#idk what they put in it but I’m losing my everloving mind

[swordbisexual]

War table operations taking for-fucking-goddamn-ever at this stage in the game means I’m just saying fuck it that’s the sign from god to write more fanfic. I think I’m slowly cracking the code on why this game has burrowed into my very existence.

[kisskissimgay-blog]

alright so i finished the eleventh hour arc of taz and the fourth lunar interlude and holy fuck

(i would put this under readmore but i'm on mobile srry anyway taz spoilers through lunar interlude 4)

so first off, that was just fucking horrifying. like the whole lot of the eleventh hour. just the imagery and the situation as a whole and the emotions and like. i love travis's reaction when it hits him, what's going on, and he asks, sounding really fuckin worried, if this was based off majoras mask. what the fuck, ahhhfuhhfhkfjhh

and that first death scene, with the clock tower music, was fucking brutal

so for one, i absolute adore roswell, like what a weird and wonderful..golem? idk what to call roswell but i love them. such a good. they did such a good job. the entire part where the chalice makes its offer fuckin cut me, especially with fucking magnus because like. oh my god, travis was just. sniffling through the whole thing and that broke my heart.

also taako pulled a ton of shit outta left field and i was honest-to-god shocked by some of the things he did. taako managed to plan and pull off some things i absolutely didn't see coming--roswell's whole thing in the bank, for example?--and i absolutely adore how his voice goes really...soft? when he opens up or says something really honest? like his fucking line to ren in the end? holy shit? that was just?? so good?????

(also the fact that he managed to con garfield out of that fucking sword was easily the most majestic thing in the whole fucking podcast thus far? i love how, as soon as griffin realizes what taako was planning when he bought that book and that..thing? and griffin just fucking loses his everloving mind)

alsO THE ENTIRE FUCKING FOURTH LUNAR INTERLUDE??????????

some plot shit got laid down, holy shit? magnus and the voidfish, that was super cool, what a great scene. magnus is such a good and wonderful boy. merle, talking to his kids and threatening to beat angus to death with a wrench (ppl need to be nice to the magic boy, jesus fuckin h), and also liche man in the red robe! what a good barry! doing his best he's trying so hard!). taako sort of kinda accidentally stumbling into a date? with kravitz a grim fuckin reaper? was hilarious, especially when kravitz senses the liche and freaks out and fuckin. taako's just swooning in the background like an idiot (also kravitz saying "taako, the gum is not a liche." i lost my fuckin shit, like kravitz is trying to rationalize things and taako's just sitting there ignoring him and pulling every goddamn magical item out of his pocket and looking at it. also, the fact that more than one person has sensed a liche near taako and i know what's up and i'm so excited)

also poor leon. poor fuckin leon. they just torment this poor man. i love that he starts like, tearing up with joy when magnus just throws the door open and sprints over and slams his coin in. then of course merle, trying to bounce the coin off the floor and hitting leon in the face on accident. and fucking taako. taako is just fucking brutal to this man (i loved the last one, when he stole the candy. that was fuckin a+). but he just fuckin. casting mislead and then hitting him in the face with the coin, like he is such a dick

like. shit's getting heavy i'm so excited for the suffering game. did i say excited? i meant fucking terrified. i'm getting the distinct feeling these boys are gonna get fucked up. these poor bois ahhh

[sketchs-trashcan]

Heyyy, looks like Persona Q2’s right around the corner! I was one of the fools who benefitted from amazon’s dumbassery, so I’ve gotten a good chunk of the game done. Figured I’d put up a small guide of some sort so that y’all might have an idea of what might have changed from Persona Q and maybe understand how some of the new combat things work. I’ll put it all under a cut once I get to a computer fuck you tumblr mobile.

I have a less-spoilery section full of general info and a much more spoilery section that pertains to the labyrinths. The labyrinth parts will be mostly about where to unlock special screenings as well as weakness to some FOEs and the boss of the labyrinth. Keep in mind that this is NOT a full guide and I definitely left some things out and/or vague. This is more like the bare bones of the game. Kinda. idk what to call it.

