#if i do I'll just probs make a separate blog for it ^^

[sulumuns-dootah]

Welcome to Tokyo Debunker we have:

Yoosung and V from Mystic Messenger

Prince Diavolo and the wholesome twin of Solomon from Obey Me!

Ayato and Reiji from Diabolik Lovers

Miles Edgeworth from Ace Attorney

Gojo from Jujutsu Kaisen

And then there's this bitch...

[minorlyatfault]

OH MY GOD—ANGEL—JESUS—CHRIST—DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW LONG I’VE BEEN SCREAMING INTO THE VOID TRYING TO FIND YOU???!!!

I—I forgot your username. I FORGOT. Me, with the memory of an elephant and the emotional stability of a fruit fly. I sat there like some deranged librarian of broken URLs, whispering to the ceiling, “C’mon… it started with an S? A T? No—a vibe?”

IM PREMIUMBITCH SWJDEJ. Tumblr, that cursed carousel of chaos, deleted my account. I logged in one day, just minding my business, and BAM—nothing. A barren wasteland where my entire shifting soul once lived. No explanation. No warning. Just a silent little “your blog has been flagged” like some dystopian slap in the face.

IT’S ME. LEO.YOUR LITTLE SHIFTIE I SWEAR. I swear on every one of my shifting attempts. To prove it: YOU told me you used my “childish things to script” for your schoolwork and your teacher loved it. THAT WAS ME. YOU SAID THAT. I REMEMBER.

I wanted to make a new shifting account—I tried—but it felt like trying to resurrect a ghost with IKEA instructions and half a soul. I couldn’t do it. I poured every drop of me into that first one, and rebuilding it felt like emotional tax fraud. So... I made a fanfic account. For my little fictional weirdos. (what'dya think ahahshshs i posted a few today before i found u) also bc its super motivating when trying to shift ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️💢💢💢💢 thinking of them like ughgghgghghgh

P.S. Im using “Dove” as my new name because it’s so cute but underneath the feathers IT’S STILL ME. LEO. LEO WHO CAN’T SPELL “REMEMBER” WITHOUT PANICKING. DONT BE FOOLED IM STILL LEOOOOOOONORA I JUST HAVE A BAJILLION ONLINE NAMES. HOW DO YOU WANT ME TO PROVE IT??? DNA test? Soul scan? I was supposed to make you that shifting guide, remember? Remember meeee????? REMEMBER MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE— I’M NOT AN IMPOSTER I SWEAR ON MY CRUMBLING SANITY. ALSO WHEN U TAGGED ME IN THAT THING I SENT U A DM SAYING I PROB GOT IT WRONG ?!! WOULD THE FAKE ME KNOW THAT????

i love u so bad take me back. I’m on my knees. Prada dress soaked in tears. Sofia Coppola lighting. Utterly pathetic. I’m sobbing. Mascara running. Elle Woods after Warner dumped her but with more delusion.

LEONORA OMG😭 DID YOU KNOW HOW DEVASTATED I WAS WHEN SOMEONE TOLD ME YOUR ACCOUNT DEACTIVATED????? JAW DROPPING. I THOUGHT YOU'D COME BACK BUT NO. & how dare you forget my username. i thought we had something, dove 😔/j.

MY SHIFTIE I MISSED YOU SO SO SO MUCH EVEN MY FRIENDS ARE TIRED OF ME BECAUSE I KEPT SAYING "she's gone" LITERALLY. one of them is in this app. & FUCK TUMBLR DAMMIT. BRING BACK MY DOVE'S SHIFTING BLOG

LMFAO YOU DON'T NEED TO GIVE ME EVIDENCE 😭😭 ONE OF MY MOOTS(who was also your moot & im pretty sure they're also your moot now) REBLOGGED YOUR FICS A LOT. I READ THE MICHAEL TOWNSEND ONE OMF YOU STARTED READING THE NATURALS☹️☹️ I REMEMBER YOU TOLD ME YOU WANTED TO READ YHE BOOK HOLY COW IM SO HAPPY HELLO

BUUTTT. STUPID TUMBLR REFRESHED MY FEED. MY. FEED. WHILE I WAS READING YOUR MICHAEL TOWNSEND FIC. I HAVEN'T FINISHED IT. IM GONNA FINISH IT AFTER I POST MY S.REID SMAU I SWEAR!!

p.s idk if i can still call you leo in my tags & make "dove" your separate tags. SO I WANNA ANANA ASK PERMISSION💕💞💕💞💞‼️‼️

p.p.s I BELIEVE YOU, DOVE I DO, I DO, I DO, I DO‼️ I AS WELL HAVE A LOT OF ONLINE NAMES. (i'm using my real name here tho) I REMEMBER. I REMEMBER YOU. I REMEMBER YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!

no need for those. a kiss might prove it though 😋/j

NO A FAKE WOULD NEEEVVVEEEERRRR KNOW THAAATTT🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼

i love & miss you so much, of course i'll take you back, dove💘

now, stand up, your dress is too precious & so are you tears💔💔(I CAN'T TYPE PROPERLY BECAUSE IM IN A VEHICLE)

&&& I'LL BE LOOKING FORWARD FOR MOREOEKE OF YOUR FICS

[aperiwinklee]

Heyoo!

