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the-devil-herself · 4 years

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Never Enough- Chapter 23

CHAPTER: 23

DESCRIPTION: Certain mates of Jotuns receive soulmate marks on their bodies. What happens when Loki’s mark is found on a girl with immense power?

RATING: M

NOTES/WARNINGS: Omg HI GUYS. I'm so sorry this took forever! College became crazy, and I finally graduated. It was exciting and fun, but now I realized how much I missed writing. I really missed this story and thought about it almost everyday, so I got back to work! I hope it's worth the wait, and I love you guys for supporting me all these years. You are the best. <3

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Loki quickly grabbed my arm and pulled me with him up the stairs. My heart was pounding so fast as we hurried to where the crashing sounds were loudest. There was glass everywhere, so I had to be careful not to step on the shards along with pieces of broken furniture.

We stopped in the doorway of the lounge room. I swallowed thickly as I saw Lorelei standing there, smirking at us. The rest of the team had already circled her with their armor on, and we were the last to join.

Loki’s hand on my arm tightened a little, and I knew that was his way of telling me to stay put. I watched him with panic as he stepped towards the goddess. I didn’t trust myself not to react if she were to attack him. I could already feel my power begin to flow through my hands.

Loki stopped a few feet in front of her, obviously confident that she couldn’t hurt him. I was less so. “Lorelei, end this now,” he scolded. “You know you won’t win.”

Lorelei’s smirk widened. “But why should I? Not when it’s this fun.” She laughed, taking a step towards him.

“Hm.” For a moment, Loki looked deep in thought before he purred, “It will be fun to see you fall.”

Now Lorelei laughed louder. “And who will do that? These mortals? Thor? You? I highly doubt it Loki. You couldn’t even kill me when you most wanted to.” She smirked as she saw her words had their intended effect on Loki.

Loki clenched his fists together, barely constraining his rage. “Death was too kind for you. Not when I could have you locked away for centuries with no power and nothing to live for.”

It all happened a bit quickly. Lorelei pulled a hidden dagger from her dress and threw it straight at him. Before I could even scream, Loki had dodged it and magicked his own blade in his hand. He ran at her, but she was quick, too. She moved away in time and slapped her hand in the air, causing Loki to go flying across the room.

Thor bolted for her, swinging his hammer with a ferocious growl. The team then began to close in on her as they tried to keep her at bay. It was six against one. Tony tried to disarm her with his blasters, but she blocked them so easily.

“Is this all you have?” she yelled.

I ran over to Loki, who was trying to sit up in the corner. Hurriedly, I scanned his face and body to see if there were any major injuries, but I found none.

“Loki, are you okay?” I exclaimed.

He nodded his head, wincing a bit at the pain, but he quickly hid it. “I’m fine love,” he grit through his teeth. “You need to get to safety.”

“The hell I do! I’m not going anywhere, Loki.”

His eyes turned to me, and I could see the desperation and pleading in his gaze. “Darling, please.” He took my hand and held it firmly for a moment, before he got back up and went back to the fight. I understood that Loki could not stand to see me hurt, and, while I so greatly wanted to prove myself, I knew it wouldn’t be fair to Loki for him to see me in pain as he tried to fight Lorelei.

However, there was no way I was leaving. Instead, I stood back by the bar as the fight raged on in front of me.

I could see that we weren’t winning. She was too strong, and the only one that could keep up were Loki and Thor. But then, as she spun around Thor, she sneaked her dagger back into her hand and stabbed Thor between his armor. He cried out before kneeling to the floor as the blood dripped down his abdomen.

“Thor!” I shouted to no avail.

Now it was Loki’s turn to growl. He moved with such grace as he danced around her, their daggers causing a loud sound when they met. Bruce and Clint were dragging Thor away from the action to get him medical attention. Natasha was unconscious on the ground, and I couldn’t find Tony anywhere around the room.

I started to really panic. Loki was our last defense, and I couldn’t keep my eyes off of him. If he failed, he would not survive, and I couldn’t let that happen.

They were truly equals. They knew each other’s tricks and moves after having grown up with one another. He could easily predict her next attack, and she kept coming at him with the same ferocity. Neither were letting up as their blades cut through the other’s skin, and blood was starting to stain the floor.

Suddenly, as Loki shielded her dagger with his hand, Lorelei magicked another blade into her other hand. It felt like time slowed down as I watched her drag the knife through Loki’s side.

He fell to the floor with shock, and I cried out. I could not watch anymore.

You know who you are. Death. The mystery man’s words rang in my head. You have the power to destroy it all. I could end this all, here and now, and save my friends’ lives. I could protect Loki this way.

Slowly, I let my power flow out of my hands as I walked over to them, not caring about stepping on glass anymore. Lorelei heard me approach, and smiled widely at the challenge.

