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mostlikelyshutup · 7 months ago

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i want to be so full of life that people can feel it when they see me, i want to be big and bold and carefree and confident and courageous and happy, so so happy, that people around me are filled with joy to see it

#k mumbles #idk thinking about how at 16 i wanted to be thin and small and fragile and sad and full of death #and now i am so fulfilled and happy and loved #and i would have loved for 16 year old me to have felt this #and i cant wait for like 26 year old me to look back and be like #its only just beginning!!!!#youve come so far and you still have so far to go and i am happy!!!!#idk i cant wait for life to continue and i cant wait to see what happens when it does #a lot can happen in your life when youre no longer suicidal and theres so much hope and love and joy #kinda just reminding myself of that as well rn bc my meds are fucked and im on a lower dose than i should be lmao

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