#if anyone wants to dm this lmk and ill make a character

[phinamina]

INTRO POST!!

general info

—✩ my name is seraphina/sar/phina call me whichever idrc 😓😓

—✩ any prns (they/xem preferably) sapphic aroace, audhd, also i dont go by any like gender. unlabeled . ummm yeah

—✩ im an artist, been drawing traditionally since i was like 3 i dont . remember. digitally since 2019 💯

—✩ also i write fanfics sometimes and occasionally do moodboards + stimboards

—✩ prev username: kitkatperce

interests, what i post

—✩ my main interest rn is arcane, but it fluctuates!!!

—✩ also i sometimes post ocs do with that what you will.

—✩ no i will not post anything regarding my looks irl, where i live, my age, or anything personal. i wont even tell moots (though i will say i am a minor)

—✩ if i misspell something really bad (cuz i type fast i promise i know proper grammar 😭) and you cant understand it lmk and i can edit the post to be more. eligible

—✩ note; atm im currently more active on my tiktok. my tiktok is lower on this post <3

BASIC DNI CRITERA… DNI!! (obviously) JS DONT BE A JERK (and dont post nsfw)

—✩ also i do love the block button! most of my posts are heavily headcanoned though so if you dont like any of it dont follow

abt my art

—✩ not doing commissions or art trades atm.

—✩ i take requests from sum moots i guess?? idk.

—✩ do keep in mind if you do request smth and i agree to do it i will do what i want to do first THEN do it !!!

(I AM NOT TAKING REQUESTS FROM ANYONE RN!!!!)

—✩ also for the requests i wont draw ships i dont like and if you have a problem with me not liking a ship go ahead and hit thag block button

other

—✩ also i appreciate the comments, reblogs, and likes!!! i love reading whatever you guys say and will try to reply to the replies and stuff

—✩ i also try to update rhis post whenever im hyperfixated on something new.

—✩ ill prob edit this post a lot honestly just to make it look cuter i guess.

—✩ um another thing abt me is that i enjoy making pinterest boards i guess??

—✩ moots are free to dm<3

socials

—✩ tiktok: kuzaang

—✩ insta: actuallyaang

—✩ twt: kuzaangist

—✩ pinterest: putonthedealseal

other part 2

—✩ feel free to post my art but only with credits!!

—✩ im fine with using for pfps and banners, wallpapers, etc With Credit.

—✩ credit me domewbere whether that be through linking my blog or just adding the name of my url/insta/tiktok

—✩ asks are fun! ill try to answer them all

TAGS

—✩ #my art - its literally jusy my art👍

—✩ #kuzaang letters - based on the headcanon that kuzon and aang were penpals

—✩ #my fanfic - fics i made

—✩ #moodboard - moodboards i made!

—✩ #sarahcore - basically js reblogs of things that are so me

—✩ #🦈 - oc posting!

—✩ #🦈🍓🍒 - tag specifically for my oc yune

—✩ #🤗fav character: atla - its aang. though i always manage to forget putting this tag so its not on every aang post👍

—✩ #me and isa - me and @/meeyow4419

—✩ #my peanuts - byler

—✩ #my reeses pieces - willel (platonic only ofc)

—✩ #my peanut - will byers

—✩ #my buckaroos - kuzaang

board for art things !!! also heres my discord server https://discord.gg/GnSpDmkSmZ

[moonlitmothman]

DRAWING REQUESTS : CLOSED (TEMP)

okay so im deciding im going to just overhaul this post cause im lazy and in bed, but i want to offer some more clarity!

What am I offering/willing to do?

-All art done will be either bust or waist ups! (this is up to my discretion!)

-this is mainly for fandom art requests but OC requests are OK! (see below for OC request rules)

-any characters from any fandom of any age or race* just let me know the fandom theyre from!

(only exeptions are if a character is someone i am not comfortable drawing but I will message anyone if this is the case)

-useual things like i wont draw hate speech for anything, will not draw NSFW or gore of any characters, ect ect ect

-you can offer up a max of 3 characters, but this does not promise i will draw everyone requested

-if ive already drawn a character and you want to see more of them you can request i draw them again!

