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xichilie · 3 days ago
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Phainon x (fem)reader x Mydei
Phainon’s Purr-dicament
This was not how today was supposed to go.
One minute, Phainon had been grinning like usual, confidently leading their little trio through the ruins as he boasted about how clearly he was the most capable one here. The next? A blinding flash from the relic they were investigating—then darkness.
And now?
Now he was a tiny, fluffy, white cat.
He sat there, tail flicking in irritation, staring up at Mydei and Y/N in absolute disbelief.
“…You have got to be kidding me,” Mydei muttered, rubbing his temples.
“Wait—” Y/N gasped, kneeling down. “Where’s Phainon?”
I’M RIGHT HERE! Phainon tried to shout. But all that came out was—
"Meow."
A long silence stretched between them.
Then Mydei sighed. Deeply.
Phainon quickly realized two things.
One: He couldn’t talk, which meant he couldn’t properly yell at Mydei or brag about how technically this wasn’t his fault.
Two: Y/N was obsessed with him like this.
“Oh, look at you,” she gushed, scooping him up into her arms. “You’re adorable!”
Phainon froze.
This… this was nice. Very nice. Y/N was cradling him close, her hands stroking through his fur, her voice soft and affectionate. He was practically melting. And the best part?
Mydei looked annoyed.
“Ugh.” Mydei crossed his arms. “Are we seriously stopping everything because Phainon turned into a walking puffball?”
Y/N ignored him, holding Phainon up so they were eye-to-eye. “Don’t listen to him. You’re the cutest thing I’ve ever seen.”
If Phainon could smirk, he would. Instead, he smugly flicked his tail.
Mydei glared. “Oh, you are way too happy about this.”
Phainon, completely unbothered, stretched lazily in Y/N’s arms, his fluffy little paws resting against her chest.
“Oh, and he’s so soft,” Y/N continued, now scratching gently under his chin.
Phainon had never been this close to her before. And it was glorious.
Mydei was officially done. “Okay. That’s enough.”
“No, it’s not,” Y/N argued, still completely absorbed in Phainon. “Look at him. He’s purring!”
Indeed, Phainon was purring like his life depended on it.
Mydei exhaled sharply. “Unbelievable.”
Phainon flicked an ear, sending Mydei a look that very clearly said: Sucks to be you, huh?
Mydei twitched. “You better hope we don’t figure out how to turn you back too fast, because the moment you have hands again, I will make you regret this.”
Phainon just yawned. Dramatically.
Y/N smiled. “Don’t worry, Phai, we’ll fix this soon.”
Take your time, Phainon thought, settling comfortably in her arms.
He could get used to this.
After what felt like an eternity of Y/N showering Phainon with affection (not that he was complaining), Mydei finally groaned. “Alright, we do have an actual mission, remember?”
Y/N, still holding Phainon close, tilted her head. “Right… but we also have a tiny problem.” She glanced down at the fluffy cat in her arms, who blinked up at her innocently. “We can’t just leave Phai like this.”
Phainon gave her a slow blink—something he had learned cats did when they liked someone.
Y/N’s heart melted. “Aww, Mydei, did you see that? He trusts me.”
Mydei pinched the bridge of his nose. “He is him but smaller and with fur. Don’t fall for his act.”
Phainon stretched, his little paws pressing against Y/N’s chest again as he nestled in closer.
Mydei’s eye twitched. “Oh, he is enjoying this.”
Y/N giggled. “Of course he is! He’s getting spoiled.”
Phainon was getting spoiled, and he absolutely loved it. Not only was Y/N practically glued to him, but Mydei’s growing frustration was delicious.
“Alright,” Mydei sighed, crossing his arms. “How do we fix him?”
Y/N hummed. “We could go back to Okhama and ask the scholars. Maybe they know something about this relic.”
Phainon flicked his tail. That… sounded like a lot of effort. And possibly a lot of boring lectures.
Mydei nodded. “Yeah, that’s probably the best option. Unless you’d rather stay a house cat for the rest of your life.”
Phainon’s tail lashed. Don’t test me.
Y/N gasped dramatically. “Oh, but imagine if we can’t fix him! I’d have to keep him as a pet.”
Phainon’s ears perked up. That doesn’t sound so bad…
“I’d have to take him everywhere with me,” Y/N continued, clearly enjoying the idea. “I’d get him a little collar, maybe a tiny cape—”
Phainon beamed internally. Yes. Yes, tell me more.
Mydei looked horrified. “Absolutely not.”
Y/N pouted. “Why not? He’d be so cute.”
“Because the moment he’s human again, we’d never hear the end of it!” Mydei pointed accusingly at the cat in question. “He’d bring it up every day!”
Phainon simply curled up smugly in Y/N’s arms, tail wrapping around himself like a little prince.
Y/N giggled. “Okay, okay. Let’s get going.”
Back at Okhema…
By the time they arrived, word had already spread that Y/N was carrying around an unusually friendly, fluffy white cat. People kept stopping her, cooing over “such a beautiful little thing.”
Phainon, of course, lapped up every ounce of attention.
Y/N, beaming, let a group of kids pet him while Mydei stood nearby looking deeply unimpressed.
“Look at him,” Mydei muttered. “He’s supposed to be suffering, and instead he’s being pampered like some divine beast.”
Y/N giggled as Phainon purred louder, snuggling against her. “Oh, don’t be jealous.”
Mydei scoffed. “I am not jealous.”
At that moment, an older merchant lady stopped to admire Phainon. “Such a sweet little kitty!” She gave him a few head scritches before glancing at Y/N. “Is he yours?”
Y/N hesitated. “Oh, well, not exactly—”
“No,” Mydei interrupted flatly. “No, he’s a stray from the dumpster.”
Phainon glared.
The merchant chuckled. “He’s clearly attached to you.”
Phainon smugly flicked his tail. That’s right. I am.
Y/N smiled. “He really is.”
Mydei groaned.
After a long and extremely smug walk through the city, they finally arrived at the scholar’s hall. An elder scholar examined the relic, nodding sagely.
“Ah, this is a transformation artifact. Ancient magic, quite powerful. Thankfully, the effect is temporary.”
Phainon’s ears perked up. Oh?
“How temporary?” Mydei asked.
“A day, at most,” the scholar said. “Possibly a few more hours.”
Y/N pouted. “Oh. I was starting to like having him as a little cat.”
Phainon was about to agree—until he noticed Mydei smirking.
“Oh, fantastic,” Mydei said, tone dripping with satisfaction. “Because the moment you’re back to normal, Phainon, you and I are having a very long conversation about this entire day.”
Phainon suddenly wasn’t in such a hurry to be human again.
True to the scholar’s word, Phainon eventually started glowing.
Y/N placed him gently on the ground, stepping back as the golden light enveloped him.
When it faded—there he was. Back in his full, human glory.
Grinning, Phainon stretched. “Oh, it’s so good to have hands again.”
Y/N chuckled. “Welcome back.”
And then—before he could do anything else—Mydei grabbed the collar of his coat.
Phainon barely had time to react before Mydei dragged him outside.
“Alright,” Mydei said, voice too calm. “You had way too much fun today.”
Phainon smirked. “Oh, did I?”
Mydei’s eye twitched. “You purring? Absolutely disgusting.”
Phainon grinned wider. “Jealous?”
Mydei groaned.
Y/N, still inside, watched them go with an amused smile.
Honestly? She had kind of enjoyed Phainon’s Purr-dicament.
And something told her he had too.
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brenwritesss · 1 day ago
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𝐌𝐲 𝐁𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝'𝐬 𝐁𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟑
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⋆˚࿔Paige Bueckers x reader ❀˖°
Summary: You were done with Paige, but she keeps pulling you back in.
Warnings: smut
a/n: long-awaited part 3 is officially here. so sorry about that long wait
part 1 | part 2
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paigebueckers started following you.
paigebueckers sent you a message.
I shouldn’t have said that.
The time of the message read 3:05 AM and even though it had been a restless few nights for you after the catastrophe at the bar, you tried your best to forget Paige’s existence and move on. But of course, Paige couldn’t help herself and she had to find any possible way to weave herself back into your life. And it started with her unblocking and messaging you to reel you back in.
You keep the message open, seeing that she’s active but close out of it when you decide that she’s not worth trying to get back. Out of sight out of mind right?
So you left her on read, a closing to that part of your life that you wanted to so desperately crawl back to but you couldn’t do that to yourself. Again. 
And that was how it started. These little things that Paige would do to reel you in and you wondered how she felt when she realized it wasn’t working. First it was the Instagram message, then it was hanging out with you and Azzi; although that didn’t last long when you would just leave, leaving Paige to deal with Azzi’s questions. Then she started “coincidentally” walking past your communications class when you would be leaving. Then it was liking your Instagram posts. 
She was trying to get to you and you weren’t going to let that happen again, no matter how hard she tried. 
Kathrine huffed as she sat up in your bed, watching you at your desk. “Are you seriously still mad at me?”
You don’t say anything and continue studying.
“Y/n, it’s Paige Bueckers. Who wouldn’t make out with her? I know you would.” The tone in her voice was condescending almost, as if you were some idiot she was lecturing.
You turn to her, looking her dead in the eyes. “You want to go make out with Paige, then go make out with her and shut the door on your way out.”
Kathrine’s eyes widen at you, earning you a scoff from her. She crosses her arms in front of her chest. “Why the hell are you so bothered by it anyway? We’re not fucking dating so I can make out with whoever I want.”
You close your eyes, trying to fight the anger rising in your chest. “It’s not about you.” You say it so quietly, she can barely hear you.
“Speak up.”
“I said it’s not fucking about you,” you shout, louder than you had intended too.
“Then what is it?” Kathrine’s voice echoed throughout your room.
You slam your pen down on your desk, standing up from your seat and rubbing your hands on your face. Kathrine jumps at the sudden outburst, not knowing what you would do next. You had many options: kick her out, scream, tell her that Paige was your ex, pull her into your own heated make out session. But even now in your own dorm, Paige haunted your mind. So much to the point that you couldn’t even think of a good enough response to make up for the fact that you were letting this get to you this easily.
You take a deep breath, letting your hands fall from your face as you sit down on the bed beside her. “Sorry, I don’t know why I freaked out. It’s probably just midterms.”
Kathrine, weirded out and probably uncomfortable, shuffles away from you and grabs her stuff. “Yeah well you need to figure your shit out.”
You roll your eyes. “What do you mean?”
Kathrine stands up from the bed, moving towards your door. “I signed up for good fucking sex and the occasional cuddles in bed. Not,” she pauses, signaling to the space around you. “Whatever you have going on or whatever this is.”
You let out a laugh. “Believe me, I’m still looking for that good fucking sex.”
Kathrine’s eyes are practically bulging out of her head at this point. “Paige probably fucks better than you anyway.”
“Yeah good luck with that.” You stand up and open the door for her, waiting for her to walk out.
“Good luck?” She asks, not believing the scene before her.
“You’re not her type.”
Paigebueckers liked your post.
“Damnit,” you curse as the notification causes you to accidentally drop your glass cup in the sink. “Fuck.” You stare at the broken shards of glass in your sink. Even through Instagram she could still get to you and that was scary. How could a high school relationship fuck you up this bad? You didn’t think it would until you saw her the first time since. 
Paige never did anything specific to cause you to break up with her. In fact, throughout the entire relationship she was perfect and that made it a million times worse when you had to break up with her. You had been told by everyone that a high school relationship wouldn’t last in college and maybe breaking up with her was the right decision. Or maybe it wasn’t and this was you suffering the consequences.
“What the fuck happened?” Azzi asks, walking into your dorm which causes you to jump.
“God, Azzi what the fuck?” You place your hand on your chest, trying to catch your breath and she laughs as she walks over to peer over the sink.
She points to the glass. “You should really clean this up.”
You roll your eyes at her and give her shoulder a quick shove. “What are you doing here?”
Azzi holds up a paper bag with the Chick-Fil-A logo on it and you immediately broke into a smile which Azzi returns. “Figured you could use a pick-me-up.”
“You’re the best.”
Azzi sets the bag down on your bed and sits down, wrapping herself in your covers and taking a bite out of a waffle fry. “Don’t gotta tell me twice.”
“Shut up,” you mutter as you get in bed beside her. Azzi is already holding the fries towards you which you gladly take while you grab some buffalo sauce. Moments like these with Azzi were some you treasured deeply, not wanting to lose these little times that you could see her and be yourself around her. And all of that reminded you why you needed to stay away from Paige in the first place.
“She’s sorry y’know,” Azzi says quietly with her mouth stuffed with chicken nuggets.
Those words alone cause you to stop chewing and turn your head towards her. “What?”
“She told me about what happened at the bar and even though I don’t want whatever happened between you happening again, she is sorry for saying what she said.”
You looked into Azzi’s eyes which were sincere and that made you feel bad. Not because you felt bad for Paige but because you were unintentionally dragging Azzi into this whole mess which you were trying to forget.
“It’s whatever, I don’t care,” you say back, shrugging. “She’s entitled to her own opinion.”
“You’re not a bitch, Y/n.”
You turn away from her because deep down you knew Paige was right. You may not have been a bitch to everyone but you definitely had your moments. Especially with Paige and that made you feel even worse than you already did. Wrapping your comforter tighter around your body, you let yourself sink into your mattress. “Maybe not to you.”
Azzi moved closer to you, moving the food and wrapping her arm around you. “What Paige said was just her being angry for no fucking reason that didn’t have anything to do with you. Her words don’t make up the type of person you are which are none of the things she mentioned.”
“I’m just over her bullshit.”
You show up to class a week later, books in hand as you slide into your seat and placing them neatly on your desk. Fishing a pen out of your backpack, you sigh as you prepare yourself for another boring lecture. Your professor begins the class with the usual procedure: attendance, short quiz, and then note-taking. All of which you do complete easily as someone comes to sit in the open seat beside you. You pay no attention to it, too focused on writing down your notes when they speak, “is this seat taken?”
“No, it’s–” you turn your head to see Paige staring right at you. “Not.”
“Great,” she smiles as she puts her backpack down. “So, what are we learning today?”
“Listen and find out for your fucking self,” you whisper as you go back to taking notes, not before moving your chair farther away from her.
Paige, who is looking at you like you were the craziest person on the planet, slides her hand over to your notebook, bringing towards her and giving it a look. “You always had pretty handwriting.”
You look at her dumbfounded. “You can’t be serious.”
Paige smirks at you. “Very serious.”
You pull your notebook back to you. “I thought I was too much of a bitch to be around.”
Paige’s shoulders fall, her playful expression falling with it. She leans towards you, “I said I was sorry about that. I didn’t mean it.”
“I don’t give a fuck what you mean. If you didn’t mean it, you wouldn’t say it.” You go back to taking your notes. “And besides, we got a promise to keep for Azzi. So let’s honor that please.”
“Right because now you suddenly care about that promise.” You hated how hot her voice was. How hot she was just sitting there right next to you. How close she was just like that night at the bar.
You scoff, “you wanted nothing to do with me.”
“No,” she rebutted. “I said I didn’t want you meddling in on my love life. Why can’t we be friends?”
Her sudden change in demeanor from when she was screaming at you outside of the bar compared to now made you turn your head enough to where you could almost get whiplash. “You should have said that maybe like two or three weeks ago. Or I don’t know,” you pause, pretending to think. “Maybe a damn month ago.”
“But I want to now, ma.” The use of the pet name made you freeze on the spot, dropping your pen and by the way you felt, you just knew that your cheeks were red as fuck. And by the look on her own face, you knew she was enjoying your reaction. “Just like old times.”
“Go suck up to one of the bitches you fuck,” you spit out, putting your books away and getting up from your chair without another word. 
“Y/n–” Paige began but you couldn’t hear the end of her sentence because you were already out the door. Not only did you have a promise to keep to Azzi but also a promise to keep to yourself: don’t let Paige into your life again.
You don’t know exactly how you ended up here yet there you were, standing in the crowded kitchen of a frat house trying to fish through the cooler to look for a drink. Another party you let Azzi drag you to and each time she did, you regretted it deeply. While frat parties were the final boss of college partying, the one thing you hated the most about these parties were the awful tastes in music these guys had with TikTok music just circulating throughout the speakers. It also didn’t help that you were wearing a tight and short black dress that made every guy at this party look your way. And that made you feel disgusted.
And with your luck, Azzi left you to go find some girls from the team, leaving you in the kitchen to fend for yourself. You find a can of Coke in the cooler which looked like the best decision compared to the other drinks that were available. You lean back up, opening your can and taking a sip, letting the carbonation hit the back of your throat.
“Enjoying the party?” Kathrine whispers behind you, pressing her body against your back. Your breath hitches and your fingers curl the can in your grasp. Kathrine can sense you being on edge so she slowly glides her hand up your waist, trying to elicit some sort of response that was something other than being guarded.
“Not my scene,” you say quietly, trying to let yourself relax in her grasp.
“We can always change that,” she pauses, spinning you around so that you’re now facing her and her fingers are tangled in the black fabric of your dress. “I always liked you in black.”
You look into her eyes, “I thought you preferred nothing at all.”
Kathrine’s eyes lowered themselves onto you as she spoke, “I thought that was a given.”
Trying to get your mind off of Paige was something you were used to and even though you were never actually into Kathrine, she provided a good distraction. Maybe it was the party getting to you but there was something about getting with the same girl that you found Paige making out with weeks ago made it seem almost fun.
You instinctively grab Kathrine’s hand as you drag her to a wall just a few feet away, pushing her up against it. She immediately responds to you, grabbing at your face as she brings your lips together. It was heated and fierce, both of you trying to fight for dominance as Kathrine wasted no time in shoving her tongue down your throat. The two of you could both tell that this wasn’t anything more than all of your meaningless hookups had been. Meaningless. That night in the locker room with Paige was never supposed to be meaningless.
And fuck, now you were thinking about her when you’re making out with someone else.
Kathrine spins around, catching you against the wall as your hands become tangled in her mess of blonde hair. Her skin was warm compared to your cool fingertips and her lips were soft like they always had been. 
Kathrine’s mouth wanders down your jaw, causing you to let out a short gasp that only the two of you can hear through all of the loud music. Her mouth wandered down farther to the crook of your neck and you braced your hands against her shoulders trying to steady yourself as she sucked and nipped at your neck.
You open your eyes for the first time, watching Kathrine’s head bob down as she continued to kiss along your collarbone and damn did that make you horny. It became worse when you look across the room and notice those familiar blue eyes staring you down. And that stare created a pool between your legs. 
Paige had been watching you and Kathrine the whole time with a bottle of beer in her hand. The way she looked at you was a mix of a glare and disbelief as if you had just seen straight through her. For the first time in a while, she looked hurt and you were the reason why. You let your hands drop from Kathrine and you pull her head up from your neck which causes her to look at you with confusion.
“Is something wrong?” she asks you with swollen lips and partly out of breath.
You look away from Paige and towards Kathrine, giving her a slight head shake. “No, nothing’s wrong.”
Before you can say anything else, Paige is walking towards the two of you, the bottle that had been in her hand was now on an empty table as she approached you, eyes filled with fire. You didn’t know what she would do but the second that Kathrine’s lips were reattached to your neck, Paige pulls you out of her grasp.
“What the fuck?” Kathrine asks, not realizing that Paige was standing in front of her.
“Hands off,” Paige says, not a break in her tone. Not a stutter at all.
You move your arm out of her grip. “I’m not a damn animal, Paige, I can speak for myself.”
Paige looks at you, making an attempt to grab your arm again. “I don’t give a fuck, Y/n. I’m done watching you and not doing jack shit about it.”
She drags you out of the house, pulling you into the backyard. And as much as you fight her, her strength wins as she holds you in front of her before letting go and shutting the glass door. You couldn’t believe the scene that had just played out and every part of you wanted nothing more than to scream at her. “What the fuck is your problem?”
Paige’s voice broke through with an urgent tone. “My problem? You’re the one who won’t let me apologize for what I said.”
You grab at your hair before snapping at her, “Why do you care? Tell me why because this whole thing is so confusing that it’s driving me insane.”
“What’s so confusing about it?” Paige acts clueless yet you know better than to believe that.
You raise your voice to match hers. “You kiss me in the locker room then you pretend that I don’t exist, saying that you’re doing it because of Azzi when we both know that’s bullshit because if you cared about Azzi in this situation you would have never dated me in the first place!”
Paige took a step towards you, tilting her head. “I was seventeen! What the fuck did I know? And you’re acting like you’re a fucking saint when you know damn well this was equally your fault as it was mine.”
“You tell me to stop coming back into your life and when I finally listen, you decide that’s not good enough and you try anything to weave your way into mine,” you say as you spit your words and you feel the sudden sting in your eyes. “Are you so conceded that you can’t handle that I’m moving on from you? That I want to live a life without you?”
“We both know you don’t want that,” she snaps. “I don’t want that.”
Those four words make you pause as you bite your lip, flipping your hair in distress. “What?”
Paige takes a deep breath, calming down from her outburst. “I thought ignoring you was going to fix this and finally make me get over you. But you’re not fucking easy to get over and seeing you with that girl or anyone else makes me want to go over there and show everyone why I wanted you in the first place.”
You couldn’t believe the words you were hearing. If anything, you were just confused because one second, she’s calling you a bitch and the next, she’s telling you she still has feelings for you. You take a slow step back from her, putting your hands behind your back. “You can’t keep doing this to me.”
