#idk my head hurts
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You know the eye really doesn’t scare me like that why I alighn with it so much
1 I grew up evengalical christain you know what that means “god is always watching and is always with you”
2 I’m autistic and have an invisible audience
I don’t really ever feel like I’m alone and it freeks me out more whne those invisible audience goes away.
#the eye tma#tma eye#eye#the eye#eye allighed#beholding#the ceaseless watcher#autistic#adhd#horror podcast#tma#the Magnus archive#Jon and Martin kinnie#idk my head hurts
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Fellas, is it gay to have a headache?
#This isn't even a joke#My head just hurts#Something something what's your head aching for a man? Something something#Or something about like how like the tip of the penis is called the head I think#Idk my head hurts
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I was so convinced that I was into Teresa Lisbon specifically, like yeah Robin seems cool and all, but her character is what really gets my goat, y'know? But then I caved and watched two (2) interviews and now I'm smitten. She's too awesome, I can't help myself! Why's she gotta be such a cool human in real life too?! How am I supposed to live with that???
#i'm like double in love or something i don't even know how to describe it#they're both so great#and also the same person technically?#idk my head hurts#but my heart is soaring#girlblogging
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Missed drawing these two too
Bonuses
#rendoc#still thinking about them a lot#always#hermitshipping#sorry for the weird empty area in the first one. It was my attempt to make it take up less of people's timelines#this art is so embarrassing lol but man I like when Doc's drawn as a big goat man I have no defense I plead the fifth#or well at least it becomes embarrassing when its. shippy#whatever Tumblr people are usually cool so here goes!!#I am 99% a fluff and hurt/comfort person. Idc how frisky these guys get in fanon all I can ever think of is fluff sorry#Also contemplated implementing Doc's accent into the dialogue but I am forever paranoid of offending someone lol#idk how to write accents etc but you guys will make it sound fine in your heads I'm sure#hermitblr#tubby art
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toji is so grounding. he's able to make your worries disappear without ever even doing anything (he doesn't know he can do this btw). like yeah he makes his jokes and his fuckass old man comments and he is still bad with feelings but the second he sees you drawing back into yourself for whatever reason, he's quick to just.. poke at you. he'll knock his knee against yours ever so gently, trying to get you to look at him. and when you don't, when you avoid his gaze, he turns into a very docile creature. his voice gets lower, his eyes way softer as he nuzzles into you. he knows his words won't be any good, he's not good at using them, so physical touch has to do.
pulling you into his chest or kneeling down beside you when you're laid down on the bed and tracing your features with his calloused fingers, there are many ways to do it. he just wants to make it go away. make whataver is bothering you just fuck off. he wants to protect you from the world and keep you safe from your own brain and so, nothing is too much. for a man so unfamiliar with tender touches, he's surprisingly gentle. his hands are rough but never with you.
he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, he swipes his thumb over the sensitive skin below your eye. he presses a kiss, a small peck to your forehead. is this the same man who tripped you a few hours ago? is this the man who teased you for spilling water on yourself? is he really the one that groans and sighs and rolls his eyes whenever you serenade him with a silly song?
he does trip you and he does tease you and he does act like your antics aren't the most endearing thing in the world, but he also feels sick to his stomach at the sight of your teary eyes. he needs you to feel better, he needs you to smile again. you're the one who keeps him afloat and he refuses to let you sink an inch. down on his knees, he devotes himself to you in all of his might. he nudges his nose against yours as a silent promise before enveloping your body under his. he'll kiss you better, he'll hold you better. anything and everything – he's all yours.
#another wordvomit post bc my head is hurting so#idk how much sense it makes again but#he's my comfort character okay#and so i have to talk about him at all times or i'll die#toji#mickey is daydreaming#toji x reader
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Perceptive kid, I wonder just how much they pretend not to overhear.
