#if a person unrelated to teo happens to have green eyes and brown hair i will instantly be more attracted to them. i cannot imagine ever | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

thelonelynindroid · 3 years

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As a questioning possibly demisexual there aren't many features that just instantly make a person more attractive to me but then BOOM dark hair and that little front tooth gap

#no if i am demisexual it'll make so much sense tho. I've never been able to figure out what my TYPE is when it comes to physical features #yknow ppl are always like 'i like blondes' or 'i like a specific type of face/body' and maybe they have exceptions but they're always attra #ctted to people who DO have those??#maybe it's to do with the fact that i fixate on crushes but. i definitely feel intense attraction to ppls specic features it's not like i #don't care. it's just that i only FORM that attraction to those once I'm attracted to the person as a whole already #say i like a guy. let's call him teo #say teo has brown hair and pretty green eyes. at first i do not care about this. then teo does or says something funny or borderline insane #then teo shows me his knife collection #i start thinking about how nice teos voice is. i am borderline obsessed with teo's voice #now i love his hair. i love it SO MUCH but I'm not in love with him yet. i think his eyes are the prettiest thing in the world.#if a person unrelated to teo happens to have green eyes and brown hair i will instantly be more attracted to them. i cannot imagine ever #falling for someone with a different voice hair colour and eye colour than teo. i am very attracted to his features. I DEFINITELY care.#teo leaves or something and i get bored and forget about him and bury him away in my mind #i no longer stop to look at strangers with brown hair.#i meet a girl named em. em is blonde and has a strong nose bridge #i think her face is aesthetically pleasing. note how that is different from attractive #she reveals her secret plans for vengeance against those who have wronged her through manipulation smart tactics and possibly knives to me #god her voice is nice. she could ruin me #do you see where this is going? my type is now blondes #am i demi or just intensely obsessive??? help #alexprobablytalksshit #wait come to think of it .........this post might only be bc of one person. have i. have i ever been attracted to anyone else with these #features before now. pls. pls tell me i didn't just write a post then debunk the entire theme in the tags.#WAIT IT'S LITERALLY JUST BC OF HIM DKDHAHJSSH #i just PROVED the EXACT thing i was trying to explain. i am a LOST cause besties. a LOST cause.

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