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im downloading bandle tale :D
#teamcasper#talking abt league again#idk why i havent gotten it yet tbh#ive had the yuumi icon on league since they added it ^_^
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As much as i love all of the heroes of olympus books for some reason i like the way i imagined piper in tlh better than the rest of the books
#idk why maybe nostalgia#i havent gotten to reading toa or rereading any of the books yet#but it just hits different#ill never understand the hate against tlh#one of my favs tbh#piper mclean#heroes of olympus#the lost hero#piper hoo#piper mclean the woman that you are#pjo fandom#pjo hoo toa#hoo fandom#rrverse#riordanverse#willow speaks ā”
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considering doing a fob entire discography marathon for my birthday with accompanying cocktails inspired by the albums and i AM taking suggestions so far the ideas i have are: eowyg: vodka or tequila + mango?pineapple? juice & maybe lemon/lime tttyg: smth whiskey based? more spiced? corktree: brandy alexander with cherry (basically flavor wise i am thinking chocolate/coffee, malty, cherry) ioh: blue curacao + gin + sparkling water, maybe + some orange juice or other yellow fruit juice at the bottom folie: not a lot of ideas here, maybe campari for red + bitter flavor? mania: i feel like it has to be purple + smokey flavor
#i do think it would be much more reasonable to split this up into pre-hiatus/post hiatus across two days but that's more logistically hard#these are mostly based on vibes like idk why ioh says gin & bubbly water to me but it does#i just realized i esentailly just descibed a blue gin and tonic and honestly im not mad abt it#for evening i want it to have that we're a new band feel so the brightness of the fruit + the harsher bite of typical āpartyā alc.#for corktree tbh i want it to be malty bc the astringent taste of malt is similar to like the mouthfeel of pills imo lol#also i cant explain why but cherry and chocolate also give corktree vibes 2 me#folie and mania are mostly album art inspired#though the bitterness of campari i think also fits the folie vibe#and with tttyg idk this is moreso up in the air#havent gotten anything for sr&r abap or stardust yet#yee#fob
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yknow. maybe professor is the route I wanna go
#ive found out this summer i dont quite have the patience for tk-2nd#and i dont think i have thick enough skin for 7th-12th#i quite like working with 3rd-6th though and will most likely aim for there?#but being a professor sounds fun#idk if i could be smart enough to be a professor though#i like 3rd-6th bc they have a foundation to work off of now#but they havent quite gotten to the levels of drama and jackassery of highschoolers#its no longer herding cats and its not yet hormonal cruelty#but professor would be even further from herding cats#and college students are Done with that shit ime (for the most part)#but also idk i like working with kids#theyre fun!#maybe when i get further into getting my education ill find out#bc ig rn my main worry is i wont know how to teach stuff that i already know well#but i guess thats why you take classes on how to teach#tbh i have humored the idea of teaching hs purely bc of very good teachers ive had (esp one in particular idk if they even know how much of#an impact they had on me) but past the idealized āimagine if i could be there for the kids like meā idk if it would be any fun
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me trying to catch up w love and deepspaces new stories going š°
#i forgot which bit im at#but its the second story they released w the underworld stuff. or whatever its called KFNDNDNSN#im reading in order idk if that matters so im reading the second zayne story and š° HUH.#bro....#i mean i already knew about the human experiments w mc but also!!!!!!!! why tf we reviving dead people now what the hell ššš#OK ALSO IM NOT CAUGHT UP W LORE 100% SO OBV IM MISSING OUT ON A LOT OF STUFF BUT IM JUST H U H ?????#avil plays lads#i come in here to smooch xavier and then i leave tbh i forget that theres lore JFBDJDJDJ#but its nice honestly to sit and read more of the lore#i still have some qualms about the storytelling in main story but#ill give it the benefit of the doubt that we just havent gotten all the pieces together juuuuuuust yet.#i also havent looked at all the myths stuff#(i have xavier and rafayels. im too scared to do either of them and come out crying)#(i did one of the little tender moment stuff w rafayel earlier this morning and i was crying BUCKETS so obv. i gotta chill ifdjjdjd)#anyways#ive missed playing this game#i need to shift my brain to just lore digging rather than grinding jgjdjdjd#also im trying so hard to see peoples thoughts on tumblr however!