“And what can you do little girl?” she taunted. “You are nothing compared to me.” I didn’t stop as I headed to her. “Do you actually have what it takes?”

I stood still in front of her, my breath slowing. In and out. My whole body was on fire with my barely contained strength. I could feel my heart beat in my chest, pumping my blood along with my power. Everyone’s eyes were on me, but I could only sense my body burning with rage. Rage at Lorelei. Anger at the team’s imprisonment of me. Anger at the world for how its tried to weaken me.

Do you actually have what it takes?

My eyes met Lorelei’s once again, taking a good breath. Then, I let my chaos explode.

I flung my hands out, and black smoke burst from my hands. Vaguely, I could hear Lorelei screaming, but she was fighting me. She tried to block me, but I was stronger. I was more powerful. My forehead started to bead with sweat, and I screamed as I gave my all.

After what felt like hours, I dropped my hands in exhaustion. The black smoke faded in silence as Lorelei’s dead body appeared on the floor. Her face was covered with black veins along with black eyes. I assumed the rest of her body must have looked the same.

The room was so still with an eerie quiet that had settled over us. I stood there for a few more moments to simply look at what I had done. All the damage I had caused. I did this.

I had killed someone for the first time in my life. I took a life. Deep down I found myself conflicted on my contrasting emotions. The human part of me was afraid, almost disgusted that I had done such a thing. But the other part of me, the dark part, was elated. I had defeated her when no one else could and with no one else’s help.

Rapidly, I felt a bone-aching exhaustion take over my body after emitting so much of my strength. My knees tumbled to the tiled floor, and as soon as my body hit the ground, sleep overtook me.

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idontgiveaflyinggrayson69 · 6 years

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The First Man

Author: Nat / @idontgiveaflyinggrayson69 & Lia / @dacres-strawberry-daiquiri

Requested: Yes – @kayladurin

Tagging: @ihavenofilter @thisismysecrethappyplace @this-fine-ass-queen

Fandom: Avengers

Relationship: Pre-Established; Loki x Reader

Prompt: “I will be the first man to kiss you, to bed you, whether you come willingly or not, you will be mine and mine alone, do you understand?”

Word Count: 2.6k

Warnings: Smut. Unprotected sex (wrap it up kids).

Disclaimer: This takes place during the events of the first Thor movie.

You were betrothed to Loki, which was fine. It was fine because Loki wasn’t Thor. Thor was a big bully in your eyes. All Thor wanted was to wage war and kill beasts and you didn’t like that. Loki, on the other hand, was kind and fond of literature and peace.

You and Loki knew for a while that the two of you would be married one day, but not until after Thor was married. Nonetheless, you weren’t allowed to date because you were Loki’s bride. Because of this, you had never so much as kissed a boy.

Your lack of experience didn’t bother you. You were going to marry a Prince and if you had to remain “pure” in order to do so, you would gladly do that, even if that meant you wouldn’t be able to pleasure Loki to the best of your ability.

Loki, on the other hand, was very experienced. He was supposed to remain single until marriage as well, but he was the Prince of Asgard so that rule wasn’t really enforced, so Loki had slept with a lot of women and you knew it. It only bothered you a little, you knew that he wasn’t yet your husband and that he was free to do whatever he wanted, but you had to watch your fiancé sleep around, which did hurt you a little.

That was until Thor was banished and Loki ascended to the throne.

You didn’t know how to feel. The majority of people were upset over Thor’s banishment, and you were too, but you also felt a thrill with Loki ascending to the throne. He was your fiancé and now he was also Kingof Asgard.

Your heart beat rapidly when a guard showed up on your front door telling you that Loki requested your presence at the palace. The walk to the throne room seemed like forever but also went by way too quickly. The guards opened the throne room doors for you when you arrived and closed them behind you, leaving you alone with Loki in a large golden room.

“You summoned me?” You asked Loki, trying to keep your voice even.

“Yes, I did.” Loki replied and stood from the throne, stepping down towards you. “You and I were betrothed by my father.”

You swallowed and nodded. “Yes, we were.”

“My mother fears he will never awaken again.” Loki continued and your heart dropped. If Loki wanted to, he could sever the arrangement.

You nodded your head slowly. “I’m very sorry about the All Father…”

Loki shrugged and walked behind you, brushing your hair to the side. “I’m not. Because, if he were alright, then I wouldn’t be in charge, and if I wasn’t in control, you and I wouldn’t be here right now.”

“I don’t understand…” You whispered and turned to look at Loki.

“I will be the first man to kiss you, to bed you, whether you come willingly or not, you will be mine and mine alone, do you understand?” Loki said, his voice deepening, as he slid his hand up your skirt.

“Loki…” You gasped in surprise.

“Do you understand?” Loki repeated, brushing his lips across your exposed neck.