Y'all may be wondering who this silly little queerio is (heheh... queerio.. cheerio... queer..- anyways.) And I think it's past due for an introduction to my silly little blog! Because people do that on here.

I'm Audrey! Few people may know me as Ruby. Personally, I don't care whichever one you call me. I am an artist, author, and singer!

This blog is mainly for me to express my silly little special interests through art and just ranting in general. I'll mainly be posting art on here but you will also find some silly rants of me just yapping about my silly interests or a random post about some writing I did for my comic book.

Some things about me !!:

As said previously, I am an artist/author named Audrey. I go by any pronouns, I'm 16 and I love to draw, sing, write, and play games :) I am currently writing a comic book about a silly little cat named Breadcrumb. You know those slightly inconvenient insults? "I hope your charger only charges at a specific angle", "I hope you're missing your left sock and right shoe" ? Breadcrumb makes that happen. The comic book is gonna be called "My cat's (not)? Morally gray" and I have no clue when it's coming out, it could be by the end of the year or in a couple years, who knows.

My favorite color is blue! Specifically periwinkle blue. Hence the username, a periwinkle.

In case y'all were wondering, I do not take commissions on my art as of right now as I'm working on fixing my style, but that may change in the future if people are really that interested!

My roleplaying blog - @ast3r1sk5

Music!

ughh I am a HUGEE music enjoyer. I make many silly little playlists, and here is my most recent one! The music in that one is kind of my old music taste from last year with a couple of my newer favorites.

My tags!

In my posts, I might be talking about things that are completely different from each other. I separate these by my tags! Here's some of the tags that I may use.

#periwinkle talks - textposts, could be about my interests, could be about my day! Who knows?

#periwinkle is an artist - my art!

#periwinkle answers - I answer your questions!

#periwinkle is interested - I yap about my interests

#my cats not morally gray - stuff/updates on my comic!!

Some of my interests!

I am currently VERY fixated on the Roblox myth "Daisy's House" or Daisydaisyanswer!

I'm obsessed with the book series "The Inheritance Games" by Jennifer Lynn Barnes! As of writing, I just finished the second book and I'm now on to the third, called "The Final Gambit".

I LOVE doing art fight every year, this upcoming year will be my third! I'm super excited to attack people and get attacked. That's currently the only way you'd get art of your character from me ! (unless ur close friends with me and you ask I'll probs draw for you anyway) My art fight account!

Tooru Inoue. I LOVE THE SILLY CAT GUY. Him and his buddies. He's my pfp, and even the gif at the top of this post!

Epic the Musical!!! I'm not too deep in the fandom but I enjoy the music. Current favorite from the thing is "Would you fall in love with me again?" :D

Art in general. I am so obsessed with drawing. I love making my sillies. That's the whole point of my blog, lol!!!

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I'm overall excited to be here, as this is my first account literally ever on here and I'm learning how to use Tumblr as I go! Please be patient with me <33

[average-hyperfixator]

Just realized I should probably post abt this if I want people to do it

so I have my asks open, and you can ask me abt pretty much anything (intrests, hobbies, etc) just nothing super personal

BUT

I would ALSO like to say that, if you want, you can send in asks that I will respond to as Gary Miller, from hit indie game Faith

"Why not make a separate blog" bc I do what I want, my blog already has Gary as the pfp and has "Gary loves you" right there so why not

might answer as other Faith characters/potentially a Faith oc once they're established but no promises

The only other character I could see myself responding as would probs be Garcia

but my main focus is my boy Gary yk

anyway this will probs be a pinned post so let me put some random limits

-Will not do NSFW asks (not comfy + minor) suggestive asks are kind of a gray area, jokes are fine, just don't be weird

-no promise to how often/consistent asks will be answered, I'll get to them when I can

-establish who the ask is aimed towards bc I'm a lil stupid

-rules will be updated if needed but that's all I can think of atm

[demonsfate]

mun talks about muse // accepting // anonymous asked . . . ⌨ What’s a situation you’ve always wanted to RP with the muse? (Luna) 🐰

Not sure if I've ever had a specific kinda plot I wanted to do. But I have had vague ideas for stuff I'd like. Such as the idea of writing both Jin & Abaddon interacting with somebody at once... as separate individuals rather than one body. Dunno how this would work! Considering they're forever confined to themselves... maybe somehow somebody got into Jin's head? Dunno! But it's something I wouldn't mind doing!

Another thing I wouldn't mind doing is more threads set in the past. Just 'cos... Jin & Abaddon are kinda chill now LMAO. Jin's no longer suicidal and Abaddon's no longer a cunt. They're just kinda Living now. Which is fine... there is stuff to explore with that; such as them adjusting to a Normal Life, Abaddon dealing with guilt and what he used to be, them learning to actually coexist, Jin dealing with his trauma. But like... shit just doesn't cut as deep as Suicidal Self-Hating Jin and Remorseless Monster Abaddon, y'know? When I'd have threads before TK8, it felt like I had a lot more threads that were "deeper" y'know? Now it seems like I have a lot more slice of life / fluff threads. Which makes sense given they're current position. But like I said... I'd like some deep, angst-ridden stuff too!!! These two need to stop being happy, dammit!! lol!

