#if i survived the narcissism tbar is my mother i can survice an emotionally immature man ๐
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anxiety so bad there is p much a cig in my hand at all times
#chainsmoking is my.go to when im upset / bored / anxiois esp when im out of weed.#im . loving life im so fucming UBCOMFORTABLE#having intense emotions and reactions and being uncomfortable experiencing all of them is so funny#anyway. i do keep thinking abt my tjerapy awssion bc i came to two conclusions abt things#its fine its fine i feel like im on fire.#two weeks. i gotta get through 2wks#im trying to focus on the positive side of things but fuck#there is a reason i numbed myself for the whole entirety of my teenagedom an dits bc i fucking HATE feeling#and im still half expecting a mssg saying *lol this is too much for me to even try and deal with im done sorry*#which would be understandable but my god.#id be fineeee if i did bc ive come out kf worst situations#if i survived the narcissism tbar is my mother i can survice an emotionally immature man ๐
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