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Tech Tuesday: Jake Jensen
Summary: Jake knows he's the luckiest man in the world and it's all because of you.
A/N: Reader is female. No physical descriptors used.
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"Y' see, Jake, a lot o' people in this department ain't exactly friendly to others," Sy tells him. "In fact, it can be difficult for me an' Pine to assign anyone to tickets that require interacting with others."
Jake nods, a little nervously. "IT generally doesn't draw the most charismatic people."
"Which is a damn shame because, more and more, it requires some decent people skills," Sy agrees. "That's why Pine an' I were thinking of giving you a promotion." Jake's eyes go wide with shock. "The way things are right now, we assign tickets kinda randomly. We're interested in putting you in charge of the tickets. You'd be takin' on a lot more of the people focused work, the level 1 support, and the others'd be pickin' up more of your programming work. But since we all know workin' with people can be a pain, Pine's made sure to negotiate some more money into our budget for you. If you want the job."
"By 'in charge of tickets' do you mean I'd be taking them all on?"
"No, no, no," Sy assures. "Just that you'd be making them your priority. And you'd be assigning the level 2 and 3 support tickets around the department as you see fit."
"Won't that cut into your work?"
Syverson laughs at that. "Given how much o' my day is puttin' out fires caused by one of ours bein' rude to others in the building, yeah. But that just gives me more time for actually managing y'all, keepin' us up-to-date on projects, security measures and other stuff."
Jake thinks for a moment. "Does this mean I'll also be responsible for Lloyd's complaints about not getting Maestro assigned to his tickets?"
"He has eased up on that," Sy counters. "But yes."
"But this promotion gives me the authority to handle him, right?"
"That's correct."
Jake nods. "I'm in. Thanks so much for this!"
It had taken forever to get the twins to sleep for their afternoon naps. Leah couldn't stop fidgeting, at least until you gave her the Charmander stuffie to hold as you rocked them. But then Luke wanted his Bulbasaur and you ended up with overfull arms. Some days you're surprised your own biceps aren't as big as Jake's!
Jake's performance review was today and you wanted to make sure to cook up his favorite foods. You'd already sent some of his favorite snacks to work with him. You chuckle thinking about how quickly he can down a bottle of Mountain Dew. The bag of gummy worms to go with the meatball sub were, hopefully, a nice surprise for him. Generally all the sweets in the apartment were homemade but you know how much of a comfort gummy worms can be for him.
And after all Jake has done for you, for the twins, how could not comfort him? Be there for him? Jake never once talked down to you. Never made you feel like your hobbies or interests were a waste of time. He always made sure you felt loved and appreciated. You'd been together for so many years but you still giggle like a teenager whenever you think of him. And you know he does the same. Heck, you giggle as you think of him blushing pink and smiling as he thinks about you.
He's been working so hard to make sure you and the twins were provided for. The budget was sometimes tight but Jake made enough and your commissions were a good supplement. It just made sense for your little family to have a stay-at-home parent. Childcare costs for twins could be rough. But you got more creative with recipes, clothing, toys; your families were happy to help with a lot of the baby supplies; all of it resulting in all of you being able to live a nice, modest but incredibly happy life.
As the twins nap you get to work on the 5-cheese mac you know Jake loves. You're positive his performance review will go well, but it doesn't hurt to have a comfort food ready for him when he gets home.
Jake was practically bursting with excitement when he came home. As soon as he walked through the door the twins held out their hands, smiling, "Dada! Dada!" It always made his heart melt that they looked forward to his coming home. He picked them both up and spun, making them squeal with laughter. He takes a deep breath and knows what you're cooking up for dinner, making him smile even more. He's almost tearing up from how loved he feels.
"Dinner's just about ready," you call from the kitchen.
Jake looks to Luke and Leah, "you ready for dinner? Smells like Mama cooked up some really good food for us!" They both start chattering and laughing as Jake dances them over to their highchairs and gets them settled in. He joins you in the kitchen to help you carry things out and greets you with a big kiss.
"I take it the review went well?"
He starts visibly shaking with excitement, "so well! Let's get dinner started and I'll tell you!"
"Tease!" you smile at him as the two of you take things out to the table, making him laugh. Seeing him laugh causes the twins to renew their laughing and your heart warms all the more for it.
You and Jake alternate dishing out the food for yourselves and the twins. Even though it's certainly cooled down, Luke still holds out his spoon of mac and cheese for you to blow on it. Meanwhile Jake is helping to portion control Leah's ketchup for her chicken nuggets. Both of you are certain she'd drink the ketchup if left unattended so you've developed a system of adding a little dollop to each one as she's eating. Sometimes Jake thinks she views it as a game to play and he hopes she never grows out of it.
After the twins are sated a bit, you and Jake can finally dig in to your own plates. Jake gives all the appreciative moans he knows make you smile. It helps that your cooking is genuinely so damn delicious.
"Now will you finally tell me how the review went?"
"I'm getting a promotion!"
You squeal with happiness, causing a chain reaction with the twins. "A promotion! That's so wonderful! So well deserved!"
Jake blushes, "thank you, Sunshine. And it even comes with a pay raise! I think, after a few months, we can start looking at getting a bigger place!"
"Oh, Jakey! That's so wonderful! I really feel like we should celebrate!"
"I can think of a few ways to celebrate," Jake says, wiggling his eyebrows.
"Definitely," you confirm with a giggle as heat rushes to your face. "I'm also thinking we should do a gaming night."
Jake's eyes go wide, "yes, please! Oh that would be so amazing! Not as amazing as you, but still amazing. God I love you so much, Sunshine! You're the best thing to ever happen to me---"
"I feel the same about you, Jakey," you say softly.