“Do what?”
You huffed because you knew that once you opened your mouth, there was no going back and everything that has happened could either be done for good or a new step forward. You didn’t let your eyes wander from her and you took a step back again, creating a bigger gap between the two of you. “Pulling me in, pushing me away and then doing that shit all fucking over again. It’s too much.”
Paige tried to take a step forward, reaching her hand out to you but all you could do was take another step back. Anything to show her that you were done. When you rejected her movement, she sighed and glanced at the ground before looking back up to you. “I didn’t think–”
“That’s right,” you say, cutting her off. “You don’t.”
Paige’s frown turned into a line when she shook her head at you. “If that’s how you feel then fine.” And she leaves you there in the backyard as she walks back inside the house. You didn’t know whether to be upset or happy at the fact that maybe she’d finally understand how you felt. You hoped she at least had the maturity to do that. At first, you didn’t know if you should walk back inside but after a few minutes, you decide to and shut the glass door behind you.
Everyone were still in their places dancing and drinking with the occasional grinding against one another which made you feel sick for some reason. You looked around the house for Kathrine but she was nowhere to be found so you had just assumed she left. Deciding to check one last bedroom, you open the door and drop your drink on the ground as you walk in on two girls, one straddling the other on the bed. They both had their shirts off and were clearly in the middle of an intense makeout.
Feeling completely embarrassed, you apologize, “Sorry, sorry my bad…” You trail off when some brunette gives you a disgusted look as she shifts in Paige’s lap. At first, Paige looked at you with anger but watching you drop your cup made her feel guilty and it was clear that you could tell.
You don’t say anything else as you shut the door and leave Paige in the room with that girl. You walk down the stairs and decide to leave the house. And as you expected, Paige never followed you.
You walked into the elevator in your building, pressing the button to the fourth floor as you continued to try to erase Paige from your mind. She shouldn’t have this much of a hold on you but she did and there wasn’t anything that you could do about it at this point. You leaned against the wall of the elevator as the doors shut and it begins to move up. You haven’t spoken to anyone including Azzi for several days since you had walked in on Paige and that random girl. And yes, it wasn’t fair to Azzi but everything and everyone reminded you of Paige. And you needed a break.
That break was going to have to wait a little bit longer because when the elevator stopped on the second floor and opened, Paige walked in, freezing in her spot when she looks up and makes eye contact with you. You look up from your phone and mimic the same expression before going back on your phone. Paige hit the button to close the elevator door and decided to stand beside you, resulting in you taking a step farther away from you.
“Can we talk?” Paige asks from beside you and all you could do was turn away and not even glance in her direction. Paige huffs at your response, turning her body towards you. “Really? Are you going to act like a child right now?”
You give her no response which fuels her even more. You hear her step towards the elevator door and out of nowhere, the elevator stops in its place. You turn towards her and look at her hand that has just pulled the red button. “What the fuck is wrong with you?”
Paige smirks. “So it takes me stopping a damn elevator for you to say a word to me?” She grabs your arm to which you tear away from her.
“You’re fucking crazy, Paige,” you yell out, trying to get yourself as far away from her as possible. Your chest tightened and your breathing hitched, making your face go red. Was now a good time to mention that you are claustrophobic?
“You clearly have me going fucking craz–” Paige responds but notices the way your breaths get caught in your throat. She takes a step towards you, concern clearly written across her face. “Hey, hey are you okay?”
Your back hits the elevator wall and you slide down until you’re sitting on the cold floor. You pull your legs out in front of you and hide your face in your knees, trying to gain control over your breathing.
Paige kneels down beside you, placing a warm hand on your knee which causes you to jolt in your place. “Fuck–I forgot you’re claustrophobic. I’m so sorry.”
Paige gets up and tries pressing other buttons to get the elevator moving but it’s no use because the two of you are still stuck. When it’s clear that her actions aren’t working, she comes back to your side and pulls you into her arms, wrapping her hands around you and pulling your head into her chest. “Relax princess, nothing is going to happen to you. I’m right here.”
Against your better judgement, your hands snake up to wrap around Paige’s neck as your breathing steadies. Even though Paige was the cause of your anger, she always knew how to calm you down. Paige’s grip on you gets tighter as she rubs small circles on your arm. Her touch alone was enough to fully ground you and gain control of your breathing, which Paige could tell instantly. “Talk to me mama.”
The old pet name surprised you and you couldn’t deny the way your heartbeat slowly increased again. You lifted your head up to look at her. “I’m okay I think.”
Paige gave you a soft smile, giving your shoulder a reassuring squeeze. “You scared me there for a second, L/n. I can’t have you scaring me like that.”
“Maybe you shouldn’t have stopped the elevator then.”
Paige’s eyes became half–lidded as she took the sight of you in her arms in. Her hand that was on your shoulder dipped to your lower back to which you could instantly tell that the mood between the two of you had shifted. You cleared your throat. “We should call for help or something.”
Paige couldn’t take her eyes off of your lips as you talked, which only turned you on more. “Or we just wait.”
“That could take forever.”
“I’m good with forever.” Her eyes couldn’t leave your mouth and yours couldn’t leave hers. This was a very bad idea but fuck it, you knew you needed her. Now.
Before thinking about it again, you pull her face towards yours and kiss her like it was your last day on Earth. Paige let out a small gasp as she held your waist to gain some sort of stability, moving her lips against yours without any shame whatsoever. Paige’s hold on your hips grows tighter as she pulls you effortlessly onto her lap. Your hands move from the sides of her face down to her neck, which you rub circles on with your thumbs. The kiss between the two of you was intoxicating and even though your mind was foggy, all you wanted was more. 
Paige lets one of her hands on your lower back drift farther down until it dips underneath the belt of your pants and caresses your ass. You gasp at the sudden move which gives Paige all she needs as she uses that opportunity to slide her tongue in your mouth. It causes you to moan and that makes Paige smile against your lips. Paige pulls away slowly, making you whimper at the sudden loss of her lips. “Look who’s desperate for me.”
You roll your eyes. “Shut the fuck up.”
She pulls at the bottom of your shirt, looking at you with raised eyebrows and a small smirk. “Can I take this off?”
You didn’t think twice before nodding as she pulled the fabric over your head with ease. She admired the sight before her of you in your bra that happened to be in her favorite color. Paige lets her fingers glide along your chest, outlining the shape. “You’re so fucking hot, princess.”
You tilt your head down at her. “Do you want to keep touching or do you want to actually fuck me before someone comes to fix the elevator?”
“Yes ma’am,” she whispers, taking off her own shirt and undoing your belt. You immediately go back to kissing her like you had just been and damn did it feel like the most amazing thing on the planet. All those times you would kiss other people, especially Kathrine, it never felt like this. Like they belonged with you. To you. You grip her bare shoulders which are warm and sculpted like a fucking Greek God and that only makes your pussy throb more than it was. She pulls your hips up in order to pull your pants off and you help her, tossing them to the side onto the cold floor and going back in to kiss her. She sinks you back down onto her lap and you could immediately feel yourself pooling on her sweatpants. And she could feel it too because she pulls away and laughs. “It really doesn’t take much, does it?”
You slap her shoulder. “Fuck you.”
“Is that not what you’re doing?” She asks with the slyest smile you have ever seen. When you don’t respond, she begins moving your hips against her, creating long, colored streaks on her gray sweatpants. The movements cause you to let out a moan, which causes Paige to bite her lip. “Just like that.”
Her reaction ignites a fire in you to move faster, attaching your lips to the crook of her neck and the second you do, you could almost feel her eyes rolling to the back of her head. You smile against her neck as you leave a big mark on her neck that would no doubt, soon turn into a huge hickey. Paige’s hands were everywhere on you. On your neck, your tits, your waist, your back, your thighs, your ass and the electrifying shock of her touch sent butterflies through your entire body, making you crave more.
Paige grabs a hold of your hips, slightly turning your body which causes your lips to leave her neck. You whine at the sudden loss of contact but Paige kisses you before she turns your entire body so that your back is now laying against her chest. Your legs are sprawled out but you squeeze them together to try to stop your core from dripping even more onto Paige’s lap. 
“Stop that,” Paige whispers in your ear as she forces your legs apart with her own, locking them in place so that you can’t move them back together. She wraps an arm around your stomach to keep you from squirming on her and you knew what was going to happen in exactly a few seconds. Her fingers trail down your body until they’re circling your clit slowly. You whine out, “Paige please.”
“You want more, huh?” Paige is almost mocking you at this point and you’re eating it the fuck up. She circles over your clit once, stopping and applying pressure, and then stopping once more. You’re already on edge and these small movements make your pussy throb. It’s like Paige can feel it because she begins dragging her fingers down to your entrance, teasing you before she brings them back up to your clit. 
“Paige please stop teasing me,” you breathe out, shutting your eyes every time her fingers run over your sensitive clit.
Paige uses her other hand to lightly brush your hair out of your face. You could tell by the tone of her voice and the smirk on her face that she was enjoying this a little too much. “Just tell me what you want mama.”
You closed your eyes, preparing yourself to give Paige exactly what she wants. “Please fuck me.”
“Whatever you want, ma,” she says quickly and doesn’t give you any more time to prepare as she sinks two fingers deep inside you. You gasp and lean your head back on Paige’s shoulder.
“Fuck,” you mutter as she keeps her movements controlled and slow. You take a hold of her arm to provide you some sort of stability, gripping it so hard that your fingertips turn white.
“You like this shit, huh?” Paige looks down at you and the image before her was so beautiful, she couldn’t take her eyes off of you. You nod as you let out a moan, Paige’s fingers thrusting even deeper. You were practically seeing stars at the moment and never in your life did you ever think you would be fucking Paige Bueckers in an elevator. 
“Faster.” You don’t even remember those words leaving your body as Paige speeds up her movements and begins to curl her fingers inside of you which causes you to scream out, “oh fuck.”
Paige starts going as fast as she can, using the strength in her other arm to hold your body up. You can feel the knot in your stomach beginning to unravel and that causes you to push your body more against Paige.
She can feel that you’re close so she whispers, “doing so good, baby. Keep going.”
That’s all it takes when you grab her hand that’s currently deep inside you and and push her hand as far as it will go as she curls her fingers again. Paige lets out a small laugh at your movement as you cum all over her fingers. Your eyes roll back as you do nothing but moan and slump against Paige. She helps you ride out your orgasm and when your breathing starts to slow down, she pulls her fingers out of you and looks in awe at how covered in cum they are. You watch as she licks her fingers clean. “You taste good, baby.”
You are about to respond when the elevator suddenly starts to move and that’s when everything hit you. Paige had just fucked you which meant that you let in all of the old feelings for her. That you accepted everything that had happened between the two of you for years when you were just starting to accept that she didn’t want to be part of your life anymore.
You get up as quickly as you can and try to forget what just happened as you put your clothes back on as fast as possible.
“Y/n–” Paige says as she gets up from the floor, her sweats still covered in your cum.
You finish putting your shirt on as you turn around to her. “This should never have happened. This–this can’t happen again.”
“What?” Paige looked confused and mostly hurt at the sudden change in your tone. “What just happened changes things.”
You were a mess. More of a mess than you were twenty minutes ago. You go over to the elevator door and press any button you can to open the door. “What just happened was a mistake.”
Paige walks over to you, gently grabbing you by the arm so that you’ll look at her. “A mistake?”
“You can’t just pretend I don’t exist and the second that I’m finally moving on, pull me back in and pretend that this,” you say as you motion to the space between the two of you. “Will ever be something more than just fucking or playing with each other’s emotions.”
The door opens before Paige can respond and you take the first opportunity to run out of the elevator and to your dorm. And like you had expected again, she never followed you.
A few hours later had resulted in you not knowing what to do and needing something to take away all of the sudden emotions and feelings that Paige made you feel in that elevator. So that’s how you find yourself here, in your bed with Kathrine’s body on top of you. That was the thing about her. She wasn’t Paige. She never made you feel as good as Paige did but that meant she never made you feel as bad as Paige did too. And that’s what you needed right now; to not feel worse or confused. Because with Kathrine, there was no confusion in where you stood with her. So while you moaned Kathrine’s name and let her hands touch every inch of you as if she owned you, you felt safe.
Little did you know that Paige was standing outside of your door, hearing every cry and moan with a bouquet of your favorite flowers in her hands.
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alpali · 2 days ago
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You didn’t necessarily know what your relationship with Kei was.
If it was up to labels probably friends with benefits or a situationship.
You never really knew.
Neither of you have ever brought it up. But your reasoning was solely because you liked him and you were convinced he was only in this for the sex.
A drunken night was what spurred this up and after that the you both couldn’t stay away. A booty call away, a late night text message.
You were half expecting him to come tonight but you weren’t up for doing anything. You were tired. Physically and mentally.
In a cower of your own thoughts, you confessing like a normal human being didn’t please as an option for you. So you thought pushing him away was better. You knew things would end like this. In one person getting hurt. And since you assumed he wouldn’t have feelings for you, you’d rather be the first to leave.
As you lay in your bed, the moonlight makes its way through your curtains. The chill of the night caressing your face. You felt yourself slipping away.
Yet your door opens and you already know who it is. His tall figure casts a shadow in your room. The moonlight hitting his face so perfectly he looks heavenly. He slides in behind you, pulling your back flush against his chest. His big hand gliding across your tummy.
“M not in the mood Kei.” You whisper.
Your heart is beating rather fast and you’re sure that he could feel it. His movements freeze for a moment but he continues.
“That’s ok.” He whispers against the rim of your ear.
You shudder, your body not knowing whether to warm up or tense. You’re a little shocked that he stays, full heartedly expecting him to leave. You cast a glance behind you and he opens an eye.
“What?” He grumbles, closing his eye once again.
“You’re not gonna leave?” Which you agree sounds terrible but you didn’t mean any harm.
“Jeez, do you want me to?” He perks up and you shake your head.
“No. Sorry. I just thought you’d want to.”
His brows furrow.
“Why’s that?”
“Well, I don’t know I figured you’d just wanna have sex.”
Now he’s definitely confused and even offended.
“Is it really that weird for me to just stay over?”
You purse your lips, embarrassment getting to you.
“A little yes. You’re always gone by the morning.” You mumble.
“Because I have practice.” He says softly.
You sigh, your malicious thoughts getting to you. You both fall silent. Both of you to far in your head.
“Did you really think I just came to fuck?”
You gulp.
“Yea.”
Your voice is soft. Kei probably wouldn’t have heard you if he wasn’t next to you. But he does and that confirmation hurts him.
“Why?”
You’re growing a little frustrated or maybe it’s the embarrassment getting to you.
“I-I don’t know. We never talked about what we were so I just assumed you didn’t want anything serious.” You sigh.
“I do want something serious with you. But yea, we never really brought it up.” He blinks.
“Ugh you’re being confusing! How can you say all of this with a straight face.” You pout.
He sits up, looking down at you. He motions you to get up as well and he pulls you on his lap. Your cheeks are redder than ever, your eyes scanning everywhere except him.
“Look at me.” He says softly, cupping your cheek.
You meet his golden eyes, his glasses set on your table so you’re able to really look at him. Your arms wrap around his neck, playing with the hair on the nape of his neck.
“I like you, I’ve always have.” He whispers, a faint smile on his lips.
But you’re finally able to see it. The softness and adoration in his eyes.
All of it.
Just for you.
He kisses the corner of your mouth, letting his lips linger. He pulls away just enough that your noses graze eachother.
“I’ll take you out tomorrow after our classes. If my words aren’t enough.” He mumbles.
“It is enough Kei but I’m not opposed to you taking me out.” You smile so big and he looks relieved.
“There you are.” He laughs, meeting your lips in a sweet kiss.
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latenighttalkinqwp · 3 days ago
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Hi hope you’re doing well! So I came across your Paige doing tik tok trend series and I have a request. Could you possibly do the one where reader has Paige rank the different types of hugs?
tiktok trends with paige! (part 9)
based off of this tiktok trend !
“okay guys, i’m gonna have paige rank hugs based off of other girls giving me them, if that makes sense.” you smile, tapping the screen so the filter would go.
“polite hug? okay , the distance is good but looks mega awkward. like a solidddddd 6.” she nods, rubbing her hand over her chin as the filter randomizes again. “the self hug, this has to be the best one because like, i ain’t gonna worry about someone all up on you forreal. let’s say 2.”
you shake your head, smiling. “the hug at the waist? HELL no. solid 9. if i ever catch someone trying this with you it’s over for them. who would even- okay. moving on” she mutters under her breath, biting the inside of her lip to keep herself from getting you banned. “group hug, okay. much better. i’ll give it like a 3.” she smiles, looking over at you. “SLOW DANCE HUG? THE FUCK? 10. nah, if i EVER see someone slow dancing with my girl-”
“paige- baby it’s just a filter. cmon.” you giggle, tapping the screen to keep her going. “resting heads on each other- man. okay, uhhh not the worst but definitely not the best…i’ll give it like.. a 7.” she sighs, looking down at you. “strangle hug, are you strangling them for hugging you? 8.” she laughs, watching your reaction. “side hug? let’s go 1. honestly not the best choice but it’s better than some of the options.” you raise an eyebrow, surprised. “interesting…”
“unreciprocated hug? the fu- okay, uhhhh…5? they’re still hugging you but definitely not a 4.” she rolls her eyes, waiting for the last one. “the patting hug? you do that to everyone anyway, so 4 is fine. alright, that’s my rating. moral of the story, don’t hug my girl. alright, bye” she holds up a peace sign, turning off the video. she looks over at you, narrowing her eyes. “you live to get under my skin, don’t you?”
“you know you love me.” you wrap your arms around the blonde, hugging her tight.
“yeah, yeah.”
- thank you so much for reading all the way through! click here to see my masterlist and more of this series. likes and reblogs are appreciated 🩷
- HI GUYS!!!!!! ugh i missed writing for you guys and my requests are piled up from months ago so i came back from my little break and am back in business!!!!
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urmum-lovesme · 3 hours ago
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Bunny (P6)
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Rafe Cameron x Maybank!Reader
summary: Struggling to keep her and JJ’s home afloat, Y/N turns to the only option that guarantees fast cash- stripping at a club on the Cut. But when Rafe Cameron catches her in the act, he sees the perfect opportunity to tighten his grip around her life.
a/n: this is pretty intense cause shit has offically started to go down guys. Also Bunny and Rafe- they just need to get together already and JJ and Bunny- they need to stop this malarkey cause it's making me upset :( (the plot thickens...)
warnings: mentions of alcohol, mentions of drugs and drug dealing, strip club, naked women, lap dance, pole dancing, abusive father, harassment (implied assault)
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The bass of the club pulsed through the air, a steady thrum that matched the energy of the bodies moving under the neon lights. The haze of perfume and liquor, the blurred mix of men throwing cash they barely thought about, she felt she could slip into a rhythm and let herself forget for a few hours. But tonight, something felt... off. Not in a bad way, just different.
Rafe wasn’t here.
She hadn't seen him walk through the door, hadn’t caught his sharp blue eyes tracking her every move, hadn’t felt the weight of his presence pressing into her skin like it usually did. It was strange- unsettling even. Because for as much as she hated the way he always inserted himself into her space, she’d grown used to it. 
Expectant of it.
She scanned the room, gaze flicking over the usual faces. The regulars. The passing truckers and tourists. The men who came in throwing money around like they owned the world. But no Rafe. No smug smirk from across the room, no lazy, arrogant drawl calling her name just to piss her off.
Good. 
It was good. 
Right?
She exhaled, shaking the thought from her head as she pressed her body up against the cool metal of the pole, swaying her hips slowly from side to side. Maybe he finally got bored. Maybe he’d found someone else to bother. That would be a win for her- but she couldn't deny she found it weird, the past few days his absence had been more than noticeable. The rest of the night passed with a familiar ease. She danced, she laughed, she put on the show she always did, let greedy hands slip bills into the waistband of her outfit, letting the bass shake the floor beneath her feet until it was time to slip away. She collected her cash, shoving the crumpled bills into a paper bag like always, folding it up before stuffing it into her duffle. A pair of heels landed on top, and she yanked a hoodie over her head, the fabric swallowing her whole as she tried to disappear into herself. As she slung the bag over her shoulder and started toward the back exit, Naomi- still wearing her dainty Bambi necklace- caught sight of her from the dressing room mirror, one perfectly arched brow raising as she turned on the stool.
“Going already?”
Naomi asked, voice smooth with curiosity. Y/N sighed, adjusting the strap of her bag.
“Yeah, I’ve got my fill for the night.”
Naomi hummed knowingly, leaning an elbow against the vanity as she lazily twirled a mascara wand between her fingers.
“Mmm. Guess I can’t blame you.”
Y/N forced a small smile, already shifting her weight toward the door, but Naomi wasn’t done. She mused, the teasing in her voice unmistakable.
“Haven’t seen your little boy toy around recently...”
“He’s not my anything.”
Y/N’s shoulders tensed, and she turned just enough to give the girl a look. Naomi just smirked, eyes glinting under the warm glow of the mirror lights.
“With the amount of cash he throws at you? Girl, I’d lock in for life.”
Y/N scoffed, shaking her head as she pushed the door of the changing rooms open, “Well, he’s all yours.”