#ignooore that a5 bonnie doesnt get the nice resolved versions of their discussions with sif.. i still think they can navigate it eventually#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#isat loop#isat bonnie#lucabyteart#the dialogue in this kicked my asssss. trying to balance loop's evasiveness and layered meaning...#to spell it out: it's not that loop is actually *that* worried they'll hurt bonnie. it's that they think siffrin is being a fucking idiot#and being extremely sloppy in their protection of their party by trusting them to not be a loose cannon. THEY simply wouldn't#be that irresponsible if it were them!!! hmph!!! ... because they care. and because they maybe Are a little worried.#they don't want that responsibility. they gave that all up. stop making them responsible again. stop stop stop#and as for the other half of the meaning here: get called out idiot. not on purpose of course. bonnie doesn't know (yet).#but it's a brisk reminder of the hypocrisy (since even if loop makes sly reference to their identity to sif all the time... one must wonder#how often it actually sinks in that that's true....? it must be hard to get your head around when you refuse to admit that your habits and#demeanor have changed so drastically since then. like wtf thats not what i would do! clearly a different guy ! faker !! and yet...)#but yeah idk i think about loop and bonnie's relationship a lot. the one party member i dont think loop could ever bring themselves to be#mean to. because cmon. thats a kid. but still... the emotional distance probably stings even worse than usual.#and once bonnie finds out.... ! well. that emotional distance probably stings. even worse. than usual.
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so, would you?
nothing important under the cut, you don't need to look haha
#inspired by the random youtube short i saw about how these types of questions are not really about logic but about emotion and reassurance#doesn't matter if the question doesn't make sense. you say 'yes' because you love them no matter what. not because its a worm or a bug or#or anything. its a way of saying 'i will love you when you've changed and when you're different. because it's still *you*.'#idk something about it just felt so gentle and genuine. like a pure display of affection through a silly question...#and of course fnc was the first thing i thought about because i got brainworms#jrwi fish and chips#jrwi riptide#jrwi chip#gillion tidestrider#my art#sketch#also im back from a vacation! and i feel so awful i got sick the first day home and im sitting here at 6am drawing fishes and chips#the dialog feels a little ooc but i cant figure out if it really is or if its because my head hurts and i cant think#tbh it doesn't really matter.......... but it matters to me augh#ALSO yes the under the cut bit is about episode 109. i dont know if its clear or not
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this has to have been mentioned before but since i've never seen it: it makes me crazy that after sam tells gordon no one's allowed to call him sammy except for dean, dean calls him sammy every single time he mentions him in that conversation. like.
what are you doing dean. are you boasting that you get to call him sammy. are you trying to mark your territory here. what's going on in your brain like actually
#supernatural#wincest#samdean#spn2.03#this is a man who has problems. in his head#.txt#i made two very different posts in rapid succession but idk i just remembered this and it made my head hurt again#so much wrong with dean winchester from hit cw show supernatural#spn2
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Celebrating the New Year
#legos' art#Red vs Blue#rvb#rvb sarge#Dexter Grif#richard simmons#Franklin Delano Donut#lopez the heavy#Michael J. Caboose#lavernius tucker#kaikaina grif#agent carolina#agent washington#david washington#samuel ortez#rvb locus#Brick Ong#rvb oc#Red Team#idk what to say other than ive been on it for a while#happy lunar year everyone#or chinese new year if u celebrate#my head hurts LOL#wanted to format it like a zine cover idk if it even worked oops
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They both lost their team and their teacher....
#in my head yuji is the only one who understands#both of them deserve a hug#idk what it is about younger people taking care of adults that hurts so much#shoko deserves to have a breakdown moment lets be honest the shit she went through#jokes on me i know exactly how shoko feels and how you just dont want to move#not only her team but also her underclassmates#and now that megs is gone#omg#and nanami who meant alot to both of them#and gojo#im just making it worse for myself#pathetic#shoko ieiri#yuji itadori#jjk#236#jujutsu kaisen#found family between these two#i need fanfictions....#itadori yuuji#yuuji#shoko#IPMSSA_Panels#IPMSSA_canon!Fixit#IPMSSA_FoundFamily!Fanart
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it’s truly crazy how to kpop companies, international fans are just money bags and nothing else. we try to make our concerns heard but they are always met with silence and they just ignore us. seeing situations like seunghan’s makes me upset because the majority (international fandom mostly) wanted him to stay in the group. a lot of people supported him and yet, the minority is what they care the most about. this makes no sense and should make a lot of you mad. i’m so mad right now.
