#if anyone needs me though I'll be sadly watching TV

[agalaxyofjoy]

Well!

The sweet, charming man who showered me with affection before we'd even met, has a different conviction than me about moving in together before marriage.

He casually said "I hope you hang your paintings up if we move in together," I asked him to clarify what his ideal timeline would look like for that. He said move in at about 6 months (because he doesn't like to rush things--??), then marriage later on.

So I ended things. And this is what I got in response.

Notice how he turns hostile when things don't go his way.

[reshinless]

──── who's a good kitty? c'mon!

𝜗𝜚 synopsis. good boys get their rewards faster than naughty ones, but they just can't get enough of seeing how hot you were when you wanted them to behave

𝜗𝜚 pairings. !!NSFW!! scaramouche, kazuha x gn!dom!reader

𝜗𝜚 director's notice. repost of one of my best (but the work ive made that i hate the most) works, i do like dom!reader works though. definitely gonna write more of this in the future :3!!

kitty!scara is always hissing, scratching, and practically barking at everyone and anyone. except maybe you? he hates seeing anyone near you, he hates that they even breathe near you! you've been forever trying to stop him from doing so.

not just that.. kitty!scara does have a mood where he just wants to tease the living fuck out of you. rubbing his tiny cock against you when passing by. climbing onto your lap and moaning like a bitch in heat.

once you both are in private, you pin kitty!scara to the nearest wall, harshly biting on his neck. he moaned loudly, and whimpered small 'stop's into your ear. "isn't this what you wanted, nasty slut?" continuing to face him against the wall, alligning your strap/cock to his entrance, now being revealed to be red and wet.

you slap his ass hardly. and again, and again and— yeah you get my point. kitty!scara is enjoying all of it, his blushing ass being pounded harshly. "ah- mmph- p-please s' close master, harder please- i-i'll behave and be a good boy like you want!" he screamed, with harsher thrust each time, "close close close close!" he whined as he felt you pulling out

slapping his ass harshly, "you think you deserve a release when you've been moaning at me all day like you're in heat?" kitty!scara was now upset about not getting to release again. "i.. i'll be a better boy, please..?" he begged getting on your lap while you tried to lay down on the couch.

you hummed trying to now watch tv (me too frfr), "fine." you carried your precious boy to your shared room. laying him down, he stared at you like he's already been fucked for hours.

"be a good kitty, even if it's just for tonight."

kitty!kazuha is never a bad boy, unless he doesn't mean to be a bad boy on purpose. he just felt a little more intimate today. he needs you a little more than usual. hazy eyesight, constantly sweating, and feeling like on fire.

kitty!kazuha is so desperate. so desperate for your presence. your scent. everything. this particular day, sadly for you, it was one of the busiest days of the week for your job. he can't help but imagine you stroking him instead

kitty!kazuha misses you so much. you and your touch. he needs it badly. he doubts his choice of maybe deciding to stroke himself while waiting. he knew he wasn't allowed to touch himself while you were away, but he needs it so badly, you'll let it slide this once right?

you come home late at night, near dawn. "kazuha, i'm homee!" you open the door to the living room for just darkness. you wondered where you kitty!kazuha is, walking up to the bedroom quietly, you hear a slight vibration and kazuha moaning your name.

you peek through the small crack, your baby is enjoying a vibrator up his ass and fingers himself, imagining it's you. you open the door in kazuha's shock. "you- you're ho- haah!" kazuha gasped as you started placing small kisses ln his neck. you know that his neck was sensitive, might as well kiss his pleasure a little better.

"now baby, do you know what you did wrong?" you looked at his doe eyes, and drooling mouth, he nods no. turning up the sensitivity to the highest setting, he moans loudly "t' much pleasf.." he grips onto your chest trying to muffle his moans. kitty!kazuha looks at you with pleading eyes, telling you to fuck him senseless already.

"just take your punishment like a good boy, and i'll treat you real nice tomorrow."

i get the bad shivers when i read this

[3thirtyonethirtyone1]

Saturn

SMAU

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SUMMARY: In which Y/N L/N's, former drag queen, relationship with Jonathan Bailey has been accidentally revealed.

‼️All the pics are not mine ( thank God for Pinterest)

❗ English is NOT my first language so be kind.

❗Every interaction is (sadly) purely fictional.

A/N: Saturn Stardust= your drag name

A/N: I'm not an expert regarding drag queens, so if I messed up something, let me know.

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rupaulsdragrace ✓

tagged: ynln

♥ by ynln, rupaul, doechii and 100.654 others

Y/N L/N was murdered and Saturn Stardust was caught holding the knife and as punishment he'll be the new judge of the season 17.

Comments:

ynln ✓: So excited to come back in the spotlight.

♥ by rupaulsdragrace

plastiquetiara ✓: I'm SCREAMING!! Don't know if I should join this season or watch it from home

→user1: what's up with him?

→user2: Y/N is basically his idol. he started doing drag because he saw Y/N as Dolly Parton

→user3: and he doesn't miss any chance to say how impactful Y/N career was, which ain't a lie

beyoncé ✓: another example of talent from Louisiana

♥ by ynln

rupaulofficial ✓: So glad you accepted. One thing though, don't come dressed up. We don't want half of the queens to drop out from the first episode.

♥ by ynln

→ynln ✓: I'll see what I can do. However I'm not promising anything.

user4: If Y/N was stunningly good at drag, why did he quit?

→ynln ✓: I quit because I felt like I wasn't my own person anymore. I felt the pressure that I had to be 24/7 seven in heels and makeup and I didn't want to put myself up for grabs. I decided to come back from my break because my personal life is how I want it to be for the moment.

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ynln ✓ posted to Stories

Replies (1st)

jbayleaf ✓: popcorn in one hand, wine in the other. Can't wait to see you live, my love

→ What do you mean? You see me live 365 a year24/7.

→ It's something else watching you on TV, than face to face.

→Yes. It's called being smitten.

→ For you, anything.

Replies (2nd)

rupaulofficial ✓: hurry UP. the restroom line is becomes unbelievable after 6 minutes

→ alright, alright

→ We won't film that much. You can text your boyfriend during the break.

→ I wasn't texting anybody

→ Yes, babe. And I'm homophobe.

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rupaulsdragrace ✓

tagged: ynln ✓

♥ by ynln, arianagrande and 142.041 others

The way these pictures of Y/N have been taken 2 hours apart and him looking stunning in both of them needs to be studied.

COMMENTS

ynln ✓: it's easy to look that good when your make-up artists are out of this world

♥ by rupaulsdragrace ✓

user5: I barely finished the first episode and I'm already obsessed with Y/N

→ user6: FR. It's Saturn Stardust's world and we're all just living in it.

jbayleaf ✓: looking stunning as usual, sweetheart

→ user7: that's not...

→ ynln ✓: jonny what have you done

→user8: sweetheart?? jonny?!! is Jonathan Bailey the man Y/N said about that "he loves more than I love myself" ?

→rupaulofficial ✓: so I was right about him being british, though I was expecting him to be Andrew Garfield.

→ynln ✓: I think everybody knows anyone is a downgrade after you've been married to Emma Stone

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The End

[lesbiansuga]

favorite k-pop group tag game :]

tagged by @cordiallyfuturedwight <3

who is your favorite k-pop group? well. bts of course hehe. i do listen to a shitton of other groups though. i'll listen to anything tbh

which member sparked your interest first? god it's been so long i dont even remember. i thiink yoongi maybe? (when i say its been long i mean since september of last year which isnt technically that long but im old and my memory is shit shh)

who was your first bias? well. yoongi but he's still my bias! it's just that jimin also is now :]

what makes them your current bias? god where do i even begin. both yoongi & jimin are so ambitious and resilient. they're willing to do put in all the hours needed to achieve their dreams. and then some more. and more. oftentimes to the detriment of their health but they always pull through in the end <3 they're also both so full of love even though they express it in different ways which i find sooo interesting. i could write an essay on this but i'll refrain jdkskdsl on a less serious note they make me feel insane cuteness aggression whenever i see them i just wanna squish them like you would with 2 tiny kittens 🥹

who is your bias wrecker? uhh who isnt lol. currently jungkook but i feel like it changes week to week

which members are you currently obsessing over that aren't your bias/bias wrecker? currently seokjin! ive been watching so much run bts lately and he's just so amazing there. he's so funny but also extremely smart and perceptive. i loveee when he's the spy he's so good at it hdskj

when did you first discover this group? okay i mean. technically 2013. i watched the we are bulletproof mv and became obsessed w the song. sadly i didnt really look into them at that time which im kicking myself over now :( i think i remember catching the dope mv years later on tv when it came out and again didnt look into them. and then 2023 came and i was going through an extremely hard time and looking for a hyperfixation to distract me so i tried getting into kpop again (ive been into it on and off since the late 2000s god im old) and somehow came across bts and.....the rest is history :]

what are some of your favorite songs by the group? ohh geez i have so many lets see.... (in now particular order) no more dream, not today, boy in luv, spring day, butterfly, fake love, silver spoon, run bts, outro: tear, cypher pt.2 (<- i'm more into hypey songs as you can tell kjcsdj)

annd tagging anyone who wants to do this <3 i havent been online much these days so idk who's already done it 😖

[team-frightfur]

Revelations from Zexal blind watch.