Naomi rolled her eyes playfully, but there was warmth in her gaze as she pushed off the stool and made her way over. She pulled Y/N into a soft goodbye hug, pressing a gentle kiss to her cheek before cupping her face with manicured fingers.
“You okay?”
She asked, voice quieter now, like she could sense something wasn’t sitting right. Y/N exhaled, the weight of the night settling deep in her bones.
“I’m just tired Omi.”
“Go get some sleep babe.”
Naomi gave her a small, knowing smile, her thumb brushing over Y/N’s cheek lightly. Y/N returned the smile, albeit faint, before pulling away with a cheeky glint in her tired eyes.
“Well, that’s what I’m trying to do...”
“-Oh who is you—get outta here.”
Naomi scoffed, rolling her eyes. She swatted Y/N’s ass playfully as she walked out, earning a quiet laugh from her friend before the door swung shut behind her. And just like that, she was back in the night air, exhaling into the quiet.
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The door creaked open, and the dim glow of the kitchen light was the first thing Y/N noticed as she stepped inside. The smell of food hit her nose, and when she looked up, there was JJ, standing in the kitchen, biting into a sandwich, his jaw clenching as he chewed. His eyes flicked up to her, but he didn’t say anything at first. Just watched as she walked in like she was a stranger in her own home. She greeted, voice tentative.
“Hey”
JJ hummed in response, barely pausing his chewing as he shoved another bite in his mouth. She ignored the tension sitting thick in the air and walked past him, heading straight to her room. She dumped her duffle bag onto the bed before peeking into their dad’s room. The bed was unmade, but the room was empty, and that made her feel just a little lighter. At least she wouldn’t have to deal with him tonight. She padded back into the kitchen, her fingers already tugging at the fridge door handle, but the second she opened it, disappointment settled deep in her stomach.
Almost empty.
Of course it was.
A slow exhale left her lips, and she rubbed a tired hand over her face. She was going to have to go food shopping- again. For now, she just grabbed a bottle of water, shutting the fridge with a quiet sigh. She pulled out a chair opposite him, the legs scraping against the worn kitchen floor as she sat down. JJ was now sitting at the table, his sandwich halfway gone, eyes flicking up to her before focusing back on his food. Y/N rested her elbows on the table, rolling the cool bottle of water between her palms. “So…” she started, trying to keep things light, normal.
“What have you been up to?”
JJ barely looked up, “Not much.”
Her lips pressed together at his flat tone, “Saw Kie lately?”
“Yeah.”
She took a slow sip of her water, studying him, “How are JB and Sarah?”
JJ just shrugged.
She exhaled quietly, tapping her fingers against the bottle. He was obviously annoyed with her- she could feel it in the way his words were clipped, how he wasn’t even really looking at her. And it wasn’t fair. He didn’t get it. Didn’t get why she was always out, why she barely came home, why she was constantly exhausted. She was doing this for him. For both of them.
It stung.
“What’s wrong, huh?”
Y/N finally asked her voice soft, tilting her head as she studied him. JJ just rolled his eyes, pushing back from the table. He grabbed his empty plate, dumping it into the sink with a clatter before turning away from her. She watched as he made his way toward his room, not saying a word, not even sparing her a glance.
“Don’t walk away when I’m speaking to you JJ”
She called after him, her voice sharper now. He stopped in his tracks, turning just enough to shoot her an unimpressed look.
“Oh, I’m sorry, are you my mom now, or—”
“Excuse me?” she cut in, her jaw clenching, “Whats with the fucking attitude- whats got into you?”
“What’s got into me? What’s got into me?”
JJ let out a bitter laugh, shaking his head as he ran a frustrated hand through his messy blonde hair. She just stared at him, arms crossing over her chest, brows furrowing in confusion. He was mad- really mad- but she didn’t understand why. She wondered if her missing the bonfire last week really that serious? JJ let out a scoff, shaking his head.
“I literally never see you, Y/N. I never see you.”
His words hit her harder than she expected. She opened her mouth, but he didn’t even give her the chance to respond before he kept going, voice laced with frustration.
“You weren’t at the bonfire last week. You weren’t home when I got back from the chateu the other night. You weren’t here this morning. Jesus, I don’t even know the last time we actually sat and talked- like normal siblings do?”
His voice wavered slightly at the end, but he masked it with another shake of his head and roll of his eyes. Y/N bit at the skin on the inside of her hceek sightly before sighing out,
“J, I know... I’m sorry, okay? It’s not my fault I’ve just been busy- I’m working, I’m doing—”
“Yeah-” he cut in, crossing his arms, “I know. You’re always fucking working.”
She felt her chest tighten, guilt creeping up her spine. She was doing this for him- she'd always say that to herself when she'd dread to get out of bed in the worning, when she'd have to force herself to drive to the club afer her shift with Sofia. To keep To make sure he had food, a roof over his head. And yet, he was still looking at her like she had let him down. JJ let out a bitter laugh, crossing his arms over his chest.
“Whatever. Always an excuse with you.”
His words made her stomach twist.
“Acting like you’re doing something so fucking noble”
His eyes were cold and Y/N’s body went rigid. She could take a lot of shit, but not this. Not from him. Not after she'd been working her ass off for the past few months. Her fists clenched at her sides, her breath coming out a little uneven now. “You think this is a fucking excuse?” Her voice rose, the frustration bubbling over.
“You think I like being out all the time? You think I don’t wanna be home?”
“Yeah well you're never fucking around-”
“-Well, who do you think fucking pays for everything, huh?”
She snapped out voice loud and shaking. “Who pays for you? For the house? For the food in the fridge- oh, wait- there isn’t any, because I haven’t even had time to go shopping and no one else in this house fucking will! Who pays for the electricity? Who gives you money for gas so you can use that dumb ass bike out front? Who pays for you and all the Pogues when you go out? Who does all that- cause it’s not you oand it's definitely not dad”
JJ just stared at her, saying nothing.
The silence between them was thick, suffocating and Y/N was breathing heavily now, her entire body trembling from the outburst. Her chest rose and fell, emotions crashing over her like a wave she couldn’t escape from.
“Jesus”
She mumbled to herself hands coming up to cover her face angrily as she turned away from the boy trying to keep her composure, she could feel the lump rising in the back of her throat. When she looked up to the blonde boy in front of her,
He was just standing there, frozen simply looking at her.
Y/N’s eyes closed for a moment looking away once more, her hand instinctively running over her brow in an attempt to calm herself, but the anger and frustration were still boiling inside her. She was so fucking tired- tired of fighting, tired of being the one holding everything together but still being seen as a shitty sister. Her shoulders sagged as she exhaled slowly, trying to regain some sense of control over herself. But before she could collect her thoughts, the door creaked open.
Luke stumbled in, smelling of alcohol and smoke, his breath heavy with the stench of both. He was swaying slightly, a half-empty beer bottle dangling from his hand. His bloodshot eyes fixed on them, a smirk forming on his lips.
"Little family meeting and I wasn’t invited?"
He slurred, the words dripping with disdain. Y/N’s stomach churned. She didn’t have the strength for this. Not tonight. Not after she'd literally just ripped her brother to shreds. JJ was the first to react, his voice low,
"Dad just go to bed"
His voice a little weary as he spoke to the man. Luke’s bloodshot eyes flickered to JJ, and he sneered unimpressed, 
"Little hero trying to save the day huh?" 
His voice was thick with slurred sarcasm. Y/N pressed her nails harshly into her palms trying to shake off the dizziness that seemed to cloud her mind. She muttered, half to herself, but her voice was tight with frustration.
"It's nothing, just leave i-" 
"-I need some money" 
Luke’s attention shifted to her, his stance unsteady but focused as he spoke out, his voice dripping with entitlement. Y/N let out a quiet sigh, she knew where this was going, and she didn’t have the patience for it. She didn’t want to deal with this, but Luke was stumbling closer, relentless. As if on instinct JJ stepped forward, his body tensing as he saw what was coming. 
"Dad, stop" 
He spoke out firmly, trying to block Luke's path. But Luke shoved past him, shoulder bumping into the boys completely ignoring JJ’s warning, his face now dangerously close to Y/N's. He leaned in, his breath hot against her face. 
"C’mon, I know you got some," he sneered, "Don’t be selfish. Just give it to me."
"I don’t have any"
She spat, the lie tasting bitter on her tongue, but she was desperate for him to leave her alone, to leave them alone. Y/N’s teeth ground together as she watched his face, his eyes narrowing slightly unimpressed with her tone. Her chest tightened. Before she could react Luke’s hand shot out, grabbing her face roughly as she let out a small whimper, as he forced her to look at him, her own hand flying up to grip his wrist trying to pry him off her face.
"Don’t fucking lie to me" 
He growled, his grip tightening. JJ’s eyes flashed with concern, and he surged forward, shoving Luke back with a force that made the older man stumble. But Luke wasn’t backing down- he never had. He shoved JJ back, hard, the blonde boy loosing balance and harhsly hitting his back against the kitchen counter. Y/N's heart skipped a beat at the sight, the sick feeling in her stomach instantly rising asshe saw JJ having to steady himself against the cold tiles of the counter.
"Don't interrupt when the adults are talking!" 
Luke barked, his voice filled with nothing but venom. Y/N felt a wave of panic rise in her chest now as the older man stumbled towards her brother once more, her heartbeat hammering in her ears. She couldn't let this escalate.
"Stop!"
She called out, the man whipping around at the sound of her voice. Her hands moved frantically to her pockets, pulling out the two crumpled fifty dollar bills she’d tucked away earlier before she'd left the club. Her fingers fumbled, shaking as she shoved it into Luke’s hand.
"Just—just leave him alone okay?"
She muttered through gritted teeth. "Take it and go."
Luke’s eyes glinted with satisfaction as he grabbed the money, he turned on his heel as he made his way back through the front door, the wood slamming loudly on its hinges making the walls of the house shake. Her eye drifted over to her brother, whose eys were already on her, taking in teh reddend skin around her jaw. Y/N let out a small sigh, throat feeling tight as she turned on her heel, moving toward her bedroom. JJ called after her, his voice pleading.
"Y/N—"
"Let it go Jay"
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Y/N clocked out of her shift at the country club, the weight of another long day settling heavily on her shoulders as she slipped back into the driver seat of her car. Her mind raced- she’d just gotten off a long shift here, and the tension with JJ had been thick lately- after their argument the other day everything felt strained. She slipped her phone out of her bag the familiar hum vibrating in her hand.
Tommy (3)
She stared at the message for a few moments, biting her lip, the screen lighting up her face in the dim light of the parking lot.
Tommy  :  Club’s gonna be real busy 
Tommy  :  Need more girls than usual you free? 
Tommy  :  Pay's double.
The offer was tempting- the money would make a difference. She remembers the last time she got a message like this, she earned almost five hundred dollars for only two hours. She needed an escape- it wasn't like she was going to go home anyways. Her fingers hovered over the screen for a moment longer, then she let out a small breath, shutting her eyes for a brief second as if trying to push off all the weight off her chest. She placed the phone down and turned the key in the ignition, the engine roaring to life beneath her. The sound filled the car, drowning out the noise in her head for just a moment. As she backed out of the parking lot and onto the quiet streets, her hands gripped the steering wheel tightly, the familiar road ahead almost a comfort in its predictability.
The strip club was alive with the hum of chatter, clinking glasses, and bass-heavy music filling the air. The buzzing atmosphere was almost suffocating- Y/N navigated through the crowd, feeling that familiar feeling as she made her way toward the changing room. As she stepped through the door, the smell of perfume, hairspray, and a faint hint of alcohol hit her. The room was already packed with girls, some adjusting their outfits, others touching up their makeup. Naomi was perched on a bench in front of the mirror, her fingers running through her hair.
“Heyyyy girlfriend”
Y/N smiled at her greeting, slipping off her jacket and tossing it on the chair next to Naomi. The girl glanced up at her again, her eyes flickering with curiosity. “Busy night,” she said, her voice low,
“You’re not the only one who got the double-pay offer. Everyone’s here.”
Y/N gave a half-nod, her mind still processing the chaotic energy in the room. “What’s going on tonight?” she asked, trying to ignore the tension rising in her chest. She didn’t want to get caught up in the buzz she just wanted a good payout, but she had to ask. Naomi didn’t miss a beat.
“Your little boy toy-” she said with a knowing smile, a hint of a tease in her voice. “-and his friend are selling tonight. Big stuff, apparently.”
The mention of Rafe made Y/N freeze for a split second. It was subtle, but Naomi caught the shift in her posture—the way her shoulders tensed, the brief flicker of something in her eyes. She hadn’t seen him in days, and the thought of him brought a tightness to her chest- one she coudlnt explain. Y/N licked her lips, giving a slow nod. She didn’t trust herself to say anything.
There were too many feelings tangled up with his name.
Her fingers trembled slightly as she pulled her heels out of her bag. The last thing she needed tonight was to deal with whatever Rafe had going in, yet she knew, deep down, she couldn’t avoid him forever. The music thudded louder as they walked out onto the main floor of the club. Y/N could feel every pair of eyes on her, the weight of their stares almost tangible as she moved through the crowd. She was wearing the tiniest skirt she could find, fishnets hugging her legs tightly, and a little tie top that showed just enough to catch anyone’s attention. That’s when they bumped into Tommy, who was leaning against a pillar near a busy booth. He looked up, a grin spreading across his face when he saw them.
“Just who I’ve been looking for,” he said, his voice laced with the usual business-like tone that masked the eagerness in his eyes.
“Ladies, I need you two for a duet in the far left booth.”
Y/N’s stomach dropped as she glanced over, recognizing that booth as the one Rafe and Barry usually occupied when they were selling. It was one of the higher-paying spots. Naomi didn’t seem to notice, or care. She gave Y/N a quick look, a mischievous gleam in her eye as she nudged her playfully with her shoulder.
“You better shake your ass on me like your life depends on it”
Naomi said, her voice low enough that only Y/N could hear. Y/N let out ana mused hum and although thought of being in Rafe’s vicinity again made her somewhat nervous, she quickly pushed the feeling down. She didn’t have time to second-guess herself. She couldn’t afford to. Not with this much money on the line anyways.
“Trust me, I will”
She said back, her voice steady, though there was a tightness in her chest that she couldn’t ignore. They made their way toward the booth, and with every step, Y/N could feel her pulse quicken, the familiar sense of tension rising in her. It wasn’t just the job. It was him. When they got closer to the booth, Naomi didn’t waste a second. She immediately slid onto Barry’s lap, her movements smooth and confident. Her hands traced down his chest as she leaned in close, her voice low,
"Hey, I’m Bambi"
"Shi, Bambi huh?"
Barry’s grin stretched wider as he raised an eyebrow. He laughed, clearly impressed. His hands were already reaching for the waistband of her panties, slipping cash into the band as she giggled, a carefree sound escaping her lips. Meanwhile, Y/N stood there, watching them for a moment, her heart pounding. The energy was thick, the music pulsing with a new rhythm that seemed to spread through her veins.
But as the beat dropped, her gaze shifted to Rafe.
He was sprawled back on the booth, leaning against the backrest, his legs spread wide and his arms casually crossed, biceps straining against the material. His posture was so damn confident, like he owned the place. His eyes flicked up toward her, and for a second and she froze, not sure how to approach him. The past few days of silence between them hung in the air like a thick fog. But just as quickly as the hesitation struck, she pushed it away. Instead of walking over to him, Y/N turned toward the pole at the centre of the booth, where the soft glow of the lights hit her skin just right. A new song started, the beat smooth and seductive, and she felt the music pull her into its rhythm. She slipped toward it, her fingers brushing against the cool metal as she took a deep breath. The familiar motion of her body flowing with the music was comforting, even if her nerves were still buzzing.
Her body swayed to the rhythm, her movements smooth and fluid as she gripped the pole. Her hips swivelled, hands trailing over her body in the same hypnotic rhythm. Out of the corner of her eye, she noticed Rafe- his gaze fixed on her, his eyes following her every move, a smirk tugging at his lips and she couldn’t help but feel the heat of his stare, the intensity in it that seemed to burn straight through her. His head tilted slightly, his lips parting as he watched her, as if the world had stopped just for him to witness this. His presence was heavy, and it made her pulse quicken in ways she wasn’t sure she could control.
But then Bambi was there, slipping up beside her, her body just as fluid and confident. She didn’t need words, just the familiar energy they often shared up on the stage. They moved together like they had done this a thousand times before- two bodies locked in perfect sync. Naomi’s hands slid up Y/N’s waist from behind, pulling her closer, their bodies grinding against each other in a perfect duet. Y/N's heart raced as Naomi’s lips brushed against her ear, her breath warm against her skin. They moved together, hands all over each other, teasing, pulling, snapping straps against skin as though their bodies were made to fit together.
Bambi’s fingers trailed down the girl’s spine, as she turned her around both of them now facing eachother. Without hesitation Y/N ran her hands over the girls soft skin, lowering herself down her body before she dropped to her knees in front of the girl. Rafe perked up in his seat eyes glued to the two of them on the stage, yet his focused was set on one more than the other- solely on her. Bambi's hand ran over the top of Y/N's hair and in response the girl arched her back running her hands up from the girls glittering heels to her soft thighs looking up at her from where she knelt on the ground. Bambi let out a playful smile as the whistles from the crowd around them grew louder, a few guys tossing money in their direction, clearly more interested in the show than the drugs being sold.
Rafe’s eyes never left Y/N, he couldn't draw them away even if he wanted to. His teeth ground against eachother, his gaze heavy, fingers tapped on the edge of the booth. The music finally began to fade as the dance came to a close and bills flew past, landing on the floor around the girls. Naomi sent Y/N a kiss, her chest rising and falling with the adrenaline, before she pulled back, a playful wink thrown in her direction as she picked up a few of the fifty dollar bills.
"Thanks for paying for my rent this month"
Rafe had moved now, his back straight as he leaned forward, sitting at the edge of the booth, his posture tense. His eyes were still following the girl standing on the raised platform- but then a guy who had just bought some coke from Barry next to them caught his attention. He was fiddling with the small baggie in his hand, his eyes trailing up and down Y/N’s body with a lecherous grin on his face. He licked his lips, his eyes lingering on her for a beat too long, then he turned to Rafe, the smirk never leaving his face.
“How much for her?” he asked, his voice low but confident as he gestured over to Y/N,
“For a private session?”
As soon as the words left him lips Rafe's jaw clenched, a low scowl pulling at his features as he fixed his eyes on the guy. Without a second thought, he spat out in a cold and cutting tone,
“She’s not for sale.”
The words hit harsh and unforgiving, and Rafe didn’t even give the guy a chance to respond before he stood up and shoved past the man without a glance, his movement swift and purposeful as he made his way towards Y/N. She looked up to find Rafe standing next to her, his gaze running over her, sharp and unreadable. The scowl on his face had softened a little, but there was still something dark in his eyes, something she couldn't fully decipher.
She didn't want to anyways- didn't want to try and understand it... undertsand him
"I want a private session."
His words cut through the air like a knife, his voice low and dangerous. The girl's jaw clenched tighter at the words, an uneasy mixture of anger and something else bubbling beneath the surface. She couldn’t pinpoint it. She didn’t know what to feel anymore when it came to him, she didn’t know where she stood with him, and it made her stomach churn. Naomi overheard from behind her and, with a grin, snuck up close, chin resting lightly on Y/N’s shoulder.
"She’d love to do that for you, wouldn’t you, bunny?"
She teased, the playful tone almost mocking in its innocence. Y/N was still glaring at Rafe, not able to tear her eyes away from him, she didn’t even know how to navigate the mess he'd tangled her in, but this?
This wasn’t what she needed.
Private sessions weren;t anything new. She used to do them all the time, that was before Rafe supposedly banned her from doing so. Either way, it was the nature of the business, and she’d done her fair share. Yet with him- she wasn't sure she wanted to cross that line. But when Rafe spoke again, his offer surprised her, his voice cold as he cut through her thoughts:
"I’ll pay triple."
Naomi’s eyes widened at the offer, clearly taken aback by the amount of money Rafe was willing to throw around. Y/N’s irritation flared—triple? Seriously? She couldn’t even figure out if he was trying to piss her off or if he genuinely wanted a session with her, and that pissed her off even more. Pushing down her frustration, Y/N finally looked away from him, her expression hardening as she nodded stiffly.
"Fine."
Her voice was sharp, but she quickly turned away, heading toward the private rooms, the sound of her heels echoing on the floor as she walked. Rafe followed close behind her, his footsteps deliberate. When they reached the door, she stopped and turned to face him, her hand resting on the door handle. She glanced at him and with a flick of her wrist, she opened the door and gestured inside with a stiff movement.
“After you.”
Rafe didn’t move for a second, his gaze still intense, but eventually, he stepped inside. Y/N turned, taking the little sign by the door and flipping it, the outline of a woman visible now, signaling the start of the session. She moved inside with him, her heart pounding as she shut the door behind her, the heavy silence between them deafening. The bass from the music thumped through the walls of the private room, vibrating the air with its pulse as Y/N stepped in, the door clicking shut behind her. The dim lighting made the space feel smaller, more intimate, as she looked toward Rafe. He was already sitting in the middle of one of the big leather chairs, his posture wide, almost arrogantly so. His thighs spread a little, his eyes focused on her, hungry, predatory.