-if youd like to see my interpretation lmk and ill happily give it a shot to fiddle with the design lol

-pose refs are not needed but are appreciated!

-submissions to be made via my inbox to help me keep track and to have you notified when im done! (tho any questions or amendments you want made you can 100% DM me!)

-any badgering to do your request will result in a block and your request not being fufilled (im both Australian and work a full time job to please be patient)

-one request set per person per fortnight (basically wait 2 weeks to ask for me to draw characters again)

OC rules

if you have an OC you think would fit my style feel free to also submit them for request

just please note the following :

- i may use the art made as promo material later on (ie commission examples and the like! i WILL NOT be attempting to resell anyones OC or the art made lol)

-requested art cannot add monetary value to any OC if later resold

-OCs may be set back/skipped over for fandom things

i hope this all makes sence its 12 AM and i am DYING lmfao

[heedeungism]

HAIIII MY NAME IS RENNN (id love to be moots btw !!!!!) i recently did a poll on my writing blog since bridgerton has me by the COLLAR so i wanted to write a sunghoon bridgerton au but was also considering jake and hee (THE POLL IS CURRENTLY V SUNGHOON BIASED LOLL) and i read ur sunghoon brid. au so i wanted to ask if it was ok for me to write my own !! it was planned to be like two rich families arranging a marriage fake dating stuff and they kind of dont like each other but they start to fall in love!! IF THIS IS SIMILAR AND UR NOT COMFY W IT PLSSSS Lmk!! i just looked uo enhypen bridgerton and yours came up hehe your fic was so cute !! my dms are open so feel free to ask me anything 🫶🫶🫶 - @mygnolia

HIIIIII!!!! omg babe PLEASE write ur bridgerton au! id love to be mutuals but this is a side blog :( ill definitely follow u on my main so we can technically be moots (i think tumblr considers us moots if my main blog follows u?)🩷 please tag me when you post your fic i would love to read it!

oh honey i was between sunghoon and heeseung for both bridgerton aus i wrote for hoon like i was STRUGGLING but i ended up making em both hoonie cuz hes just so pretty and fit the type of character i wanted to write!

to add onto this tho i truly don’t mind if anyone takes inspiration from my aus as i obviously took heavy inspiration from bridgerton! unless i state that the au is an original idea please write whatever bridgerton aus you desire! 🩷🩷

[kimulokml]

Longer Introduction!

{I'm the rain that understands that it will fall,

The rain that can't come to resemble any person,

But I want to know the feelings that trouble the rest of the world}

(Lyrics from "Watashi wa Ame" by inabakumori)

So I decided to make a longer intro for more details.

NOTE THAT THIS POST IS PRONE TO UPDATES!!

(More details below the keep reading, don't wanna clog up anyone's tls!)

Basic Info

Nicknames: Kimulo, JJ, 3

Age: Minor

Socials: Kimulo56 (Discord), kimulokml (Twitter and Tumblr)

Pronouns: he/she, although they/them is ok

Strawpage: https://kimulokml.straw.page

Birthday: 13th July

Extra:

May possibly have ADHD and Moral OCD

I live in Ireland, use that to calculate my timezone bc i have no idea how timezones work.

I may also have trust issues thanks to previous online experiences.

Might be aromantic? I'm not sure about this so.

suspecting i may be genderfluid.

may occasionally vaguepost, usually if i see people not caring about life-threatening circumstances

Ask to tag! This means if I've missed out on any cw/tw tags, lmk! (i may refuse to tag certain things, like life-saving fundraisers or important resources(because i heard of someone who muted some of em w/o doinf ANYTHING regarding the issue beforehand. the ask to tag more applies to art/writing)

Tag List:

[ #luminou daze ] for stuff relating to Luminou Daze, an OC lore story

[ #kims art ] or [ #kimulo's art ] for any of my art

[ #kims doodles ] for doodles

[ #riftbreaker ] for anything in general relating to my OC lore

[ #bored as hell ] for things i do on impulse

[ #reblog chain boi ] for tag + reblog things

[ #normal reblog ] for posts I reblog because i like the contents

[ #funny reblog ] for comedic reposts

[ #negative vent ] or [#vent] for venting

[ #vagueposting ] for vagueposting. ill try to avoid doing it, but i tend to get scared with 1-on-1 confrontations and... yeah. if you want me to take it down, contact me CALMLY.

