#if i ever said jun i think it was bc i mixed him up with jeonghan sjdjc sorry

[echoesofadream]

HEEELP I KNOW IVE SWORN OFF MALE IDOLS BUT FUCKKKKKK MINGYU HOW DID I NOT SEE IT BEFORE OH MY GOD. ITS CAUSE THEYRE SO MANY BUT HES THE ONE FOR ME @misa-ndry this is so bad

[ladyloveandjustice]

Mental Illness in Anime

I saw someone say Komi Can't Communicate is the only anime they've ever seen that talks about mental illness and that's kinda sad, so for you to not end in the same boat, I've decided to put together an overview of mental illness in anime, what I'd recommend, what comes with caveats, and so on.

It's a little nebulous what "talks about mental illness" means as lots of anime depict characters who are very obviously depressed, traumatized and even suicidal (suicide will be mentioned a lot in this list, so watch out for that), but don't directly name mental illness. It is very stigmatized in Japan, even moreso than many other countries, you don't see much talk about therapy and so on.

However, naturally there are many Japanese people who are mental health advocates, and I found an interview with Makoto Kageyama, a mental health awareness advocate who volunteered at Aokigahara forest. He points out anime he feels deal with mental illness. One we'll cover fully, many of them I haven't watched:

I think the most accurate and positive portrayals I got were actually from Kiriyama Rei (March Comes in Like a Lion), Naruse Jun (The Anthem of the Heart), Miyamura Miyako (ef: A Tale of Memories), Takeya Yuki (School-Live!) and Smile (Ping Pong: The Animation)

I'm super open to suggestions for additions, and might be adding them as reblogs and under the cut.

I'll also be making a post on mental illness in manga if this post does well, which I will link here when I post it.

So I'll start:

Anime that directly discusses mental illness:

March Comes in Like a Lion- not only is the main character one of the most accurate depictions of depression I've ever seen, it's the rare anime that actually talks about counseling, showing a traumatized character attending counseling and slowly getting back on her feet.

Orange--it...certainly is about mental illness, but it's a pretty mixed/problematic one because it seems to be confused by how mental illness works at times. It centers around a character who's suicidally depressed and his friend's efforts to save him after receiving a time travel message about his future suicide. It also does mention offhand that this character was supposed to go to therapy and is skipping out at one point. But yeah, how it handles it is...not always great. It kind of gives an impression that if you try hard enough you can "fix" someone's suicidal depression. With friendship. I guess. You have been warned.

I haven't watched it in a really long time, so it might even be worse than I remember. But I'm including it bc I definitely cried and felt parts of it were very relatable when I saw it way back when. so there's some resonant stuff there.

Monster: Kind of mixed, but it's definitely notable as an anime that not only has a psychiatrist as a major character, but also shows prominent characters going to therapy and getting better. Characters go to him for alcoholism, depression, PTSD (PTSD is not named but yeah it's definitely PTSD). At one point he helps a main character recover some repressed traumatic memories.

What makes it mixed is that while several heroes definitely are mentally ill in some way, the (complex) antagonist of the series also has some sort of mental health condition , and the story is often weirdly muddled about it. At one point they make it out like he has Dissociative Identity Disorder (calling it "split personality") but then he never shows any symptoms of that and it's kind of dropped and not bought up again. He does definitely have repressed traumatic memories though, so maybe that's all they were getting at but said it very badly.

A heroic character that actually seems to have Dissociative Identity Disorder and YMMV in how it's handled and how accurate it is. It's a "the other personality is violent" one, but rather than the other personality being evil, it's. a defense mechanism, and the violence is always in self defense or defense of others..

Sort of names the problem:

My New Boss is Goofy: One of the main characters is recovering from an abusive boss, and definitely has anxiety attacks and flashbacks as a result. This is directly named as "trauma" (though much like in the West where the loan word came from, anime characters use the words to refer to minor things that aren't mental illness too. But in this case it's treated very seriously). At any rate, the entire anime is about others helping the MC slowly recover with his new boss and friends showing immense compassion for his anxiety and other problems. Here's a good article going into it!

Anime that focuses on social anxiety:

I think what stands out about Komi is that it directly says she has a communication disorder, but tons of anime focus on characters with social anxiety, and even state what the problem is directly.

Bocchi the Rock- The girl with the social anxiety is the main character and not the bland self insert guy who has a crush on her?, amazing. it lets her be a mess too? whaaat. Yeah, Bocchi does say directly she has severe social anxiety, and the series is very relatable in how it explores that. There are a lot of gags about it, but in a knowing, sympathetic way. Her recovery is realistically slow, and sometimes she backslides. She talks directly about her social anxiety, using the term.

Tsuritama: MC's social anxiety is so bad he can have panic attacks when people talk to him...the attacks are also represented in this really interesting way where they have water come in to drown him.

My Roommate is a Cat: Man dealing with social anxiety slowly recovers with the help of his cat. It's cute. Here's an article going into it!

Anime that don't namedrop mental illness directly, but really resonates:

Natsume's Book of Friends: I wrote an entire article about how relatable it is to me and my mental illness, how it uses the characters seeing yokai as metaphor for mental ilness at times (Natsume was textually mistreated by so-called guardians who thought he "wasn't right in the head" and his grandmother was often called that too) but also Natsume shows a lot of textual symptoms of trauma (possibly PTSD), depression and so on, and they're explored very poignantly. Here is my article: “The Courage to Speak”: Mental illness and recovery in Natsume’s Book of Friends

Revolutionary Girl Utena: Probably one of the most poignant explorations of what it means to be depressed and traumatized as a teenage girl. Several moments with Utena herself resonate, starting with when she was a child and declares she doesn't want to go on living, Anthy is also...dealing with a lot, and it's powerful how the show goes into it.

Neon Genesis Evangelion-- Many characters in it show symptoms of mental illness. Though it isn't named as depression directly (i think?), but Shinji shows every symptom you can think of, and the director Anno has said that he was extremely depressed while making it and channeled a lot of that into the characters, and we definitely see his mental journey for the better very strongly reflected in the reboot.

Kyousougiga: One of the main characters is suicidally depressed (this one is graphic, because he commits suicide on screen...only it turns out he can't die), and his journey towards becoming okay with living is a focus and was very resonant to me.

She and Her Cat: A short anime about a girl who definitely has depression and how her cat helps her. Rather simplistic ending but it's good otherwise. CW animal death too, but in a very gentle way.

Haibane Renmei: It deals with suicidal depression and other mental health struggles in a pretty intense way, it's touching, but if you have triggers consider looking into it.

Fruits Basket: Truly a cocktail of mental illnesses among the cast. YMMV on how it's handled but some parts really resonate. These articles go into it:

The Always Smiling Girl: How Tohru critiques toxic positivity

“A Man Who Can Experience His Feelings”: Fruits Basket, toxic masculinity, and mental health

Colorful: This is a submission from Nickyenchilada from the notes of this post: "I would also recommend the movie/novel Colorful. I think YMMV on how it handles the central issue of suicide but I think it does portray how even kids can be thrust into very complex situations without necessary outlets for coping with them."

Vinland Saga: This was an addition I got from a discord conversation, the entire second season explore the main character's PTSD

Yuri on Ice- A conversation on discord reminded me that a lot of people read Yuri as having an anxiety disorder, which I can totally see!

A Silent Voice- a submission from @boku-no-anime-phase who says: "I think it deserves its own shout out! This movie is nuanced, gentle, beautifully told and brimming with hope. I love the fact that just like in real life, things don't resolve particularly easily; but the characters make important progress that's rewarding to watch. TW for suicide discussion, ideation and attempt".

Rascal Does Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai - From boku-no-anime-phase who says: "YMMV but there's an arc that deals with bullying and memory loss where a character who deals with those things is supported and encouraged through it".

My Happy Marriage - From boku-no-anime-phase who says: "also YMMV but I think there were some lovely moments in this where you can see Miyo beginning to heal from her trauma and abuse, and learn to trust."

Anime Feminist has a whole host of articles on mental health in anime and they're all here. It covers a lot of different anime I don't know about or didn't mention and offers a lot of cool perspectives, so check 'em out! Here's a few that stuck out to me:

Finding Inner Magic: Depression in The Ancient Magus’ Bride

(I don't like this anime's narrative due to the issue with the ending pointed out in this article, but it did have resonant moments of exploring depression).

How Clean Freak! Aoyama-kun compassionately handles mental illness

The Sound of Depression: Liminal spaces, sound design, and Super Cub

From Yandere Girlfriends to Social Anxiety: Handling mental illness in The Future Diary and A Silent Voice

Footnote on Hikikomori in anime:

Any anime that focuses on Hikikomori characters are dealing with characters that are mentally ill, as being so depressed/traumatized/agoraphobic/anxious you can't even leave your room or house is obviously not mentally healthy. But what really matters is how that’s handled and if these issues are explained, as Makoto Kageyama notes:

Usually, the most common issues I’ve seen covered is the “hikikomori phenomena” and light eating disorders. Basically, a bullied character that becomes a recluse out of social anxiety, but… The characters don’t usually get shown correctly, since their issues are not explained properly and basically it ends up with a “Hey, see? People are not that bad, we are your friends!” and “Yay, I have friends, I am cured and I can trust others again!” Which is not the case, because real hikikomori can take a lot of talk and patience to get them out and when they get back to normal society (if they do), they become very wary of others. And ironically, “hikikomori” has also been used as a “moe trait” in anime even though it’s a mental health issue.

One I saw a lot of people namedrop as handling it well when I googled around was Welcome to the NHK, though I haven't seen it. But, if you look at Nickyenchilada's take in the comments to this post, it's mentioned as being resonant and it's noted that the recovery is not an easy fix, and it's also noted that several characters in the story are mentally ill.

Bonus list:

Neurodiversity in Anime- (that don't namedrop mental illness directly, but really resonate)

I initially didn't include a neurodiversity section in this post because I honestly could not think of any anime that directly talks about neurodiversity or has a textually neurodivergent character.

(However, there are manga that actually do! I pointed some out in my Mental Illness and Neurodiversity in Manga post I did to complement this one!)

You can also read some articles about neurodiversity in anime here

And the list of characters that can simply be read as neurodivergent is huge, and if I tried to list every popular read it would be endless, plus I don't feel comfortable "diagnosing" any characters with developmental disorders I don't personally have. However, I am willing to take suggestions from others on this one, so here are a few!

Mob Psycho 100 - submitted by boku-no-anime-phase, who says " Mob is autistic and I will die on this hill; the trouble he has with fitting in, relating to others and knowing the right things to do imo stems directly from that."

Princess Jellyfish - submitted by boku-no-anime-phase, who says "I'd be willing to bet that all the women who live in that apartment are neurodivergent. They all have their special interests and they live together in mutual neurodivergent infodumping bliss and it's wonderful. (Unrelated but TW for sexual assault and some transphobia)"

Chihayafuru- submission by @noisepartythumpingmusic who says "It's never noted explicitly, but I firmly believe the main character of Chihayafuru has ADHD, which is perfect for a main character of a sports" josei. As someone who does have ADHD, I personally can totally see that read of Chihaya (the main character)!

Anti-recommendations (as in seems potentially resonant but then drop the ball hard, because if I listed all the anime that's blatantly gross about mental illness from the second the subject comes up we'd be here all day) (Dead Dove Do Not Eat)

Wonder Egg Priority: Starts out like it's going to be a nuanced exploration of recovering from abuse, suicidal depression, and so on, only to end up incredibly stupid and offensive. The writer also believes some stupid and misogynist things about "reasons" girls commit suicide. This article goes into it a little.