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LOVE IS CONCOCTED FROM ESTERS AND KETONES- CH.02: ROBIN
SYNOPSIS: youâve been commissioned to make a perfume that tells the life story of the universeâs most beloved idol. donât let her down now.
CHARACTERS: robin, mentions of sunday, gopher wood, jade, and welt
TAGS: robin character story spoilers, mild gore (descriptions of a gunshot wound), mild angst, CRASHOUT ROBIN REAL WE ALL CHEERED (potentially ooc), 5.7k+ wc (I got carried away... sorry not sorry :3)
TAGLIST: @mitsvriii, @harque, @akutasoda, @flowery-jazz, @hazyue, @gabile18, @khoncore, @lxkeeeee, @mewnekoice-mecha, @nariism
NOTES: i love women give me a "hell yeah" in the comments if u agree
special thanks to pookies @wystiix, @tragedy-of-commons, and @papiliotao for proofreading!
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Paparazzi in front of your store isnât uncommon, but for a crowd like this so early in the morning- itâs already giving you a headache.
It hasnât even been a half hour since you flipped the sign on the front door to âopenâ when you hear the squeal of tires pulling up to the curb. Several of them, in fact. The voices of reporters and paparazzi meld into one jumbled mess that grates on your ears, growing even louder when a car door opens and shuts.
Yeri and Aika glance over from where they are.
âWe havenât had a crowd like that in ages. Wonder who it could be.â
The flutter of camera shutters going off one after another is so loud theyâre heard even inside the store. Camera flashes practically blind your poor shop assistants as they shield their eyes and draw the blinds shut. The cameras go off even more frantically now, desperate to get a few last shots in before the blinds shut entirely.Â
You hear the front door slam shut and a loud sigh of relief. Yeri and Aika both gasp in shock, and that catches your attention. It must be someone really famous then, or someone they idolize to elicit that kind of reaction.Â
You peek up from the counter and instantly realize why the paparazzi went insane. Lilac-silver hair, fluttery wings behind her ears, a halo with flowers at the ends that resemble angelâs trumpetsâŚÂ
Itâs Robin. The Robin, in the flesh. In your store.
Youâre no stranger to having famous people in your store, but youâve never had a singer on her level of renown and you find yourself becoming strangely nervous. Two burly security guards flank her sides. She meets your gaze and bashfully smiles and waves.Â
âYou must be (Name). Iâve heard many good things about you and your store.â
Her voice is even more angelic in personâŚÂ
She extends her hand out for a handshake and you accept. The smooth silk of her glove brushes against your hand and you can hardly believe your luck right now. Youâve had your fair share of famous people in your store. Movie stars, politicians, celebrities, and the like tend to be a common sight in your store. Greetings range from a handshake to a hug to even a kiss on the cheek. But the thing is that they tend to be lax on a no-touching rule or donât have one outright, often being photographed hugging their ardent fans. However, Robin has a strict no touching rule at her concerts and fan meet and greets. She will never touch someone of her own accord unless itâs a close friend or family and if a fan gets too bold⌠Well, her security is there for a reason.Â
âDo you mind if I just walk around? I donât really have a scent in mind- or rather, a story that I want to tell. Iâd like to see what you have to offer.â
âNot at all. Just call me over if you have questions or need any help.â
She walks around the store, occasionally stopping to sample some perfumes. She likes many of your perfumes, as evidenced by how her eyebrows raise in pleasant agreement almost every other bottle. But she looks rather⌠disinterested. No, disinterested isnât the right word. More like⌠unsatisfied. Like she hasnât found what sheâs looking for just yet.
She checks her phone and her eyes flash in panic as she sees the time.Â
âOh, itâll be unbecoming of me and your shopâs reputation if I leave here without something. Quick, pass me a perfume you think Iâll enjoy! Money doesnât matter. I have more credits than I know what to do with.â
You scan your store and hand her the first feminine perfume that catches your eye. Itâs in a pretty pink bottle with a vintage atomizer. Itâs sweet, sugary, and fruity. No surprise that itâs one of your best-sellers among young women, with top notes of juicy fruits and sparkling alcohol before drying down to a sweet vanilla with powdery aspects. You donât doubt that she has a million other perfumes that smell similar and itâll probably be quickly forgotten about in her undoubtedly already-extensive perfume collection, but itâs a crowd-pleaser and it wouldnât hurt to add another bottle.Â
She swipes her card quickly and leaves, but not before looking back at you with a promising glint in her eyes.
âIâll be back soon. And without the paparazzi.â
In your experience, that usually means a client wants a personalized perfume. Meaning theyâre going to be divulging aspects of their past they donât want anyone else around for.
Aika wanders over to your side when sheâs out the door and the paparazzi have left. Yeri is in the back on the verge of fainting, mumbling something about her lucky stars having blessed her for a lifetime.
âWhat was that about? Seems like a wasted trip to me.â
You shrug and make your way back to the lab.
âBeats me.â
Weeks come and go. You handle clients as per usual, but you canât get her out of your mind. And as youâre thinking about her while opening for the day, she shows up- albeit you don't recognize her at first. There are no outrageous paparazzi and she doesnât even have her security with. Sheâs wearing a big tan trench coat that hides her svelte figure and instead makes her look like a shapeless mess. Her silver hair is hastily shoved into the hat atop her head and when she removes it, her halo also springs up, bobbing up and down a bit before stilling. The wings by her ears flutter and twitch as she stretches them out after hiding them in what was surely an uncomfortable position for so long.Â
âGood morning,â she greets with a gentle smile.
