#boyssuck

[girltrashdump]

7/11/2023

Good afternoon Lovely people

The best part about talking to yourself on the internet is that no one cares. there is such a safe feeling about no one caring about what you do. well, that last time I talked to and dumped my trash I had no boyfriend no drive, awful grades just sadness, and an awful hair dye job ( even though I love bad hair dye jobs) but today on this awful hot day in New York City I sit in the lounge of my college looking out at Washington square park feeling nothing. you may say well at least that it’s not depression or sadness. but I feel so empty and without purpose once again. How did I find myself so happy these past 7 months? 

well let me give you the long run down of my life these past months 

January: look at the pervious post 

February: I saw him and he saw me and I didn’t know him but he knew me and he started plotting his way to somehow infect my life. btw I lost my virginity ( so fucking crazy)

March: The happy month of my life, He made me feel I had a purpose to make him happy and stay. I was happy that I had something to do with my time besides cutting myself and pretending to be happy 

April: well we fought a lot but that sex was amazing( people were not lying when they say makeup sex is the best !!!) 

May: I thought we were going to be over but we stayed because he said he wanted it 

June: Best summer romance shit ever. Loved it I thought we were happy He told me he wanted me after he seen me

July: he doesn’t want me anymore- Over during my awful  shift at the RC 

well that has been me and sorry for abandoning you I won’t let it happen  again

[cannibal-chicken]

I hate one of these boys. The other is my lesbian best friend <3

[j3rryw-ot0m]

Girls night.๋࣭ ⭑⚝

#girlsnightWLaurenMallory

#BoysSuck .

#VampiresSucktoo(⁠ ͡⁠°⁠ ͜⁠ʖ⁠ ͡⁠°⁠)

-Dirty D0x✮⋆˙

[dirtyblonde222]

boys, boys, boys, such weird creatures of the earth. they think, move, and plot in such mysterious ways even my einstein mind can't comprehend. don't they know that once they betray the trust of a teenage girl like me there lives will fall apart? why would you dare cross the one girl you claim to love, the man's ego is stronger than his heart. ugh i'm so dramatic.

xoxo, your fav blonde<3

[catladystarterkit]

And they keep coming…

[n0turpuppet666]

I can relate dbfegbgdn

[spiltz]

Sometimes you gotta say no 🐍

Hbd to all the other bad bitches that had to get their hearts broken to realize how powerful they are 🕊

November 17, 2019

[beetlechub]

its amazing the shit people will tell themselves to avoid feeling guilty

[randomlyappreciating]

It should be that easy.

I want it to be that easy.

I want to look at someone and know that every need and wish and desire I have matches his, not that my every need and wish and desire clashes with his.

Unification should be the overall theme of a relationship.

- Sara Raasch Ice Like Fire

[bothlovinglyandhatingly]

The Pros and Cons Of You

Pros:

- When we are both happy at the same time I feel unstoppable.

- You are kind to me.

- I build you up.

- You are my first love.

- I gave you my virginity.

- For some reason I love you

- You love me.

- In the mornings I feel safe, and cared for.

- You hold me tight.

- Your arms around me.

- When you looked at me the first time naked you did not make that horrified expression and raise your eyebrows when you saw my bra had some cushioning.

- I do not regret losing my virginity to you.

- I was completely comfortable with you the first time.

- My parents are happy that I finally have someone.

Cons:

- Our emotions are often out of sync.

- You act like a immature child.

- You can be mean to my friends.

- TAKES TIME AWAY FROM MY SCHOOL WORK.

- The sex sucks (no pun intended, because only I do).

- You will not go down on me.

- You ask me to give you head anyway.

- You get more pleasure from your own hand then from my vagina.

- FAKING ORGASMS.

- You push my head down when I blow you.

- Selfish in bed.

- You do not eat healthy, yet you complain about it (and yes I know it is fairly hard to eat healthy in the dining hall).

- You negative talk yourself.

- You complain a lot.

- When you are sad and I am happy, I feel as though I have to be sad because if I am happy it hurts you.

- You never compliment me, only things I wear.

- You don’t buy me anything, not even a movie ticket (I don’t think I’m asking for anything big, just to feel special for once).

- I was hurt when you never got me anything for valentine’s day.

- You resent my best friends.

- You make me feel as though I have to choose.

- When I am running late for something I worry about you not understanding.

- You have depression.

- You make me worry.

- When I was sad, and wanted to talk you made it all about you.

- You take away time from my studies.

- You have an eating disorder.

- You say you are fat, but you are not and you do not do any exercise.

- Sometimes I resent you.

- You make me feel bad if I’m running late.

- You guilt me into doing things by pouting.

- You say my friends are trying to take me away from you.

- You make me feel as though I am trapped

- You make me feel as though I am selfish

- I no longer love you

[iminiaturecollectionmentali-blog]

How fast can you move on?

Moving on is extremely hard. And isn't done in just one day. So if someone tells you that they have moved on 3 days after breaking up, they are fucking liars.

[foxtrotwhiskey]

matty healy

who got finsbury park tickets?? london girl here, im so excited! have been listening to NOACF non-stop recently. ‘dont worry’ and ‘tonight (iwiwyb)’ are the current faves. too cute. 

[beasclassifiedsurvivalguide]

A Letter to the ‘man’ Who Broke Me

Today marks 3 years since I REALLY met you. Long time no see stranger, I genuinely hope your happy and doing well. I see the pictures of you and your new girlfriend and how big you make her smile. Please don’t break her like you broke me, I see the little twinkle in her eye that I once had when I looked at you.

We’ve been through a lot, as strangers, friends, more than friends and even exes. You mean more to me than ever other ex I have had and I know I only ever told you once that I love(d) you. It was something I couldn’t manage to say until the day I knew I wouldn’t see you again, and that hurt me more than you’ll ever know.

We would’ve had a baby. How crazy is that? It’s been years since I first laid my eyes on yours. Everyone says “If I knew then what I know now...” the truth is I wouldn’t change a thing. The steps that got me to who I am now, with the life I’m living depended on your place in my life. It took a long time for me to smile after you left, because when you did you took more of me with you than you’ll ever realize. Thank you though, thank you for the lessons you taught me and the memories we made. I’ll always treasure you. I’m happy now. This however will always be my favorite what if.

[barajasbaykidd]

Okay I’m honestly over all do this depressing shit like foreal it’s annoying me now HAHA just out and about 👍🏽

[starlightstarbright-aml-blog]

I just hate that I try so hard to not have any feelings for anyone because I know it’s not going to work out because I know they don’t want anything and I’m not going to allow myself to get fucked over and the moment I’m convinced It’s okay to have feelings for someone, the world says “no fuck you I don’t think so try again”. You can’t convince me to break this wall down that I built SO WELL and then tell me you don’t know how you feel about me. Not cool dude you can’t do that F you I wanna say I’m done with you but I have to stick around and stay attached to that one teeny little string of hope that you actually want me. I changed and I became okay to feel sexy and confident and I give you this idea of me because I think that’s what you want (I know fuck me right for creating this new image of myself that I’m not even sure I want) and then make me think you want someone completely different. Someone who I actually am but yet now you’ve forced me to create this new image of myself and now that’s all you see me as. Lesson learned. Stay true to yourself and Keep that fucking wall of emotionlessness BUILT and DONT tare it down for ANYONE or ANYTHING. 

[xkittahkatsx]

Boys suck