Y/N’s heart skipped a beat, but she kept her cool, walking toward him with slow, deliberate steps. She didn’t show him the nerves that crept up her spine- no, she wasn’t going to let him see that. As she got closer, Rafe’s hand extended toward her, patting his lap. The simple gesture made her stomach flip in a way she refused to acknowledge. She hesitated for only a moment before straddling his lap, the heat between them palpable. His eyes locked onto hers as she settled in.
"I'm waiting"
A slow, deliberate roll of her hips immediately answered his demand. She could feel his breath hitch, his hands coming up to rub over her thighs, the touch warm and possessive. She braced her hands on his shoulders, the grip tight as she moved again, the rhythm of her body building with the pounding beat of the music. Rafe hummed under his breath, clearly satisfied. His hands slid up, teasing the skin of her inner thigh, fingertips brushing the edges of her skirt.
"Not seen you in a while Bunny"
He muttered, voice low and rich with something close to amusement as his head leaned back agaisnt the chair. Y/N smirked, a bitter laugh escaping her lips.
"Not long enough."
His lips curled into a smirk at that, but there was something deeper behind his eyes. As he spoke, his tone almost as if he was savouring the moment.
"Missed that bitchy attitude of yours"
Y/N’s gaze remained locked with his, her body swaying in time with the music, but her mind was elsewhere. Her fingers dug into his shoulders slightly, feeling the tension in his muscles, the way he pulled her in closer with every roll of her hips. She could feel the heat of his gaze, the weight of it settling on her skin causing it to prickle. It only fuelled her determination to make him feel something.
To make him sweat under the same intensity she felt.
His hand slid up her body, sliding over her hips, pausing at the soft skin of her waist before making its way to the centre of her top, fingers lingering by the bow of the material keeping her tits covered. Before she could react, his fingers curled around the soft cotton, tugging at the tie letting the material fall open in response to the action. Y/N bit her tongue, swallowing down her snarky comment, instead her hands came up to pull the top off- revealing the smallest bikini top she owned. It barely covered anything, the triangles of fabric just barely containing her tits. Rafe's eyes flicked down, his gaze darkening as he let out a hum, much deeper than the last. His thumb ran over the edge of the triangle shaped fabric, skimming along the soft swell of her breast.
His hands then slid lower to her hips, pulling her down just a little closer against him. His grip tightened, fingers pressing into her skin as he guided her movements, making sure she felt the full weight of his presence beneath her. He leaned in closer, the heat of his breath washing over her neck, sending a small shiver down her spine. She swallowed, the knot in her throat tightening as he whispered to her,
"Did you miss me, Bunny?"
Y/N’s breath caught, her pulse quickening at the sound of his voice- low, teasing, so incredibly close to her skin. Her body felt hot suddenly, like the room had sweltered into something far more intense. She wasn’t supposed to feel this way, not with him, not with everything that had already passed between them. Her mind raced, and for a brief moment, she couldn't answer. She was caught off guard by the sudden surge of heat flooding her body. The question hung in the air like a weight, as if the answer would say more about her than she wanted it to. She cleared her throat, struggling to steady her pulse as his lips brushed just underneath her ear. The tension between them seemed to stretch, thickening with every passing second. She managed a tight, almost defensive response.
"No"
She said, her voice betraying her own uncertainty as she shifted slightly, the heat between them still uncomfortably intense. Rafe didn’t pull away. Instead, his hands tightened around her hips, pulling her closer again, forcing her to face him, to meet his gaze. There was something dangerous in his eyes- a challenge- but also something else, something far more complicated. He smirked, as though he knew exactly what was going on inside her head, leaning back slightly as he watched her, his gaze never leaving her face.
"I don’t believe you"
He said, his voice low, amusement dancing in his eyes. Y/N felt her stomach twist. She stopped her movements abruptly, the music shifting into a new beat that only seemed to heighten the tension between them and her breath seemed to be heavier now. She could feel the weight of his stare as his fingers trailed down to toy with the hem of her skirt, teasing her with every slight tug of the fabric. He tilted his head, his eyes still locked on her, as though he were reading her every move. He spoke casually, voice dripping with an almost confident sweetness.
"My offer still stands you know..."
"What?"
Y/N blinked, confusion flickering in her gaze. Rafe leaned in just a little, his lips curving into that familiar cocky grin.
"Come back to Tannyhill with me..."
He said, his voice quieter now, but still laced with that undeniable edge. Her stomach dropped, and she shook her head, already pushing herself off of him, feeling that familiar heat rise to her face.
"No"
She said firmly, her tone cold, her chest tight with irritation. Rafe wasn’t done, though. As she moved away from him, his hands shot out to grab her wrists, keeping her close to him and her hands had to come out to steady herself against his chest. His fingers wrapped around her skin like a vice, but not harsh—more like a silent ask for her attention, for her response. He coaxed, his voice barely above a whisper.
"C'mon Y/N- any price you give me"
"No," she repeated, her jaw clenched, her voice rising,
"No- what do you even- no- Rafe just, just stop"
But he wasn’t letting it go even though she was done. She pulled away from him, her chest tight as she turned toward the door. Rafe’s voice followed her as she walked.
"You know I wouldn’t do anything you didn’t want"
He said, the words hanging in the air between them. Y/N froze, her hand resting on the door handle. She turned around, her lips curling into a sarcastic smile.
"Yeah? Well, that makes it so much better, doesn’t it?"
She shot back, her voice thick with bitter irony. Rafe didn’t move, didn’t flinch. He only leaned back against the booth with a slight shrug. "Well," he said slowly, his tone a little too calm,
"I’m not gonna change my mind."
Y/N’s eyes narrowed, her hands tightening around the handle. She shot him one last, heated glance before responding, her voice sharp and firm.
"Yeah? Well, neither will I"
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She walked out of the club, her trainers scuffing against the pavement in the quiet night air, each step louder than the last. The neon lights from the strip club still flickered in the distance, but she was done. She had clocked out early, barely able to keep herself together after that confrontation with Rafe. Her blood was boiling, and her fists were clenched so tight her knuckles ached. She could still feel the heat of his touch, the way his words had wormed their way under her skin.
He had that effect on her- always had.
Y/N chewed on the thought as she crossed the parking lot, heading for her car. It was complicated. She hated what he made her feel. He knew exactly how to push her buttons, how to get under her skin, and it made her want to scream. Yet, at the same time, part of her didn’t want to walk away, even though her stomach twisted at the thought of him. She hated that she couldn’t escape the pull he had on her. He was everything she didn’t want. And still, there she was, thinking about him when she could be focusing on anything else. Her thoughts were swirling as she made her way to her car, trying to push away the lingering feeling of his presence. She’d never been so conflicted in her life. She slid her bag into the trunk of the car, the weight of the night still pressing down on her, and just as she was about to shut the boot, a voice interrupted her.
"Hey! Hey, excuse me!"
She paused and looked up, her jaw tightening as she saw a guy walking toward her. He was dressed well, too well for someone she'd expect to see around here, and there was something about the way his pupils were blown wide that immediately caught her attention. "Um, yeah?" she responded, clearly annoyed, her arms folding across her chest.
"Can I help you?"
"Oh uh, you're Bunny, right?"
The guy seemed a little flustered as he stopped in front of her, running a hand through his hair, a nervous energy radiating off him. Y/N let out a small sigh, rolling her eyes to herself, her fingers gripping the edge of the trunk.
"Look, I’m not working anymore..."
The guy blinked, quickly recovering, "Oh—oh right. Well, will you be back tonight or…?"
"No, I'm done for the night"
She replied curtly, closing the trunk with a firm click. She was done with the whole night, with the club, and especially with thinking about Rafe. "Right, right," he stammered, rubbing the back of his neck, clearly trying to find his words.
"I saw you inside, and… I just wanted to say you were..."
"I was…?"
She trailed off, her patience already wearing thin. Y/N shifted her weight from one foot to the other, not really in the mood for small talk. He spoke, his voice a little too eager, his words almost slurring slightly as if he'd had a few too many drinks.
"...you were really good"
"Thanks"
She muttered, already turning to head for her driver's door, hoping he'd take the hint. But no, he was still following her, his steps quickening as he tried to keep up. "You see," he continued,
"I was inside, and I was talking to that guy and I was going to ask you for a priv—"
"-Look, this is really nice of you and all, but I really just wanna get home."
She cut him off before he could finish, her tone sharp. The guy stopped, his face falling slightly as he realized she wasn’t interested. He gave a small nod, raising his hands a little. But he didn't move. Y/N turned to face the guy again as he didn’t back off. He was still standing a few steps away, an uncomfortable eagerness in his stance.
"I'll pay you well"
He said, trying to sound persuasive, his voice a little more insistent. She scoffed, shaking her head. Her voice was thick with disbelief, the last thread of patience she had snapping.
"Are you for real right now?"
"Come on, I’ll pay you double."
He stepped a little closer, his eyes scanning her like and Y/N’s jaw tightened, her fingers gripping the handle of the car door as she stood between the two cars taking a step back, trying to put distance between them.
"Just back off man"
But he didn’t listen and instead took another step forward, clearly ignoring every signal she was giving him, and she felt the anger building in her chest.
"I fucking said, back up!"
She snapped, her voice cold and sharp. The guy hesitated for just a second, but then his eyes hardened, the uncomfortable edge of desperation turning into something intimidating. 
He clearly wasn’t backing off
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mathewryf · 23 hours ago
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This is doing the same thing to me that the Sonic Forces Character Creator did: It's making me want to sit down and design my Sonic-sona (again) I need time and energy to sit down and do this dammit xD
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Here's mine. At least, this is the version that sort of reflects me. Putting my rambling under a read more because this managed to make me type despite how tired I am!!!
The parts that are solidified: Dog as the species, Tails as my favorite character, my first memories are with movies/anime (both Sonic X and the OVA are part of my early memories, but apparently there's a lot of Sonic my older brothers showed me that I don't remember), and lastly, the Characters as what appeals to me most.
My favorite fan activity is listed as "other" because it's hard for me to pick one favorite thing. Maybe if there was a "deep analysis of the characters, stories and themes" option I would have picked that xD
As for favorite game: I picked Sonic Adventure 2 Battle because it hits some sort of common ground for the things I look for in Sonic. Both of the Adventure Games, Heroes and Unleashed sit at the top of my "favorite Sonic game" lists consistently, and I'm always cycling through them. That said, I haven't experienced every game first hand, nor have I even experienced everything the games I have played have to offer. That's one thing I love about the games: I'm always finding new ways to appreciate them, and new experiences. I only recently got to playing my copy of Black Knight, and it's like I was suddenly home again.
Now, some notes on the avatar:
I chose dog as a species because I am constantly compared to dogs IRL, and dogs IRL seem to really like me.
I go back and forth on whether to have the folded ears or the pointed ears due in part to the kinds of dogs I get compared to. if it was possible I'd have one ear pointed and one ear folded down xD
For the eyes, I went with a rounder shape because I'm a bit of a shy doofus IRL. To the point where I can be a bit too passive. I chose blue for the color because it was as close as I could get to my real eye color (central heterochromia B/G)
I chose red for the fur here because I actually used to have red hair! There's still shades of it present, especially when the sun hits it.
I went with the typical muzzle color because I'm basic™
As for the outfit, every time I come to this part I always ask myself "if I had my choice and money was no issue, what would I wear?"
Somehow I always come back to a leather jacket. I've tried ponchos, hoodies, hell I've even experimented with vests, but leather jackets just call to me.
As for the gloves, the ones I picked were to match the jacket, but the gloves I actually prefer to wear are a specific style of safety glove!
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Building off of that, I also am extremely picky about footwear! To the point I know my boot size off the top of my head xD
I chose the boots in the profile card because they were the closest to the boots I wear IRL, but even then it leaves a lot to be desired. There weren't any shoes that reflected my casual shoes, either... what a travesty!
For context, here's a picture of the exact boot I wear for work:
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And here's a picture of my casual shoes:
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If it wasn't obvious, I did a LOT of thinking when I was making this card xD
It's funny, actually: I can put so much thought into something like this, but I can't ever seem to bring that energy out when I'm trying to actually draw what I see in my mind.
Someday I will, though. It matters that much to me!
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ok so the new Sonic Channel fursona maker is in Japanese. Obviously. So for those of us who can't read Japanese very well, here's a rundown of the Profile page translations so you can work it accurately without defaulting to a translate page every five seconds!
Special thanks to @krafterwrites and @sonicbible for their help!!!! Esp sonicbible for helping me translate what my websites could not lmao
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Selections under the cut!
Favorite Character
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Can I just say? Sticks being included FLOORED me. Like there's my GIIIIRL. Also Maria??? MEPHILES??? Hello???
Favorite Game
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SONIC SHUFFLE AND CHRONICLES APPEARANCE?????
What was your first Sonic experience?
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What is your favorite fan activity?
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What do you like about Sonic?
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ALRIGHT GANG GO FORTH AND MAKE YOUR OCS. AND LET THEM KNOW WE LOVE SONIC SHUFFLE
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imreidswifey · 2 days ago
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𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬
Jealous!Spencer x reader
summary: you find yourself approached by a charming stranger who insists on keeping you company. Before you can respond, Spencer Reid appears, his usually calm demeanor giving way to something protective and fiercely possessive.
w/c: 1,200
a/n: make noise if jealous!Spencer is a bad prompt " " exactly.
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The soft hum of conversation blended seamlessly with the gentle clatter of ceramic cups and the hiss of the espresso machine. The café smelled of roasted coffee beans, vanilla, and something sweet—maybe cinnamon rolls fresh out of the oven. It was a peaceful afternoon, the kind where time slowed, where the world outside faded into the background, and I could lose myself in the warmth of my drink and the pages of my book.
Until I felt eyes on me.
At first, I ignored it, assuming it was just the natural background noise of a bustling café. But the sensation didn’t fade.
“Hope I’m not interrupting,” a smooth voice cut through my concentration, and I looked up to find a stranger standing at the edge of my table.
He was handsome in an effortless way—chiseled features, a confident smirk, dressed in a well-fitted button-down. The kind of man who knew how to draw attention without even trying.
“You looked lonely,” he added, sliding into the seat across from me as if it were his right. “Figured I’d offer some company.”
I blinked, caught between irritation and amusement. “I wasn’t lonely,” I said, closing my book with deliberate slowness. “I was reading.”
“Ah,” he said, undeterred. “Then maybe I can make it more interesting.”
I opened my mouth to respond—politely, but firmly—when a shadow fell over the table.
“She doesn’t need company.”
The voice was low, clipped, and utterly familiar.
Spencer.
I turned just as he stepped to my side, his fingers ghosting over my shoulder in a barely-there touch, but the heat of his presence was unmistakable. He wasn’t just standing beside me—he was anchoring himself there, solid and unmoving.
His usually gentle brown eyes were darker, sharper. There was something coiled beneath his calm exterior, something protective and burning just under the surface.
The stranger raised an eyebrow, clearly unfazed. “And you are?”
Spencer didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he adjusted his stance, tilting his head slightly, studying the man in front of him the way he would a suspect in an interrogation room.
“I’m the person she’s with,” Spencer said finally, his voice smooth but carrying an unmistakable edge.
Something electric crackled in the air.
The stranger’s smirk faltered, but only slightly. He looked between the two of us, weighing his options. “Didn’t see a ring,” he said, though his tone lacked the confidence he had a moment ago.
Spencer leaned down then, close enough that I could feel his breath ghost across my cheek as he murmured, “He doesn’t need to see a ring to know you’re mine.”
My breath hitched.
Spencer wasn’t normally possessive. He didn’t need to be. He knew what we had, knew the depth of our connection without ever having to stake a claim. But in that moment, as his fingers brushed lightly against the back of my chair, I could feel it—the quiet, unwavering certainty of his love.
The stranger exhaled through his nose, looking Spencer up and down, as if assessing whether pushing further was worth it.
It wasn’t.
With a shrug, he raised his hands in mock surrender. “Didn’t mean to step on any toes,” he said, standing. “Enjoy your coffee.”
And then he was gone, disappearing into the crowd of the café like he had never been there at all.
Silence stretched between us for a moment.
Then Spencer sighed, rubbing the bridge of his nose before sinking into the now-vacant seat across from me. “Sorry,” he murmured, his intensity melting back into something softer, something unmistakably Spencer. “I didn’t mean to—”
“You didn’t mean to what?” I interrupted, studying him. “Be ridiculously attractive when you’re jealous?”
His ears turned pink. “I wasn’t jealous,” he said, though the way his fingers drummed against the table betrayed him.
I arched an eyebrow.
Spencer let out a breath, running a hand through his hair. “Fine,” he admitted. “Maybe I was a little… irritated.”
A slow smile curled at my lips. “I think I like you irritated,” I mused. “Especially when you get all protective and say things like mine.”
His eyes flickered to mine, something unreadable passing through them. Then, before I could react, he reached across the table, threading his fingers through mine.
“I meant it,” he said softly.
My heart stuttered.
“Spence,” I whispered, his name tasting like something sacred.
His grip tightened just slightly. “I know I don’t say it often. Not like this. But you should know… I’d fight off a thousand guys like that if it meant keeping you by my side.”
I swallowed, my throat suddenly tight. “You don’t have to fight anyone,” I murmured, squeezing his hand. “You already have me.”
For a moment, the world around us faded—the café, the strangers, the lingering presence of the man who had tried and failed to pull me away. None of it mattered.
Only Spencer mattered.
And the way he was looking at me—as if I was the only thing in the world worth protecting—left me breathless.
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Two's Company, Three's a Crowd, and Six is a Riot
iii. Royal consort to the wild usurper
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[notes] - idk how i feel about Leona in this but it is what it is so that's what's happening! I was trying to balance this with a bit of mild angst but also make sure that the romance part was still there? i think it worked for the most part though. also, very excited for the poll i have a bias for one option in particular...
tags: @rosieboop @aliasrising @alienlatteinspace @wishicouldart @cottage-clockwork
edit: i notice I missed a few things regarding the ages and stuff so I fixed that. Also the timeline I realized isn't obvious, so here it is since it's more important here than in the others: Leona and Mousy have been together for 12 years, married for 6, acting as king regent and royal consort for 8 months but officially crowned 3 months ago. I hope that makes sense looool (as me more about this pls I worked hard on it....)
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iii. royal consort to the wild usurper
Listen to: “Like Real People Do” by Hozier
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The heat of the savannah that the dorm’s magic replicated reminded Grim of the trip he and (Name) took to the Cloudcalling Festival though considering the dorm’s patron Seventh, it made sense.
It wasn’t quite as colorful though, everything in Savanaclaw was in muted browns, yellows, and orange. It was just as hot though, something Grim detested with his fur. At least they had the pool in the lounge, though it was quiet. 
Grim looked around with confusion, sniffing at the air for your—or Mousy’s—scent. It wasn’t too far off from what you usually smelled like, but Mousy had an underlying scent of rain, like where’d they’d just been had a storm growing.
He’d come to learn that the weather of the dorms remained the same year round, no matter the weather on Sage Island, so it wasn’t hard to pinpoint your scent. 
Grim followed after it, still put off by the lack of activity. To be honest, the dorm was running the same as it usually would, nothing was out of the ordinary. Which is exactly what was throwing Grim off! Sure, Heartslaybul is always a bit more lively with Ace and Deuce, and Riddle did throw an unbirthday party last minute, but Grim expected that Savanaclaw would do something for Mousy. 
They revered their dormleader as much as the other dorms did, even if he was a slothful lion, so why wasn’t anyone freaking out about their partner?
Did Leona keep it quiet? Was he hiding you somewhere? Grim couldn’t have that, you’re his henchhuman no matter what timeline. Disrespect on you was disrespect on him! And why can’t he find you?!
“Mmm…where’d they go? They did come back to the dorm…right?” Grim huffed, padding around as he wandered the halls, the scent of rain coming closer as he approached a familiar door.
Leona’s room. It was closed, though Grim could hear shuffling behind the door, which was enough reason for him to slam it open and point into the room with rightful fury.
“HENCHHUMAN—”
“GAAAH! GRIM!”
Ruggie let out a high-pitched shriek as he clutched the laundry basket in his hands to his chest like a shield. Upon realizing that it was just Grim, he relaxed, ears flattening against his head as he scowled at the direbeast.
“Dammit Grim, what’s your deal? Don’t you know how to knock?” Ruggie grumbled as he threw a brightly patterned cloth into the basket, one that smelled like you mixed with rain. “You know I won’t cover for you if you damage something of Leona’s, I ain’t getting stuck with that bill.”
Grim let out a soft mewl, surprising both himself and Ruggie, as he zeroed in on the patterned cloth that was on top of the laundry pile. It was the cloth you had wrapped around you earlier, gold and black striped as it fell off your shoulders and held together by a dark orange and deep rich brown striped wrap and beads at your waist. 
Now that he really thought about it, it looked a lot like the clothes everyone had been wearing when you two visited the Sunset Savannah.
“Hey wait! That smells like my henchhuman! Why’d they take it off? I thought they’d be here…”
Ruggie let out a sound of realization as he looked between the cloth and Grim, bringing it up to sniff it closer.
“Oooh, (Name), that explains why this shuka smells so different. Though, it’s waaay too nice for someone like them to have lying around, where’d they get it from, Grim?”
“Hmm? Didn’t Leona tell the dorm about this morning?” Grim questioned, walking forward and reaching for the cloth—a shuka Ruggie called it—to smell it again. Maybe with a closer sniff Grim would be able to locate you. “Give it, I was followin’ Mousy’s scent, I need a refresher!”