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A quick list of animes I watched and don't want to forget 3:
Satsuriku no Tenshi - perfect for halloween, it was a short story with an easy to forget plot and characters I could root for. Tbh it hooked me with the never ending suspense and Zack. And I'll never forget the heartbreak at the end. So toxic and broken and tragic. The horror elements were fun, sometimes scary even so 7/10! Demon slayer - Its a bingeable shounen. The story is mid, the animation is cool, the MC is kind and likeable + i love how they show us the difference between "city japan" and "rural japan" (especially technology and behaviour-wise), but the constant screaming and second hand embarrassement is just too much. And besides getting stronger and using better techniques there are no character arcs (as of in S2). The boar + thunder kid just ruined the whole series for me t_t And the mountain peasant/animalistic superpower schtick is boring as hell after an episode or two. 6.5/10
Samurai Champloo - y2k graffiti/breakdance meets samurais. Boi, what an A-M-A-Z-I-N-G anime! The AV, OST, art style, all the fight scenes and character design... all of it is 10/10. Of course the found family trope can never be trumped, however the story itself was adventurous, not repetitive (except for them never having money lol), captivating, witty and emotional when it needed to be. Also the episodes tie into each other a lot, which makes the storytelling natural (+ its not just episodes put in order). The MC's are all 3D with weaknesses, believable behaviors and distinct manners + they have easy to remember names and styles. Watching the messy trio's friendship come to live is something I want to witness again for sure.
Konosuba! - A surprisingly bad and adorable parody of the isekai genre that I could only watch all the way through after the 3rd attempt. Most characters are completely helpless/stupid/naive but in an oddly charming way. The MC is ofc a pervert neet that is insufferable, but his oversexualized companions are cute, their friendship is cute, and their boobs are huge. Watch it while having dinner 6/10
Ouran highschool host club - light hearted and stupid and has some second hand embarrassement, but its a must watch! I wish the artstyle was different tho :/ 8.5/10
The Apothecary Diaries - Sherlock Holmes meets chinese historical romance fanfic. Beautiful, captivating and rewatchable. Very dreamy (but i have a feeling that theres going to be a lot of drama and sadness in the future? idk i havent started the light novel yet) 9/10
Midnight Occult Civil Servants - its so much more worth it than ppl think! Yes, the power of friendship is strong in this one, buuuut 1) its not overdone 2) the story is not sugarcoated and there are some interesting philosophical topics that we touch throughout the episodes 3) even though the MC is a naive and ridiculously hard working boy, he learns a lot from his mistakes and kinda grows up. His friends are lovely too! I just wish that their design was a bit more detailed, the animation got a bit more budget and that we could have gotten a bit more chapters... 8/10!
Mignon - a korean BL manwha adaptation. Each episode is around 5 mins so the story isnt too complicated. It has vampires (why dont we get more of them nowadays??) and sexy man-love. 6.5/10
Golden Boy - It is a golden comedy (and educational) anime and it's so humorous that I actually laughed watching it. At first it seems annoying/ridiculous but from the end of the first episode I understood the premise and the point of the anime. The boy doesnt learn much, but the women around him do. 7.5/10
Kamisama Kiss - I loved it at the beginning and then felt really let down by it, cuz 1) I learned about the end of the story and got pissed off (because ***SPOILER ALERT who the fuck thought that giving up your occult superpowers and long life is romantic? WHO?***) and 2) it got so rushed at the end. The art style is not my favorite ad some of the frames looked cheap, but I loved the comical use of expressions and some of the designs were really cool. 6/10 (and -100/10 because of the ending of the manga. Seriously. Fuck that.)
#anime#satsuriku no tenshi#demon slayer#samurai champloo#konosuba#ouran high school host club#the apothecary diaries#midnight occult civil servants#mignon#golden boy#kamisama hajimemashita#using these posts instead of myanimelist lmao#cant find the reblog on my blog either
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Rambling about the Manus in the 2.0 storyline (include Zeno here as well)
@actualarcanist since their post on Zeno anecdote pointed out something i havent noticed until now
Major spoilers for 1.9 onwards so do not read for Global players
Major Spoilers!
Arcana being "dead" (deffo that she is not entirely dead) was intended.
Up to 2.2 prior to its release we now have three groups that follow or are Manus:
Manus Vindicate: this is the main group led by Arcana and now Forget Me Not, he was in Vienna aiding in the acceleration of the 1914 Storm and attempting to recuit Isolde but fails. Now he works with Ms Grace and there goals are unclear
Order of Enlightenment: led by Sophia after the events of 1.9, with cult activities evident in Chicago in the 2.0 story and in Texas for the 2.1 one. I consider the Order kind of separate to the main Manus part since it seems their goal of "immortality" slightly deviates from the Manus' desire to return to the past, nevertheless are still part of Manus.
