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Fuck, how did Jimmy get hired if he's a fucking hallucinating every second???
Although what to expect from a person who likes painted horses...
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing jimmy#stupid post#talk talk talk#seriously#i'm still thinking about whether all these surreal moments are jimmy's crazy#or is it just a narrative of the game?#like#if we go back to curly#then we can't say that he's a loony too#right?#so I rather stick to the fact that this is the narrative of the game#through allegories and metaphors#which are quite interesting to parse
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Its really interesting that Jimmy’s chair is the one tilted away from the screen in this shot:
It’s indicative of how his and Jimmy’s dynamic was. He’s not staring ahead at the screen, he’s not paying attention to what they are doing. Curly is the only one looking forward. Jimmy quite literally couldn’t see the responsibility Curly had or was doing. Jimmy likely slacked off and avoided most of his duties. I mean the one time we know he pilots the Tulpar he steers it wrong and loses the team 4000 credits. Even in the positions they held objectively, Curly was always taking responsibility for Jimmy. Not to mention the “We can fix this” and only one chair at attention. Jimmy never had intentions to fix anything, throughout the game, throughout his entire relationship with Curly. Curly always fixed it? Why would it be any different here?
If he even took the slightest bit of responsibility, he would’ve stayed in the cockpit to see his plan through. In the end Curly did what Jimmy always expected him to do for him and took responsibility. Did what he always did and took responsibility at the wrong time…
#cross posted on twitter#I like think it’s insane how subtle some shots are but yeah#like he doesn’t even take the captains seat to try and crash the ship#the one time he took quote responsibility unquote he still did it from the inattentive side#and then ran from what he did and literally shielded himself from the consequences like closed the door and all like it’d be done quick#even if Curly didn’t run in we know it would’ve failed and everyone would’ve known#also I saw someone say that Jimmy assaulted Anya because he was trying to put a black mark on Curly’s record as captain#and I just can’t believe that because he didn’t want to be found out about it#like think about he can’t take responsibility and tries to avoid punishment you really think his ego would allow him to risk#his image and reputation just to get to Curly? he wants to drag curly down by using him as a ring on the ladder but why would he weaken it#first? he only has the job because of him and he’d know that like Jimmy is brash and done but his hateful acts are calculated in a way to#get to others and not back to him#I mean he crashes the ship cause this would go on his permanent record and it’s likely that Jimmy had never got caught for an offense this#socially or legally damning and that’s another reason he panicked so bad he’s clearly escalorty#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#jimmy mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing
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IT'S DADAN DAY!!!!!!!!!!
#op#one piece#curly dadan#dadan#asl brothers#portgas d ace#sabo#monkey d luffy#my art#id in alt text#click for higher quality#if someone has done this before IM SORRY#also#sorta rushed bc i had to go to work but hiiiiiii#mightt go back fix some things later hmmm#her fingers look so stupid but fuck it we ball#anyway 😁#i love her so bad u guys#she has increasingly become a favorite of mine...#we facking love u dadan#🫶🫶🫶
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Is it weird that I'm kinda excited to be able to honestly answer polls with the I'm bald option soon? It's weird, huh?
#I don’t have any anxiety or whatever about losing my hair#in fact I'm excited to see if it grows back curly#and to be able to play around with short hairstyles once it does grow back#which i know won't be for a while but i got some cute head wraps in the future#endometrial cancer#anyway they said it'll start 2-3 weeks after i start chemo#and tomorrow is 2 weeks so... here we go!#also that other tag should say in the meantime not in the future#but I'm not going back to edit it
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A whole variety of things that have not managed to get posted, of varying significance, completion, symbolism and and canon...nicity. Canonness. Canonitude.
