#if ur unfamiliar w dog shows or what’s happening here

[malusienki]

i have to comment on this.

marie dog. that’s marie dog. ‘perfect for the farm but not for apartment dwelling unless provided with plenty of work’ please see the vision please please ple

look at that tail GO

[twin-heroes]

au where the kid trio are somehow launched back in time (or its some weird alternate reality sorta thing idk) and end up in the cloud recesses back when wwx and jc were students there (this is me wanting an excuse for the kid trio to hang out with the teen versions of the adults shdhsjs)

• it all started with jin ling visiting the cloud recesses. lets say they lan sizhui and lan jingyi take him out just to show him around gusu until they stumble back upon the cloud recesses. jin ling is the first to notice. “oh we are back at the cloud recesses!” but lan sizhui can’t help but frown. “this is definitely the cloud recesses, and at the same time, it’s not exactly...” “what?! what do you mean by that?” “it looks the same! but it’s not quite the same...” and suddenly lan jingyi cuts in “sizhui is right! something isn’t right.” it feels off bc this is the cloud recesses before the wen dogs burned it down !! i imagine that despite rebuilding everything, it wasn’t quite the same as before.

• all of a sudden, they hear almost familiar sounding laugh echo out. lsz is the probably the first one to feel his spirits lifted until he sees an unfamiliar face running by. the kids are confused, but they decided it would be best to hide. this boy looks about their age and he was quite handsome too !! v youthful !! but ljy can’t help but huff “running and being too loud is not allowed in the cloud recesses.” (jl: r u SE RIOUS RN ?!) but then they realize his mysterious disciple is wearing yunmengjiang’s sects robes (yES IN THE DONGHUA HES WEARING BLACK AND RED BUT IM TAKING SOME ARTISTIC LIBERTIES FOR THE SAKE IF THIS STORY), but he does not look very familiar.

• and then another figure in purple huffs by, shoving the other disciple. “wei wuxian! how can you keep offending lan wangji like that?! do you really have no face? you are lucky lan qiren is not here!” and the kids freeze, especially jl. this was his uncle! but younger? a lot younger! and judging but what he said, that means...”is that...senior wei before...” ljy cuts in and says what everyone is thinking. lsz frowns. “i believe so...” and the laughter doesn’t stop. “jiang cheng! he’s just so stuffy i can’t help it!” “well you better help it, i can’t keep saving your ass all the time!” and to the juniors, it’s just such a shock to see them like this especially when wwx causally puts and arm around jc’s shoulder and jc despite sighing loudly, sends him an almost fond smile. they are so used to seeing jc and wwx being on such complicated terms together that they often forget they used to be so close. for some reason, it really hurts jl’s heart. he’s n e v e r seen his uncle like that before.

• when the two leave, the kid trio come out again. “did we get sent to some alternate world were sect leader jiang and senior wei actually get along????” “jingyi, rather than an alternate world, i believe we were sent into the past...” “tHE PAST?! HOW THE FUCK DO WE GET BACK?!” “HEY! YOUNG MISTRESS, CURSING ISNT ALLOWED ON THE CLOUD RECESSES!” “OH YEAH?! I THOUGHT YELLING WASNT EITHER BUT HERE YOU ARE!” “YOU-“ “are you two really arguing at a time like this?....”

• and so the kids think of what to do. jingyi w shining is all like “let’s find hanguang-jun !!! he’ll know what to do !!” “oh, jingyi you’re right !! we should find hanguang-jun !!” the two lan disciples fanboy over their heroic hanguang-jun until jin ling just deadpans. “r u all idiots or smthn hANGUANG-JUN IS PROBABLY LIKE 15 TOO !!!!” (ljy + lsz:........) they are in a real mess.

• but can u imagine all the antics they would get into tho and what mess it would. like passing by the wall of rules and suddenly jl is all “even back then there were so many rules,,,,,” and ljy is like “what r u talkin about this isn’t as many as there r now...” jl is shocked and lsz just sighs softly “it must’ve been easier back then...” by this point jl is having a stroke

• OR CAN U IMAGINE JL SEEING JIN ZIXUAN. the angst, the happiness, the sadness, the curiosity— and they he realizes his dad really was a pompous peacock “why the f UCK is my dad such a j Erk ????”

• they would probably get caught at some point and everyone is confused bc no one knows who these disciples are but can u imagine them actually making genuine friendships with all the younger versions of the adults sobs.

