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sad moth hours
#cw vent#vent in tags#my foot still hurts#jelp me it hurts to walk im so sad rn#<- sad lil pathetic creature#cw injury#ig?#idk the talk abt it is in tje tags#slight vent#k update#im going to the hospital to get it x rayed nooo 💔💔#cw hospital mention#[🌿];; the moth talks
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not to say stupid shit like NOT to say stupid shit cuz I know this is stupid shit im abt to say but it’s just like. idk. weird to see posts on here and twitter abd shit abt like..... what rosh hashanah is and how to celebrate it and why u shouldn’t say rip when a jewish person dies and the various manifestations of ant*semitism and shit. idk why it’s weird but it’s weird 4 me
#purrs#jewish tag#like ppl are allowed to post abt it im not saying the posts are bad its just like.. all this stuff abt ‘educating’ and ‘spreading awareness’#just feels like......... idk. weird in some way i dont know how to describe. also i had a fucking horrible thought tonight during the#service we watched which was like..... im so relieved this is virtual and not in person bc for the first time in my cpnscious life i can#like. not be hyperaware of every person entering tje space and every shift in movement i see bc i always get scared the like. One time a yr#we go to services that like... Something Bad Will Happen If U Catch My Drift. and it was a relief not to worry abt tjat tonight and it was#sad to me to realize that. idk. i feel like i dont even like.. have the authority to talk abt tjis bc i feel like. detached from my#jewishness or whatver but also im still so connected to it in ways i cant explakna and yet the disconnect makes me feel like.. ah and tjen#seeing posts..... like AGAIN theyre not bad. its kust.. weird. like i feel studied or something. but thats mot necessarily bad#like all these posts telling goyim what to do and how to interact w us just feels like.... A Lot but also i never talk abt my jewishness#w ppl who arent jewish and have never felt comfortable fully allowing myself to and there are a lot of reasons why and idk how to like. talk#abt it or feel abt it. yeah im gonna shut up now but its just a lot. anyways all this is to say i feel weird abt being jewish again which is#mothing new and yet i still know all the songs and remember them and like. felt so jeavy today knowing this is not a happy new yr or whatevr#ok i think im done now. sorry KDHFKFNDKFJDJF#delete later#like half the time... ok this is AWFUL but half the time im like..... wait im jewish? criiiinge and the other half of the time im like.....#wait im jewish? thank GOD and its just like. a lot i guess and i hate the part of me that feels like i have to hide it but idk what not#hiding it even... entails or looks like. and its just uh. yeah 😔
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aaa i keep thinking about the crush i had on my bf and JFJFGSHDJF that was surely smthn
#🍮#it took me like... a good 3-4 months to be more open abt hey i lov this guy!!!!!#and in the last month of that i made myself go ‘fuck it’ without realising and didnt notice i was openly gushing about it on my old old#server with old friends#and we also started to talk more too and it was rlly !!!!#bc uhh#how do i word thissss#when we first met i felt intimidated by him?? but he was always a person i could hang out with too!! rlly fun to be around and i admired#his art a lot!!!!#he didnt rlly take a lot of ppls bleh stuff either? but was also kinda distant and i thought that he disliked me for a while too :(#although weve cleared that up now!!#then fast forward to last month of the crush thingy when we became closer!!#i found that he wasnt as intimidating or as distant as i had tjought sfxvjibbk#liike#aaa idk how to word any of this and ive done a bad job so far :((#idk he rlly helped me to be more open and stuff!!!#and he was able to open to me abt things too and it was rlly nice??#he wasnt as distant as i thought!! super caring too even if he feels that he lacks empathy :(#he rlly doesnt and is honestlh tje sweetest person ik!!#he has stuck with me through a bunch as well and aaa idk im bad with words and idk how i ended up rambling so much in the tags#imma just end this with i love and appreciate him a lot#i wish that i could show this to him more too as he rlly means a lot to me#delete later
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and you know it's obvious (but we can't choose how we're made)
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2o3DFE5
by scorpiusismypatronus
Scorpius hurt his ribs binding. Albus just wants him to feel better.
Words: 2043, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Harry Potter and the Cursed Child - Thorne & Rowling
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Scorpius Malfoy, Albus Potter
Relationships: Scorpius Malfoy/Albus Potter
Additional Tags: unsafe binding, trans scorpius, I MISSED THESE BOYS, Trans Male Character, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, scorpius is dumb but i love him, what an idiot, injuries, local stupid boy w bad asthma jumped on a trampoline for an hour while binding, what happens next wont shock you, I MISSED THEM SO MUCH AAA, a bit of makin out but yk, fluff/angst, lots of fluff, they talk n think abt sex, but it's not explicit, oof i love them, Trans Scorpius Malfoy, cis albus potter, (or is he... ;) ), Slight Panic Attack, like pre panic attack? idk, Dysphoria, Gender Dysphoria, healer albus, kinda like hes studying tje material, i love them!!!!!!!!!!!!!
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2o3DFE5
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Tbh finding out abt all the cc drama is....v depressing. The tag is cancer
#was checking thw tag for any type of info and all i see is people shitting on everyone. yikes#i miss cc cause james/aleks/thecreatures/cc were such huge parts of my life and rlly everythings gone to such shit like yikes...#idk if its a good idea for me to be interested in shit. damn bro#i wish that they could be happy tbh? like cc has had some Bad Shit and i just want them to be happy. i stopped watching in jan but tje love#never left#tbh all i can say on the matter is i hope it gets sorted soon and all this. toxic shit gets sorted.#i keep seeing people talking shit and thinking theyre entitled to the information.#youre not! if you were entitled to it u wouls know all about it already. cc/james have always been truthgul abt everytjing.#everyine needs to chillout and leave them alone#ezra.txt
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