Ep 7 and 8: How did Fuya not get submitted to Gayest Yugioh character poll? This kid is a textbook small gay.

I like when Astral reveals he's just a little stupid. I love how he cannot tell apart fiction and reality. I love how Yuma is too stupid to explain the difference. "It's just TV!" Astral: I see, so TV records the history of a different dimension! We must investigate further!

I hope this trend continues. Seeing him find his legs/compassion and empathy is delightful. Maybe he can find his toes, too.

Omg! Yuma set a card on his first turn without being asked! He's learning! Sadly, it seems to have come at the cost of his jumping ability. Episode 1 Yuma could easily chase Fuya.

Edit: spoke too soon. For someone who refuses to think of the future or the past, Yuma sure runs a lot of traps.

So like, in episode 7, Yuma says 'Haction' and the subs translate that a to 'Live Action'. Honestly shocked and appalled that he was actually just mispronouncing 'Fiction'. I love this stupid dog.

Shark wins the prize for Worst Duel Runner.

Ep 9: This is the kind of episode where you watch as a kid and like, its funny, but as an adult its just terrifying. Like has this catgirl been stripping Yuma naked at night? 5 times a week? I'm scared. Please lock your windows.

I love how Astral is completely oblivious. "I thought stalkers coming into your room was normal." Today on 'Astral Learns Common Sense': the right to privacy!

Omg I'm so proud of Yuma, if he tries he can do it. He can strategise! He can win! he doesn't even need Astral... sometimes! Go go go!

The implication that Astral understands romance more than Yuma. The implication he's been watching romance shows on TV.

Ep 10

Cursed

Shark: So like, I'll duel you, but I gotta head home and grab my deck first. Don't move ok. I gotta walk to the gang hole, grab my duel runner, drive home, grab my deck, drive back. Won't take a moment.

Omg my boy has been improving for real! Yuma set a card all on his own! Too bad Shark runs fucking MST! Actual pro. Whats next? Book of Moon? Crackdown? Compulsory Evacuation Device?

Me: Astral is salting Yuma for not reading graveyards as if anyone reads graveyards.

My Irl Friend: I read graveyards.

Me: Don't talk to me.

Shark deserved that win. He deserved that win so much I'm so proud of him! He spent the last three weeks imagining their next duel, how he'd win, all Yuma's weaknesses. Excellent.

Ep 11 and 12: What genre does shark think he's in. Gangster flick?

Tetsuo is so mad at Yuma for using Numbers but like, what else is he supposed to use? Gagaga beatdown?

Also, everyone keeps saying Yuma's playing this tag duel suboptimally, but without seeing his hand how are we supposed to know? Did he specifically summon Utopia before using S/T removal? Did he have S/T removal? No? then it's not a 'Reckless' summon, Astral! It's 'getting two future Xyz mats off my field and replacing them with a substantial protective body!'

Glad to see Yuma's genuine improvement, though. Admittedly, the end of the duel involving 6 different backrow made me want to just. Drop in. Summon Sat Cannon. Watch the chaos.

Ep 13 and 14: Kaito walking in here freezing time and unleashing a magical girl tranformation. Walked out of a different show. Good for him. Powerful. I like how deranged he is here. Already better.

For a guy who supposedly doesnt like eating souls, you sure did make "Imma eat your soul" a catchphrase, Kaito. You sure smile alot while killing people, Kaito. Holy shit tho, he runs 3 of his monsters. C o n s i s t e n c y.

Kaito truly is a magical girl, specifically, he's a dark magical girl in the vein of Fate Testarossa. Your days are numbered, Kaito. Friendship is coming.

Yuma you were doing so well. Why did you not set that card befoooooore.

Episode 15 and 16: Does this imply that Zexal is the timeline of Gx and Dm but 5ds was deleted from the universe along with synchro summoning? Anyway I literally lined my comm while my friend watched because I lost interest instantly.

[itsavgbltpta]

Should You Watch The Anime? (An Intro Post)

Should You Trust My Thoughts on Anime?

I figure if I’m going to be publishing my thoughts on anime, you may as well get to know some of my likes and dislikes to see if you vibe with said thoughts.  Or, I guess if you don’t vibe with me, you can use my reviews to avoid the shows I do like. XD

I’m still working on a definitive Top 10 Anime list, but I’ll be honest… I may never have that list done as new shows are coming out all the time.  So instead I’ll list out a few of my favorite anime in different genres to give you an idea of what I like.

Heads up that I’m a bit on the older side, plus I got into anime when I was fairly young.  That means there will be shows here from a good span of decades!

Magical Girl: Sailor Moon

It’s a nostalgic pick as this was my first real anime, but it still holds up even today.

Sports: Free!

I tend to like my sports anime 80% character interaction, 20% sports.

Mecha: Neon Genesis Evangelion

A classic for a reason.  I get something new from it on every rewatch.

Sci-Fi: Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex

Deep psychological stuff mixed with cool technology in an amazingly put together show.

Isekai: Re: Zero

It’s a good and actually unique isekai with more depth than I expect from the genre.

Shoujo: Fruits Basket (2001)

Yes, I like the original better.  It’s got a great mix of funny moments and tragic angst.

Shounen: Jujutsu Kaisen

This show takes the best parts of other shounen shows and puts it all together in one package.

BL: World’s Greatest First Love

Is it problematic? Yes. But I’m invested in the couples and how they will end up.

Horny: Interspecies Reviewers

Surprisingly deep world building and well animated kinky stuff?  Sign me up.

???: Samurai Flamenco

I love everything about this anime.  It defies genre.

Do I Hate Any Anime?

There is a redeeming feature or lesson learned from every anime I’ve watched, so you won’t see me list any hated shows here.  There are certainly some anime I’ve watched that make me think I really could have spent my time better doing anything else, though. >.<

If I get bored or don’t love a show, I will not be afraid to mention that.  I’m not being sponsored by anyone, so there’s no need to curb my own opinion.

My History With Anime

I’m putting this part last because you may not care about when/how I got into anime.  And that’s A-Ok with me.  But if you are curious, here you go.

As a very small child I was exposed to shows like Voltron, but I didn’t know it was anime at the time.  Then Sailor Moon started airing on broadcast television (I didn’t have cable TV growing up), and I got absolutely obsessed.

In a perfect storm, the internet started becoming easily accessible around the same time, so I hopped online to get more Sailor Moon in my life.  In doing this, I started seeing links to other recommended “anime” - which I pronounced as Anne-Nyme at the time.  

Between Blockbuster, Suncoast Video, and the local comic shop (which no longer exists, sadly), I dove into the world of anime. I sank my teeth into things like the Dirty Pair movies, Ranma 1/2, Record of Lodoss War, and even pre-ordered each VHS of Neon Genesis Evangelion as it was coming out. $25.01 for each tape with 2 episodes on it (dubbed, since it was cheaper and I only had my allowance to work with). I was dedicated to the hobby.

I never stopped liking anime from that point on. I ended up leading two anime clubs (high school and college), and I still host a group of friends every week to come over and watch anime.

I'll post a link to my MAL, but it's not complete. I've seen too many shows and have forgotten some along the way. I'm concentrating more on shows I've actually completed on the MAL and probably won't mess with trying to find all the stuff I watched decades ago.

And that about wraps things up for the intro. I've been watching 10-15 shows a season lately (plus whatever we watch in anime club), so I have a lot to talk about. Let me help you figure out if you should watch the anime!

[redneterp]

Nine people I'd like to know better

Thank you to @mcbangle for the tag!

Last Song I Listened To: hmm, I listened to Mozart's Requiem while working on a craft project the other day. Other than that, it'd probably be whatever soundtrack is on fanedits etc in this hellsite(affectionate) but I can't remember any details, so the Requiem it is!