Ruggie obliged, though he raised a brow and flicked his left ear curiously at Grim. 
“Leona hasn’t told any of us ‘bout anything. Heard there was some sort of explosion, ‘n who’s ‘Mousy’?”
Soft footsteps and a gentle knock on the doorframe caught both Grim and Ruggie’s attention, the former perking up at the sight of you at the doorway.
Even without the vibrant patterned cloth and emblem, it didn’t take away from the rest of your outfit. 
Your top was black and sleeveless, no doubt to accommodate the heat of your home, with a high neck and a thick band tied at the back of your neck. The shirt was tucked into your black pants, which looked thinner and flared at the ends, and it was covered in a gold geometric pattern that shimmered each time you moved. 
Simple, like Tart’s was, but it looked much more expensive, even the wide band sandals you wore looked like they were expensive leather, and the various bands and beads around your wrists and neck looked a lot like Leona’s jewelry. 
When you uncrossed your arms, Grim noticed a tattoo on your left (rather muscular) arm. A lion, like Leona’s, though it was a bit less extravagant and didn’t wrap around. 
“W-wha…(Name)?” Ruggie gaped at you, looking you up and down as you approached, making him clutch the basket to his chest and back up slightly. “Why are you dressed like a royal? ‘N you smell different too…”
The hyena opened his mouth again for a moment, before shutting it and scrutinizing you further. 
Grim could barely make the words out from under Ruggie’s breath, as his ears flicked while you let you a wry chuckle. 
“Yeah, I didn’t think he’d tell anyone, Leona’s never been one to share. Accident with a looking glass and time travel things this morning is all.” Your eyes and dry smile softened as you noticed Ruggie’s tense posture, gesturing for the basket. 
“He’s hiding from me in one of the nooks around here. Thought I’d give him some alone time, you want me to help with that?”
Ruggie’s ears perked up, his tail slightly wagging as he thought it over. 
“I mean, as long as I still get paid for the laundry…I won’t say no. I still gotta make Leona’s lunch.”
You smiled, taking the basket from Ruggie’s hands as you stared at him for a moment, making him freeze. Surprising both him and Grim, you reached up to ruffle his hair and cooed at Ruggie. 
“Sorry, it’s just been a while since I’ve seen ya, you’ve been busy with work back in my time.” Letting out a tired sigh, you pulled away to rub the back of your neck. “We’ve all had a hectic time, actually.”
Ruggie nodded, eyes lighting up in sudden understanding as he looked down at your clothes once again. He winced, making Grim tilt his head, still confused as he heard him mumble something under his breath. 
“Yikes, no wonder he’s hidin’. Okay, yeah. I’ll get the lunch started, I already had the detergent ready to go. Though, this is your shuka right?” He gestured to your clothes on the top of the pile. “That has to be hand washed you know?”
You waved him off, finally glancing down at Grim with soft eyes. 
“No worries, Grim here will help me. I’m sure we have a lot to talk about, huh?”
Grim pouted, his ears flattening as he whined, “I don’t wanna do chores though…”
“Ruggie will make you a sandwich too.”
“OKAY!”
“What?” Ruggie exclaimed, halfway out the door as he spun on his heel and glared between the two of you. “I ain’t doing extra work—”
“I will have Leona pay you triple for your work today.”
“—without getting your food order!” A big grin on his face, Ruggie got down on his knees and titled his head at Grim. “What kinda sandwich you want? Want a drink and side with that?”
“Tuna! Fancy tuna with fried pickles! And, um…” Grim looked up at you and tugged at your pants. “What’s that drink Ace always gets us at lunch?”
You hummed to yourself, thinking until you snapped your fingers. 
“Ah! The iced sweet tea. Can you get him that Ruggie?”
Ruggie nodded and gave you two a salute, walking off as he happily hummed a tune to himself, singing “gonna get paaaaaid~” as he did. 
You let out a chuckle looking at Grim from the corner of your eyes and nodded your head to the door. 
“Come on, let’s go. The faster we finish, the faster we can go to Ruggie and make sure he doesn’t eat half of your sandwich.”
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Leona was hiding behind the waterfall, where there was a warm resting nook that most of the dorm was unaware of. You knew about it though, you’d been there numerous times towards the end of Leona’s third year. 
Still, he’d left to it right away, telling you to go drop off your shuka in his room to have Ruggie wash it. Grim’s spell had summoned you during a walk in the palace gardens with Leona and Cheka at the time, the pain from the cracks on your skin making you collapse into some of the foliage and mud as a terrified Cheka stared in horror. 
“Uncle! Nini? What’s happening?!”
The poor thing has already been through so much. As much as it was fun to see Leona young again, you were really hoping that Malleus would find you away home soon. 
It was nice to see Grim little again. 
“And I totally coulda beat Ace with my super duper great fire spell! But I went easy on him, so he got the higher grade.”
Grim was yapping your ear off as you hung the damp clothes on the clothesline, rubbing your clothing between your thumb and finger.
“Yeah? Which class was this again?”
“Umm, it was…Magical Dueling! Yup!” Grim put his paws on his hips and let out a confident chuckle. “Yeah, the Great Grim is a real mer-mercial?”
“Merciful.”
“Yeah! That!”
“Right. Grim, you do remember that we take all our classes together, right?”
“Uh-huh.”
“So you know that I know that we don’t have a Magical Dueling class, right?” 
Grim paused, squinting his eyes as you cocked your hip and tilted your head in amusement, waiting for his excuse.
“...We take it during our second year?”
You laughed, reaching down to pat Grim on the head, who gave you a displeased look. Still, he gave a small smile as you two walked back into the dorm. It was hot and windy, so it wouldn’t be long until the clothes were dried. 
Plus, it’d been about an hour since Ruggie left to make the sandwiches, which meant he should be done cooking by now, and Grim’s stomach had been rumbling for the past few minutes.
“Let’s just go eat. I’m sure Ruggie has your sandwich done by now.”
The dorm was still empty of most students, though you could hear someone walking on the wooden ramps and bridges every so often. It made sense, it was still the early afternoon and most students were in class.
Part of you wished that you could see Jack again, but he definitely was in class at this time, and wouldn’t be back for a while if you remember correctly. You kinda wanted to drop at Heartslabyul and see Ace and Deuce, but you didn’t want to add to the chaos with Tart already there. 
Epel and Ortho were also probably preoccupied with your other Yous at their dorms. Sebek was out of the question, he was stricter about his schedule than Jack. 
You just wanted to talk to someone else, you wanted to talk to your husband. At this point in time, you two were never far from each other, or for long. But the Leona of this time didn’t seem keen on talking, or even looking at you. 
He absolutely recognized your clothes and what they meant. 
“Maybe I’ll take his meal to him…get him to talk to me…” You mumbled under your breath, making Grim look up at you.
“Get who to talk to ya? Ruggie?”
“No, Leona.”
“Mmmrph?” Grim trilled at you, narrowing his eyes as the flames in his ears grew brighter. “Leona? What, he’s not talkin’ to ya?”
You shook your head as you both entered the kitchen, where Ruggie was finishing cleaning up and placing a cutting board and knife into the sink. 
“Oh, hey! The food’s done—”
“Well that’s rude!”
Both of you jumped at Grim’s cry, an angry pout on his face as he hopped onto the counter.
“If Leona’s not gonna talk to you, then he shouldn’t get food!” Grim’s pout suddenly turned into a sly grin as he eyed the steak sandwich on the counter, next to his own. “Which is why I should take it! Give it here!”
Right as Grim leaped for the tempting plate of food, Ruggie quickly swiped it and held it over his head, making Grim dive face first into the counter instead. 
“Hey!” Ruggie let out a growl as Grim returned one in annoyance, now jumping up in vain for the food. “I used his card to buy all this! I ain’t gonna lose access to it just because you ate his food, eat your sandwich instead!” 
Noticing at how Grim got on all four paws and wiggled, you rushed over to snatch him midair as he jumped right for Ruggie’s face, the latter stumbling back. Miraculously, he still managed to keep the sandwich on its plate. 
“Hey! Let me have it, Mousy! He doesn’t deserve it! He doesn’t want to hang out with you so he doesn’t deserve a yummy snack! GIVE MEEEE—”
You wrapped a hand around Grim’s snout, his demands for more food muffled as he still longingly reached his paws out for Ruggie as he cautiously lowered the plate back down. 
“Geez, what are you on about?” Ruggie huffed, wrinkling his nose at Grim as he asked, “Leona didn’t just leave you here, right?”
It wasn’t often couples in the Sunset Savannah stray from one another, much less royals, they were almost always seen with one another. Granted, this time’s version of Leona wasn’t technically yours, and you not his, you were reminded each time you tugged at one bracelet in particular among the many around your wrist. 
“...I think you can understand why he might not be particularly enthusiastic to see me.”
You gave Ruggie a dry, tired smile as you gestured at your outfit again, making him flush red and nodded, muttering to himself. 
“Right, right…Well, you know where he is right? I need to deliver his food before it gets cold, is he in his usual spots?”
You doubted that Leona wanted to be bothered by anyone right now, but you were a bit tired of waiting around for him to come out hiding.
“No, you won’t be able to find him. It’s a spot that only he and I know about, so far as I’m aware.” Ruggie’s ears drooped as huffed, murmuring something about getting paid, making you chuckle. “I can take it to him for you.”
Ruggie squinted at you, eyeing Grim as he was dropped to the ground, the latter crossing his arms and stomping his feet.
“No fair…”
Rolling your eyes with an amused smirk, you bent down and gestured for Grim to come closer as you whispered in his ear. After a minute, Grim perked up and stared at you with an open-mouth. 
“Really?”
“Really. Go on, Azul will be very weak against his ��Angelfish’, so he’ll get you whatever you want if Angel asks for it.”
Grim eagerly nodded, reaching his arms out for his sandwich as you handed it to him. Shoving most of it into his mouth, Grim ran off as Ruggie titled his head at you in a curious confusion.
“What’d you tell him?”
“A secret, don’t worry about it.” You sighed, rubbing the back of your neck. “Let me go get my shuka back on and then take his lunch. Grim does have a point, Leona can’t avoid me forever.”
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The furball was always loud and annoying, but Leona dealt with him because of you. He let you bring him around because the stupid little guy made you happy, and he liked you.
He liked you a lot. Leona might even bring it in himself to admit that he’s fond of you, fancies you even. He’d been momentarily delighted when his little ‘mouse’ popped up in the classroom, you’d grown into a pretty thing with his family’s crest plastered on your chest.
And by the ancient kings themselves, you grew to be utterly breathtaking, the circlet on your head wrapped in the braids on the crown of your head decorated with dangling charms that glittered each time you moved, while the rest of your hair flowed down just under your chin. 
Then he looked closer at the eerily familiar circlet, and down your body. The clothes you were in were nearly all black, and you wore his sister-in-law, Niah’s, necklace. Big, beautiful, and intricately beaded to hold the Kingscholar crest, he knew you shouldn’t have been wearing that. 
It belonged to the queen consort. You shouldn’t have been wearing that unless Leona became King. It clicked quickly for him, then, when you’d made eye-contact back in that classroom. You looked older than the others there, and your eyes spoke of sorrow.
You were in mourning clothes, and in your future, he’d finally become a king. At the expense of Falena and Niah’s lives. 
He didn’t even want to think about Cheka. Did something happen to him too? After all this time of loathing and self-hatred, of cursing those who looked down on him for being second-born, he got what he wanted.
Did he want that? Did he want his family dead? Did he want to never see Falena, Niah, or Cheka again?
In the future that his Mousy came from, did he do something to them?
If his mother were here, she’d be pulling at his ear, reprimanding him for abandoning his mate to sulk off in his ‘hidey-hole’ like she would say. She’d always been by his father’s side growing up, like bonded mates were meant to do, up to the point of her untimely death. His father followed soon after.
He was still young when she passed, but he could still hear her voice, chastising him and urging him to go seek you out.
And he would…eventually. He wasn’t a coward, Leona’s pride wouldn’t allow that, but he just needed some time to think. To figure out how to ask you what happened, if he did something. Would you even know? Would you even tell him if he asked?
“Ugh…damn you Furball.” Leona grumbled to himself, tossing and turning in the blankets and pillows he stashed behind the waterfall. “You shouldn’t have been messing with ancient magic.”
There was a naturally formed window in the rock that let in fresh air as the sound of the falls and the occasional student walking past gave him some white noise, and yet he still felt stuffy.
It didn’t help that he could still hear Grim occasionally, your own voice just gentle enough to be out of hearing range. Leona’s pretty sure he was yelling something about sandwiches to Ruggie. 
Whiny as ever, and a little shit like always. As much as your presence has thrown him into a mental spiral, Leona does wonder if the little guy followed you to Sunset Savannah with him. And how exactly you convinced him to agree to housing Grim.
Maybe you turned him into a playmate for Cheka or something. 
Leona inhaled sharply at the thought of his nephew again, turning back around to face the waterfall. He froze at the sight of you, peering at the gap between the water and the stone wall, holding a plate of food in your hand. 
You carefully reached above you to grab the indent along the wall, and slid your body through, carefully pressed against the ledge as you stared down at the pool below you. You did it with precision, like you’d done this many times before, over and over. 
Until your foot slipped on a part of the rock that was wet, making you stumble and Leona bolt over. He didn’t even register that he was holding your waist and the hand that clutched at his shoulder until you huffed and looked up at him with a sheepish smile. 
“Ah, it’s been a while since I’ve done this, I forgot how slippery it got back here.”
Your scent was one of rosemary and rain, though he could tell that you spent a lot of time with his future version. You reeked of his magic and musk, though there was something soft there, like sweet oranges, that reminded him of Cheka.
Leona swiftly let go of you once you were on steady footing, backing up and putting a healthy distance between you two. Though, the disappointment on your face made him falter as he sat down on his makeshift bedding. 
Both of you stared at each other, neither of you speaking, waiting for the other to break the silence first. 
If Leona was going to give future him credit for something, it’s that he did a damn good job in claiming you as his. The jewelry you were covered in was in his colors. Falena was assigned gold and red as the heir, which was traditional. Leona got a dark orange and sepia, also traditional for the second-born, but they were never his favorite. 
But they did look very nice on you. 
“Aw, staring at a little herbivore like me?” You gave Leona a teasing smile and walked closer, holding out the plate to him. It looked like a steak sandwich, the usual that Ruggie made for him. “Don’t eat me now, I’m offerin’ you a meal.”
Leona continued staring at you as he took the plate in your hands, his ears flicking and tail curling close to him as you decided to take a seat on the pillow next to him. He watched as you crossed your legs, resting your hands between them and traced one of the bracelets on your wrist. 
It looked old. It looked familiar. 
“You kept that?” You looked up in surprise. Leona was realizing it was the first actual sentence he’d spoken to you since you’d arrived. “It looks like it’s gone through it…”
“Ah,” You looked down at the bracelet, red, white, and blue with golden spacers between the beads. “Well, it’s been a long time since you gave this to me. I think…almost 12 years by now.”
You smiled down fondly at the jewelry as you continued.
“This one you gave me after your graduation,” You tapped a leather band with a protection spell engraved on it. “Said I needed it for all the trouble I got into.”
You moved onto another one made of braided strings that resembled a sunset. “This was for my graduation, same day you asked me if I wanted to come home with you”
Smile growing, you let out a soft chuckle as you pointed out a fourth, crudely made rainbow bracelet that looked more like something a kid would make for their friends on the playground. 
“Cheka made this, used any and every single bead he could find. It was my 20th birthday present I think. It's been a while, but that sounds right."
Voice softening, you moved to your left wrist, which was decorated with a pair of bronze bangles and a matching cuff with an engraving of a rising sun. 
“This wasn’t you actually, funny enough.” You had a smile and looked at him from the corner of your eye. “Falena and Niah gave it to me as an engagement present when you proposed with this—”
Holding up your hand, you presented him with a wedding set on your ring finger. A thick bronze band accompanied by a simple topaz ring.
“That’s not in the royal jewelry collection.” Leona cut you off, though you looked relieved that he finally started speaking. “Looks too new.”
“Yep. You had this made just for me, and a matching set for yourself as well.” 
Your smile faltered as his eyes were drawn back to the necklace, specifically the crest on your chest.
Both of you went silent again for a few seconds, before you sighed, clutching the crest in your palm, as if to hide it.
“Ask. I know you want to know.”
“...That’s in Falena’s colors. It’s Niah’s, it’s the queen’s.” Leona hissed the last bit, his ears flattening as he stared at your face, watching as you turned away. “Why is my spouse wearing the consort’s necklace?”
Leona’s voice rose as he continued speaking, making you whip your head around and glare at him. For some reason, that look you gave him made Leona freeze. It looked a lot like the ones Niah and his mother would give him whenever he got in trouble.
“Leona. Did you just raise your voice at me?”
Clicking his tongue, Leona leaned back against his pillows and took a bite out of his sandwich, ignoring your pointed look.
“Tch, at least I know where Cheka got his attitude from.”
Leona choked mid-swallow, coughing as reached over to pat his back, freezing as he grabbed your hand to stop you. Though, as his coughing became more hoarse, he let go to pound at chest, allowing you to use one hand to rub a soothing hand on his back and pull his hair away from his face.
It took him a few moments, but he finally managed to breathe normally again, throat feeling rather raw. Leona looked at you from the corner of his eyes and asked, “Cheka’s okay?”
You furrowed your brows and nodded furiously, moving closer to sweep his hair over his shoulder and cup his cheek.
“Yes. Of course, Cheka is safe. He’ll be turning 17 in a few months now…he’s safe and doing as well as he can be right now.”
Leona closed his eyes, trying to imagine what a 17 year old Cheka would look like. A lot like Falena probably, though he had Niah’s eyes. 
“...What do you mean by ‘right now’.”
His eyes met your own as you thinned your lips. You opened your mouth, before closing it again, and gently responded. 
“Leona, I think you know what I mean.”
Taking a deep breath, let his gaze meet yours and asked, “How’d it happen?”
You took in a sharp breath, leaning back and clasping your hands together. 
“Are you sure you want to know? I don’t think it’s a good idea with time traveling rules and all—”
“Yes. Tell me.”
Letting out a sigh, you nodded, swallowing and licking your lips before you spoke.
“It happened at the end of last year, Falena and Niah were meant to celebrate their anniversary at sea. They took a handful of servants onto a ship and had a private yacht set up. It was only meant to be a week, so you, me, and Neji were left in charge of regular duties while they were gone, but while out at sea…there was a storm.”
Leona watched as you paused, wringing your wrist in your hand. 
“It happened about halfway through their trip, it was a freak storm that even had the merfolk surprised. It took two weeks for it to finally calm down enough for us to send search parties, but they couldn’t find anything…”
You shut your eyes closed, bringing a tightly closed hand to your lips as you took a shaky breath, continuing in a trembling voice.
“We thought that they might have sunk, even the Atlantica Royal family sent their own to search for the wreckage…but they couldn’t find it.”
Whispering the last part under your breath, you took a deep breath, wiping the corners of your eyes, before looking up and frowning. 
“Oh, Leona, sweetheart…”
Bringing a hand up to wipe his cheek, Leona barely realized that tears started growing in his eyes. Despite himself, he relaxed into your touch, letting you rub your thumbs across his cheeks and squeeze, bringing him down to your level to press your forehead against his own. 
“...Both of them?”
“Yeah…we held the funerals a month after. And…you were crowned three months ago as king regent.”
Silence fell over you two, Leona looking down as he processed everything you’d just said. 
King Regent. Him, a king in his future, all because his brother died. Gods…he didn’t want his brother dead. Was Falena an idiot sometimes? Yes. Was he pampered and groomed while Leona was thrown off to the side and ignored? Yes. But he didn’t want his brother or sister-in-law gone, among the ancient kings in the stars.
“You became the royal consort then. That’s yours now.” 
You nodded, letting Leona go, reaching down to squeeze at the necklace again. You didn’t look comfortable with it on, like the weight was a strain on you. Leona looked down at the plate in his lap 
“Originally, my Leona and I were only going to rule for a few years, as Cheka was only 15, just about to turn 16 when it happened. But he didn’t want to take the throne just yet at 18, so the two of us will be taking care of things until he’s ready.”
Silence resumed between you two as you decided to lean against the wall, blankly staring at the waterfall. Both of you didn’t speak for what felt like ages. Leona looked down at the plate in his lap still, and tossed it to the side to shove himself into his pillows.
You let out a small gasp, giving him a disapproving glare as you crawled over pick up the plate, ensuring that the food wouldn’t fall to the floor. 
“Don’t do that, this meat is probably expensive, Rugs would probably have an aneurysm if he saw you throwing it around.”
“Hmph,” Leona scoffed, raising a brow at the nickname. “I can afford it, it’s fine. He doesn’t care as long as I pay him.”
“Yeah? Well that reminds me, make sure you pay him triple for today’s work, I told him you would so he would make Grim some food.”
“Eh? I didn’t agree to that, why would I pay for the Furball’s—” 
You waved a hand dismissively, though you had an amused smile on your lips. 
“Oh shush, I thought you said you could afford it?”
Gods, you really did grow to be beautiful. Leona never was one that particularly cared about looks like a certain blonde did, but even he could appreciate how well you took to his homeland’s style. He wonders if the future him helped you with your hair: grooming each other was an age old tradition for close families back home, he saw Niah often braid Falena’s hair. 