âGood morning,â you greet in return. âItâs nice to see you here again. Anything I can help you with today?â
âYes, actually. Iâd like to get a perfume custom-made.â
You tell Yeri and Aika to handle any customers that come in through the door before leading Robin to the back. Next to your lab is a small office where the business side of things are handled, and itâs where you negotiate commissions from clients. You unceremoniously brush aside a stack of credit card receipts and clear the desk space. You ask Robin if sheâd like some snacks and tea. She declines the former but accepts the latter, and as the kettle boils atop the mini fridge in the corner, you get down to business.Â
âIâm happy to custom-make a perfume to your needs. Letâs get the necessary details sorted out first, and then we can move onto the fun stuff.â
You rattle off your rules regarding payment, as well as a rough timeline of production and when she can expect updates from you. She nods when she has to and you can see the same impatience in her eyes for the fun to begin.Â
After confirming with her and seeing the astronomical down payment go through, you can finally get into the part you enjoy the most.Â
âSo, what would you like your perfume to smell like?â
âIâd like it to reflect my life story.â
Not an uncommon request. Probably one of your most common ones, actually. Consultations for these types of scents tend to be the longest, as clients pour out their life stories to you. Theyâd often bring a variety of items for you to smell to get a better idea, such as rags that belonged to someone dear a long time ago or locks of hair tied together with a yellowing ribbon. In this case, you wonder what the illustrious Miss Robin would bring.Â
The kettle goes off and you make some tea for the both of you. As you fill her cup, she looks around nervously.
âWill⌠anyone overhear this?â
âDonât worry. The walls are soundproof here and you need the right key to unlock the door. As for my shop assistants, wellâŚâ
You mimic zipping your lips shut and throwing the key away.
âClient confidentiality has always been our utmost priority. Alongside a quality product, of course.â
You shoot her a wink and she laughs, her voice sounding like tinkling bells. The tension has visibly dissipated from her shoulders and she eagerly gets started.
âIf I were to describe my life as a song, then the beginning of it was dark and solemn. A Stellaron invaded my homeland and took my mother from me. The chords were dissonant and the melody was unpleasant.â
Your phone buzzes and you see she sent over several voice messages.
âTranscripts of an exclusive interview I did a while back,â she explains. âOne of the first and only times I opened up about my past. But since these are already out there, I wouldnât want to waste your time. Instead, Iâll be telling you things that no reporter has heard before.â
She skips to when she first started studying music soon after she arrived on Penacony.Â
âMy fingers still ache every time I think about the countless hours and late nights I spent alone in the practice rooms,â she says, lightly chuckling at the end as she surely recounts many memories. Then, her smile fades a bit.
âAt the time, I had the support of my brother and friends, but right outside, there were people already disapproving. We were taken in by Gopher Wood, head of the Oak Family. You see, thereâs five lineages that make up The Family, each handling different affairs,â she explains. âThe Oak Family is in charge of political organization, whereas the Iris Family oversees the entertainment industry. Thus, many people, especially those of the Iris Family, cast doubts on whether I could make it as a singer when I ideally shouldâve been learning how to handle political affairs.â
Robin sighs and looks out the window, fingernails drumming against her still-steaming mug of tea. Your phone continues to record and you hurriedly scribble down notes in your notepad.Â
âBut I made it, despite what they said and their stake in the entertainment industry.â
âIf you could thank only one person for their support, who would it be?â
âWhy, my brother, of course!â
âPlease tell me more about him.â
Her eyes light up and the wings by the side of her head flutter rapidly. Itâs clear she loves her brother dearly as she excitedly gushes about him.Â
âSunday made many sacrifices to support my dream. From when we were children, he never faltered in his support. In fact, the tipping point was when I put on a concert soon after I had just started taking music lessons. It was in our bedroom with him as the only audience member. There were no fancy acoustics, cheering fans, or even a mic. It was just me, singing my heart out as he clapped along. Thinking back, it was⌠something for sure! As I had just started taking music seriously, I had yet to grasp the basics. I was off-key, would flub several passages because I forgot the lyrics, and wouldnât be able to hit all the notes.â
She winces and shakes her head as if to chase the thoughts away. Her wings puff out and droop from embarrassment.Â
âIt mustâve been an awful listening experience for him. But Sunday never showed it. After the concert was over, he stood up and clapped as if demanding an encore and Iâll never forget the look on his adorable face,â giggles Robin. âIâve rarely seen him look so proud as he did back then.â
You picture a starry-eyed, baby-faced Sunday, a far cry from the dignified and solemn image of the Family head and giggle along. Robinâs eyes glint conspiratorially as she divulges for a moment to show you his baby photos on her phone. Here, you learn that he has a massive sweet tooth and that the dentist was his worst nightmare as a child.