Currently Watching: on actual tv, 9-1-1 and The Amazing Race, my old standby. on streaming, I'm slowly working my way through Grace and Frankie as my "watching while eating supper" show. I had started watching last year, dropped it for a while, and restarted with ?season 6 recently. The premise is interesting, though as with most sitcoms I don't think I could stand to be around any of those people for more than 17 seconds irl. Also, they need an editor who understands that 'vagina' and 'vulva' are not synonyms (the season when Frankie kept painting "vaginas." No ma'am, those are vulvas. Yes, that nearly made me stop watching when they misused it 800 times in a row.

oh, and Doctor Who's new season is apparently available today, I think I'll watch that once I catch up here. I had stopped watching for a while, but Ncuti's Doctor in the holiday specials is drawing me back in.

Sweet/Savoury/Spicy?: probably sweet, as I do like to bake. I used to love spicy but sadly reflux doesn't so i can no longer eat it.

Relationship Status: single

Current Obsession: this month it's 9-1-1 (sorry to followers who haven't been sucked into the weewoo show, I do try and tag!), because I am a sucker for adults figuring out their identities and their shit and trying to find happiness.

Tagging to keep this rolling: anyone who feels so inclined!

[eirian-houpe]

What was your very first fanfic you wrote? It didn't have to be posted/published. Just something you could have just written and tossed or still in a notebook somewhere.

Long story... LOL I'll try to make it short, but it will need some context for my American friends to understand.

Back in the late 70s and into the early 80s there was a British Sci-Fi TV show called Blake's 7. The basic premise of which was (as quoted on IMDB):

In the third century of the second calendar, a corrupt galactic federation, with Earth at its center, Narcotizes its billions of citizens into placid submission. A rebel named Roj Blake, who once tried to organize a resistance group to overthrow the regime, was caught and his memories wiped. But Blake's revolutionary spirit is revived when he witnesses a mass slaughter by police which is covered up by officials. He escapes on-board a prison ship, and together with a lovable band of outlaws, takes over a vacant alien space cruiser of awesome drive capability. Christening their ship, "The Liberator", Blake and his group travel the Milky Way to seek any opportunity to undermine the corrupt regime. —Kevin McCorry (IMDB)

I loved that show. I was 11 when it first aired.

The characters, left to right, Gan, Avon, Cally, Blake, Jenna, Vila.

Though the term hadn't been coined back then, I was among a ground of fans who firmly shipped Avon and Cally. Cally was from a planet called Auron, and was telepathic. That in itself was problematic in earlier seasons of the show because they fell into the 'alien takes over Cally' trap quite often, anyway, I digress.

(Spoilers follow in case anyone wants to search for and watch the show - Major Character Death).

In the final episode of the third season, there was a massive explosion that destroyed the ship, forcing the crew to take refuge on a the artificial planet in which they were in orbit. In the first episode of the fourth season, at the very beginning of the show, the underground complex in which the heroes were sheltering was destroyed in an explosion caused by devices left behind by the villain. Among the survivors of the crew, Avon was the one to confirm Cally's death in the explosion.

This was in 1981. I was 14, and being such a massive shipper, was not about to stand for that. I wrote a script (sadly, I don't have it any longer), in which the crew later found Cally, and during the course of the 'episode' Cally revealed how she had survived. There was angst, hurt/comfort and eventual romance. (No smut... I was 14 for goodness sakes!).

To make a very long story even longer, the school Drama teacher was my form tutor at the time, and gave him the script to read. Unknown to me, he sent the script to the show's producers. Not long after the show had ended, I received a very nice letter from Vere Lorrimer, commending the creativity, but of course the show was done by then. LOL

Thank you for the ask - and the trip down memory lane.

[dracothedeatheatingcupcake-ao3]

(for the artist ask meme) 2, 4, 15, 23?

Oooh, thanks!!! :-D I just got home from work, so I'll do these now, ha.

This is going to be a long post, since I'm posting my art, so I'll put a read more here. ^-^

Artist Asks

2. 5 favourites of your own work?

Ahh, this is a tricky one! I definitely have a few favorite drawings of mine, though.

This one is a favorite since I put a lot of time and effort into it, and it's also the only art I've ever done that has gotten a lot of attention. I think I got over 30k notes when I posted it on Tumblr a few years ago?? Definitely more than I usually get, ha.

I like this one since it is more recent and I like how the background turned out.

I had to add this one, since it took me HOURS to make. Originally it was just Yondu, Rocket, and Baby Groot, but then I wanted to make a phone case, so I rearranged them and added Drax, Gamora, and Peter. Then, before COVID, my local fair had the theme of super heroes and wanted art work for it, so I added Mantis and was going to submit it for judging. Sadly, that never happened, and I missed the deadline for when the fair was rescheduled two years later. -.- I messed up Mantis's size, unfortunately, and the way that I do my art meant that I couldn't fix it, since with my realistic art, I don't have layers. I just draw, kind of like a traditional drawing, just... digital, ha.

I had to add this one, ha. Of all of my "cartoony" drawings, I think this is my favorite. The jaw shape is off, but I was able to capture what I wanted to capture, I think. ^-^

Now, I wanted to add one of my traditional drawings, and I think this is my favorite of the ones I did. I did this when I was... god, 16??? 17??? It's not perfect, but for the time, I think I did a great job. The details in the background killed me, but I think it turned out good.

Also, here's an honorable mention...

This is a painting I did that I'm pretty proud of. Is it perfect?? No, but for my skill level with paint, I think I did a great job.

4. Favourite things to draw?

I'm a little confused as to what exactly this question is referring to, but I'll answer both ways I see it, just in case. So, my favorite thing to draw, as in a broad category, is realistic drawings of people. I like to draw faces and upper torsos usually, and I prefer it when the subject is facing forward. I've been branching into other styles, but my favorite is realistic bust portraits, I suppose. It's also what I'm best at. If I could find a good reference photo, I'd try to do a realistic drawing of Taka and Mondo, too, ha. But I need a reference photo otherwise it doesn't turn out super realistic.

As for genre, I always draw things that are fandom related, ha. If I'm in the fandom, chances are I've drawn SOMETHING for it at some point. Recently I've not had the chance to draw as much, but for big fandoms, I always try to draw or create at least one thing that relates to the fandom.

15. Biggest artist pet peeve?

Hm... I don't think I have any?? I don't tend to have pet peeves about art, really.

23. Do you listen to music or watch shows while you work? If so, what’s your favourite?

It depends! If my family is watching something on TV while I'm drawing, I will listen to music to drown the noise out. But if they're not home and it's quiet, I tend to prefer to not listen to anything, since it is a little distracting. I never watch shows, though, since I cannot multitask. I put my full attention on whatever I'm doing. If I listened to a show or podcast while I was drawing, I'd realize at the end of the show that I took in nothing from it, ha. As for music, I just put my nearly 2,000 song playlist on shuffle and listen to random music that doesn't need my full attention.

Well, that's all!! Thanks for the questions!! I've not had any time to draw recently, but I still do consider myself an artist. Also, since I'm here, I'll post some of my favorite things I've created that aren't drawings or paintings, ha. Did anyone ask??? No, but I wanted to do it, so there. ;-)

The first one is a faux stained glass thing I made, ha. The last one is a large backdrop I made for my work's holiday party in 2020, since it was virtual but my computer wouldn't let me have a virtual background. It took 10 hours, oof.

These are things I made for this crafting scavenger hunt I was a part of. These are the ones I'm more proud of that don't involve myself or others. Sadly the cake turned out stale and was a bit meh, but I put a lot of effort into the look. I wasn't going to, but I'll put the photo I took with the cake too, I suppose. I was supposed to make the 40 orange cake from Our Flag Means Death and eat it with a snail fork while dressed as a pirate on a traditional sailing ship. I couldn't find a snail fork (it's a two prong fork apparently???) but I got the rest pretty spot on, ha.

These are the stockings I made for my family this year, and a sweater I decorated for my work's virtual holiday party in 2021 (featuring my background I made in 2020, ha.)

And of course, who could forget my biggest project, this jacket and cosplay, ha.

Anyway, sorry for the extra photos, but this post was already long, why not make it longer, huh??? 😅

[atlasscrumpit]

Hey if this suggestion makes u uncomfortable in any way u don't have to do it. But I think it be sweet if the moon boys take care of a young reader (teen maybe) who has a history of being abused/or experienced Sa and that breaks the moon boys heart. So they try not to scare them and promise the reader that they won't go through that again and they would protect the reader fiercely. Again u don't have to this if u don't want to, I'm just a sucker for the yandere moon boys being good fathers

It's okay

I hope this is okay! Sorry if it's a bit short

"Steven, I can't let her go. I know we were just supposed to kill that guy for Khonshu but seeing her there. What they did to her, I can't let her go." Marc whispered as he paced up and down their apartment.