[ #kimulo's opinions ] for opinions and debates (if youre only following my acc for my art or stories, please mute this tag!)

[ #opinions in polls ] for polls

[ #strawpage chaos ] for strawpage things

CHARACTER TAG LIST: here

DNI List:

General DNI stuff, BUT I am fine with adults interacting with me as long as they aren't 18+ only accounts.

If you use ANY kind of generative AI frequently (chat gpt, art bots, c.ai or anything similar). There is a difference between generative AI (stealing) and analytical AI (actually helpful and doesn't steal).

If you support Axie/soopersouper on twt (groomer, p3d0) or Haley of ha1touch studios (p3d0, groomer, transphobe). DO NOT HARRASS THEM, just block them, and if you share any circles with them, please report them!

Think abstaining from voting in 2024's election was the way to go/or you voted red. If you did do one of these things but now realise it wasn't the way to go, I'm fine with that, and this doesn't apply to you.

Fandom List:

PRIMARY: {What I am most inclined to post about}

Kirby

Vocaloid

Splatoon

YDKJ

SECONDARY: {May occasionally post about}

Layton

Ace Attorney

Rayman

Chainsaw Man

BFB/TPOT

Rhythm Heaven

Project SEKAI

No Straight Roads

Scott Pilgrim

PROJECT MILGRAM

Great God Grove

MINDWAVE

TERITARY: {More inclined to discuss in private servers/dms, mainly because of problematic parts}

Happy Tree Friends (poorly stereotyped depictions of ocd, ptsd and did)

Khonjin House (i am aware the og creator is a very bad person (joked about palestine and is attempting to cover it up bad, plus has harassed quite a few people) so i am tempted to make my own designs for the characters and throw them into my lore so i dont have to associate them with the og creator)

CONSIDERING: {May not be part of, but considering getting into}

Dungeons and Dragons

Homestuck (yes i am serious)

OC Permissions:

This will depend on the character, but general rules are

Fanart is welcome! Feel free to ping me for it!

Suggestive stuff is only ok on some characters, DO ASK FOR WHICH CHARACTERS ARE OK TO DRAW SUGGESTIVE STUFF ON!!

No NSFW, I am a minor, plus I don't want to see it in the first place.

Please ask if you're unsure of anything, my attention span isn't great and i only have 7-ish references so far.

That's all for now! {Last updated: 25/1/2025}

[mysticalsoot]

welcome!

Ello there!! I decided a while ago to abandon my old Tumblr and make a new one. was the descion out of anxiety? most definitely but I'm here now so might as well embrace it.

A few things to note about me;

My name is Connor, but you can call me Aidan too. I don't mind either way.

Ive been writing for 10+ years, and writing fanfic/fan works for about 7 or 8 years.

I'm demi aroace but I usually just say I'm ace cause it's easier (I'm also gay and trans ftm :)

My pronouns are he/him!

I have a lot of interests but the ones that are the most intense and have stuck around the longest are dsmp/mcyt and space stuff!

I'm a reality shifter as well so I may talk about that from time to time.

Im autistic! sometimes I project onto the characters I write so if someone seems autistic coded, they probably are lmao.

I hope to post consistently but I tend to be pretty bad at that.

-★-

on a final note, my requests are open! I'll leave a list of characters/creators I feel comfy writing for and my guidelines for requests/my account. feel free to reach out through asks or dms!!

cc, c, arg, etc Wilbur

Techno (c! mostly)

any of SBI, all platonic besides wilbur

dsmp or mcyt cc/c

James Marriott (platonic/romantic)

there's probably more but that's all I can think of :)

guidelines ↓

- i won't write any nsfw regardless of whom I write about, I'll stick to fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, etc. no smut at all. makes me ill. suggestive flirting is alright-- 0-o

- I probably won't be writing much romantic stuff for anyone other than James or Wilbur (unless requested otherwise)

- my acc is a safe space for everyone so I will not tolerate hate of any kind (anti shifters, dream/mcyt antis, homophobes, racists, xenophobes, misogynists, sexists, etc are not allowed. please block me if you are one of the listed groups.)