When she sets her phone back down, thereâs still that joy in her eyes that only comes from discussing her brother.Â
âWhen I went off to university, Sunday continued to show that same level of care, even with his ever-increasing responsibilities. He never missed a concert, never missed a call, and never failed to send me care packages when I needed them the most. However, he faced scorn from other Family members for my career choices when he was still a leader-in-training and lacked the grace to handle such situations.â
The joy falls from her eyes and her smile slips a bit. Her wings droop even lower this time.Â
âLooking back, it mustâve been unimaginably hard on him. Not only was he worrying about how to lead The Family, but was also worrying nonstop about me. He mustâve been so stressed⌠But if I try to bring it up to him and apologize, he wonât give me the chance to.â
Robin lets out a forced laugh. You sip your tea and pretend to be very occupied with your notes, giving her a moment to collect herself before she moves on.Â
âAfter I graduated, my fame steadily increased until it skyrocketed after I released two singles- âIf I Can Stop One Heart From Breakingâ and âOn That Most Beautiful Dayâ. I still remember waking up and seeing they had jumped to the top of the charts across the cosmos almost overnight and stayed there for ages. My manager was overjoyed and I could hardly believe it. It felt as if all my hard work and everyoneâs sacrifices had finally paid off. I was no longer Robin the budding singer and little sister, but Robin the cosmic songstress now⌠it was a bit bittersweet, Iâll admit.â
She fiddles with a strand of hair.Â
âAs you may be aware, around this time I decided to take a break and devote my time to philanthropic work instead, much to the confusion of everyone.â
She shows you the photos she took during that time. Her standing in front of schools she had helped rebuild with, singing to a crowd of shell-shocked soldiers, holding up scores that wouldâve been lost to time if not for her efforts, teaching children how to sing, and more.Â
âI wonât deny that I was purposefully putting myself in dangerous situations. But to me, it was worth the risk. If I could save one child, provide an education for a child the way The Family provided one to me, or inspire someone to pursue their passion regardless of the obstacles standing in the way⌠then it wouldâve all been worth it. Even this.â
She removes the violet collar around her neck and points to a spot on her neck. Itâs a patch of skin lighter than the surrounding area and you realize itâs scar tissue.Â
âI was shot during this time,â she gingerly says as she fastens the collar around her neck again. Itâs then you realize that youâve never seen Robin without something covering her neck. A scarf, furs, necklaces, thereâs always something there. âThis is something that only my brother and the late head of the Oak Family know about. The bullet had just barely missed my vocal chords. I made a full recovery, but I was terrified for a long time after that. Still, I found the strength to keep going and thanked Xipe every night that I had survived with my voice unscathed.â
Youâre writing notes down furiously, and Robin pauses to give you some time. When youâve jotted down all your ideas, you look down at the page and frown. Your notepad looks like a mess right now. Ruined childhood: strawberry, sugar, praline, bubble gum, cotton candy, violet, datura(????). War: BLOOD, GUNPOWDER, leather, smoke, pomegranate, METALLIC NOTES, animal notes. Stardom: marshmallow, cake, rose, raspberry, vanilla, caramel, amber, almond, SoulGlad (what does it even smell likeâŚ? ) MAGNOLIA, jasmine. Brother: sandalwood, lavender(??? Might throw everything off), skin.Â
âUm⌠this fragrance wonât exactly be wearable. Would you like for me to-â
âI donât care about wearability. I have too many pleasant-smelling perfumes. Show me artistry,â she demands.Â
You feel the familiar thrill of excitement run through you that comes with having free reign to do whatever you want without your client getting pissed.Â
You can tell youâre nearing the end now when Robin moves onto her brother and his fate after recent events. Now this, you know of, but you were surprised by how big of a role Robin played in toppling his plans. Faking her death, using the power of the Harmony to unite everyone under a song to lead the fight against him, striking a deal with a crafty IPC businesswoman, and for it all to have been successful. Or well, as successful as a plan of this magnitude can be.
You realize this little bird is just as cunning as her brother, even if she doesnât look the part. They really do share the same blood.Â
âI love my brother, I really do. He has a bleeding heart and hates to see those around him struggle. Of all the decisions he couldâve made in a position of power, choosing to protect people from suffering was one of the best. However, the way he went about it⌠I just couldnât let myself turn a blind eye and do nothing simply because he was my brother. By trapping everyone within a dream to form a collective Order⌠thatâs no way to live.â
She bunches her hands into fists.Â
âThis is something that weâve disagreed on for years. He wants to shoulder humanityâs pain and give them an idyllic, painless life where no one has to think no matter the cost, whereas I believe that although pain is an unavoidable part of living, people are more than strong enough to push through that pain and make it something worthwhile. Take me, for instance!â
She suddenly stands up. Thereâs a blazing conviction in her eyes that makes you flinch a bit. Her fingers are splayed out across your desk as she leans forward.
âI sacrificed so much to pursue my dream of becoming a singer- time, money, energy, and blood! Sunday doesnât know this, but Iâd cry myself to sleep many nights during university, wondering if I could even make it in this field overcrowded with talent. What if I couldnât? I have no other skills and Iâd be forced to rely on him, which as much as I love him, I donât want. I donât want everything handed to me on a silver platter just because of his position! And he knows this! He knows of the impossibly high standards I hold myself to!â
Robin takes a deep, shuddering breath to calm herself. Reign it in. The Harmony preaches unity, not dissonant outbursts. But it doesnât work. She hasnât felt this angry in a long time. Or perhaps itâs all the repressed emotions finally bursting forth after suppressing them beneath the smile she always has on.Â
âLet it all out. You deserve to.â
She doesnât need to be told twice.
