#idk something's wrong with me xdd

[pampamtiger]

i always have the urge to smile or laugh whenever i see a video of bread

[cielles-random-vault]

falling asleep with hobie brown! (sfw)

huge thanks to @michelleart8 for helping me choose

huuhhh title pretty self explanatory lmao

idk if i'll make this with other characters but like

yea :3

(half fully written fic half headcanons ?) (yknow what i'll do both)

bit of hurt comfort towards the hug scene? idk

also reader and hobie are in an implied established relationship

(word count: 250/300)

it was one of the many nights you spent waiting for hobie to come back home. with the two of you being spider people, you had a very few moments together.

but it didn't stop you from being in love.

coming home later than your boyfriend, or at least you thought you did, you took endless precautions to not make any noise. (which tbh doesn't make any sense tbh let's js say you're a quiet person)

just in case, you know, he did come home earlier than you...

the first thing that hit you as soon as you entered your appartment was that the window - which you often left open when you sleep so that your boyfriend could sneak in without waking you up - was closed.

you didn't pay it no mind as you thought it was the wind.

you headed to the bathroom to get into your pyjamas, where actually were one of hobie's old t'-shirts- which smell reminds you of home.

you then go to the kitchen to get a midnight snack, your all time favorite.

as you turned around, you notice the presence of your boyfriend.

"hobie? is something wrong?" you ask as you run to hug him.

he gave in the hug, shoving his head into your shoulder.

"so... tired... " he mutters, "glad i'm home..."

it was no surprise: the pressure of being a spider-person was extremely high. even though hobie tried his best to hide it, but even he needed to let it out sometimes.

(time for hcs bc idk how to truly describe the scene + it'll be easier)

i feel like he takes all the room there is on the bed like he'd be in some starfish position

somehow you're always touching him whether he's the big spoon or with your head on his chest or his arm around your shoulders

if you're scared of storms he would hug you close and confort you

"it's ok honey, it can't hurt you as long as i'm with you"

he plays with your hair when he can't fall asleep and wonders how non black people's hair work

if you're black/ a person of color he'd go like "ooo their hair is so cool :0

he secretely likes being the little spoon but he never asks for it

"ya can't sleep huh? want me to sing a sothing melody for ya?" (don't judge i have no idea how british people talk)

he always asks you if he can move if you're laying on him - if you're asleep he just doesn't

I KNOW HE WOULD CONFORT YOU IF YOU HAD A NIGHTMARE

"y'had a bad dream ? c'mhere i'll comfort you"

he braids your hair when he can't fall asleep

idk i feel like he only feels at peace in smalls moments like this when he's with you

also when the two of you can't sleep he plays you songs on his accoustic guitar (idk i feel like he's been given one when he was a kid and that's how he started learning)

maybe holding hands under the blankets? also you conforting him after a very tiring day he'd have his head on your lap and he'd fall asleep like that

he probably pushed you out of the bed more than once

"what the fuck are you doing on the floor??" but then he'd know it's his fault and js laugh about it

that's all i got for now i think i'm v tired atm i'll probably edit this later or do a part tO but like xdd hope you enjoyed ;3

[emilsendo]

Hii!! I saw you were doing requests and I read some of your works and I love your writing!! Could you do Toman with a partner who does dance- all styles but mainly ballet, jazz, and lyrical -and goes away for competitions and stuff?? Just stuff like it they’d go watch them or things like that? Idk I hope that makes sense, sorry💗💗

Hiya! I'm glad you like my writings, it makes me so happy :) I hope you will enjoy this post.

Mikey

The best boy ever.

At your competitions, he would be THE LOUDEST, 'cause he support ya will all his heart.

He is literally your Number one fan, and if someone will judge you because of your passion for dancing "'Cause that's cringe". Trust me, Dude. He will beat the living shit out of them.

He would act childish (nothing new) when you refused to go out together because you had to practice for a dance competition. He would try to bribe (force, ahem 👀) you to go with him.

Bro is the type to learn dance with you and call ya his "teacher", just to tease you.

Sometimes when you're dancing, you can see Mikey lying on the floor on his stomach, one hand supporting his chin while he looks at you with a smile and a loving face. Of course, he would then eat dorayaki too.

Draken

Supportive boyfriend af.

He would be like your bodyquard. He is very protective of his partner, so when they are begin bullied or judged by stares just because of their passion for something, he isn't afraid to end the stranger's life with strong punch in the face.

After every dance you do, he will clap with his hands and whistle with adoration, having a small smile on his face.

When you will try to teach him how to dance to some of the songs, I have to warn ya, he's stiff as hell.

He have a big secret. Ya want to know what? Bro tried to learn how to dance to one song, so he would not feel awkward when you will ask him to join you. But he failed miserably.

Keisuke Baji

He would dance with you, I think he have a thing to dancing too.

But he would laughs his ass off when he saw you dancing ballet....Don't get him wrong, he just find this type of dance funny.

Keisuke will always be there for you at your dancing competitions, even if it means failing a year because he forgot to study for a test.

If he found a nice song he likes, he will quickly go to you and ask you to make some dance system, so you both could dance to at your free time.

If he felt bored from watching you dance for too long. He would slowly approach you and then bite your neck to get you to pay attention to him.

Nahoya Kawata(Smiley)

This little bitch would distract you a lot.

He one time even played a romantic song without lyrics, while looking at you with this evil smile. Before saying "Oi, Y/N~ Can ya dance to this?😁"

Idk why, but I am feeling like he would "look" at your ass all the time xDD

If someone will judge you, I swear, Nahoya would give them the most sadist, bombastic slap they ever receive.

Please, have patient, 'cause the boy will be sometimes VERY annoying with his words and actions. Example: You're dancing to (type of music), while Smiley was sitting on the couch in your room. He was also eating VERY loudly a chips, he was doing it on purpose. After he ate them all, it was silence for a minute, before he process to call you without stopping. "Y/N! Y/N! Y/N! Y/N! Y/N! Y/N! BAE! BAE! BAE! BAE! BAE!!!!", and when you answered "WHAT?!", this mf said "Nothin'😁".

Souya Kawata(Angry)

This cute blue bean would be embarrass while watching you dance.

He thinks that you're at some moments too attractive for him. Yea, that's true. Dancing makes you look hotter than you look, in his opinion.

When you will ask him to dance with you, he would not know how to make some steps to the music. But he wasn't bad too! Actually, he is kinda good at dancing.

He loves watching you dance jazz, ballet and lyrical. Even if he feels shy, he finds this whole thing beautiful to watch and listen. The movements you are making with grace and perfection, without any small mistake. It's just a peom for Souya.