Apostles Brotherhood: this is the group based on Sao Paulo that likely will join the Order of Enlightenment in the 2.2 story, Moldir is likely the guy who puts on a mask in the PV might be the leader but so far no confirmation who Moldir is.
(Igor either is referring to Manus or just uses Manus as the umbrella term of all these groups)
The impact of Arcana's death and how I think the first organisation to be crippled or even destroyed by the Manus might be Zeno itself:
Arcana's death has been turned into a martyrdom by groups especially the Order of Enlightenment. She is likely the person refered to as the "Sufferer", by dying at the hands of Zeno and more namely Vertin. With her death, Manus and now the newly created Order of Enlightenment in her name now can act more covertly. (In 2.0 story had Matilda not gotten involved that Ceremony would have happen and led to disastrous consequences). It seems the plan out is to undermine the trust in the Foundation and specially Zeno, paint Vertin as the murderer of Arcana who "had promised to save them" (promise of returning to the past as a method of salvation) leading to groups like the Apostles Brotherhood to side with the Manus.
What about Zeno? 1.0 story did not give us much on Zeno, notably its only playable character being Lilya (Windsong by the time shes playable can be counted as a member of Laplace or field investigator, though this is unclear) and only Rayashki and the recent anecdote as information.
This is purely speculation but I believe Zeno despite having arcanists is purely reliant on arcanum arms to function, see Rayashki and the anecdote focus on the accumulation of arms and materials to replenish lost weaponry. It is likely due to the First Storm Zeno probably suffered)even more, explaining the only focus on Zeno so far has been on resource gathering at all costs.
Why do I think Zeno is in danger in 2.0 story? Stephen and the evacuation of a Zeno branch in Texas (again lack of translation I could be wrong) and the mutiny of the Zeno branch in Brazil. What if Zeno is in such a vulnerable position that the Manus has started to chip away at their loyalty like in characters like Stephen?
Tbh its hard to predict is going on with Zeno with characters like Lilya and Berolt, while Lilya I don't think is one-note and hey we might be getting more from her: it is very very clear she benefits from the strict and cruel system in Zeno, Berolt is the same in this regard.
Compared to Laplace (like 5 or more playable characters are from Laplace and even more NPCs like Engima) Zeno has little to build with so far which comes off as one-note. Hopefully with this patch and storyline we can get a better look at Zeno with characters like Igor and Lopera
(apparently they are related? Idk again Zeno with not much to work with yet, even storywise idk where we are going, all that is notable so far is the evacuation of some branches, they experiment on critters in Greenlake at one point, the "we work for the better good, lives are expendable" stuff, they seems the most separated from the lore in general, where are we going with them?)
#reverse 1999#ramblings#r1999#cn spoilers#analysis#major 1.9 spoilers#dont read if your global i talk about major spoilers for upcoming chapters
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2, 3, 4, 13, 21, 23, and 24! I WANNA KNOW ABOUT YOUR OLIVIAVERSE YES YES
2. Summarize this au in 5 sentences.
im always so bad at this kinda stuff but i will try my best
olivia saves herself and tries to slowly relearn how to live. eli's been saving himself every day for years. mariam tries to keep them (and herself) together. they love each other so much :(. it'll work out, eventually.
3. Did anything inspire this au?
lichrally any story ive read that has slice of life/bittersweetness TBH!! but for the latest thing id say the line tender by kate allen / aprĆØs cĆ©leste by maude nepveu villeneuve (french book saurry)
4. What is a major change you made?
this story used to have magical realism with birds as a thouroughline but i ended cutting that part out i felt like it was Too Much for this story yk... but i do wanna end up writing magical realism sometime soon
(that's why there's a bird in the parking lot in that snippet i posted a while back!!)
13. Write a lil snippet set in this verse.
thought id give a little uni arc olivia + lauren (for the first time? i think?)
Lauren pulls the headphones away from her ear. "Anybody you want to talk to?" Olivia, who's sitting on the small couch bolted to the side of the ship, gives a dismissive wave. "No," she says, still typing away furiously at her laptop. Lauren frowns and lowers the headphones to her neck. "Are you sure? It's been two weeks. No one that needs to know that you're not dead?" Olivia's fingers still, and she shoots Lauren a quick smile, all teeth. It's somewhat tight at the edges. "Nope," she says, shutting her laptop screen and gingerly setting it aside. "It's fine. I'm going to go get some fresh air. All that screentime is starting to make my eyes hurt." She leaves before Lauren can get a word in edgewise.