Your Lie In April: Depiction of depression and trauma is completely undermined by how all the characters tell the MC he needs to get over it because his talent for piano is more important, and the clumsy, gross take on forgiving your abuser, and so many other things. This article goes into it.

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And that's it for now! Again. I might be updating this with new stuff based on feedback or me remembering something I missed, through both updates and adding stuff under the cut.

[haowrld]

COOKIE BROWNIES — WEN JUNHUI

NOTES : wen junhui x gn!reader, fluff, one-sided crush, reader can’t cook, reader has a cat, ft.mingyu, profanity, confessions

WORD COUNT : 1.0k words

A/N : aaa idk how i got 1000 words on this like wtf. anyway here's a jun story!! it's kinda rushed 😭 bcs i wanted to write smtg for his birthday (happy birthday junhui!!! 🐈 )

MASTERLIST

“i wish i could help yn, but i’ve got some projects that i’m working on.” mingyu, who you are on a video call with, sighs as he lays down on his bed. “cookies or not, you don’t have to do something you’re not good at if you don’t want to.” mingyu said, “i know jun would still like whatever you make any day” he grinned.

you look at mingyu pouting, “but i want to make these cookies! it’s my way of telling him that i like him” you smile “i mean, if you want these cookies to be exactly what jun wants, just call up anyone who could cook, like shua, or dokyeom?” he suggested, “maybe even wonwoo could help you clean up with all the mess you made behind there.”.

you look behind your kitchen, flour has been spread to your kitchen as its box was left empty, and chocolate chips and milk has been spilled. there is a tray of cookies that were burnt. your cat jumps on the counter, sniffing at the mess that you have made as it looks at you disappointingly.

“i think i’ll be fine mingyu!” you said, looking over the oven, as you hear the beeping noise of the cookies that are done baking, you smell something burning. oh shit, “actually, nevermind! please call someone mingyu, please!” you immediately hang up on mingyu as you open the oven door, burnt cookies, again, your cat hisses at the smell as it jumps off the counter.

“ugh, another failed attempt…” you sigh putting all the burnt cookies in a plastic seal, at least you’ve got something to eat. picking up your phone, and you stare at your wallpaper; it was you and junhui taking a goofy picture at a photobooth together. you smile at the sight of jun making a weird face, he’s so adorable.

you thought about that moment on your phone, it was another day of hanging out with jun, though you felt something different with jun, you found him a little more prettier these days, and every little kind gesture and weird trinkets he give because he thinks you would like them, gosh, it was annoying your head, but you couldn’t help it, you had a crush on jun.

you shake the moment off your head and look at the mess that you have made. “you can do this, you can make the best cookies junnie has ever-“ you hear a knock on the door. “j-jun? what are you doing here!?” you open the door to find your pretty best friend holding a box of brownie mix, he lets himself in, your cat immediately goes to junhui, making him smile as he pets your cat.

getting up and setting the brownie mix near a table, he hugs you, letting you go, he gives you a sweet smile “hey, mingyu asked me to help you, he said it was about baking and i thought about your favorites, brownies!”. he smiles as he walks to the kitchen. your heart can’t take another one of his sweet gestures.

“well, let’s get started now!” jun said as he takes the box of brownie mix and holds your hand, your eyes widen as he looks at you with the cutest smile that you have ever seen as both of you go to the kitchen. “we’re making chocolate chip cookie brownies!”

🍪﹕──﹕⏲️﹕──﹕🍪

“i honestly don’t know how we were able to clean up this easily..” you look at your now clean kitchen, surprised at how it used to be garbage for wasted ingredients a moment ago. thanks to jun and a little bit of elbow grease, you guys were able to begin making brownie cookies.

“let’s start with the ingredients, eggs, oil, and water” you help him take out some fresh carton of eggs, vegetable oil, and a cup of water. “great, now we just need some bowl and a whisk” he looks around the cupboard and brings out some extra ingredients plus two bowls, and an electric whisk.

“okay, where do we start first?” tapping on table, jun takes out the brownie mix and gives it to you, “i think you could start out something simple, this has some instructions…” jun turns the box and points the instructions, leaning close so that you’ll be able to know what he’s talking about. you shift awkwardly, moving away. “yep i think i get what you mean!” you smile, turning away as you look at the ingredients, you were screaming inside. he was so close!! holy shit, junnie is just so ahh!!! stay calm yn, you thought to yourself, cracking open an egg, just distract yourself and we will be able to finish these brownies!! wait no! don’t look at jun!

you slowly look at jun, who was already mixing the ingredients with the electric whisk, gosh! he’s pretty!! why did you look yn!? he’s so ughh! he turns to you and turns off the electric whisk, “need help? seems you���ve already got most of the ingredients right.” he takes the bowl and pours it on the greased pan.

“okay, now we just need to put the cookie dough in.” jun takes the cookie dough and places pieces of it on the brownie batter. you look at junhui as he was placing the pan in the oven. you thought about your burnt cookies, maybe jun would like it…? you decide that it wouldn’t hurt to try, maybe jun might like whatever you make.

“hey uh jun?” you tap on jun’s shoulder as he looks at you “yeah? what’s up?” jun asks “about the mess i made in the kitchen…?” you begin, “those burnt cookies,” jun tilts his head curiously, as you open your fridge to show the sealed burnt cookies to him, he looks at the cookies, then at you and smiles. “you made cookies for me?” he takes the bag and opens the seal, “i know it’s not good looking…but i wanted to make these for you because..” jun takes a bite of the cookie and the way he smiles at the taste, it didn’t matter if they were burnt, you made them for him and…

“i like you junhui!” the sounds of the oven indicated that the cookie brownies were done, but there was also another sound that jun had heard, his heartbeat. “yn..” he smiles before hugging you.

…it made him love you even more.

[narrators-journal]

Hello~. First I wanted to say you're truly blessing in this fandom for writing such tasteful and yummy tatsujun fics 🖤

Here goes my request, what about Jun riding Apollo's dick while Tatsuya watches and jerks off? hhh

First off, thanks for the compliment! I’m so glad you like my tatsujun writing! Sadly, I don’t think this is one of my strongest works yet again. I don’t know what it was about this one, but something about it just threw me off somehow. I guess it was because I had to actually do some googling to figure out how Apollo’s anatomy might work in a fun way. Which, led me to focus more on the monsterfucking than the voyeurism. Woopsie. I hope you enjoy it regardless, though! I tried!

CW: Monsterfucking, but without actual penetration. Robotfucking? Does Apollo count for that? Voyeurism is also there, with MAYBE some cuck energy sprinkled over the voyeurism. Size difference kink for sure, bc Apollo’s massive, so also just, size difference in general lol.

On a hot summer’s day that beat down upon Sumaru, there was little else to do for Tatsuya Suou and Jun Kurosu, but try to find a waterfall Jun vaguely remembered on Mt. Katatsumi. “Junbug! Jesus, are you sure this waterfall even exists?” Tatsuya whined as he followed the shaggy-haired ravenette over the roots and tangled carpet of sun-dappled flora. But, his complaints were waved off as Jun listened carefully to the environment. Which, allowed him to note how the soft breeze that stirred the bushes and branches, the ocassional skitter of fauna in the leaves, and the song of birds were mixed with the constant pour of a distant waterfall. “It exists, I can hear it nearby. Come on, Tacchi.” He said as he pushed through the plant life in the direction of the sound. And, while Tatsuya whined and groaned, he followed him until they finally came across the tall wall of rock that poured water into a calmer, lazier pool that fed the beautiful, lush fauna that grew on the shore. “Okay,” Tatsuya said, his eyes alight with hunger at the sight of chilled, clean water in front of them. The chance to cool off from the summer heat like a siren call to the pyrokenetic. “You were right, this is a good place to spend a summer day.” He admitted as Jun smiled confidently and strolled up to the edge of the water. “See? You should trust me more often, Tacchi.” He teased as he unbuttoned his shirt. A small smile and playful glance tossed back at the brunette who followed his lead on the clothes.

“I’ve always trusted you, Junbug. That’s why I followed you out here to start.” He pointed out to earn a snort from Jun. But, they left that underlying conversation be for now.

Instead, they simply stripped off their clothes and spent some time simply swimming in the cold

pool of water. The summer heat briefly forgotten in favor of splashes, dives, and whatever childish games the pair could cook up before they tired themselves out.

When they did, though, they still stayed by the waterfall, they simply moved to sit on some towels on the shore. Until, eventually, their conversation trailed off to a more creative but questionable route. “Hey Tacchi, I’ve got a question.” Jun hummed, as unbothered by his own nudity in front of Tatsuya as the brunette was about his. “Yeah?” “Have you ever considered if you could sleep with a persona or shadow? Like, there are succubi demons, so...could you sleep with a demon?” He asked, though he pretended not to feel Tatsuya’s eyes burn into him as the brunette processed his words. “Why are you asking?” Tatsuya asked, his head tilted at him now, so, Jun sighed and tossed caution to the wind. “Tatsuya, can I have sex with your persona?” “HEH?!” The taller male squawked, now sat up on his towel to stare at Jun with widened brown eyes. “Why do you want to have sex with Apollo? Do you mean Apollo?” “Yes, I mean Apollo, and because I’m curious. Personas especially, they’re extensions of us, so do they have sex drives? Can they breed? Do they have genitals?” Jun questioned, and when he looked back at his childhood friend, he could see that those same questions swam around in his head too. “So, could I try to sleep with Apollo?”

And, he watched as his friend digested the request for a long, slow moment. But, he could see him slowly give in to him, because he could see the bit of color that showed up on his tan face when he blushed, and could see how he began to fidget. Until, finally, he let out a small breath and glanced around at the trees, bushes, and grasses around them. “Um...I guess if you’re quick about it?” Tatsuya muttered, and Jun grinned at that. “Awesome! Summon him!” He ordered, and while he could see Tatsuya briefly try to argue, he ended up just doing as told.

Which, for Tatsuya, showed itself as a circlet of fire that ignited around his head only to be swept off of him to swirl around and grow into a tornado of intensely hot blue flames, only for the fire to die down almost as soon as it had flared up. In it’s place, a large mechanical humanoid dressed in a red-and-white striped outfit that reminded Jun of a superhero or a jester, sat on the shore behind the ravenette. Bright blue eyes like Jun’s Joker form’s burned from within the red mask-like face of the persona, and the whir and click of cogs and mechanisms within the figures heat-producing body like his own version of a heartbeat.

Apollo was such a fun creature to look at. “Can you...like, take away his clothes?” Jun asked, a glance thrown back to Tatsuya, who turned redder, but did burn away his persona’s clothes. Which, to Jun’s amusement, made the tall monster cover his empty crotch shyly. But, Jun only smiled at the sight of the gold plates that acted as Apollo’s skin exposed to the bright sunlight of the summer day. He was beautiful to see, too.

