#if my period makes a reappearance im gonna lose it

[grgie]

[grips myself by the shoulders] you are gonna have a chill ass day today. the sun is shining and you are gonna be chill and not have random anxiety spikes that ruin your chill ass day

[blookmallow]

i sort of accidentally the entire civil war plotline apparently and we’re up against ulfric now its happening 

here we go

tullius i dont know how to tell you this but the emperor is Dead

i ran into the SAME glitch in the battle for windhelm as i did in whiterun with lucia, i adopted sofie ages ago and moved her to whiterun, then to solitude, so she had NO REASON to be here again but the game for some reason decided to put her here anyway (she reappeared back home later though) 

i dont think there were any civilian casualities in all this mess, i didnt find any and haven’t noticed anyone missing but i dont know windhelm as well as whiterun

this feels like it was way easier than it should have been,

mostly i just cleared out a bunch of forts and i literally don’t even remember this fight. feels like the guy who Shouted King Torygg Apart With Only His Voice should have been a much bigger problem to take out than this 

tullius gave me His Personal Special Sword to deal the final blow and 

TULLIUS I APPRECIATE THIS DEEPLY BUT WHY DID YOU HAVE THIS 

this seems undignified but im not gonna like..... NOT take these 

hmm. not really all that cool actually

it also strikes me looking at these screenshots now i dont think thats even what his outfit looked like but whatever mine now anyway :’) 

then i discovered if you sit in his throne you sit like a jarl which is very amusing to me 

HOWEVER THE BODIES WON’T.... GO AWAY..... and the people in the throne room periodically seem to Forget about. the massive battle and the assassination of ulfric and the upheaval of every stormcloak sympathizer jarl in skyrim and just look at his corpse/his guard or whoever that other guy was just “oh.... what happened?” and then go on with their day

i havent been back in here for a while maybe they’re gone by now but Uh 

the bard changed her song

the day has arrived.......

the one pretty decent guy in windhelm became jarl now and hes talking about working toward making things better for the dark elf population in windhelm/protection for the argonians/etc so it at least feels like i made the right choice in all this 

the ulfric fangirl working the forge fucking HATES me now though 

then i was FINALLY able to buy the windhelm house, which i do not need, bc i already have like 4 houses, but i REALLY wanted to know if i could have the fuckin butcher room or if it would all get cleaned up if i bought it and EXCELLENT NEWS 

IT DOESN’T GET CLEANED UP LMAO I AM THE PROUD OWNER OF A DISGUSTING CRIME SCENE 

also ft cicero talking about murder bc i brought him to come see it with me (i think he likes it) 

im afraid to remodel this house at all bc i dont want to lose this mess lmao

also would like to mention i could, if i so chose, sell ulfric stormcloak’s stuff for like 76 gold its not even worth anything lmao

then again this was one of the elves in solitude so maybe its just not worth shit to her i didnt think to ask someone else (i dont really want to sell it anyway i was just curious how much it was worth) (the answer was Nothing)

i put it on one of my mannequins :’)