#if i had a diary it would def hear abt this!!!!!!

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WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE IN MY AGONY 😭😭😭😭😭

[doegirldaydreamerarchived]

Diary entry #5 - 27/01/25

Okay tbh im writing this the day after bc i feel like it would b good to talk about it and honestly i wanna get this gross week off my chest rn, so then i can talk abt my cute weekend yaayy!

So firstly tbh i cant say much abt before school giggles. I caann say a little abt first which was history tho. Which is most just erm.. were kinda doing about a certain european country before n during WW2 (you can probably guess which one) and were learning about how Jewish people were persecuted and its really hard to listen to. Like im grateful we are bc i feel like everyone should know about it. Like our schools here have to learn about it and tbh im glad bc my god is it haunting. We did it for like 2 lessons and ive nearly cried in both of them bc wow. Also omg i need to rant abt something. It happened on thursday but tbh im not writing abt it so ill just say it here. One of the annoying boys (A) was ofc mumbling to himself as he always does bc he really thinks hes the main character - and he compared the thing were learning about to squid game. SQUID GAME. Another boy told him to stfu thank god bc im sorry he would not have left the room if i heard that. We were literally talking about how in a book about this book about it (graphic warning for text in red bc jesus), they used to make a group of the victims race and would end whoever came last. And he was so disgusting w so little empathy that he thought abt squid game. Thats actually so disgusting how can you have so little empathy for other people that you have the audacity to say that. Honestly i used to think the boy who told him to stfu was annoying bc hes really loud and has a sorta obsession w the world wars and i thought he was one of the weird ones, but hearing that made me kinda respect him more icl. Like he has honest values which erm. Are maybe sometimes a little rare in my school.

But uh.. yeah, anyways. I dont wanna linger on upsetting stuff honestly. Still tho, if ur school doesnt teach about it please please please just learn a little about it or listen to victim testimonies because even tho its horrible i think its something everyone should be a little haunted by.

Right. Uuh then we had english. Omg it feels so weird just mood pivoting like that its def whiplashy omg. Uh okay so we had our new homework set which tbh i dont think was bad honestly i dont really remember it. Also we have a new teaching thingy where like miss highlights n annotates stuff before lesson bc apparently we cant multitask which like. I think its kinda stupid. But anyways it makes it really hard to focus icel like were just sat there doing nothing and its so hard not to zone out. And one of my friends kinda falls asleep when hes just listening and miss saw him omg. She like sorta mini called him out then she sorta lectured the whole class abt zoning out. Like omg im sorry i would never be able to show my face there again omg i feel so baaddbd.

Okay anyways help. Tbh im gonna sorta skip over break bc its usually just us yapping and its a bit of a blur bc of it lol.

Uhm and then biology. So im gonna get the bad thing over first. Basically at the end of the lesson miss was cold calling and she called on me and i told her the answer and the girl (C bc i wrote the next entry before this and i gave her a nickname then so shsh) was like ‘she didnt even read the board..’ bc i think before she said sumet about just looking at the board bc the answers were up there and its like. Firsty i didnt have my glasses on so there was no point in ugly squinting at the board when i could not waste peoples time bc i knew the answer. Also the way she said she. Like.. i do have a name.. you can say it. Also bc before in the lesson i gave her my answers after miss asked me to bc she wasnt in for the lesson. And like she said thanks like.. the switch up. Also then when we were doing that when miss came up to check the answers they looked weird bc i wrote them different and ofc she copied mine and when miss asked she just said ‘thats what she gave me’ like.. yeah but you couldve been a little nicer im litro helping her. Also like. I need to kinda confess something. Sometimes i wonder if she doesnt ever look at me or say my name bc she feels guilty about what she did and part of me feels a little glad about it even tho i hate it. Like sure she prolly doesnt even remember but also. Idk. I dont wanna think it but part of me just does. I dont mean to be nasty about her but i dont think she really does just bc of how bitey she sounds. Idk girls i dont wanna think abt it too much. Anyways on a funner note in that lesson wed tested like the effects of antiseptics and stuff on bacteria and ours was really weird bc where the dettol killed the bacteria in ours something else grew and miss said shed never seen it before lol. I think maybe its like cold or sumet bc my friend was sick when we did it.. but also u think dettol would kill that?? Idk im putting the pic i took anyways bc im a nerd and i think its cool giggles.

Aadbdndn then maths. I gave in my hw bc ofc i wasnt in on friday and we just did translations of shapes n stuff. But also the kid next tome was eating sweets and ofc bc he annoys me sometimes i have to annoy him back so i joked abt how loud his sweets were (bc we cant eat in lesson) and he was just like ‘sshshsh’ and put one in my pocket. And honestly? I stfu bc i do in fact take bribes ty.

Thenennn lunch. Also a bit of a blur ive gotta be honest.. it was nice tho i love hanging out w my friends. Not to add anymore depressing into this but tbbbbhhh i gotta be more honest abt my feelings n shit w them.