But, of course, being 5’7, Jun couldn’t hope to fully admire the monster from his towel. So, he got to his feet and went over to brush his hand over the warm metal of the monster’s leg and admire the small seperation between plates of metal and the small vibration of the machinery beneath. Warmth did, in fact, pour off of him so much so that even being close enough to touch him caused the dampness on his skin to begin to dry a bit. But, that was to be expected for a monster named after a god of the sun. “Apollo, can I sit on your leg?” Jun asked, and as an answer, the monster scooped him up with ease. His clawed fingers gentle on Jun’s bare body in how he placed the ravenette on his lap and let him look his body over. Like, the small gap created between his leg and hip segment that showed the metal wires and ticking cogs, or the gleam of the sun when it reflected off of the gold metal skin. Until, finally, Jun moved closer to Apollo’s pelvic area to look closer at his groin and spotted a large, barely visible circle that could’ve been simply scratched onto him.

And upon first examination, the large circle lightly outlined where Apollo’s crotch was far too big to be bothered when Jun pressed his smaller, damp hand against it. Yet, with only the gentle pressure of some of jun’s weight against it, the metal softly clicked down before following the ravenette’s palm when he leaned back onto the sturdy safety of Apollo’s bare, warm thigh. But, it didn’t stop at Jun’s arm length, no. It extended a good amount above him. Until, finally, a golden cylinder with rubber...wheels? Tracks? Rings, that rotated lazily in intervals up to the flat ‘tip’ with small holes between those rings to assumedly let the thing vent. “Ohhhh, what a fun take on a dick. I think.” He mused, Tatsuya’s awkward honk realized, yet ignored for the moment in favor of running his slim fingers down the length that towered in front of him. There’s no way I could take this thing. It’s obviously not meant for actual sex. He mused as the pads of his pale fingers slid over the gold ‘skin’ of the persona’s ‘member’.

Though, he paused his touches when he heard Tatsuya moan quietly behind him. Which, was a surprise, but the dark-haired man swallowed down the question to instead run a finger back up Apollo’s genitals to earn another small, slightly confused groan from the brunette who watched Apollo shudder under Jun. Which, got an evil grin from an idea. Ohohoho, how fun! I am SO abusing this.

So, with that detail noticed, Jun set to work on the exploration of Apollo’s shiny golden body and it’s constant warmth and peeks of gears, springs, and other mechanical tidbits. Which, required the much smaller ravenette to move from Apollo’s thigh to instead straddle the base of his ‘member’ Which, was already enough to make the persona shudder beneath Jun’s bare ass, so the kisses he lavished upon what warm gold he could reach were quick to get the whine of the gears in the persona’s chest.

Though, Apollo wasn’t the only one to react to the feel of his lips against his groin, because Tatsuya let slip his own lustful whine. Which, only encouraged Jun to grind his damp erection against the monster’s member. “J-Jun...we might get caught…” He warned, his confusion thick in his voice, but not thick enough to hide the decorative excitement that lined his words. But, his point landed on the grass, brushed aside in favor of Jun’s hands being slid up and down Apollo’s length.

He could never stroke the entire length of whatever Apollo’s ‘dick’ actually was, it was far too big for that. But, he was more than happy to press his dampened skin against the warmed metal and enjoy how it made Tatsuya and his persona squirm and whine in unison. His pale skin further dried by the puffs of steam that escaped the holes along the length and brushed over Jun’s body. Until, finally, he gave the persona a break from his attentions, only to grind his own needy cock against Apollo’s member.

Which, was a wonderful way to dry off and chase the thrill of the heat against his pale skin and the excitement of how small he was compared to Tatsuya’s monster. As well as a wonderful way to draw out more whines and whirs from Tatsuya and Apollo both. So, Jun made a show of how he moaned as he ground his hips against the shiny, unmoving length of the persona’s ‘cock’. The contrast of friction-warmed metal and the rubber-esque rings that rotated along his length a fun thrill against his too-hot skin. “You doing okay over there, Tacchi?~” He breathlessly teased as he humped against Apollo, his charcoal eyes alight with lust and amusement as he watched Tatsuya squirm on the shore with his tan face hidden in one of his hands in an attempt to hide his embarrassment.

Which, Jun didn’t mind, just like he didn’t mind the brunette’s lack of response, so long as he continued to pretend like he wasn’t able to feel him through Apollo, and wasn’t itching for his own release. But, the ravenette didn’t point it out, he simply sat up to hug the thick, towering cylinder and began to trail gentle kisses up Apollo’s length while he circled one of the steam vents with a finger to earn another shudder from the persona. Can Apollo cum? Would it be oil? Jun mused as he mouthed along his cock to try and tease out more mechanical whines from the monster who burned the grass beneath him. Where would it come out of? The little vent holes?Would I get covered? I don’t think I’d mind that.

As if to promise answers to that question, Apollo’s member let out a puff of hot steam while the pistons or gears within whined with need and exhaustion. But, Jun continued to tease one of the steam vents and grind his body against the persona’s member.

The warmth of the metal, the small vibrations of the machinery inside, and the drag of the rubber wheels against his body, the groans, moans, and needy whirs of the pair he tormented, all of it combined into a concoction of pleasure within Jun’s belly. A concoction that grew like a bank of clouds that gathered and brewed into the inevitable release he chased. Until, at long last, lightning struck the small ravenette. The knot in his stomach finally burst like a balloon, the lightning worked into his muscles to leave him to shake and cling to Apollo’s member.

The heat of the gold, and the gentle caress of the steam the persona vented out all but melted Jun onto Apollo until his brain managed to scrape his braincells back up. “Holy shit…” “Huh?” Jun asked, his head lifted to let him look down at the brunette who he’d paid little to no attention to in his exploration of his persona’s anatomy. “All I said was holy shit...I didn’t know I could...feel things like that.” Tatsuya said, laid out on his towel, his nudity forgotten, the cum on his belly apparently not registered in the brunette’s haze. Ah, makes sense that the mechanical persona wouldn’t cum at all.

With that thought, Jun sat up and stretched so that he could slip out of Apollo’s lap. Which, Tatsuya took as the sign to finally put his persona away with his own stretch. “What now, Junbug?” He asked, cool and calm as if he hadn’t orgasmed at all. “Well, we’ve still got a few hours in the day, so we can just hang out here a while longer.” Jun hummed, just as nonchalant, “I’m gonna swim again. Now I’m hot all over again.” Which, made the brunette chuckle a bit, but the ravenette could still feel his gaze on him when he slipped back into the pool. Maybe I’ll properly fuck him next.

[starfire-s]

hey love! can I rant to you about true beauty? I need to unleash my anger out towards this kdrama. U know I gotta say that the show started off pretty good for me it had some laughs and smiles. I was rooting for suho for maybe 1-2 episodes until he started giving her the most mixed signals and that one scene where he was getting ready for the game and jugyeong talked with him getting excited for the movie they planned AND THEN he started being so fcking rude saying he only said yes or smth bc he pity her are you kidding me? even if seojun said smth to him the day before you don’t say that shit oh my god ever since then I stopped rooting for him in general let alone him and her together. Also why is no one mentioning that suho treated her like a slave ever since he knew her secret? making her run his errands and making sure she does them fast. His character just pisses me off like we all get it he suffered through a lot of shit in his life but still he was a shitty character. I can go on and on about how many cons there is with this character and don’t even get me started on when he told JK that he would follow her around, beg her and cry to her if she ever moved on during his time away and if she doesn’t want him back HE WOULD SEDUCE HER?? SORRY BUT AINT NO WAY PPL WOULD THINK THIS IS CUTE. It was bad enough he didn’t bother to contact her for 2 years and now this? his stans justify this?? Anyways JK really pissed me off sorry but you’ve been around seojun for whole 3 years and you have not shown one ounce of love towards him as friends it’s like not realistic like we KNOW you’re in love with suho but really? u can’t show some love towards ur friend who’s been there for you since the beginning and helped you with so much? And when he confessed she didn’t even bother. Like at least show that you’re flattered or something. Seojun is understanding and he knows u arent into him like that but he’s never asked you for anything and you can’t even give him that. the stuff he gave her it wasn’t mentioned again. ESPECIALLy the flowers she FORGOT about them are u kidding me? when seojun told her that suho was leaving again he basically helped her and didn’t text him thank you or even apologized. but she did that later on but it was a lame ass one saying you’re grateful.. but for what tho? What are you grateful towards seojun for? I doubt you even pay attention to what he does for you. But you’re head over heals for someone who treated u like a slave and doesn’t let you talk to any boys. In the end seojun deserves so so much better he carried the show on his back along with his gang, his sister and Jk’s brother and sister as well. Seojun forever bestest boy who I will love and adore forever. I’m glad true beauty is over and I would not want a second season although I really wish they wrote the ending differently and did the time jump differently but we can’t always get what we want 😔💔 sorry for the long ass rant I’m just so angry lol

hey anon! of course my ask is always open to rant about true beauty or literally anything else in general! you summed up everything about suho and his character so well. it’s like i kept waiting for him to get character development and you know apologise to ju kyung for his past actions but it kind of never happened?! one thing for me (as a feminist) i couldn’t understand why the writers were trying to give out that message ‘if he’s mean to you he likes you’ like ahsjsj are we all little kids we’re going to find his actions cute?? yikes but then he literally also displayed stalkerish behaviour after breaking up and ghosting ju kyung for 2 years... honestly if i was her I’d get a restraining order lmao

idek what to say about ju kyung because yes she isn’t obligated to reciprocate seo jun’s feelings but i wish the writers would’ve at least let her figure it out on her own that he liked her... they didn’t even do that?! even after he confessed she was like ‘he’s joking’ and that pissed me off more than her rejecting him in the end!

it all just comes down to bad writing... the writers probably thought they were doing something groundbreaking but for me it just felt like i was watching a worse version of start up but at least in start up the business stuff was interesting in true beauty they didn’t even handle the whole ‘unrealistic beauty standards and self esteem issues’ plot properly???? your rant is 100% justified i completely understand where you’re coming from and it’s just simple things the writers could’ve changed/done that would’ve at least made this show more bearable to watch!

[drwcn]

just { before the sun falls} things/snippets that I’ve been thinking about because my brain can’t focus on exams. They’re not in any order. Take from it what you will. 

(the lwj in my head will always be the cql version, bc…well bc i haven’t seen any of the other variations lol.) 

Wei Wuxian was…incensed. Incensed because it was unfair how utterly, ethereally beautiful Lan Zhan was. Did he have to be so…so…much? Sitting there with his eyes cast down almost demure, pulling back his sleeve to reveal his deceivingly delicate wrist as he poured them tea from a white porcelain pot that lost its luster next to his jade-esque skin.

They were alone in the riverside pavillion. The early summer day was lovely with a gentle sun and an even gentler breeze mixing the fragrance of water lilies with Lan Zhan’s longjing tea and the faint sandalwood scent of….well himself. 

In his pale blue and white robes, Lan Wangji could claim to be a god descending upon earth, and nary a soul would have questioned it. 

Wei Wuxian swallowed. He’d never been taciturn with Lan Zhan, never. In fact, when they’d been students at Cloud Recesses, he had reveled in pushing Lan Zhan’s every button and driving him up the wall -

- oh god, Wei Ying…

Suddenly, a more salacious interpretation of driving Lan Zhan up the wall came to mind. Wei Wuxian all but flinched, grinding his molars together and desperately trying to force his imagination to stop wondering if the length of Lan Zhan’s neck was equally pale and smooth as his wrist if he tossed his head back - 

Fuck. 

Politically arranged or not, this engagement was definitely going to be the end of him.

Heavens have mercy, why did his shijie and Zewu-jun insist on this ‘get to know each other’ charade? He and Lan Zhan already knew each other! They were familiar, friends even, if he dared to assume such a thing. They were friends…right?