“Yes.” You breathed, your voice barely audible.

“Good girl.” Loki smiled and pulled his hand off your thigh to hold your hand before walking towards his chambers.

The walk was quick and he closed the doors quietly behind the two of you. Your heart was beating out of control as you stood in Loki’s room with Loki standing a few feet away.

“Are you alright?” Loki said, his pervious persona abandoned to the door. “If I have over step, please tell me and I’ll stop. We can just talk, if you would prefer that.”

You shook your head. “I don’t want to talk.”

Loki smiled at you and stepped towards you so his chest was almost touching yours. Loki hesitated for a minute before sliding his hand towards your hip and bending down to ghost his lip over yours. You moved your hand to his hair and pulled him down to connect your lips. Loki tightened his grip around your waist, pulling you closer and wrapping his left hand behind your neck to deepen the kiss.

You gasped in surprise, not expecting Loki’s actions, your free hand running down his back, over his cape. He slid both hands down to your ass giving it a squeeze causing you to moan, digging your nails into the material of his armor. Loki let out a low growl, picking you up and pushing you against the nearest wall.

“Fuck, Loki!” You yelled, surprised.

He started to kiss down your neck. “Are you sure about this?”

“Yes.” You breathed out, tilting your head to the side to give him more room. Loki sucked just below your earlobe and pressed himself into your core. You wrapped your legs tightly around his waist, pulling him closer.

Loki’s eyes darken as he looked at you before crashing his lips back onto yours, pulling you off the wall. You tangled your hands into his hair, giving it a light tug as you ran your tongue along his bottom lip. Loki groaned into the kiss, parting his lips to give you access as he moved you towards his bed. When he arrived at his very large, very comfortable bed, he tossed you onto the bed and quickly hovered over you, not hesitating to re-attach his lips to yours. You tangled your hands into his hair and wrapped your legs around his waist, pulling his weight onto you.

Loki smirked and ground his hips down into your core, causing you to moan into the kiss and grind your hips back against his. “More. I need more.”

Loki nodded and started sucking on your neck, sliding his hands to the straps of your dress and pulled them down before pushing the material down your torso. You pushed yourself up onto your elbows to help him pull the garment off your body, leaving you exposed. You blushed and adverted your eyes to the ceiling.

Loki pushed himself off you and dropped your dress on the floor of his room before pulling his cape off and dropping it to the floor. Next, Loki began to pull off the various pieces of his armor, leaving himself exposed from the waist up.

He smirked and crawled back on the bed before he started to leave love bites down your body. When Loki got to the hem of your panties, he looked up at you for approval. You nodded quickly despite your blush and slight embarrassment. “Please, Loki.”

You brought your hand to his head and push the hair back from his eyes before gently tugging on the strands. Loki licked his lips before breaking your gaze to slide your panties off. “Fuck, (Y/N), you're so wet for me.”

You bit your lip and leaned your head back against the pillow. Loki chuckled softly, leaning down and softly blowing against your heat. You gasped at his action, arching your back, your hand tightening in his hair. Loki groaned and attacked your clit.

“Oh, FUCK!” You shouted, your legs tightening around his head due to the sudden contact.

Loki grunted and forcibly pulled your legs apart. “Stay still, darling. I know this is new to you, but I need you to stay still.”

He slid his hand up your thigh and starts teasing your entrance with the tips of his fingers. You whined and clenched around nothing, nervous about what he was about to do. “Loki...”

Loki pulled away from your clit and looked at you softly. “Do you want me to stop?”

You looked at him for a moment before shaking your head. “No… I want this, I want you.”

Loki rose his brows in surprise but then smirked and winked at you before diving back in, giving your clit kitten licks while inserting a digit into your heat.

“Oh, fuck.” You moaned loudly, throwing your head back again the pillow, moving your hands to grip the sheets. Loki kept his finger in you for a few moments, making sure you were adjusting to him before he began pumping his finger in and out of you while starts sucking on your clit more intensely.

“God, don’t stop.” You whined, your grip tightening on the sheets. “So good, Loki.”

Loki slipped another finger in, curling them upwards, causing you to arch your back, grinding down on him, looking for more. You felt yourself start to clench around Loki’s fingers as your stomach started to tighten. You knew you were getting close to the first orgasm given to you by a man. “I’m getting close, Loki.”

He picked up his pace with his fingers, curling them at random. “Cum for me, (Y/N).” Loki looked up at you, his eyes full of lust, his lips glistening with your desire.

“I—“ You were cut off by your orgasm ripping through you, arching your back with a loud moan of Loki’s name.

Loki groaned at the sight of you coming undone around his fingers. He bent back down and licked up all your juices, continuing to slowly pump his fingers, working you though your orgasm. “You're so beautiful.”