Less spoilery stuff

•don’t play based off of knowledge from PQ, literally almost every shadow has different weaknesses and resistances

•hitting a (fill in the blank)bane lexy with something it’s resistant to can cause it to use holy wrath on a row (heavy damage, all binds) (seems to only be specific ones, i have yet to find a pattern though)

•golden shadows always move first, don’t bother with moves like line guard unless that character is in boost

•FOEs can’t be knocked down

•speaking of knocking things down, you need all enemies to be down before you can do an all-out attack. also, all enemies will go back up after one

•after getting back up, enemies might attack. it’s a bit inconsistent

•you know what else is inconsistent? some of the in-game descriptions and explanations. i’m pretty sure armor smasher or whatever only lasts one turn, not three. also, blue is the weakest color for an FOE, not white. i refuse to believe that a dinosaur is somehow less threatening than a dude in a chicken suit. there’s other problems, but those are the ones i can think of off the top of my head

-i lied. i thought of something else

•in the shop, the “have” section includes anything in storage, while inventory is what you actually have with you. it’s a bit dicier when withdrawing items, i think that counting system’s just fucked

•the huge churros are a bit of a ripoff by the time you can get them unless you want to restore only 30 HP to a row in battle. otherwise, just use normal popcorn (as a side note, i was playing on hard, so my team had to be hella buff to take on the first boss, this could be why i view the churros with distain)

•the hotdogs and large dual dogs, on the other hand, are good. especially the dual dogs, stick to those once you unlock them

•selling FOE bits doesn’t really seem to unlock new items in the shop. very disappointing gosh darn it yosuke, stop messing with the game mechanics

•read item descriptions. i went into the first boss battle thinking gutsy fries were the same as revival beads. they are not.

•sacrificing personas doesn’t seem to create special materials anymore

•unison attacks can happen so long as at least one participating member is in the battling party. example: the unison attack with P3P and the other (human) 2nd years can occur even if fuuka is the only one present (she’ll need to be navigating the battle though)

•unison attacks occur at random from what i can tell. they’re very strong, but don’t count on one always popping up when you need one

•follow-up attacks are also random, but much weaker. they at least knock down the shadow that’s still up and gives you the opportunity for an all-out attack, so there’s that

•always take the opportunity for all-out attacks. enemies might recover before the rest of your team can attack and get into boost mode

•some special screenings seem to be unlocked only if you check the shop/box office at specific points in the game. i don’t know if they’re only at specific points or if they can happen after that, too

•wildcards do not all need to be at a specific level to unlock ultimate personas, so don’t feel completely obligated to keep them up to speed with joker (you should still train them a bit though)

•if two FOEs end up running into you at different times during a battle, the most recent one will kick out the older one (aka you don’t fight both of them at once). which means if you win, the newer one dies, but the older one will still be lurking next to you (this is based off of one special screening where i got cocky and nearly paid the price for it)

That was long. Oops? Well, next up is the labyrinths, so if you want to find out this stuff on your own, best not go any farther.

More spoilery stuff

Kamoshidaman

•i’m 90% certain that the goba-k more is in a golden chest somewhere in this labyrinth. if not, it was in junessic land

•Noir and Queen do not join until after boss

•P3P does not join until second floor (if I’m remembering correctly, otherwise it’s third)

•when rescuing P3P, take out the original shadow, then beat the shit out of tank with everything you have

•just try to stay alive during inital Kamoshidaman encounter, don’t bother too much with attacking (i don’t know if attacking is required for the battle to end, i tried to attack and quickly got pummeled)

•there’s a shortcut that leads to the stairs between the 2nd and 3rd floor, but you have to fight a battle before you can activate it. the battle is not nice

•Boss: Left is weak to fire, right is weak to electricity, middle is weak to fire once left and right are gone

also, the scene where the thieves make their move is fantastic, make sure to watch it. volume on also makes it better

Junessic Land

•you can’t sneak up on the pterodactyl FOEs. even if you sneak up on them. they “sneak up” on you and gain advantage (they’re weak to ice, resistant to curse, and can confuse you, btw) ::edit:: they don’t gain advantage so long as you approach them from the front

-t-rex FOEs only chase you if you walk into their line of sight (they’re weak to nuke and resistant to basically everything else, btw. highly recommend avoiding battle when possible)

•IT minus Yosuke does not join until the second floor of Junessic Land

•Yosuke does not join until you rescue one of the herbivores

•dead end in area 1, D4: regain HP and SP

•for a certain special screening, ammonite is located in D3. don’t be a fool like me. avoid the pond until you find all the chests

•electric gates are essentially mean walls. you can walk right up to them, just don’t try to walk through them

•dead end in area 3, B6: unlocks new special screening

•can begin unlocking unison attacks after rescuing Yosuke

•dead end in area 3, E4: allowing Fox and Teddie to eat the fruit causes them to lose HP and gain SP (probably only matters if one of them is in your party, idk)

•dead end in area 4, F6: unlocks new special screening

•Boss: weak to electric, resistant (and eventually null) to wind

-Left back: Weak to psi. Resistant to ice, nuke

-Middle back: Weak to nuke. Resistant to ice, psi

-Right back: Weak to ice. Resistant to psi, nuke

-Based on context clues (those being the boss going from mostly chilling to beating the shit out of me), I’m 99% certain you do NOT want to actually knock out the “boss”, focus on the back line

A.I.G.I.S.

