#idk whether thats the self-dx obsession
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I think at this point it's a given that I have a personality disorder or sth because jesus christ, ptsd and depression are NOT enough to describe whatever my brain has going on
#vent/rant#at this point all of my og posts are vents yippee#idk whether thats the self-dx obsession#like the one i dragged out of my parents refusing to acknowledge that i needed to be checked for depressive disorder when i was 12#or just the awareness that theres something more wrong with me#well i wont ever try to get diagnosed in this country since the religious freaks here are very adamant about restricting acces to transition#idk hows that going but its very much enough to fuel my personal 'its never getting better' thought drain#so really the self dx spiral is the only thing i have left#thinkin back to how my psychiatrist said that it looks like the only reason i was never hospitalized was bc i didnt try to kms-
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