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razette · 2 months ago

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My last 10 years have sucked absolute ass (mostly. i mean, I got married and that didnt suck) but hell be damned I have made it 10 years! I didnt think that was going to happen. Things still suck, actually, but I lived! I didnt think I was gonna! awesome!

#noelmermaid.txt #i just learned about something called rumination a fancy term for over thinking in a downward spiral of emotions i think #and ive already been catching myself doing it for awhile now and trying to redirect my thoughts #which is an effort in progress but little by little its working #but I was doing it again and this time it occured to me that its been 11 years since some of the worst parts of my life #and by the end of 2025 all the worst worst parts will be over a decade behind me #and maybe the rest of the recent years have sucked but they didnt suck as bad as they did before #and maybe theyll keep improving which is an exciting thought #also a complete 180 from the feelings I had this morning during the peak of my cluster headache #if not for the severe migraines Id be happy actually and thats nice

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