•SEES minus P3 and Aigis join on the first floor

•the stationary FOEs are stupidly easy to defeat if you have electric attacks

•the other FOEs, on the other hand, are not. they will hurt you and chase you through security gates. do not engage, do not pass go, do not collect $200 (unless they’re either blue or white on your map, in which case, go nuts)

•there are three possible tasks you can choose from to open the lab. don’t know about the other two, but power doesn’t involve battling

•aigis and P3 join on first floor of lab

•dead end in zone 1, C4: unlocks new special screening

•dead end in zone 2, C6: unlocks new special screening

•dead end in zone 2, B5: unlocks new special screening

•southwest corner of small room in lab 1F (corner is in A4): unlocks new special screening

•dead end in lab 2F, B6: unlocks new special screening

•boss: no weakness initially, but weak to everything once hacked first time (it’s still on and can attack though, and the hack is temporary), weak to curse second (haven’t checked everything)

-has an attack that brings everyone to the same amount of hp, using all/line guard is probably a bad idea when it happens depending on everyone’s hp, recommend fuuka as battle nav for healing tide and bringing along someone with mediarama

-seals one attack from each person at random

-uses multiple magic attacks (have found electric, ice, fire, and wind)

-has attacks that can bind magic, strength, or speed

-make sure ALL elements are covered, preferably by more than one skill/person

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•be very wary if you come across an actual set of stairs, there will be a battle in the next open space/beyond the next door

•some stage lifts have FOEs on them

•gnomes turn every three steps

•mr. bear can potentially change its path when you flip a switch

     -in case you were wondering. they are weak to curse. and they hit really fucking hard (as in, over 200 damage while under the influence of debilitate to a roughly lv 50 aigis in the back row, and she’s resistant to physical attacks. big yikes). but. if you use the combination of debilitate/masukunda/masukukaja/orb of haste. they hit you once in a blue moon. so basically never

•there is a goho-m more in the golden chest in the first act

•dead end in act 1, 4C: new screening

•(just assume the rest of these are dead ends) act 2, 3E: new screening

•act 5, 5E: new screening

•act 6, 7B: new screening

•act 6: 6F: i’m 99% certain this unlocked a special screening but for some reason i wasn’t given a notification

•boss: first off. can i just say. WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK IS THAT??? WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?? DISGUSTING!!! EUUURGHHHH!!!!!

-looks like a variety of attacks, including almighty. it depends on where the eye is

-eye is the only part that can actually take damage, the rest seems to be just for boost

-knows mamudo

-eye: immune to everything except physical/almighty

-left arm: weak to wind

-right arm: ?

-head: ? (never figured out these two bc i beat it before i could bother figuring it out)

-real weak point: weak to electric and ice

-later on, if you use any support skill other than your new one (you’ll know which one), the real weak point will bind you again. also happens once everyone is unbound

-side note, normal unbinding items don’t work, unless that was a very unfortunate glitch i had

~to be continued~

[survivor-all-stars-blog]

EP 1: “Have Fun and Go Far” - Jessy [ PART III ]

you bet your ass it took everything in my power not to give into temptation and take an idol clue. And then I tried to convince someone else to take it... I literally mentioned it to Ricardo, Jake, Steffen, Lydia, Alex, Kait... Nobody wants the damn thing. Everyone is so paranoid it's crazy. And everyone thinks people are going to take stuff. But I really can't afford to go to tribal yet... I mentioned before that it's all about relationships, and I need more time to build my army before going into battle.