TK6 Abaddon is a verse I often write in! Which is really cool 'cos that timeline really fleshes Abaddon out. Most of the threads I do with that timeline is set whilst Jin is still "completely gone." I would like to do a thread set a little later during Abaddon's reign, when Jin was starting to "return". Because that just puts a LOT of stress on Abaddon, and it would be interesting to see if some muses are successful in "reaching" Jin.

This one is really self-indulgent and I'll probs just write a drabble for it. But like... I wouldn't mind the idea of Jun meeting Abaddon when he was a kid. Just because it was Old Lore (that's safe to say has been retconned I'm sure) that Jun would fight off Devil during her pregnancy, so that he doesn't possess Fetus Jin LMAO. But since that is noncanon to my blog, and likely no longer canon in the actual lore - I'd like to come up with an alternative. Perhaps a scene where Jin tells Jun about a "dream buddy" he's been seeing, and Jun knowing about Kazuya's situation, she assumes this must be the devil Jin was born with. So one night whilst Jin is sleeping, she places her hand on Jin's head, and is able to spiritually meet the little devil. To her surprise, the devil also takes form of a child... and well, how are you gonna fight a little kid? The conflict it brings Jun would be interesting... would she try to fight off this spirit, or try to show it compassion?

There are probs other more things... but my brain is drawing a complete blank on what else I would've want! Other than the obvs of getting to write with other Tek characters that haven't had blogs yet... (at least not in my time of writing Jin!)

Altho NSFT things underneath cut . . .

Even though Spring is long over, I still wouldn't mind doing more threads involving Jin & Abaddon being in heat LOL

The idea of TK6 Abaddon bending someone over his desk and fucking them, too....

[the-missann]

Writing question tag game!

Thanks for tagging me @harleywritesshit. I always love talking about my stories and I'm actually in a bit of physical pain and couldn't write this idea I got, so this is a good replacement!

Original post here.

I'll prob tag my entire following/follower list since they're all fellow writblrs and I always love seeing writers talk about writing 😊

I'll tag @xlciaz @jgmartin @tzipor-feather-blog @lyutenw @snarkelf @ghostswithteeth @kazenokaori @vinylandvalium @risingshards @reysfictionalworlds @arijensineink. Low pressure though, no need to feel pressured to participate!

Rules: Answer the 10 questions if you feel like it ^^

Questions at the bottom!

1. What is your absolute all-time favourite ideas you’ve ever had?

Honestly, all my ideas are my favorite because my brain comes up with whatever and I have to sort through the broken pieces to get a good story. If it makes it out, then I love it. Also, I cherish all my ideas and can't really pick a favorite.

2. Is there a question you’ve been asked in the past that really stands out to you, and you still think about sometimes?

Unfortunately not really. People don't talk to me and on the off change I do engage with someone, my anxiety usually makes me clam up so much they stop talking since they think I'm not interested 😅

3. What is your favourite part of being a writer? What parts could you take or leave?

Adding to my previous question, my favorite part has to be how I can actually express myself, my words, feelings, experiences, etc... in written word. I struggle so much talking to people that writing is the only place where I feel I can say what I really want to.

What I would leave out is how little most people care about writing. I wish we lived in a world where instead of Monday Night Football, we got Writing To Tomorrow or smth idk.

4. What is your greatest motivation to write/create?

The idea that I might one day be the author/owner of a book/character that heavily impacts someone's life for the better.

5. What is the best piece of advice you’ve ever read or been given as a writer?

I think that would be the advice where people say "your favorite author started off with terrible ideas too."

That made me realize I don't have to rush in making a "masterpiece" because it might not even be seen as one. I can just make good enough stories and go from there.

6. What do you wish you knew when you were first starting out writing?

That I can actually write whatever I want lol. When I was younger, I thought that you had to follow strict formulas; like, you could only write women as damsels and men as heroes. Little Miss Ann found out that's definitely not the case 😂

7. What is your favourite story you’ve written to completion? Link it if you’d like and can!

8. What is your favourite out-of-the-box quote?

I'm terrible at endings and even more horrible at actually ending my stories, but the few that I have are normalities because of how easily the story came to me and was written, and A Fourth Dimension Reality: The Strange Beginnings because it's my crack baby that I technically "completed" because it was so long I broke it into separate volumes.

"Don't forget to eat breakfast tomatoes."

I don't know what to even tell you, this is my humor🗿

9. Which of your characters would you say has the most controversial mindset? Why do you say so, and how do you personally feel about their ideals?

Probably them all. So, typically, I tend to have strong opinions and some of them are considered "hot takes." This bleeds into my stories, but I'd say the character who'd rub some the wrong way is one old one, Dia, and one new, Lazarus.

