#ifeellikedying

[fuegoxxaybay]

“Rip when I roll up.”

[geeklover9513]

Working 3rd Shift

Can I just say that working 3rd is EXHAUSTING?! And I work weekends??!!! I’m ready to go back to a Mon-Fri job 😭

[sunjadye]

My mood keeps going down

I feel purposeless and without value. I feel hideous inside and out.

I want to just sleep.

[vintage-pulps-with-captions]

[nukkanick]

#once #karma #karmaonce #lilwayne #ifeellikedying https://www.instagram.com/p/CGTPCVvneDr/?igshid=1tsvjejys5c2y

[nerdlikefighter]

Die

Yesterday I wanted everything to end because I can't keep my apartment clean enough and its piling up the stress and making me shut down. Then I accepted I need to be able to function to fix it. He is working a lot more than normal because I am not currently working so he isn't able to help as much.

Today,

I am so numb I want to walk in front of something. We have the same special days but I mean nothing to you now.... Just empty promises I guess.... A former best friend who means nothing because I was cast aside..... We can't even seem to make plans to catch up... Even when I have things for you

[ripeachez13]

Gotta love when there's so much anxiety in your head you sit in your hot ass car for an hour before getting the nerve to go into work. Yay. #anxiety #fuckthis #mentalhealth #depression #ifeellikedying #gonnapukefirst #mentalillness #imtryingreallyhard

[mudkiplover46]

Eh

When you feel like dying cause your dad almost found out about your social media accounts and internet friends... please someone kill me I almost had a heart attack *whEEZE*

[niranherbert]

I always try my best to stay focus and listen on what people want to say. I afraid that i step over the boundaries line and cut down their moment by trying to talk about my feelings. I just hope that one day, my cat will come and stay with me again. She’s the only one that never step over me.

[theinspirationofdarkness-blog]

Told my parents last night that I’m suicidal and not a christian! I’m dying inside! Can’t wait for them to get home from work and see how awkward it is!

[loveanky]

I fucking want to die. I am ten toes down, To leave you ten toes up. In a hearse with the windows up. Belly up off that cheap wine. Relax- Kick the bucket seats back. Recline while we decline. You have the hand of Antigone. I can see it in your jeans (genes). You have suicidal tendencies. And this might be the end of me. Cus its a rough route- watching you get rubbed out. Til’ the suns out. But damnit. If I have a hand in it can it still pass for abstinence?  Passive masochist, pushin your faith aside. As I take your thighs on a ride to the great divide.  Face the sky, innocent sinner. While I guide your Little Man in the Boat across the Styx River. Your body quivers beautifully. As Jodeci sings the eulogy; Come die with me... Come die with me... An eye for an eye so we’re bound the same. The candle’s lit and now you’re going down in flames. To rise like a Phoenix, the sound remains- And rigor mortis sets in...   Now I’m your best friend. My destiny’s with Persephone  So its only right you get the best of me. Or what's left of me  Rest in peace to the lifeless. Closed casket, You don’t want your fam to see you like this. Your body fights in a desperate act of self-preservation. Gettin' off at your Final Destination. Respiration is strained, take your last breath.  As we exchange these Faces of Death- Come on.   Come die with me... La Petite Mort (Come Die With Me) from Death is Silent by Kno #comediewithme #kno #lapetitemort #deathissilent #suicidal #tendencies #depressed #manic #hysteria #breakingdown #dabs #blunts #music #lyrics #ifeellikedying #fucking #wanttodie #od #death #areyouhappy #justlikemymom #mindgames #whatmoredoyouwanttotakefromme #rants #nothingleft #mentalbreakdown (at Chicago, Illinois)

[0mynous]

Why am I so greedy?

I got what I originally wanted, but why do I feel so hollow? Why is it that I want something more now? Something I can never get..

[farmersmarkethawaii]

I rather be used than useless. #iknowwhatibringtothetable #ienjoyyourcompany #butimnotafraidtoeatalone #hypebae #the_perfect_pair #ifeellikedying #brokenhardened #breitling #gucci #farmersmarkethawaii #roadtoedc #hblocklv (at Farmers Market Hawaii - Las Vegas)

[hellhasnothingonme-blog]

All my family and friends are having babies and I'm just here. I probably can't have kids. Which makes me feel meaningless, a waste of space, lifeless. And I don't want to tell anyone. Haven't even told my boyfriend. Haven't told my mom. And everyone just keeps coming at me, it's your turn. When are you going to have kids. I want to be a grandpa. You want to do it now before you're too old. And it will probably never happen. The one thing I want most. I can't have.

[cafedjango]

As I continue with the Sunday ritual #gospelbrunch I thought I’d highlight the music of #larrynorman in particular the #somethingnewundertheson record. Norman, was a pioneer in the arena of modern gospel/Christian music. A brilliant singer-songwriter with a message.

So many great songs on this record...

#hardluckbadnews #feelingsobad #ifeellikedying #borntobeunlucky #leavingthepastbehind #putyourlifeinhishands #larrynormans97thnightmare #letthattapekeeprolling and my personal favorite #watchwhatyouredoing

Don’t forget those dancin’ shoes! And...let that tape keep rollin’!

#cafedjango