I knew Lydia was going to be in the game before it started, and I'll admit I was a little worried. After Animal Crossing, I didn't leave a very good impression of myself and she felt the same way. So of course, we ended up on the same tribe. But I saw this as an opportunity to make things right, not just for the sake of the game, and I feel super blessed to have her on my team. We talked through any problems we had and I think she's probably the coolest person on this cast. We click well, and the two of us plus Steffen have made an alliance which I think was on all of our minds. I really do feel like I can trust them for now, but I know they're obviously both social threats and cutthroat players and there's no way in hell we'll be in the final three :')

I really did luck out with my initial tribe though, because Jake is someone else who I have a skeleton of a former relationship with and now we have a chance to flesh it out. I've given him my trust and he's given me his in return, as far as I can tell. I know he's a paranoid player, and I want to make him feel safe. But at the same time, just like Steffen and Lydia he's a really good person and a good friend.

Ricardo was instantly the odd man out on our tribe, since he couldn't be on call and I don't think the others know him as well. I saw this as something I could definitely use to my advantage, so I worked hard to make bonds with him and get him on my side before the others could. No doubt Steffen's been all up in his DMs by now but.... Ricardo did tell me he trusted me the most so ????????? :~) I think it's true.

At least on my original tribe, losing immunity would do way more harm for good. I'm in well with Jake, Ricardo, Lydia and Steffen and I don't want to see any of them go yet. So while I'd love to have taken one of those clues, I couldn't do it. It didn't make sense. 

I know I said before that I came into this game wanting to prove myself. I want to make big moves, I want to be cutthroat, I want to have a 'resume' for the end of this game. I don't want to get to the end and lose. I need to win this. But I look at people like Steffen and Lydia and Jake, and how close they've all gotten, and I know how much it means to them and how much they have to prove too. But Lydia said she's trying to have a new attitude, where she doesn't focus so much on not losing and I think that's important too. There's more to this game than winning.

But for now, I'm on a track to the end with 24 obstacles in my way and I'm not afraid to cut them out

I like this twist because it means MORE LIFE :~) I was thinking it would be some sort of redemption thing but to know it's two totally different games I'm shook.

My new tribe I think has left me in an alright position. Alex was someone else who thought I hated him before this because he left the mole hosting and I voted him out first in Lost City, but our connection with Trevor helped and I approached him and I think we worked everything out.

Jenn is a queen, an icon, my mom, and I know her and Kait are close so I don't think she would want to cut me out yet. She's danger, though.

Logan I can't quite read, but I kind of approached it as "oh look we're both from ol*mpics and we're both jenna's friends hahahaha and we're on a tribe with jenn too how funny wow a coincedence!!! :~)"

So we'll see how it goes with them.

Emma is the only person on this new tribe I'm really worried about. We've always been on opposite sides in games past and she didn't really respond earlier but oh well! Can't be friends with all of them !!!!!

Me: I should be good and not selfish and not take any items. Me to me: go for the idol clue.

See, I was expecting to have to deal with 23 of the biggest egos in Tumblr Survivor and Ruthie, and I was ready for that.  I was sizing up my tribe, and I was ready to handle that.

And then we get this second game and everything has gone to everloving SHIT

WHY MUST WE SUFFER

THIS IS SO MUCH HARDER!

Ahem.  Anyway.  Some actual discussion of strategy.

So, I have pre-existing positive relationships with Matt, Owen and Ruthie, and luckily, I'm on one tribe with Matt and one with Owen, so that's good.  I can work that, hopefully, especially because nobody knows Owen and I know each other.  So I'm sort of leveraging those relationships because on a 5-man tribe, 3 is the minimum you need, so that's #goals

I have formed my first new relationship with Gage, because we both are attempting to give the minimum amount of fucks in this game, so that's a second ally in Game A's tribe.  I feel pretty okay about this tribe because I've talked to them more than the mountain tribe.

On Makalu, Owen says he thinks Jenn and Logan might be a pair, so a potential tribal will either put Emma on the outs or as a swing.  So my goal for the next 12 hours or so is to talk to Jenn, Logan and Emma and just sort of see where they're at, cause I haven't talked to any of them much.

For the challenge, I sacrificed everything but the Idol clue.  I don't expect that everyone is gonna sacrifice everything cause we're greedy all stars, but I don't care about most of it except the Idol Clue.  I want my grubby little hands on an Idol already!

jenn spoiled two seasons of survivor I'm voting her out 

Ok so, time for my first confessional ever of TS allstars. This is so wild to be a part of the game and I'm so happy and ecstatic that I was chosen!! And not even as a replacement I'm screaming!!! I'm really giving my 100% to this game, like the first day I was messaging as many people as I possibly could, trying to do as much socialization as possible, and it seemed to go relatively well. I made a close bond with Nick Wentworth and we like made a kind of pact thing which is awesome!! I'm worried he thinks I'm fake or is just faking the allegiance for some reason but I'm happy with us working together either way, and if he is uncertain of me hopefully I can give him reason not to be over time. 