he was a guy with dreams. we just wanted to perform and be an idol but because some people are so god damn entitled and bullies, he had to leave. this is truly not fair. it’s two thousand and fucking twenty four and idols and still being kicked out of groups for dating and partying and smoking in other words: they are being kicked for being human and doing things people their age do. fans shouldn’t have this much power to kick anyone out as they please over minor things.
we have god awful people in this industry who are convicted criminals and some of them still get to have careers but a teenager dating predebut is where you draw the line?? we have ceos who are zionists and spread bigoted ideology and support isnotreal monetarily but again… an idol dating PRE DEBUT is where you are like “this cannot be”? like please get the fuck over yourselves!!
people still wonder why so many wanna boycott companies and it’s because of situations like these. we have zionists getting money and getting to produce music in this industry while these companies are in insane debts so they have to overwork idols and top of that, these idols are also punished for being normal young people. we should be rioting right now and i’m sorry to say but these things should not be happening. this should not be normal. this is not a time to say “this is how the industry is”. this is the time to actually give a fuck and do something.
there’s so much that should be done and people still wanna pretend everything is okay. i hate to break to you but things aren’t okay so i’m asking you all to care and actually want better because enough is enough.
#i can’t man#my head hurts from crying it’s insane#how i even could type all of this out#it’s okay to rb if anyone wants to idk?#tris.txt
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The Girl Who Died // Hell Bent
#dwedit#doctor who#usertennant#userveronika#userteri#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#doctor x clara#twelveclara#*#I'M SICK OF LOSING PEOPLE. LOOK AT YOU WITH YOUR EYES AND YOUR NEVER GIVING UP AND YOUR ANGER AND YOUR KINDNESS.#ONE DAY THE MEMORY OF THAT WILL HURT SO MUCH THAT I WON'T BE ABLE TO BREATHE AND I'LL DO WHAT I ALWAYS DO.#I'LL GET IN MY BOX AND I'LL RUN AND I'LL RUN IN CASE ALL THE PAIN EVER CATCHES UP. AND EVERY PLACE I GO IT WILL BE THERE.#anyway idk if this makes sense outside of my head but the journey between like#she might meet someone she can't bear to lose -> gives her a second repair kit so she can make someone else immortal too ->#he can't bear to lose clara -> he brings her back from the dead which makes her functionally immortal ->#look how far i went for fear of losing you#ok actually i need to make a full parallel set. someone remind me to do that
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current obsession : ciphertology!!!!! anyway yes hi edit
#gravity falls#gravity falls edit#bill cipher#ciphertology#edit#cartoon#disney#disney tva#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#my head HURTS#this took 4 hours#idk what else to tag#uhmmmmmm#fart#oh wait#norma tanega#you’re dead
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hades patrochilles for the soul please 🤲
When I tell you
I FOUGHT A WAR TO MAKE THIS SEMI-DECENT and its just a quick thing but I am so embarrassed bc for all the effort it took to pull this out of my ass this morning I still hate it 😭 But it's cute enough (also my laptop was dying and I decided that was my sign to stop touching up on it)
Nyways Hades Patrochilles <3
#patrochilles#hades supergiant#fanart#patroclus#achilles#My back hurts#and my head#actually I might have just struggled because I have gotten no longer than 4 hours of sleep for the past like 3 days#3 or 2#idk
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The Curse Of Hope
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Danny is in another universe. He had a reason, but he doesn’t remember anymore. He can only stare, horrified and disgusted, at the sickest city spirit he’s ever seen. Shivering and swaying with every step, core exposed, and ectoplasm leaking from wounds that are decades old. A ratty blanket was thrown over their shoulders, barely hiding the spirit’s pale grey skin and protruding black bones.
The spirit didn’t even sense him until he reached out to touch its wispy shoulders. The spirit flinched, clutching at the dozens of trinkets hanging from their neck and tucking in on themselves like they were expecting a blow.
“Oh, shit,” He swore, floating back a few feet, hands in the air, to show he meant no harm. “I’m sorry. I promise, I’m not here to steal from you.” The spirit shivered again and rolled a pearl necklace in between their fingers. A nervous habit. “Uh, I like that pocket watch? It’s very nice.”