Even Cheka’s, though he was so little that they would get messed up after playing. 
Cheka…you smelled quite a bit like him as well, but it was a lot fainter than his own. Hypothetically, especially with the death of his parents, his nephew should be attached to future you and Leona’s hips.
“Oi, you said Cheka was going on 17, but he wasn’t going to take the throne at 18.” Leona’s ears flicked as he asked, “How come my brat—”
“Nephew.”
“—Brat of a nephew, isn’t taking the throne? I know he’d been groomed for it.”
You perked up, smile growing as you leaned in closer, gesturing for him to follow suit. He did, with a fond warmth growing in his cheeks. 
“Oh yes, but after all was said and done…he decided to accept the letter that Night Raven sent him and attend school. Cheka said he wanted to wait and explore the world outside the palace before taking the throne, so the two of us will be ruling for a bit longer now.”
Leona let out a scoff, though he couldn’t help that the corner of his lips quirked. “Seriously? NRC?”
You smiled and nodded. 
“Yes, our—” Leona liked the way you emphasized that. “—nephew even took to your dorm. You tried your very best to talk him out of it, complaining about your time here and how awful it was, he shut you up when he brought up the two of us meeting at school.”
Leona let out a hum, resting his hand on his palm as he leaned against his knee. He still had questions about the kingdom, if there were any opposition to his coronation, why Cheka decided to run off to the school of all places. 
But, he also had a golden opportunity here. 
“And what exactly did you tell him?” Leona watched as you perked up, your smile growing big as you leaned in and cooed. 
“Oh? Trying to get information out of me, hmm? Shouldn’t you try and woo your (Name) on your own?”
“Do you think the others are leaving it up to chance?”
“Ha, fair enough, though I hate to say that you already seem a bit behind if you’re asking me that at this point in the year.”
Leona frowned, ears pinning to his head and tail swishing in frustration. He didn’t like the sound of that.
“You saying I need to get moving, huh?”
You shrugged, your bangles jingling as you waved your hand. “Maaaaybe. I’m assuming that you didn’t piss me off in this time back during the whole contract stuff with Azul, so the me in this time didn’t try to wack your head off with your broom.”
“You did what?” 
Leona couldn’t help himself lean in closer as you let out an embarrassed laugh, covering your smile. 
“Ah, I ask you to help me and you told me to deal with it on my own. When i threatened to keep you up all night if you didn’t, you actually tossed me and Grim out of the dorm and told me to not show my face again.” 
You laughed harder as you told the story, eyes crinkling.
“I was sooooo pissed off that I went back in, made Grim distract the dorm in the lounge, snuck into your room while you were distracted, and tried swinging it as hard as I could into your head when you walked in. We got into it after that, bruised each other up. I even gave you a black eye, though you gave me a massive bite to my arm.”
Leona straightened as you pushed your shuka further past your shoulders, revealing your matching Lion’s Guard tattoo. The second born was always assigned as the leader, though you were a rank lower than him based on it. You tapped it, gesturing for him to move in closer. 
As he did, Leona noticed that right under the black ink, was the faintest prescence of a scar. He could just barely make out where his canines had dug into you skin, no doubt drawing blood. 
“Hm, not a good idea for a little mouse to pick a fight with such a big carnivore.” Leona couldn’t help but drawl out a teasing remark, though you too it in stride as you covered the tattoo and scar again. 
“Oh, don’t you worry. This Mousy packed a bunch, and back then, you gave me respect for holding my own against you, so you helped me out with Azul. We just got…closer after that.”
You smiled fondly as you reminisced, looking up at him and reaching you hand out to his face. This time, Leona didn’t flinch away and let you cup his cheek, rubbing a thumb just under his eye, where the tip of his scar lay.
“We took our time, it was natural. I can’t really say too much other than that.”
Natural, huh? He didn’t have a fight with you in this time. Maybe he was already screwed. Maybe he just needed to get that fiery part of you out. 
Leona’s never been one for fate, he’s always desired making his own way through the world. Maybe he’ll just have to do that with you too. And…with Falena and Niah too…
“Hmm. Well, I have to wait until my own little mouse is back from where the Fur—”
“Grim.”
“—Grim sent them. I’ll come up with a plan, a nap’ll help with that.”
He didn’t wait for a response, instead opting to move over and stretch his body so that his head was in your lap, face looking up at you. 
You took to it naturally, like your own Leona did this often, hands immediately smoothing his hair away from his face, combining through it with your fingers. 
“...You really do look look so much younger like this.”
“...Yeah?”
“Yeah…” Leaning back once again to rest against the pillows and stone wall, stretching your legs out under his body to get more comfortable, you ran a soothing finger along the ridge of his nose. Leona wondered if you got that from him as well; he’d do it to Cheka when he was bothering him to coax his nephew into a nap instead of bothering him.
“Go on, take your nap. We can talk more when you wake up, yeah?”
Leona didn’t respond, though his tail wrapped around your leg as he closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
“I’ll hold you to that Mousy. You’ll be helpin’ me scheme for my own (Name).”
He didn’t need his eyes, he could hear the smile in your voice as you responded. 
“Of course. Just for you sweetheart.”
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laswells-ashtray · 21 hours ago
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141 + friends (+ enemies lmao) reactions to stepping on a pet?
John wants to kill himself. He steps on Peanut's little paw? Noose, it's the only option. But before he can do that, he's quick to find where she ran off to and lure her back out, holding her to his chest and offering her a soft scratch behind the ear. "I'm sorry, petal. I'm just a clumsy arse, aren't I?"
Ghost releases the loudest, most self-loathing Mancunian "FUCK." you've ever heard. He knows that it won't truly hurt the cat, he knows the little fucker will get over it and he's done a lot worse to actually people. But that stinky rat bastard is his stinky rat bastard who relies on him to survive, and that makes him feel bad. The cat is offered a lot of Dreamies as a forgiveness bribe.
Gaz immediately thinks, "this is it, I'm going to hell" because he just stepped on his mum's cat's paw and she insists that the cat is his sister, so he'll never hear the end of it if he doesn't apologise sufficiently to her. He does, his mother eventually concedes that the cat forgives him, and they move on, but he never quite gets over the fact that his siblings are as follows: an older sister, a younger brother and an eleven-year-old cat.
Soap spends ten minutes trying to lure his cat out from under a table because his boy is skittish and standing on the wee laddie doesnae fuckin help, does it? "C'mere son, a didnae mean it. Yer awright, ye kin be mad at me oot here just stop hidin." He spends the rest of the day cradling the cat like a toddler.
Nikolain would never step on Peanut's tail because he looks for her in literally every room of the flat when he enters it. That's his babygirl, his other babygirl stepped on Peanut's paw and now he's hiding the rope.
Laswell accidentally steps on Boris' paw, and he isn't happy. He hisses at her. "What did you expect? You will stand under my feet whenever you get the chance... Alright, fine. I'm sorry. don't get huffy with me, your mommy will never forgive me. Sarah's still holding the grudge from when I stepped on Dot's tail."
And because you said enemies, I shall include Makarov.
He steps on his cat's rail and regards it with a blank look when it mrrps at him sadly, only to murmur a quiet "Я извиняюсь." in the cat's direction.
Someone sees it and he plants a bullet between their eyes, as soon as he's far away enough that the noise won't hurt his cat's ears.
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httpsdana · 2 days ago
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Have you planned to do some boyfriend headcanon for Pedri, Kenan and Jamal aswell? I would love to read then > ^ <
Boyfriend Headcanon~Pedri González
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・❥・masterlist -> part 2
・❥・who I write for
・❥・a/n: this has got to be my fav headcanon I've written. i hope you enjoy <3
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❖ bf! Pedri is the type to always have a hand on you. Whether it’s holding your hand, resting his palm on your thigh. He's always absentmindedly playing with your fingers, tracing over your knuckles, or squeezing your hand in random rhythms. Sometimes, he intertwines your fingers and murmurs, “Your hands are so tiny.”
❖ bf! Pedri is lowkey obsessed with your scent. He buries his face in your neck just to breathe you in, and if you ever leave a hoodie at his place, he refuses to wash it for a while.
❖ bf! Pedri gets jealous when you call someone else ‘love’. You could be talking to a waiter, a friend, or even your mom, but the moment you say “Thanks, love” to someone who isn’t him, Pedri side-eyes you. “I thought I was your only love,” he grumbles, pulling you closer.
❖ bf! Pedri randomly texts you “I miss you” even when he just saw you. If he’s in training or sitting at home, you’ll get messages like “I miss you.” Sometimes, they’re followed by pictures of him looking dramatic or a voice note with a sad sigh. If you respond teasingly, he’ll double down with “It’s serious, cariño. I think I need to see you right now.”
❖ bf! Pedri secretly loves when you steal his hoodies, but he pretends to complain. Every time you take one of his hoodies, he sighs dramatically. “Amor, I’m running out of clothes.” But in reality, he loves seeing you in them. Sometimes, he ‘forgets’ to take his hoodie back, just so you’ll wear it again.
❖ bf! Pedri knows the sidewalk rule. Without fail, every time you walk together, Pedri subtly moves you to the inside of the sidewalk. If you try to switch back, he gently tugs you closer, shaking his head. “Just stay here, princesa,” he mutters, like it’s non-negotiable.
❖ bf! Pedri kisses you randomly, especially in the middle of conversations. You could be in the middle of explaining something, and suddenly, he leans in to kiss you mid-sentence. When you blink at him, he just shrugs. “What? You looked too cute not to kiss.”
❖ bf! Pedri always pulls you onto his lap when you sit next to him. It doesn’t matter if you’re at home, at a friend’s house, or in a casual setting. If there’s space, Pedri pulls you onto his lap. “Sit here,” he says, already guiding you over. If you try to protest, he gives you a look like “You belong here, end of discussion.”
❖ bf! Pedri gets grumpy when you take too long to reply but won’t admit it. If you take longer than usual to text back, Pedri starts overthinking. He won’t say anything, but the moment you text him, he replies within seconds. If you ask if he was waiting, he scoffs. “Pfft, no. I was just already on my phone.” He was absolutely waiting.
❖ bf! Pedri insists on choosing your nail color and paying for them. Every time you book a nail appointment, Pedri gets excited like it's a national event. He’ll scroll through Pinterest, sending you options like “This one would look so good on you” and “What about red? You know I love red.” No matter what color you end up choosing, he always pays, leaving a generous tip for the nail tech.
❖ bf! Pedri sends you videos of dogs and says “this is us”. Out of nowhere, Pedri will send you a random video of two golden retrievers cuddling and caption it “Us”.
❖ bf! Pedri gets pouty when you wear socks to bed. He loves feeling your bare legs tangled with his under the sheets, so when you crawl into bed wearing socks, he immediately frowns. “Amor, take them off, por favor,” he whines, already pulling at the fabric. If you refuse, he’ll start a whole argument about “How can I warm you up if you’re wearing these?”
❖ bf! Pedri gets jealous but in a quiet way. He won’t make a scene, but you’ll notice his arm tightening around your waist or the way he stares down the guy talking to you. Later, he’ll casually ask, “So… who was that?”
❖ bf! Pedri insists on carrying your bag, no matter how small it is. Even if it’s the tiniest purse imaginable, Pedri insists on carrying it. “It’s fine, give it to me.” He’ll throw it over his shoulder like it’s the most normal thing, completely unfazed when his teammates tease him about it.
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wheelchairbatgirl · 2 days ago
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Okay, let’s do my thing and review the wheelchair:
Push rims? Check. The back is pretty high, which would make the angle that she’s holding her arm be pretty uncomfortable, due to wheelchair back shoved into armpit. However, we’ve established that (at least in 1995-2002 canon, which is what I’m currently reading) Babs tends to like a higher back chair. We have mag wheels (the wheels with the very large plastic spokes), which are not used as often on long-use wheelchairs, but I’ve been giving that a pass since they’re much easier to draw than a wire spoke wheel. Mag wheels require almost no maintenance, but they give a much worse ride. A person who is using a wheelchair full time is going to already be performing their own maintenance on their chair, so keeping up with spoke wheels isn’t adding a lot of extra work load.
I do have some questions regarding legs here:
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How long are these thighs? Is this a perspective issue? Is this actually part of the desk obscuring her knees? Or are her thighs actually a yard long?
Also we have a joystick there. While it’s true that a lot of electric wheelchairs are made without large rear wheels, there are power assist options for a manual wheelchair that do use a joystick:
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So, while manual wheelchair with a joystick might not be something that people are as familiar with, they definitely do exist.
So yeah, uh, 7/10, looks pretty much like a wheelchair that could reasonably exist, but honey where are your knees?
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numinously-yours · 1 day ago
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Choose a letter: A message from your future spouse
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In this week's reading, I have letters from your future spouses <3 Each reading will also have a love song attached along with a specific line from that song that stuck out. Choose a group and happy reading!
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Letter 1
Song: True by Spandau Ballet Lyric: "This is the sound of my soul"
Cards for your letter: ace of swords reversed, three of pentacles reversed, queen of cups reversed, and the two of cups
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Text: Hi Darling, I’m sure that you’re wondering where I am & when I’ll finally show myself. Right now, I am working to make sure I will be the best version of myself when we finally come together. Past relationships haven’t worked out. I know I get to meet you eventually, but the journey’s been a bit exhausting. I bet you can relate. As I take this time to work on myself, I feel my soul being pulled closer and closer to yours. I know this is a test of our faith. The universe is asking us to following our souls’ purposes. Among all the signs, synchronicities, prayers, and intuition, if we always come back to the needs of our souls then we’ll always be on the path to each other. I don’t know when we’ll meet (I hope it’s soon!) but I know that when we do, this will all make sense. With love, Your future spouse
Letter 2
Song: You're the inspiration by Chicago Lyric: "You know our love was meant to be; the kind of love that lasts forever, and I want you here with me"
Cards: The World reversed, Justice reversed, The Lovers, ten of wands reversed, seven of pentacles reversed, The Fool
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Dear X, The main purpose of my letter is to let you know that our relationship will be unlike anything either of us has experienced before. Where there used to be passive aggression, there will be healthy communication. Where there used to be blame, there will be accountability. Where there used to be burdens we carried alone, there will be an extra set of hands to distribute the weight. In my own life, I am finally gaining the closure I need for the experiences that have brought me down. I am feeling rejuvenated and optimistic. I know for a fact that all the bullshit was to show us we don’t deserve anything less than the feelings above. We will take this upcoming adventure together and I think you’ll be convinced, too. I can’t wait to show each other what a healthy relationship is supposed to look like. Let’s find each other soon, okay?? I love you! X
Letter 3:
Song: I swear by All-4-one Lyric: "I'll build your dreams with these two hands"
Cards: Six of wands, page of cups reversed, four of pentacles reversed, The Hierophant, The Empress
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Dear future spouse, This is the fourth draft I’ve written of this note to you. The first three were on paper but with all the scratching out I’ve been doing, I decided to skip the paper and find a keyboard with a backspace button. I want to get my words just right. Up until recently, what mattered most in my world was fancy gadgets and making enough money to buy them. But then something changed and all I can think of is wanting to create a life of substance, not a life of things. My viewpoint of the world has been opened, and with that, comes longing for connection and sharing the beauty of life with someone else. I am ready for that feeling people talk about when they speak on love. I am ready to show someone how important their mere existence is. Now more than ever, I truly believe we only get this one life to live, and it shouldn’t be wasted on the material. I hope that when we meet you will know it’s me. My yearning to connect with you is strong and I would be surprised if my energy hasn’t made it your way yet. If it hasn’t, that’s okay because I won’t stop trying. I finally know what is most important in this lifetime and I won’t forget it any time soon. Sincerely yours, Your future spouse
Letter 4:
Song: Meant to be by Bebe Rexha (Acoustic version) Lyric: "We got nothing but time. As long as you're right here next to me, everything's gonna be alright"
Cards: The Lovers, The World, Seven of Cups, The Chariot, Queen of Swords
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Hey you! Our meeting is right around the corner, I can FEEL it. I’ve been working hard on manifesting the life I want and you are an integral piece of that. You emit an energy that I can’t get enough of. I can just tell how smart, true, and incredible you are. When we get together, there will be a sense of fulfillment that neither of us knew was missing. So many opportunities are on their way to us! I know you share the same value for relationships as I do. I want you to know that I will always work my hardest to make you aware of how special you are. It is my promise that I will be honest, open, and respectful to you. I am SO ready to make these manifestations come to fruition. See you soon! - Your future spouse
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roanofarcc · 2 days ago
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PRACTICE LESSONS (LOTTIE’S VERSION)
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pairing: lottie matthews x fem!reader ~ requested
summary:  it's okay to kiss your best friends if 1) it's strictly for practice and 2) if no real feelings are involved. easier said than done. 
warnings:  believed unrequited feelings, the name brandon (derogatory - sorry to any brandons out there) kissing, suggestive towards the end but nothing explicit!
word count. 1.8k || masterlist
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Brandon Mills was a preppy asshole who grew up across the street from the Matthews. He was the kind of boy who had never been told no. His daddy fed him money on a silver spoon, his family’s hefty donations to the school placed him as a bigshot on the baseball team, his devilishly handsome good looks caused every girl to swoon when he passed by them in the hall, and his stupid charm let him off the hook at every turn. 
Despite the Matthew’s carefulness not to let anyone get too close to their family in fear they’d discover their daughter was far from perfect, the Mills were the closest. That meant Brandon always had Lottie on his radar, stalking her like some kind of brown-eyed prey until she was ‘cool’ enough to be with him. Clinching the state title put the Yellowjackets’ soccer team on everyone’s radar, but Brandon was more than ready to swoop in and pick Lottie up like some kind of white knight. 
You wanted him dead. 
Not really. That was a bit extreme, but you often imagined him tripping during baseball practice, breaking his ankle, and getting benched alongside his ego. 
“Hello? Are you even listening?” Lottie’s voice cut through your twisted fantasy, forcing you to refocus as she stood in front of you with two dresses in her hands. 
“Sorry,” you said, leaning back on your elbows on her plush bed. Lottie’s room was spacious and decorated with little objects that screamed ‘Lottie’ while the rest was picked out by her mother. Her bed was always made and smelled like lavender. “What are my options, again?” 
Lottie shook the two dresses and eyed them along with you. “The pink is more ‘me’ but Brandon complimented my blue sweater the other day, which makes me think he likes the color blue.” 
You held back a scoff. Brandon would have complimented Lottie no matter what color she wore; that hardly mattered when Lottie was the one behind the clothes. It would be absurd not to think she looked good in anything she tried on. Yet, you knew that wasn’t the answer she was looking for. 
“The pink one,” you replied. 
She smiled and turned back to her walk-in closet to change and finish getting ready. You collapsed back on her bed with a quiet huff, your brain assaulting you with images of Brandon holding her hand while they walked, sharing candy at the movies, and kissing each other goodbye when the night concluded, while you sat alone in your bedroom, trying not to feel so bitter about it. 
With your luck, they’d graduate from high school and get married, and you’d have to be the maid of honor standing opposite Brandon and his groomsmen, all in pressed suits with stupid smirks on their faces. What could you say, though? No, Lottie, don’t go out with the proclaimed ‘hottest’ boy in our grade because I don’t want you to. Yeah, that would be totally logical. 
“Can you help me with my hair?” Lottie asked, returning to you in her pink dress. She looked as beautiful as she always did, even without effort. “It’s doing that weird thing again.” She sat down beside you and handed you a comb and some hairpins. You kneeled behind her, running the comb carefully through her hair as you twisted it into the updo she always asked you to do for game days at school, when they got to show off their uniforms and be showered in praise from students and staff who were ecstatic about finally having a team worth cheering for. 
Once you were done, your fingers lingered on her shoulder, wishing you had some excuse to make her ditch her date and stay with you. 
“Oh man,” she sighed, and you dropped your hand, scooting back beside her. “I’m starting to get nervous.” 
“He’s the one who should be nervous,” you countered. 
Lottie shook her head, a light laugh falling from her glossy lips. “Please, this is Brandon we’re talking about. He’s, like, as cliche as high school boys get. I don’t even know why he suddenly asked me out of all people.” 
You eyed her, confused. “Because you’re Lottie Matthews.” 
A shy smile graced Lottie’s face in the glow of her bedroom lights. “You have to say that,” she said. “Because you’re my friend.” 
“It’s true, though. He’s the one who should consider himself lucky. Not the other way around.” 
There was a growing nervousness on Lottie’s face, and she channeled it into her hands, twisting them around in her lap. “He’s gone a million dates,” she said quietly. “I haven’t. I haven’t even…” Lottie trailed off, closing her eyes for a brief moment. 
You reached out, giving her anxious hands a squeeze. “You haven’t what?” you asked quietly. 
She peeled her eyes back open to look at you. “It’s embarrassing,” she groaned. “I haven’t even had my first kiss yet. What if I’m really bad and he tells everyone at school on Monday? I don’t wanna be some pariah who no one wants to date because they think I’m a prude or a bad kisser or something.” 
You knew that Lottie hadn’t had her first kiss yet; she was your best friend after all, and those were the kinds of things you shared. She was the first person you told when you had yours; a knocking of teeth after the middle school dance with some kid you were set with. It wasn’t anything magical, just a milestone you got over with. 