Anyways! Uhh, okay not something good but my exam period. Firstly we had a sub which sucked bc i wanted to get something from my teacher to prep for the exam but it was oh well. Then the computer i used last lesson wouldnt turn on so i had to use a diff one. So idc about that but then i found out i accidentally saved my last draft to that computer. And it wouldnt turn on. So uh icel i cried for the first 10 mins of that lesson. Im really glad the kid that usually sits in the corner wasnt in bc he wouldve seen me silently ugly crying. And then to make it even better?? An annoying loud kid got sat next to my friend like a seat away from me. So i was sat there silently crying trying not to freak out as this kid made fart noises and annoyed my friend. And ive gotta be so real i was having VIOLENT thoughts about this kid i was so angry. I genuinely dont think ive ever been more pissed at anyone ever in my life. I am! Not proud of it!! But i gotta confess it somewhere tbh. Anyways i decided to just sort the end bit of the exam that i hadnt started and emailed my teacher abt it bc we create solutions here fr! Im having a moment bc she still hasnt replied but its fine im sure shes sorting it.

Anyways i was so glad when that lesson was over tbh. But the only thing was i decided to stay after school to do extra maths w my old teacher bc we dont do some of the higher paper stuff in my class. But hes in with the dts for half an hour afterschool so i had to wait. I was hanging by the bathrooms bc apparently my friend who i was going with went there. One of my friends stopped by to yap for a bit tho so it wasnt evil. But when he left i checked in the bathrooms and i saw the group of girls who dont like me and i just.. no. (Also im gonna drop the lore w them bc saying so many ppl ate me makes me sound evil icel. basically there were two girls who used to make fun of me and my friend, one of them was c. The other one i heard telling a girl to khs behind her back and i felt bad so i told her and the girl who said it found out and now DESPISES me. Which tbh is sorta my fault for saying it and im not gonna deny it. But ofc that made her friends hateee me and they still do even tho it was like 2 years ago. Ofc they dont need to forgive me but.. yk i wouldnt mind being left alone.. anyways! Yeah i do feel guilty abt the stuff that started it honestly but ive become a diff person and in a way ive come to terms w it a little) Okay anyways the second i got to sirs room my friend appeared bc she was acc in the same bathroom as those girls and i just left right before she got there giggle. But yeah bc sir wasnt there we sat in the library for a bit and js did some homework. Then we went up and couldnt find sir and another teacher needed to find him and it was a whole thing but im not even gonna go into it tbh. Basically we just stayed for an hour and went over stuff and i acc think i mostly get it. He also showed me a site that im gonna use to revise bc its really useful.

Okay and then it was hometimmeee yaay. Firstly when we were walking back before she got into her car her dad was like ‘oh do u want a ride’ and ofc my mum was on the way so i said no thanks but it was so sweet </3 Also i got myself a treat from tesco before my mum got there. It was litro perfect as well bc im trying to save but i was like ‘ok if i have more than 80p ill get it’ and i had exactly 13.80. It was just perfect tbh. And then i got to read for a bit w coffee even tho it was litro getting dark outside which.. oml. But anyways i started a new book bc i finished the last one (which BROKE MY HEART BTW.)!! Anyways honestly i mostly just bedrotted after that.

Actually okay i completelt blanked on this even tho i wrote this for it but i also hung out w my friends. They invited me first and i said no but then i was like actually i do wanna see them i love them so i scoffed my tea and acc legged it over which tbh made me feel like a kid again. But basically it was a joke powerpoint night talking about my friends ex giggle. Also i felt a bit out of place sometimes but i think it was the bad day talking. Also i got to curl up w one of my girlies so im very happy and was very comfy. And we spoke for ages. But by the end we were mostly just chilling watching tiktoks and stuff. Also we did a smash or pass and i feel the need to say one of the only unanimous smashes (including the one straight guy there and my lesbian arse) was moistcritikal. Which ofc everyone needs to know. Anyways giggling then i just went home at like half eight and instantly went to bed.

Soo yeah!! Honestly it wasnt the greatest start to the week but its okay bc ill turn it around one way or another. Love you all!!

Rue, signing out 𓂃۶ৎ

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i have so many shin hcs its insane

[ramblesofthemyu]

might as well talk abt angel paldea since i finally finished scarlet. spoilers for sv and also possible angel spoilers

ok so first we have cori! she's a side character from penelope's diary and a main character in brilliant holiday, known for her sweet and lovable personality and her knowledge about the history of Galar, and specifically, the legend of the King of Bountiful Harvests. she was key in helping isis and ray find crown and help purify and unseal Mariaraw in penelope's diary.

after the events of penelope's diary, cori's parents decided to transfer her to naranja academy, since they felt as though she would fit in well there. she's kinda bummed about having to part ways with her older cousin khion, but she's still really excited.

next we have alyana! she's the ghost type gym leader from Arawan, who temporarily resigned to study in Paldea. her mother let her go to Naranja Academy after hearing about the school's lack of bullies, a problem alyana faced back in Arawan. she's not nearly as energetic or outgoing as cori, but she makes up for it with her skill and cooperative personality.

she has a somewhat dark sense of humor, and she likes to act mysterious. the butterflies adorning her hair are a mystery, though alyana claims they're the souls of the dead who were drawn to her.