That got their attention. They peeked at Danny, and he saw that more tattered cloth was covering their eyes, blending in with the stringy hair that reached the ground. Their blanket fluttered weakly, revealing hundreds of thousands of tiny marks etched into their skin. Scars, really. Scars that wrote out curse after curse onto the spirit’s very being. They burned with evil intent, and even reached inside the spirit’s body and wrapped around their core.
Occasionally, blinding specks of color raced across their body, temporarily erasing the writing, but it always returned quickly. He watched, a little detached, as one particular line rewrote itself across their rough forearm, drawing fresh ectoplasm like someone was writing it with a thin knife.
“Are you…alright?” Danny stuttered. A stupid question.
The spirit cocked its head. He couldn’t see their eyes, but he felt their burning gaze as they pondered the question.
“The pain of others becomes mine own.” They rasped. “The lights of the city dim as rotten wealth clogs mine veins. Magicks long forgotten have eaten mine skins, pulled mine cloak, and darkened mine skies. Helios has refused to grace mine doorstep, and the seasons of the Earth have revoked their kindness.”
Danny held his breath. It felt like he was the one with the exposed core, not the spirit.
The spirit shivered once more. “Tell mine soul, little lamb. How could this Forsaken City know peace, when it was long since ripped from mine hands?”
Shit, he needed Frostbite. And maybe Clockwork. Now.
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Danny meets the spirit of Gotham City. The villains and rogues that have plagued the city for decades are literal curses that are taking quite the toll on Gotham, and honestly, Danny isn’t sure how much longer they can hold out. The heroes seem to be doing some help, and are probably the reason Gotham made it this far, but the poor city needs help from the Realms if they want to get better.
Luckily, Danny can provide that help.
But only if he could get Gotham to leave their city behind. Because recovery is going to take a very long time.
#dpxdc#pondhead blurbs#Gotham is very lanky and tall and had dozens of necklaces around their neck#the necklaces are just cords filled with lost things the citizens have lost over the years#like bits of glass or wedding rings or hag stones made from a destroyed gargoyle#actually I have a weird picture of Gotham in my head I might draw it#it’s giving Bloodborne to me but idgaf#basically Danny meets Gotham and is trying to convince them to go with him for medical help because what the fuck#those curses are the equivalent of leaving hundreds of leeches stuck to your body for ten years#Danny is BEGGING Gotham to come with him#there’s potential for angst but if you want crack then Danny probably replaces Gotham#I think there’s already a similar fic where he becomes the new spirit of Gotham but I haven’t read all of that#anyways the Batfam are like#invasive animals that are actually helping the ecosystem recover from an even WORSE invasive species#but they aren’t supernatural heroes and they don’t understand that the issue is deeper#I’m calling this the Curse of Hope because Danny is offering hope to Gotham#but Gotham is just so tired and sick and hurt that they don’t want to risk it#they think Danny is another curse come to plague them#should he just straight up adopt the city at this point?#idk it probably depends on how it’s written#sad course is to let Gotham die. happy ending is where they are treated and returned#crack ending probably has Danny adopting the city and introducing them to his own city spirit Amity Park#oh shit is that a new ship#guys please I can’t keep doing this#Gotham City x Amity Park#how the fuck do you come up with a name for that#Burger Joints?#Wet Pavement?#bro idk I’m putting this down before I make something I might regret#low key wanna write this but like. I have so much to do
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Got some drawing requests
First one is for @nsstuff , wanted to see Reapermare. They both want to kill each other but in a loving way <33
Second, from anonymous (or anonyme if you want to be French)
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Just pretend they’re in a bar here. Blue takes Lust home safely after this
I’m not taking requests after this!! But thank you to those who sent me some <3
Reaper belongs to renrink
Nightmare belongs to Jokublog
Lust belongs to NSFWshamecave
#art#utmv#sanshipping#reapermare#lustberry#nightmare sans#reaper sans#blue sans#lust sans#idk why but my head hurts#gonna officially close my request box#maybe I’ll open them when I have nothing else to do idk
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