You whined softly after it’s you came down from your high, your breathing heavy. “Too much…” You moved your hands back to his hair and lightly tugged him away.

Loki pulled away and hovered over you, his face covered in your juices and concern. “Did I hurt you?”

“Fuck no.” You shook your head. “I’m just sensitive, gotta give me a minute...”

Loki nodded and stayed hovering over you. He leant down and placed a few soft kisses along your neck down to your breasts.

“Is this alright?” Loki asked you, looking up to you.

You nodded your head. “Yeah.”

Loki smiled and nodded before taking one of your hardened nipples into his mouth, lightly grazing the bud with his teeth. You gasped loudly and arched your back at the action, your hand finding its way back to Loki’s hair. Loki moved his hand to your other nipple to give it some attention, gently pinching the bud.

You let Loki continue for a few moments before you gently tugged on his hair, pulling his lips back up to your own. You pulled back from the kiss after a moment and whispered to Loki, “I want you to make love to me, Loki.”

Loki sucked in a breath and nodded. “I need to know you’re ready because,” Loki slid his hands down to your thigh, lifting it and placing it over his hip, “once I start,” Loki ghosted his lips with yours, “I won't be able to stop.”

You pressed your lips against his roughly before pulling back to kiss along his jaw to his ear. “I’m ready, my Prince.”

Loki nodded and pushed himself off you to take off his trousers and underwear. Once he was bare, he crawled back onto the bed and over you. “Are you sure?”

You swallowed and nodded. “Please, Loki.”

Loki nodded and slipped back between your legs, wrapping one of your legs around his hip, bracing himself on his other hand by your head before lining himself up with your entrance, looking at you once more for approval. You nodded, your lips parted. “Please, Loki.”

With that, Loki gently pushed into you. Loki took his time, not wanting to hurt you. Once he bottomed out, he stilled, letting you adjust to him. You kept your eyes closed the whole time, clenching your jaw. Loki was big, you knew that when you saw him and this was your first time and you knew that it was going to be uncomfortable, and it was, but it also hurt you a little bit. You couldn’t help but clench around his length, causing Loki to groan softly into your neck.

“Are you alright?” Loki asked shakily. He wanted nothing more than to move. You felt so good around him; so warm and tight, but he knew that he couldn’t.

You gripped the sheet roughly and nodded. “Just need a moment.”

Loki nodded, though you couldn’t tell since your eyes were closed. He started to leave kisses down your neck, sucking occasionally in an attempt to distract you from the pain. After a few minutes, you moaned softly and pushed your hips towards Loki’s.

“More.” You whispered to him. “More.”

Loki didn’t need to be told twice. He pulled out and slowly pushed back in, starting a slow, gentle rhythm. You moaned loudly, arching your back as much as you could. “Feels so good.”

“You're so fucking beautiful.” Loki tightened his grip on your thigh while leaning forwards again to start nibbling on your right nipple.

You gasped, your hands going to his head, needing to hold on to him as your toes curled at the pleasure. Loki groaned and lifted his head to kiss you, picking up his pace. You moaned against his lips, your hands tugging on his strands.

Loki pulled your neck to the side and started sucking below your ear lobe, reaching his hand that was on your thigh down between the two of you to rub your clit causing you to whine loudly, tilting your head to the side to give Loki more room. You were overwhelmed with pleasure and your stomach was tightening again. “I’m gonna cum again, Loki.”

“That's a good girl, cum around my cock.” Loki whispered, his voice husky.

You nodded and allowed the building sensation to give and let your orgasm wash over you, your eyes rolling back as you dug your nails into Loki’s back as you clenched around him. “LOKI!”

Loki groaned your name loudly as you tightened around him and continued thrusting into you at a rougher pace chasing his own release. “Fuck, what a good girl for me.”

You gasped at sensation, arching your back as you roll your hips to meet his thrusts. “I want you to fill me up so good, Loki, please.”

With that, Loki’s thrusts became sporadic and a few thrusts later Loki nuzzled his head into the crook of your neck as he stilled inside you, releasing his load. “Oh, (Y/N).”

You gently rubbed his sides, pulling him down, urging him to put more of his weight on you. Loki stayed on top of you for a few moments, coming down from his high and catching his breath before pulling back enough to look at you. “Are you alright? Did I hurt you?”

You shook your head. “You didn’t hurt me, and I’m okay. I’m better than okay.”

Loki smiled and looked down to where he was still inside you before looking back up to you. “I’m going pull out now. You might feel some discomfort…”

You nodded and Loki pulled out before laying down beside you and reaching down to pull the blankets at the foot of the bed over the two of you. “Are you sure I didn’t hurt you?”

You nodded and laughed lightly. “I’m very sure.”