Dia is a demon who believes angels are no different than his species. Considering he was a former angel, he knows angels can be just as "evil" as demons and doesn't have a concept of "good" and "bad"

Lazarus is just an asshole who likes girls who are introverted and shy because he hates how extroverted and loud the rest of the world is.

I actually based Dia's mindset off my own since I have negative experiences with Christians and a similar negative outlook of them. (I'm totally fine with the religion itself, but not some of the crazies who practice it.)

Lazarus, on the other hand, is someone I don't agree with because I don't feel a personality trait can make someone better than anyone else. Still gotta love Lazzy boi tho~

10. If you, when you first started writing, met you now, what would younger you think?

Probably that she was doing less than she expected 😅 see, I had very high and unrealistic expectations of future me. At this point, she was hoping I'd be a well off author sitting in my log cabin in the woods with my husband Aizen 🙉

Questions

1. What is your absolute all-time favourite ideas you’ve ever had?

2. Is there a question you’ve been asked in the past that really stands out to you, and you still think about sometimes?

3. What is your favourite part of being a writer? What parts could you take or leave?

4. What is your greatest motivation to write/create?

5. What is the best piece of advice you’ve ever read or been given as a writer?

6. What do you wish you knew when you were first starting out writing?

7. What is your favourite story you’ve written to completion? Link it if you’d like and can!

8. What is your favourite out-of-the-box quote?

9. Which of your characters would you say has the most controversial mindset? Why do you say so, and how do you personally feel about their ideals?

10. If you, when you first started writing, met you now, what would younger you think?

[purenguyening]

N A O L I C E + Q T

This one will definitely be long, eheh..

N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice).

Bellow mostly applies to Touhou Project:

More character analysis based on how they appear in the games. It doesn't happen often but I think talk centered round how Touhou characters express themselves through spell cards can add a lot of depth that doesn't come through in fanworks.

More fanworks that draw from their historical inspiration (this limits to a small cast of characters but I feel like Historical Touhou is very rare...I also understand why this doesn't happen much mostly due to high barrier of entry and in general requiring more work.)

Also a huge fan and will always welcome Touhou designs that pull from the artist's nationality. It's a fun twist and I'm always impressed when they incorporate design elements from the original outfit into the clothes.

A - Ships that you currently like a lot. (They don’t have to be OTPs because not everyone has OTPs.) Friendships, pairings, threesomes, etc. are allowed.

Sakuro and Cleru during my Summon Knight: Swordcraft Story playthrough made me laugh a lot. Sakuro is a very, very silly Craftlord. They have a very similar dynamic to Steven and Brendan's relationship from Pokemon Ruby/Sapphire/Emerald (though I feel like Emerlad is probably the better fit to their dynamic).

There's a few others but Giyuu/Tanjirou and Sabito/Tanjirou are on my mind because of [this fanart]

O - Choose a song at random. Which ship or character does it remind you of?

Alright, I had to have Youtube randomly shuffle my Summer Recap but it pulled up Fifty Fifty's Cupid and it just reminds me of Devil Survivor as a whole for the sole reason I read all eight volumes while listening to this song on loop at 1.25x speed. It's really funny of all the songs I put on loop throughout the summer, it happened to pick one I actually have some association with a fandom....

L - Say something genuinely nice about a character who isn’t one of your faves. (Characters you’re neutral about are fair game, as are characters you merely dislike. Characters that you absolutely loathe with the fire of ten thousand suns are exempt, as there is no point in giving yourself an aneurysm over a character that you hate.)

Major spoilers for Swordcraft Story: I really like Ureksa a lot as a character, he's portrayed in a pretty sympathetic manner and I think how he patches things up with Cleru/Pratty is really refreshing. While I don't love the suicide bait and switch, it really does feel clear to me even if he made some pretty bad decisions, I do think he's a kind person at heart. He's a very prickly person, but I think it makes sense from his design (a lot of spear specialists tend to not be very direct, which makes sense for their fighting style, the game specifically sets up spear users to fight at a range).

Now that I think about it, Matsuoka Rin (Free!), is also someone I warmed to eventually because I liked seeing him be a mentor to Aiichirou and Momotaro. I think that's part of his character design though...

As an aside, it is possible to send me this prompt multiple times since there's very few characters I actively hate and I always have something tucked away in the back of my mind. Most of the time is me wanting to comment their role in the story, but I think that can be read as me recognizing their purpose....

I - Has Tumblr caused you to stop liking any fandoms, if so, which and why?

Not tumblr, but on Twitter, I do think it's really easy to lose interest in fandom because it's very easy to fall into negative spirals. There is a general shift in fandom overall that made me feel the need to keep my interests separate with side blogs and I tend to be more active through a very closed off account on Twitter.

Maybe one day I'll be courageous and blog about my interests from my one main blog, but that's still an option off the table for now.

C - A ship you have never liked and probably never will.

Toyosatomimi no Miko/Soga no Tojiko the popular fandom portrayal just gets on my nerves and I find it really annoying when sometimes posts still appear because the ship name is not mentioned anywhere in the tweet. I do have a specific portrayal but I'm hesitant to say if's romantic, but i do think their dynamic is interesting, I just can't bring myself to think of it as romantic.