21. What makes you most excited about this fic?
i just LOVE writing these guys. you dont understand they live in my head so much that putting them down into words is a relief. like i just think that a dynamic like theirs is so fun to write... its about the deep love its about the loyalty its about the care its about the you-might-mess-up-sometimes-but-i-will-love-you-anyways DO YOU UNDERSTANDDDDDD
23. Do you have other ideas for how to continue this au/other fics that could be written in the same universe?
honestly the way im writing this now its kind of just disconnected scenes for fun yk so i could write Literally Anything... BUT for the sake of answering this question i do want to write more scenes for what i call the uni arc (olivia moves away for uni and everything she's tried to ignore blows up in her face)
24. Ramble about something you haven't gotten to talk about yet.
okay. honestly. been trying to figure it out but i lowkey want to make this story christian in some way?? idk like theres christian poetry there's christian fiction (mostly fantasy) but i havent ever read a christian story with These Vibes you know. i want to write a good story that is also christian!! is that too much to ask!!! i have no idea how .... honestly everything i think of sounds cringe and corny but maybe thats the like. social conditioning talking. fantasy stories have it easy because they can have magic and stuff so its easy to integrate but for this story thats like. the POINT is that its realistic and down to earth and they're all just People trying to get by. i cant really make it an allegory or a metaphor yk? it has to be real .... but then if i say "olivia starts to believe in her uni arc and becomes a christian" that just sounds silly to me!! (or maybe. again. its just that the worlds pov is that christianity is corny and silly and it could actually be good but IDK!!!)
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hi so i heard weāre dropping headcanons ^_^ can i get some about sarah or evelin maybe
ABSOLUTELY you get a little bit of both of them. as a treat.
Sarah:
-i think sarah can hold a MEAN grudge. if u wrong her/she thinks u wronged her she will never let that shit go. its why she sends thatcher those emails and why she never really got along with adam after the whole hand hallway thing.
-i think shes p fem gender wise/presents very feminine but also has middle aged dad hobbies. she loves fishing and can tell u everything abt what bait/flies she uses in which areas for hours.
-i think similarly to mark she has a lot of issues with emotional regulation but she takes the 'bottling shit up then exploding' route. she can keep her cool for a few months before she has some sort of breakdown/lashes out. she feels really guilty about it if she takes out her anger on someone who doesn't deserve it and is trying to work on recognizing when she's about to blow and taking space.
-i also think where mark was very timid and avoided confrontation sarah is the opposite. she WILL stand up for herself, even when it would be better to bite her tongue. this definitely contributed to how the BPS ended up being wanted LMAO she has a lot in common with mark (when he was. alive at least) but she also has a lot of differences
-she is ALSO very stubborn. she does try her best to see other people's perspectives on things but if she feels like they are doing something 'wrong' she is going to have a hard time changing her perspective
-honestly i think a lot of female characters get the girlboss treatment and yes!! i think she is very competent but i also want to explore her flaws and mistakes!! i want her to have messy emotions and relationships with the world around her and i want to talk about her flaws!!!
-??had a dream recently in which i was sarah i think?? and the tips of my hair were dyed red. it looked cool might draw that tbh.
Evelin:
-i will be honest. i do not have a whole lot of evelin hcs :((( i havent gone insane over her enough yet. but i do have a few
-for some reason i think she is supporting a sick family member and that is why she is so desperate to keep her job at MandelaTech. i know shes probably just living alone and trying to support herself but?? idk
-i think she also just really likes routine. she loves stocking those vhs tapes on shelves and i cannot blame her that shit is fun <-sometimes get to put vhs tapes on shelves at work irl
-her and dave are very much friends! they do not really know each other outside of work and really don't know much about each other but theyve always gotten along very well and talk a lot when theres no customers. she would be devastated if she found out what happened to dave.
EDIT:very important to me i know in canon shes the shortest character apparently? but to me she is very tall. thsts all
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Hey moo :)
Can I ask a question? You moved into your house not that long ago right? Have you done any house projects since you moved in? Or discovered any house secrets?
Most of the weird house stuff was stuff that literally drew me to want to buy it in the first place tbh
Like the photos were pleasantly honest! (Which is great considering I bought this bitch ONLINE without ever seeing it in person hahaha š« )
Like I can tell that whoever made this house wanted to make something original and quirky and I'm in love with it. There are so many weird angles and design choices with zero rhyme or reason. like why do those walls connect at a 30Ā° angle like that?? Why are there beams everywhere? What shape is that room even supposed to be???
It's just.. FUN. Literally when I saw the pictures on zillow for this place, I was like "weird!" But then saved it. And then returned to it over and over again while looking at other places and eventually I just knew it was the one. Like I couldn't get it out of my mind
But like, how could I pass it up? It was less than 200k$ and 2300 square feet on 5 acres of land down a wooded lane!! J-j-j-jackpot!