Mitsuya Takashi

He would act like a supportive husband.

You have competition? He is there, supporting you with all his energy. You want him to watch you dance? He will do that, while giving you a lovely advice about some things in it. You need clothes for dancing? No problem! He'll sew you the most beautiful and elegant suit/dress ever.

He loves helping you with achieving your dreams, but he HATES when you're overdoing with practicing for competitions.

He feels like choking you for not listening to him about taking care of yourself!

Mitsuya went out of the kitchen and enters the room where you were dancing. He smiles at that sight, before he said with calm voice. "Y/N! Breakfast is ready, you have to eat somethin' to have energy for your training." When he noticed that you're too into your thing, he narrowed his eyebrows and crossed his arms over his chest. "Coff Coff" He faked a cough. Catching your attention. "Are you again overdoing yourself? Y/N, we have talked about it..." If you would try to complain about giving you one more minute or some, he would raise an eyebrow and you already know what that means. NO.

Pah-chin

His yelly brain would not understand WHY you have this kind of hobby. He is finding dancing as a borning thing to do.

Don't ever ask him to join you, he will say "No".

At your competitions, he would bring you your fav snack as a reward.

He would sometimes forget about your competitions.....don't blame him! After he will realize that you have it, he would run as fast as he can, even if he hates running.

"*pants* I- AM! *pants* h-here!! *pants, pants* I would- NEVA forgot, *at the end of passing out*"

Chifuyu Matsuno

He would actually dance with you with a lot of enthusiasm.

Even if he doesn't know how to dance ballet or jazz, he would try to dance it while clinging to you affectionately at some time.

You two even got peke j to dance with you two. Ya all looked like a happy family.

He is your biggest fan, of course, Peke J is too.

He treats you like his private teacher, he wants to dance even a bit similar to you. So he need to learn from a master, right?

"Y/N, I am doing it good?" Chifuyu asked softly, as he repeat the same dance movement after he got your attention on him. "Almost perfect, you need to be a bit faster and less stiff with it. Let me help." You put your hand around his waist, making him blush a bit. Then your other hand showed him the right way of doing the dance move. When he did it right, he laughs happily and hugs you to thank you.

[self-indulgent-paw-patrol]

Now that you mentioned Zuma, what flavors do the other pups that have appeared in the show so far remind you of?

Took me some time, because a few of them I KNEW they reminded me of a flavor but I just-- Couldn't figure it out as quick as the others?? You have no idea HOW LONG I spent staring at Rocky here. "Man. My boy. My sweet precious child. I KNOW YOU REMIND ME OF SOMETHING, IT'S HERE, BUT WHAT IS IT--"

So far, for the pups I've seen up to now:

Chase -> Milk and Chocolate caramel candy. This one was instant, just like with Zuma, since I first saw him. He just DOES TASTE LIKE THAT, it's not the color, I swear-- or maybe it is???

Marshall -> Coconut. The white thing, not the water.

Skye -> Coffee with Milk. For a moment I thought it was Milk caramel candy, but she tastes more like coffee with milk, or the reverse, milk with coffee. Y'know, the very soft tasty one?

Rocky -> THIS ONE GAVE ME SO MUCH TROUBLE TO FIND OUT I KID YOU NOT-- He tastes like-- Water. Really. I know that sounds ironic. He hates water. But I look at him and THAT'S WHY IT TOOK ME SO LONG, WATER IS A VERY DIFFERENT KIND OF NEARLY NO TASTE?? But still it HAS a taste. Sweet Jesus Rocky why are you like this, couldn't you be anything like, Idk, MINT MAYBE, or tea, but noooooo, he tastes like WATER--

Rubble -> A kind of candy we call "Rapadura" here in Brazil. The condensed milk flavored one, specifically.

Zuma -> THAT ONE ORANGE FLAVORED CHOCOLATE EVERY MIXED CHOCOLATE BOX HAS HERE and very few people actually like it, it's always one of the last ones to be left in the box after everyone picks their favorites... Which makes me happy because, despite not being one of my favorite chocolates, I still like it a lot so this means MORE CHOCOLATE FOR ME~ XDD

Everest -> At first I thought it was Açaí smoothie, but no. She tastes like PLUM flavored yogurt. At this point I'm wondering if these tastes are tricking my brain and tastebuds mostly based on their colors, but then there's Rocky--

Tracker -> Pé-de-Moleque cake. I think it's a Brazilian recipe too, made with cashew nut.

Anyway these are the pups I've seen in the show so far. I'll go and continue watching now that the basketball game is over, my bro was watching it. For some reason my phone's refusing to login my Paramount+ account now so, laptop connected to the not-so-smart-TV it is for now XD

On a sidenote, I DO NOT HAVE SYNESTHESIA AS FAR AS I'M AWARE OF. I know I'm literally talking crossed senses here like seeing colors and feeling tastes, which is common for people with Synesthesia (or other kinds of crossed senses like hearing a sound and seeing a color for it), but as far as I know, I don't have it. I might be wrong, maybe I do have it and just never connected the dots, but still. It's just my taste perception of these adorable little fellas.

[scrrunchi]

I saw the blue-eyed ask early this morning and wanted to send an ask about it but I was groggy. It's just so silly imagine going on anon just to nag about such a trivial opinion it's so pathetic 😭 you don't need me to tell you obvi but just do what makes you happy 🫶 💪

I know it's silly I laughed my ass off XDD

Probably just a young user so I'm not mad about it, it's kinda cute cause I used to get mad about minor details about my favourite characters too when I was younger, I know where it comes from haha

Like imagine a, idk, 13 year old coming to a 24 year old adult stranger and screaming in their face how they do something wrong, it's hilarious.

[iluminaughter]

Well, honestly, I was having an AU idea since a pair of years buuut I've pretty busy with college stuff that I could only write ideas and some sketches, but now that I'm a bit free and seeing the GF AU proposals that were coming out, I was able to develop better to finally present to you! Well, here it its...

Fleshbag AU!

"but...what the hell is this about?"