This might be more closer to me complaining I wish I had post block on Twitter/Tumblr Mobile.

E - Have you added anything cracky/hilarious to your fandom? If so, what?

I think a long time ago I made a joke about how the fanon portrayal of Shinichi drinking coffee is a subtle way for him to drive away people bugging him. (Caffiene is a natural insecticide, hence the word play). Truth be told I'm not 100% sure now if that was the inspiration for this post I made...

I think maybe you can still find it in the KaiShin discord, but I felt like there's a lot of innuendo to be had knowing Toichi and Yuusaku having a back and forth with just a question mark and exclamation point. (The symbol that combines both the question mark and exclamation point is called an interrobang and it looks like this: ‽)

I don't think either of them spawned too much in the fandom, but I realize my sort of humor needs like a short essay just to explain the context and this is probably why I don't really share my more cracky/insane interpretations....

Q - A fandom you’ve abandoned and why.

I think the only true fandom I've completely abandoned is Harry Potter? Aside from the obvious reasons, I've learned I still do really love the concept of magic, but I would rather have it manifest itself in different ways. I love fantasy and magic, but I think I end up preferring it to be a back drop or the setting rather than the primary focus. I guess it's more closer to, I like it more as an aesthetic, but dislike it when it becomes the center focus.

Even more controversial fandoms I never can quite fully bring myself to fully abandon (the one that mainly comes to mind is Hetalia). A lot of other fandoms that are less contentious I tend to just cast aside for a while but after a few years I end up picking it back up again for one reason or another.

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending? 

Listen, I know it's basically confirmed now that Futo killed Tojiko as of Strange Creators of Outer World, I still refuse to believe Futo actually did it. The closest thing I'll compromise on is Futo's definition of killing Tojiko is "she was not present to stop the murder." That's about it.

I'm basically a Futo apologist and I'm sorry you had to find out this way.

[hislittleraincloud]

Between sweet indulgence and uvc along with a couple other stories you’ve mentioned I was wondering what could we expect first?

I think I might have to make a separate blog or something for all the gossip crap since the relevant stuff gets lost amongst all of it.

I have written about this. And then I published something (Little Lucky Fortunes) here, like I said I would, and I also said that I was also working on Sweet Indulgence since 8.1 is still giving me a hard time. Read this place and its tags 😭

I don't want to alarm anyone, but Daddy just isn't feeling well and my biggest fear is not finishing Afterburn (all of it) before I die. That is my bigger story that I want/need to tell, but I can't concentrate on it when I have a million other real world problems (and yes, these problems are long lasting).

Imma put this shit under a cut because it became a long moanfest that I didn't want but whatever. I'm also going to get into a little bit of why 8.1 is pissing me off.

Back in September I broke down bc I was losing my dog and possibly my goddamn home bc I lost a major source of income that was keeping me afloat here. And once I finally found some relief for that, y'all went fucktard on the election and now I once again am thrust into a state where I am even MORE terrified for my livelihood since the social programs that the psychopaths in power want to take from us are literally keeping me alive.

There is no question about it, if this Nazi administration takes away our Medicaid and all other programs keeping Americans alive/housed, I will be a dead man. I might still have a place to live, but it would be on the other side of this Hellhole country and I'd probably just end up dying there too.

// And I just had to pause this train of thought because the 18 year old fkn dog just started stomping all over the shit that she left on her pee pads. I deal with this a lot when I don't get up fast enough to get her off (she's blind and senile).

And I cannot get up fast enough sometimes, period, because I am goddamn fucking disabled and have numerous things wrong with me. I have zero help around here when I need it (but I suppose that's a good thing that I never signed up for home health services since that shit would prob be taken away too). Some days I forget to fucking eat, which isn't a good thing since I need a full stomach for one of my meds or I'll get even sicker. My pain meds sometimes make me clock out but in general I sometimes clock out because of narcolepsy (I told you all that I fucking fell asleep in front of my computer when I was about to publish She's Not Alright).

I don't fucking complain about this shit here because I don't want to whine. What good does it even do me to whine about my problems if no one's gonna goddamn listen to them...and I know no one fucking listens to them.

Lemme ask you something that sounds really funny when I do: Do you have teeth? Because of course you do. Every adult/young adult/human normally has them. I don't have very great teeth. I don't even have good teeth. For as gorgeous and perfect as Aliyah Ortega's teeth are (I'm using her as an example bc have you seen her teeth...that girl wanted to — and I think she should 😭 — be a dentist when she grew up/when she was little but alas I dunno what happened) mine are the polar opposite. It hurts to eat some days, and lately I've been having some massive flare ups (NO ONE CAN WRITE ON TOOTH PAIN). I need them all removed, but the last time I did go somewhere to have this done they wanted to charge me thousands of dollars (even with my "insurance") for them. I can't even get in to see someone, so I just sit here and fucking medicate/self-medicate. I've trained my (already fucked up) body not to be hungry on days that my teeth hurt like Hell.