“If he spreads that stupid rumor, I’ll totally kick his ass,” you said. “But I doubt you’ll be bad, it’s not hard.” 
Lottie rolled her lips into her mouth, her face scrunching up slightly as she thought about something. Then, when an idea struck her, her brown eyes widened with a suddenness that caught you off guard. She turned her body towards yours and grabbed your thighs as if she needed to get your undivided attention, as if it wasn’t always on her. 
“Could you help me?” she asked. 
Her fingers curled around the fabric of your jeans, making your brain fuzzy and swimming in confusion. “Help you with what?” 
“Kissing! You know what you’re doing. Maybe you could, you know, make sure I’m not a total loser when it comes to it.” 
Surprise flooded your body, turning your blood hot. Your face felt on fire by the mere idea of kissing Lottie. “W-What?” 
She scooted impossibly close to you, lips pulled in a pout, and pretty eyes pooled with a mix of pleading and desperation. “Please,” she said, dragging out the word. “That way, my first kiss is technically out of the way, and I’ll know what I’m doing, at least somewhat.” 
You weren’t sure if you were dreaming or having a nightmare. This was Lottie, your best friend, asking to kiss you. And your first thought was how much you wanted to. It surprised you, how much you wanted to, actually, you had to bite your lip to stop yourself from automatically agreeing. There was a sourness in your gut that mixed with eagerness. Lottie didn’t really want to kiss you; she wanted to practice for Brandon. She wanted to get her first kiss out of the way to shake the nerves; it had nothing to do with you. 
You were also surprised by how much that sucked. Yet, gazing at Lottie so close to you, you knew it’d be impossible to say no. You could almost never say no to her, not when she really wanted something. 
You swallowed the bitterness and excitement, burying it out of reach for the moment, something you’d deal with later. “O-Okay,” you agreed. 
Lottie’s face lit up, as bright as the moon. “Okay!” she repeated, letting go of your thighs and unsure where she should place them. You gently grasped her wrists and placed her hands on your shoulders before you grasped her waist. Sitting on the bed, your legs were pressed against each other, and your skin on fire under where she held.
“Just, um, relax,” you instructed, your voice just above a whisper. Lottie nodded, watching you so intently. You tilted your head slightly, and she mimicked your movement, leaning in even closer but painfully slow. Your heart was beating so violently in your chest, you feared she’d be able to hear it, and you’d give yourself away. 
The moment your lips connected, her arms around your neck instinctively pulled you closer, and your fingers squeezed her hips. Lottie’s lips were soft and sticky from her lip gloss. They tasted like cherries and a dream come true. With your eyes closed and head spinning, you let yourself pretend like the kiss wasn’t simply practice. Maybe it was selfish to pretend it was more, but you couldn’t help yourself. It was Lottie, pretty and wondrous Lottie in her little pink dress with her legs pressed against yours and lips on yours. 
Maybe you should have pulled away and called it a night, let her run off with Brandon, and resort to daydreaming of that moment for the rest of your life while she fell for someone else. But you couldn’t get yourself to and Lottie wasn’t pulling away yet either. So, you deepened the kiss and her lips parted in surprise. Instead of unwinding her arms from around your neck, she pulled you closer, your noses bumping together, but that didn’t deter either of you. 
Your tongue swiped against her lower lip, tasting cherries and bliss. Your lungs started to burn as you kissed Lottie feverishly, forcing you to finally pull away for air. 
She let out a shuddered breath, not taking her eyes off of you. 
The dream was broken as you realized that was it. One practice kiss and she’d soon be leaving. A weight pressed down on your chest as you let go of her hips and ducked your head sheepishly before clearing your throat. 
“I think you’ll be just fine,” you whispered. 
Lottie said nothing, her face unreadable and her lip gloss smeared slightly. Then, she smiled, a breathy laugh falling from her lips. She lurched forward so suddenly you didn’t have time to react before her lips were on yours again. It was your turn to gasp in surprise, and Lottie wasted no time copying your actions from before, exploring your mouth with her tongue like she had made out a million times before. 
If Lottie was anything, it was a quick learner. 
She gripped your shoulders and pushed you back against the bed, slotting her legs between yours. You let your hands roam up from her waist, sliding up her ribs. Lottie kissed you hard, with a kind of hunger. It made your head spin as a small moan fell from your lips. 
“Lot,” you breathed out, and she pulled away, hovering above you. “What about Brandon?” 
With lips swollen and face flushed, Lottie laughed. “Screw Brandon.” 
You laughed too before you pulled her down for another kiss, the date long forgotten that evening.
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bluebutterflytattooed · 2 days ago
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Loser Lesbian Ellie Williams x Mean Girl Reader pt 4
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CHAPTER FOUR
Ellie’s home is the complete opposite to yours. Where you live in a trailer park without a front or back yard, neighbors on every side of you, the whole place a mess except for your sanctuary of a room, Ellie lives on a ranch. It’s cozy, the house itself is older, brick, and painted in warm, deep red colors, and the acres of land surrounding it are green, heavily wooded, and covered in wild flowers. You spot a little brood of chickens around a light blue coop (the same blue as Ellie’s eyes), and a reddish horse is roaming around the fields.
Your heart aches with jealousy over this life Ellie fucking Williams gets to live.
You took an Uber here, even though Dina gave you the option about getting a ride in her car. It’s odd how nice she is to you despite the dozens of times you’ve made mean quips about her dumb skinny jeans. The drive was a slow, torturous session filled with both dread and anticipation. You want to see what Ellie’s life is like, the insider edition on this absolute nerd and who has raised her to be so… unique, to put it nicely. You are at her house afterall, you’ve got to be kinder than usual. The walk up to her front porch is even longer than the drive you took to get here. Your stomach has stayed sunken down into a pit, your head feels light.
All of this because of Ellie?
You quickly decide that you can’t let her get to you this much, to the point that your skin feels hot, which is what leads you to slamming your fist against the front door a few times in rapid succession, closing your eyes tightly as you wait for someone to answer. Will it be Dina? Riley? Ellie? Whatever parent she lives with? You really hope it’s not a parent, that would just send you and your anxiety about this whole situation over the edge.
Thankfully, it's not a parent that opens the great big oak door for you. But it is in fact Ellie. You step back, looking at her as she stands in the doorway, staring at you. Her eyes are wide, as if she’s surprised that you showed up despite being invited. Since school, she’s taken off her grey flannel and is just in her jeans and t-shirt, which unfortunately has revealed her toned arms. She’s not grossly muscular or anything, she’s strong from heavy labor on the farm, the kind of work that makes someone sweat and groan with the stress of having dozens of pounds held in their arms. The very thought of Ellie doing that makes you feel strange. Maybe it’s because she’s so weird that the image of her doing something like that seems wrong. Maybe it’s because you have a thing for muscular arms.
You won’t allow yourself to think it’s for the second reason.
“Um, hi,” Ellie says softly, looking right at you. You look her up and down quickly, trying to make it unnoticeable. It becomes obvious though when your eyes still on her feet which are clad in Marvel socks that look like they’re from the little boys section at Target.
“Nice socks, Williams. Never in a million years would I have guessed that you’re a Marvel fan,” You drawl at her, your tone dripping with intense sarcasm. Duh, she’s a Marvel fan. All it takes is one look at her to figure that out.
“Shut up,” She says, stepping out of the doorway and letting me into the house. “Dina picked up milk shakes. I hope you like vanilla, cause that’s what’s left of them.” She shuts the door behind you, loudly, as you look around her house. It’s large, open. The limited walls make the home feel so welcoming, like it was made to be filled with people for Saturday dinner parties that make the house smell like chili and cinnamon. There’s windows everywhere, and leather couches lining the walls of a massive living room. Despite the pure size of the place, it still feels cozy.
“I’m more of a strawberry girl,” You shrug at her back as you follow her down a hallway. The house is ranch-style, so there’s no stairs. At least there’s one similarity between the place she lives and where you live.
Ellie sighs. “Of course you are,” She pads down the hallway like a cat, and you watch her lazy, calm strides. She walks differently here than she does at school. She just exudes more confident energy, almost like she’s not the same person. But no, she’s still and always will be Ellie to you. Nerdy, unfortunately funny, oddly talented Ellie.
Her bedroom is almost exactly the way you’d pictured it before. Not that you’ve pictured her bedroom. There’s posters covering every inch of the dark blue walls. They all picture obscure movies only she watches, or her ‘underground’ bands, there’s a few anime posters which makes you laugh under your breath, and some little sketches of her own. You can tell because you’ve spent all of high school teasing her about the action comics she draws in class. They’re not bad, you’ll give her that much. Her bed is a complete mess of blankets and sheets and pillows, even stuffed animals. From your spot in her doorway, you can make out a duck, a tiger, and a moose. They all look well-loved and old, like she’s kept them from her childhood. Your eyes travel upwards towards the TV mounted on the wall, right over a dresser which holds many controllers and a PlayStation. Typical. Tucked in the corner of her rather large bedroom next to a record player is an acoustic guitar, and based on your limited musical knowledge, it's a nice one. Seated next to each other on the floor, staring up at you, is Dina and Riley. You wave hello to them, mustering up your sweetest smile.
“Hey Y/N,” Dina smiles back. “Milkshake? Hope you don’t mind vanilla.” She holds up a milkshake in a Dairy Queen cup for you, which you take with a mumbled ‘thank you so much’. You usually eat and drink very healthy in order to maintain your picture-perfect self, but you’re a sucker for anything that has ice cream in it.
Riley doesn’t acknowledge your presence, which is odd since you’ve barely made any remarks about her.
You and Ellie end up sitting next to each other, sipping milkshakes (hers is chocolate) and discussing plans for the film. You end up agreeing to be the actress for the film, but very begrudgingly after lots of convincing from all three girls. The film in question is now officially about an apocalypse that has been caused by a weird mushroom infection that you don’t fully understand. It’s a nerdy concept, and you are not the target audience for it.
You watch Ellie animatedly discussing the virus, occasionally scribbling words and images down in her torn up, overfilled notebook with a mechanical pencil. She gets so overexcited about the concept that her arm flings outwards, in your direction, and it slams into the remainder of your milkshake. With the thought of saving your over-expensive clothes from sticky ice cream, you fall backwards to escape her misdirected arm, and in her rush to grab the milkshake before it falls-
Ellie ends up tumbling right on top of you.
You both grunt as she collides into you, her weight resting completely on your body, which is not exactly comfortable. But she’s warm, her skin is soft, and her eyes are staring directly into yours. You stare back, entranced by the pure blue of them. Your chest rises and falls against hers, hearts beating much too close together. Your legs are locked with hers somehow, despite how un-dramatic the fall was. You are still completely and totally entwined with Ellie Williams.
“Um, I…” She trails off and slowly lifts herself off your body with her frustratingly toned and tanned arms that you can’t seem to tear your gaze away from.
Suddenly, you both snap out of whatever trance you had gotten into. Ellie coughs, a fake cough, and rolls off you, ending up on her back, gazing at the ceiling. You sit up and brush off your clothes eliminating all traces of the girl.
“That was awkward as fuck,” Riley says, pointing out the extremely obvious.
“Wow, thanks for the observation,” Dina laughs at her. Ellie says nothing, her eyes remained trained on the ceiling. And your eyes remain glued to her.
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Everyone got tired of planning for the film pretty quickly, and you’ve all fallen into comfortable conversation. Even you have joined in, cracking a few jokes as if you have been friends with these three girls for years. Ellie has remained quieter, but she’s spoken to you multiple times.
You’re enjoying spending time with her, which is something you didn’t know was possible.
Currently, Dina is begging Ellie to play the guitar. “Please Els! You’re so good, everyone has to know how talented you are!” She pleads.
“Um, no. Not everyone,” Ellie mumbles, glancing at the instrument.
“Yes everyone!” Dina clasps her hands together and kneels before her best friend. “Please!”
“Yeah, come on,” I tilt my head at her, smiling a real smile. “I want to hear you play. Els.” When the nickname falls from my lips, Ellie’s cheeks turn a deep, dark maroon shade of red. I keep smiling at her. I can see the panic in her face.
“I- um, I guess that I could. If you, like, really want me to,” She says, staring at me with a breathless expression on her face.
“Mhm. I really do want you to.”
“Fuck,” She mutters, but nevertheless, she grabs her guitar and tunes it quickly with nimble, long fingers. I find my gaze lingering on them for a little too long. Whatever nerdy girlfriend she’s managed to get in the past must’ve been very happy with those hands.
You want to slap yourself for even thinking that.
Still, you watch in awe as Ellie begins to play something on her guitar, her brow furrowed in focus. Your lips fall open into a little ‘o’ shape, shocked that Ellie has been withholding this talent from you. Why would she have it to you in the past, though, knowing that you would probably just make fun of her and call her a wanna-be-John-Denver or something.
But now? After having genuine conversations with her and getting a little too close for comfort, the only thing that falls from your mouth is: “Woah, Ellie. You’re really good.”
She blushes a little and mumbles a thank you, too focused to respond. You watch her fingers skillfully strum the strings of her guitar, and you swallow hard, still thinking about what other things she might be good at with hands like those. You don’t mean to think about that, but you just can’t help it!
The rest of the song is a blur of pretty music, your gaze lingering on her hands, and a few more praises from you about how talented she is.
“I told you!” Dina says, grinning once Ellie is done.
“Good job Els,” Riley says. She’s been the most hostile to you today, and you don’t quite understand why. You’ve been nothing but nice to her today! But you divert your attention back to Ellie, who you want to focus on anyways.
“Yeah that was… it was really amazing,” You tell her, your face feeling hot. You stare at her, and she stares back, her blue eyes blinking at you as she looks at you with confusion at why you're being so kind to her.
The truth is, you’re being kind to her because you no longer feel the need to be cruel.
Saldy, the night must come to an end and you have to leave. Ellie walks you to the door, only looking up at you to bid you goodbye. “Bye, Y/N, thanks for coming over. It was… it was really nice, actually.” She looks happy to be speaking to you.
“Yeah, your house is amazing and, well, so are you I guess,” The compliment slips out and you both freeze. You? Calling her amazing? “Okay I’m leaving! See you tomorrow!” You squeak out and hop into your Uber so fast that you stumble on the gravel driveway of the property, which Ellie notices and giggles about. Your face is hot with embarrassment.
In the Uber, you have a very uncomfortable realization: Just like how your legs were tangled together when she fell on top of you, you and Ellie Williams are becoming much more tangled together than you ever wanted to be, and you don’t know if you’re ever going to escape the feelings starting to grow inside of you.
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hiiii cuties! chapter four is so fun and exciting to me i hope you love it!!
omg chapter 4 already? yes! i have gone from reading fics until midnight to writing them until midnight.
a few things:
the relationship between the two is actually going to progress from now on, so don’t worry about things being super slow
the support from you all is making me so happy thank you! 💗
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@vahnilla @elliesngirl @naniiiii12 @liztreez @macaroni676
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worshipthecrow · 2 days ago
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Tender tricks of a chaste charade
Summary: You're single and some of your friends are trying to get you a boyfriend, no prospect has been good and the last one has definitely been the worst. The idea of having a fake boyfriend to keep your prospect away and get your friends' noses out of your love life is the only option you have left.
Content: non-MC ReaderxSylus, AFAB reader, slow burn (kind of?), References to harassment, References to asexuality and gender fluidity (reader is not, it's a resource, but can be interpreted as such if the reader so decides), minimal (like just a sentence) references to Satanism (again, reader is not).
A/N: I can't believe it took me so long to post this first chapter because I didn't know what title to give it. I'm a slow writer, so don't expect frequent updates. Special thanks to my best friend for helping me choose the title :], the stalker guy is based on a personal experience.
Taglist: @69-gojos-wife-69 (Babe, please enable me to tag you)
Chapter 1: Be my fake boyfriend!
You took a sip of your glass of juice while the guy kept talking and talking and talking, you had already heard all that from other men “you are very pretty”, “so long without a boyfriend? Too bad but luckily I’m here”, and the worst one so far and exactly the one that made you spit your juice on the table “you’re going to be an excellent mom for my kids”.
“Excuse me, I have to use the restroom” you got up and with all the fancy panic you had you headed to the restaurant’s bathroom.
You wiped a few juice stains from your blouse, you clicked your tongue as the stains remained, slight but you knew they were there.
Your phone buzzed and you pulled it out, to check, a Facebook notification, one of your friends had tagged you in a meme and you rolled your eyes when you read the “if your first @ doesn’t answer you in 20 minutes they owe you a burger and an order of fries.”
Roger in your dreams bitch, keep trying
You replied with 2 minutes and sighed, you bit your lip when you saw a WhatsApp notification, what you were going to do was so sneaky and horrible and made you feel guilty but, God you had enough of that guy.
You opened your best friend’s message and ignored his message olympically to leave yours I have a drain was your simple message and you got the reply immediately.
Mr. Crow-ley: I’ll call you back in 10
Me: Make it 3 and I’ll give you a hamburger.
Mr. Crow-ley: That bad, huh? Brace yourself.
You came out of the bathroom, sure that you would get out of that restaurant faster than you had ever left your classes when you were younger.
You walked back to your table and smiled “sorry, carrot juice stains aren’t easy to get out.”
“Don’t worry, it’s a very nice blouse, it looks good on you.”
You forced a thank you and almost sighed in relief when your phone rang, you arched an eyebrow as you saw the unfamiliar number on the screen and hesitated to answer, but you trusted Sylus, you softly excused yourself and answered, discreetly turning up the volume so the voice on the phone could be heard by your date.
“Hello?”
“Miss Y/N?” Zayne! You wanted to cry from relief, what did Sylus tell him? You had no idea, but you were infinitely grateful that Zayne played along.
“Yes it’s me!”
“This is Dr. Zayne Li, from Akso hospital, your father had an accident on his motorcycle and right now he is in surgery, this was his emergency contact and we need someone to come and fill out the insurance paperwork.”
“Oh gosh, thank you so much doctor! I’ll be right there!” you started to pick up your jacket and purse, out of inertia you took money out of your purse and put it on the table, you hung up the phone. “I’m so sorry, I have to go to the hospital.”
“But hey, I can give you a ride!”
“No need!” really no “I’m sorry!” and you ran out of the restaurant and got another message.
Mr. Crow-ley: I’ll see you around the corner.
Bless Sylus and his poor sense of self-preservation when it comes to riding his motorcycle! You saw the modified Harley and its rider and kept running, caught the helmet when he threw it at you, put it on and jumped on behind him.
You held on tight as you were carried far, far away from that restaurant that you wouldn’t visit for months to come because of the bad experience, too bad, they had good steaks.
You saw your apartment complex and sighed, home sweet home.
Sylus parked and you got out, taking off your helmet and fixing your hair, he did the same, and followed you to your apartment on the fourth floor, you plopped down on the couch throwing your purse without seeing where and heard it fall behind the couch.
“How did you convince Zayne? Last time I tried he blocked me for a week” you looked at Sylus who was wandering around the kitchen as if he owned it, pouring himself a glass of water.
“I told him you were being pestered” Sylus took a sip, and that’s when you noticed him, his tank top and damp hair, ohhh you interrupted him In the middle of his workout, it made sense that he was thirsty.
You checked your phone and saw a message from your date, you grimaced “well that’s not too far from the truth.”
Sylus took your phone from you read the message and snorted with a grin on the side “block him”
“That’s rude”
“Harassment too”
You saw him scrolling through the chat while drinking the water, his amusement quickly turned into a frown.
“I correct, report him”
“No big deal, he’d just be a toxic guy but he’s not that bad, I’ve had worse you know that”
He snorted again and sat down next to you, handing you back your phone “what’s your plan? Are you moving out again?”
“No! I learned my lesson from last time, I never gave him my address and you saw that the whole date was in a place far away from here” you put your feet on the coffee table and pushed with your foot the package box you had left there a few days ago when you took out the books you bought online, your cat took out his paw to scratch you and you screamed. “Sorry!”
“Well hello there, Baku-san” the cat meowed at Sylus’ voice and you rolled your eyes, to be called as a nightmare eating Yokai could be one himself. “What’s your plan if not to move out?”
You groaned in pain “I have no idea, at least he doesn’t know where I live which is already profit, but I also don’t want to keep going out on dates with him, or anyone, but my friends are going to keep insisting.”
Baku-san looked at you and Sylus from the box his green eyes stood out among his black fur, as if he also cared about the gossip of your love problems, maybe he did since he was the one who heard you complaining all the time.
“Shoo him away” Sylus played with his foot with Baku-san, your cat was trying to catch his sock failing every time.
“I tried everything and it didn’t work” you sprayed alcohol on the scratch from the spray bottle you had next to the couch.
“Everything?”
You looked Sylus in the eyes “I told him I was asexual, he researched about it and said he didn’t mind not having sex very often, I told him I was Gender fluid and he didn’t mind either, I talked bad about me and he tried to talk good about me” you pursed your lips “I told him about the Lore of my favorite anime and the BL, a week later he dedicated a song to me for fujoshis”
Sylus laughed, he laughed, he didn’t chuckle, it wasn’t giggles, it was a laugh.
“Don’t mock! This is serious!” you hit him with a pillow.
“I’m sorry,” he cleared his throat. “You told him about satanic rituals?”
“And he said and I quote ‘I always wanted to have a crazy goth girlfriend’ I’m not even goth!” you saw Sylus’ lips quiver and you lifted the pillow again, ready to hit him again.