âI get that weâre siblings and that weâre always going to disagree, especially on something as subjective as our beliefs in humanity but how is he not only blind, but also deaf with his eyes and ears everywhere? Heâs seen the lengths Iâd go to, all in the name of music. He was one of the first to receive the news that Iâd been shot, but did that dampen my resolve at all? No! If anything, it only encouraged me even more! It was all so painful, but it was all so necessary and worth it in the end. In fact, if you told me to experience all that pain again because it would push me closer to that envisioned ideal world, then I would dive in headfirst without hesitation! And dare I say who does Sunday think he is?â she exclaims, her voice steadily rising. âHis ideals are a reflection of himself. Is he saying that he doesnât believe his sacrifices- my sacrifices- to have been worthwhile because according to him, I couldâve gotten here without even lifting a finger? Donât even give me that! Thatâs not a life worth living at all!!â
Robin deflates and flops back into her chair as if a balloon had suddenly popped. Those are all the words she wishes she couldâve said during their heated arguments as of late, but will never get to. At least someone finally heard her anger, as ugly as it may have sounded.Â
âIâm surprised he even thought youâd be willing to listen to his plans,â you gently comment after refilling her teacup. The warm liquid soothes her throat on the way down and she finds that sheâs able to speak again after a few sips. She shakes her head in response. She barely has the energy to even move right now.Â
âNo, he knew I wouldnât even hear him out. Thatâs why he kept his true motives concealed for the longest time. Someone else actually figured it out first by reading deep into his words. Were it not for him, weâd be in a very different situation right now. What was his name againâŚ? Ah, I canât rememberâŚâ
Robin sighs. Her head rolls back to look out the window.
âLike how birds must learn to fly even if it means tumbling from the nest or encountering a dangerous predator, so too must people face hardship and struggle against the odds. Only then will a bird be able to freely spread its wings and will people see the world of possibility ahead of them,â she quietly whispers, voice hoarse from her earlier outburst.
A heavy silence sinks into the room. Robin looks down and fiddles with her hands. You stare blankly at your notepad, her words echoing in your mind.
Her phone breaks the silence by suddenly going off. Robin picks it up and sighs when she sees the caller ID.Â
âI have to go now. Securityâs calling and messaging me in a panic since I snuck out without them knowing.â
She gathers her belongings in a hurry and checks her appearance before leaving to ensure sheâs as flawless as always.Â
âBefore you go, why did you decide to commission me to create a perfume for you?â
She stops just short of leaving and looks over her shoulder.
âIâve long since heard of your artistic flair and your ability to tell lifelong stories through scent alone.â
âAnd what is your reason for being fine with receiving an utterly repulsive perfume, even if itâs the pinnacle of artistry?â
She goes silent for a few moments as she thinks.
âI suppose⌠It's to remind myself of just how far Iâve come and how much work I still have left to do to achieve that wish of mine. That wish is why I sing.â
And sheâs gone. You lean back in your chair and sip your tea. Her half-empty cup sits across from you with a pink lipstick mark left on the rim. An open-ended perfume, huh? Most perfumes that are meant to reflect a clientâs life story are in reality meant to encapsulate one perfect moment that they wish to relive every time they uncap the bottle. But to create a perfume for a singer of such renown thatâs not only meant to reflect her past, but also her boundless future that carries yearsâ worth of hope and aspirationsâŚÂ
You flip open your notepad again and add another section. Conviction: pink pepper, saffron, musk, cloves, tonka bean, chocolate.
After stretching, you get up and head to the lab next door. Itâll be a challenge, but one you think youâre now equipped to handle.Â
For the next few weeks, itâs all you focus on. The exclusive interview and your audio recordings of your time with her loop on repeat for hours on end as you go back and forth between the lab and the drawing board. Accords are scrapped and tweaked or even tossed out the window to fit the vision in your mind as it changes by the day. Soon, it looks like a tornado went through your lab with every bit of counter space covered with labeled bottles and lab equipment. Bottles of SoulGlad are shipped to your door as you attempt to replicate the scent as closely as possible. Dozens, if not hundred, of attempts are made before the scent is indistinguishable from the original.Â
Yeri and Aika are enjoying the free soda, but you notice theyâre sleepier than usual and itâs only then you remember that SoulGlad is an effective sleep aid too. Dammit.Â
Robin is always quick to respond to the updates you give her as well, despite her busy schedule. From when the custom bottle arrived to when you finally perfected the scent of SoulGlad, she always sends words of encouragement your way, as well as expressing her excitement over seeing the finished product slowly come together. She always sends a cute sticker or two at the end of each message as well.Â
Several months later and after a final all-nighter for the finishing touches, itâs finally complete. You text Robin that itâs ready for pickup before you go to sleep and the next morning, sheâs already outside the door, waiting for you to open. It seems she wasnât able to sneak out this time, as sheâs flanked by two security guards.
âGood morning. Youâre here early,â you greet as you unlock the door.Â
âI couldnât sleep since I was so excited,â she admits as she watches you go about setting up the store for the day. The lights are flicked on, air purifiers are turned on, and you motion for her to follow you back into the office. Her two security guards start to follow her, but Robin gives them a look that tells them to stay put.Â
You disappear into the lab next door to return with a white box tied with a pink ribbon. The office door locks behind you and she feels a thrill of excitement run through her at whatâs to come. With a light tug, the ribbon comes undone and you remove the lid to reveal an iridescent bottle that scatters the early morning light peeking through the blinds into rainbow-colored fractals. It was carved and blown to look like a bird taking flight (you distantly recall the exact species to be a Charmony Dove. Her request.) and the bottle cap resembled her halo. The curved golden metal is polished to perfection and little flowers are attached to the ends.
âItâs already a work of art,â she marvels as she gingerly lifts it out of the velvet-lined box and holds it up, admiring the workmanship from all angles. Without any further hesitation, she takes off her glove and sprays it onto her exposed wrist.Â
Robinâs eyes widen in delight at the first whiff. Itâs a gourmand, sugary delight. Bubblegum, cotton candy, praline and raspberry practically dance on the tip of her tongue and she almost wants to take a bite out of her own arm because of how good it smells. Thereâs a floral aspect too with a strong violet note coming through. Blood orange and lemon pierce through the overwhelming sweetness, the astringency of the two fruits preventing her nose from becoming overwhelmed. She inhales again and sighs in bliss. Like her brother, she has a sweet tooth and finds this perfume to be temptingly delicious. It also reminds her of a dessert she had a long time ago. Strange, she canât quite remember the taste or name of it⌠It mustâve been a dessert she and her brother enjoyed when they were children then.