And that is on top of the chronic pain I've dealt with since childhood. Imagine that you're sitting there and all of a sudden your knee starts hurting like a motherfucker even though you didn't move and didn't DO anything to it. That's me. Pulling the covers (sometimes a simple blanket) over my old ass also hurts sometimes because my arms are fucked...they get REALLY fucked when I get nauseated, because my body has a really weird memory pain from college that incapacitates them with excruciating pain if I puke the wrong way (severe food poisoning from my job had me puking so hard I honestly felt like I was going to have a heart attack, but all it did was make my arms hurt a radiating hurt from the bones outward). I just puked this wrong way right now bc I had to clean up after the dog, and my arms are on fire...it hurts to my core and it hurts so bad that I feel like Imma puke but if I do it'll make everything worse.

But you don't know that kind of existence. How could you? What kind of thought process would even make you consider wondering if the author you like lives in a physically torturous condition? It's not your fault and not anyone's except for mine for not clearly and concisely explaining my life.

The only thing that really helps any pain is writing distraction, but it's...a vicious, tail-eating cycle like a goddamn ourobouros.

All I can say is that I'm trying my best just to survive.

So Afterburn.

Y'all know I goddamn HATE Episode 8. I hate it with a burning passion of a trillion fiery suns.

I hate it so much that I cut it up into three parts for Afterburn 💀💀💀💀💀

Each part has 7 sections, and I'm trying to keep the sections shorter than in the previous chapters because it's divided like that.

8.1 is ABW in Crackstone's Crypt going over the last 70 hours of her life, but it's also balanced between Donovan's 70 hours as well (but it will mostly be ABW). It's going to read both backwards and forwards, and there will be a couple of little interruptions of extended conversation between Laurel and ABW. (There is some Wenovan sex, but I need to tweak it a little more.) It's a couple of scenes that are pissing me off and I just want to get them done but the inspiration is hard coming. (No pun intended...it's thankfully nothing to do w Wenovan themselves.)

8.2 is probably going to be a frantic mess because it's Nightshades heavy and has Morticia and Gomez's big scene. This section ends at Jericho General.

8.3 is the conclusion split between Mansville and Nevermore. Wenovan is going back to the rain and the Nightshades are going back to the rooftop (though it's probably not going to be as wild as before...or will it 🫠).

My two ficwives know more about the story than the rest of the fans (the Favorite German who seems to have disappeared knows some, too). So they know what's going on with Wenovan in realtime and just like Jairo's going through it in Europe, they're going through it in the Afterburn Universe but for other horrible reasons. For the most part though, they are head over heels still in 2025 (but like all couples hit their little speed bumps)...so their fans need not worry about that.

And of course, that's just Afterburn. It doesn't even touch on Cairo's Gap Year (which I really want to write up in a more extensive way than the shorts). Or their wedding. Or child/ren. Or deaths. Wait what

Now I gotta figure out what my body needs rn. I don't feel great/my hands don't feel great (I had to stop typing on the phone). I want to go back to bed and snuggle with my baby girl because I feel like shit and my front tooth hurts. But I also might be hungry/need food, I dunno. I'm tired, babies...I'm fucking tired, but I don't like to cry about it, I just try to make life tolerable for myself and every once in while explain why in fuck I haven't published what I've wanted to publish.

I forgot the name of my cousin the other day. I have only one cousin, and I actually like him. I wasn't high, either. I hope this is not another new problem on top of everything else, but I have an MRI on the 28th. If I lose my brainpower, I'm even more of a dead man because that's all I have. I think I would probably just kms/make my enemies happy if that happened...I'd be completely useless for anything without my brain, so it wouldn't matter. I'd rather take myself out than be taken out.

But not before I fucking finish Afterburn.

[chxckandmxte]

Despite how busy I’ve been, during the week I’ve been working on graphics when I’ve had any bit of free time, I’m almost done the new pinned post banner, and a new answered ask banner. 

The last things I have to do are,  making my new promo, and finish a few more rows of icons (I have a new border for my icons too, so I’ve been cropping and bordering a lot, 15 left until I have enough icons to rp) 

I already feel good about this new blog for Leon, I feel like I’ll be able to make a successful comeback with this new start. For those who have followed me for a long time and came back to this blog, I probably sound like a broken record at this point, but I want to sincerely thank everyone for the continued patience, I know my activity has been extremely sporadic a lot lately and I apologize.

I really can’t wait to get back to things on here again. Last OOC Post on here too for now. Next post will probs be something IC

[micheya]

Reader who's a solid middle between smart and idiot

Part one: with the idiots

mentions of: Noelle, Zhongli, Itto (separate interactions)

No mention of pronouns

Part 2 coming soon: Diluc, Kaeya, Probs more

i beg, even if you have to make a side blog to not tarnish your main blog. please reblog, they count more for something than the hearts in the algorithm

Summary: the reader being bang in the middle of the idiot of the smart people and the smart of the idiots.

With the idiots it's a case of "I have to protect them with my life-"

But no:

"Oh my gosh NOELLE STOP THAT'S NOT WH-"

In Mondstadt when Noelle is overworking herself for others completely misinterpreting a request and maybe about to do something crazy.