- I'll probably be writing whatever I'm fixated on most at the time so it could change (it's been mcyt/lvjy for the past six months so)

- I will stick to writing the reader w they/them pronouns or without mentioning them at all but if you request something and have specific pronouns you want me to use, lmk!

[shilo-sumac]

heyooooo imma Shilooooo!!!!

((This blog is in character in the Pokemon universe. This may trigger unreality in some people. Ask me to tag any extra triggers. Some topics may be emotionally heavy, but not extremely graphic, and will be tagged.))

((YOU DON'T NEED TO READ THIS ALL I JUST WRITE LONG INTROS SORRY

last change 10/8/2024, added link to new tag system

Pelipper mail is on!

Musharna mail and malice are on!

Mystery Gifts are on!

Magic Anon is off!

Tags I use

Current arc: none

ps: You are absolutely free to go through my blog and spam like and reblog i love that it makes me feel loved (no pressure to ofc just if you wanted to anyways)

Writing starring Shilo!

An Ache

The Hurricane | Followup DMs [More under "hurricane arc" tag, mainly an Alistair Takeover]

IC INTRO STARTS NAOW!!!!!))

hiya! im a pokemon rescuer, shelter, rehabilitator, trainer, uh. other things too! liiiiike ive made it into the Sinnoh Hall of Fame :3c ... uhhhhhh i try not to make too huge a deal about it aha........ me n my Pokémon partners are pretty strong and awesome tho. born in unova, currently in wonderful sinnoh.

she/they, in my mid 20s (i think...)

heres my og team!

Urtle, Monarch, Bess, Gadzooks, Bane and Bianca!

due to my passion and job i have a decent amount of 'mons that i can shift around as battlers as well as ones that are just pets. if i had to choose a team of six right now I'd probably go with these, but theyre subject to change!!!! yahoo options!!!

Rin, Spooky!, Bianca, Gadzooks, Bane and Mym!

mmmm okay what else.... so um, im on a decently large plot of land with a handful of facilities to help me out. it's on an island off the coast of Sinnoh, and its all dedicated to helping pokemon!!! i mostly do my work alone, so i have a limited amount i can reasonably care for tho even with all the space. (... good thing sleep is for the weak >:3) occasionally i may be quiet for a while, the wifi here is........... temperamental

Rin-tin-tin the one eyed Zoroark also has access to the blog, she was the first friend i ever really had and ive known her for a real long time. she likes using human disguises to casually hang out in places that dont allow Pokemon. shes learned a lot of habits from humans, shes not the biggest fan of typing or texting though. she has personally assigned herself as my bodyguard and always is within hearing distance of me. shes the strongest Pokemon ive ever known!!! even though i met her first she didnt officially join my team until after i finished the championship. (league rules and all)

now for Alistair... oh Ali, youre such a... guy. lets just say he has the personality of a spoiled rich kid and the knowledge of the world of a quarantined homeschooled agoraphobe. he might talk here sometimes or i might mention him, he owes me one so he helps me out around here. yep, yet another blog with a roommate :p

btw im mentally ill af sorry in advance

((Extra Ooc stuff below cut))

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Some Refs:

Random Muse/Her world Info

Ooc stuff here! Hiya! I'm Ri! whenever I talk ooc I'll usually do it ((like this)) or otherwise mark it as ooc!

Shilo is HEAVILY based on my run of Platinum, keep this in mind as her backstory slowly reveals. trying to write fanfic of it rn!

Main blog and follows shall come from Ridragon, you are welcome to follow me there, but it is not strictly a Pokemon blog, it's an all my interests and a diary all squashed together. I "spam" likes sometimes so lmk if you dislike that, and don't mind if someone "spams" mine. I'm touched when people care enough to read and like. :3

All asks and any interactions open, I'm totally new to this so throw them at me. don't be afraid to send stuff! worst i can do is say ehhh not feeling it

For my own reference and anyone else here's a list of her current Pokemon, separated by who she battles with and who are just pets/retired. the list may be subject to change, depending on if she adopts out or loses a Pokemon to circumstance or adopts/befriends another.

eventually i hope to make these links if i get around to profiles... we'll see! all pokemon are going to be tagged as [Their Name] the [Pokemon Species] without the brackets. Tumblrs search system sucks though so, hopefully they'll be somewhat organized.

