERIOUSLY LIKE LISTEN IF U WANNA DO IT JUST DO IT IM THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO GENERALLY DOESNT CARE WHAT HAPPENS but iddint realize she would like. Make it. This. Awkward. like when she “slaps�� my bum she goes like tap, tap, tap, tap tap, tap… slap. tap tap tap like she genuinely does it in lowercase which makes me tweak out

Anyways i would also like to clarify i do not hate physical touch i think its genuinely just her that makes it feel like im being violated HELPME but i swear i dont hate her……..

- 🐙

WHATTT if you’re uncomfortable with her touching you you need to tell her pookie.. sensitive or not she should understand ur not okay with it bc that is no excuse to be touching you when you dont want her to!! TRY TO SAY IT NICELY LOL??? like.. im not really liking the way ur touching me rn!

stop i get super scared when people ask that like no.. ily!! HELP?? if you didn’t mean it just be like i don’t hate u that was the demons gang 😗😗

oh.. oh.. thats not.. GET BEHIND ME OCTOPUS ANON??? sorry but im so weirded out rn??? cool that her other friends are fine with it but if you don’t like it you need to stand uppp 🤕🤕

feeling violated around a friend esp if ur fine with physical touch is not overreacting or normal so i’d say you genuienly just tell her you don’t like the way she’s touching you

SENDING MY PRAYERS TO YOU NONNIE (sorry if i got too serious but fr u need to set ur boundaries🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️)

[onmymasa22]

Sympathy: i feel bad for you

Empathy: i feel bad with you

Compassion: tell me how to help you feel better

Sympathy does make me change anything about myself, i just acknowledge that you're not ok. Empathy makes me crouch down to your level. I find within myself feeling that match, and i make you feel like you are not alone in it. Compassion is the action of trying to help someone, and bring them up. Trying to help. Helping them stand up. I relieve your suffering.

I want my child to be loved by everyone.

The nations will hate us. The same way that teacher treated you poorly for no good reason. Ive dealt wiyh that. People who dont lkke me for no good reason. Usually theyre girls.

Islands in the stream

Somewbere only we know

I love the people in my life

Whoever is in my life, thats the love i need.

This birthday im happy

I love my life

Im doing a good job

Stoned and inlove

I miss being stoned

I want to love everything

I miss cigarettes

I miss getting high

Being stoned with friends and watching a stupid movie

I wish everyone was just ok

I wish i could just

I did so much of the things that i wanted to do. I still have things i want to do. Maybe ill do them in two weeks. Ill have with friends, meet guys. Im a person that could hang out with people wvery night or never.

I brelieve that in a relationship u share. I want to share everything. I dont have a password on my phone, or my stuff. He can have everything. I want for him to share everything with me. In my head, why am i marrying him for things to be separate. I dont want anything separate.

✔Graduate online college

✔Spend summer on west coast

✔Spend summer on east coast

✔Live with grandparents

✔Work with special needs kids

✔Go on birthright

✔Learn to play guitar

✔Go back to israel after birthright

✔Make aliyah

✔College dorm life

✔Study abroad

✔Celebrate chanukah in israel

✔Volunteer in a hospital

✔Turn punk

✔Go skinny dipping

✔Dead sea

✔Tour the old city

✔Yad vashem

✔Har hertzl

✔Carmel market

✔Tel aviv beach

✔Caesaria

✔Banyas

✔Massada sunrise

✔See einat dana adina yahel ilay tomer ayal

Hi, my name is Dalya. I really love watching how inlove you are with being Jewish. It helps me with it. I just wanted to say that I bought the beanie hat this morning and was so happy to spread the beautiful moshiach energy message and give to Israel. I checked back a few hours later and saw that everything went on sale. I started thinking "uch, I should've waited a few more hours!" But then I said to myself "no, this was good, Hashem must have decided that I could give more and I'm happy to give!" To me, that's already embracing #moshiachenergy. Thank you so much for creating it!

What im trying to understamd

Its too much to want for people to treat you with respect. I think that i should be given respect. I should be treated like a queen. If you dont want to treat me like a queen, thats fine, i have no time for you. My life keeps moving. You are a blip. You dont need to like me. Its ok if you dont. Its your loss because im one of the good ones. Im funny, ik smart, im empathetic, im caring. I make sure everyone around me is ok. You are just saying what you see. Thats ur truth. Thats not the truth and i dont want to care about your truth. U know in the world.

Im in a destroy the world mood. Of course im depressed. My friends all get to be with eachother

You are a person who doesnt want to see me. U want control.

Are you a neiman marcus girl or a target girl?

Neither. Im a minimalist. I have style. I like to cwurate and edit my wardrobe and i want to

Im glad the hostiges were drugged. Number one psychologically speaking i think the emotions would be way too high otherwise. I would drug them as a jew just for that. I think anyone would pass out from that amount and kind of emotion. Number two , i wish they were drugged the whole time. For the sake of the hostiges, i hope they dont remember a gd damn thing. Would it be great if they got really angry to make the world understand? Yah, probably. But if im thinking about the hostiges- i hope they were drugged the whole time, i hope they cant remember a gd damn thing. Because the only thing worse than going through hell- is going through hell sober. I hope they were high as a kite. I hope the pain was limited. I think any second their sedetive is a blessing. It means they didnt feel things to the same extent they would have

If u think that it wouldve been a good idea for the hostages to return not drugged, you might not know how bad it was. I think it was such a blessing that they were on mood stabilizers

The most honest thing i can say

I dont appreciate you

I dont appreciate you

Me, being in america as school starts cuz im trying to make wveryone comfortable with my life prospects

Also me: u know, ive never done well in school, maybe ill just fail again, and itll be ok. Highschool didnt want to accept me, and they didnt want to give me a deploma either, maybe ill turn out fine anyway then.

What is something that the meaning changed since october 7th. Time changed- it slowed down and went too fast. Flights changed. My ticket went into the garbage. Good versus evil changed. The world changed. Seeing mashiach changed. The way we see mashiach. The idea of what people understand, how people spend money- what we spent it on changed. Suitcases changed. Stories changed. Politics changed. Our love of every jew no matter what they look like changed. I see abyone who believes in gd is a gd himself. We are stars. We are the whole universe. Crying changed. This picture i drew, encaspsulates it all. Pride in jews and love of jews changed i think for everyone. Caring about stupid things changed. But also breathing changed. I feel like i didnt breathe for at least a week. I didnt do anything that i should have.