.......

"And where do you think you're going in the dead of night?"

There is no way she was travelling Liyue again for a mere bracelet supposedly woven by the Geo Archon himself. You're sure the person was just exaggerating, hoping Noelle would bring a replacement in place of the usual delivery service.

"I was hoping I would bring it in time for her birthday, Mary said-"

"Mary lied. Her birthday isn't tomorrow, and I've done my research. At most it was simply a shop collectable. Nothing to do with Rex Lapis." you sighed at the sight of her posture wilting a small stuttered 'O-oh' leaving her lips.

"I told her no. She's going to order and wait the normal delivery time. You're busy tomorrow anyways, so go to bed right now."

"But-" you didn't spare a word and instead blankly stared at her, your eyes squinting ever so slightly, your resolve unmoving. She didn't dare refute anymore, seeing your side and reluctantly letting out a dejected ok, before heading to her dorm.

She hadn't realised how exhausted she was until she lay down and almost instantly passed out.

__

Then there's:

"Zhongli. Put. it. down."

In the nation of commerce and contracts, Liyue, being the creator of the worldwide accepted currency you'd think he'd understand the importance it held when making such expensive purchases.

There are many moments like this in which you have to be quick to grip his wrist before he picks up an object. And in many of these moments there's a quiet wrestle. It's clear he's the stronger one but it's about the mental block of the purchase. It's exactly why both you and him seem to settle in a stalemate; like an arm wrestle with no victor.

"No one is paying for this. Don't you dare."

you both paid no mind to each other's eyes. instead your gazes were left on the two contesting hands.

"It is-"

"I don't care what it is, as far as I'm concerned I'm the one paying. Even if you did so happen to remember your wallet, out of good conscience I couldn't let you squander yet again."

"Please understand that-"

"I will run away if you try to make the purchase."

Zhongli closed his eyes in thought, you did once threaten to never go shopping with him again, and he has yet to completely pay you back for the last purchases, though he was making steady progress with it.

"Mmm." He gave in settling it down, in the corner of his eye watching your stern expression soften in relief. "My apologies, I'll just request this item be reserved for a future purchase."

"Zhongli..." you groaned.

"Please understand that this item is..." and as intelligent as this man was, you thought as you both walked out of the store (with him rambling yet again), sometimes he flabbergasted you with the lack of wisdom he had when it came to shopping.

Or maybe it was just a lack of self control.

__

And more:

"-ITTO DON'T EAT THAT-"

of course in Inazuma when your one and oni best buddy is feeling a bit peckish due to a lack of snacks. He's been on yet another losing streak with his onikabuto battles and has done nothing but whine about it that day you were traversing Inazuma with the traveller.

You don't know what sort of mushroom he picked up, but it didn't look like the usual, you and the traveller would cook for dinner.

But why should that matter, he's the great arataki , numero uno, Itto. This silly little thing should pose no trouble to his 'Stomach of steel'.

Well...

"Boss, why on earth would you eat such a thing despite their warnings?" your call to kuki shinobu was responded to quick, as she made no trouble of meeting you in the hospital room where Itto lay.

"Huh...Sh-shinobu? Why- Why's your neck all loopy?" you cringe at his reactions to whatever hallucination he was going through.

"You're the one that's loopy." Shinobu and you mutter together. The two of you locked eyes before shaking your heads and sighing.

but if it's the other way around, I'm the one walking into walls, forgetting things constantly and having things click a little bit late.

You feel you sighed a lot when around him.

Just noticed how all of them are Geo users...Huh.

[chaostastik]

INTRODUCTION POST

Hello Hello! This whole thing is a mess so bare with me--

You all can call me Chaos, she/her, over 18 years old (currently 23, but i aint gonna edit this every year so KSJDKFKF this be before 2022 lmao), ya friendly aroace gal, whos still very much a disaster for fictional characters as in yeah im aroace but DAMN i would rail this one fictional mf--

Uuuh, this gonna be my "wack content" tumblr blog so KANDJFKBDJF I'll definitely share my silly art and ocs here and there, but yes, cringe fucked up content blog woooow! So obviously, minors shoo shoo, DNI.

I would make a list of my current interests, but real talk, im just bouncing on and off stuff so really, its a wild deal. BUT! Something i'll probably share a lot here be about Degrees of Lewdity sooo, hehe

I WILL do my best to tag stuff accordingly, but sometimes i just forget, memory be wack so akdjfkfj this is a free for all land, because hardly much will make me uncomfy since i can very easily differ real life from fictional, but still, here is the list of potential triggers around here:

Noncon

Dubcon

Implied and full on incest

Age difference

Gore in general

Torture

Drug/substance use

Power dynamic

Fucked up stuff in general, again i can separate fiction from reality no prob so lmaoo

So yes, if this stuff dont bother you, or if ya can still go past this since i will tag shit, feel free to come by this mess AJJDJRJFJF list might update but hehe thats the gig

[the-blueberry-jellyfish]

*Returns from the grave*

Sorry this has been dead, but I've been dead lmao. Technically still dead, but y'know. ANYHOO.