Battlers:

Rin-tin-tin "Rin" - Zoroark ♀️[Best helper and bodyguard] *Alpha | Gadzooks - Garchomp ♂️ | Bane - Gliscor ♂️ [Likes to help in the greenhouse too! Especially with the edible plants.] | Bianca - Weavile ♀️| Spooky! - Mimikyu ♀️🌟 | Mym - Dragapult ♀️[Flying mount for off island excursions!] | Vampira - Crobat ♀️[Helps with connection to the Zubat network spanning across some regions]

[anyone without a specific detail likely just acts as island protection, or just chill unless battling, with battling being their main favorite thing]

Non-Battlers:

Urtle - Torterra ♂️ [Retired, battle injury] | Flower - Quilava ♀️[Apprentice egg-warmer] | Mr. Kabby - Kabutops ♂️ [Semi-Retired but keeps charge of watching to make sure the ocean around the island is safe] | Morgan - Espeon ♀️[Emotional Support] | Simon - Umbreon ♀️[Emotional Support] | Lucky - Rattata ♂️ 🌟 [Likes to help plant in the greenhouse, three legs and stunted tail, runt] | Char - Charizard ♂️ [Semi-retired after Pokenip Saga crystals ate his wing 3:] | ??? - Porygon-Z that took over her phone temporarily

Previous Pokemon:

Monarch - Vespiquen ♀️ [Returned to wild amicably] | Bess - Rhyperior ♀️[Lives off-island in wild] | Rattata Babies [raised and adopted out]

[silverfish-nest]

Hello, i'm N!

Pronounced like "eni", you can also call me Nes or any of the names relating to my main

About this blog (let me know if you think there's any information or warnings missing from this pinned post!):

mostly shipping the characters w some rare rpf! if you dont wanna see that ever its okay to just block me, curate your experience <3

there is hermitship, empireshship and trafficship here

Polyhermits and multishipping enthusiast

Im very self judgemental so this blog is a ticking bomb and could be deleted at any moment

Feel free to send asks! If its a bit too weird or makes me uncomfy ill evade w a joke instead of ignoring lol

Requests are ok too! Just can't promise anything on making 'em

U can dm me but be patient, im bad at interacting and get nervous sry

Pls dont out my main mcyt blog and vice versa if someone doesnt already know, let them find out for themselves idk

Dont use my art as profile pic or header

I dont do NSFW, the furthest you will see me get here is lime on the citrus scale (PG-13) and rarely so

But i DO make and reblog nsfw jokes

⚠WARNING⚠ there will be shipping of most if not all hermits and emperors in this blog, im aware from the google doc by actual-hermit-boundaries (outdated as of jan 2024) that this is breaking some boundaries if anyone wants me to tag these characters specifically please do tell, ill do my best to assist anyone trying to avoid these posts in a way that’s best for everyone involved!

Every original post will be properly tagged, if i miss anything lmk in the ask box

I dont really tag reblogs, just art sry

Dont send to or tag any of the cc's in my posts (i will block you) but that should go without saying

Dream stans do not interact!

Standard DNI criteria:

Yk dont interact if you're racist, pedo/MAP, queerphobic, TERF, ableist, aphobic, thinspo blog, porn blog, truther, etc

~Might edit this post to add or remove stuff as time goes by~

[starmakerdotcom]

summary : peach doubts himself once again.

characters : kwon baekhan , han jaeyi , rest of botanica ensemble mentioned (side note ; daniel’s korean name is jiwon and elliot’s is hanryeol , which is who jaeyi is referring to)

genre : tryna be angst but once again i cannot write angst but i tried

warnings : they say shit like twice , implied mental illness ?? maybe ?? he lowkey has a mini panic attack at the start . i don’t know if you can think of a better way to put it lmk also if u have a problem w the way i’m portraying this pls dm me !!! i’m always looking to learn more and i don’t wanna offend anyone <33

words : 1.5k

[ july 2019 , 1:34 am , SMK building rooftop ]

baekhan burst through the doors from the stairwell, immediately taking a gulping breath, taking in as much fresh air into his lungs as he could. he couldn’t breathe, he felt suffocated, like the roof was caving in around him. he needed fresh air, he needed to go outside, away from everything for just a minute.

