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Okay I’m gonna say something that may be controversial. And it may not make much sense because my words aren’t wording so bear with me.
I don’t think Darry was wrong to react the way he did to Pony not doing anything in his grief. As someone who’s lost a friend before, it’s hard. No one is saying it’s not hard. But wallowing in it and putting your life on pause because someone is gone is not healthy. The grief of losing a friend can completely consume you if you let it, and by Gods you cannot let it.
This is not to say that Ponyboy is not allowed to grieve in the way he needs to. Grief is messy. It’s messy and hard and loud and all consuming and his best friend is dead and his whole life has changed.
Johnny wouldn’t want Ponyboy to put everything on hold just because he’s gone. That’s what his final message to Pony means: keep living despite losing me.
And Darry is probably terrified he’s losing his little brother too and it’s his job to protect them and he can’t lose him. So he does what he can, which is remind Ponyboy that they’re still there and he needs to keep living if not for himself but got his brothers.
I don’t think Darry should’ve reacted the way he did, I think he should’ve had a conversation with him and not resorted to anger. But I see where he was coming from because he’s grieving his parents and his friends and he will be damned if he has to grieve his little brother too.
#the outsiders#the outsiders musical#sunshine speaks#darry curtis#ponyboy curtis#if this doesn’t make sense I’m sorry#I just needed to get my thoughts out
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enemies to lovers where you’re about to marry a man you utterly loathe to restore the status of your family. not interested in becoming a pawn, you hatch a plot to take care of your husband-to-be, repercussions be damned. the only issue is that mere moments after your betrothed is allegedly murdered, he appears before you: covered in blood, a crazed glint in his eye, lips quirked into a manic grin. it turns out that you’re about to marry not a human, but a demon—and a powerful one at that.
#if this doesn’t make sense i’m sorry#i chose demon bc it’s Vague and they’re often immortal so it works#but yeah it’s like haha i can kill this fucker and be free <3 but then he can’t die so you’re kinda stuck :-/#but but but make it sexy#— musings
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HEADCANON OF THE DAY #19: (Dorcas x Mary) (marymeadowes? Idk I’m just thinking up random shit)
Even before they got together the second they learnt how to box braid hair they went up to each other to try it out. They spent a whole day just doing each others hair. And then they kissed. Yeah!!! They kissed.
#Does this make sense?#if this doesn’t make sense I’m sorry#mary mcdonald#dailyyapfromfatimah🎀#marauders era#marauders#dorcas meadowes#Dorcas x Mary#Dorcas meadows x Mary macdonald#mary macdonald#Dormary#Fatimahs headcanons 🩷
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Put your detective skills to work, who is @abscourse (and is it Katie)
Detective Aspen is backkkk
and I’m suspicious of @alaydabug2
(sorry anon)
okay first piece of evidence: @abscourse ‘s first reblog was of one of Alayda’s posts
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Alayda and abscourse also have similarities in how they type
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In these screenshots I have circled a misspelling and capitalization in the tags.
Btw, this isn’t a call out for spelling errors, I’m not the spelling police I misspell things all the time😅, it’s just a connection between the two.
So anyways, here’s some similarities with Alayda misspelling things and capitalizing tags:
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Also, when asked about their identity abscourse usually answers yes or no (if in different languages…)
but when asked if they are Alayda
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Why would it be a good guess?? Unless @abscourse is Alayda
also it’s worth noting that since @abscourse was created 7 hours ago Alayda hasn’t been posting or reblogging to defend Keefe having abs, which is something she’d been doing before hand. Abscourse has been instead defending Keefe’s abs.
anyways because I’m a thorough detective here is the anti-evidence, aka proof that it’s not Alayda:
for one, Alayda has posted a screenshot proving she doesn’t have any side blogs:
AND it’s different from the one she posted a while ago, meaning we can’t prove it’s reused or old.