"Marc, it's okay. I don't want to let her go either." Steven replied as Marc walked over to the room they had locked you in.

They just wanted to make sure you wouldn't run away and get into even more trouble.

He opened the door and saw you sitting on the floor with your knees to your chest.

"Hey, I'm sorry. I know this must be really confusing and scary. I promise we're the good guys though. We're going to help you." He said as you looked away from him.

"It's okay, I'm used to this. I'll be quiet and won't make a noise or tell anyone." You whispered as he looked at you in confusion.

"Hey, it's okay. You don't need to stay quiet or anything like that. We just want to help." He said as you looked up at him.

"You're not going to use me for things?" You whispered as he looked at you sadly.

"No, never. We'll give you a place to stay, make sure you've got good and we'll make sure you never get hurt again." He said kneeling down to where you were but still far away.

"What's your name?" He asked as you looked up at him.

"Y/N." You responded softly making him smile.

"Well, I'm Marc. I have something called Dissociative Identity Disorder which means there's two other people inside this body too. Their names are Jake and Steven and they're very nice as well. They'll take care of you just as much as I will." He said as you nodded.

"May I have something to eat?" You whispered as he smiled and nodded.

"Of course, what would you like? I can order anything." He said as he stood up and held his hand out to you.

You reached out and he helped you stand up.

"M-Maybe some pizza?" You muttered as he nodded.

"I can definitely do that. You can go watch some TV and I'll order the pizza." He said leading you out to the room.

You sat on the couch and he turned the TV on for you.

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The pizza arrived and you ate a whole pizza to yourself, you were so hungry.

Marc had actually made you laugh.

When you had finished you'd met Steven.

You felt so at ease around them and not to mention safe.

You were watching a movie with Steven and slowly rested your head on his shoulder.

He smiled and looked down to see you slowly falling asleep.

Jake took control and looked down at you and smiled.

"No one will ever, ever hurt you again. You're ours now, mi amor."

[honeyspiders10]

Reposting series Pt.3!!

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Requested by: @anima-chara

Request: Heya! How are you? I dunno if your requests are still open but here we go anyways . . .

Can I request something like Parental!Cole x Child!Reader? (PLATONIC OFC-) 'cause, I remember watching the episode where Cole plays dad to Sensei Wu, when he was a baby, and I was like "That's the cutest thing that I ever saw."

I remembered this episode some days ago and I tried to search if anyone made a fanfic of this but sadly . . .no one :(

I would be glad if you could do it! ^^

Have a good/night!! And remember to drink water!! <333

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Genre: Fluff

Fandom: Ninjago

Pronouns: They/Them

TW: slight swearing

THIS IS VERY LONG... PLEASE READ IF YOURE A NINJAGO FAN THOUGH IM VERY PROUD OF IT.

Pairing: Parental!Cole Brookstone x Child!GN!Reader (Obviously this is PLATONIC with a capital "P")

Style: full on short story bitch

AN: When baby Y/N talks the text that looks like typos, is in fact, done on purpose. Just to clear up and confusion.

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Cole's P.O.V.

Y/N and I are playing Hide-And-Seek in the Monastery. I'm the one looking for the little squirt. They are way too good at hiding, and the fact that this place is so big doesn't help. The last time we played, I had to ask Zane for help. Yeah, they're that good at hiding.

I've been looking for well over thirty (30) minutes. It's almost dinner time, so I need to find the kid. The only place I haven't looked is in Kai's room. They say it's too colorful and bright to go in there so they don't venture in there often. They like my room the best. Apparently, it's the perfect balance of cool colors. I have to agree with them.

Anyway, here we are at KaI's room. Kai is playing video games with Jay, so I won't have to deal with fire boys' anger issues for going into his room without his permission.

"There you are!" I exclaimed, walking into Kai's room. The little squirt was playing was playing with Kai's unnecessary amounts of hair gel. "Hi Tole!" Baby Y/N said happily with a giggle in their voice. I gave a smile to their greeting, they didn't know how to pronounce their "C's" very well, so they call me "Tole" every time it makes my heart swell. "Hey there, Squirt!" I said cheerfully. They got up and ran to me, well attempted. They waddle more than they ran, but they tried. They to me and almost tripped, so I caught them before they face planted into Kai's rug.

I bounced/threw them over to my side so they could sit on my hip. When I did this, they made an "oof" sound and gave me a weird look. "What? Why are you giving me that face?" I asked. "I thought you were going to drop me." I gasped dramatically at them, "I would never do such a thing." I said, winking at them. They giggled at me. "Okay, Squirt, did you get any of kai's hair gel on you? I need to know so we can get rid of the evidence so Kai doesn't have our butts." I said, smirking at them. They laughed me. "I didn open it. I tarted to but it melled unny." They said, grimacing at the thought of the smell. I chuckled at them. "I wonder if that's why you don't like Kai? You don't like the smell of his hair gel?" I asked. "Kai does mell unny. It's his air gel." Y/N smiled up at me. Gosh, I love this little kid. They make me so happy.

We made it to the kitchen, and Zane, Pixal, and Nya were making dinner. Jay and Kai were still playing games on the TV; and Lloyd was sitting at the dining table making conversations with the chefs. "I found them!! They were in K- Jay's room. They were playing with their mechanical thingys." I almost gave us away. Luckily, I caught my tongue. Everyone knew other than Kai what I was going to say. I glared daggers at everyone silently, saying, "If you say something, I'll eat your damn toes." They got the signal. I'll tell everyone later that Y/N was playing with Kai- apparently stinky' hair gel.

"Okay, Squirt, let's get you into your high chair, okay?" I said, sitting them down into their chair next to Zane and I's seats at the table. I offered them my hand to keep them occupied as dinner was getting prepared. They enjoy playing my fingers and tracing the lines on my palms. "Tole?" Y/N asked me, pausing for a moment to stare out the window. "Yeah, kiddo? What's up?" I questioned. "Why is dere a weird bird outside?" They queried. "Oh, that's Zane's falcon." I explained, smiling, letting Squirt know they're safe in the birds presence. "Otay, can we feed the bird?" I laughed, "No Squirt, we can not feed the bird. It's a robot, it doesn't need food." I explained. They looked at me funny and then continued playing with my hand.

"Dinners ready!" Nya announced, placing down rice, stew, and rice buns down onto the table. Zane brought Squirt their mashed potatoes since they won't eat hardly anything else. Pixal sat the plates and utensials

down in front of our respected spots, and placed Y/N's bowl for their potatoes on their high chair tray; along with glasses so everyone could pour their drinks. I heard Jay and Kai get up from the crouch walking over to sit and eat, although they were doing it rather loudly; holding a passive aggressive argument about which Pokemon games were better, old or new. Jay was holding the old ones, and Kai was holding new games. When their squabble was quieting down, I heard Master Wu and Misako walking down the hallway. Misako was holding a cup of what I'm guessing is tea. I got scooped up into what was happening around me that I didn't notice Squirt pulling my fingers to get my attention. "Oh, sorry, what's up, kiddo?" I asked. "I'm ungry." They said, making grabby hands at the bowl of mashed potatoes. "Ah right, sorry Squirt, I forgot to give you your mashies." I grabbed the bowl and put a generous amount into their bowl. "Tank you, Tole!" They said excitedly, waiting patiently for me to get give them a spoonful. "Okay, open wide!" I said, while moving my hand that held the spoon in zigzag motions until I got to their mouth. They ate what was on the spoon, a big bright smile never leaving their face. I went to get another spoonful from the bowl when I dropped the spoon that had a bite on it on the floor. "Shit!" I exclaimed. "Cole!" Everyone but Kai, scolded. "damn it, sorry!" I said, and then I realized that I had said another swear word in my apology for swearing. Everyone (but Kai) was staring at me fire in their eyes. I was mueling in my embarrassment when I heard giggling coming from my right. It was Squirt. "What are you laughing at tiny?" I knew why they were laughing, I just wanted to talk to them. "You tropped the mashies on the loor." They said in between laughs and giggles. 'Oh? Do you want something to laugh at? C'mere!" I jumped up from my chair and started attacking them with tickles. They erupted with laughter as I abused their sides with my thousand tickles of doom. I was also laughing along with them.