#sol king#sam washington#thena merrill#rafael caro#connor campbell#william sandgren#...hm. i don't think isaac and alex are even confirmed final first names and we certainly don't have last names for them so i guess no tag#do they have last names in the church of the atom. will we ever get back to that sidefic and find out. many such questions#............do you ever look at a bunch of characters you've designed side by side and go 'man.'#'i know you think buzzcut is the hottest haircut but you gotta vary up your hair choices lmaooooo'#this is a roast. by me for me. anyway!!!#I was also responsible for both Connor and Liam. one thing about splickedy he WILL design a cute little curly-haired white boy#and he WILL be super sweet and smart but have the capacity for profound violence/rage. what does this mean we just don't know.
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oooo. lord help us
#pk;m cloudy🌦️#jim you are about to lose front privileges calm DOWN we are not going to kill ourselves about this#hows everyone else holding up tonight. we are not doing good#trying to drown our mind in pokemon and youtube rn and it is Not working l o l#ok! back to it! gonna. trainnnnnn curly's pokemon#gonnaaaaa. keep the infernal engine going no matter what#gonna fucking start killing. ok ok ok ok ok ok!
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zion’s 1st day
#sims 4#the sims 4#sims 4 maxis match#ts4#sims#simblr#maxis match#sims gameplay#sims 4 gameplay#zion pacheco#also i finished the legacy challenge but zion is my heir hehe so we wait#also we're back??#i didn't think i'd go back to them btw#girl with the curly hair is his crush but i couldn't get a good pic#HIS LOCS ARE GONE!!#:[#if u read all of this...ily#Pacheco Legacy#*pacheco gen 1#*zion
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ahhhhhhhh guess who made the mistake of getting a haircut
#i was planning on growing it out for real i swear#but then the back of my hair got to that length (like it always does) where it starts touching the back of my neck wrong and i cant stand it#so i figured I'd juuuuuust get a trim maybe only the back so it wouldn't keep bugging me#and it started off pretty good too she was doing well with everything and i liked the way it looked#then she asked me a question with two options. and i answered the question. and she repeated my answer. good enough right?#well i think she maaaay have forgotten my answer in the span of like 2 seconds bc she started cutting SUPER short suddenly#and now my perm is completely gone lol#i think she's used to going a bit shorter so it looks good in like a week when it's grown out a bit#and you don't have to go back for a haircut every 2 weeks#but like. i would rather not hate my reflection (more than usual) for a week or two while it grows out yknow#eurghhhh it's not that bad tbh ive had haircuts where i wanted to kill myself and this is just 'hmm maybe i should wear a hat for a week'#but still. very annoying. and especially so bc i was actually feeling optimistic with where we were going at the start#anyway there's this weird phenomenon that keeps happening where I accidentally get my hair cut too short#then i decide this is going to be the time i finally grow my hair out for real#and after a while the back reaches that length where it starts bothering me again#and ill get a haircut juuust for a trim#then i somehow end up with a bowlcut#it's an emo bowlcut to be clear. so im not super hung up about it bc i still love that haircut for reasons i cannot comprehend#but everybody else seems to go 'ew a bowlcut why' except for the alt queers who go 'omg gender'#which i consider to be one of the biggest compliments i could ever get. and have gotten. seriously that moment will never leave my mind#like having someone that you consider Gender to look at you and say *you're* very gender? my crops have been watered my cattle have been fed#etc etc. anyway this currently has the shape of a bowl cut but it's too short esp on top#so im back in my 'okay im gonna grow it our FOR REAL this time' phase again. as it goes. like fucking sisyphus.#anyway. im gonna be tearing it up in the pit at origami angel tomorrow so if anybody's also going feel free to join me there#just gotta let off some steam. goddammit i knew i should have gone the queer route and just done it myself. in my defense i still had a perm#and i didn't trust myself to cut curly hair. turns out i shouldn't have trusted the barber either bc she just held it straight out#and chopped right across. and soon the curls were gone and everything was straight. ...that sounds like a metaphor for conversion therapy#'yeah just head into that place by the time you leave you'll be straight'#anyway. sorry for the waterfall of tags if ur still here kudos to you and may you have a wonderful day#mine
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i love my mom ......