Old screenshot:
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However it could still be an old screenshot, especially if she was preparing for scrutiny before creating the blog.
another anti-proof is when abscourse didn’t know who Isa was when asked. I think @permanently-stressed and Alayda are mutual who interact pretty frequently so that didn’t make a whole lot of sense.
anyways, if this proves wrong I’ll search Katie, but for now my main suspect is @alaydabug2
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Just some more thoughts on that jayvik dbh au
#I got a lot of people saying that Viktor should be the Android#which I did mention in the tags last time#but after thinking about it I just think that the human experience is such an integral part of viktor as a character#(aside from the fact that it makes every character ever)#his pain and suffering due to his illness and disability and class#like I can’t take that away from him#not that Jayce doesn’t go through his own things too#but I think Jayce’s naïveté from season one lends itself well to an Android in awe of human life#and a jaded but wise Viktor who still has a good heart and sense of humour#I mean this is just my version of the au and like I think I said in my tags last time im pretty sure I’ve seen a few around with android V#definitely got recommended some fics that I’m excited to check out!#sorry for rambling - this isn’t to discredit any other interpretations!! just kind of exploring my thought process behind it :)#oh also sorry that this is angsty lol#it’s fine#my art#arcane#jayvik#Jayce talis#jayce arcane#Viktor arcane#dbh#detroit become human#arcane au#noodles talks#(in the tags)
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What is the lunaverse?
the lunaverse is a series of stories that i’m going to write based around the story i made where reader & Enid adopted a girl and named her Luna! i’m basically going to create stories like maybe her first word, or when she finally walks etc etc, and just reader & Enid raising their daughter and watching her grow and live a somewhat normal life like a kid should, but in the apocalypse.
and basically it’s just this TWD alternate universe that i have created in my head haha
#☕️ talks#reader and Enid are also trying their best to give their daughter the childhood they never had#if this doesn’t make sense i’m sorry
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was reading Sherlock holmes and this popped into my head
#I’m fine with writers doing something different with a character but they keep making them weirdly mean for no reason#please stop mischaracterizing the blorbos#Sherlock is not a heartless machine of a man. he has allot of compassion he just has trouble properly expressing it.#Why do they keep making him emotionless and broody#well the broody is accurate#stop making him mean to Watson that’s his hypeman bestie soulmate he would kill and die for#And he has a sense of humor. he’s described laughing giggling or chuckling in the books allot. Especially at his own jokes#Batman is a genuinely good person who cares about the people around him and also the entirety of Gotham#He cares about his mentally unwell villains and wants them to get the help they need#And he also doesn’t kill. Under any circumstance. That’s a big part of his character idk how anyone could miss that#the mischaracterization of Batman is so bad it’s effecting the comics#It’s spreading like a infection#Superman is sweet and kind and full of love for humanity#he’s ridiculously powerful and uses that power to selflessly help others#most importantly he’s just a farmboy from Kansas#Not that deep into Superman lore sorry#There’s hope for the future of Superman and Batman movies#which is nice#Sherlock holmes#acd sherlock#Superman#batman#Dc
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Don’t meet your heroes?
I like the idea of Philip taking odd jobs to survive before finally deciding on slaughtering everyone.
#I think working customer service would make him snap so it’s perfect for him#don’t work in a restaurant if you value your sanity#the owl house#toh#emperor belos#philip wittebane#luz noceda#fairlight#Anywhen but Here!#anyway I’d love to elaborate on this AU but I have to find time to draw again#I also like the idea of like. him constantly giving everyone different names so no one knows who he is#I’m looking for Philip? oh sorry I knew a human name William no idea what happened to him tho#he snapped and walked out on me cuz I touched his ears. rude fellow#just making sure they were real. and that he could hear me#Luz finds herself with the wrong version of the man she’s looking for#he’s too young to teach her anything she doesn’t already know#and she’s too stubborn to give up. also she’s trapped here so she doesn’t have much options#none of this makes sense I should sleep#also. I’m aware all the drawings look extremely different#I’ll find my style eventually. I hope?
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every time I listen to the httyd audiobooks narrated by david tennant I grow increasingly infuriated that dreamworks gave Hiccup an american accent in the films
#on my knees mourning the loss of scottish hiccup#it doesn’t even make sense how the older vikings are scottish and the kids are american… just make them all scottish!!#reminder that cressida cowell based her descriptions of berk on her childhood growing up in scotland…#sorry i’m just really in my feelings#httyd#httyd books#hiccup horrendous haddock lll#how to train your dragon
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Out of all the things in Mouthwashing that stuck to me, it’s the fact that Anya kept trying to enter medical school eight times but keeps failing.
You’d think that after two or three times, hell, maybe even four, she would have given up. Maybe she would have used her bachelor’s degree for something else. Accepted the fact that she was just going to be another cog in the machine and get a job she doesn’t enjoy. But she didn’t. As of the time Mouthwashing starts, she tried a total of eight times.