I decided to take a page out of Spork's book and use this blog to, ,, wait for it, , ,,, b l o g 😂💙 Basically I just wanna get back into posting and communicating with people again hhbghnvhbrvf. I feel like I'll still be a recluse for a while, bc idk I'm. Yeah. But I'm gonna try. These at least should be fine bc there's not a convo commitment. Talking, ,, hard,, ,

Y'all can block the tag 'jellyjournal' if you don't wanna see these 🦷👄🦷

So, ahem.

September 28th, 2019

Yes, I'm gonna use that font every time😂 And I guess this one's more of an overview and not specifically today, but. Yeah. Tomorrow will be specifically tomorrow lmaoo. Unless I decide that I'm just gonna do one a week😂 I dOn'T kNoW

Okay. So basically all I've been up to is avoiding all human contact, drawing, and writing. Lmao. But lately mostly writing. Very healthy, 10/10. But but but but just this week I started finally officially training Boscoe to be my psychiatric service dog. I've been tossing the idea of it around for quiiiiite a while, because I knew it'd be a lot of hard work for both of us, but ultimately decided that it'd be really beneficial to me if he could help with some of my anxiety and paranoia shit. SO YEAH. That's a thing. He already had a spare harness that I can put velcro "in training" patches on (which I've ordered and am very impatiently waiting for the mail to gift me👀👀👀) and then I ordered him a bit of gear for us to start with, got his log all set, and put together a training regiment to follow c:

We're literally only on his first week of training, but I feel like overall he's doing so well so I just 😭👏 He knows it's serious time when he gets to put the head halter on😂💙 Aaand, yay me, I've been having to get out of bed to train him (obviously) which, y'know, is good for me😂 But it's just funny bc I can tell the last week we've been working hard bc we're just 😴 snoozy lmao.

And I've drawn a lot of stuff that hasn't been posted here, so I'll probs post some of it in a sec. I ain't care that it's late rn lmao. And they'll probs all be in one thing bc I can't be assed to make separate posts for 'em. But ye✌️

[demonsfate]

IT DEFINITELY LOOKS LIKE IT’S JIN TRYING TO SAVE HIMSELF WHICH MEANS IT’S PROBABLY DJ. I THOUGHT THE HAND LOOKED WAY TO SIMILAR TO JIN'S, I DIDN'T THINK OF JUN IN THAT MOMENT TBH. YOU COULD BE RIGHT THO. MAYBE HE’S TRYING TO HELP JIN FOR HIS OWN BENEFIT. THERE'S A LOT GOING ON AND I FEEL LIKE WE NEED MORE INFO.

DJ REALIZES JIN HAD ENOUGH OF HIM SO NOW DJ'S LIKE "I'M SOWWY. I'LL LEND YOU MY POWERS IF I GETS TO STAY. :-]" THAT'S THE ONLY WAY I CAN SEE THIS SCENARIO HAPPENING BUT DSJFDSJFNDF

I DON'T THINK IT'S JUN ANYMORE - 'COS THAT'S DEF NOT HER HAND. THE THING IS I WATCHED THE TRAILER ON THE FIRST DAY I GOT SICK SO DJFDSJFNS MY COMPREHENSION SKILLS WERE PROBS LOW AND IT WENT BY TOO FAST. SEEING JUN REACH OUT MOMENTS LATER JUST GAVE ME THAT IDEA. BUT I DON'T THINK IT'S IT. IT'S GONNA BE DJ, THAT'S GOTTA BE THE ONLY EXPLANATION HERE.

I THOUGHT THAT TWERP WAS DEAD, BUT I GUESS HE'S JUST LIKE A COCKROACH HUH.

BUT... if the lore is that they're possibly working together. it makes me wonder IF dj will be a separate character in the roster if he's constantly present in the story with jin???? though i will say - it would be ACTUALLY INTERESTING to see dj and jin actually interact with each other in the games. strangely enough, that's never seen in the games. dj has talked down on jin before, and we've seen kaz talk with his devil before. but yet, we've never actually seen jin and dj interact together other than in the comics. so, it'd be interesting if we do finally see that. even if i thought dj had "dissipated" in tk7 similar to how kaz got rid of his devil in tk4.

WITH MY OWN IDEAS... it wouldn't work the best for this blog given that by this point they're supposed to hate each other more than anything due to The War. but since harada already spoke of how this is taking a different direction than he initially planned... they might change things up. and they probs won't go with my theory / excuse that DJ started the war, not jin.

however, since they seem to be hellbent on making jin a good guy, especially to the point he feels guilty simply for not being able to save a single person (kinda weird point for a guy who started a major war in original canon BUT-)

kazuya's tie appears to have azazel on it. so, it seems like azazel might be a lil relevant again in this game. perhaps they're gonna say that azazel simply "brainwashed" both members and they had nothing to really do with the war.

i honestly like my own ideas better - mostly because of the characterization and story i can tell with DJ being in control for that long. but i guess as long as jin's innocent, that's good enough for me.