Well, some friend you are, Wei Wuxian, lusting after Lan Zhan the way you do. God if he knew…

Wei Wuxian hid a wince. If Lan Zhan knew, he’d be disgusted, wouldn’t he? Of course, dutiful and loyal as he was, he wouldn’t ever show his personal displeasure at their arrangement. Far more than a personal union, theirs was an alliance of their clans for mutual protection against a common enemy. Sure, the Nies supported Gusu, but Qinghe was far away. When Wen Ruohan’s corpse army descends upon them, Gusu would be Yunmeng’s closest ally geographically, and now with their marriage, politically too. Shijie had told him Wen Xu had burned Cloud Recesses to the ground. If he knew Lan Zhan at all, and he did, he could be sure that Hanguang-jun would do anything to protect and avenge his sect, even if it meant degrading himself by marrying the son of a servant. 

The son of a servant who apparently was all too eager to jump his bones. 

Wei Wuxian’s knuckles turned white under the table. You’re a monster, Wei Wuxian, a monster. 

~

“This is treachery! What you have done goes against everything our sect stands for!” 

“What I have done kept you alive! I am not like you, Da-ge, not like Father, it’s true. But not all things in this world can be solved with a sword or a saber.”

The younger Nie’s uncharacteristic fortitude rendered Chifeng-zun momentarily speechless. He rounded about the table, taking a seat slowly. When he spoke again, however, his voice was strained and quiet. “I thought I knew the kind of man you are, Huaisang. These days, it’s like I never did.” 

Nie Huaisang, for once, could not be cowed. “Sometimes, Da-ge, Qinghe needs a man like me.”

~

The crypts were crumpling around her. Somewhere in the distance, she could hear her older brothers calling out her name. “A-Su! A-SU!! Get out of there quick!” 

But theirs was not the voice she strained to find. Over the rumbling of rocks, she detected a panicked, teary cry. Qin Su dashed deeper into the tunnel, screaming, “xiao-Yu!!  Xiao-Yu!! Where are you?!” 

*xiao = little. a commonly used diminutive in names for younger siblings, which in this case is Mo Xuanyu. 

~ 

“That one is not to be trusted.” Jiang Yanli said when they were finally alone. 

Wei Wuxian frowned. “Lianfang-zun? But he…Zewu-jun assured us that -”

“Lan Xichen is a good man, but remember my A-Xian,” His sister took his hand and held it between her own. Yanli’s touch, as ever, was gentle, but her eyes when they looked into his were shrewd. “There’s only three reasons in the world to smile: to express one’s happiness, to cope with an awkward situation, or to hide one’s true intentions. And you and I both know that a man like Meng Yao, though good with his words he may be, has very little to be happy about.”

-

okay back to studying. 

[kebinwooo]

get to know me q&a !!

aaaaaahhhhhhh thank you @theyoungflexer for tagging me! i haven’t been tagged in one of these in ages so this is gonna be fun hehe also this game is gonna make me seem so old bc like.... i became a kpop fan in 2008/2010 sooooooo.... (i’m not even that old! i’m a 99 liner!!!!! but also i’m a jaded fan by now lol) (also i talk a lot but my stories are elaborate so i’m sorry in advance if you read this ahah)

1. What was your first kpop song?

technically my first “kpop” song was super junior m’s chinese version of “U” but if we’re talking first actual kpop song, it would be super junior’s sorry sorry LOL

2. How did you discover kpop?

NOW THIS IS A STORY. so back in 2008, i always watched chinese variety shows on tv bc they were the only channels we got at home. so one day i was watching a show and there was a group of cute boys who appeared and i was like !!! and then i followed them for a bit through these shows but then like i eventually forgot about them. but then in 2010, there were some reruns airing and i found out the group i liked back in 2008 was called super junior m. at the time, i didn’t realize the ‘m’ was important so i just searched up super junior on youtube. and then it was a downward spiral from there and a decade later, i’m still stuck here in this blackhole yep

3. Who was your first female (kpop) bias?

oh god.... do i even remember? i think it was probably victoria from f(x) or something. i honestly don’t remember bc i was anti-gg (LIKE A FOOL) back then so i didn’t really follow girl groups

4. Who was your first male (kpop) bias?

technically hangeng caught my attention first in SJM when i found out about them in 2008 but henry was my first official bias (it’s funny tho, i was literally watching some videos of henry today and telling my friend about how he’ll always hold a special place in my heart)

5. Who was your first favorite kpop group?

surprise surprise, it was super junior LOL 

6. Current favorite boy/girl band?

Monsta X, Seventeen, and U-Kiss hehe

7. Loved them since?

OK STORY TIME 

U-Kiss: i found them through a kpop mashup in like 2010 LMAO and i loved manmanhani and bingeul bingeul and shut up but all separately. i didn’t realize they were even by the same group until later LOL then i forget why but i started following them more closely some time between the 0330 and neverland eras and i’ve been a loyal kissme since hehe they’re my forever ults

Seventeen: i learned about svt during their first showcase in like 2013 ish?? i really liked their concept and since they were close in age to me i was like !!!!!! but their debut kept getting pushed back, and back then it was hard to get videos subbed so i stopped following them. then in like 2015 i heard they were FINALLY debuting and i got excited and got back into them after adore u came out so ye i’ve been following these boys ever since

Monsta X: my most recent ults hehe ^^ so i knew of monsta x bc my friend watched no.mercy (their survival show) but i got secondhand pissed with her bc she said the show was rigged and she wasn’t completely happy with the final lineup. but i also knew of them bc of svt and the boys are friends (WHICH IS GREAT I LOVE IDOL FRIENDSHIPS, ESPECIALLY MONTEEN’S) but i never followed them. then in 2016, after fighter came out, i somewhat got into them bc i liked fighter and i started casually following them and i even watched like episodes of monsta x ray and right now for them but still wasn’t super into them. but then in the fateful summer of 2018, i was super bored bc i had nothing to do and i heard mx ray 3 was coming out so i binge watched literally all of mx ray and mx ray 2, realized I LOVE THESE SEVEN BOYS and then i officially became a monbebe (and also regretted not getting into them sooner)

8. Favorite member of them?

U-Kiss: technically my ult is kevin but i’m starting to realize it’s jun (i will literally do ANYTHING for that boy)

Seventeen: joshua, mingyu, wonwoo (my bias trinity LOL)

Monsta X: CHANGKYUN >:( fun fact: i accidentally became a changkyun stan bc i made a joke that he was my bias and then it came true and i’ve never been the same since. i am on constant fight mode with this boy >:(

9. Favorite song by them?

U-Kiss: OH GOD SO MANY. but 0330, neverland, and someday (which is my all-time favorite song) are some of my faves

Seventeen: this was hard too... but i’m going with pinwheel, pretty u, good to me, and run to you 

Monsta X: QUEEN MOHAE, livin it up, dramarama, destroyer, and lost in the dream

(I HATE THESE QUESTIONS. I CAN’T CHOOSE. THESE AREN’T EVEN ALL MY FAVORITE SONGS)

10. Name some groups you’d like to recommend.

/CLAPS HANDS TOGETHER/ OH BOY. MY 10 YEARS OF KPOP EXPERIENCE COMING THROUGH.

first off, definitely U-Kiss. these boys are so underrated it pains me. i would also like to recommend ONF (who i’m recently getting into and who are KILLING it in road to kingdom) and the others i’m recommending are a mix of semi-popular and nugu groups: Day6, The Rose, ONEUS, Dreamcatcher, Infinite, A.C.E, B.I.G, (and I know these two are “disbanded” bUT STILL) B.A.P and UNB. i also have way more recs but this list would go on forever so i’m cutting it short here.

11. YOUR ult?

i was talking with my friends and tho i love kevin and he will always keep a part of my heart, i’ve grown apart from him and now my ult is u-kiss’s jun bc i will do ANYTHING for him, like watch a survival show or watch every drama he’s starring in. that’s love right there for me

[sugakookiesbutbadass]

💜 Soft Bias Tag 💜

i was tagged by the two lovelys at @bts-soccer-moms​ to do the most adorable tag ever ~ tysm this was so much fun!! 

1. Who is my bias?

my favourite muscle bunny jeon jungkook, kookie, nochu, love of my life

2. What made you notice them?

“Dope” was my first bts mv and i swear it was legitimately love at first sight (that police uniform got me whipped from the start but shhh) i’ve never chosen a bias that quick in my life tbh i didn’t even know what a bias was back then and i already knew it was going to be him (cheesy i know) also when i started watching more bts content i fell for his honey vocals, his big sparkly eyes, his cute bunny smile, and he’s just my ideal boy you know? he’s beautiful and talented what more can i say?

3. What’s your favourite thing about them?

i know everyone says this about their bias but honestly can you blame us? of course the answer is everything! i love everything about him, his passion and ambition for music, his big heart and love for his hyungs, his cute mannerisms, his will to strive to become the best at whatever he sets his mind to, he’s not only beautiful on the outside but he’s infinitely beautiful on the inside 

4. Who would initiate skinship more?

i think at the beginning probably me? mostly because he's such a shy shy boy but also i think once he's more comfortable it will be pretty balanced between us

5. Who would hog the blankets more?

either neither of us or him bc i'm literally a human heater so i don't really need to hog the blankets that much plus if he just cuddles up to me he wouldn't need to hog them anyways  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

6. Who would be more clingy?

i don't think either of us are that noticeably clingy but if it's just us and not in public then perhaps me? 

7. Who would say “I love you” first?

hmmm is it cheesy if i say we happened to say it at the same moment bc it finally felt right? lolol but idk i think maybe he would to say it first cuz it takes me a while to finally admit things so yeah

8. Who easily be more flustered?

oh man i think we both tie in this one but i’d like to think that i can hide it better than him, i mean have you seen the stuttering mess kookie is when his hyungs catch him off guard poor bun bun

9. What cuddling position would you two have?

please refer to this taekook moment as a point of reference

10. Which colours remind you of him?

two colours come to mind:

~ golden honey yellow: he's not the golden maknae for nothing, also like i've said before, his honey vocals make me melt every time and he's also the sweetest boy so of course he reminds me of honey plus he looks so precious whenever he wears yellow

~ a deep bold red: it reminds me of the fire and raw passion in his eyes as he performs, the energy he exerts when he dances, and just that alluring presence he holds when he knows he's owning the stage

tldr: kookie is 💛✨🍯 and jungkook is ❤️🔥🎤

11. What season would you like to spend with them?

summer! i want to have all the fun in the world with him without any worries or cares in the back of our minds, i want to have cute amusement park dates, ice cream at the park dates, bowling alley and arcade dates, everything and anything, we could go out to the pier, stargaze, the whole shabang 

12. Who would bake the cookies and who would steal the batter?

based on the cooking run bts episodes, i think he'd be better in the kitchen than me tbh and i'm not much of a baker but i will help if i see someone else baking but also low key so that i can sneak a bite or two

13. Which one of you would make bad puns and how would the other react?

i think both of us would crack a pun every now and then and the other person would just sigh and roll their eyes but also quietly chuckle and note to themselves to one up the other person in the future 

14. Who would want to adopt 50 cats and dogs?

i think we would alternate between one of us being like "you know what sounds like a good idea? adopting a dog. right now. let's do it." and the other one being the Reasonable One™ but then eventually one day we both end up being the one wanting the dog and attempting to enable the other and so we end up getting a cute dog child and we live happily ever after the end

15. Which one of you would nearly burn the kitchen down trying to microwave a pop tart and who would come to the rescue?

well considering kookie had said before that he has One Fear which happens to be microwaves so i'm gonna say it's him. it will be like:

him: "kirstyyyy can you make me a pop tart?"

me: "sorry kookie i'm a bit busy at the moment, can you try making it yourself?"