Loki nodded and pulled you to his chest before kissing the top of your head. “Rest now, when you wake I’ll have the servants bring us some diner.”

You nodded against his chest, your eyelids feeling heavy. “Sounds good to me.”

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blueseasfanfics · 6 years

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Loki with 12 please xx

Double Date

Pairing: Loki X Reader

Word Count: 1237

Prompt 12: “When I kiss you, try to not fall in love with me.”“Sure, only if you stop falling in love with me.”“Too late.“ (request a prompt from here!)

Loki is really confusing.One day he can try to find any reason at all to be close to you, to touch you. Sit next to you on the couch and let you lean against him, make himself another cup of coffee so he can be there when you eat breakfast, anything involving being close to you.The day after, he would act like even looking at you would burn him alive.You were tired of it.Today was one of the cold days, which is unfortunate because Thor had coerced you both into going on a double date with him.Poor man was still acting as if his break with Jane hadn’t hurt him, and had only now gotten the courage to go on a date. He had asked you and Loki to come with for some sort of safety net. Loki was only coming because he had a favor to repay, and you were only coming because you were the only one that Loki didn’t try to teleport to Norway at any given point even though he threatens to.Though, looking at him now you think that maybe this will be the day he actually does it."Loki, how do I look?” You come out of your room, looking into the mirror at yourself as he sits on the couch behind you.“With your eyes.”“Did you hear that from a third-grader.”“…It was a short human.”You roll your eyes, and decide you look fine. This wasn’t a real date anyway.“Come zip me up, please.”“Can you not do it yourself?”“I don’t have freakishly long arms, so no.”Loki mutters something under his breath as he gets up, and zips your dress up. You feel his fingers ghost across the back of your neck for a moment, but then think it was your imagination because he quickly steps away from you.“Let’s get this over with.” He mutters as he leaves, and you follow him after grabbing your bag.Coming downstairs, you see Thor very nervous and more dressed up than you’ve ever seen him, standing near the door with an umbrella. An annoyed looking Loki is standing next to him.“It’s going to be cold.” Thor looks at you with an eyebrow raised, and you shrug as you put your shoes on.“Oh, don’t worry. I have my date to keep me warm.” You send a teasing smile towards Loki, you just rolls his eyes and leaves for the car.“Sorry about him. He’s in one of his moods.” Thor smiles at you apologetically.“Very used to it Thor. This night is about you anyway, don’t worry about us.” You both smile at each other as he helps you out to the car, where you get in the back with Loki, who is pointedly staring out the window and doesn’t talk to you for the rest of the ride.——His silence persists throughout dinner. Thankfully, Thors’ date seems to be doing fine without support, so Loki’s stubborn insistence on not even looking at you doesn’t seem to affect the other woman at all. Thor and his date suggested a stroll through a park nearby, and you both agreed (well, you agreed. Loki just ate a bite of pasta and it was counted as a yes) and now you were walking with Loki out of earshot of the other two.“Cat got your tongue?” You say finally. “How would a cat have my tongue?”“It’s just a saying for when someone isn’t talking a lot.”“That’s a stupid saying. Why would a cat have my tongue? How would it get my tongue?”“You’re reading too much into it.”“Maybe you’re not reading enough into it.”“Is that supposed to suggest something else?”“What do you mean, suggest something else.”“There must be some reason why you refuse to talk with me tonight.”“There isn’t. Now you’re the one reading too much into things.”“There is a reason why one day you won’t let me out of your sight and other days you wish I weren’t in it.”Loki doesn’t say anything, just looks up at the full moon. It highlighted his face in such a way, you understood the term god-like features. Sighing, you hobbled slightly over to a nearby park bench. Loki stops and looks over at you as you sit and start taking your heels off.“What are you doing?” “I’m taking my shoes off, what does it look like.” You take them both off and drop them on the bench next to you, massaging your foot a little bit. Looking up, Loki is directly in front of you.“What are you looking at?” You grumble.“I’m not going to leave you alone on a park bench in the middle of the night.”“How considerate.” Sarcasm dripped off your tongue.Loki moves your shoes and sits next to you, leaning back.“They seem to be having a fun time.” You remark as you watch Thor and his date walk further along the path, paying so much attention to each other you’re sure they forgot you two were even with them.“Yes, they do.”“Thor probably didn’t need us, huh.”“Probably not. Which is what I told him.”“You told him he didn’t need our support?”“Yes. But he insisted. I’m sure he thought he was helping matters.”“What matters?”Loki looks at you, for the first time of the night.“Are you not cold?”“Don’t change the subject, Loki.”“You seem cold.” He says as he takes his jacket off and places it around you, almost drowning you in the fabric.“…thanks?”“Isn’t this what men do for their dates on Midgard?”“Yes, but I thought this wasn’t a date.”“Not the one I wanted it to be, no.”It took you a moment.“What do you mean, wanted it to be?”“I didn’t want our first date to be one with my brother.”“Understandable, but you wanted a first date with me at all?”“Of course. Though now, I guess that’s ruined.”“How is it ruined?”“How is it not? We went to a restaurant where you didn’t like the lasagna-”“How do you know that?”“You made a face whenever you bit into it. You make the same face whenever your coffee is too bitter.”“I don’t know how you-”“Then we had to listen to those two talk about their favorites shoes, or books, or species of geese or whatever those two talked about incessantly. Now we are on this walk at midnight, in a park that smells like dog and your feet hurt too much to continue.”“Mm, I think you got it wrong.”“Where did I go wrong?”“It isn’t a ruined date.”“Why is that?”“Because it’s a date with you, Loki.”Loki just looks down at you, and feel a small pride in rendering him speechless. After a minute he looks back up at the moon, but his arm goes around your shoulders and pulling you against him. You gladly lean against his shoulder. You missed feeling him.His finger lightly tilt your jaw up to face him, and you see his face a few inches away.“When I kiss you, try not to fall in love with me.” He whispers against your cheek.“Sure, but only if you stop falling in love with me.”“Too late.”