he knew jaeyi would come looking for him eventually, he just needed a break, to get away from everything around him that made him feel like he wasn’t good enough.

take a break! jaeyi would say, you’re pushing yourself too much, you’ll regret it when you get hospitalized by passing out from exhaustion. that was ridiculous, he’d know when to stop himself. we can come back tomorrow! they’d say, but by that time it already was tomorrow, so he might as well stay the rest of the night, right? he was debuting in two weeks- oh god, he wasn’t ready for that. the others didn’t have to work as hard because they were gifted, naturally talented, and good enough to debut already. they didn’t understand that baekhan didn’t belong here. he was a fraud, he shouldn’t have made it as far as he did.

a fraud, untalented, not worthy, a fraud, a fraud, a fraud.

baekhan made his way over to the ledge, gripping onto the rail as his way of keeping himself grounded. the cold midnight breeze and the view of the entire city below him was strangely comforting. he exhaled for what felt like the first time in an hour, and just stood there for a second, his elbows supporting his body as he leaned on the railing, trying to clear his mind.

he hated the fact that he just got up and left instead of trying to calm down. even when he couldn’t breathe and it felt like the panelled ceiling of the practice room was falling and caving on top of him, running away from his problems wasn’t gonna fix them. bolting out of the practice room and hiding wasn’t gonna do anything, it just made him look like a coward.

he lowered his head, trying to calm his shaky breathing and trying to take his mind off the fact that the word kept dancing around in his head. fraud, fraud, fraud.

baekhan wasn’t that hard to find. after jaeyi convinced tian to go back to the dorm and sleep after he snuck out for much longer than he was supposed to, the rooftop was one of the first places he checked. although he was deathly afraid of heights and his legs shook every time he went up there, jaeyi had to somehow convince him to come back down and go back to the dorm with him.

he breathed a sigh of relief when he carefully pushed open the door to the roof and saw baekhan standing near the edge, leaning on the rail.

“baek?” he called as he made his way over to where the older stood, trying to block out the sound of cars rushing below them that made his head spin. baekhan whipped his head around quickly, but softened seeing it was just jaeyi. his eyes looked puffy.

“shouldn’t you be back at the dorm?” he asked.

“i came to look for you, you know i wouldn’t go back without you.”

“i know my way back,” baekhan replied cooly, “or are you trying to make sure i don’t off myself.”

jaeyi hesitated, “kind of? anyway- i’m talking you back to the dorm now. you need rest.”

baekhan sighed, “can we just stay out here for a minute? i need some fresh air, i promise i’ll come back after.”

jaeyi gulped, surpressing the urge to projectile vomit down the side of the building onto an unsuspecting driver below for the sake of his friend. “yeah, we can stay for a minute. i’m staying with you to make sure you come back.”

surprisingly, baekhan nodded in compliancy. “that’s fine,” he replied, turning around to slide down to a sitting position with the rail supporting his back, “i just need a minute.”

jaeyi sat down next to him, and the two sat in silence for a few minutes. although jaeyi was worrying about the possibility of the rail somehow giving way from the weight of the two scrawny boys and sending them tumbling over the edge, to eventually land in a sad pile as a gift to some poor pedestrian that just so happened to be walking at the wrong time.

“is there anything that’s bothering you? you don’t have to tell me, i just don’t want you to keep everything from me- i guess?” jaeyi asked.

“nothing that you can really help with,” baekhan mumbled.

“well- just tell me what’s on your mind, please? i might not be able to help, but maybe having someone listen will make it better?”

baekhan sighed, “maybe. it’s kind of complicated though.”

“try me,” jaeyi replied confidently.

nervously drumming his fingers on the concrete of the ground, he quickly said, “i’m not ready to debut.”

jaeyi blinked, “you’re being serious?” when baekhan nodded quickly, he continued, “you’re more ready than all five of us combined, where’d you get that from?”

“...because i’m not ready?” baekhan looked at jaeyi like it was the most obvious thing in the world, “have you seen my dancing? daniel has tried to help me so many times, and i’m still a horrible dancer. i don’t know how he’s so patient when i want to punch myself in the face every time i mess up the choreography.”