*smoke detector goes off in the distance* 

me: *cleans up the mess and makes him a new one* 

me: "you're an idiot" 

him: "yeah but i'm your idiot" 😉 

me: “ugh you're lucky i still think you're cute” 🙄 

him: “heheh sorry ily” 😙

16. Who likes to lean over trail railings and who pulls them back?

i think we'd both have our moments for this because we both have no fear of heights and have moments where #dangerismymiddlename but then again we are also promoters of safety so yeah 

17. What would watching a horror movie with them be like?

it would consist of a lot of fun banter and teasing towards whoever jumps or get scared :P i really enjoy watching horror films with company because i love commentating (especially for dumb horror films where i get to yell at the characters for making dumbass decisions) but i also get a laugh whenever someone (including myself) gets a big scare so yeah, i think it would be fun to have a horror movie marathon with kookie during spooky season or something

18. Who would be the cheesy flirt and who would be the smooth flirt?

i think kookie can be 50/50 i mean have you seen this boy's duality? his dorky offstage personality vs his sensual onstage presence gives me whiplash.. me on the other hand, i think my cheesiness will outweigh my smoothness like 75/25 

19. Who would be more competitive?

we will make everything a competition, but like in a fun healthy way like "i bet i can beat you in this track in mario kart" "iS tHaT A cHaLLeNgE??!?" and whoever wins gets like a little prize each time (can be anything from food to a peck on the cheek to getting the better controller next time to picking the next movie etc.) like just simple silly competitions to keep it interesting (no sore losers or egotistic winners in this house, it's all just fun and games) and ooo bonus: we can keep a little chart over like the month or maybe the year like a "jungkook vs kirsty" and the overall winner gets a grand prize of whatever they want 

20. Who would have to be given constant reminders (to eat, sleep, drink water, etc.)

him. we all know that he works his hardest and tries to push himself past his limits so i think he would need someone to gently remind him to take care of himself from time to time :’( 

21. Who sends memes and who sends cute “i miss you” texts at 3 am?

we're talking about your resident meme king and queen here so what do you think? but then again we both have our soft hours so i think it will be a fair mix of both. something like 

"i miss you"

"you meme a lot to me" 

and that’s it!! this was honestly so much fun to do and i’m now feeling softer than usual for my bunny rip gonna go watch some cute compilations or something ok byeee

i tag: @wen-jun-bae, @blueberry-child, @taeyongskookie, @cyphersnamjoon, @mysticalj, @jinstaej, @min-baby-boy-yoongi, @majinstic, @madpanda69, @kochiniseokjinnie, @im-captain-of-this-ship,  @kawaii-ing, @chiantae, @dailygifihope, and anyone else who wants to do this :) 

[bloojayoolie]

Being Alone, Andrew Bogut, and Children: **ON the NYC Kill List** Hi, nice to meet you! i am little Halo Michael Johnson big name for such a little guy, aye :)) I am 8years young. love waggies toys, playing with other little pups, did VERY well on my SAFER & am housebroken to boot. Whatdayasay? Would you please save me? Here is what I don't like... baths & nail clipping, yuck!I get just so grumpy when they try to do those. I also don't like my toys to be taken away & just may nip ya a bit if ya try, sc please, don't That being said, 1 think I am a great catchl Just gimme a chance, would ya. please? Apply NOW, before it is too late! I am waiting for you to save my lite at the Manhattan, NY ACC Please, hurry. Ireeecally need you! Love, HMJ xoxo Please, don't let them kill me !!! YOU ME Adept Me! Halo Micheal Johnson noed a Foste on dlopter immodately. leaso, apply now, bfore it is toe late! *** To BE KILLED 6/28/18 IN NYC *** HELP!! I am ON the NYC Kill List!!! Hi, nice to meet you! I am little Halo Micheal Johnson (big name for such a little guy, aye :)). I am 8 years young, love waggies, toys, playing with other little pups, I ACED my SAFER & am housebroken to boot. Whatdayasay? ... Would you please save me? Here is what I don't like... baths & nail clipping, yuck! I get just so grumpy when they try to do those. I also don't like my toys to be taken away & just may nip ya a bit if ya try, so please, don't. That being said, I think I am a great catch! Just gimme A CHANCE, would ya, please? Apply RIGHT NOW, before it is too late! I am waiting for you to SAVE MY LIFE at the Manhattan, NY ACC. Please, HURRY, I heard them say I am OUT OF TIME!!! :( Love, HMJ xoxo ✔Pledge✔Tag✔Share✔Foster✔Adopt✔Save his life! Halo Micheal Johnson 29506 Small Mixed Breed Second Shih Tzu Sex male Age 8 yrs (approx.) My health has been checked. My vaccinations are up to date. My worming is up to date. I have been micro-chipped. I am waiting for you at the Manhattan, NY ACC. Please, Please, Please, save me! ****************************************** To FOSTER or ADOPT little Halo Micheal Johnson, SPEAK UP NOW & Save a Life, APPLY with rescues OR message Must Love Dogs - Saving NYC Dogs IMMEDIATELY!!!! ****************************************** The general rule is to foster you have to be within 4 hours of the NYC ACC approved New Hope partner rescues you are applying with and to adopt you will have to be in the general NE US area; NY, NJ, CT, PA, DC, MD, DE, NH, RI, MA, VT & ME (some rescues will transport to VA). ✔Pledge✔Tag✔Share✔Foster✔Adopt✔Save a life! Thank you for caring! ================================= DVM Intake Exam Microchip noted on Intake? Scanned POSITIVE Microchip Number (If Applicable): 985121010246838 History : Six years ago, pt was getting neutered and somehow his eye socket was broken; it has since healed. No current health conditions. Subjective: Walks slowly on own Observed Behavior - Stressed, tense body. Facial exam conducted with tongue depressors; pt did NOT attempt to bite. During vaccination, pt defecated. Evidence of Cruelty seen - None Evidence of Trauma seen - None BAR-H, MMs pink and moist, BCS 7/9 EENT: Fur on face is heavily matted, especially around eyes and muzzle. Eyes clear with no discharge. Ears clean. No nasal discharge noted. Oral Exam: Severe tartar, gingivitis and gingival recession. PLN: No enlargements noted H/L: NSR, NMA, Lungs clear, eupnic ABD: Tense, not distended, no masses palpated U/G: Male neutered MSI: Fur on feet is heavily matted and pt looks like he is on skis made of matted fur. Ambulatory x 4, skin free of parasites, no masses noted. CNS: Mentation appropriate - no signs of neurologic abnormalities Rectal: Normal externally Assessment: 1. Severe matting 2. Severe dental disease 3. Overweight Prognosis: Good Plan: 1. Sedated groom 2. Recommend dental cleaning with rads and extractions as needed 3. Recommend weight loss of 2-4 lbsMeans of surrender (length of time in previous home): Owner Surrender Behavior toward strangers: Barks at them Behavior toward dogs: Playful Resource guarding: Halo Michael Johnson snaps if approached while playing with toys or if someone attempts to take his toys. Bite history: Halo Michael Johnson nipped his owner and broke skin while the owner was attempting to groom him. He has also nipped groomers in the past. Housetrained: Yes BEHAVIOR ASSESSMENT:: Date of assessment: 6-Jun-2018 Look: 1. Dog's eyes are averted, with tail wagging and ears back. Allows head to be held loosely in Assessor's cupped hands. Sensitivity: 1. Dog stands still and accepts the touch, eyes are averted, and tail is in neutral position with a relaxed body posture. Dog's mouth is likely closed for at least a portion of the assessment item. Tag: 1. Dog follows at the end of the leash, body soft. Paw squeeze 1: 1. Dog gently pulls back his/her paw. Paw squeeze 2: 1. Dog gently pulls back his/her paw. Toy: 1. Minimal interest in toy, dog may smell or lick, then turns away. Summary: Halo Michael Johnson approached the assessor with a soft body. He was social during the assessment, allowed all handling, and displayed no concerning behaviors. Date of initial: 31-May-2018 Summary: Halo Michael Johnson was tense. ENERGY LEVEL: Halo Michael Johnson displays a medium level of activity. Behavior Asilomar TM - Treatable-Manageable Recommendations: Rescue-only due to rescource guarding. No children (under 13) Place with a New Hope partner Recommendations comments: No children: Due to Halo Michael Johnson's history, we recommend an adult only home. Place with a New Hope partner: Due to all noted concerns displayed in a home environment, the behavior department recommends Halo Michael Johnson be placed with a New Hope placement partner who is able to provide an experienced adult-only foster home. A period of decompression is recommended to allow Halo Michael Johnson to acclimate comfortably to her new environment; force-free, reward based training only is advised when introducing Halo Michael Johnson to new and unfamiliar situations. Consultation with a professional trainer/behaviorist is highly recommended for guidance to safely manage/modify any behavior Halo Michael Johnson presents with outside of the care centers. Potential challenges: Resource guarding, Handling/touch sensitivity, Fearful/potential for defensive aggression, Risk of future aggression Potential challenges comments: Resource guarding: Halo Michael Johnson is reported to snap if approached while playing with toys or if his toys are taken. He should be left alone when in possession of toys and we advise against ever removing items from Cinnamon's possession without safely trading for an item or greater or equal value. Guidance from a professional trainer/behaviorist is highly recommended to aid in safely managing/modifying this behavior in a new home environment. Handling/touch sensitivity: Halo Michael Johnson is reported to nip during grooming. He will need positive reinforcement, force-free training and a slow desensitization process to teach him to become more comfortable with this. We recommend the help of a trainer/behaviorist is working with this issue. Risk of future aggression: Halo Michael Johnson has nipped in his previous home. Most of the nips were while being groomed. Guidance from a professional trainer/behaviorist is recommended to assess behavior after decompression in a new home environment. Force-free, reward based training is advised when introducing or exposing Sasha to new and unfamiliar situations. ... 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[kpopsinarios]

Prep!Jihoon

Intro | Jun | Vernon | Seungcheol | Joshua | Jihoon | Mingyu

Jihoon was your average smart kid

well… kinda

he mostly slept in class but somehow managed to make really good grades despite the fact that he was literally snoring on a desk most of the time

the only time you really saw him goofing off or having fun was when he was with his giant group of friends

they would hug him and tease him and he would just let them do it bc he loved them so much how could he say no?? but you had heard him make some witty comments before and damnnnnn they were hilarious

but anyways he was always kinda mysterious? you really wanted to get to know him

so one day in math class, you sat down next to him and poked his shoulder until he turned to give you a glare

“I’m y/n.”

“And I’m tired. I also already know who you are. We’ve been in at least one class together every year since the 4th grade.”

wow he’s lucky he’s cute otherwise you woulda snapped back, but instead you tried to be nice and ask him about his opnion of the class

Jihoon gave you a blank stare before putting his head back down with a groan, and he was asleep again in no time rude

after class, you made sure to poke him again until he woke up, looking dazed

“School’s done.”