Dipper, in a attempt to stop Weirdmaggedon, makes a deal with Bill to let out his family. But instead it was actually a trap to get rid of him through the memory eraser, a trap that goes totally wrong because the fight between the two entities (Dipper and Bill) cause an Interdimensional Collapse between the three universal planes (Real World, Mindscape and Nightmare Realm). All this the total annihilation of that universe. TOTAL. ANNIHILATION. (jsjs i'm dramatic xd) No mortal survived... except the Henchmaniacs and a being formed (both body and soul) from the remains of Dipper and Bill, called Bips. It retains diffuse memories of thier ancestors but inherited the negative aspects of both, givining them a constant insecurity. All the years go by and after a few years, They meets Axolotl, a powerful extra dimensional deity, watcher of all realities, but at the same time is a relaxed and wise being. Making a lil' deal with Bips, they embark on an edventure to explore different realities, fix thier problems and solve mysteries, in search of a posible cure to restore the Bips's Desolate dimension. As Bips tries to find his identity amidst the "duality" he was formed.

-----------------------> I'm soo sorry it's soo long, I tried to summarize it as best as possible and traslate it (yep, english is not my first language xdd) ^^'

Welp, a final extra things! :D

My main inspiration on aaall this minddump was:

"Hawaii: Part II" from Miracle Musical

The game "The End is Nigh" from Edmund Mcmillen (GOOD *clap* GAME)

....aaand a bunch of surreal stuff that I liked it! (Albums, Internet Stuff and parodies!)

2. idk how can I tell the story, whether to make it into a comic, a fanfic, or just do it with sketches, there maybe I can do something but I really don't want to stress about this, It's a big but caaalm project that I could publish regularly apart from my other stuff. 3. About that, do you think I could make another Tumblr dedicated exclusively to the AU? More than anything to separate the content from my personal (and another fanart sjjs) work. 4. As I said earlier, it will take me time for post due to Language issures, I will try to make it as accurate as possible so you can understand. Any feedback will be very well received! And with that, I also learn apart from Duolingo (A.K.A evil green owl mwehehee) 5. And yeah, any feedback in general will be heard! I would love to read your opinions and all that xdd.

If you read this, thank you for coming to my ted talk ;)

P.S The art is some "concept/key art/ print" thing? Idk how it has the main idea xd

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Ohh goshhh

Marjann

Marjan be careful

Girl get out of there D:

I know you guys all love not following orders but this time LISTEN TO OWEN xd

Ohh nooo honey 😭

I don't think you're close enough to do anything in time Owen xd

Okayy okayyy

I mean if you're gonna be disobeying at least get the job done yk xd?

PHEW yayyy did they get it :D?

YAYYY

Yeah girl you didn't listen xdd

Phew though you made it out and are okay, and got it done :'))

Marjann

Are you lying

Did you get hurt

YOUR GEAR DIDN'T WHAT

Ohhh noo 😭😭😬😬😳

That's awful honey I'm so sorry 😭 DD:

Also though xdd honey whyyy did you do it 😭 I know why but xdd

Oop?

AAHHHH AYYYY

Hi Carlos 🥰🥰!!

Aaahhh he's so sweet :D

Nope 💀 wrong one xdd

Oooof

Yeah it has been a couple years huh :'o

I suppose I would ask to but I just figured they would still know him xD

Crazy how they're all family yet half of them barely interact

Ope?

Oh Trevor's here :o huh!

AAHHH yeah the wedding :'D

This is awkward xdd 😬

OOPE O.O

Carlos like uh :) get me out of here :')

LOL the nails

Hmm idk that she did call/text him

Nooope 😬

Ahh yeah xd

I mean I kinda see why though

Though Carlos gets ex-wives lol

TECHNICALLY KIDNAPPING 💀

"You're the expert" xDD wait these two are kinda iconic as a dry duo lol

"They're painting your nails this time" XD amazing

I hope Carlos can end up giving him advice :))

Oh gosh Marj DD: 😬

I mean yeah fair Owen xd

Fair as well Marjan 😬 xD

Oh gosh :((

Typing this as the lindor commercial says "made to melt you" 💀 xDD

That looks awful Marjan D: burned straight through her gloves 😳🤢

Poor honey :((

Marjan :(

Is it emotional as well xd

Yeah that's more accurate :((

I mean she did also disobey orders Paul

I don't think either of you are out of the running still <3 not unless both of you are

Honeys <3

STOPPPP I love them so much 😭😭🥺❤️

The/my besties <33

Ope?

Huh?

Wait is it something about the missing kid :O

YEP his hat :O!

But how will they know for sure- oh phew

Hey guysss :'))

Hurry y'all hurry 😬😬 :(

Aww they're so good with him <33

They've gotta somehow figure out that it was the lady right :o 😬🥺

OHH yep!!! Handprint shape :OO

It was real :')

OOP backpack

Okayy okayyy

Doesn't tell you much xdd

Ahh nice fight the manifest :D so you know which ones aren't worth your time :o! Nice :)

Okayy okayyy

Oope beer, okay!

Oh gosh 😬

Oh nooo he's gonna be pinned on one of those isn't he o.o 😬😭😭

Ohhh noo

OOP HIS PHONE :O!!

Is it the hospital, or-

His brother 😭😭😭😬😬🥺

Ohh nooo

Not great news bro :((, not him

And a train crash xd 😭

:OO his brother replied!!!

That's the power of family :'))

Uh ohhh

UH OH

Okay phew he's alive and awake though :o

[cheshirecaine]

Aizennnn

Ooh, nice one.

How I feel about this character

I love this scrunkly lil God-complex arsehole. Just a really interesting and complex character. Love the man’s dedication to an outfit change: studious assistant, tyrant king, birthed moth and eventually snarky human furniture. Stay winning, babe.

All the people I ship romantically with this character

SHINJI. Gin. Ichigo? Kisuke Urahara?

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Ooh 🤔 I mean the bitchiness between him and Gin would be iconic. Or Shinji and him having hatefuck energy in every universe but only getting the benefits in some universes. Intrigued by the different paths taken foil-ness of him and Urahara. I still haven’t cough haven’t updated that fic, but I have a Shinji/Ichigo fic with Ichigo & Aizen brotp, and I do think there’s a lot to be examined there. Could see him being given shit by the Espada. Or the Vaizard pre/post-Hollowfication

My unpopular opinion about this character

He’s never been wrong ever. XDD

His frothing at Urahara about the place of God comes out of nowhere during his downfall, and so utterly reframes everything about him. Makes the positioning of who’s a villain and who’s a hero seem so arbitrary—and now that I think about it, seeing Aizen as a tragic hero (especially as Ichigo’s foil) is such a devastating way to consider his character.

He’s hotter with the glasses. But I think some of that look’s appeal is the restraint/deception. Also the funky lil dynamics of Gotei rankings do something too.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

Confirmed Shinji/Aizen exes. I mean TBH, what is canon but a delusion we hold in our imagined collective brain. IDK, I guess maybe a convo between them in the last couple arcs.