   After a couple more minutes of tickles, it was time to finish up dinner and put Squirt to bed. "Tole?" They asked me as Iwas picking them up out of their high chair. "Yeah, tiny?" I questioned. "I'm weally seepy. Tan we go to bed?" They asked, yawning, their sleepiness taking over their senses. I replied with, "Yeah, we can. I'll take you to your bedroom. I said whilst walking to their room, it was right beside my room. Nya, Zane, Pixal, and Jay built it a few weeks after we found Squirt. I couldn't be away from them for very long. I just always feel like I need to be close to them to keep them safe, if I'm not; it makes me nervous.

    "No! I want to be wit chu, Tole!" They protested, nuzzling into me. Now, how can I say no to that. That's right, I can't. "Okay, okay. You don't have to sleep in your room tonight. You can sleep in my room with me." I said to them, they raised up their head and smiled at me, they yawned a few seconds later.

    I walked into my room, sitting Squirt down onto my bed, pulling down the blankets so I could get in. I climbed into my bed and got covered up. I felt something climb on top of me. "What are you doing, tiny?" I asked, smiling. I know they don't like being alone, and they've slept in my room before just always beside me. "Tothing, I just want my Tole." They explained, laying their head down onto my chest. I smiled and put my hand on their back just to make sure they didn't fall off during the night. I kissed their heads. "Goodnight, Squirt." Is the last thing I remember before sleep took me into its universe.

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This was extremely long before I rewrote it.. but damn. It got longer somehow. I still hope you like it! I'm really happy with the rewrite. Anyway, it's 2:00 AM so I need rest. See you tomorrow for another one! Toodles! ALSO, MY TUMBLR WAS BEING STUPID AND WOULDN'T LET ME POST ANYTHING.. AND I REFRESHED MY TUMBLR AND ALMOST LOST THIS WHOLEEEEE THING

[jennibeultimate]

Personal recap Olympics 2022 - Men SP

Now that I collected myself a bit I think I'll be able to write a personal recap. I am not unbiased, I have my obvious favorites and you don't need to agree with me like at all. Also beware it is long, so actually anyone reading this deserves a virtual cookie 🥠!

Let's start with the positive things...the overall quality of the SP was extremely high. We have seen many clean skates. I think many skaters brought out there best.

Shoma my love you did so well! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

This is a gorgeous program - like Zhenya Medvedeva said "he is the embodiment of music" and the costume is just soooo good. If one should win that damn fckd up ISU award it should be this costume. I am incredibly proud of the journey he has taken to come here again. It wasn't easy, but I was with you through it all even at IdF live, so let me bow to you no matter what happens in the free you go down a fighter. Mistake? What mistake 😅 No joke aside the mistake was costly, but ofc it could have been deducted more. His 105.90 score is incredibly good for a mistake on the combo, otherwise I am sure he would have placed before Yuma. Why was his SP score just as high as the Team Event one? Because this time he got all the levels to be 4. He was seen drilling his spins just as the last skater on ice in the morning practice it did pay off. His reactions were damn cute, he was obviously surprised to receive a new personal best. Here is that reaction 🥰🥰🥰

The other skater I truly enjoyed today was Junhwan Cha. This program is made for him. So happy for his personal best. One of my favorite short programs this season. ❤️

I was also extremely happy for Keegan Messing. After his journey with covid and not being sure if you are able to compete, with little practice and he delivered like nothing happened. Admirable! I love his unusual style full of emotions but at the same time so raw and pure! He is definitely not elegant, but very charming. 😊

The French 🇫🇷 guys were also a personal highlight of mine! Kevin Aymoz with such a cool Prince SP so full of character. He should be among the ppl receiving 10s for performance, sadly he was restricted due to his group being early. Adam Siao Him Fa made an error with the fall, still his Star Wars program is so iconic and the lightsaber sound step sequence is 🔥 🔥 🔥 He is definitely one to watch out for the future.

Matteo Rizzo also had a beautiful clean SP. The program just represents Matteo Rizzo. Soft, elegant.

Though not perfect Boyang Jin still was good compared to his usual self. The 4Lz3T was huge! 🔥🔥 🔥 It's sad he isn't in the condition to fight for medals anymore but I just hope he has an amazing free in front of his homecrowd.

I also think this time I enoyed Yuma Kagiyama 's program a lot more than during the season. His jump elements are super smooth. He is definitely one to be able to compete for the future titles. I think the 2nd place is ok considering he was clean and Shoma wasn't, but still I don't think he has to pushed in PCS to such heights. He just isn't there performance wise. On TV it's more diguisable, but let's say he lacks the star presence on the ice. At least he was smiling more during his programs and he is 18 years old and the scoring isn't his fault. So well done Yuma! 👏👏👏👏 I am curious if he can really have an equally good free as in the team event. Most of the season he had one good segment and one bad, but I actually think the free is his strong point. If he can reproduce that a medal should be granted.

Nathan Chen...what can I say about Nathan? His BV is huge, it easily puts him ahead of the field. But is this SP really 113 points worth??? Absolutely not. I like the concept of the SP ok, but it's boring. We all know that PCS aren't rightly awarded at all (I mean 5 skaters scoring around 47 PCS is ridiculous) but c'mon he already has the TES why do you need to make Nathan look like he can do no wrong. He doesn't have a kneebend, his basic skating is rather scratchy. If transitions etc apparently don't matter then at least look at the basic skating. I knew after the Team event that a clean Nathan skate would give him a new WR, because that's the trajectory of his scores and Olympics love their records for clout. The scoring isn't his fault and he mentioned again how he sees Yuzu as the greatest skater, but the scoring doesn't make me enjoy him like at all. The guy isn't bad, he even deserves to win. (I am not delusional to say Yuzu deserves 1st place with mistakes and Nathan does none and still shouldn't win, that's not how it works, the overall impression does matter. It also would be hard to explain for casual viewers and let's be real most judges score like casual viewers with little knowledge. That's what the sport has become. Is it good? No, but it's not Nathan's fault, that saga started long ago.) It's just fans would believe more in scoring if some of the scoring wasn't so blatantly over the top for some.

Morisi Kvitelashvili - uhm...no comment...this clownery is not even worth talking about...you can't even tell his jumps apart...I like the song he used that's all nice I can say

Jason Brown....well...even if I might soon have an aggressiv anon calling me a hater again...I don't understand Jason's scores. I know so many love this program but I don't and that's ok you don't have to like programs to like the skater and I do like Jason's style of skating, he can sell a program...but hello 97 with triples? Just no way. His 3A is not good and is also rather staged, yet he got more than 2 GOEs just 0,5 apart from Yuzu's GOEs jumped from a counter??? You kidding me? And well I can't help it but I know ppl love to say but he deserves highest PCS but honestly most skaters would have more time for their program and transitions if they would jump triples. I know PCS should have nothing to do with jumps, but how come everyone else's PCS is related to their high TES and then their is Jason and rules suddenly apply???? And sorry frankly if he wouldn't be American he wouldn't receive those scores...I do love his positivity as a person and I love the story of him returning to the Olympics, but I just can't really enjoy him either I can't help it.

Yuzu broke my heart 💔💔💔💔

I think I cannot really say much more. I don't think his score was unfair, but I do think in relation to Jason and especially Morisi or Semenenko it's not right. He shouldn't be 8th place. And he should still be in last group. Apart from the 1S he was superb like always. I love love love this step sequence! ❤️ The mistake can't be helped and it's unfortunate it happened to Yuzu. 😭😭😭😭 I am so sad for him. Apparently I cannot have both Shoma and Yuzu good since 2018 😭😭😭😭Yuzu was extremely unlucky today. With the starting number and the scoring of the last group, getting stuck in the hole, most skater having a really good day when he has the worst mistake also is unlucky...the odds weren't in his favor. 😢 Now Yuzu it's time for a miracle! The battle gotten harder but he won't go down without a fight! I believe in you. ❤️

(Just some sidenote to some ppl saying there shouldn't have been such a hole in the ice. Yes it's unfortunate the hole was so massive, but there wasn't ice resurfacing after Yuzu, so everyone after him who didn't do the mistake had the same conditions of the ice and also skated with that hole. It's sad that it happened but in this case there is no conspiracy against Yuzu.)

Some more heartbreaks to notice:

I grieve the uncles today. To be at your 4th games and then having a lackluster is a sad Olympic end to two good careers. 😥 Michal Brezina and Alexei Bychenko haven't announced their retirement yet, but I doubt they will do another 4 years, they would be 35 and 38 years old, that's not gonna happen.