There are some totally weird and funky design choices and there's a lot I WANT to do.
Some examples (ignore lazy or nonexistent decorating, i havent gotten around to doing anything yet):
There's this nasty ass wall paneling throughout like 1/3rd of the house that looks like the walls of a motor home and I HATE IT. It's ugly and stupid and I tore off one panel to see what was underneath and guess what! It's normal wall! (Ignore hot lady calendar)
Except the glue from the paneling kinda ripped off parts of it but like THEY JUST GLUED THIS SHIT ON OVER WALLPAPER?? WHY? WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT? JUST REMOVE THE WALLPAPER AND PAINT, ITS SO MUCH EASIER THAN THROWING UP THIS UGLY BULLSHIT. ugh
So like yeah I wanna remove all of that, but it's gonna be a big project because there's a LOT and some of it is underneath the cabinets in the kitchen. Yikes.
Pretty much every ceiling is tall and slanted in some weird way, which makes me dread painting because how am I supposed to paint super high up like that when I only got a 7 foot ladder???
The house is 1.5 stories too, which means that there's a partial upstairs that is essentially just a little loft thing that looks out over the living room and then this small, strange room we affectionately refer to as "Travis's room" for reasons I think will soon be obvious....
We will honestly probably have to hire a contractor to come look at this upstairs area because part of the ceiling is like... collapsing? And all gross and dirty? (Kinda visible in that second photo) It's not attached to the roof so like, the outside is fine and isn't leaking or in danger of caving in but idk it's just kinda weird and I have no idea what the thought process was for this whole upstairs area. Like what is this narrow little sliver of room here? (Ignore hot wheels tracks)
And the ceiling fan next to the staircase is SO CLOSE lmao if it's on and you lean even a little bit over the railing, you're getting brained. Like in this pic I'm not reaching out, just lifting my arm to touch it (ignore dust, I don't clean and you can't make me)
The living room is really big but it's also weirdly shaped so organizing my furniture is a nightmare. Especially since there's a pellet stove (currently not working) on one wall. (ignore dirty socks, mismatched cheap lamps, messy cat tree corner behind couch, big ugly coffee table I got for free that used to be black until I sanded it down but then got bored and left it as is)
As of right now, I haven't done much to the place because wow apparently home improvement takes effort and costs money??? Go figure. And we've been pretty broke lately so I've just been collecting ideas for the time being.
I am absolutely gonna start painting this year though. My bedroom rn is just boring white so I wanna fix that. Maybe do something dark and warm like a dark brown or green or hmm something like that. The room I've been calling the "gym" (because that's where I put the treadmill) will probably get done next since it's such a blank slate and should be easy to fix up.
And I absolutely want to mess around with my office because the way it's arranged and decorated rn is lame. They painted a bunch of rooms an ugly ass flat brown color, including several closets, my office, and the spare bathroom so THATS got to go.
I want to start decorating for real, finally buy some frames for the art I've been collecting so I can hang them up on some of these tall ass walls.
I also have plans to make a catio out back and even have a bunch of wood and some of the frames constructed but I got bored and abandoned it haha š
Oh and I want to reeeeally start doing stuff with the outside. I want to plant trees and maybe do a garden this year, tear up the plants I don't want and replace them with ones I do, clean up the big ass plot of land that's just overgrown brush and weeds and maybe make it into an orchard? Get some fruit trees and make some cute little rows? Maybe I'll even build a fence and a pond and put flowers everywhere. You know, for the bugs šššš¦š·
Now i just need to win a million dollars so I can afford to do it all š„²
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i genuinely think we share the same brain!!! i was about to suggest a brain rot for what you just wrote but you captured it perfectly! this is why i love you! i feel like we share a lot of the same brain rot and i always see them doing things and it makes me think of inserting myself or whatever into the scenerio oops.
idk if you saw a lot of the twitchcon content from the weekend but i thought of streamer!reader whoās dating sap and sheās their 4th member of their twitch rivals team and just the energy would be insane š
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no cause i do the same thing with the insertingššš we might just be mentally ill.... but it just so much fun tbh
ive seen like a two clips from the twitchcon rivals so id have to go see some more to really write about it. BUT YES. people would lose their shit just seeing the four of them together. cause i feel like a lot of these teams are set up for groups of fours and people would live for the idea of the four of them always being able to be on the same team.
but that reminds me of āØļømanhuntsāØļø because they people would love seeing the progression of just the four of them for a bit before its five hunters and so on.