I mean, I feel like not saying does more, but I’d be curious as to Aizen’s background. It’d certainly make me view his and Gin’s relationship differently if Kubo had decided to make him another grown Rukongai brat, though it doesn’t seem to match Aizen’s image.

Baring in mind I didn’t finish the Quincy arc, but maybe him and Ichigo having an on-the-level convo. But I do think I’m not really disappointed by canon’s treatment of him (minus Shinji visiting him and his chair), so anything I can think of I’d just as easily prefer to see in fanfics.

Thanks for the ask, Cross. At least now we can confirm how delusional I am about Sosuke <33

[wintermahalo]

⚠️ ME NVR SHUTTING UP WARNING ⚠️

omg ur literally like the sweetest person on this app!! 😭 but heyy im back again (earlier than usual because i got the overwhelming urge to come talk again) and idk what to say now that im actually talking.. does that happen to anyone else?? maybe somethings wrong with me 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ and this is gonna sound super crazy but like if u have anything you rlly want to rant about (or js wanna say fun facts) but nobody will listen to i kinda js wanna listen (read) what someone has to say (ofc if u dont wanna u dont have to but i find those rants rlly cute) imma talk about something rq so if u dont wanna talk u can read what im talking about

okay okay so like a month ago i went missing for like 30 minutes... 😭😭 and i think abt it a lot bc i went missing with a superrr fine guy from my school and i wonder if hes evr like "omg remember when i went missing with 🌷" or if im a weirdo for remembering that and thinking about it all the time. do i talk to much? 😭😭 if u dont wanna read all this u dont have to!! okay xoxo sweetie pie mahalo mwa mwa

-🌷

STOP THAT DONT WORRY, I'm a listener myself so I'm more than willing to listen to rants all day, Ik how u feel tho because I can rant a lot too XDD. But wow, sounds like you did a lot since you've been gone, I don't think ur a weirdo for remembering since that's kinda a natural thing, I'm not great at talking but dms are open if u wanna chat :DD have a great day/night!!

[crownshattered-arch]

|| OKAY Honkai Star Rail Kira verse coming right up~ This is very much a WIP, since I only just met the machine guy and the girl in the red dress, sooooo there's a lot of things I don't know XDD If you see anything wrong with this information or anything I write in a reply, please tell me!! I'd appreciate any help as long as it's polite..!!

okay, on we go~

Kira lives in Belobog, specifically in the Underworld. When she was a child, she actually lived in the Overworld. Her time there was anything but "good" as one would assume, since it's the same situation as most of her other verses. She lived with a rich couple (maybe one of them was an Architect?) that treated her like a servant and abused her when she didn't follow instructions carefully enough.

When she was older (I haven't figured out what age exactly yet but she was still a child), Kira finally snapped. She killed both adults before she even realized what had happened. Then, Kira ran. To escape any potential pursuit, she fled into the Underworld (this was before no one could move between the two). The Underworld is where she has stayed, and now she's an adult in her early/mid-twenties.

Kira's element is Quantum and her path is The Hunt (this may be changed in the future). She fights with two swords.

She's a loose member of the Vagrants. In this verse, Kira's one priority is her own survival. She is not a kind person like she is in her Genshin verse. In Genshin, Varka raised her and taught her to help those around her. Here, Kira raised herself and learned that she can only provide for herself. She doesn't always like what the Vagrants do (she thinks most of them are idiots, honestly) but it's a means to an end.

Whenever she works as a Vagrant, she wears a black, metal mask and a hood to hide most of her appearance (however, one can remember her from her bright turquoise eyes...i want someone to recognize her out of that outfit because of her eyes.....). She keeps her identity as a Vagrant hidden as best as she can, so she only wears this disguise when she's doing something for the Vagrants.

To make money, Kira also participates in the fight club from time to time. Otherwise, I doubt many people know her. She keeps to herself most of the time and rarely talks unless necessary (even with her fellow Vagrants). She's very cold and blunt, but it's mostly just part of her rough exterior. If someone knows her, they either know everyone or they know her from fight club.

Thinking her outfit is something like this....just a different color scheme XDD (but idk what colors yet...)

Kira knows Clara and cares about her, but in her own "cold and distant way" XDD She feels bad for her because she too was an orphan girl who just wanted a family. She doesn't want Clara to grow up like she did. I think Kira also knows Sampo a decent amount and thinks he's the biggest idiot on the planet XDD

Kira steals/hurts people when she has to. It's not something she likes doing, but she isn't too bothered by it either--after all, she definitely does have a kill count. However, most of the food and other resources she gets are from looking in the Fragmentum and looting the supplies in those abandoned towns.

More tba..?? And remember, please let me know if something is wrong!!

[kyunniebuns]

Let's do my Woowoo<33

1. I love him so much its an obsession atp. I can't function a single day not brainrotting about him and when I'm depressed I think of him to feel happy. He's also my muse, the muse that I hate to draw most of the time because I get lost in his eyes and fall in love all over again.

2. He has a scar on his left arm. My dominant hand is left hand so<333. I can be his left hand/j

3. How we're not given more insight to his mental decline from a goody two-shoes to cold-blooded and calculated. I understand why it happened but I wish we were given more insight to it. Like How Kaneki Ken's mental decline was shown so beautifully and the representation of his decline is because of his mother and hallucinations of Rize. The field of white spider lilies turning crimson red is such a beautiful allegory that he has embraced the psychotic side of him.

4. Hmmm,,, Wuthering Waves xDD??? I think it's interesting to have Jinwoo there since idk, it just fits his vibes? Post-apocalyptic world with muted colors augh.,,,,, That is so my man.

5. Fatal Trouble by Enhypen:

Fatal Trouble

It's getting blurry

Your memory

It's falling apart

Fatal Trouble

My Heart

Long-held Trust

They're Coming Undone

I don't know you

I'm falling apart

I'm lost

Fatal Trouble

Same Memory

Different story

Everytime I listen to this song I just realize "Damn, I fell for a man who lost himself but in the same time didnt". For me, Fatal Trouble is like Jinwoo xD. In a way that he changed so much it's overwhelming but in the same time you realize he's still him. So whenever I listen to Fatal trouble I just fall in love all over again.

6. Something in common? I guess self-hatred xDD. I hate myself a lot and I feel so inferior. My favourite line from Jinwoo was when he said "I longed to reach for the highest peak". When I read that I knew I was doomed to fall in love with him and him only for life.