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lailannajacobs · 6 years

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Just Dumb Luck - Final Chapter

Pairing: Loki X Reader

Summary: Time to see if you can work things out with Loki or not.

Word Count: 1.7k

Warnings: None!

A/N: A HUGE thank you to everyone who has been following this series! I can’t even begin to express how much all your love for these two has meant to me and honestly, I can barely believe it! As a little thank you I’ve decided to give you guys an epilogue next week, maybe it’ll set up another project, maybe not, we’ll see! Again, thank you so much and feedback and requests are always welcome! <3

Updated: 31/01/19

Neither of you had said a word on the way to your apartment. You were both too aware of the gravity of what Loki had to say, and you knew it wasn’t the kind of conversation you could have while walking home.

He’s sitting on your couch, a steaming cup of tea in his hands, waiting for you to sit. Your heart is hammering. You’re terrified to hear what he has to say. It would be less terrifying if you’d have any sort of clue as to what is about to come out of his mouth.

Less than a half hour ago you were warming up to the idea of letting him back into your life, but now, you can feel yourself shutting him out – and you don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing. You don’t want him to give you a reason you can’t accept and you sure as hell don’t want to get your hopes up. You have to keep convincing yourself that those aren’t your only two options. If you’re lucky, it’ll turn out for the best.

When you sit, he doesn’t say anything, but you wait, knowing he will. You have a feeling he knows the weight his next words will hold and he’s choosing them very carefully.

Looking at him now, you realize every inch of his mask has faded away. He looks like he went through hell to get here but he made it through if only to sit on your couch. You desperately want to know what has happened to him since he left, especially since all you can hear, echoing through your head is: The Only Thing I Am Playing For Is Your Company. The words had eased your anger initially, but you can feel it returning. Regardless of what has happened, he hadn’t told you the truth, and that wasn’t something you could forgive without an explanation. No matter how much, deep down, you wanted him back in your life, you would stand your ground for this.

You’re halfway done your tea when he speaks up. “I haven’t been completely honest with you (y/n).”

“Really?” You scoff, “I never would have guessed.”

He winces at the bite in your words.

You don’t want to stop him from telling you the truth. You told him you’d hear him out and attacking him won’t help anything so, taking in a deep breath, you motion for him to go on. You don’t trust yourself to speak right now.

“I’m not sure you’re going to believe me, but I need you to know I’m not lying to you (y/n). You have my word.”

You nod and listen.

* * * * *

“(y/n)?” Loki breaks the fragile silence with a whisper.

You haven’t said anything since he finished telling you who he really is. At first, you hadn’t been able to help but laugh in disbelief, but the laughter had died on your lips at the seriousness in his voice and at the memory of the promise that he wouldn’t lie to you.

If you really thought about it, you’d always had some sort of inkling that he was different, and hearing your suspicions aloud had only served to quiet you even further. You hadn’t realized how different he truly was.

You can tell he’s terrified by your silence. He’s fidgeting, unable to find a comfortable position on the couch, and can barely keep eye contact without having to look away after a few seconds. On anyone else, you’d say that he looks guilty and regretful all at once, but it’s not a look you’ve ever seen on him before. You don’t know if you’re imagining the look or not.

You can’t answer him, at least not right away. It’s almost impossible to wrap your head around everything. You had never been one to think too hard about what was out there, in space, but you guess you must have always assumed that no one else was out there because suddenly the world feels like a much larger place; and you, now, so much smaller.