ALSO in the 'three people control one minecraft character' dream mentioned adding a fourth person. i can imagine that happening cause of reader and they control like... the block placing or something like that. idk
oh and i just saw an interveiw/podcast that nick did with squadcast and it was a lot about how he got his start on youtube and stuff like that and i thought about reader doing it with him (but that would have to be about my personal streamer reader so idk....)
okay that was a lot š i actually just woke up and saw your ask and i had to reply. literally havent even gotten out of bed yet
okay have a good day šš -nony
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after 5 long months ive logged onto this account. ive cleaned it up of any cluttering posts. i feel a lot of regret for how ive handled certain things and for how harshly ive always treated myself. i had tried to be optimistic on this blog, you can see it, but deep down i was miserable. this isnt a sob story post, it is more of an update and analyzing myself too. because to analyze me back then and me now is to see growth as a person.
tbh i was struggling with a lot of things months ago and even relapsed in things i wouldnāt have imagined i would have. this isnt for validation at all, i like writing things publicly like this, like a note for myself? idk.Ā
i know i would make comments about my mental state back thenĀ āhow it got betterā but that was never the case. it was temporary.Ā
to be quite honest, i will get into the real real gist of it. i had moved out of my parents place like in october of 2022. living with my family has always been stressful, i wont go into that though. my roommate was an incredibly selfish and two-faced person. there were red flags but i either hadnt noticed or ignored them. she was a complete pos, imo, and even reveled in being one. she was even gross and her sister who also lived with us was also gross. i feel bad for her cat bc she wouldnt clean the litter box that much until she wasnt soĀ ādepressedā. i am honestly not sure, i put quotation marks bc honestly i feel that she was just lazy as fuck. she was one of those girls who followed trends and went out clubbing a lot and had lots of hook ups. i dont know man, maybe i seem like an asshole but ive struggled with depression since i was a kid and still find energy to clean my cats litter box. granted, i have better coping mechanisms and thought processes and am just in general in a better place mentally but idk i love my cats to death and feel like a dickwad when i even go a couple of hours over with cleaning their litter box. she also didnt try to help with her cat becoming obese basically and stuff, so yea. sorry for the long tangent, my roommate was a dickwad.
after moving out of that hell hole (i wasnt apart of the lease so it was p easy), i think i moved out beginning of february? well, situations happen and i move out of parents place with my bf at the end of february. place ends up being fucking infested with bed bugs and the landlord lady was a bitch and so yea. i moved in and out like 4 times in the span of november 2022-march 2023 i think? tbh, that was all pretty stressful. but i think the good thing out of it was my cats are indoor cats now and i love taking care of them.
while cleaning my posts of clutter, i had a wave of nostalgia both good and bad. it wasnt that long ago but it feels like it. i loved rping hu tao and i think a lot of the reason as to why i could never rp with a lot of ppl was because i was harsh to myself and held myself back. i felt like i didnt properly convey hu taoās portrayal and compared myself to other hu taos. it is easy to compare because it isnt your writing or portrayal. i could look at myself, be a harsh critique about my looks, but at the end of the day there could always be someone out there that sees things differently. in a more positive and less judgemental light, ig. i also had and still struggle with social anxiety. it has gotten better and perhaps it has helped that ive learned to be more understanding of myself like i am with others.
i love hu tao as a character and always will. and id love to come back to her! but tbh i have fallen out of the game and havent been playing it. i havent played the event including hu tao. i am not sure yet if i am going to make such a commitment to rping again but looking back at the posts made me feel a bit happy. i kinda like how i wrote her, i liked interacting and being goofy.Ā
so, there is that, i guess.Ā
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Ginger Claus and Ginger Brave doodles
Omg more ginger claus for anyone who wanted it.Ā
Okay. Thereās a lot going on here, I will say. A lot of headcanons lol
So to confront the little stuff first, I hc that Choco BonBon is kind of like Skater, Ginger Bright and Zombieās mom/mother figure. Though I have thought about Skater kind of being TimekeeperāsĀ ākidā for a while, since he was taken out of the timeline ( yknow how heās not featured in the main story anymore) and stayed with TK in between timelines. Iāll talk more about this another time lol
So... Eggnog... ahh... iām going to make Eggnog x Ginger Claus a thing sorry people. I just like it a lot for some reason. Claus needs an updated design( redesign imo) he needs to look as fine as his bf tbh. Anyways, my hcs, so Claus and Eggnog work together to give gifts to all the cookies of earthbread that havent been naughty, Claus does the northern hemisphere and Eggnog and Tiramisu do the southern hemisphere. Butterbear also helps to partially supply Clausā elves ( does he have elves? I would assume he would since yknow. but thats kinda of messed up) with supplies to make toys since they live in the god damn north pole. Eggnog and Butter Bear are in their mid to late 40s or early 50s ( 45-54 years old) and Clause is in their mid 50s (55-57 ig idk).Ā
Now onto Gingerbrave. Obviously he would inherit the role of cookie Santa Claus after Claus has gotten too old to do it. ( Though I could see Ginger bright possibly doing it but idk maybe girly pop was busy when Claus called Brave over.) Brave would probably deny taking on the roll of Santa, cuz yknow being Santa is a really big deal and a huge responsibility, but would accept it in the end. ( I also feel like Ginger Claus isnāt really Ginger Clausā actual name since thatās stupid, maybe like Ginger Ale or Gingerbread or Ginger (insert adjective)
Brave and Devil, in my 10 years later au, are friends/ travel buddies, so obviously Devil is going to help Brave by giving all the naughty kids coal lol. They say itās to āgive the kids a false sense of hope that their previous actions donāt matter, only for them to see the consequences of their actions.ā But Brave knows that they just want to be an asshole to kids without getting in trouble for it.