“i think your dancing is good...” jaeyi said quietly before baekhan continued, his eyes glossy from welling tears.

“i’m not ready, i don’t want to debut yet, i don’t even deserve to be here. you and daniel try to help, straighten your back, stick this move with your arms, chest out, neck straight, and i can’t fucking get it. i don’t know why i’m here. i’d probably be working at a fast food restaurant or something if i wasn’t here. i don’t deserve it, i’m not talented enough, i’m a fraud.”

jaeyi stiffened, not sure how to respond. he felt horrible knowing that his friend was going through this right under his nose and he had no clue. this wasn’t the confident, talented baekhan jaeyi thought he knew when he joined the company a few months prior. seeing him in a weak, vulnerable state like this filled him with an intense feeling of sonder. everyone around him, although they may have appeared fine, were living their own set of problems right underneath the surface that no one, or just a select few people even know about. but one thing was for sure, if kwon baekhan was anything, a fraud was most definitely not one of those things.

“you’re not a fraud,” jaeyi replied, and quickly added, “never were, and never will be.”

“you might think so,” baekhan quickly wiped a few stray tears away that had leaked down his cheeks and lowered his head again, letting his hair obscure part of his face, “i feel like it though. don’t bother asking why. i don’t know but i also do know.”

“i see,” jaeyi nodded slowly, “sorry- i’ve never been good with stuff like this.”

“no, it’s okay, it was actually good to get that off my chest, actually. i’ve never really said any of that out loud to anyone before,” baekhan reassured the younger.

“well- if you ever need to get anything else off your chest, come to me,” jaeyi said, “or jiwon, or sangwoo- eh no maybe not sangwoo, hanryeol- eh- tian- eh? maybe? me or jiwon would probably be your best bet, actually.”

baekhan laughed, and when he saw that jaeyi was starting to yawn, he said, “should we head back now? it’s late.”

“yeah, no shit it’s late,” jaeyi laughed with him, already starting to get up, “if you’re ready to go back, then yeah. i’d love to get off of this roof.”

“right,” baekhan followed, standing up as well. he almost felt lighter, like he could stand slightly straighter now, “that was refreshing.”

“you need sleep, i swear, have you seen yourself?” baekhan touched his face at that, and although he couldn’t see himself he could practically feel the dark circles under his eyes from the lack of sleep he’d gotten that past week.

“before we go back, c’mere,” jaeyi held his arms out, and when baekhan cautiously scooted closer, he grabbed him and enveloped him in a tight hug, baekhan immediately stiffening.

“you smell like sweat,” baekhan laughed, crinkling his nose.

“so do you,” jaeyi replied, “and can you please come to me next time you’re having trouble with something?”

“i’ll try,” baekhan mumbled into the taller boy’s chest, “oh god, what would i do without you, i swear.”

“ew, enough of that sappy shit- let’s get back now, or i’ll pass out in the elevator on the way back!” jaeyi said, loosening his grip around the shorter boy’s torso.

as the two boys walked off the roof and down to the elevator, baekhan felt a strange sense of relief that he hadn’t felt in what felt like years. and the rest of the night he’d stay up thinking- what in the world did he ever do to deserve a friend like han jaeyi?

[dcrvs]

a dorcas meadowes intro post

* ∘⡊ ☾ ˚⊹  did i just see dorcas meadowes walking through the corridors? it must be her… though i could’ve sworn the halfblood sixth year told me to look for them in the gryffindor common room! i must’ve been mistaken, since sometimes they get confused for zendaya. they remind me of a drain pipe spilling over with the pouring rain, the warmth in your neck as you strain to look up, loose clothing draped over gangling limbs, a crushing tightness in your chest, a consuming resentment for gravity, slouched shoulders and the small pauses where you wonder whether you really ought to be laughing. some people describe them as  humorous & tender, though i’ve heard they can be pretty aloof & cynical, too. here’s hoping they have a great term, either way!   

you can contact me on here in those dms, or my discord is @ alex //#7484

character inspiration: rue bennett (euphoria), alex vause (oitnb), nathan young (misfits), bojack horseman (bojack horseman)