“Oh.” his expression was softer than you’d ever seen it before, and honestly what the hell how is he so gorgeous? “Thank you.”

and then he just grabs his stuff and leaves while you stare after him wondering how on earth you’re gonna get closer to him

you had to stay later after school that day because you were asking your English teacher a few questions

as you were walking through the halls, suddenly you heard singing

like really really good singing coming out of a classroom just up ahead

whoever the guy was sounded like an actual angel omg

you tip-toed, trying to peek through the window to get a glimpse of who was singing but they must have been standing off to the side because it looked like the room was empty

so naturally, you decided to plop down right by the door and enjoy the music

as the melodies echoed through the halls, you let yourself lean back against the wall and get comfortable

apparently you got too comfortable though, because suddenly the singing went silent and before you could react, the door had opened and Jihoon of all people walked out, giving you a look mixed with fear and shock

“What are you doing here?”

“Well I heard singing and I-”

“No you didn’t,” he interrupted. “You didn’t hear any singing.”

and just like that he walked off, once again leaving you wanting to know more about him

the next day in math, his head was on the desk, but his eyes searched the room for you, glancing at the clock and then back to the door

when you finally walked in, he heaved a sigh of relief, closing his eyes and trying to actually go to sleep until he heard you settle into the chair next to him

Jihoon waited for you to poke him, and when you didn’t, he turned to you wearily to find a smug smile on your face

“So you like singing.”

“No I don’t.”

“But I caught you! Plus I didn’t get a chance to say so yesterday, but you’re really good. That’s why I stopped to listen.”

his eyes suddenly held an emotion you couldn’t quite place it’s love okay he’s had a crush on you since 4th grade when he saw you hang upside down from the monkey bars by your knees

“Thanks I guess… I don’t usually perform for an audience. I mean I sing with the guys but they don’t really count.”

you didn’t realize, but class had started, and the teacher wasn’t pleased that you two were still talking. “Y/n, what’s the answer to number 2?”

you looked at Jihoon desperately and he mouthed the answer to you quickly. “Five?”

“That’s correct. If you don’t want to be called on like that in the future, I suggest you pay attention in class rather than talk to your boyfriend.”

your face grew hot and you saw Jihoon flinch out of the corner of your eye

after class, he grabbed your hand and dragged you down the hall, ignoring all your questions

looking around, he made sure the hall was clear before pulling you into an empty classroom

he closed the door behind you, then faced you with a small smile on his lips

“She called me your boyfriend.”

“Yeah I’m sorry-”

“Honestly I don’t mind. I mean I wouldn’t mind if it was true either…”

bYE your heart just stopped functioning

your face must have shown how you felt because he suddenly went red and covered his mouth

“I really need to learn to keep my mouth shut.” he mumbled, before sighing. “Look, I actually really like you, despite how I’ve acted in the past. I even….”

he trailed off so you couldn’t fully hear what he said, but you thought you got the gist of it. “You wrote a song?”

he nodded hesitantly, but you could tell that he also felt pretty proud of himself

“It’s a little cheesy, but it’s a love song.”

“Sing it Jihoon, please? I’d really love to hear it.” you begged, and a smile grew on his face that almost made you forget what day it was because it was so stunning

“On one condition.”

“Anything.”

“You have to go on a date with me afterwards.”

lmao uh you wanted to do that anyways??? so of course you agreed

so he sang you the song he had written, and by the end of it you were standing there slack-jawed

“Now, about that date-” he started

“Jihoon that was crazy! You wrote that yourself?”

he laughed while he assured you that he had, in fact, written the song himself

after a few more minutes of you sputtering out what was probably a million compliments, he grabbed your hand and you walked over to a little diner together

he ordered you a milkshake to share, and as you two sipped out of the straws, you told jokes and laughed and got to know each other a bit more

you talked a lot about his 12 nut job friends that he loved to the moon and back he mostly told embarassing stories about them, and one about Jun getting chased out of church service by Joshua made you laugh so hard that milkshake almost came out of your nose

by the time it was dark and you both needed to go home, neither of you really wanted to leave

yet there you were at your front door, both of you looking away awkwardly because you didn’t want the date to end

Jihoon cleared his throat, before facing you. “Tonight was a blast, y/n. So I was kinda thinking that maybe you’d wanna go steady with me? It’s okay to say no and all, I mean I would understand-”

you cut him off by pressing a kiss to his cheek, and his hands actually started shaking why is he so cute I’m crying, I’m in love w him

“I’d love to.”

by the time you got to school the next day, everyone knew about you and Jihoon

not that you minded lol, you just walked up to him and he wrapped his arm around you, and that was that

you were his and he was yours, and you both liked it that way

he’d often write you songs and sing them to you after school ended

though one time, he got caught by the greasers, and they started to tease him

“At least I’m in a relationship.”

that shut them up real quick

you laughed while Soonyoung stumbled to think of a comeback, and the only thought in your head was how lucky you were to hear Jihoon singing in the hall that day

and as he looked over at you with your nose scrunched and face red from laughter, he couldn’t help but think the same thing

[ask-svt-hearteu]

soulmate! Joshua

Anon requested: "Can you do a joshua soulmate, please? 😁"

Genre: little angsty

Word Count: 1198

Summary: in which visible injuries (like cuts, bruises, scrapes, etc.) that you sustain are shared with your soulmate and vice versa (part two)

A/N: OK WHERE TO BEGIN, first sorry if this is a bit long, Joshua is my (admin Jess) bias so I may or may not have gotten carried away, also this is a bit different then the normal au's we do /)~(\ . Hope you enjoy!

you don't know who your soulmate is, but everyday you're always scared

scared that if you accidentally trip because you're kinda klutzy, you might get hurt

and if you get even a scratch, your soulmate will too

you don't even know who they are

but how awful would it be to know that you caused them pain, that it was your fault

it's kind of unavoidable

you'll turn the page in your book and get a paper cut

you fell off your bike when you were younger and scraped your shin

you cried for hours, not because it hurt you, but because you knew somewhere, someone else got hurt too

you'd like to think that whoever they are, they're trying their best to not get hurt too

because then you'd be hurt

and��sometimes you'll get a bruise somewhere or a scrape

but instead of being angry with your soulmate, whoever they are, you hoped they were ok

and taking care of themselves, because that's just the kind of person you are

luckily this whole soulmate thing only applied to visible injuries

so you twisting your ankle during gymnastics in 3rd grade wouldn't affect them

that didn't stop you from constantly being worried though

you're starting university now

finally moving out and living on your own

this is supposed to be where the rest of your life starts

you sang in choirs when you were little since you liked music

sometimes you get blisters on your fingers which makes you think your soulmate might play a string instrument

it's nice to know you both share music in common and not just visual injuries

but your parents convinced you to pursue a more practical career than music

which is how you ended up getting accepted with an undeclared major

might as well get all the mandatory classes out of the way before deciding how you want to spend the rest of your life

you work part time in this coffee shop, just a few bus stops away from your apartment 

it has decent pay and you adjusted well

you already know how to make everything safely and efficiently so as to not get hurt and free coffee for the late night study session

it doesn't stop your hand from shaking sometimes when you're carrying hot drinks

but you can do it, you can prevent accidents so as to not hurt yourself and your soulmate

thoughts wonder across your mind sometimes

would it be better to know who they were?

so that you could apologize for the various pain you caused them over the years?

but would they want anything to do with someone, someone who they were fated to share pain with?

useless thoughts maybe, but you think about them often

one morning you wake up with a cut on your thumb

you don't remember cutting your thumb though

and you want to scream, it stings like crazy

but sadly you can't use sick hours for a cut on your thumb

you're going to be late to work at this rate 

and so of course you forget to put on a band aid

and the day seems to pass pretty normally, at least at first

you're familiar with all the regulars in the coffee shop and converse with them while making their regular orders you have memorized

so when a guy comes in with a mask over his face, you're curious who he is

he orders a coffee and gives his name as Hansol

and when you pass him his order...

"How did you get that cut?" his voice has a mix of things you don't quite understand, it sounds a bit like pity and caution and something else

"What?" you ask, you almost forgot it amidst your usual routines

"I was asking how you got that cut?" he said more urgently, but then he catches himself, "I'm sorry, it just looked painful."

he gives you a stiff bow and leaves hurriedly

you didn't know who Hansol was, but he asked about the cut you got because your soulmate must have cut their thumb, and his hand didn't have a cut from what you saw

so why did he ask?

you hear this story much much later

that day after encountering you in the coffee shop, Vernon had went back to Svt's practice room

"Hyung!" Hansol called for Joshua

Joshua looked up at Vernon

"what's up Vernon?"

"You cut your thumb this morning right? while changing the strings on your guitar?"

"Yea I did... why are you...?" Joshua slowed

for him, this whole soulmate ordeal with the injuries was terrifying

what could he do knowing he had caused someone else to get hurt?

when he cut his thumb this morning, he spent thirty minutes low key panicking, knowing that someone also had the same cut on their thumb

he hated knowing it was his fault

while the other members who had found their soulmate like Vernon and Jun were ecstatic

they often repeated the stories of a fated meeting

but Joshua always felt guilty, like he owed more to his soulmate than he could ever repay

because before even knowing them, he had already hurt them

"hyung youcan't always blame yourself, everyone gets hurt sometimes, accidentally. whoever they are, you've got scratches from your soulmate before right?"

everyone in svt thought that this particular fate was hard, especially since it was Joshua

Joshua cared a lot about everyone and knowing that he might have caused someone pain, everyone knew how difficult it would have been for him

"Hansol, did you see someone with a cut on their thumb today?"

"Yea . . . she's working on the coffee shop around the corner"

it's raining when your shift is over

"aish..." welp next time, you'll remember to bring an umbrella

you start speed walking towards the bus station when-

"Yah!!!" the voice sounds familiar

you turn around and you see Hansol and another boy, both wearing masks and coats run through the rain behind you

now when random a random stranger you met through their order of morning coffee, who had also asked you a strange question, comes running towards you with another person next to him

common sense would tell you to turn around and briskly search for witnesses

stranger. danger.

but you stand there frozen while they slow and then walk up to you

you feel the rain slowly soaking into your clothes, it's really pouring now

it's cold

Hansol comes up to you and tries explaining

"You know how I asked about that cut on your finger earlier..."

you realize you're holding your breath

it's really cold now

"well..." Hansol stops and makes eye contact with the person he came here with

he's a bit taller than Hansol and his hair is auburn brown

whether you had meant to show it or not, you felt yourself shivering

Hansol's friend with the auburn hair takes off his coat and drapes it around your shoulders, his dress shirt immediately beginning to get soaked

he looks at you with a sad little smile on his face as he raises his hand

there's a cut on his thumb

the same cut on your thumb

The Seventeen Soulmate AU series:

|| Seungcheol / Pt. 2 || Jeonghan / Pt. 2 || Joshua / Pt.2 || Jun / Pt.2 || Hoshi / Pt.2 || Wonwoo || Woozi / Pt.2 || Seokmin / Pt.2 || Mingyu / Pt.2 || Minghao || Seungkwan || Vernon / Pt.2 || Dino ||

(If you want a rec, I recommend the soonyoung and Jihoon one bc even if you're not a stan, they're too cute and my admin friend slays my heart soooo.... yea go read those. Love ya!)