7. We all like bullying him and calling him a petty brat xDD!!!

9. No? Yes? I mean, I'm a girl, he's a boy. I'm pretty sure that's not allowed. But if I do become roommates with him I'll avoid him like a plague and memorize his footsteps so that I know when to come out. Not that I hate him, of course not, it's just ya gurl has severe anxiety issues and interacting with people is generally a hard thing for me to do.

10. Yeah. No. I'm the weird kid, the ugly nerd who dresses awfully. The nerd that isn't smart and has her head high up in the clouds, always daydreaming. I love art, he doesn't. My interests for games are unhealthy and I play to be comforted. Jinwoo plays games to be practical and be god gaymer. I'm just there. Would I even talk to him? No. We'd just pass by each other.

11. Date? Hah? Who me??? Yeah, bloody hell no. I can't even be friends with him. And generally, I don't think I'm loveable to a romantic level. Honestly, I'm scared of falling in love. I never had a proper relationship before. I overthink, I read every little thing, I get anxious and have panic attacks when I think I've done something wrong. I've never had a boyfriend. I don't know how real life romance works. I'm generally avoidant of touch too, I don't like skin contact. I don't know. It's just eushdje. I think I'm scared of hurting someone when I touch them. Relationships are supposed to make you happy, no? Yeah, I don't think I'll be happy because my mindset is unhealthy. "Oh, you like me? Let's see how far you really want to go. See? I'm right." And then secretly wish they proved me wrong. I just ejsheje. I don't trust anyone with my heart and I don't think I'm fit to be anyone's lover, let alone Jinwoo. I know he'd take care of me, but my anxieties are too strong. I love him so much, but I'm not worth it to be with someone like him. I'd rather he be happy with someone like Hae-in, because I'm pathetic xDD

12. Scars. Riddled with scars. I would trace them every single day.

13. 👍 He's a dry texter for sure and mostly only talk to his sister to like confirm if she's okay, needs anything or to tell her he'll be home late.

14. Dark Academia. I know he probably should be in mafia aesthetic but hear me out,,,, Jinwoo in browns hehehdvdbdhdv.

15 to 20 no opinions:3.

21. I like showing the reader Jinwoo's mental struggles. I want to show Jinwoo as vulnerable to everyone, that he isnt always the strongest and smartest. He has imperfections but oh sweethearts, just know he will love you sincerely. I want my readers to feel loved. I want to make people feel happy through Jinwoo because he gives me so much happiness.

22. I like it when other authors make Jinwoo so human and makes me giggles and kick. I hate it when they make Jinwoo too ooc.

23.

Do I need to explain?

24. DOCTOR ZAYNE. LIKE DO I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING ELSE??? THEY LIT HAVE THE SAME AESTHETICS AND BEHAVIOURS PLS. IT'S A COINCIDENCE I HAPPEN TO LOVE BOTH I SWEAR. I LIKED ZAYNE BECAUSE HE WAS THE FIRST MAN I SAW IN LND THE REST IS PURELY COINCIDENTAL I SWEAR.

25. "Ohhh, tall and handsome aye bet let's see" - 2019/20

It's 2024 now and I still cant move on. I love him so much it's like I'm walking in inferno but I wouldn't stop walking. I can't hold his hand. Even if I could, I would never. I love that man but he is not for me. He's my muse, my star boy, the moon in the vast darkness and I am the sea that never ceases to yearn for him but would never dare to hold him.

CHARACTER ASK GAME!!! 💫

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5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

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9. Could you be roommates with this character?

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20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?

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23. Favorite picture of this character?

24. What other character from another fandom of yours that reminds you of them?

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26. FREEBIE QUESTION!!

[crownshattered]

|| OKAY Honkai Star Rail Kira verse coming right up~ If you see anything wrong with this information or anything I write in a reply, please tell me!! I’d appreciate any help as long as it’s polite..!!

Kira lives in Belobog, specifically in the Underworld. When she was a child, she actually lived in the Overworld. Her time there was anything but “good” as one would assume, since it’s the same situation as most of her other verses. She lived with a rich couple (maybe one of them was an Architect?) that treated her like a servant and abused her when she didn’t follow instructions carefully enough.

When she was older (I haven’t figured out what age exactly yet but she was still a child), Kira finally snapped. She killed both adults before she even realized what had happened. Then, Kira ran. To escape any potential pursuit, she fled into the Underworld (this was before no one could move between the two). The Underworld is where she has stayed, and now she’s 19-20.

Kira’s element is Quantum and her path is The Erudition. She fights with two swords.

She’s a loose member of the Vagrants. In this verse, Kira’s one priority is her own survival. She is not a kind person like she is in her Genshin verse. In Genshin, Varka raised her and taught her to help those around her. Here, Kira raised herself and learned that she could only provide for herself. She doesn’t always like what the Vagrants do (she thinks most of them are idiots, honestly) but it’s a means to an end.

Whenever she works as a Vagrant, she wears a black, metal mask and a hood to hide most of her appearance (however, one can remember her from her bright turquoise eyes…i want someone to recognize her out of that outfit because of her eyes…..). She keeps her identity as a Vagrant hidden as best as she can, so she only wears this disguise when she’s doing something for the Vagrants.

To make money, Kira also participates in the fight club from time to time. Otherwise, I doubt many people know her. She keeps to herself most of the time and rarely talks unless necessary (even with her fellow Vagrants). She’s very cold and blunt, but it’s mostly just part of her rough exterior. If someone knows her, they either know everyone or they know her from fight club.

Thinking her outfit is something like this….just a different color scheme XDD (but idk what colors yet…)

Kira knows Clara and cares about her, but in her own “cold and distant way” XDD She feels bad for her because she too was an orphan girl who just wanted a family. She doesn’t want Clara to grow up like she did. I think Kira also knows Sampo a decent amount and thinks he’s the biggest idiot on the planet XDD

Kira steals/hurts people when she has to. It’s not something she likes doing, but she isn’t too bothered by it either–after all, she definitely does have a kill count. However, most of the food and other resources she gets are from looking in the Fragmentum and looting the supplies in those abandoned towns.

More tba..?? And remember, please let me know if something is wrong!!

[pannacottawarrior]

Me: oh wow Marvel really fucked up with those New Warriors characters :/ their designs aren’t;; bad;; but they’re not good either and could definitely use a redesign and name rework

Some white person on YT: :) want to see me redesign them and talk about what i think of these black characters (and one that’s nb)?

Me: i;;;; i’m kinda scared what you’ll say ngl

Actually LGBT (particularly black, trans or nb people) content creators + commenters on YT: want to see me redesign them and/or talk about what i think of these black characters (and one that’s nb)?