#shes in town rn and im hanging out with her#and we went to get burgers and chicken tenders and curly fries and a malt to split#and we were planning to just eat inside but we pulled into the parking spot and i was like god.#i dont think i can hang out in there can we get it to go#and IMMEDIATELY she was like oh okay! do you want to write down your order in my phone and i can go inside and order for us both#and well she's in there right now. and we're gonna go back to her airbnb#and we're gonna watch the tv show we like#and she's gonna help me with my taxes#abd frankly im gonna cry probably. and maybe make her listen to the new chappell roan song
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i guess that daisuke just speakz to me on such a personal level becauze he waz considered such a failure for not living up to conventional achievementz [being good in school . having a good job]
he alwayz wanted to be appreciated by people who he viewed az "skilled" and "knowledgable" – hiz mother quite literally called him "a slacker" . so of courze he'd want to separate himself from that label by gaining the appreciation of people who are "hard-working" and "experienced"
i think that the way he triez to reassure everyone that he'z alright by exaggerating hiz pozitivity . despite the fact he'z scared of being on the tulpar . and that he doezn't even want to be there in the first place . becauze he doezn't want to be seen az "sensitive" n "childish" iz just so real ..
he'z so wonderful ...
#thiz iz probably the most bullshit analysis anyone haz ever done on him#and im certain that itz just like . surface level obsercationz#but actually playing through mouthwashing really did help me connect to him even more than i previously waz#him doing anything just to get the approval of jimmy . risking hiz life to “save” anya and curly to make them all proud#even going az far az to go along with jimmy'z plan of knocking out swansea#not to mention the “we'll get so many people interviewing us when we get back on earth <)” iz tied to the pozitive attention –#– that he seekz from otherz#spooky's soliloquies#mouthwashing#mouthwashing daisuke#pleaze don't send me hate for thiz post#i know itz stupid . but i genuinely feel like i needed to voice my thoughtz about him
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godddddddd theres this guy who was the year above me at school who was in this band that were really good they did like led zeppelin covers & their originals were really cool & he plays bass in like a PERFECT 70s style and he bought this vintageish old looking bass off the school & he looked sort of like tom baker but obv. like eighteen & i was kind of enamoured with him in the way he was playing music & doing stuff like i wanted to be doing while also being very Gender he could also play guitar really well & i told him he should listen to pentangle & he liked them & i ended up going to a bookstore with him in australia but OHHHH MY GODDDDD he's in wales atm & keeps posting pictures of him playing in bars with old guys like AHHHH I WISH THAT WAS MEEEEEEE but whatever
#i wish i was taller scrawnier & had curly hair. and looked like a boy. and had a rickenbacker bass. and could play led zeppelin songs.#ANYWAYSSSS WHATEVEERRRRRRRRR#i mean well i COuld play lz songs but i havent for a while i should learn some more#he had a yellow vintage car as well NOT THAT I CARE#his band was so good 😭😭😭😭😭 i think they might be doing a few more gigs when he gets back & i should be eighteen by the time#that happens but idkkkkkkkkk i might explode with envy if i go see them#and he always dressed kind of 60s as well. if we were in the same year i would have been friends with him but oh welll
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One of my mutuals opinions is the "bro code" thing, that Curly is one of those guys who wouldn't care about the victim because the perpetrator is his friend and I'm really banging my head on the wall like that other anon. I've only played through the game once but Curly's behaviour/reactions etc read completely different from the "bro code" thing and I have to wonder if my mutual and I even played the same game.. like the constant digs at him from Jimmy, his body language in his face reveal and so on like you mentioned in your post. While this game is a little different obviously, it kind of reminded of a point in Alice Madness Returns that makes it very clear that Alice's pain blinded her to the abuse of the other children and her failure to act earlier because of it. Curly is guilty of a similar inaction but it doesn't change the fact he was a victim of Jimmy too. I don't think I can look at it any other way because both of these games have really stuck with me.