Andrei Mozalev - out of the Russian pack I like him the best. He is special in a way. He ofc has much to improve in presence etc but his basic skating is good, he has a unique style about him that I like. I can't even pinpoint why but I have a soft spot for Andrei. It was such a bad skate. 😢

Last but not least Roman Sadovsky. Just even more heartbroken for Roman than for Yuzu. 3 chances 3 bad skates. Oh boy. I am soooooo sorry. 💔💔💔💔�� And I really blame this on Skate Canada. They never let him experience big stages. Also the burden for Team Event was too heavy. To see him receive hate is really what upset me.

Press con had some nice moments, here have a happy picture!

Thank y'all for reading! I hope everyone can have a satisfying skate!

[soyouthinkucanwrite]

The money thing (part 1/2) - Daniel Ricciardo

It's always the little things, isn't it? The smallest stupidest things make almost no difference and then make all the difference in the world. They make everything special, but they also have the power to tear everything appart.

You and Daniel fight about money for the thousand time and he's had enough of it.

Warnings: super angst, but with a happy ending :)

Guys, this turned out WAY BIGGER than I expected, so I'm just gonna do a part 2, okay? Okay, thanks for understanding!

Song that inspired me: A list by HVOB

You and Daniel had been dating for a couple months now, having met through a common friend and hitting off almost instantly. You lived in Amsterdam and he, well he lived all over the world really, but his "time off" (meaning not racing) was spent between Monaco and London (for work), and Amsterdam now too, of course.

The changes were small and subtle at the beginning, like your weekends being spent traveling to meet him wherever in the world he was and consequently spending almost all your savings on plane tickets. You never complained to him (you planned on spending the money traveling anyway, so you didn't see the point), but didn't accept when he offered to buy your tickets, either. There's been some awkwardness around the subject but it usually died on its own.

*beginning of flashback*

"You’d have gotten here in time if you'd gotten the early flight like I told you" you remembered him saying that time you got in the paddock after the qualifying session had begun and couldn’t kiss him good luck.

"Baby, I told you. It was crazy expensive! Absurd even!"

"(y/n) for god's sake! What are we saving money for? I told you, you have my credit card number, I've offered to get you one, this is ridiculous, I can't believe I literally earn millions and my girlfriend wasn't there with me because the ticket was too expensive! I'll fucking fly you private if I have to!" he was almost yelling in his driver's room. You could only stare from the corner.

He took a deep breath running his hands through his hair. "Sorry. It's just... it was crap out there. I needed you" you grimaced at his words.

"Sorry. I really am..." you tried to approach him. "I'm here now?" you touched his arm. "It can't have been that bad, you're still on the top 10 and we both know what you can do from the 8th car..." you smiled at him.

*end of flashback*

He started to spend much more of his time off with you at your place, so you decided to get a place by yourself (having a roommate was great for company and splitting the rent, but having a roommate there while you guys just wanted some much-needed privacy was not working). Then there were more traveling to meet him, furniture for the new place, clothing for all the events (GPs or not), uber rides here and there... all of that without mentioning that you weren't being able to get the freelance jobs you used to get to make some extra money, so yeah, to say things were tight was an understatement. You tried to do all your shopping alone, so he wouldn't offer and you wouldn't refuse or be awkward about it, but Daniel seem to be glued to you whenever you were in the same city (not that you’re complaining).

He started to spend much more of his time off with you at your place, so you decided to get a place by yourself (having a roommate was great for company and splitting the rent, but having a roommate there while you guys just wanted some much-needed privacy was not working). Then there were more traveling to meet him, furniture for the new place, clothing for all the events (GPs or not), uber rides here and there... all of that without mentioning that you weren't being able to get the freelance jobs you used to get to make some extra money, so yeah, to say things were tight was an understatement. You tried to do all your shopping alone, so he wouldn't offer and you wouldn't refuse or be awkward about it, but Daniel seem to be glued to you whenever you were in the same city (not that you’re complaining).

The thing is, you always had trouble dealing with money. Sure, you liked to pay for your own stuff so as to not owe anything to anyone (especially boys), but it was so much deeper than that. Ever since a kid, you hated asking for money from your parents, and sometimes even the thought of buying stuff that was a bit more expensive made you sick. You couldn't explain why, you just felt guilty having so much and knowing that most people have never even seen that amount. It's not that you didn't want to spend it and save for the sake of it, you just didn't handle the idea of money very well. Needless to say, dating a millionnaire was bound to cause trouble in the relationship for you.

You were currently at his place in Monaco. It was the summer break and you had decided to spend some days just chilling at home, just the two of you - which you were glad since going out means hair, makeup, clothes, accessories, shoes... and, let's be honest, the kind of places he usually took you is not the kind of places you just throw something together last minute (the Instagram models and other driver's girlfriends looking you up and down were enough to make you think about spending money you did not have to hire a stylist or something like that). The whole situation was really stressing you out and you knew you would have to be honest with him eventually, instead of only dodging the subject and refusing most of his offers to pay. You tried to. You kind of tried. You suggested staying at home, in bed, most of the time, and he gladly agreed, but that strategy wasn't gonna work forever. You had to be honest with him. But at the same time, you knew what he was going to say and do, and the thought of him spending money on you, even if just by handling the restaurant bill, wasn't something you were much more comfortable with. Besides, it was only a matter of time before the "gold-digger" term starts to fly around in the small world that was the F1's.

You were laying on his couch, the Olympics playing on the TV but you were too busy overthinking the money thing to pay attention. Daniel was laying with his head on your lap, absently caressing your thigh and watching the TV. His phone went off and he moved to pick it up.

"Hello?" you watched as he answered the phone. "Hey mate, how's it going? Uh nothing, we're just chilling at home. Getting some rest... Yeah, I'm getting rested, you dirty-minded son of a bitch" you rolled your eyes while he laughed out loud on the line with someone. "Yeah, I know... the 19th is it? No, it's fine. Yeah, yeah. I'll be there. Alright, mate. Thanks for calling. Have a good one! Bye!" he hanged up and leaned in to peck you on the lips.

"Good news?" you asked him.

"Not really. Just wanted to kiss you" he shrugged, smiling. You smiled back and hugged him, pulling him in for another kiss. He was always so caring with you, always finding an excuse to kiss or touch you. You knew some people didn't like it, but you loved it. Physical touch was definitely one of your love languages.

"What's happening on the 19th then?" you asked him once you guys set apart from the kiss.

"Gotta be in London. Gonna run some testings and other boring race stuff..."

"Hum..." you hummed in understanding.

"You know what would make it less boring though?" he asked and you just looked at him, you already knew what he was going to ask you and it wasn't that you didn't want to spend every minute of the day with him, but you simply couldn't afford any more traveling, especially not in such short notice. "If you came with me. Huh? What do you say? A week in the Queen's land? Then we can fly together to Spa and after the race, I can go with you to Amsterdam. The next one it's the Dutch GP anyway, I'll just get there sooner" he laughed. It was crushing you, the man of your dreams was literally beaming at making plans with you, talking about spending the next few weeks glued together and you couldn't say yes.

"Dan, I have to work" you smiled sadly.

"Can't you work from distance? Or, I don't know, I mean... I know it's tiring, but you could come to London and fly home a bit early, then just meet me in Belgium?" great, his solution includes even more flying. And the thing is, you really didn't mind the flying. You always slept during the whole thing anyway, so you never got tired and the jetlag was minimal. You could work from distance, sure. Your boss wouldn't mind, as long as you got there eventually to check in on everything. But the whole logistics were just too expensive. There was no way you could afford it.

"I... sorry, I don't think I can" you said sadly and watched as his face dropped.

"That's fine, baby. I get it. I'm asking too much, all this traveling... don't worry about it" he tried to mask his emotions but you knew better. He knew you could in fact work from distance, so he was probably thinking the reason you couldn't do it was because you didn't want to.

He got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen. Meanwhile, you couldn't help but bury your face in your palms. This was so frustrating!

"You wanna go for a run or something? Maybe get something to eat?" he called from the kitchen, already moving on from the subject. You knew this whole thing was only gonna keep build up till he got tired of your excuses or you blowing up, probably the former, but you just keep going.

"Yeah, sure" you answered, getting up from the couch.

You and Daniel were both very active so going for a run, hiking, riding bikes, or whatever in the middle of the day was really routine for you. The Monaco summer weather was as beautiful as always and the sun was shining bright. You enjoyed the rest of your afternoon racing each other, kissing in the harbor, and just taking in the views, spending quality time together. Money wasn't even a thing in your bubble for a while.

"I'm getting hungry" he said on the way back home.

"Me too, and I'm super hot. I could go for a juice or something right now" you were all sweaty from the running, but you didn't care, he was too.