I’m not even sure what’s worse. The fact that, after every rejection, she applied to a new one every year for eight years, or the fact that she applied to eight schools within a shorter timeframe and all eight of them rejected her. How brave and strong must one be to continue trying. That she never gave up on your dreams to try eight times. And how devastated must she be when Pony Express recruited her just to cut corners because they didn’t want to pay for a licensed and “qualified doctor”. And even when, in the eyes of most people she’s an unqualified nurse, she still continued to do her job with joy and never slacked off on her duties.
And let’s not forget that she kept Curly alive for at least six months with paper tape and glue. And you guys have seen Curly. He should have been burnt to death. And if the burns didn’t kill him, infections would have because he doesn’t have skin. But Anya kept him alive. His bandages don’t look completely soaked in blood. Anya regularly changed his bandages to the point that, when they’re most likely out of it, Curly’s bandages aren’t as soaked or bloody as one would expect.
So if there’s a reason why she wasn’t qualified for medical school, its definitely not because of her lack of knowledge or perseverance. Maybe it’s financial reasons. Maybe she’s just unlucky and she’s always the one who was just below the cut of passing. Medical schools definitely have limited slots. So there’s a possibility that Anya either is always just either one point or one roll of the dice away from being chosen, or that’s what she tells herself to continue pursuing her dream as a doctor.
Anya Mouthwashing, they can never make me hate you.
#Mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#nurse anya#mouthwashing jimmy#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing crew#Anya Mouthwashing they can never make me hate you#wrong organ#sometimes this keeps me up at night#also I’m sorry if half of this doesn’t make sense lol#I haven’t eaten breakfast yet
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I’m 100% supportive of people becoming obsessed with a background character in something but when people start saying something is bad because those background characters don’t get any character development we gotta slow down a little
#not all people in stories are actually characters#they are not individuals but rather something that add the the landscape and helps set the stage#like sorry you’re obsessed with a guy who’s only purpose is to further the plot but pls remember all plots are contrived#someone made it up whatever that character did isn’t real and someone decided they do that it doesn’t just happen#one of my favorite types of characters is characters who are actually setting#my all time favorite example of this is in Toni Morrison’s A Mercy#the husband is introduced and given a full backstory and then in the first couple chapters he dies#because he as an individual didn’t matter the point of him being there was not to be developed#the point of him being there was because his initial existence is the only reason the actual characters interact#if this doesn’t make sense do not tell me I’m high and scared so im thinking about narrative structure and plot devices to calm down
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love with zoro is intentional.
it doesn’t come easily. he’s as unyielding as his swords—steadfast and true. hard lines and sharp edges, he’s deadly when wielded properly. but he’s his own master; he doesn’t allow the winds of change to guide him. only of his own volition does he act.
blades hold secrets. they’ve seen and done things that make grown men pale and queasy. they’re accustomed to harsh conditions, to injuries, to biting words, to carelessness. it’s a delicate balance, maintaining the deadliness and the beauty of a weapon.
but it’s not impossible.
getting to know zoro takes patience and tenderness. prying into the life of a man who has only ever known loneliness and death is difficult. he’s slow to trust and even slower to speak his mind. he has a sharp tongue (so do you), and you each end up with a nick here and a scratch there—nothing that will scar.
you both have to be forthright with your feelings and understand that vulnerability isn’t weakness. connection is human. every sword needs a scabbard, every scabbard a sword; perhaps, then, zoro needs you. and you need him.
as a man obsessed with discipline, the messiness of love terrifies zoro. but when he looks at you—the soft curl of your smile, the curious glint of your eyes—he knows that it must be worth it. and it will be—
as long as you’re willing to meet him halfway.
#i’m half-asleep if this doesn’t make sense i’m sorry. ugh i love him so bad.#feeling so desperately ill over him right now#zoro x reader#zoro <3
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thinking about how amanda, even when she was at the worst point in her relationship with john, even when she had lost all trust in him as a father figure and as a person, still bases her worldview off of his ideology. how she says at the end of saw iii that nobody changes, and she thinks that because john couldn’t “fix” her. how she stops believing that people can change at all before she stops believing that john was right to want to change her. that she knows she couldn’t be “fixed”, not because there was nothing wrong with her, but because john couldn’t do it. and that belief, that if he can’t fix her nobody can, still shows some kind of faith in him. how she didn’t trust him anymore—how she knew that everything he told her was a lie and yet she couldn’t stop believing in it because she had nothing else. the theme of trust on a personal level being different from faith in some circumstances. the idea that believing what somebody tells you and trusting them not to hurt you are two separate ideas. the idea that you can lose your love for someone and still have unshakable faith in them. how when she dies reaching out for him, it’s not because he’s a comfort to her—it’s because she has nothing else.
versus john, who loses all of his faith in amanda as the embodiment of his legacy but still loves her so much. and he wants her to succeed so desperately. she can’t carry on his work and at some point he realizes that. and she tries and fails over and over and over again but he always gives her another chance. over and over and over again. and when it’s all crashing down around them he realizes that he wasn’t giving her those chances because he thought she could do it. he was giving her those chances because he knew if he didn’t she would lose everything. and he “protects” her because if she dies, he loses everything too.