HNG RIP I JUST LOWKEY REALIZED JULES IS A HOST AND I JUST MESSAGED HER TRYING TO ESTABLISH A BOND #SOCIALGAME

Other than that I've tried to speak to almost everyone in the game at least once and everyone on my tribes a few times and hope that that can pull through in keeping me safe for a while. Upon the reveal of the twist I actually wasn't that upset with it tbh, because thinking about it, it gives me more chances to survive in the game!! Like I basically have two chances now which is awesome. Not only that, but I'm sure it'll increase some dramaaaaa, like I expect to see some fights if one person is eliminated in one game and is still alive in the other hahaha. Like a lot of strategy can come from this tbh. Just hope the strategy doesn't come to bite me!!

This challenge is definitely super frustrating for me though. Like I want shit. I want an idol. I want an oasis. But am I really going to risk exposing myself the first immunity challenge of the entire game??? AM I? I might. IDK!! Like who knows there could be some way for me to mist things into seeming like it wasn't me you know, but to do that you'd need many people to take things to create plausible deniability, and that may not happen. UGH! Ok I've decided, I'm just not going to take anything and HOPE that some random for some reason trusts me with an idol clue if they take one. Here we go!!

im scared that im not in an alliance yet but im starting to get close to some people i just want to get higher than 22nd lmao 

As were awaiting results here, since some people are painfully slow and cannot seem to write or spell the words "I give up all the items", the paranoia is starting to set it. My game A tribe is fine and dandy, but game B is causing a whole lotta hurt to my head already. Logan and I had the awkward "I want to work with you, you're safe with me, I won't vote for you" talk yesterday which was nice, just to get it over with and to more so confirm that they felt the same way I did about working together. I know they have a good social game, but I sort of trust them. I say sort of because let's face it, you cannot trust anyone in this game, least of all a collection of conniving, sneaky and scheming players like this one. They're snakes - MJ shook - so trust is all relative. Anyways, I told them that I was paranoid already about Owen not saying he was giving everything up in the Malaku tribe chat and they agreed, but that was just me venting. I've talked to Owen some more today, so hopefully we're getting somewhere. I've also talked to Alex today, and from what I gathered in that conversation he didn't take anything in the challenge either, or if he hadn't submitted yet, I hope I convinced him not to take anything (either that or I made myself a target to him but saying whoever took stuff would paint a target on their own back). I'm trying to branch out my social game, so I sparked back up my conversation with Steven, Steffen and reached out to Wes. All solid people it seems, for now. 

Back to the real juicy content of this confessional though, Kait calls me last night (sidenote: this was really good in my opinion, because I know were friends but her telling me game stuff that she wouldn't have to regularly displays a show of trust! Nice!) and tells me that Simon was upfront in her tribe chat about taking the idol clue and the oasis. That seems like more items than I've heard from anyone else, so it's very possible that that sends her game A tribe to tribal council. That would also potentially send MJ's game B tribe to tribal council, which is a messy tribe in my opinion, so I'm hoping he's alright there. He said he wants to try and work with JC and Nick because he and Simon don't see eye to eye or something. If he works with JC that's good for me, because I think I'm on good terms with both of them. Kait then explains that she talked to Matt about getting the idol clue from Simon, and they both believe that Simon will give the clue to Matt and Matt will give the clue to Kait, although she told Matt to give it to me as well to "foster some trust in our relationship". That's scary, just because now it's real that people know Kait and I are close? Like it was obvious and Matt has been around the Malaysia chat for almost a year now so he already knows it's just nerve wracking in an actual game situation. Yeah hi, I'm Jenn and I'm a nervous mess. Kait and I agreed that they could just try to be pulling a fast one and not give us the real clue, so we need #receipts, but also first clues are next to impossible so really some extra help might be nice. 

Finally, in my chat with Wes this afternoon he said that the advantages weren't enticing enough for him so he gave them all up. Glad to hear it since he's on Jimmy's game A tribe. If I can only get the same confirmation from JC, I'll be a little less worried on that front too.  

Dear Jessy,

I don’t like you. I don’t want you here. You are honestly the most annoying person in this game. We all know that the Hudson kiddos had an alliance. You weren’t making some huge move by “exposing” what literally every single person in the game already knew.

I don’t want to deal with you while you try to turn molehills into mountains. 