MASTERLIST

[chaehao]

SVT Hogwarts AU

Gryffindor:

Scoups- this is just widely accepted he's probably the most gryffindor member. leader, a father figure, stands up for svt, not afraid to call pledi out 

Seungkwan- very loyal, i feel like him being v good at entertaining n mc-ing makes him someone adventurous (?) somehow and also his humour is sometimes quite brazen n courageous. Not afraid to speak his mind

Vernon- Vernon is also someone who i think is very loyal, and from his rap lyrics and how he speaks and the way he just is too i can see that he's brave hearted. I think he is someone who would stand true to the gryffindor motto "do what is right" n he would stand up for the ones he loves 

❤️❤️❤️ 

Ravenclaw: 

Jun- he loves reading, adapts easily, thoughtful, plays the piano, his korean name 'moon' literally means 'good at studying', multi-talented and has acheived many awards in his lifetime. Also he is quite quirky which is a lesser known trait of ravenclaws Jun could also be a hufflepuff, due to his positive, dedicated and hard working nature 

Woozi- composing, producing, reading music, arranging, writing lyrics etc all show he is both creative and clever, i think woozi is definitely someone who'd value brains over brawn. 

Wonwoo: this one is a difficult one and i think wonu would fit in just fine at the slytherins table too. Since he's quiet n not v revealing it's hard to tell, but based on how he too is quite the bookworm like jun, writes lyrics like woozi, and also with his lame jokes n humming/singing all the time, i think he is the perfect mix of intelligent n quirky 

💙💙💙 

Hufflepuff: 

Joshua: gentlemen joshua, soft spoken n just an all round nice guy. Very hard working and dedicated, moved to a different country for sth he never had an interest in, from his jpn interview i would say that this would be where he fits in best. 

Seokmin: very hardworking, super passionate about his work and about singing, he is quite insecure about his abilities and feels inadequate:( so he's always striving to improve himself, a very warm presence and helps lighten up peoples lives

Jeonghan: i guess most people wont agree w me on this one. But for me, jeonghan really is the kindest member of svt. He was the one to take chinaline under his wing and help them with translations when they were just starting off, he tends to notice members that are being left out or talked over or ignored and he helps them/reassures them, takes care of all of the members well and is esp fond of maknae line, very patient, and is dedicated and hard working too bc he used to be a very shy, quiet boy who was too insecure about his own voice to even sing adore u by himself and look where he is now, dancing solos in award shows and singing proudly with his own voice alone 

All three of them had childhoods where they were insecure abt sth (like for josha and seokmin it was their weight) and have all worked hard, stayed positive and driven thru the odds so that they can feel more and more comfortable with themselves

💛💛💛 

Slytherin: 

Mingyu: Ambitious, i feel he does have a doninant nature and would love to be in charge, intelligent (topped his class), aspires to be successful and aims for greater things, is confident and as the visual is aware of his good looks

Minghao- clever and cunning, i feel minghao is very ambitious too, ever since he was a kid he loved b-boying and dancing and has always dreamt of being a star. as a kid when asked what he would do if his parents stopped him from dancing, he said "i'd dance in secret" 

Hoshi- was actually voted by every single member of svt as the one who would most likely take on a solo career path, as a leader of a team is very good at taking charge and is quite clever in choreographing and being able to see dance moves in ordinary things (like elevator mirrors), very determined, also to be noted: kinky 

Dino- chan was also joked by the other members as being someone who would take a solo career path, has actually released a solo mixtape soon after (listen to zero on soundcloud), a lot of his lyrics show his desire of wanting to be the best, has big dreams, is very multi-talented and strives to become even better, maknae on top 

Slytherins tend to actually be very well rounded, they are loyal to their loved ones like gryffindor, highly intelligent and cunning like ravenclaws, and determined like hufflepuffs, so really they could fit in anywhere but what sets them apart is their intense desire to be on top 

💚💚💚 

this is just what i think and depending on which stage of their life they are in, im sure some of these can change (vernon could quite easily be a ravenclaw/slytherin, jun is half a hufflepuff already)

[tinytaehyun]

an introduction to ikon (pt 1) for my bitch anna aka hyungnu

- --8) here we fuckin go @hyungnu

- used to be Team B but lost to Team A which is now known as Winner (#WINKON)

- they’ve been in two survival shows bc YG is an asshole (WIN: Who is Next and then Mix & Match)

- Team B consisted of: Hanbin / B.I, Bobby, Junhoe / Junhwe / June (i know wtf), Jinhwan, Donghyuk and Yunhyeong

- since they lost WIN, they were either going to 1) split up or 2) be rearranged(?)

- three trainees were added during Mix & Match (NO.MERCY FLASHBACKS ANYONE??? M&M WAS FIRST THO) the three trainees were Jinhyeong (we have no idea where he is now he is debuting soon!), Hongseok (now in Pentagon) and Chanwoo (he played child Gu Jun Pyo in Boys Over Flowers + was in a few other dramas, now a member of iKon)

- debuted as 7 obviously, Chanwoo being the evil maknae

- K in iKon stands for Korea

- iJon is a running joke in the fandom bc these fuckers were in japan forever

- they say they have no friends because they’re boring (they’re also very shy w new people but iKonsta X is now a thing hehehehehhe)

- fandom is called iKonics bc we are one w ikon (so cute i love them sm)

- kings of fanservice 

- they’re really weird and loud and don’t give a fuck about who thinks they’re strange (think like, minhyuk x 7)

- kim hanbin aka b.i 

- 96 line

- has been single his whole life “even if i love someone, no one loves me” (harhar i told u that yesterday)

- leader, rapper, lyricist, composer, choreographer aka an actual genius

- joined YG when he was 15 (basically his dad met a composer dude and then he rapped for him over facetime etc etc)

- dumbin, tigerbin, geniusbin

- don’t let the gif fool u bc one time ikon were asked “whats scarier? b.i in a recording studio or a ghost in a deserted house?” and they all chose b.i in a recording studio help them

- he is known to be v strict during practice which is where tigerbin came from, this lil shit doesn’t fuck around

- sleeps during the day and stays up all night writing and recording, lives in the studio (eats and sleeps there 90% of the time) the members say during comeback time they almost don’t see him at all, works v hard

- but on the other hand, he’s a giant idiot. e.g “aren’t mice reptiles?” “whale isn’t a mammal, it’s a fish” “i don’t know the goats iq cos i don’t even know my own” he wrote a song w/ Psy called Auto Reverse and sent him a text asking what auto reverse meant so psy replied with the meaning of it (the cassette thing where it automatically flips it around so u can listen to the other side)

- was in SMTM3, when he auditioned he forgot his lyrics but then freestyled his way through it like a motherfuckin boss

- didn’t win but this song is iconic (u mean ikonic HA)

- is fucking obsessed with Mickey Mouse (he got jealous bc one time Bobby got a mickey mouse pen as a present, ALTHOUGH literally a few weeks ago he told a fan a “secret” and the “secret” was that he actually doesnt like mickey mouse OK LIAR)

- has a little sister called Hanbyul who he protects with his life, i don’t think she will ever get a bf when she grows up bc he’ll be like NO, I AM YOUR ONLY LOVE (june x hanbyul = angry hanbin)

- loves animals, the members ask him why can’t he treat them like he treats animals (wow he’s my soulmate sry anna)

- Double B is the best ship on the planet (Bobby X B.I) when bobby isn’t around he gets touchy with the other members cos he misses him

- an actual 2 year old

- can’t take a selca to save his life 

- wrote Empty for Winner as a present for debut

- scared of bugs and is bad at foot volleyball (what even is that)

- kim jiwon aka bobby

- 95 line 

- hanbins boyfriend

- writes his own raps a DUHHH

- kimbap, bunny

- thinks hes ugly but BITCH HE AINT

- has a Pooh plush that he has had since he was a little kid and it looks like it has been through some shit

- v sharp jawline ouch my finger 

- takes care of his members very well, he’s like an idiot big brother

- was in SMTM3 with hanbin, and he won that shit. iKing

- him and June are the most awkward couple on the planet it makes me wanna kms but it’s so funny  e.g during M&M June: if Jinhyeong gets into our team, I can get close to him in a day if I open up my heart Bobby: what about me? i’ve been with you for two years! open up your heart to me

- derp of the group

- has sexy ass abs /slips on drool

- can speak english v well bc he moved to Virginia (but he says he can’t speak english im so confused)

- he’s super friendly and really fucking weird 

- this video explains him perfectly im crying mx in the bg LMAO (THE DANCE MOVE AT THE VERY END IS HIS SIGNATURE MOVE)

- he was actually my first bias in ikon but Hanbin ruined my fuckin life

- he styles his own hair....he has had really questionable hair styles, right now he looks like cruella de ville (?) (HE CHANGED IT)

- bitch he has so much fucking energy i honestly don’t understand it 

- kim jinhwan / 13cm fairy 

- jinani, “more famous than tangerines in Jeju”, Jay

- 94 line, oldest in the group but he looks 5, plus his tiny-ness doesn’t help

- is an actual wine mum (like seriously. he likes to drink wine now)

- :23 seconds is still a mystery to everyone in the fandom, where the fuck did he come from

- june is soft for him (and june is a giant bitch so)

- he has a heart shaped beauty mark on his face 

- he makes a really pretty girl 1:11 is him 

- is good friends with Kihyun 8)))) tiny x tiny 

- always gives advice to the members 

- a sweet emotional soul that needs to be protected at all times

- is the reason Yunhyeong became a singer, my hearT

- first person to catch my eye bc he’s so fuckin cute 

- Suhyun from AKMU really likes his voice (and probably him too)

- cries a lot

- his parents have an air BNB kind of thing dedicated to him in Jeju, called Stay At Home for Jinhwan

- his smile makes me want to die 

- he sweats a lot and doesn’t really like to work out

- like’s playing games (like games on variety shows and stuff, not computer ones)

- the best at japanese !!! and chinese, king of languages honestly

- all clothes look good on him like hOW

- goo junhoe / goo junhwe / gu junhoe / ku junhoe / koo junhwe WHY ARE THERE SO MANY VARIATIONS

- let’s just go with June since that’s what he goes by

- 97 line

- "shut up you handsome bastard” - Bobby

- always checking himself out

- not soft for anyone except for Jinhwan

- will he ever love bobby back???

- is handsome, but equally fucking awkward

- best singer in ikon / kpop / the world  

- says he would love to hang out with friends except he doesn’t have any

- instead of a gf, he wants a car

- originally joined YG to be a dancer (mini Michael Jackson)

- selca king (needs to teach hanbin)

- u know how i said he was only soft for jinhwan? i take it back, he’s also soft for konics (when he isn’t being a sassy bitch)

- never shuts up (remember when i linked u to noise pollution???)

