#ihateboys

[capsizee]

i feel like i have so much love to give and so much passion to put into one person and all this energy kind of hurts and im dying to just release it. why do the ones who love hard always end up hurting the hardest? 

[friendandfolklore]

[truthsuntoldliesunfold]

If he hit you why did you stay?

Nonbelievers of abuse

[00k4y]

story time; last night i went out for my friends birthday and the guy that i am talking too.. well i don’t even know what the fuck this is but the guy i low key fell for turned out to be a complete douche bag. he was sitting beside me the entire time, texting me telling me how much he wanted me, how i’m the one for him and what not. minutes later he brings me outside to introduce me to his ex??? tf so i left the scene and went back inside. no big deal but then he brings her inside to the bar and she’s hanging out w us all night and he didn’t full on introduce us but as she’s behind me he slips up beside me and in front of her, in front of all our friends he goes “come on, are you not going to say hi to her? i like you a lot more than i like her. don’t be like this” lmao i turned around and sat right back down. boy i ain’t playin no games. he then again approaches me every ten minutes “why are you being like this. don’t be like this. you know i like you” WHILE he’s holding her and kissing her and all up on her.. did he really think i was going to fight her for him?? did he really think i was going to give him the satisfaction of me being jealous or so? bruh i didn’t care. tbh i wasn’t upset that he was all over his ex, i was more or so upset because he put me in the most awkward fucking situation. bro i’m telling you, guys are fucking scum

[the-s-o-u-n-d-blog]

second choice

I thought it might turn into something serious

Or maybe it wouldn't

I didn't care about that

The point is that he kissed me

While seing someone else

Gave me false hope

While seing someone else

I guess I'm his second choice

For when she isn't around

[sarahvibez]

Can someone please explain to me if its impossible for teenage boys to spell correctly like i’m really triggered here ya know. When will I find a boy my age who has atleast the mental capacity of a bird ...or is that non existent in the world of males as well. It’s like they’re only job is to objectify.

[jackiegarcia1d]

You ever think about how someone could’ve just .. left you alone ?? Lol

You didn’t have to come into my life.

You didn’t have to text me and pretend that you liked me.

YOU COULD’VE LEFT ME ALONE.

More character development for me I guess :)

[stuckindaydream-blr]

Love before him.

I would like to talk about my feelings for boys before Harry, but I won’t start to talk about all my exes because maybe I was living the perfect relationship even if didn’t give all of me to them. I was a very lonely teen, and slave of this society, even if I’ve always been in love with Harry, every mornin I was telling my self “I know this is not the life that you want, but you have to live it and hang out with boys who you don’t like, because your true love will never notice you.”

Yeah, my exes then cheated on me because men are rats, but this is another story.

Let’s talk about two boys who hurt me.

The first was A. I fell in love with him, the feelings I have for A. was pretty closer to the one I’ve got to Harry. I know teenagers, always fall in live with characters and not real people; having a boyfriend it’s like fuck him because it’s cool and hang out with him to show everybody your bf. By the way, A. was a character, but I didn’t fall in love with his abs or his pretty face, I fell in love when he tried to make me laugh with stupid jokes. He was obsessed by Guns ‘N Roses like me, always wearing a top hat, d.tt Martens, and his hair was long and curly like Slash. Yeah, he acted like Slash. But..he liked girls too much and I was the one who listen how was good the last girl who he had sex with. I wrote letters, I loose weight, for him but he didn’t carr about my feelings.

So, like a flower, I whitered.

Then I met V. He was so special. V. Worked into my favourite cafè, and every saturday he put chocolate on my capuccini, without asking me, because he knew I love chocolate. He told me “I would take you all around the world.” Every saturday he told me I was beautiful and we talked about literature, music. I was being my self with him and He liked. On day, he touched my cheeck smiling at me and saying “how beautiful you are..”. I decided to tell him about my feelings, the answer was that I was only a friend to him and he treated friends like this. I freaked out, my heart fell apart.

I started to figured out that no one was like Harry, even if I’m just a fan, I’m feeling more, more than thinking “good music, beautiful boy.” I know he has so much to tell, I would take care of him, I would listen to his story, I would let him writing his lyrics on my naked skin. It’s like lov at first sight to me, but it’s not so easy tell him how I’m feelings, and I know that he won’t believe me, because he’ll continue to see me like a fan.

That’s hurt.

Please, you are the man of my life.

I love you Harry, don’t break my heart please.

-G.

[darkeastern]

Things I wish I could tell you..

[dianadontdieonme-blog]

~(>_<~)

already having panic attacks about seeing boyo whose state i was driving to 2  play a show with (re read that, to. play. a. show. with.)  when i tried killing myself by crashing my car and boyo first “doesn’t even remember me” and then says “o u play music now????” 

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f f u fake frendo 

f f u 

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ihateboys

ihateboys

ihateboys

[pstvlyxtrmlyhppy]

10:54 P.M.

someone please take a drill to my head to make me realize that you can’t force someone to love you and care for you the way that you do for them. each and every single day, you guys, i am tearing myself to pieces over someone who can’t even confirm that it’s me that they want. and in my mind, i know for a fucking fact that this is not healthy and i’m draining myself mentally and emotionally - but my heart, this too big heart of mine, aches for this stupid boy in hopes that he will one day wake up and realize what kind of love he’s got right in front of him. i’m like a little puppy dog, chasing around false hope!!! UGh

[villain-ette]

~ i hate when people with few barriers in life rock back on their heels and cross their arms and jut their jaws and talk at each other in their lowest most commanding voices about the good jobs they do at their jobs while i'm trying to relax and be my gayest self by munching tacos in a corner, but that's a mouthful to describe so i sum it up as #ihateboys even tho i am realizing that that attitude is maybe making a lot of my trans-bro friends scared to be themselves around me :( (at El Capitan)

[truthsuntoldliesunfold]

Im so fucked up over your dumb ass

[00k4y]

no offence to those sweet boys who are kind hearted and warm but boys fucking suck. fuck them

[hannahtheteen]

I just hate it when you realise that a guy was just exploiting you, but you were to blind to see it in the moment.

[g0ldiel0cs]

Men don't make sense

Literally none. At all. Y'all confusing asf.