I genuinely think it really is the idea that people want a simple easy to blame problem and the idea that the only relatable victims of abuse are those that "surpass" it or do a lot to help others. When it comes to victims, especially those that don't fit the typical demographics, who either accidently perpetuate it, enable it or aren't ideal in some way shape or form, people jump to ignore what they went through as it's easier than dealing with those conflicting sentiments.
The bro-code conversation in Mouthwashing stems from a concept I generally dislike that there had to be something about Curly that made him meet or keep being friends with someone like Jimmy. I think people genuinely underestimate how many like decent and good people just know an asshole or are friends with someone who is really bad outside of their view/established dynamics. The game makes it clear none of the inaction against Jimmy is because of a lack of care, it is a lack of understanding from the privaleged postions they have as men to not have to worry about what Anya does/went through and the type of extremes men like Jimmy will go through to cover it up. They are all too preoccupied in their own strifes.
Another thing I see being oversaturated the idea that you have to be a freak, misanthrope or have a disorder to do the thing Jimmy does. The game is an escalation, it's a spiral that I don't see people comment on that Jimmy was not likely having the mood swings and episodes of rage/frustration we were seeing in the game. This is after they all start experiencing the worst moments in their lives that he got THAT openly bad. Of course, this is just my interpretation but much like in real life, people that go to extremes like that usually live mundane lives. It's a pressure cooker affect to where the stress made them pop. It's self inflicted but still the case.
I really think people need to be more willing to acknowledge that not everything needs to be an extreme or in black and white or easy to understand. It doesn't need to be happy or have an answer or solution, especially in the cases where the abused sadly helps perpetuate what they experience. It's not he should've known better from experience or shouldn't he have known what could've happened because victims tend to not like to think in matters of the worst. Not to mention, especially in cases of abuse where it feels so personally directed that you don't expect to happen to someone else.
#i also hear the bro code thing in tandem with his comments on saying he knows Jimmy but that is also in a much different context than#if he said it when Anya was actively telling him about the dead pixel or the pregnancy or even when she told jimmy that was about himself#and getting between Anya and Jimmy as in he knows Jimmy and knows he wont try anything when hes around not that he doesnt think hes#doing anything or doesn't believe Anya and Im a bit annoyed people shorthand or try to recontextualize the statements he makes about it#cause even the let me talk to him line is more in concern of what Jimmy could be doing and less wanting to make sure hes okay and#being more worried about his friend than Anya in that moment like removing the context makes the sentiments sound more uncaring#and typically but the context is how they are deconstructed to give the story and themes a deeper nuance because Anya is happy that Curly#says that becuase he leads it under the idea of protecting her as he knows and she has likely seen/experienced it enough that Jimmy#back down/off around Curly typically as we see he does relatively subdue Jimmy's attitude before the eval and it only gets bad once the#scene at the birthday party happens when Jimmy is likely in a mode where hes not going to listen to Curly about anything after cause he fee#personally betrayed in a selfish egotistical way like the game is a deconstruction nothing is supposed to a typical one to one on the#concepts it handles. this also ties to me like getting more and more annoyed everytime is see a post making Curly the most milktoast#no opinions ever sort of guy when he does have a personality outside of enabling Jimmy and has opinions on things like the QnA's#talking about him being snow Tony Hawk flesh him out more realistically than think pieces saying he has no opinions on anything#and would never take stances like this is a immediate dire circumstance with multiple facets I dont think hed hesitate to help if he active#saw like someone getting attacked on the street or that hes a centrist that doesnt care about womans issues like this is the equivalent#of when a character gets dumbed down to their like favorite food and one defining aspect of themselves and even then I feel like everyone#else but the mouthwashing fandom has a better grasp of that aspect before they make it unrecognizable.#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#ask#anon
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#should i just go bald????#HOW IS IT SO HARD TO FIND A CLIP THAT HOLDS MY HAIR#like????? MY HAIR ISN'T EVEN LONG???? IT BARELY REACHES THE MIDDLE OF MY BACK???#ITS THICK BUT NOT THAT THICK#BUT ITS BEEN MONTHS SINCE I'VE FOUND A CLIP THAT HOLDS IT UP#like im traveling everyday in 35°C with 90%+ humidity#IVE BEEN TO THREE BIG MARKETS IN THE CITY AND NOT ONE#NOT A SINGLE ONE#had a clip that actually held my hair#i thought one of em had it and i bought it and IT BROKE THE NEXT DAY????#i just to put my hair up and go bout my day is that too much of a ask#im tired of having to braid it everytime (not a regular braid i have layers i have to do fucking French braids everytime)#im so tired#my hair isn't curly#its just wavy in a maybe if I put products in it it'd have real waves but rn we just got the frizz#I've tried hairsticks they hurt my head but im willing to give them another chance#just#wtf do i do
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one of the most awful parts abt the Situation for me is seeing how many ppl that i like and trust are just out and out spouting antisemitic rhetoric without any question. i understand some of you are young and super attracted to Really Radical Violent Politics but please consider reading abt this rhetoric and actively avoiding it.