The scent composition is beginning to change now. Robin inhales again, but this time her eyes fly wide open and her nose scrunches up in a mix of disbelief and disgust. The delicious fruits, which previously smelled juicy and ripe, are now overripe. Theyâre cloyingly sweet now, with the unmistakable odor of something rotting that makes her feel nauseous. Thereâs a weird, musty odor now that she attributes to the flowers in the scent decaying. It smells awful now. Revolting. Robin wouldnât be caught dead out in public wearing this, but it was never meant to be wearable or for the public to smell it anyway. She paid for artistry, and she got it.Â
âOh, Aeons,â she whispers as the scent changes even more. It went from bad to worse to horrible. The sugary sweet and floral aspects are still there, but thereâs something new that emerges. It smells like war, she realizes. Thereâs the unmistakable stench of iron- blood- and metal. Smoke and gunpowder waft up from somewhere within and her hand flies to her neck, right above where the gunshot wound scar is. The dull pain from the gunshot throbs. Robin isnât sure if itâs actually hurting again or if itâs her mind playing tricks on her. The blunt pain spreads across her throat and she feels a strange chill rippling out from the wound to the rest of her body. She shudders violently.
A moment passes. Then another. It starts off as a faint tingle before escalating into a searing pain that paralyzes her. She feels like her vocal chords are on fire now. Her hands fly to her throat. Burning, twisting, and eating away at the bands of muscle that give life and hope to so many, including her. She cries out for help, but nothing comes out except for a scratchy version of the plea and a hot, wet gurgling sound that she recognizes as blood dribbling out of the wound- though the sound is muffled as if someone has shoved cotton into her ears.Â
Robin feels something wet staining the fibers of her gloves and she looks down to see a deep red seeping into the silk and spreading until it covers her entire hand. Itâs her own wet blood, still hot to the touch and she reaches up to the back of her throat where the bullet exited. Blood trickles down her back from the ruptured flesh and she gingerly presses a finger to the wound. It doesnât hurt, strangely. Or maybe the pain is just overwhelming her senses to the point where sheâs become numb. This doesnât feel real. Nothing feels real.Â
Itâs as if someone forcefully shook her awake from a nightmare. Her pupils are blown wide and hair is plastered to the sides of her head and forehead from being drenched in a cold sweat. Her hands are still around her throat. The gunshot wound has long since healed. Her vocal cords are unscathed. Robin slowly peels her hands away and looks down. Her silk gloves are pristine.Â
It was just a memory. A far too vivid one, though.
You pass her a bottle of water and she eagerly takes it, chugging it in record time as she recovers. Robin thinks back to your notepad amidst the horrible memories of war that resurface. Spoiled childhood. War. You really hit the nail on the head. Truly, your storytelling ability through scent alone was unparalleled. Case in point: cake and something berry-like are present- pomegranate, maybe?- but they smell expired and rotted, like theyâve been trampled underfoot while fleeing in a panic. How did you pull it off?
âSo, what do you think?â you ask as she waits for the base notes to emerge.Â
âDisgusting. And horrifying.âÂ
You both laugh in unison.Â
âThen that means a job well done.â
The memory of war fades and something more neutral emerges. A sweet vanilla, one of her favorite scents, with woody notes. She immediately recognizes sandalwood. Sunday. Itâs a favorite of his. Thereâs a nutty smell that emerges and she thinks of her brother again. One of Sundayâs favorite desserts was one topped with almonds and drizzled with syrup. This almond leans more bitter instead of warm and toasted, but the similarities are still there. Sticky caramel is present. Sunday loves those little caramel candies that practically melt in his mouth, she thinks. I should pick some up for him next time I go back.Â
Oh wait. I canât go home now. I almost forgot, heâs not there anymore.Â
It smells like her brother now, and her heart aches. Will she ever be able to see him again? Strange. Youâve never met Sunday before- at least thatâs what she thinks. How did you get his scent down almost perfectly then? But thereâs also a surprisingly spicy kick in there that isnât reminiscent of him. She likes it though.Â
She swallows down the lump in her throat and clutches the bottle tighter.
âThank you,â she whispers. You simply nod. Thereâs nothing else that needs to be said.Â
She collects herself before leaving. Itâs now approaching afternoon and thereâs more people on the streets now. They stop for a double take when they realize itâs Robin, eyes going wide and jaw going slack. Whispers follow her, she sees phones being pulled out and soon, sheâs surrounded by fans asking for a photo or an autograph, despite her securityâs efforts. Sheâs used to this by now- mindlessly signing objects and donning the same smile every time for photographs. Robin the graceful, Robin the elegant, Robin the cosmic songstress who always looks flawless no matter what.Â
But as the last of the fans run off and as sheâs sitting in the back of her chauffeured vehicle, heading to the next item on the agenda, she finds herself wondering if thereâs even more she can still do. The bag with your storeâs logo on it tempts her and she lifts the box out, unwrapping it again to admire the bottle. She wonât spray it- sheâs not subjecting her poor security guards and chauffeur to that smell- but she finds herself thinking back on the same questions sheâs always asked herself.
Why do birds fly? Does my song serve any purpose?
