#idkk it just feels like a pattern or like the closing of a chapter in some way? Maybe? Idk
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do you ever think about how life is a series of cycles and patterns and the same stuff keeps happening in different ways
#2014 was the worst year of my life in a lot of ways#and I don’t know. this year has been better thank god#but there have also been. not to get english major about it but thematic parallels so to speak#two similarly big events with two very very different people who are also similar in some small ways#a year of fear of being trapped vs fear of being pushed away#being/feeling alone vs feeling understood for maybe the first time ever#ough I need to journal about this I need to fully think out all the details#idkk it just feels like a pattern or like the closing of a chapter in some way? Maybe? Idk#basically if my life was a long drawn out coming of age movie I think the end would be somewhere about here#things are not 100% better than 2014 in every single way#like this is not the brightest moment of my entire life I hope to god#but in the main ways I think there’s been enough growth and change and recovery in the past ten years that this feels sort of like closure#Idk I’m having what feel like big and philosophical ideas tonight#i post#i might look at this tmrw and be like what was I even on
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