and accusing jews of "pulling the antisemitism card" to avoid culpability for your antisemitic rhetoric is not actually a progressive move. you are just being antisemitic.
#seraph speaks#if i see one more online leftist gentile use holocaust inversion i am going to lose my mind#on god some of you think that jews just sprouted from germany's soil like little curly haired flowers#i also do not want to see a single one of you calling all (((israelis))) white (we know what u really mean when u say 'israelis' btw)#esp if you think they can just ~go back~#esp if you cannot name a single non-european group of jews#that photo of ppl leaving israel via the airport... i hope u understand that the massacre happened on one of judaism's major holidays#those were almost certainly not majority israelis. those were tourists visiting for the holidays fleeing to go home.#honestly i do not want to hear the opinions of non-palestinian goyim ever again atp#you do not know how to fucking behave#and it's exhausting#..... and obligatory disclaimer that if u think this is in any way excusing israel's war crimes u are the problem#i do not fucking feel safe on this goddamn site anymore.
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today i think i had an experience of sb telling me im cute and . :3!
#went to cafeteria w design friends friend was about to but sth so we were standing like 2m away from the place.#and the worker [looked young like maybe 20 21 ? idk] waved at me which got me confused bc who are you waving at? me? then signed she liked#my hair#she went [mouthing and signing]: curly hair i like it and a little <3 heart#and i was like startled bc hehe :) thanks aaa#friend didnt but and we left but should i go back and talk to her? idk. maybe shes older than i think and i have no social skills but :)#spikeposting
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ok. no i get it. ok
#if you're gonna hurt can you. hurt please#it's been all day with this shit#it's barely something but it's on the precipice of being worse.#stop fucking around and be worse already what the fuck is going on#this is about. gestures at our body. that thing. and its arms and its legs and#the pain was just barely there but there enough to be Noticable. like are you going to hurt or are you going to Stop.#make up your mind.#this is hell btw.#i feel the beginnings of the sparking in our wires in our arms and legs and lower back and#today we were dizzy a concerning amount for the first time in a while.#like we're on the precipice of it being a problem. actually do something or stop what the fuck is this#pk;m curly🩹#we're getting back to the point where when we stand our heartrate shoots up and the. The Pulsating.#and the pulsating causes the dizziness and 2uen we're dizzy we scratch at our face and it's allr eally fast#and unnoticeable to us but very noticable to mom#and i just. okay I'll get out slippers from outside. the shoe inserts in em help some with... whatever that is.#but ultimately I'm like. tired. what the fuck is this. I'm waiting for it to get worse and i dont know if it will or#something something imposter syndrome or some shit btw like are we disabled or not what the fuck is going on here#i would like answers. anyway#sits here. waits for a flareup that might not even happen.#did we tell y'all mom was very negative about the idea of us using a cane the day after the birthday party?#so getting that cane that's LITERALLY BEHIND THE CHAIR WE SIT IN and using it for balance purposes is out the window.#i hate it here all these little things add up and they're slowly making me want to kill myself#BuT WE PERSIST! WE HAVE NO CHOICE! FUCK!
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