"You're always hot baby, I don't think juice gonna help with that" he grinned at you and you just rolled your eyes at him.

You passed by one of his favorite spots for food, nearby his place and he suggested getting some take-out, to which you agreed.

"Green juice, and a chicken wrap?" you tried to decide while the both of you waited in line.

"I'll never understand how you drink that"

"I've seen you drink that too, it's actually very refreshing"

"Because I'm forced to, I'm a high-performance athlete baby. But I'm on a break, so I'll have a coke, thank you very much" you laughed at him. He was holding your hand and tried to kiss you, wrapping his arm around you, you didn't dodge his kiss, you would never, but still laughed at the fact he wanted to kiss the sweaty mess you were right now.

"I'm gross, only you" you laughed.

"That's my baby, with no makeup she a ten" he rapped shrugging and grinning.

"Alright Lil Wayne, I know that one, don't even finish the verse" you laughed at him, making him laugh out loud, getting everyone's in the restaurant's attention.

"It's true, though"

"Sure..." You just shook your head smiling. Then you heard someone call his name.

"Hey! Daniel!" you both turned around to see Charles and Charlotte sitting in a corner, him waving at you two. You had met Charles a couple of times before but never spoke too much to him. They seemed to be leaving anyway, so they walked towards you guys, instead of towards the door.

"Hey mate, how's it going?" Daniel greeted him with a handshake. "Hey, Charlotte! You know (y/n) yet?"

"Hi! I don't think so, hi! How are you?" she greeted you smiling.

"Hi! Nice to meet you. Hi, Charles!" you said.

"Hey, (y/n). You're keeping him in line during the break? Char won't let me cheat my diet either" he laughed.

"Oh, that ship has sailed long ago! Daniel will just roll into the paddock if it's up to him" you laughed back.

"Hey! I think I've earned the right to some extra calories, we've been working out extra hard lately" Daniel said waving his eyebrows suggestively, making Charlotte giggle, Charles rolls his eyes and you go even redder than you were from the actual workout, while he just laughed out loud.

"I don't even want to know" Charles said. "Always great running into you mate" he was getting ready to say goodbye.

"Are we seeing you guys tomorrow?" Charlotte asked you.

"Tomorrow?" you asked her.

"Stefano's birthday" she said like it was obvious. Stefano Domenicali was the President and CEO of Formula 1, but you didn't know that yet - still, her tone made it seems like it was someone Daniel knew, so you just looked at him. He just rubbed his neck, looking a little embarrassed. "Oh, wait. Please tell me I didn't just said something I shouldn't" she looked at Charles.

"No, no. He invited me. Us, actually" Daniel reassured her. "I don't think we're going though, forgot to mention to you" he said looking at you.

"Uh mate, I wouldn't skip that if I were you. He didn't even invite all the drivers I heard" Charles said. "Maybe just stop by to say hello?"

"Stop by... a yacht... at the sea?" Charlotte said grinning at him. Daniel looked at you.

"You feel like going? It should be fun" he asked you.

"Sounds fancy... I mean, I don't mind if you go" you said.

"Common... I’m not going alone" he nudged you.

"I don't even have anything to wear, Dan" you told him.

"Oh! We can go shopping together!" Charlotte said and you had almost forgotten they were still there.

"Perfect!" Daniel answered for you. You could only imagine the types of stores she shopped.

"Tomorrow morning, then? Daniel can text your address to Charles for me? I'll pick you up!" she was being really nice about it.

"I thought you wanted to go today?" Charles said.

"That's when I thought I would have to go shopping with you, so I could use the extra time since you're the worst shopping partner ever!" she laughed at him.

"Burn!" Daniel laughed.

"His fashion taste is not the most reliable, let's face it" she laughed and kissed his cheek. "It's a date then (y/n)?" she looked expectantly at you. You didn't want to let her down, it was so hard to make friends with the girlfriends of other drivers, they were usually so... not nice. You could always just help her and find something to wear in your own stuff later.

"Yeah, sure! See you tomorrow, at 10?" you said simply.

"Perfect!" she beamed.

>>> end of part 1 <<<

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okay first of all how does anyone bear to do asks i need to keep switching between two tabs trying to figure out what questions i'm trying to ask, there's got to be an easier way-- BUT right, Behind the Scenes asks: 1, 5, 12, 18 PLEASE, and 23. (PS am i supposed to ask so many? prob not. screw it, i'm greedy (PPS am i supposed to be anon rn idk if that's correct etiquette)) THANKS!

I jot the numbers down somewhere if I'm getting overwhelmed. You did great though! And no, there is no etiquette on how many to ask, don't worry. If there's a double I'll just send you to the other ask. More means I get to talk about fic more, which is great! :3

What was the first fandom and/or pairing that you wrote fic for?

Star Wars, Thrawn x OC. I was pretty sauced. I think I have some great moments in there, and I was free to create all the banter I wanted, etc. But it suffers a LOT from me being completely new to multi chapter work. I go into meandering tengeants and don't know when to stop on the world building. It had its fans and really dragged me into the whole fanfic universe though. Maybe one day I'll finish it, but I had no idea which way to go. I feel like I wrote myself in a corner, somewhat haha

5. What is the perfect environment for you to write in?

I don't mind loud spaces like cafes or pubs, so long as the music isn't obnoxious and I can hear my own. I just like places where nobody is going to come to me to interrupt me. Sadly I live and work in a backpacker hostel, meaning I have 50 odd housemates at any given time, without counting the 250 guests. I get interrupted a LOT. So right now, hidden in my bed or hunkering down at my fav cafe, would be my answer.

12. Is there a trope you haven’t written yet but really want to?

Yes! There's this Tarkin & Ahsoka fic I mentioned in this ask. It focuses on the amnesia trope. I really, really like to write sort of mind fucky things from character PoV. So Tarkin struggling with shattered memories and having to rebuild himself while trusting this total stranger… Hard. Especially when WE all know she's lying to him to try and use him for her side, because the rebellion just needs the help that badly. I do need to make better research on real amnesia before I apply scifi logic to it... And I need to not be hyperfixation on Quaritch's blue ass. His own trope scratches a similar itch, since he's a clone with implanted memories. So identity crisis as well...

18. What is a line/scene you’re really proud of? Give us the DVD commentary for that scene.

OK ok I have this entry from my Hannibal ficlets that focuses on a secret inside the "mind palace" Hannibal Lecter has. I've read all three relevant Hannibal books, watched the films, all TV series… And then I read the book Piranesi by Susanna Clarke. It's excellent and I recommend it. It focuses on a man living inside an enormous house that has three levels going in all directions, with clouds in the top level and a sea with rushing tides in the bottom. There are statues everywhere… And birds… And it's very WTF and it takes you a long time to understand what's going on. It's in this man's pov too which thickens the mystery.

I love the works of Piranesi. He's an italian architect and archaelogist who once got sick. 22 yo and delirious with fever, he sketched a series of 'infinite prisons' which you can see here!

So I'm writing this tiny daily ficlet, trying to stick as close to 200 words as I can, and I was folding myself into a piranesian pretzel trying to FIT THE DAMN EXPRESSION in. Making Hannibal's mind palace into a piranesian thing.

There is a corner of his mind always plagued by snow. It is a torturous journey there, through labyrinthine passages, down echoing stairwells and across bridges arcing over the piranesian landscape of his palace. It is easy to lose one's way, to be distracted by the vaulted ceilings of a chapel, the confines of well used hideouts, or the familiar outlines of his Baltimore office. But if he keeps walking, fingers brushing against all the door-frames of all the halls of his mind, eventually they alight on damp wood, cold and brittle. 

[he's off to visit his baby sister, who he keeps in there. He was forced to eat her by soldiers as a child, yeah it's dark]

23. If you had to remix one of your own fics, which would it be and how would you remix it?

I'm not super hung up on this idea. I write and move on. I have 151 works currently and I've been on ao3 for not even 3 years. So as you can imagine I have a tendency to create a new work rather than worry about remixing.

This being said I'd probably completely retool my very first fic, as per answer 1. I'd change the OC, shorten the plot by A LOT, get the action started sooner, completely drop a lot of worldbuilding… It's a slog, which can be very sweet in a fanfic when you're enjoying the slog content, but dear lord, it makes for awkward re-reading. I'd make the OC an alien instead of a human raised by aliens. Too much going on.