She thinks these are questions sheâll spend a lifetime chasing the answers to. Realistically, Robin knows she wonât ever arrive at one. Sheâs no philosopher, but how many times has the former been asked? And as for the latter⌠thatâs a subjective one thatâs up to her to decide.Â
But her song saved her brother in the end. And thatâs more than enough for her.
PERUME NOTES:
TOP: strawberry, sugar, praline, bubble gum, cotton candy, raspberry, lemon, blood orange, violet, black elderberry, datura, soulglad (I hc it to smell like coca-cola)
MIDDLE: blood, leather, gunpowder, smoke, rose, pomegranate, incense, cake, metallic notes, marshmallow, magnolia, jasmine
BASE: vanilla, skin, bitter almond, caramel, amber, sandalwood, chocolate, tonka bean, cloves, saffron, pink pepper
INSPIRATION: Toskovat Age of Innocence, Toskovat Curtain Call, Toskovat Born Screaming, Ariana Grande Sweet Like Candy, Juicy Couture Viva La Juicy, Lattafa Yara
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Blood Gulch Rules of Inter-team Interaction #256 : A Red Soldier in ORANGE armor is allowed to kidnap/steal/confiscate a Blue Soldier in YELLOW armor for team moral, patience and sanity. Blue soldiers in YELLOW armor will be safely returned to Blue team after moral, patience and sanity improve.
Technically speaking, the rule was written with the assumption that it would apply to Kai and only Kai. Rule number two-fifty-six existed solely so both teams had an excuse to let Grif and his sister hang out without having to deal with the hassle of 'hostage exchange' and surrendering over and over. And to get Kai out of Blue base when Church couldn't stand her AND Caboose at the same time. But Simmons triple checked and, you know, technically speaking, Washington does wear yellow armor. So it totally counts. Suck it Blue!
#rvb#red vs blue#rvb grif#rvb wash#rvb washington#wrif#my art#batsy art#theyre sooo goofy to me#wash gets to deal with his thing for bigger guys who can heft him like a sack of potatoes grif gets someone who appreciates crazy straws#what more could you want#nice fun lil doodle to do post commissions bc the mental image of wash lazily draped over grif's shoulder was just too good to not draw out#im love drawing goofy lil dynamics like this genuinely#theyre dolls and im smushing them together#rarepair week lives on in my soul bc i had so much fun doing it so now im just making it my mission to draw silly pairings left n right
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Some more!
and then I also drew my rise au Mona Lisa (human version) and no gear Donnie (I just like his shell)
I'll draw three more (Sunita counts for 2)
#giving Usagi a second chance#he almost got in#I could also draw other outfits on them too#tell me if that's something y'all would like#I hope I get commissioned to draw these for other people's tmnt iterations#I might do it as a gift for friends to promote this as a commission option#I could use the money right now#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#save rise of the tmnt#my art#save rottmnt#unpause rottmnt#tmnt#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#unpause rise of the tmnt#casey jones#unpause rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt casey jr#rottmnt cassandra jones#rottmnt casey jones#rottmnt casey junior#tmnt casey jones#rottmnt april#rottmnt mona lisa#tmnt april#tmnt mona lisa#mona lisa tmnt#rottmnt fanart#teenage mutant ninja turtles
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Joked about how Jojo would make for a great TTRPG Got commissioned to sketch the Part 4 crew playing together âď¸â¨
#My art#This is by far. One of the silliest commissions I've had the honor of drawing#Right next to the Vamdemon meets Dio drawing#Now that I think about it why are all my meme commissions Jojo related#Part 4 is best part don't @ me#Also I do stand by what I said. If you just have a good GM who can do some mindgames like#You could have a cool ass TTRPG experience#Imagine getting to do Stand battles. That'd be great man#I don't know what's happening here but Okuyasu probably failed a death save or something#Kishibe Rohan would make for a great GM#A scary GM but a great one
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Hiiiâ(áľáľáľ)â
I really enjoy drawing lil couples and cutesy anthros ! Accidently left my stylus at my mama's house after a last minute trip to see her this summer so it's all traditional BUT I do have a kofi where you can leave me a tip or two if you wanted and I can get a doodle to you (´シĎシ`) maybe even color it <33
#I cant make things real pretty right now bc like uhhh hands hurt so bad but i can still make things :D!#also struggling for a job in my area so this could be nice :')#toady talks#toady draws#self ship community#self ship art#self shipping#kofi commission
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I want to make Haleir and Solas art, but I have to make school art instead because God is cruel and unfair
#most tempted ive ever been to commission someone but alas i am a broke bitch and cant justify spending the money#especially when like if i had the time i could do it my damn self#and to be fair im still technically drawing Haleir right now for school#but this is academic Haleir with the dragon age rubbed off#i need to draw her fucking solas
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NEW HOLO STICKERS!!
Tried something new with these and switched sticker producers, wanted just an overall better and higher quality and I think this is really it!
For the next week, use Code: HELLO30 if you buy more than 2 items in my shop đđđ
#imagie kid draws#okay so. my cousin is starting a shop too right. and she is commissioning me to draw her designs!#and they all have been hello kitty stickers⌠she is so smart and creative I WISH I could show yall#but she is waiting. saving money to get a website and then produce the stickers AND I GOT INSPIRED#I was like- Dang! now I wanna make some hello kitty stickers :DDD#I think they look fuckin sick. the other stickers will be cool too! when she finished Iâll share that good stuff#etsy#hello kitty#hello kitty core#pom pom purin#keroppi#cinamaroll#Sanrio#hello kitty sticker#holo sticker#holographic#holographic aesthetic#these are so nice. glossy and soooo shiny#etsysmallbusiness#etsy small business#man I should get a website soon I just am so pissed off of the Etsy shipping prices BOTH domestic and international itâs FUCKED#or Iâm just dumb#maybe that
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oh god i want to spend money i do not have
#marzi speaks#my new car has a CD player (which btw is so fucking sick i love physical media)#this is going to taunt me .#if i could DRAW right now commissions would be open and iâd be making MONEY#but alas. the world had other plans for me i suppose
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Need to find an artist to commission for character art for my pc for my upcoming dnd campaign. Specifically need someone who can draw up a complex fantasy combat wheelchair.