#saw#saw franchise#sawposting#amanda young#john kramer#long post#does this make sense. i’m sorry if it doesn’t make sense#analysis#saw iii#sawtism
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Me trying to explain to everyone that Will’s curse DOES make sense and it isn’t that stupid
#like why is this the biggest complaint#idk like not to over hype but I feel like a lot of the complaints with TID are solved if you don’t just mainly focus on the romance#Will I’m sorry people don’t get you the way I do#I think a lot of people automatically assume the curse is stupid bdcause Will doesn’t necessarily make the best decisions#but if you look at it in the story it does make sense#like he’s the one who lets the demon out- his sister gets hurt- and than the demon tells will that everyone he loves will die#the next day his sister passes away#I’d believe I was cursed#not to mention his curse is also an accumulation of guilt for “killing his sister#so he put a lot of that guilt into the curse which is his reason for lashing out#not to say he’s the kindest person ever#I just feel like his curse is very misunderstood#very long rant soo#the shadowhunter chronicles#tsc#shadowhunters#cassandra clare#the infernal devices#tid#Will herondale
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the intimacy and soul deep love that comes with outright telling someone you’re worried about them…
buck and eddie have been individually and jointly dragged through the coals before this; but never have they explicitly said how they worry about each other or anything to that likeness
and while the whole point of tv is to read between the lines, to pick up expressions in lieu of time-restricted dialogues, there is something absolutely devastating about buck putting those words out there in the quiet of eddie’s kitchen, only to hear them echoed right back
and it’s also in the tone of his voice, something to the stubborn quiet way he sneaks past every single one of eddie’s denials to the heart of the matter that mirrors the way buck buried himself in eddie’s heart so long ago without his knowledge, and now it’s kind of like eddie’s version of confession, his safe space to repent, his safe space to find some direction in a way religion never did for him but buck does?
and there’s something about the expression on buck’s face too, the one we’ve seen so many times when he fears losing eddie, and i just think that for both of them (including eddie himself) to voice concern about eddie’s mental state essentially, something really bad is probably coming up
#zee rambles#idk i’m just rambling here because that one line is actually so devastating#i’m one hundred percent reading a lot into it#but if you mirror eddie’s relationship with buck with some religious things…there’s actually a lot more there than you’d think#like i’m not saying buck is his religion or whatever but like. y’know#i’m still half asleep before my shift today so if any of this doesn’t make sense sorry#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#buck x eddie#911 meta#911 abc#911 on abc
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A problem I have with Rick is that a lot of the time when he writes an lgbtq+ character, he writes them for a specific purpose like putting Reyna, the only aroace character, in the hunters of Artemis or that Alex Fierro, the only trans character, is a child of Loki.
Rick kinda brought up this problem in his good reads q&a section:
“… Are you going to add another trans character besides Alex?
Alex for instance just made sense as a child of Loki. So, basically I don’t know. I’m hoping to write about Irish mythology (if I ever get enough time with the other projects going on!) and gender fluidity is most definitely a concept that appears in the Irish myths, so that is a possible logical place where a trans character might appear”
I agree with him that making Alex a trans character makes sense but my problem is that trans characters can exist outside of having a gender fluid godly parent. People are gender fluid without having to be shape shifters and people are aroace without having to commit to celibacy or swear off dating.
I guess all I’m trying to say is that Rick shouldn’t limit himself to have a specific reasoning or trope that always have trans characters be children of gender fluid gods or aroace characters always joining the Hunt. He shouldn’t limit a character’s queer identity to their parents or anything.
#idk it just rubs me the wrong way#Sorry if I’m rambling or if this doesn’t make sense I wasn’t really sure how to organize my thoughts on this#rick riordan crit#rr crit#alex fierro#reyna avila ramirez arellano#mcga#pjo hoo toa#mine
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