Me: m u c h  better;;

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

NOPE

NOPE

NOPE. NOPE :)

NOPE

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Sadder than I have ever been

Okay that's exaggerating but

With a tv show one of the saddest xd

A MEMORIALLLLLL 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

I AM NOT OKAY

I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU SHAUN

I'M SORRY I LOVE YOU BUT I DO NOT CARE

Okay okay I can calm down

About that at least

I swear Shaun if you focus on other stuff even to avoid your pain I will die

Yeah I get it Lea :'(( that sucks

And yeah I am sorry Shaun xd

Yeah

Ope???

WHAT THE HECK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS

OH GOSH that's awful o.o

Lim????

Uhhh not this time xdd 😭😭💔

Oh noooo :'(((

Bro he literally can't operate xd

Oh gosh this is all so chaotic 😭😭💔 not good stuff xd

Not gonna lie kinda angry that we have a big event to be focusing on when Asher literally just died but maybe it'll help distract me xd

Well

The Good news is

The Rookie couldn't possible go worse

Knock on wood

I'm just sitting here in silence

My gosh

Huh

Wow

Gosh xd

Okay, that's the last my last thoughts, now it's time for the. . .

REVIEW

. . .

I really loved this episode!! I don't think I can ever watch it again xdd

sigh

I want to do this while my emotions are fresh (and it'll distract me) but also I don't know if I can bear to

Especially sitting here (not literally) in the emotions of it all

Maybe a quick one

Idk

He deserves better than that though also xd

Maybe quick with a longer one later?

. . . I want to just go forget about it

But I think I need to process it

Because I'm still shocked and denial

I genuinely did enjoy this episode. I thought it was really well done, and I really liked the storylines in it. And, even though I am absolutely heartbroken, I'm glad Asher at least had good final moments, and the drama his death deserved.

Here's what I'll say about what I knew.

This morning, I woke up and saw and article along the lines of "'The Good Doctor' kills of lead. . ." or something along those lines. I quickly swiped it out of the way and stressed xd. Later, another one came (and here's the surprising part that I did not mention earlier, I believe in my review of last episode) that said something similar, "'The Good Doctor' kills of. . ." (something along those lines) and then, under that, something like "Related to: Jerome Martel". Genuinely, the most likely thing I expected was for Jerome to die. I later saw another article that I quickly avoided sight wise, then covered as I scrolled by down to swipe the notification away. And I glimpsed a picture and Asher and Jerome. I really thought Jerome might die.

I'm glad he survived xd.

But I also believe I thought to myself "I'd rather anyone else. I mean, not Asher, or" and then basically thought of "okay I don't want anyone to die" xd.

Hh.

It's been 25 minutes since I finished the episode xd.

Gosh

Okay, a few quick things about other people

So, I guess,

Onto the individual parts

Dom! Missed you today buddy ❤️. Sure you're slaying, see you again soon :).

Shaun and Lea! Oof on the what's-it-called-ing Steve xd. It's rough and I think they may want to let up sometimes but hopefully it helps them <3. I also hope the complaint doesn't affect Shaun too much, but at the same time, he has been treating Charlie unfairly. Anyway, love them.

Charlie! Segway xd. I feel bad for her. She genuinely was doing really good, and she just made a mistake at the wrong moment. I think Shaun should've been calmed, but I do think she needed to learn that that was not the moment to ask. It sucks, I hate the feeling of being told that I need to stop because someone's trying to focus and I just made a mistake. But she needed to, and I think this is an iffy thing to push her over the edge and make a report. At least I hope the report is on other things, not that specific event. She had some good moments this episode though, love her.

Park! Not too much going on, but he slayed on the case :). It sucks the way it turned out for the patients :(. Also, him at the wedding was sweet :')). Love him <3.

Morgan! Again, not too much, though her conversation with Lim was hilarious lol. Poor Lim in that conversation xD. Of course Morgan's hears all the tea though lol. I also like that she defended Charlie sharing her story :). Anyway, she slayed <3. Love her.

Kalu! He slayed today too :)). Glad that he too- well, not really defended Charlie, but was kinda on her side sometimes. Like they said, they're looking out for the interns :')). I really liked the bit where he quickly explained and she was cool with that - I think it just shows that she can be worked with, if you put in the effort and listen and be patient. Anyway, love him <3.

Glassman and Lim! I'm glad they worked everything out in the end, and that it did help Lim with her mom :'). I'm thinking this was mainly for that, and also so Glassman can have someone to be with in the last season. I still think it was a funky thing to do xd, but I'm glad they're happy lol. And I think it's good what he told Lim, that she can start getting closer with her mom :')). And I'm so sorry for Lim, that she and Clay broke up :((. Her line about being alone nearly broke me (though don't worry, I just had to wait for later for that) 😭❤️. I'm glad it's hopefully going to get better <3. Love them :).

Jordan! Didn't notice till she showed up that she hadn't been there, but I'm really bad at noticing that xd. I thought it was a cool way, a good scene and stuff, of working her in :). And her advice to and conversation with Asher was so good :'DD. I do wish she was here, considering what the episode was and how close and Asher are, but I'm glad we got to focus on his relationship with Jerome. And that at least she was still here ❤️. Love her <3.

So. It's time. I'm going to talk about the rest of the episode first, and then say a little bit. Then, I'm going to go cry a bit more probably, maybe have emo thoughts, and distract myself before I go to bed xd.

Asher and Jerome!! Y'allll I loved the content we got for them this episode :'DD. I mean I hate a fight but, hey, I love angst too lol 👀 xD. Still, I love any screen time for them <3. I certainly didn't agree with Asher's wildin opinions in the beginning xD, but I was still having a fun time. And I'm glad everything worked out (regarding the fight and that stuff). Asher helping with the wedding was so sweet 😭😭😭💔❤️❤️🥺🥰. And the talk he had with the rabbi :'DD :')). I loved that, I know that feeling <3. Also AAAHHHHH their kiss after the wedding 😭😭🥺❤️. I'm not okay <3. At least they got a kiss at a wedding :')). Where the arch thing was and everything xd. Random note that I mentioned in the liveblog, I love that they cook together so much. Anyway, AAAHHHHHH JEROME WAS GOING TO PROPOSE!! HE WAS HIDING THE RING!!! AAAAAHHHHHH :DDDD WHOO 🥳🥳🥳🎊🎉🎂🎂🎂🎂!! Asher found it too 🥰🥰🥰. He was stressing, aww poor babey <33 :'(, but I'm glad he finally made peace with it and made his decision :')). Also, regarding. . . everything, I'm glad that he knew <3. Also, Asher immediately going to get Jerome a bandaid was so good <3. Loved it :')). They were seriously so good this episode, it was great :'D. I love them so much <333.

