#if i wasnt so heavily medicated as an under 10 y/o child | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

atypi-cals · 1 year ago

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man, I miss high-school. i know I know I was miserable as shit all the time but I blame that for living in a toxic, abusive environment. I'm just so isolated now. I wish I could have gone into a building full for hundreds of other people my age every day, learn new stuff for free, and be at my best self there, not the undiagnosed unrecognized traumatized confused little wreck I was back then.

#i wish my parents were nice people and i could have had something of a normal childhood #id still be autistic id still be adhd id still be fucked up in the genetics #id probably still have schizoaffective im pretty sure its genetic but i dont know if itd be like it was #if i wasnt so heavily medicated as an under 10 y/o child #but the trauma makes everything worse. even the genetic stuff. i couldnt ever heal properly physically yk.#ok to rb btw #abuse cw #forced medication cw #chronic illness #abuse survivor

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