Can you see that I may have thought about this a little too much yet? Well now you have. Hell, these characters arenāt even my favs idk why I thought about it this much, but who cares am I right? So for any grammar or spelling errors, I literally wrote most of this at 2am
Iām done here lol
#gingerclaus#gingerbrave#cookie run#eggnog cookie#devil cookie#I always post stuff late at night bro ugh#*sigh*
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hello my favourite tumblr user octopus anon is back šš
HOW WAS YOUR FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL?? other than how u almost got in trouble i hope it went well!! i havent gotten in trouble in school as well (yet) but if i did i would genuinely be in tears ā¹ļø i cannot handle ppl that yell at me šš
yk that aishiteitanoni song by maretu and the thing that ppl do with the song IDK IF YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT i made an itoshi brothers version of that w my plushies while i was stuck in a car for 3 hours and i fear that its the best thing ive ever made in my life. IT WAS SO QUICK TO MAKE TOO?? i am genuinely so happy i finally made something without it taking 6+ hours HELP
+ if you had to bite any bluelock character who would it be and why?? this question sounds so strange STOP but i feel like id bite bachira then say āit was the monster inside me making me do thatā and he would possibly let it slide ..
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HIIIIA MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WAS OKAY i was kinda bored tbh AND I WAS SCARED kinda WHEN I GOT IN TROUBLE i wasnt like really scared despite it being my first time getting in trouble bc it was teachers i was friends with so i didnt get yelled it or whatever(if i did i wouldve cried on spot) i just got pulled aside.. but the principal ugh she chooses a certain group of ppl to pick on and sadly its my group of ppl if ykwim.. but its whatever i took my braids out! the funny part is my maths teacher wasnt even bothered by it bro just talked to be abt games bc we both play final fantasy LMAO then he rubbed it in my face that he has a ps5..
I HEARD THE SONG BEFORE but sadly idk what you're talking abt LMAO i mean i have like a small idea bc i looked it up BUT OMGE YOU HAVE ITOSHI BROTHERS PLUSHIES my plushies consists of like a big head todoroki a balding tanjiro and like pikachu and kirby!
ALSO HELP I DONT THINK THE QUESTION IS STRANGE i bite my friend for funsies not like a hard bite yk IM NOT WEIRD i think.. but like when im resting my head on her shoulder sometimes the demon comes out. ANYWAYS IF I HAD TO BITE ONE it would probably be chigiri just to get a reaction outta him like maybe give me a stink eye or sum yk!
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ep 12
first off, why is gsj such a freak. like okay you're mad bc this girl dropped something of your dead brothers so you're gonna hurt her. freak.
second, why does sgq always seem to be fucking up. darlking you are supposed to be undermining these people and not constantly having your fiancee mad at you. it just seems like she does things and gsj is like. i don't like this. and she keeps trying to change him.