Now.

The stuff xd

I was freaking out at the end. Until that yelling (even for a half second into it), I thought it would be Jerome. I was honestly terrified as well that it was a mislead and it still would be. But even more scared for Asher.

I like that he came full circle. I think he deserved that. Deserves.

I read a few articles after finishing the episode, and one, I think something from a writer, said "His last line is "I am a Jew. A gay one, too, and I'm calling the cops" " (or something like that). That he finally truly accept both parts of himself. I'm really proud of him for that, and I'm glad that's how it ended for him <33. It also makes me think of how his literal first line was about that very thing. He grew up Hasidic, before he decided that "if there was a God, He was nothing but a cruel being that I held nothing but contempt for". Then he says "That's when I started going to medical school. And also dating men". Or, something along those lines for all of that. I like the symmetry.

I do appreciate the commentary of it being a hate crime. We as queer people, and Jewish people (though I am not Jewish) are still facing so much bigotry. But I do kinda of wish that I didn't have to see it in the show as well. Sometimes I like it, sometimes I like to just feel that catharsis, and sometimes I just want to see the good sides. That it's not a tragedy.

Like I've already said though, I do appreciate that it got the drama it deserved. Asher went out fighting for what's right, accepting himself, and standing up for people. That's kind of what he's always been about :'). He also went out with an episode that focused largely on him and his journey, along with his relationship, and he got a good music moment at the end lol. Not to mention the angst of it all. And, of course, in the next episode his funeral. Though I do wish there wasn't a huge emergency as well. But (especially with the description specifically saying they'll all be dealing with their personal tragedy as well), it should be interesting to see at least. And again, it'll distract me and then xd. I just think it would also be interesting to see them trying to go through their normal lives as if this huge thing didn't just happen.

Also, something more lighthearted lol, imagine being at a funeral and then half the guests get up and leave 💀. Even knowing they're doctors it's awkward xD, especially since they're some of the people who cared the most about him (😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️❤️). But it's like, that's what happens when you're a doctor xD. I just find it kind of funny lol.

Anyway. I think, if he had to die, Asher went out the best way he could here. At least he was fighting for something, unlike the tragedy of Melendez's pointless death. It's still absolutely heartbreaking, but that does bring some comfort <3.

Also, in those articles, I saw that the reason Asher was killed off is apparently because Noah Galvin wanted to move on from the show.

I love you sir but I am kinda angry xD.

Nah but for real, I do understand it, and I'm happy he gets/got to go back home and stuff, but I am like ". . . it's the last season" xD. Maybe he asked before it was cancelled lol, I don't know. If that's the case that kinda upset some more, because he might have been willing to stay for just like 5-19 more episodes xd. Anyway, slightly salty about that lol (how could you do this to me Mr. Galvin <33 😭😭😭😭💔💔❤️❤️ :')) :'(( ), but I am happy for him. And he's had a great run on this show, as has Asher <33.

. .

I want to say a little bit.

I know I've said a lot xd, but something specific.

I wish Asher was still alive.

I know that's obvious, and it makes sense, but there's layers to it xd. Yes, he was my favorite characters (nearly said one of lol - he is, but my favorite in the show). Is, that is. Yeah, correcting the opposite way of what you'd expect there lol. Anyway. Yes, he was my favorite, and I absolutely wanted him and Jerome to get married. It was something I was sad about missing with the cancellation, but apparently we could have had it (which I did think of earlier xd). Or at least the engagement xd. We really tried on that one lol - we were so close xd. But, I also just wanted him to live. And I wanted to continue seeing him xd :(((. I still do.

But beyond all that, Asher means something to me. Every character in anything I love does, but he is a very specific character.

He's a character I don't have anywhere else.

We are not exactly the same. But I don't think I can express the importance to me of a queer religious character. Even though he scorned religion, even though he was no longer practicing, it meant something to me. I said a lot, especially in this episode, that I understand it. I do. I understand questioning if you can live your life in your religion and be queer. I understand doing more research than most cishet people ever have to do, finding the scriptures that cry your acceptance and not your punishment. I have watched my religious community on Tumblr receive disgusting death threats because of what we believe. I have heard my religion made fun of my friends. I have fought to defend myself and my culture and my beliefs at every turn, from queer people and religious people and people in between. I have hidden and kept quiet because I was scared.

I am very proud of Asher for what he did.

And I hope that, if I were in the same situation, I wouldn't hesitate.

But especially after an episode where I was starting to see a character that I could maybe relate to even more. A queer character who wanted to keep religion in his life, who was going to maybe re-explore it. After that, I mourn him even more.

There will never be another character that can replace Asher for me. And that, at least, is an honor to him.

Thank you Noah Galvin for giving us this beautiful, wonderful character over all these years. About 3 or 4 now, gosh xd. I truly appreciate it, more than you could ever know.

And I thank you to the writers and everyone else on The Good Doctor. Even if I am not happy with Asher's death, I have been given storylines of him for 4 seasons. I miss him already, but at least I have the time we had <333.

Asher is a passionate, strong-willed, brave, often inexperienced, and caring character. All of that is a part of him, and all of it is important to me. I love him so much 😭😭😭💔❤️ <3. And there is truly not another character like him :'). I will truly miss him, so, so much <33.

Overall, I really enjoyed this episode. I also despised it with my entire being and will not be able to rewatch that horrific ending for years xd. But I'm glad he got what he did, plot wise and drama wise. I know I've already said it a thousand times, but Asher deserves that. He deserves drama, horrific, even if I do want him to have nothing but happiness. He deserves that, he deserves to live, but he deserves to go out with the importance that he had, and I'm glad he did <3. I understand losing someone close, and I am absolutely devastated for everyone else as well :'((. I'm scared and kind of excited (for the angst and the catharsis lol) to see how everyone reacts and copes next episode. If they show me the immediate aftermath I will die, but I will love it. I will also despise it, so I'm glad that I don't think they will xd. Loves everyone this episode, I hope the Shaun and Charlie stuff gets worked out soon, and I'm glad the Lim and Glassman stuff started getting sorted out <33. And you know what? I'll say it. Asher and Jerome got engaged :')). I'm so happy for them <3. AAAHHHHH YAYY WHOOOO 🥳🥳🥳🎊🎂🎂🎂🥰😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺🥺🥺❤️🥰🥰. Because I can celebrate their love if I dang want to. I'm gonna miss them so much <333 😭😭😭😭🥺💔💔💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️. Nonetheless, it was a really good episode. I really loved Asher planning the wedding and the conversion ceremony, it was just so sweet of him to do that :'). And seeing him connect with his roots was great <3. I'm glad the ending- no autocorrect. no. . . lol. I'm glad the wedding worked out :). Everyone was great this episode <3.