“Well, the guy is weird, really weird.”
“Next thing to weird, I ran out of options, I couldn’t scare him away” You dropped your head on the back of the couch and covered your eyes with the back of your hand.
“Get a boyfriend.”
“Gross” was your response out of inertia, it’s something you usually responded to when your other friends suggested the same thing “I mean, where am I going to get a boyfriend that fast? If I’ve gone through a bunch of dates without getting one, what do I do? I tell Zayne to pretend to be my boyfriend?”
“That’s off limits for him, calling you and faking an accident to get you out of a date? Yeah, pretend for months to be your boyfriend? No, he’s not the type.”
“Argg, Rafayel either, he’s fooling around with a girl he called his soul mate and Xavier isn’t in the country currently, my other friends are either already dating someone else or wouldn’t want to.”
“You are fucked up then.”
“Aw what a great support from you”
“Block him and flee the country”
“blocking him wouldn’t do, fleeing the country is expensive”
You both fell silent, you felt your cat’s claws kneading your thigh, you saw him was lying on Sylus’ lap, the very traitor, then you had a sudden idea.
“Sylus!” you saw him jump slightly but he quickly regained his composure, he looked at you with an arched eyebrow waiting “You!”
“Me?”
“Meow?” you both looked at your cat who stopped kneading your thigh.
“Pretend to be my boyfriend!”
“What do I get in return?” that was like a bucket of cold water for you, you couldn’t offer him anything, your best friend was a rich kid, rebellious but rich, he literally had everything he wanted, a modified motorcycle? Of course, a first class trip to Dubai and residing in the penthouse of the most famous hotel? No problem, a pet crow from a renowned breeding farm? The breeding farm was his.
“My lovely presence and eternal thanks?” you smiled and gave him your best puppy eyes.
“Hmmm” you pouted and he sighed, you won “only because I really care about the ‘if you don’t marry me and have kids you’ll die alone’ message, the guy is close to being a certified lunatic.”
“Like I care about that” you replied rolling your eyes at the memory of the empty threat.
“I have a condition though” you knew that.
“Yeah?” you gave your best smile and you knew you were screwed when he smiled sideways at you.
“You give me that burger for getting you out of your date and accompany me to the next auction” you groaned, you nodded reluctantly, auctions were fucking boring, the last time you accompanied him was when were auctioning off a first edition Elton John vinyl and it was the most boring night of your life, you never accompanied him to any after that.
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madebycloud · 6 hours ago
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pt 1 | The Devil in Heels
jinx/powder x female reader — 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬⠀𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
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summary: you dream of becoming a successful journalist, but first, you need experience. landing a job as a personal assistant for the editor-in-chief of riot magazine seems like the perfect opportunity… if only your new boss, the devil herself, didn't make your life a living hell. (or Devil Wears Prada AU that no one asked for) warnings/themes: eventual romance n smut, boss/employee, modern au, fashion & couture, miranda!jinx, andy!reader, pov switch, jinx is mean words: 3.7k — ✩ part one part two, part three, part four, part five, part six, part seven
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“To Jobs That Pays The Rent”
“Arcane publication, please,” you mutter to the driver as the taxi takes off.
You're stressed. Late, stressed, and in need of a job. The past few weeks have been nothing but job denials.
The driver glances back through the rearview mirror but keeps his mouth shut. Probably used to stressed people in a rush in the morning.
You look around the city from the backseat of the taxi, grumbling.
Five job interviews. Five job interviews in one month. All five were a disaster.
New York is a wonderful place for people with dreams—like you. Unfortunately, New York loves to eat dreams and spit them out. But you're not going to bend. You're not leaving this city and accepting failure. You didn't work this hard to give up so easily.
The taxi comes to a stop, and you pay the driver hurriedly and then get out quickly, sprinting across the pavement into the high-rise building. You look up at the building, with the words ‘Arcane Publication’ lit up in flashing, neon lettering. 
You walk towards the open doors and reach the desk, giving the person behind the counter a shaky smile. “Uh, I'm here for the interview for Riot Magazine?”
Their eyes never leave their desk. “Take the elevator to the forty-eighth floor. The front desk of Riot will assist you.”
Forty-eighth floor. You thank the front desk person and head towards the elevators.
Behind the reception desk is a logo that says ‘Riot.’
You walk over to the desk, taking the card from your pocket. “Hi, I have an appointment with Margot Vyx-” You're interrupted in the middle of your sentence by your name being called.
You turn and see a woman with pale skin and dirty-blonde hair. “Human Resources certainly has a weird sense of humor.” She sighs, her eyes looking you up and down.
You don't respond, shifting uncomfortably.
“Come on, follow me.” She turns, and you follow her down the hallway. “Okay, so... I'm Margot, and I was Jinx's second personal assistant, but her first assistant recently got promoted, so now I'm the first one and-”
“And you're replacing yourself,” you blurt out.
She gives you a dry look over her shoulder. “Essentially, yes.” She continues to walk down the hallway. “Jinx's last two assistants only lasted a couple of weeks,” she states, turning to the left and walking towards a large office area. “I don't know why you applied for a position like this, but we need someone who can—how would you put it... survive here. Do you understand?”
You nod quickly, trying not to stumble over your own feet as you follow her. “Yes. Of course. Who's Jinx?”
Margot whips around to look at you, her eyes wide. She looks like she's seen a ghost. Or an idiot. Probably that second option. “You did not just ask me that,” she murmurs, then shakes her head. “She's the editor-in-chief of Riot Magazine, possibly one of the best in the country. She's a legend.”
You blink. “A legend?”
“A legend,” she repeats. “And if you last longer than a year working for her, you can grab any other job you want. A million girls out there would kill to be in your position right now.”
She sounds serious. “Oh, great.” A million, huh? “I'd love to be considered.”
She opens a glass door and stops, turning to you with a smirk. “You do realize that Riot is a fashion magazine, right? being into fashion is a necessity.”
You frown, confused. “What makes you think I'm not into fashion?” you ask, but she only gives you an unbelieving look.
She opens her mouth to respond, but before she can do so, her phone dings. She pulls the phone out of her pocket and reads the message, and in an instant her expression changes, shifting from arrogance to outright terror.
“Oh my God,” she mutters, sprinting over the telephone. “No. No, no, no-”
“What's wrong?” you ask, taking a hesitant step closer.
She holds up a finger to pause you, grabs the phone, and starts muttering a string of words to whoever's on the other end.
Then, the office door swings open, and a man enters, carrying a box under one arm before setting it down on Margot’s desk. “But I thought she was coming at 9-”
“Her driver text-messaged,” Margot huffs. “Her facialist ruptured a disc.”
He looks you up and down with a raised eyebrow before shrugging and calling down the hallway. “All right, everyone! Man your battle stations!”
The moment those words are said, the whole office goes into a blur.
People who were sitting lazily in their chairs seconds ago are suddenly on their feet, desperately fixing their hair and pulling out lipgloss and mascara to apply frantically in front of their computer monitors.They run around, searching for anything that could be out of place. Empty candy bar wrappers are thrown away in a hurry. Unopened water bottles are shoved into desk drawers. Any stray pieces of gum are disposed of immediately.
What the hell is happening?
Jinx steps out of the back of her car, glancing up at the sun. She pulls a pair of black sunglasses off of her face, pushing her hair away from her cheeks.
She's wearing a black, knee-length, fitted dress that hugs her frame, exposing her collarbones with its low-cut V-neck... and all of it is black, black, black. The only pop of color in the whole outfit is the blue of her pumps.
She walks to the building, and the doorman stands straight-backed, opening the doors for her. “Mornin', Miss Jinx—excuse me, Miss Lane. Nice day.”
“Mmhm,” she murmurs, walking into the building.
Jinx has been in a shitty mood since this morning, when her facialist suffered from a sudden case of ruptured discs. That's right. Ruptured. Discs. Apparently, her facials were so good that she gave herself a back injury.
Which meant that she had to wake up early, get dressed, and drive to the office, all with a dry face. No facial. She'll probably go home tonight, throw on a face mask, and watch the first season of Breaking Bad by herself. Or drink. Lots of drinking...
She walks through the halls, heels clicking against the tile flooring. She doesn't bother to look at the employees as she walks past them, and she can hear people scrambling behind her to get out of her way.
Jinx reaches the elevator and presses the button, tapping her foot impatiently as she waits for the doors to open. It arrives, and she steps inside, crossing her arms as the doors close.
It was a pain in the ass finding a good facialist in this city. One that didn't try to talk her ear off about celebrity gossip or have hands like sandbags. One who knew how to keep her mouth shut and had hands that felt like clouds against her skin.
Finding a good facialist in New York is like finding a good man. Impossible.
She groans quietly as the elevator dings on floor 48, where the office of Riot is. She exits the elevator and walks down the hallway towards her office, the doors of her employees' offices lining the hallway.
Margot approaches her, and before she can get out two words, Jinx responds, “I don't understand why it's so difficult to confirm an appointment.”
The blonde hands her the clipboard and then starts stuttering. “I- I'm so sorry, Miss Lane.”
Jinx takes the clipboard, glaring at the paper. “What, did she break both of her legs too?” she says sarcastically, handing the clipboard back to Margot.
Margot doesn't seem to find it funny, biting her lip. She walks next to her, trying to walk at the same pace as Jinx, but she takes longer strides, and Margot has to keep up, otherwise she'll be left behind.
“Tell Jayce that I don't like the girl she sent for the Brazil spread,” Jinx continues. “Cancel those reservations at Cafe D'Sorelle... I don't know why I thought she could be a good restaurant critic for the magazine. Also, tell Scar I'm scheduling a new shoot this week. Oh, and confirm the dinner tonight, the driver knows where to pick Isha up.”
Margot swallows, nodding her head. “Of course, right away.”
Jinx steps into her office, tossing her purse onto the top of Margot's desk and walking past the woman who's sitting on the other side. She sinks down onto her large leather chair and gestures towards the stranger. “Who's that?”
“Nobody-” Margot begins, then pauses, realizing how that sounds. “Uh... I mean, nobody important. Human resources sent her up about the assistant job, and I was sort of pre-interviewing her for you-”
“Don't bother. The last assistants you sent me were absolutely awful. I'm going to have to do it myself. Send her in. That's all.”
Margot stares at her for a few seconds, then nods. “Yes, Miss.”
“She wants to see you,” Margot tells you.
You stand up, straightening your clothes and clutching your briefcase tightly. “She does?”
“Yes, move!”
You walk towards the woman's desk, but before that, Margot snatches your briefcase off your hands. “Hey!” you exclaim, “That's mine-”
“This is foul—don't let her see it,” she warns, taking the outdated briefcase and shoving it into the bottom of the desk.
You sigh and take another small step closer to the desk. The woman—Jinx, or whatever—looks up from her desk to stare at you. She eyes you up and down and tilts her head to the side. “Who are you?” she asks, leaning forward in her seat.
Who are you? Not hello there, not hi, not welcome. “Uh-” you hesitate, licking your dry lips. “Well-” You hold your chin high and say your name before placing your resume on her desk. “I recently graduated from The Academy,” you add.
Jinx leans back in her seat, picking up the piece of paper like it was garbage and briefly reading it over. “And what are you doing here?” 
“I think I could do a good job as your-” you start, but her glare cuts you off before you finish your sentence.
She sets the resume down, then picks up the magazine on the edge of her desk and casually flips through it. She doesn't bother to look at you.
Oh god. Not even thirty seconds, and she's already brushing you off.
You continue anyway. “I came to New York to be a journalist. I sent letters to everyone, and I finally got a call from Arcane,” you ramble, the words spilling out of your mouth faster than you can stop them. “So basically it's this or Tough Green-”
“-So you don't read Riot?”
“...no.”
“And before today, you had never heard of me?” she asks, her index finger dragging along the edge of the page, tracing the pictures.
“No.”
“And you have no style or sense of fashion,” she says, then flicks to the next page.
You're caught off guard by the bluntness of the statement. You have to resist the urge to look down at your outfit, but you're dressed fine. You're dressed fine. Well, at least you think you're dressed fine.
“That really depends on-”
“That wasn't a question,” she interrupts, her eyes finally lifting from the magazine to look at you.
Oh.
Alright. So you're no fashionista, but that doesn't mean you're a lost cause. You know, like, basic stuff.
You click your tongue and press forward. “I was the editor-in-chief of the Daily Northwestern. I won a national competition for college journalists with a series on the economic inequality in-”
She cuts you off again, flicking a hand like she's swatting a fly. “That's all,” she says boredly.
That's all?
Damn, now you're starting to understand why her assistants can't take this job. She's got zero patience. Plus, this woman is hard to impress. She's so uninterested. She just dismissed your resume and your qualifications. All of that effort you put into your resume, and she didn't even care.
This could not be, would not be, another failed interview.
You're not going to be working at Dunkin Donuts for the next five years of your life. You are not going to be another college-educated young adult working a minimum wage job. You are not going to be another one of the statistics.
You are good. You are smart. You are qualified.
You're tired of these assholes and their shitty attitudes and their shitty treatment of everyone because they're sitting in this stupid office with their stupid magazines and stupid high heels and shitty attitudes.
Instead of walking out, you step closer to her desk, placing your hands on the edge as you bend forward slightly. “Fine. You're right. I don't really fit in here. I don't know much about fashion, but…”
She raises an eyebrow, and you catch a smirk on her face, but you ignore it.
“But I'm smart, I learn fast, and I will work very hard,” you finish.
She leans forward, mirroring your actions as she sets down the magazine on the desk. “Oh really?” The smirk hasn't faded from her face yet. A good sign? probably not, but you can't back out now.
“Really,” you insist, keeping your voice steady. “Really, really-” you pause when the word fumbles on your tongue, “...really, really, really.”
“That's a lot of reallys,” she remarks.
“I'm serious.”
She stares at you for half a second then leans back in her chair, crossing one leg over the other. “Hm,” is all she says.
You're about to open your mouth to beg, plead, whatever it takes to get the job, when a voice appears behind you.
“We have an emergency.”
You step back and turn around to see the man from earlier.
He must be in his late thirties or early forties, with a slim frame and pale skin. His brown hair is neatly styled, but a couple of strands hang loose and frame his face, falling near his ears. A pair of thin-framed glasses rests at the tip of his nose. In his hand is a large booklet with the word ‘Riot’ written in white letters.
“What is it, Viktor?” Jinx asks, her attention no longer focused on you.
“The printer messed up the spreads again.” He steps over to the desk and places the booklet next to the magazine.
She rubs at the place between her eyes. “Let me see.”
You observe their brief exchange, how he's calm, how she's pissed. No one is looking at you or acknowledging you.
And you just... stand here. Just stood here, like a loser, waiting like some sort of damn dog.
You're not a dog, you're a human being, and you're getting nowhere. Might as well leave. This is... this is hopeless.
“Fucking hell.” You slam the apartment door shut as you walk in.
Zeri looks up from her phone, a bowl of chips in her lap. “So no job, huh?” she asks, turning off her phone.
You groan and drop your briefcase on the table. “No job.” You collapse onto the couch next to her, burying your face in your hands.
“It went that badly?” She shifts closer and sets the bowl down on the coffee table.
You sigh and peek through your fingers. “The woman is an absolute bitch. And she didn't even pay attention to the resume! I just stood there like a piece of furniture.”
“Well, if she couldn't see how awesome you are, then she's a moron.”
“Yes, Jinx Lane is a fucking moron.”
Zeri stares at you for a beat. “Wait, Jinx Lane? ...as in the Jinx Lane?”
You pull your hands away from your face. “Is there another Jinx Lane?”
“Well no, but-” She blinks a few times. “Like, that Jinx Lane? Of Riot?”
“Yeah, that's the one."
She grabs your shoulder and shakes you a few times. “Oh my God.”
“What?”
“You met Jinx Lane?!”
“That's her name, right?”
“Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes-” She lets go of your shoulder and sits up, waving her hands wildly. “Jinx is a legend! You spoke to her! That's the editor-in-chief of Riot!”
You shrug dismissively and sink deeper into the couch. “Who cares?”
Zeri shoves you halfway off the couch, making you sit up. “Who cares!? Who cares?!” she exclaims. “Jinx is an icon. She's the youngest woman to ever become editor, and she's a legend.”
“Icon or not, she's rude.”
“Do you even know who Jinx is?”
“No, I'm still a stupid, uncultured woman.”
“Oh, hush, knock it off.” She nudges you with her foot. “You're not stupid or uncultured.”
“What, I'm just supposed to bow and worship her now?”
“Not that exactly, but,” she starts digging through the couch cushions, “at the very least you should... ah ha!” She takes out a magazine and tosses it, landing on your legs.
“What's that?” You pick up the magazine carefully.
“It's a copy of last month's issue of Riot. I was reading it earlier.” Zeri leans back, throwing her arm over the edge of the couch.
You flip through the glossy pages of the magazine, seeing beautiful models and beautiful clothing. It's not really the kind of thing you're into. You lift it up slightly and ask, “You're giving me a fashion magazine.”
“Not just any fashion magazine,” she says, “Riot. It's where all the big names are. Every model dreams of being in that magazine.”
“...uh huh,” you respond, setting the magazine down. “All over a magazine? really?”
“Shut up.” Zeri points at you. “Listen, I'm about to teach you something, so listen carefully.”
You look down at the magazine again and then back at Zeri. “Fine, fine. Spill.”
She sits up and leans forward, holding the magazine in her lap. “So basically…” she starts. “Jinx is the editor-in-chief of Riot, like I said. The magazine?”
“Yeah, I know what Riot is.”
“Good. Anyway, Jinx got the position from her adoptive father, Silco. She's twenty-two. It makes her the youngest editor-in-chief of a major fashion magazine.”
“Wow…” you mutter sarcastically. “What an accomplishment.”
She ignores your comment and just continues talking. “And she completely changed Riot's image from the boring, stodgy mess it used to be to a fresh, exciting magazine for the new generation,” she says, then pokes your shoulder again. “Which is a huge deal—a lot of people in the fashion industry hated her, because, you know, she's young.”
“So she's young and edgy. Huge deal.”
“Riot was a dying magazine, and Jinx turned it all around in like less than a year. When she first took over, everyone in the industry made fun of her and called her a spoiled kid. They said she'd ruin the magazine. And then she took it from an embarrassment to a money-making goldmine in like ten months-”
“Okay! Okay, I get it already.” You wave your hands in the air, signaling her to stop. “She's a legend of the fashion industry, yada yada. She could probably spit on a page, and fashion editors nationwide would have an aneurysm-”
“-That would totally be a cool trend, wouldn't it?” Zeri interrupts, then smiles at her own statement.
...
“No.”
She shrugs it off, and her smile fades. “But you understand what I'm trying to tell you, right?”
“She's some fashion god who turned a boring magazine into a big thing.”
“She's also incredibly influential and insanely wealthy.”
“Yes, I understand-”
“She's in her early twenties and is a millionaire-”
“Yes, alr-”
“And now, you—a normal and completely unassuming person-”
“-Woah, thanks.”
“An unassuming person,” she continues, “met her. You met the editor-in-chief of a major magazine and probably the most powerful woman in the entire industry-”
“I didn't even get the job,” you remind her.
“But you talked to her, and that's good. That's a good thing.”
“No, it's not-”
“But it is.” She cuts you off. “Even if you didn't get the job, the fact that you had an interview means something. Maybe not the job, but it definitely means something. She saw your resume and probably read it. She saw your face, you spoke words to each other, you shook her hand-”
“I didn't shake her hand-”
“It's the same thing! either way, it's a step in the right direction.”
You're about to retort and tell her that getting ignored in an interview isn't a step in the right direction, but you pause when your phone vibrates.
“Is that your phone?” Zeri asks, and you nod as you pull the phone out of your pocket.
You expect to see a notification from your spam folder. A sale at KFC, perhaps.
You don't expect to see a text.
Zeri grabs your phone before you can read it and begins reading it out loud. “First day-” Her words trail off as she realizes what she's reading, and then her eyes go wide.
“What?” you pry. “What is it?”
“...you got the job.”
You snatch your phone back from her. “I what?”
“You. Got. The job,” she repeats, slower this time.
You blink, reading the text. “I got the job?”
“Yes.”
This can't be right. You were just here, ranting about this woman and how horrible she was and how she didn't even give you the time of day.
And now you have the job.
“Holy shit,” you murmur, clutching your phone tighter. “Holy shit. I got the job.”
“You're working for Jinx Lane.”
There's a long pause, and then you nod. “I'm working for Jinx Lane.”
“Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god-” she squeals.
“Calm down,” you try to tell her, but she barely listens as she throws her arms around your shoulders and begins bouncing up and down.
“Oh my God-” she continues squealing as she squeezes you tight, making it difficult to breathe.
“Z, I can't—you're suffocating me-”
“Can you believe it?” she squeezes even tighter. “You're working for Riot. You're working under Jinx!”
Zeri is ecstatic, and rightfully so. This is a good job, a great opportunity. Even if it involved working under someone like Jinx Lane.
You force a smile and force your brain to pump out some sort of excitement, but it feels wrong. This could be an amazing opportunity… but it could also be the most miserable experience of your life.
“Yeah... great,” you mutter, patting her awkwardly on the back when she finally relaxes.
The next few months are going to be hell. This job better pay for your therapy sessions.
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