-  writes his own songs (in his diary tho)

- one time he dropped his phone in the toilet and washed it with soap

- another time he wanted to take a picture in the water so he took the waterproof case off because it was a hassle until the members were like ??? thats..the case...and he’s like...oh...i thought it was the phone that was waterproof

- attention whore

- kim donghyuk

- 97 line

- dongdong, candy-chan, DK

- a sweet, sweet soul

- main dancer !!! he’s sO GOOD (choreo’d Airplane)

- taeyang said his voice perfectly suits Eyes, Nose, Lips

- he was on a ridiculous diet and we’re all v worried about him T_T he used to stress eat so he was insecure about it but HE IS PERFECT 

- english name is Ezra...idk

- has the best lauGH EVER

- underrated and i don’t know why

- he did a whole “day in the life” on V Live where it was LEGIT SHOWING U EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING. IT WAS LIKE 6 VIDEOS OF HIS DAY

- he just really loves konics

- gasses up Bobby every chance he gets (sigh hes so sweet)

- he can play the piano and drums

- and guitar woops

- he prays before shows and before he eats

- HAS A BEAUTIFUL SMILE I DIE, IT LITERALLY LIGHTS UP THE MOTHERFUCKIN ROOM

- idk man he’s like the sun

- he shines so bright i cry 

- best AT AEGYO 

- song yunhyeong 

- 95 line

- song chef, yoyo, prince, song

- originally wanted to be an actor but thank the lord he changed his mind (YG told him to be a singer)

- used to be hopeless at dancing and singing but look at him now bitch

- back in M&M days, he revealed how much he loves Nivea Cherry lip balm so for the christmas game, hanbin bought him like 100284347398 and he nearly cried

- next minute: he is the nivea ambassador, LEGENDS ONLY

- has his own cooking show on V App

- him and Chanwoo are twins (he hates being called Chanwoo tho watch out)

- eVIL TWINS  

- tells dad jokes (wow is he Anna)

- a positive ray of sunshine 

- you can probs take him home to mama cos he’s so perfect (like hello he’s sweet, moisturises his lips AND he cooks?)

- usually coupled with Donghyuk

- is also kind of underrated and im mad about it

- mum thinks he is handsome (he is, i just needed to throw that in there)

- his smile is beautiful

- beautiful tan skin!!!

- good @ english 

- stylists dress him the best idk why but he always looks good 

- imagine a kihyun x yunhyeong cooking show wow sign me tf up 

- A+ at comic dancing (bobby gets embarrassed about it)

- jung chanwoo

- 98 line

- chanu, chocoball, evil maknae, #MAKNAEONTOP, chan

- 1/2 of the evil twins w yunhyeong, he loves it tho

- hanbin calls him the nicest boy in the world 

- tests his hyungs patience on a daily basis

- sassy little bitch 

- one time he cried cos bobby scolded him (bobby said sorry later)

- was a child actor (gu jun pyo anyone ??)

- he’s a little slow sometimes but the members forgive him cos hes cute LMAO 

- members did a hidden camera on him once and he passed with flying colours  Hanbin: why did you do everything I asked you to anyway? Chanwoo: because if i didnt, you’d kick my ass

- v tall, stop growing

- good at chinese

- sometimes i feel like he doesn’t know he’s famous 

- looks lost 90% of the time 

- he’s cute but he’s a sassy brat so watch out

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Being Alone, Andrew Bogut, and Animals: 3 yrs YOUNG DORABLE& LOVABLE ON the NYC KILL LIST!!! HELP!! A VOLUNTEER WRITES: "Halo Micheal Johnson was seriously neglected by his original owner (except when it came to food he's adorably solid!), he's really a VERY CUTE LOVABLE & AFFECTIONATE little guy hisgeed behavi assessment reflects that. The answer to HMJ's one 'issue' isn't rocket science, no groomin without sedation or a muzzle! It's hardly a deal breaker & far outweighed by all the love he'll shine into the life of the lucky person who welcomes him home sweet home." Little HMJ waits for youto SAVE HIS LIFE at the Manhattan, NY ACC. APPLY NOW to save his life. Please, HURRY, he IS OUT OFTI ME!!! :( **ON the NYC Kill List* *** To BE KILLED 6/28/18 IN NYC *** ADORABLE + LOVABLE + ON the NYC KILL LIST !!! HELP !!! A VOLUNTEER WRITES: "Halo Micheal Johnson was seriously neglected by his original owner (except when it came to food--he's adorably solid!), he's really a VERY CUTE, LOVABLE & AFFECTIONATE little guy, his good behavior assessment reflects that. The answer to HMJ's one 'issue' isn't rocket science, no grooming without sedation or a muzzle! It's hardly a deal breaker & far outweighed by all the love he'll shine into the life of the lucky person who welcomes him home sweet home." Little HMJ waits for you to SAVE HIS LIFE at the Manhattan, NY ACC. APPLY NOW but PLEASE, HURRY, he IS OUT OF TIME!!! :( VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vENtv1I7frw HELP!! I am ON the NYC Kill List!!! Hi, nice to meet you! I am little Halo Micheal Johnson (big name for such a little guy, aye :)). I am 8 years young, love waggies, toys, playing with other little pups, I ACED my SAFER & am housebroken to boot. Whatdayasay? ... Would you please save me? Here is what I don't like... baths & nail clipping, yuck! I get just so grumpy when they try to do those. That being said, I think I am a great catch! Just gimme A CHANCE, would ya, please? Apply RIGHT NOW, before it is too late! I am waiting for you to SAVE MY LIFE at the Manhattan, NY ACC. Please, HURRY, I heard them say I am OUT OF TIME!!! :( Love, HMJ xoxo ✔Pledge✔Tag✔Share✔Foster✔Adopt✔Save his life! ****************************************** To FOSTER or ADOPT little Halo Micheal Johnson, SPEAK UP NOW & Save a Life, APPLY with rescues OR message Must Love Dogs - Saving NYC Dogs​ IMMEDIATELY!!!! ****************************************** The general rule is to foster you have to be within 4 hours of the NYC ACC approved New Hope partner rescues you are applying with and to adopt you will have to be in the general NE US area; NY, NJ, CT, PA, DC, MD, DE, NH, RI, MA, VT & ME (some rescues will transport to VA). ✔Pledge✔Tag✔Share✔Foster✔Adopt✔Save a life! Thank you for caring! ================================= Halo Micheal Johnson 29506 Small Mixed Breed Second Shih Tzu Sex male Age 8 yrs (approx.) My health has been checked. My vaccinations are up to date. My worming is up to date. I have been micro-chipped. I am waiting for you at the Manhattan, NY ACC. Please, Please, Please, save me! DVM Intake Exam Microchip noted on Intake? Scanned POSITIVE Microchip Number (If Applicable): 985121010246838 History : Six years ago, pt was getting neutered and somehow his eye socket was broken; it has since healed. No current health conditions. Subjective: Walks slowly on own Observed Behavior - Stressed, tense body. Facial exam conducted with tongue depressors; pt did NOT attempt to bite. During vaccination, pt defecated. Evidence of Cruelty seen - None Evidence of Trauma seen - None BAR-H, MMs pink and moist, BCS 7/9 EENT: Fur on face is heavily matted, especially around eyes and muzzle. Eyes clear with no discharge. Ears clean. No nasal discharge noted. Oral Exam: Severe tartar, gingivitis and gingival recession. PLN: No enlargements noted H/L: NSR, NMA, Lungs clear, eupnic ABD: Tense, not distended, no masses palpated U/G: Male neutered MSI: Fur on feet is heavily matted and pt looks like he is on skis made of matted fur. Ambulatory x 4, skin free of parasites, no masses noted. CNS: Mentation appropriate - no signs of neurologic abnormalities Rectal: Normal externally Assessment: 1. Severe matting 2. Severe dental disease 3. Overweight Prognosis: Good Plan: 1. Sedated groom 2. Recommend dental cleaning with rads and extractions as needed 3. Recommend weight loss of 2-4 lbsMeans of surrender (length of time in previous home): Owner Surrender Behavior toward strangers: Barks at them Behavior toward dogs: Playful Resource guarding: Halo Michael Johnson snaps if approached while playing with toys or if someone attempts to take his toys. Bite history: Halo Michael Johnson nipped his owner and broke skin while the owner was attempting to groom him. He has also nipped groomers in the past. Housetrained: Yes BEHAVIOR ASSESSMENT:: Date of assessment: 6-Jun-2018 Look: 1. Dog's eyes are averted, with tail wagging and ears back. Allows head to be held loosely in Assessor's cupped hands. Sensitivity: 1. Dog stands still and accepts the touch, eyes are averted, and tail is in neutral position with a relaxed body posture. Dog's mouth is likely closed for at least a portion of the assessment item. Tag: 1. Dog follows at the end of the leash, body soft. Paw squeeze 1: 1. Dog gently pulls back his/her paw. Paw squeeze 2: 1. Dog gently pulls back his/her paw. Toy: 1. Minimal interest in toy, dog may smell or lick, then turns away. Summary: Halo Michael Johnson approached the assessor with a soft body. He was social during the assessment, allowed all handling, and displayed no concerning behaviors. Date of initial: 31-May-2018 Summary: Halo Michael Johnson was tense. ENERGY LEVEL: Halo Michael Johnson displays a medium level of activity. Behavior Asilomar TM - Treatable-Manageable Recommendations: Rescue-only due to rescource guarding. No children (under 13) Place with a New Hope partner Recommendations comments: No children: Due to Halo Michael Johnson's history, we recommend an adult only home. Place with a New Hope partner: Due to all noted concerns displayed in a home environment, the behavior department recommends Halo Michael Johnson be placed with a New Hope placement partner who is able to provide an experienced adult-only foster home. A period of decompression is recommended to allow Halo Michael Johnson to acclimate comfortably to her new environment; force-free, reward based training only is advised when introducing Halo Michael Johnson to new and unfamiliar situations. Consultation with a professional trainer/behaviorist is highly recommended for guidance to safely manage/modify any behavior Halo Michael Johnson presents with outside of the care centers. Potential challenges: Resource guarding, Handling/touch sensitivity, Fearful/potential for defensive aggression, Risk of future aggression Potential challenges comments: Resource guarding: Halo Michael Johnson is reported to snap if approached while playing with toys or if his toys are taken. He should be left alone when in possession of toys and we advise against ever removing items from Cinnamon's possession without safely trading for an item or greater or equal value. Guidance from a professional trainer/behaviorist is highly recommended to aid in safely managing/modifying this behavior in a new home environment. Handling/touch sensitivity: Halo Michael Johnson is reported to nip during grooming. He will need positive reinforcement, force-free training and a slow desensitization process to teach him to become more comfortable with this. We recommend the help of a trainer/behaviorist is working with this issue. Risk of future aggression: Halo Michael Johnson has nipped in his previous home. Most of the nips were while being groomed. Guidance from a professional trainer/behaviorist is recommended to assess behavior after decompression in a new home environment. Force-free, reward based training is advised when introducing or exposing Sasha to new and unfamiliar situations. ... NOTE: *** WE HAVE NO OTHER INFORMATION THAN WHAT IS LISTED WITH THIS FLYER *** ... ============ Shelter addresses ========== - Manhattan Shelter: 326 East 110 St. New York, NY 10029 - Phone number (212) 788-4000 (automated only) Operating hours: Monday through Friday 12.00pm to 8.00pm, Saturday & Sunday: 10.00am to 6.00pm. Closed on all Holidays. == About Must Love Dogs - Saving NYC Dogs == We are a group of advocates (NOT a shelter NOR a rescue group) dedicated to finding loving homes for NYC dogs in desperate need. ALL the dogs on our site need Rescue, Fosters, or Adopters & that ASAP as they are in NYC high-kill shelters. If you cannot foster or adopt, please share them far & wide. Thank you for caring!! <3 ================================= ******************************************** To FOSTER or ADOPT, SPEAK UP NOW, message Must Love Dogs - Saving NYC Dogs for assistance. ******************************************** ++++ Cindy Ann McManus Carolin Hocker Caro Hocker Beamer Maximillian Jody Harris-SternLorraine Healy Carole Zollo AmsterDog Friends of Homeless Animals (FOHA) Donna Darrell Rebound Hounds Mildred Cordero