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whelve: (v) to bury something deep, to hide

current song:   mac miller, good news

so this is my girl, my lovely queennnnn

she is possibly the worst. but she is also a good time and quite entertaining and fun when she wants to be.

my guy has always had a certain way about her that screams she has not a trouble in the world, a mocking leer and a laugh are never far from their lips

laws?  “meh.”   sympathy? good luck with that. and yet there is something charming about her unaffected approach to life.  humorous. her smile convincing albeit seldom.  she can’t turn down a drink or good time and has impeccably low self control

she’s a touch more rough around the edges than the usual teenage girl. she’s a tomboy from unkempt hair and ill-fitting clothes to muddied sneakers. sometimes displays appalling manners and disregard for any sort of delicacy. she absolutely refuses to wear the skirt of the school ‘s girl uniform and claims it’s because it’s too cold, even in the summer months

she seemingly has an admirable (although unsubstantiated) confidence and strength but is it fake or real? oh man who knoooows

she’s my overindulgent little babe

girl loves to party. well really to lose herself and bask in complete lack of responsibilitY bUT AYYYY same thing.

loves to make friends and have some FUN and by that i mean drag errybody down wit her

very patient. very easy temperament and doesn’t get angry really. actually?? doesn’t seem to care about much.

secretly does.

she has a tender heart, a soft spot for the younger students or a surly outcast, no matter their house. she has a weakness for innocence or a sunshiny disposition.  got optimism? dude she’s immediately impressed. basically if you’re nothing  like her ?? she’ll love you for it

but also she struggles with a structured school setting. irresponsibility at this level is a skill. but i mean, really no choice is BAD

per se

chaotic neutral babe

cool girl, honestly. so confident. carries herself so well. you know that chick that’s down for anything.

tw up ahead including: mental health, depression, anxiety, substance abuse

she’s actually a fucking mess with severe mental health issues. depressions where she skips classes for days at a time. anxiety that sends her into a crushing tail spin of obsession and sleepless nights. then there’s the things, the alcohol and drugs she uses to succinctly numb the inbetween. dorcas is self-destructive at her worst. she just can’t find the will to love herself and will break the heart of anyone who tries to fix that.

finally just know that her family life is awful and she has no intention of letting that on to anyone

okay sad parts done with

remember dorcas as a star girl. she’s obsessed with all things space and astronomy is the only class she excels in. little girl dreams of far off and unimaginable worlds.

lmk if you’d like to plot im excited to join ya’ll

[onlymorelove]

Hello! I’m your gifter for the MCU gift exchange, and this is the only way I could think of to get in contact with you anonymously (I don’t even know if I have to remain anon, but I won’t risk it). Just wondering if you have any more specific prompts you’d like to see written or anything you might like to add to your wish list. Just want to gift you something that you’ll like! Lmk, thanks :)

Hi there! Thanks so much for your note. You don’t have to remain anonymous, but you can, if that’s your preference. :)

Honestly, I am super easy and flexible and will likely love ANY gift, but if you need something more specific than whatever I put in my signup form, let me know which characters or ships you were thinking of writing about. [As far as MCU ships go, Steve Rogers/Tony Stark is my first love. But I multiship—and love poly groupings, too. I always say that I’m one good fic away from shipping anything. :) ] Then I can try to give you more to work with...But please don’t stress; I have never done a fandom gift exchange before and am just thrilled at the idea of anyone making something for me. :) I am NOT one to be critical; I promise.

I don’t remember what’s on my form, but here are some general things I like in fic:

- character studies

- domestic Avengers

- gap filler or missing scene fics

- fic dealing with mental health issues in any way

- characters actually talking through their issues, even if they can’t resolve everything

- tooth-rotting fluff

- open, ambiguous, or unhappy endings

- fic dealing w/hard things like infidelity, miscarriage, alcoholism/drug abuse, illness, etc.

- feelings + smut

- drabbles

- poetry

- gratuitous literary references :)

- friendship or gen fic

Does that help at all?

Stay anon if you really want, but otherwise, feel free to DM me, email me, or find me on Discord; I am on the holiday exchange server, and my Discord name is onlymorelove #8488. I really don’t want to make this hard for you. Thanks again for the ask.