#if I can fangirl about satoru and toji on here then I will fan girl about the number one love of my life

[daddy-suguru]

It’s been almost four years since my fiancé and I have been together~ and in those past few years so much has changed yet haven’t at the same time.

We still have to hug at least 3-5 times, and he has to kiss my lips then my forehead in that order. And be it over the phone or in person, no matter how angry we get we always say I love you goodbye. Though if we are angry at each other we don’t blow kisses.

He calls me from his way home from work to tell me about his day. Meanwhile he already knows mine because he has already asked about it several times through text.

He sends me random messages telling me what he appreciates about me. And even though he hates writing he know how much I love it and how much writing means to me.

So he will write pages about how much he loves me, how he wants to grow old together. He even does written apologizes explaining what he did wrong and how he plans to fix it.

He always is spoons me every night and morning. Before he goes to turn on my person heater for me to stand in front of while I get ready for the day.

When he is stressed and upset about his work all he wants to do is cuddle me while watching movies. He says it’s because I ground him, keep him steady and help him forget the day.

He always interrupts my writing by stealing kisses. Telling me that my face of concentration is to cute.

He holds his finger out expecting me to boop my nose. Sometimes he pats my head since he knows that if he ruffles my hair and messes it up imma pout. My curls will just fizz ;-;

Over the years these little things I was told would fade away after the puppet stage. But if anything he has become more attentive and in-tune with my habits and moods.

He taught himself how to cook. And will happily make me my favorite comfort food of shredded chicken, rice and vegetables.

He knows my love of cows and found a huge squishy cow that is over half my size for me to sink into like a bean bag.

I’m so glad the girl before me fucked her chance up with this man. Because I’m so grateful to be his future wife and the love of his life :3

I have never felt so safe, comfortable, loved and beautiful.