[love-amihan]

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I LIKE YOU // FUSHIGURO MEGUMI

song inspiration: 1980s horror film ii by wallows

amihan's note: have no one specific in mind whilst making this scenario but then viola! megumi came into my mind and here we are. anyways, here i serve to you a lil angst ig. happy reading!

best friend!megumi x fem!reader

you whimper as the boy blows at your wound, trying to ease your pain "it hurts gumi" you whisper as megumi assists your wound messily applying alcohol.

you hiss and tighten your grip on his hand "just a little bit more" he told you plastering the band-aid then giving it a light kiss, "there all better!" he says trying to cheer you up.

he pats your head and praises you, "let's go, you wanna sit on the swing?" you look up at him smiling.

he really knows how to make you feel better "you'll push me higher this time?" you reply, skipping away to where the swing is, megumi follows behind you.

"okay but don't cry when you get a scratch again" he teases poking your side, you huff and cross your little arms glaring at him.

"i didn't cry!" megumi laughs at you, mocking you, "sure whatever helps you sleep at night, crybaby" you angrily stomp your way to the swing sitting on it.

"whatever just push me so i won't stay mad at you," megumi giggles and walks behind you while shaking his head. "as you please, your highness" pushing you lightly until you tell him to go higher.

megumi and you are known to be friends ever since you were a child, he's always at your aid whenever you need him, the same goes for him.

the two of you always tell each other's secret though not for long except for one.

here you are at the age of seventeen, you take one last look at yourself smacking your lips together before nodding in approval.

right on time, a knock was heard before it was opened "hey, you ready?" megumi asks, he stops in his tracks, you smile at him giving him a little twirl "what do you think?"

this is the first time megumi starts seeing you more in a romantic way, you look beautiful standing there in front of him.

making him stunned as he takes a good look at you, you step closer to him waving your hands in front of his face "earth to gumi?" then giving his cheeks a little tap.

megumi snaps out of it, the tip of his ears shading in red. he clears his throat looking to the side "y-you look pretty" he mumbles, you stand up straight, hands on your hips. "aww, no snarky comments?" you said not noticing that he's flustered by you.

he turns around heading to the door, once he composes himself he tries to go back to his normal self. he let out a fake annoyed tone, "let's hurry, you took too long. the movie's probably gonna start any minute now."

you giggle at his comment and sling your bag by your shoulder catching up with him.

while buying the tickets for the movie, the man behind the counter smiles at you. you're finally seeing this movie, it was all you can talk about with megumi for the past month ever since the teaser was released.

you're cut out of your thoughts when the man mentions something that's always been asked between you two "what a lovely couple," he compliments.

megumi chokes on his spit blushing a little, hiding under his collar hoping you will not catch his tomato face. you softly smile at the man used on what to do with the situation.

"oh we're not a couple, he's a great friend from childhood" megumi's heart aches a little by your words, he shakes his head 'stop being weird, you shouldn't feel this way about her' he thought to himself.

the man nods, muttering apologies for misunderstanding. he gives the tickets and megumi pays for it, you're about to give your cut when he gently pushes your hand away while shaking his head "my treat."

you nod at him smiling widely "okay, but i'll buy our popcorns," you offer not taking 'no' for an answer, heading to the snack bar.

he lets out a deep breath 'this will go away soon for sure' he convinces himself as you make your way inside the cinema skipping happily, dragging megumi with you.

unfortunately for megumi, he just fell deeper for his best friend, he buries his face in his pillow groaning "damn it!"

he was stops having an argument with himself when he hears a ping from his phone, he lazily picks it up and sees your name. he sits up straight, blushing like a high school girl, he shakes his head lightly slapping his cheek with his free hand.

y/n: hey let's hang out at my place, found a good movie to watch

megumi is about to say he's busy just to avoid you as much as he can, when you sent another text

y/n: wanna watch it with you please gumiii

he sighs in defeat and replies to you that he's on his way, reaching your house he lets out a breath calming himself before going in "n/n" he calls out as you replied "living room!"

"hey" he greets you as he takes a seat beside you, humming you immediately snuggles to his side playing the movie. this is like a routine whenever the two of you want to watch a movie.

megumi flushes red shakingly wrapping his arms around you trying to focus on the tv.

megumi cannot focus on the movie at all, all he can think about is how you feel good by his side. you're like a missing puzzle made just for him, lots of thoughts running in his mind. he contemplates a lot of times whether to confess or not.

after the movie, he comes to a conclusion. not being able to keep a secret anymore, he clears his throat looking at you with seriousness written all over his face.

you look back at him blinking before positioning yourself in front of him, sitting up straight.

"i have something to tell you," he says looking straight into your eyes, you smile at him, holding his hand encouraging him to continue "sure go ahead."

he gather all his courage letting out a deep breath looking down at his lap before looking back at you "back when we were seventeen, i started catching feelings for you" he cringes at his wording.

"what i'm trying to say is i... i've like you for quite a while now" he curses himself as the confession comes out in a whisper, adding "in a romantic way i mean" you stare at him intently blinking.

"oh gumi" you shake your head, sadly smiling at him "megumi, i hope this will not affect our friendship. i deeply appreciate you more than anyone but..."

megumi nods at your words waiting for your answer, you take a deep breath before dropping the bomb.

to say that he was not expecting your answer was an understatement. he watches your lips as you forms your words,

"i'm really not that into guys"

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[nickywhoisi]

SO IT HAS BEEN A GODFORSAKENLY LONG TIME

WOW I KNOW and sadly there has just been too much to regale. A lot that would be very uncomfortable, but thank the whole entire cosmos that now I can say that, for the past few days, things have finally become steady and even a little good again. I got some motel stays to get out of this absurd heat AND IT HAS BEEN SO GOOD TO BE ABLE TO COOK AND HAVE A FRIDGE AND MILK AGAIN

I can watch some good TV, and I have finally gotten the energy back to come to terms with such slimebucket populus' mental ideas about homeless people, and how it really does not apply to me and no matter how much I can get accosted by it, I should try my best to not...automatically hate people. I mean, I still do, but I am working towards getting all my trust back. It will be a very long road there. But I also have enough energy to rekindle my love for my interests and catch up on my shows and videogames and art. I have been slowly creating and doing more, and it feels good.

I am really hoping a certain pet store does not get kicked out in place of a fucking shitty pot store. That just means to me all of the mall its in will be literally smoked out of all business, and it will all go to be destroyed. I don't want that, and I am so tired of these things like this. I will be sent to an early death by dementia if this world keeps changing too much around me exactly into what I don't want it to be.

I did get to visit it for a couple final days though. So now I will always have the memories of the tetra fish, the bubbling sounds of the fishtank filters, the sights of the colorful dioramas, the bird cages and the gerbils. The slightly checkered floor. It's all there in my mind now. I even got a pet, so I fulfilled a wish of mine from way back when; to get a pet of my own from there. Sadly, the bird is a little shit at the moment, but I'm slowly learning how best to take care of it, and hope that it will finally learn to appreciate my efforts for it. It was not an easy decision to make as a homeless person and was a great expense, and the bird is also still a baby so it has a lot to learn. Far too many errors and badness between us happened so far, but just last night and today seems different from these rocky beginnings.

And most importantly, I got the correct help from Options, and UCRC got me not only one but two referrals for their mental help and homeless prevention teams! I have to figure out where I'll be on Tuesday so I can make it, and I really wish I could get started on getting help from the other team, but tomorrow, I can at least call the second team to get psychiatry help. I think this will be really good for me, like this journaling has been. But it's so incredible to me! I set out to get a referral, and I got TWO when I was beginning to dread that they didn't have/do these services and I would have been so afraid that options would be just another organization who cornered me with incorrect information and I would have had no reason left to trust anyone trying to "help". My social connections I think would have been fully over, dead in the water. That would not be okay. So as impatient as I am with one team not being available while I very much am ready, I will try to get some more time here at the motel, because it still seems like the weather is absurdly hot, and I need to keep me and the bird out of that heat.

Additionally, I have FINALLY AFTER EONS OF WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIME gotten back into watching One Piece. I'm on the Nanone G-8 island, the series' best filler arc. It is still super good, just like I remember 8D Jonathan is such a great guy and amazing captain. He's the only one in the whole show with a galaxy brain and he has actually good strategic thinking. The Straw Hats get a really different kind of battle here; purely of wits and creative problem solving, and I think that's why in a shounen show famed for spectacularly wild battles and pure combat, this arc sticks out so well even today. I can only hope there are more moments or characters like what we get here later on in the episodes.

My art I am still working on slowly, with limited art supplies too. But I did get some good inks, so I'm gonna upload. And I finally extracted the files I needed for the book finishing posts. Unless my mind is really going and I've already done? Might need to check. Disregard if I have.