#if ppl are coming to tags for more context: this is not a married couple and it’s not a situation of both parties being part of the group

[whumping-newbie]

Whumpblr Re-Introduction Post

It’s been like.... 2 years since I made this blog and pretty much a year since I was properly active, but i figured now is as good a time as any to re-introduce my blog for the people that follow me!

Hello! I’m Abi, she/her, in my 20′s and i guess technically, no longer a whumping-newbie XD but i do not want to change my blog name. I have too many masterposts and links and i do not want to go to the effort of changing every SINGLE one because i changed the name so. The name is staying XD

I love to see reluctant whumpers, creepy captors, lots of hurt/angst and some spicy stuff too!

I have a few stories on this blog that are very much the definition of WIP XD perpetually in progress. But anyway! Under the cut for length.

My main project - Angel:

Most of the stories on this blog are from the perspective of my reluctant whumper, Michał, and his story can be found [Here]. If you’re interested in some of the less whumpy context for the story, it can be found on my writing blog [Here] (and the prequel [Here]). It’s a story about a Princess who is on the run after her country is overthrown and her father executed by the former army General - who will not stop until he has captured the Princess once again. Michał, who is loyal to the Princess, must try and keep his intentions hidden but do whatever he can to stop the General from finding the Princess.

I do have a dark AU for this story, but i don’t really know if i want to post it XD maybe if people are interested.

A project that is on hiatus but is nevertheless here - the Whumper Gathering, aka Lot 1′s Story:

Based on a post [x] [x] by @straight-to-the-pain and @scath001, whumpees are auctioned off and taken by very rich ppl. Idk the worldbuilding isn’t thought out that much XD but here features Lot 1 and a few other whumpees who find themselves caught up in this system. The master post is [Here].

And I find myself working on an ever-growing list of stories with the one and only @justplainwhump! She’s a fantastic writer and RP partner, and we have a few stories together! (most of which are on [her blog], but i really should post more of mine here XD)

Set in her Street Magic universe, one of my OC’s in there is Creepy Charles “Charlie” Atwood, a high-ranking councilman who is sadistic, and has something of an unhealthy obession with his best friend’s wife Marissa. Most of these stories are NSFW, and Sara’s blog is 18+, so I shall repeat this here. Please don’t read or interact with these if you are under 18. The stories are tagged and read-more’d, but please heed them.

There is the Charlie/Marissa/Jason story, where Marissa is held captive in Charlie’s basement and hurt a Lot.

And the Casino AU, a sandbox where Marissa and other whumpees are forced to work for an ultra exclusive brothel on the top floor of a luxury casino (created also with the help of @sableflynn!). (warning for humiliation, captivity, noncon (not explicit), intimate whumpers, sadistic whumpers, lady whump (mostly lady whumpees, but also lady whumpers), human trafficking) There’s plenty of angst, and very little comfort here. Except for #Maritessa. There is plenty of content here, including other collaborations with @what-a-whump and her amazing characters too! Dany and B comf gives me life tbh #Bany. My characters in this universe, aside from Charlie, include Emily Lola, a student who was brought to the casino because she fit a profile and no one will miss her, Mr Jamie and Mrs Leona Fiennes, a married couple searching for entertainment (overly cheerful and low key discovering their taste for sadism too).

For less whump, more comf, and some more character pieces (with a tiny bit of angst for good measure), this is Lilly’s Story - about Charlie’s daughter whom he disowned for her magic. This is more intrinsically tied to the Street Magic universe, but her story focusses on her relationship with a fellow mage.

Lastly, I have something that I would like to post soon. My gift for my secret sunflower from months ago lmao @greatandquestionablecontent!

A reluctant whumper, a fiesty lady whumpee, and a very terrifying grandma (and cats, lots of cats).

I think that’s everything? I would like to post more of my writing here but I need time and inspiration, but for now, this is a nice place to start for anyone who comes across my blog!