You can’t help but think back to the one mythology class you had to take as an elective while you were in college. You hadn’t taken it seriously considering it had nothing to do with your marketing major, and at the time it seemed like a load of crap, but you know your professor would have had a field day with all this knowledge. You, on the other hand, are still stunned into silence.

The man you had come to know, and if you had to admit it, love, was basically a god. What do you do with that kind of information? You ask yourself if it changes anything. Does it change everything?

Loki lets out a sigh and pushes himself up and off the couch.

You grab his hand, “Wait. Just…give me another second.”

You can’t let him leave without at least trying to wrap your head around all this.

He raises a brow and when he sees that you want him to stay, sits back down, fiddling with the tea cup in his hands. His eyes are dull, no longer that bright, passion filled green and his shoulders slumped, curled in around that tiny mug.

After searching deep down, you realize you’re no longer angry with him. You had wanted the truth and he had given it to you. You understand why he wouldn’t think you could believe something like this. Who would? You’re a little surprised you believe him now. It makes you think back to the day you first met, when he had walked you home. You’re reminded of something he had said and finally find your voice.

“Why didn’t you say anything? That first day. I feel like maybe… maybe you were about to?”

You want to think you would have believed him then. Maybe you would have. Maybe you wouldn’t. Either way, you know that it’s what you do now that counts.

He lifts his gaze from the mug and rubs the back of his neck, “I didn’t want you to see me as a monster; a villain.”

The realization dawns on you, “You were afraid I wouldn’t see you for you…that I still won’t.”

He shrugs.

“I would have seen you for you, you know.” You say softly but firmly.

He shrugs again.

“I have a question though Loki.”

You have many questions, but you narrow it down to one. There’s only one that matters above all of your curiosity. One that, depending on his answer, will decide whether or not you’ll ever give this thing with Loki a chance.

He dips his heads slightly, enough to tell you to ask away.

“How much of it was real?”

His answer is quick, “All of it.” And as if he can sense that you’re still not quite convinced he continues, “How I behaved, how I acted, it was all me (y/n). That was real. I meant what I said earlier, and I stayed because I enjoy your company. But I had to leave, and I will have to leave from time to time in the future, but I will be here as much as I can. I know you may not believe it and I won’t blame you if you don’t, but I will stay… if you’ll have the god of mischief.”

He’s sitting so stiffly, you know he’s waiting for you to tell him to leave. Even though you’re pretty sure he didn’t tell you everything about his home and what happened with his family, you’re guessing the things he didn’t tell you are the reason he’s expecting you to be afraid of who he really is. That, or maybe he’s afraid of himself. Maybe he can’t imagine why, if he is, you wouldn’t be too.

“I don’t need the god of mischief,” you begin holing that intense green gaze of his, watching the disappointed acceptance flash through his eyes. “I need Loki. The man who helped me out of an embarrassing situation without asking more than one question like a weirdo. The man who challenges me every time I go all competitive. The man who pushes me to be a better person. The man who, even if it was only to win a stupid breakup, listened to every word Amelie had to say with genuine care. The man who bought a Yankees jersey just because I told him he’d have more fun that way. The man who’s truly terrible at pool. That’s who I need. And I’m not saying I don’t want the other part of you that you kept hidden. I do. I want to it all, to see every part of you. But for real this time. I only wanted the truth Loki… I only wanted you.”

His shoulders sag.

Before you know what’s happening, he’s pulling you toward him and pressing his lips to yours. You’re sure he can feel your smile through the kiss, and you pull him even closer. You’re instantly flooded with feelings of relief and familiarity. As you tangle your fingers in his hair, he lets out a sigh of content and his hands begin to explore the rest of your body. There’s a gentleness in his touch as if he can’t quite believe you’re still here. The gentleness of it all almost feels taunting.

You’re about to harden the kiss but he pulls away, that familiar half smile on his face.

“I should probably tell you that I did not buy that jersey.”

You tilt your head, your brows furrowing, “Wait, what? But I saw it on you. Don’t tell me you stole it?”

In your surprise, you don’t mention that you had also been wanting to take it off him yourself that day. That little tidbit you can save for another day – another game.

“That would have been a little bit of conjuration.” He replies sheepishly.

You sit back, crossing your legs under you and bouncing back a little on your hands, all thoughts of his shirt and what’s underneath, making way for intrigue. “I have so many questions.”

He tilts his body slightly to the side in a slight mock bow, a wolfish grin lighting his whole face, “Ask me anything love.”

Epilogue

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Soulmate AU - Loki/OC, Part 10

MAJOR APOLOGIES THAT I HAVEN’T UPDATED IN SO LONG *hands out apology candy* It’s summer now though (YAY) so I should have updates coming more regularly!!!

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Frigga’s head jerked up to look at him, eyes scanning him for any sense of what this could mean. She saw the crimson coating his robes, Elsie’s blood, and as only a mother can, noticed the tense posture he held. “Told me what, Loki?”

