#ignore me lmao i’m just in a flare up and a depressive episode at the same time so i’m being stupid
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#tfw your mental health tanked so bad that you self isolated yourself so hard that you don’t know how to undo it#been gone so long that it feels like turning back up is pointless#both from servers and dms#so now i feel bad to even try reaching out again#like it feels like it would be weirder to turn back up than to just never show your face again lmfao#rip 2 me#and like. i’m sure no one else would even notice or care that i was gone or that i popped back up out of nowhere#but i made the mistake of just openly admitting to an allistic friend how bad of a time i’ve been having#and how it’s made it difficult for me to keep up with relationships#and i apologized for not replying to her texts for awhile and expressed how much i value her friendship#and then she just stopped talking to me#i forget that other people experience friendship decay and if you disappear for too long they just don’t want you around anymore#this was a couple of weeks ago#i am just. a ball of anxiety and my brain is just catastrophizing/overestimating my importance in the grand scheme of things 🫠😂#like ‘no bitch it’s better for everyone if you just keep to your fucking self!’ like it’s such a fucking drama queen#it’s literally not that big of a deal and yet. here i am! 🤦🏼#ignore me lmao i’m just in a flare up and a depressive episode at the same time so i’m being stupid#don’t see my therapist for another week so i’m just shouting into the void 😅
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