[bunnykaye]

A Spy’s Goodbye.❤

Everyone’s doing it, and I was contemplating if I will. But, here we are. This is my complicated love story with this show. 😅😂

Seven years ago, there was a show entitled Agents of SHIELD. By that time I was already a fan of the MCU films, and was aware that there was a movement to “resurrect” Phil Coulson considering his “ending” on The Avengers films (you know, the ~fakeout~? The Cap cards were actually on his locker and not his coat pocket like Fury told the Avengers). I watched the pilot, expecting the appearance of at least one Avenger -- well, we got Maria Hill during the pilot, Coulson (of course) and the rest were new faces to me save for Ming Na Wen who I already FREAKING ADMIRE bc SHE’S FREAKING MULAN. 😍 (lol)

But anyways... I watched the pilot and wasn’t hooked, which I will come to realize to be ONE OF MY BIGGEST FANGIRL REGRETS EVER. Had I known how much this show will mean to me, HAD I STAYED FIVE EPISODES MORE, will I be able to see the POWERHOUSE that is Leo Fitz and Jemma Simmons. 😭 😭 😭

Okay, so fast-forward (almost) 5 years later -- March 2018. I have the habit of browsing random fanvids of TV couples on YouTube and stumbled upon a little clip of a certain scene on 3x17 -- THE BUNK KISS. I vaguely remember the two from when I watched the pilot, and was aware they were best friends. I was captivated by their chemistry and proceeded to watch more fanvids and came across @mynameiseco​’s “150 Reasons to Ship FitzSimmons”, among many others. From that point on, I WAS SOLD.

I came back to tumblr after a 4 YEAR HIATUS and started scouring the #agents of shield and #fitzsimmons tag -- which coincidentally was around the time where FitzSimmons got married!!! WHICH WAS AMAZING!!!! and just reblogged the shizz out of fandom content. I spoiled myself LOADS and proceeded to just watch the entire S5 with little to no context of the previous seasons (I tried watching a couple of the earlier episodes but not really a straight S1-S5 watch). I also came back to twitter after 4 years(!) to try to find people who loved this show and just watch them flail and get heartbroken and just all of the emotions we feel when watching this show.

Almost a year after that, after interacting with some fandom ppl both from twitter/tumblr, I decided to learn giffing -- one I’ve tried to attempt to learn for so many years as a fangirl on my previous fandoms but wasn’t able to do so. Slowly but surely, after a lot of practice, I tried participating on a fandom event before S6 started and just got so much good feedback that I kept doing it. And doing it. AND DOING IT. And it is something I legitimately LOVE doing and was just so appreciative of everyone liking and reblogging my posts (alongside other fantastic creators I’ve admired for over a year!) at a time when fandom content on tumblr was slowly dying.

The past year has been just that -- creating gifs, interacting with FANTASTIC people, supporting other creators, theorizing with meta creators etc etc -- whilst also preparing for a move across the world. Now I am currently at the end of my online course and cross my fingers will be able to land a job at these pandemic-ridden world. But AoS has been sort of my escape throughout the shitty year that is 2020. Talking to ppl on twitter/tumblr just theorizing, fangirling, flailing, CRYING at the feels was my distraction at the anxiety I feel with what’s happening in the world right now. 

I’m not able to tag the people that have been near and dear to my heart throughout the past two years -- the giffers I’ve always admired, the moodboard creators, the artists, the fic writers, the meta creators/theorizers, the meme creators, and even the serial rebloggers -- and I was once like you, and don’t ever ever think you aren’t contributing to the fandom, BECAUSE YOU DO. YOU ARE THE FANDOM’S LIFE FORCE. 🥰

Agents of SHIELD may end but I’M HELLA SURE THAT THE FANDOM LIVES ON. Let’s enjoy this final mission together and SEE YOU AROUND!!!! ❤❤❤

[ghoulstars]

ok ive been tagged a lot over the past like month and i havent done like any of the tags because im a horrible procrastinator but ive gotten tagged in this specific thing 3 times today so im properly motivated to actually do it in a timely manner LOL here we go

Rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

THE LAST:

1. drink: water that im slightly skeptical of 2. phone call: my friend Robi 3. text message: @shelteringskyy ??? i think?? yes probably 4. song you listened to: the fool by dead soul 5. time you cried: i think last month 6. dated someone twice: ive never dated anyone ever LOL 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yeah probably 8. been cheated on: nope 9. lost someone special: i think so 10. been depressed: in certain contexts yes 11. gotten drunk: once and never again LMAO

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. purple 13. bronze 14. brown

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:

15. made new friends: yes and i love them ALL DEARLY and i re-iterate the sentiment THANKS GHOST LMAO 16. fallen out of love: maybe??? idk 17. laughed until you cried: YEP LMFAO 18. found out someone was talking about you: sort of but this person also told me straight up she was gonna talk about me and it was all in good fun so LOL who cares 19. met someone who changed you: YEP. 20. found out who your friends are: yeah 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no

GENERAL:

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like basically almost all of them except like 6 or so ppl? 23. do you have any pets: YES!!! i have three cats and two dogs and i love them all so much!!! 24. do you want to change your name: no 25. what did you do on your last birthday: my last bday fell on the night of prom so like i got up, got my hair done and then went to prom that night LOL prom itself was sorta shitty but i got to hang out with my friends who were all gorgeous and i got to look hot too so like win/win 26. what time did you wake up: 10am then fell asleep and woke back up at 12:30-something 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: skyping @shelteringskyy ,'^) 28. name something you can’t wait for: halloweeeeeeeen 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: a couple hours ago maybe less 31. what are you listening to right now: vinny vinesauce playing some weird ass game and myself typing 32. have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i actually don't think so 33. something that is getting on your nerves: it being so sunny recently (i like clouds fight me), my sleep schedule getting FUCKED up and me struggling to fix it, mysterious bug bites, the lack of motivation to study that has been haunting me since 2 months ago 34. most visited website: probably tumblr, youtube and facebook tbh 35. hair colour: naturally im a fucking ashy dirty wishwater blonde and im fucking tired of it so now i dye my hair dark brown LOL ;_; @my body please hurry up and make my hair darker 36. long or short hair: mine is long 37. do you have a crush on someone: only fictional characters as of right now 38. what do you like about yourself: my ass, my unibrow and my stomach hair 39. piercings: i started out with four when i was younger, one in each cartilage (partially) then one in each ear lobe. the cartilage ones closed up to due lack of usage and my lobe piercings closed up a bit but just cleaning them out returned them to normal lol. early last year i got my partial-cartilage piercing redone as well as two additional holes making eight total but i was a fool and took out all my earrings over the course of prom and left them out too long and they ALL grew back over except my redone cartilage holes and my lobes -_- i plan to get one more additional hole in my ears to make up for this fucking travesty and i also want a nose piercing. 40. blood type: no idea mate LMAO 41. nickname: shebby, shebs, shelbs, shelbles, shelbilly, bee and im probably forgetting more tbh 42. relationship status: single and content 43. zodiac: aries, aquarius rising and sagittarius moon 44. pronouns: she/her/hers 45. favourite tv show: uhhh like........bobs burgers maybe???? twin peaks??? always sunny?????????? 46. tattoos: none but FUCK do i want a grucifix or a mother/daughter tattoo 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: none so far 50. sport: no 51. vacation: honestly ill go like nearly anywhere in the world, im not picky tbh take me over the ocean or just three hours away and i think ill be happy 52. pair of trainers: do converse count....also my moms fucked up ancient grungey tennis shoes she has that i love to wear

MORE GENERAL:

53. eating: nothing but dinner was steak, steak fries and some yeast rolls. might eat this smores poptart here in a second 54. drinking: nothing bc that water was Skeptical 55. i’m about to: either attempt to study or watch more youtube vids idk 56. waiting for: the rain that appears to be gathering in the sky and winter 57. want: papa 3 to never ever leave but also papa 4 to come and decimate us (and also possibly decimate papa 3), to not potentially have mono, to draw, to get our bulldog fixed so he can come inside, to stop being fucking squeamish when i study about internal organs 58. get married: no...nono 59. career: veterinary assistant if i can handle assisting in injection administration LMFAO or an artist 60. hugs or kisses: kisses 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: ehhhh im not picky so idc 63. older or younger: O L D E R LMAO DAMMIT PAPA 64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms 65. hook up or relationship: neither in real life 66. troublemaker or hesitant: depends on whats happening lmao

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: yes 68. drank hard liquor: NO LMAO ABSOLUTELY NOT 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no 70. turned someone down: YEP. 71. sex on the first date: i have never been with anyone in real life ever so neither 72. broken someone’s heart: probably 73. had your heart broken: sort of?? 74. been arrested: no god LMAO 75. cried when someone died: well yeah 76. fallen for a friend: not really

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: depends 78. miracles: in some cases 79. love at first sight: only sort of. 80. Santa Claus: who the FUCK is santa claus 81. kiss on the first date: ...ehhh??? 82. angels: probably

OTHER:

84. eye colour: hazel 85. favourite movie: I HAVE TOO MANY OF THESE LMAO MY FAVORITE-FAVORITE FLUCTUATES A LOT AND IDK WHAT I WOULD SAY MY CURRENT FAV MOVIE IS....

anyway i tag @cloyterus and....i think everyone else i'd wanna tag has already been tagged or done this so here u go