she grew up in unova, where she had a group of friends who she would investigate paranormal activities with. but she then moved to arawan, losing contact with them, and was forced to adapt to her new environment. despite being arawanyo herself, she felt like an alien among her peers, and was instead comforted by her ghost type partners.

alyana and cori first run into each other in mesagoza's plaza. alyana recognizes cori as the girl who helped find crown, and cori recognizes aly as the ghost type gym leader of arawan. after realizing that they were both attending the academy, they decided to stick together and become friends.

they later met penny, nemona, and arven. cori and nemona get along immediately, thanks to their energetic personalities and passionate hearts. meanwhile, alyana gets to know penny a little better, as they both share some things in common.

treasure hunt eventually comes and cori chooses to challenge the pokemon league with help from nemona, while alyana chooses not to due to her already being part of the arawan league. aly gets a call from a mysterious caller in secret, and helps them with operation starfall.

somewhere along the way, cori comes across a certain koraidon too! arven gives her its pokeball, and professor sada entrusts her with it, knowing cori's record of befriending powerful pokemon. cori and alyana both team up to help arven defeat the titans... though koraidon always ends up stealing alyana's sandwich (she wasn't that hungry anyways... right?)

this is def a huge work in progress lol, but basically theyre just 5 idiots and their pet dog

will i post more abt them? idk lets find out

[jvlicttes]

well , , , , it is i , mari , liana’s mun , late as per usual & here to bless u all with lana condor’s pretty face ! pls like this and i’ll message u for some plots !

[ lana condor / twenty-one / cisfemale ] - hey, did you just see juliette nguyen ? i hear millenium management signed them as their newest youtuber/writer. it’s said that she is creative but also impetuous. well, can’t wait to see if they’ll make it in hollywood. 

juliette’s parents are both diplomats from vietnam , so growing up she was always moving around . she was born in belgium , after four years moved to houston , then helsinki , then tripoli ( libya ) , then santiago , and her studies were finished in san francisco . 

knowing this would be her life , her parents decided to educate her primarily in english , since it was the language spoken at all schools she ended up in , and , well, you all know how globalization works . but she does speaks vietnamese and understands spanish perfectly but struggles to speak sometimes ( and is embarrassed to ) .

anyway ! she actually quite enjoyed moving . she was so used to it that in her view , the weird thing was not to uproot every few years . she’s very adaptable and extremely detached ( which can be a bad thing tbh ) and if u tell her pack up we’re gonna leave tonight she’ll be ready in five minutes . she knows what’s essential and what is not .

started her youtube channel in 2012 when she’d just moved to santiago . it was mostly her talking abt her experiences moving around and ‘ how to make friends in new places ’ and some beauty tutorials and shit like that and it became a bit of an online diary where she’d just talk and people would respond .

by the time she was 17 , she had around 700k subscribers . which is a lot but not a lot a lot . but then she decided to write a book , vv milk and honey style , short poetry & drawings , with personal shit as well as what she’d collected over the years meeting all kinds of different people , and it blew up . when it did , so did her channel . she hadn’t expected that at all bc she thought they were all basic and shit but ?????? people responded . it got translated , became a ny times best seller , yada yada yada . and naturally , people wanted to know who was behind that . when they found out it was an 18 y/o Trying Her Best they related and now she has like 3m subscribers whaaaaaaat .

she ended up achieving kind of celebrity status and was being invited for all of these interviews and didn’t know what to do ??? so millenium took over & now she has mANAGEMENT and an aGENT so she’s like ???? so confused . but also loving every single minute of it . but now that she’s writing her third book it’s so much pressure and half of her apartment is crumpled up paper thrown around everywhere . 

she also just graduated from ucla with a major in neuroscience & minor in theology like when i say she doesn’t sleep i mean it . 

personality - wise she’s very outgoing & carefree . like she has an incredibly creative mind and can sometimes seem like twelve different people at the same time but . for the most part is a sweetheart . she’s the kind of person who is sunshine personified , always motivating you , always coming up with plans , always complimenting some little thing you thought no one else would notice .

but at the same time she’s sO sensitive ??? which is Bad for someone who was shoved into the spotlight . bc whenever she reads one negative comment or review she’s like ‘ guess i’ll Die now ’ and needs a pep talk to go back to believing in herself . but . deep down she does really believe in herself ??? is stuck between supreme self love and self confidence and deep self hatred . it’s . weird .

and sometimes she’ll just get angry and blow up and takes shit way too personally like yikes

that girl who was in 10 different clubs in high school & was president of like 5 of them

cause she’s a writer & youtuber but also majored in neuroscience with a minor in theology ?????? and she didn’t even need college !! did it for the hell of it !! bc she just . loves learning so much . like . everything she learns , she loves . probably studies like at least 4 hours a day . def has an adderall addiction but such is life .

be ready for weird ass references . if my dumb ass can manage them . 

bUT YEah i rlly need me some connections so !! let’s plot ok !! i’d like some best friends , enemies , exes , & all that jazz !!