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lycankeyy · 8 days ago

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Interesting thing about how my brain works is that it assigns colors to people. Like involuntarily. I've looked into person-color synesthesia and I don't think it's that because it's so. Unstable?? But idk. It's interesting

Generally everyone has a "background color" that's usually like, a favorite color, something associated with their name (ie someone named Sky might have a blue background), and then the more I get to know them they get two secondary colors. Extremely rarely someone gets three. I have no idea what the colors even represent but they kind of ebb and flow over the course of the relationship. Sometimes something Happens and one of the colors changes entirely. It's weird. But that's how I see my friends in my head when I talk to them. Like an outline of them filled with their colors

#i think it might just be because of. dissociationdjajdjak #sometimes knowing im talking to a Person is scary so just. colors. you are pretty colors now 👍 JDKQJDK #the only color that seems to have any concrete meaning is this specific shade of blue that seems to represent distance??#a lot of people have the blue at first but it goes away sometimes #idk. brains man HDMAJDKAK #i wonder if i sound like im making this up bc im friends w someone w synesthesia now im NOTNSJDKS #i dont remember when this started but i remember having a thing with 'auras' when i was a kid #which were peoples colors #i still kind of describe them like that. i used to be pissed that the colors would change bc 'auras' werent supposed to do thatBDKAHSKA #now i dont really care though. its just kind of a thing going on in the back of my brain #or maybe this is totally normal and no one talks about it 👍 who know

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