• jl accidentally calling jc uncle and it makes wwx laugh so hard. “jin ling, did u just call jiang cheng uncle ????? jIANG CHENG I TOLD U THAT EACH DAY UR BECOMING MORE AND MORE OF AN OLD MAN !!” and jc just explodes “wHY TF R U CALLING ME UNCLE U LIL SHIT U THINK THIS IS A GAME ????” and jl just wants to die. wwx also starts to call jc uncle.

• or omg the lan bois tryna talk to lan wangji ejdjsjsjs “should we call him hanguang-jun ??? is he even huangung-jun right now ???” “second master lan is always a safe option...” “w w w w what about wangji xiong?,,,,” “jingyi...that’s...too much...”

• or what if they decided they wanna change the past so the atrocities of the future don’t happen. ljy says maybe they should try to get wwx and lwj to get together at this point instead of later and lsz says that’s not a bad idea. jl thinks it would be easier to kill wwx instead. he was joking. kind of.

• and suddenly this serious idea turned into the kid trio becoming matchmakers iM

[arodrwho]

30 days of autism acceptance catch-up post, from day 7-10

day 7: autistic community

good. shiny. helped me learn a Lot about autism and also myself. showed me how autism is a positive thing

also very welcoming when i was but a tiny baby autistic just starting to seriously consider i might have The Autism, which was helpful & good

generally passionate & creative & thoughtful & all-round excellent & good

yes

day 8: favorite autism blogs

oh boy so many......

@neurowonderful

@autism-asks

@strangerdarkerbetter

@sbroxman-autisticquestions

@autistic-culture-is​

and a blog i don’t actively follow but can’t rly go w/out mentioning bc a) good blog, and b) person who runs it was v kind to me the first time i anxiously posted in the actuallyautistic tag: @butterflyinthewell​

and many others but if i MUST pick a handful of faves...these........

day 9: favorite autistic-run business

@stimtastic ofc

& AutisticRabbit on etsy sells quality affordable weighted blankets from what i've heard (though i've not yet ordered one myself) (yet)

speaking of etsy, rowansgallimaufry sells lots of pretty jewelry (which granted isn't directly related to autism but the shopowner is autistic so i figure it still counts?) (also some of the jewelry looks rly stimmable in addition to pretty so like there's that)

day 10: sensory life

mmm....i had much stronger sensory issues when i was younger from what i can tell, but they’ve basically all mellowed out now (tho i’m sure i’ll still get longwinded just cos. that’s me)

taste:

too much of anything in one sitting = risks becoming Bad (how often it happens & how much is “too much” varies unpredictably)

a select few tastes are Bad from the start (pickles). others are just regular bad (onions). some are a kind of lowkey bad that is somehow also Good (jellied cranberry sauce)

and some tastes ofc are just good (grilled cheese sandwich), & Good (mashed potat)

toothpaste minty taste = Good, but stings if in mouth too long

smell:

Unfamiliar Food Smells are mildly unpleasant, n so’s the smell of pork rinds & just-washed clothes. but they’re not like, Bad or anything

don’t have Good smells either. smells r just smells. they’re just sorta there, except when they’re not, which is usually

sight:

sitting near the front at a movie theater is at first an Uncomfortable Time. the screen is Too Close & it takes a while to adjust

sitting in a planetarium is uhhhhhhhh bad time. nervewracking, too close, feels like i’m just. gonna fall in maybe, or like its too expansive, or. too far and too close at the same time or just. too much visual big moving at once. feels weird, feels bad, gotta grip my chair and breathe deep and try not to freak out

........looking up at the sky plainwise is similarly hhhhhhhhhhhh sometimes

bright lights in dark room = sometimes hurt eyes, but only a little, so

touch:

touch averse. do not touch me. especially do not touch me w/out first making it clear that ur gonna touch me. i Will become v uncomfortable and possibly freak out. but is ok if little sibs

sometimes i touch fabrics and lowkey wanna wipe my hands off afterward

slimywet = gross, must wipe off. see: kisses, dog kisses, slime, wet food

things sticking to bottom of feet is a mild annoying feel

carbonation = Bad mouthfeel

but Soft Things Are So Good

sound:

some mild misophonia re: ppl eating & sniffling & etc., worse when stress

some Flinching at sudden sounds but not bc they hurt or are loud, just bc they’re Startling

an amount of tinnitus, if that falls here?

good songs are More Good, nice rhythm, nice musics, nice voice, Nice

misc.:

me? receive hunger signals at reasonable times? never

do i feel sick or am i just hungry

is this headache real or imaginary, it is too faint a feeling to tell

always cold.

relatedly, Love Heat. heat is so so so soso good

in conclusion: yes