(second point five why does gsj want to marry sgq again. also why do they act as if it's set it in stone. can't they just be like oops i actually don't like this chick im getting a new one.)
third the fucking audacity of gsj and gyz. gong ziyu says 'hey your deadlines up and you haven't reported the identity of anon. pussy ass bitch i know you haven't found anything.' (rude! but he's confrontational. even if it gets his ass handed to him often) and they're like um ACTUALLY we know 100% who it is, we just don't respect you. loser. and proceed to be cocky while NOT KNOWING. they spend like 20 mins explaining their detective proccess, and when gzy is like 'the evidence isn't solid enough guys' they're like 'nononononno we have rock solid evidence trust we're super cool trust' and proceed to not have rock solid evidence. they have oobleck evidence. and it's lowkey annoying because we know lady wuji IS anon, and they're like 'she doesn't have an alibi and she's suspicious. here are some things that are suspicious' and we know that she's sus becasue she did it (why, idk yet) but because it's a power thing they can't say 'we think its her and we have good reasons, but not actual evidence' they have to be like ummm this is evidence up until gzy is like bitch this isn't evidence why you gaslighting. AND THEN (this is the thing i was ctually mad abt lmao) gyz is like well you havent finished your trial yet lazy bitchboy. ITS BEEN TEN DAYS. YOUR OP BROTHER FINISHED IN 3 MONTHS. WHAT ARE YOU ON ABOUT. gzy is like ok we're even then. gyz eye roll. babydoll who do you think you are you failed. dont be rolling your eyes. (hes so expressive and such a brat i love him)
fourth is gong zishang's interpretive dancing out her feelings. i fucking love her she's so pathetic and silly while having such compelling motivations. also it's funny they call her daxiaojie (i think i don't have pinyin) which is big small big sister for eldest young miss LMAO i just think it's funny i don't know chinese. AND HER FRIEND IS SO FUNNY she has found someone to match her freak TTOTT!!! the winking!!!!
5). lmao gyz weapons are poison bullets. who thought of this. also how is this different and requiring an antidote. it's the same poison on a bullet.
6). sgq and yws were like: we need to be enemies so the gongs who are enemies trust us! but they act like best buds. i don't think it's working too well tbh. also why does sgq think that they don't record what she gets. she should've gotten the excuse (medicine to help gsj) AND her cooling medicine bc gsj already knows. just like get a lot so she can say she'd like extra so she doesn't need to bother the guards a lot or whatever, and then give yws the 2nd basket later, NOT letting her in. (untrustworthy to yws but also it's less suspicious)
i have too much to say. i think ill need to stop
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i wanted to cook but i ran out of tags so ill be brave and put it here instead
i can see why swap won cause like. look at what they did to my babygirl. they slaughtered him. BUT but but counterpoint: i havent seen any actual blueberry content in years bro and maybe thats cause i stay in my own little bubble in the fandom but generally the only times i see blueberry is when heās being made fun of.
I also see why Ink got a bunch of votes and i kinda agree (tbh they did ALL the star sanses dirty the feminization was INTENSE) but also technically isnāt ink *supposed* to be whatever you project onto him? Heās the blank canvas in my opinion, and heāll act whatever way he needs to to keep people watching him. BUT I STILL AGREE THAT HES BEEN DONE DIRTY im just saying
Its hard to say anything about dream because my personal headcanons on him differ greatly from how i think the majority of the fandom characterizes him. but yeah no just everything i said about the star sanses kinda applies here.
I canāt say a lot of nightmare because. glass houses. im guilty of writing him too soft as well. But also the other reason i cant say anything is cause again my dreamtale headcanons are very different and i just dont like canon dreamtale in general.
I could say glass houses for horror too BUT i argue: the two schools of thought on horror (ruthless cannibal vs big ol gardener softie) i have always interpreted as pre and post/during recovery from horrortale. Though heās also been somewhat infantilized and honestly not a fan of how he got turned into a complete uwu soft boi by some people. because i think post recovery horror is definitely compassionate but its not THAT soft you guys he literally is in a killer cult for a nightmare god
idk enough about fanon geno and reaper to really say. Actually idk anything about canon reaper either so i really really cant say lmao. And with error theres so many differing interpretations of him that its a huge mess (/nm) that like i dont even know whats canon and not canon anymore.
I will say CROSS shoulda gotten a lot more votes imo. I havenāt actually read xtale yet but i watched season one underverse and guys i was fucken shocked. like i have no idea xchara even existed or was even part of cross or whatever. I also always thought he was written too soft yknow? that man is a trained soldier so make him act like it.
Also killer. uh im sorry brother i donāt actually know anything about something new i swore i would read it or consume it or whatever form its in but i havent gotten around to it so im sorry about that. i do kinda vaguely know he has like other stages though and they seem to be CRITICALLY underutilized. Hes one of those characters where i can tell heās gotten done dirty but i dont know enough about him to know exactly HOW
hey utmv fandom itz me again
(sorry if i forgot anyone, you should totally tell me if i did thumbz up emoji)
#reblog#really long rant#sorry#i love character analyses#a lot#and will rant about them#at the slightest chance
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