I feel like you try really hard to intimidate people into voting your way, but newsflash! The entire world isn’t concerned about how you want to play the game. In fact, I’m pretty sure that the only person who’s concerned about how you want to play is you.

Jessy has this habit of pretending that she’s both innocent and brilliant. Like, “oh, me? I certainly didn’t try to vote your entire alliance out and DID YOU KNOW that there’s a Hudson alliance?” Hush. Go to bed. 

I’ll side with you if I feel like it, and if it’ll help me. Same goes for literally everyone in this game. If you haven’t figured out that I’m willing to flip alliances faster than anyone here, then you obviously aren’t paying attention.

Sincerely, 

The guy that no one actually thinks is a threat

(which i’m a little salty about, not gonna lie)

WHEW! so im not going to tribal first, which makes me SOOO happy, and we barely even won in Game A, but we're still here.

Simon and alex seems to be the rats so im expecting them to be booted, possibly one of them booted in both games? from what i can infer this is what they took

Alex - Idol Clue Simon - Idol Clue, Oasis, Medium Advantage

simon seems like hes in some deep shit rn but.... that doesnt concern me so whatever!

Well.

So, ah...huh.

Apparently, these all stars? Not as, ah...not as greedy as I thought.

So, uh, yeah.  That's, well.

I mean, anybody with eyes can see what happened - Simon and I took items, our respective tribes lost, and now I'm gonna get voted out at least once, if not twice.  Which, well.  That's fun and good.

Like, I don't...I don't see how I get out of this?  Really?

little correction to my confessional:

simon took 65 points not 75, so he didnt take an advantage, but hes probs gonna be fine with that oasis.

:~) :~) :~) looks like we have a RAT, huh?

It's funny because... I literally told Alex to take a clue. 

[1/6/2017 9:44:31 PM] Owen (Myanmar Host): take an idol clue :') [1/6/2017 9:44:33 PM] Owen (Myanmar Host): lmao [1/6/2017 9:46:08 PM] Alex (Xalxe): Should I take it? [1/6/2017 9:46:13 PM] Alex (Xalxe): No I'm behaving [1/6/2017 9:46:22 PM] Owen (Myanmar Host): I want you to omg can you imagine how iconic [1/6/2017 9:46:45 PM] Owen (Myanmar Host): i'd scream [1/6/2017 9:47:01 PM] Alex (Xalxe): You're a terrible influence I'm not gonna [1/6/2017 9:47:07 PM] Owen (Myanmar Host): hahahaha damn [1/6/2017 9:47:10 PM] Owen (Myanmar Host): good choice

!??!?!?!? and his bitch ass said he wouldn't !!!! but then he DID i'm SHOOK why wouldn't he just tell me he was going to???? 

so now we've got a game of snakes and ladders on our hands because clearly he a snake and he got caught and I know Logan wants him out... But he was someone who I really wanted to work with and trust. I feel like I could have him on my side. Use the snake as a ladder to get to the top. Especially if the snake has a damn clue. But he's so shook that he got caught that I don't think he would believe anything, and I don't know how tf to convince Logan to keep him. 

The person I truly want to target is Emma??? And she's going to both tribals... So I have a couple of options. I can try to convince the other tribe to vote out Emma and then we vote out Emma and she's gone, since Simon/Alex aren't on her other tribe. Or I can convince Logan that Alex has the idol and that we have to shift to Emma.

so we'll see how this goes :') at least my tiebreaker plan saved my game a tribe tho whew and those are the tru loves of my life

Recorded this earlier but didn't send it oops.

So quick text update in addition:

Super bummed that we're going to tribal on a tiebreaker. We did everything right except get the tiebreaker right. If we were going to lose, I wish we'd have gotten some items out of it.

I hope I'm safe. Jack won't vote for me, and by tomorrow morning I hope to have Abbey and Emma in the same camp. I hope (?) Nick already is, but I really don't want to bother him. The timing sucks, but since he's going through some shit it feels borderline invasive to bombard him right now. And it would feel doubly as shitty to boot him. I think (?) the feeling is Emma right now but I'm really not sure. I haven't spoken with anyone in any depth except for Jack. We both agreed to gather info then touch base again. I think Emma would make sense, especially if we can get her other tribe to vote her out too... but is that too much of a risky play? Maybe. Especially with Alex and Simon around, who obviously took the stuff. So we'll see.

I just really don't want to be a first boot again. Please don't let me be that.