Wouldnât need it to be realistic but would want the actual body of it, like the straight up wheelchair parts of it, to be pretty damn close to realistic
#lucky charms#the person I was hoping for hasnât been well enough to do commissions for a while now#and i also know a few other people have messaged for commissions at this point#so even when slots are available I wonât necessarily be able to get one#no idea what Iâd anything I could tag this with that would get it to the right crowd without clogging tags#if you donât regularly draw physically disabled characters youâre not who Iâm looking for
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as soon as i actually make refs for my ocs its over for my wallet
#I WANT TO SEE MY GUYS SO BAD. BUT THEN I HAVE TO ACTUALLY DRAW IT. SIIIIIGH I NEED TO COMMISSION PEOPLEEEE#besides just having trouble with energy its also hard to pick who i wanna do first bc i know when i do one its probably gonna be a While#before the next one#law is currently a top candidate... i really really really wanna see him in other peoples stylesss.................#but then theres also the fact of the matter that id. have to find people who can draw fat people And draw facial hair and bears in general#a dilemma.... for another day...... (i have today and tomorrow off from work i could easily be doing it Right Now. but the Energy)
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Someone asked me about commissions earlier, which only happened to me once before by a friend, and I'm freaking out a bit, but more on the panicky side
#i always liked the idea of someone enjoying my art to the point of wanting to commission me#but now i don't feel deserving of it#and drawing for someone else - especially with monetary expectations just makes me so nervous#I'm also not sure i want the connection between money and fandom#but i also keep saying i wish i could have a job in art one day like a fucking clown#heLP#i hate that whenever i receive a compliment (in a roundabout way or not) my brain tries to convince me that everyone is lying to me#i should start trying to gaslight myself into the opposite#i don't think my view on my art is as distorted as it used to be#but i also still see all the flaws and so i get sad whenever i receive a compliment????#this isn't normal right
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pizza rolls save me. save me pizza roll
#i am sooo weirdly sick right now#i KIND OF feel like im gonna vommy but also. dont know why#it could be bc im sick (even tho its mostly been a coughing thing) OR#bc i took meds w/o eating (pizza rolls save me)#OR bc i had this coffee icecream my grandma broguht home (wasnt even good) and that did SOMETHING 2 me#i cant even do COMMISSIONS right now even tho i WANNA draw bc im WEAK AND SHAKY AND SHIT !!!!!#god if ur out there. kys.
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having a drawing idea you know would be good as hell vs not thinking you would be able to draw it vs wanting to commission someone to do it instead vs not having money
#even know who I would commission to do it and that they have comms open right now#AND that beyond one negligible detail I don't know about they would probably be willing to do it#I even went and did a concept doodle because I know it would fuck severely If I Could Just Draw Or Buy It#what if I died. what if a big furry kaiju lady was really huge and laid down on the earth and I got squished
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Just applied for a third job đ¤Şâď¸ I love living in a society
#more like SUSiety!!!! dun dun dun dun dun dun dun. dadadun.#in all honesty things are quite miserable right now financially and im sick of it#I wish I was one of those artists who doesnât have adhd and is capable of drawing whenever they want so I could do commissions to help#like. Iâm 23 I shouldnât have to be a disability carer an event staffer AND a shelf stocker this is so fucked up#some loser in the 1940s could probably do just one of these jobs for a year or two and afford a house
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Just how big was Teng Xiao if Cirrus calls Jing Yuan a "lightweight"???
#I talk too much#I should probably delete this later#I guess they don't mean it physically and more in countenance given the insults they direct to Jing Yuan#but that was my first thought lmao#I keep forgetting people here don't age so I always picture the masters old or at least like Gongshu aesthetically#so this line made me reconsider how Teng Xiao may have looked like#I always think of himâ Fu Xuan's master and Huaiyanâ for exampleâ as old(ish) people#until the reminder of how they don't age hits me on the temple with a pan lol#The one time I saw Huaiyan art it took me a moment to place who that pretty man was because it wasn't anything like I pictured him#And then the idea that he could actually look like that even nowadays dawned on me like a punch. Same thing happened with Fu Xuan's master#Yet even after the punches I keep forgetting after two days and go on to think of them as rather old looking#only to be hit with the realisation again at some other time. Like right now xD#Super funny that he just pushes the fight on us. In line with his 'okay but why do I have to deal with this? This spark isn't even worth it#And then he pulls the 'if you lose you must answer one question without lies or tricks'. The same guy who can't be named in front of#the prisoner who collaborates with the interrogations of the Ten Lords Commission and that has a few free days yearly#This is so his way of doing things and god I love him so much for it#Odysseu.s-adjacent kind of character. A scoundrel truly in many regardsâ Fu Xuan was so right. I love him so. He should have been my fave đ#Cirrus talked about chessboardâ pieces and pawns. I love how Jing Yuan's opponents keep talking in chess metaphors#And how he manauvers conflict and his moves in a similar fashion yet how he draws a clear line between real conflict and a chess match#when asked if war is truly similar to a xiangqi game#Ahfksjkd I love him sooo much haha
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