Gritting his teeth together, Loki’s hand flashed out to gesture to Elsie’s still form. “This, mother! Even I, who see no importance for such lesser creatures on Asgard, understand that this would not have happened without someone intervening!”

With a quick glance toward Elsie, Frigga returned her attention to Loki. Waiting, watching. She knew him, and was not interested in playing these verbal games he so loved to engage in. “Loki.”

Jaw clenching, Loki snapped. “I wonder, what the Allfather’s beloved pets are doing right now?” He walked around Elsie’s body, each step slow and steady. “Could they be resting, sleeping? Dreaming of going on some gruesome task for the greatness of Asgard?” His breathing quickened, anger sharpening his features. “Or, perhaps, they are licking the blood of my soulmate off of their fur in a celebration of a job well done?!”

“Geri. Freki,” Frigga breathed out in a rush of air. Eyes darted towards Elsie, where Eira worked continually, then back to her son. Anxiety filled her at his words, and despite his status of lies and trickery, she knew he was telling her the truth. The silver fabric rustled against her as she approached him. “This should never have happened. I…” she paused until his furious eyes met hers, “will handle this with your father.”

Turning to exit the room, she spoke to the head healer. “Eira, use every measure at your disposal. Do not withhold anything.”

“Certainly, your highness.”

Not long after, Loki, to his upmost displeasure (perhaps second most, Odin certainly ranked as the first), heard Thor enter the room. Really, subtle was not in his vocabulary.

“Mother told me what occurred,” Thor said, stepping as close to his brother as he would allow. His face frowned as soon as he caught sight of Elsie, though the healer had been excellent and thorough in her work, it was still clear by the pale face, blood stained clothes, and multiple pastes that had been massaged into her skin to quicken the healing and prevent any scars, that she had been seriously injured. “I was appalled to learn of her state. Truly, a terrible thing to have happened.” Thor shook his head. “Is there anything I could do to help?”

Loki couldn’t help the short laugh that escaped him. “Help? No, no. Unless you can convince the Allfather to tether his mindless pets to something other than a Midgardian, I have very little that you could help with.”

While it still stung, at some level, Thor had been forced to accept his brother’s more cynical, sharp attitude that seemed to increase by the moment. Looking at Elsie, he suddenly noticed two small forms next to her bed. “Ariel, Belle?”

Hearing the shock in Thor’s voice, Loki muttered curses underneath his breath. “Ah, yes. I suppose I forgot to mention that. If I had to make a guess, I would dare to say that she foolishly attempted to rescue her minuscule creatures from Geri and Freki. Stupid girl!”

“Eira, how are they?”

Turning towards the two princes, Eira paused on cleaning her station. “Doing well, your highness. While this would be a quick fix for an Asgardian, due to her Midgardian heritage, there was more cause for concern,” she wiped an amber strand of hair back, “the injuries themselves were not too terrible; the blood loss however, was beginning to head in a dangerous direction. Thankfully, due to Prince Loki’s quick action, I was able to stop her blood loss before her numbers went any lower, and the wounds, themselves, were a simple fix.”

“And, the little ones?” continued Thor.

Eira smiled at his statement. “I will not say it was so easy, your highness. Their small size against such larger and ferocious beasts did not bode well for them, and I was concerned that we might lose them. However, they will both survive, though it might take a while before they are back to their previous health.”

Thank the Norns, I would hate to deal with Elsie if her creatures had not survived.

Some time later, Elsie began to awaken. What’s going on? Where am I? Her mind raced, trying to place all of the pieces together. Belle! Ariel! The wolves. Oh my gosh, what happened? Heartbeat beginning to race, for she had no recollection due to her blood loss after the wolves jumped on her, Elsie forced her eye muscles to start cooperating, and opened them to find – to her absolute shock – Loki sitting next to her.

She blinked. Definitely not what she had been expecting. Of course, he did not seem very concerned – flipping through some book, likely about something illegal, she mused. Still, a bit odd.

“What-what happened?”

Green orbs flickered in her direction for a split instant, before returning to the page. “You were attacked. The bond alerted me once you were at a serious enough state to warrant medical aid.” Nimble fingers flipped the page.

“It can do that?”

No reply.

If she had been feeling better, Elsie would have rolled her eyes. Drama queen.

“Belle, Ariel. Are they, are they ok?”

This time, Loki met her gaze for a few seconds. He gave a short, annoyed sigh. “Yes, your pathetic pets are alive.” Sensing her anxiety, Loki grumbled about Midgardians stupid emotions. Honestly, how much emotional energy could they expend on an eight-pound creature? Certainly there were more useful ways to use that! Nevertheless, he huffed, before adding, “Do not concern yourself. They are fine.”

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