So yeah! I absolutely loved this episode, it was so amazing. I also hate it and will never forgive it and them lol. Still, I'm hanging onto that engagement! I am so devastated and excited for the next episode. This has been my review of. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 7, Episode 5: Who at Peace

It was so beautiful. The next episode looks super interesting, and emotional, so I am excited to see it! I think it'll be really good. I'll be back here next week with my review of. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 7, Episode 6: M. C. E.

See you next week!

[ziaron]

woah hi ok UMMMMMMFHSKXNXKSB (this is my first request so excuse how bad i’ll be at explaining this to you)

ive always had this idea about someone a person is dating ending up being a yandere, like they really wanna protect you to the point they kidnap you and treat you like a goddess like that and just hurts everyone that interferes? or if they see someone that’s getting closer than they’d like or they’re jealous they’d just break their leg and go “oh! they fell down the stairs yesterday :(.. i helped them, it was so sad!”

also what if they’re like kinda scary but try to be nicer around you because to them you’re like an absolute angel or goddess

I MEAN YOU SAID YOU WANT A REASON TO WRITE SO I GAVE YA ONE

also idk if u do the anon thing where they have a name i completely forgot but if u do i really like oranges so 🤭🤭 maybe i could be orange anon… OKAY THATS JUST ME BEING AN IDIOT LMFAO

Loved orange anon xDD --- 🍊🍊🍊

I'm going to write more, i just am a bit burnt at the moment

Ok but in all seriousness im willing to regress into my feral writer form to satiate your needs ♡♡♡ (P.s. Lyo is read like Leo)

cw: Yandere behavior, manipulation, physical assult (Not towards reader), threats, idolization, stalking

'No relationship is perfect- no one is perfect.' you keep repeating to yourself.

What kills you is, for the most part, he is perfect. You've truly never felt this amount of love, tenderness or care in your entire life. So what if his eyes widen just at the sight of you enter a room- like he was meeting a deity of some kind. Isn't it wrong to ask less of him? Of a man so utterly devoted to you?

"What are you thinking about, angel?" Lyo's concerned eyes stare daggers into yours, waiting patiently for your reply.

"What am I-? Oh... nothing." After you speak there's nothing but silence for a minute or two

"It's just that-... Well... I know something is wrong so- can you just tell me so I can fix it?" He leans in as you quickly pull away, last time you let him 'fix' an issue between you and someone else your friend of two years sustained some pretty nasty bruises, bruises way too specifically placed to have been caused by a tumble in the dirt.

You let it slide then- 'just once' you thought. Since your so called friend had turned into a real jackass after having a few too many, and refused to take no for an answer. You didn't even bother to start a fight even when you knew Lyo was lying to your face about just walking him home, the quick glimpse of fresh scratches on his knuckles where all the proof you needed at the time.

But then there was that 'accident' on the staircase, the scared glances that surround him, the constant hovering, and the multiple monologs about how deeply he loves you, how he will always protect you; how you were like a divine being, taking pity on the likes of him-.

'He doesn't mean to- he doesn't know he's wearing me down... He doesn't mean to.'

"Please- just let me handle it myself. I'll be alright." you give him a reassuring glance before an abrupt

SLAM

As his hand meets the table. Instantly, you look at him with a mixture of shock, confusion and fear.

"I'm sorry! I'm so-so sorry! I didn't mean to! I just-!" Lyo's posture shrinks- like he's trying to make himself look as non-threatening as possible after seeing the look on your face.

You'd never seen him like that before. He was always incredibly calm with you-

"-please dont be mad at me, angel!" He reaches to cup your face in his hands "I just want to protect you... that's all...... GODDAMN IT! This is all his fault! YOU KNOW THAT?!"

Your mouth is still agape as you watch him unravel. 'Did he want to hit me?' 'Was he going to hit me?' were the only thoughts going through your head as you watched him pace.

Finally after a minute you blurt out

"I can't do this anymore. For a second there- I genuinely thought you might hurt me. I can't do this, I'm sorry, I need to leave."

He freezes.

"Don't." Lyo's voice came out as half threatening, half pleading. Like he was dreading what he would have to do next.

"I need you. Please- I just want to protect you! You know I would never hurt you! Ever! I just got a little frustrated! That's all! Don't be stupid, you know I'd never ever hurt you! I'D NEVER HURT YOU!?! WHY WOULD YOU EVEN THINK THAT?! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I-"

"Stop!", "I made my decision."

"So what? Mine doesn't matter then? What am i supposed to do without you? I have nothing without you. You aren't just the greatest thing in my life- you- you are my life!" Desperation clang to every word Lyo spoke, making your heart ache.

He could tell you were caving, as pools began to cloud your eyes you croak out a pitiful "ok..." before feeling his warm embrace.

Lyo gently pets your head, holding you tightly for a good few minutes while you cry. Knowing that just like a moth drawn to flame, He has you exactly where he wants you, no- needs you.

[naoyas90dayfiance]

why can i see teen naoya being all "yeah whatever you can ignore me for as long as you want" to his gf/bf/partner and then he goes into his room and his abandonment issues kick in because he thinks you're gonna leave him and he gets super desperate and after your class is over he pulls you in a corner and says "okay, so idk why you're ignoring me but if i have done something wrong then please tell me, you can punch me in the face but please don't ignore me like that"

You feel it bc is true bestie kun xdd

And he whispers the whole thing because he just gotten his hair bleached and has to keep up the delinquent facade jfjdksks.

He doesn't want you to leave him at all. His family already gives him no attention, his idol (Toji) left him, and he doesn't have any friends. So when you enter into his life he tends to make you his family, idol and friend; and the thought of you leaving him makes him desperate and begs you to not go 😭😭😭

He'll even try to convince you with those deals xkdks:

"I'll let you hit this side of my face if you don't go"

"I'll give you cursed weapon from my family if you hold my hand"

"Ok, I fucked up. Just kick me in the balls but only if you promise me I can kiss you again"

Poor Naoya doesn't know that love isn't a constant bargain fghkdkdk

Desperate Naoya 🛐🛐🛐