#idk man its probably depression or smt lmao

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can my body figure out whats wrong with it please and thanks

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taggt ( by @wesminator )

Last:

Drink- im schlurpin mtn dew rn

Phone call- my mom to make sure she knew we needed cat food

Text- showing this awful thing to @succubus

Song- ddu-du ddu-du by black pink ( that doesnt even sound the way its spelled and i had to look at it again bc of that )

Time you cried- i dont remember probably while i was watching a movie or smt

Ever:

Been depressed- b o y

Gotten drunk and thrown up- i dont go to parties because i live in the middle of nowhere and ive never been drunk i dont like alcohol enough to get to that point

In the last year have you:

Made new friends- ya

Fallen outta love- YA

Laughed until you cried- no

Found out someone was talking about you- just today my manager told me one of the part time mans texts him to say ive been “acting up” ( i said something to her she didnt get so i told her not to try so hard bc i could smell the smoke coming from her ears ) and he straight up tells her shes stupid fgvhjb

Met someone who changed you- for the worse yes lmao

Found out who your friends are- I’ve found out who my friends aren’t!

Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list- Maybe???? ive remade it so many times/ never go on i dont remember if i have any exes besides @succubus

General:

Fave color- im always a slut for pink but i also love rich greens and lavender

How many Facebook friends do you know IRL - why is a tumblr meme probably aged at like teenage-twenty year olds even asking about facebook

Any pets - rn i have three cats

Do you wanna change your name - legally ya

What did you do for your last birthday - I dont remember i was probably still at home jobless and sad

What were you doing last night at midnight - working on miniatures

What is something you can’t wait for - @succubus is coming over next month, next paycheck, to get the energy to work on all my projects again, genji nendroid

What are you listening to - i just left blackpink playing after i had to look that title up

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - idk

Something that gets on your nerves - god everything lately im like a time bomb

Most visited website - Tumblr and Youtube

Hair colour - Black/ dark brown

Hair length - i cut it asymmetrically l recently and shaved it back in march on the sides so its. all over the place

Do you have crush on someone - i have a crush on being a better and more productive and happier and richer person

What do you like about yourself - lets not start this lol

Want any piercing - not rn im too depressed to take care of my body on a regular basis

Blood type-  b+

Nicknames- 

Zodiac - capricorn

Pronouns - She/Her or They/Them is fine.

Fave TV show - I dont watch tv occasionally tho ill go into netflix and play whatevers nice to listen to while i work, like forensic files or movies im really familiar with 

Tattoos - i dont rly like the way they look i think n when i do see designs i like i like seeing them on other ppl, im too fickle for them myself. i used to do designs for ppl tho

Right or left handed - Right-handed

Ever had surgery - to have my teeth removed and tbh id be terrified and i think id really rather just die if i ever needed under-anesthetic under-the-knife surgery for multiple reasons 

Sports - no

Vacation - i like vegas, theres lots of countries id love to see but ive never been out of the states. im too poor and scared to do that rn esp alone

More general:

Eating - i love squishy foods but ive been craving crunchy stuff a lot lately too. ive been getting bowls of ice to take to my room while i work

Drinking- i drink like three things and that mtn dew, water w crystal lite, and match fraps

About to watch- i dont watch stuff much i just play whatever i can presently stand hearing while i work

Waiting to-

Get married - god no i literally just wanna live alone i dont wanna have to see people in my house while im trying to force myself to work or walking around naked i dont wanna be responsible for another person

Which is better:

Hugs or kisses - i dont like to be tocuhed

Lips or eyes - 

Shorter or taller -  

Nice arms or stomach -  these are like. really obscure selections 

Troublemaker or hesitant -  

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger - no

Drunk hard liquor - no

Lost glasses - yeah i just toss em at the end of my bed at night

Turned someone down - um i work retail and look like a teenager i can hardly fucking go in public without some random ugly ass dude thinking he can talk to me lol 

Been arrested - no

Cried when someone died - i dont think so just animals as far as i can recall, i havent lost anyone close.

Fallen for a friend - ya

Do you believe in:

Yourself - Yeh boi!

st sight - for like animals or shows or smt. if youre talking about another person. thats called attraction and calling it love is creepy and unhealthy and an obsolete concept that we need to nip in the ass tbh. i hear a disproportionate amnt of guys to girls say this and its like always someone they meet in public or whatever. im sure if i were desperate and self hating enough to humor any of the losers who try me theyd say it like five years down the line too. you dont know who tf somebody really is til youve known them for years and gone though real shit and seen how they respond. ive always found “love at first sight” creepy 

Kiss on the first date - idk

Angels - maybe

Others:

Best friend’s name - i call her a disgrace and the cause of my death but other ppl call her franky/ alexa 

Eye colour - Brown

Fave movie - 

Fave actors -

franky ive already tagged you like eight times. also im done working for the day. if you wanna be tagged reblog it and tag yourself im not doing anything else for any more people today 

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to distract myself im loggijng the system here goes im turning autoccorect on too so its not unreada le

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noah: host? main fronter, was part of the original along with sam, Not The Original though ? has msot trauma memories, dissociates 23/6. looks like the body but. with like. extra limbs and eyes Lots Of Eyes its why im kin with sagan bt i always draw myself without them so i dont get called weird yieks

bea: protector #1. the soft protector, mom headmate, pretty tall and conventionally attractive but. doesnt care. probably a lesbian

mari: protector #2. the aggressive protector. wont hesitate to kick people out of our life if they get fucky. i dont normally let hir though, pretty much the only one with long hair. is like 4'11", also a trauma holder

emmie: little. idk what to say shes basicslly a facet of noah at that age but is blissfully unaware of any trauma occurring

sam: part of original. split off from the original as well as me. he. doesnt have a job. hes a depression man and here are his depressionn hands? pretty emo and wants to hurt vessel so he doesnt front. only one with actual curly hair

lapis: fictive #1. happy persona basically, took on bea’s role when bea receded to the back of headspace. so kind of a soft protector i gues sbut its nit official, doesn’t really look like canon in most ways. portrays herself as grumpy when drawing but shes a sweetheart

d: fictive #2. idk what hes here for hes been here since the dawn of time but only recently started fronting. pretty chill. pretty close to canon

k: fictive #3. again idk why shes here she kind of looks after the protectors when everything catches up to them? pretty much canon in looks but we dk her timeline

aradia: fictive #4. basically canon. big hair. probably actually a ghost? used to be a kintype but then split off due to trauma

π: ???. may/may not be calliope we aren’t sure but theyre dissociating 24.7. nicce to talk to, goes incoherent when tired. we dunno why they chose to go by the pi symbol but its better than ??????

unknown: ???. we dunno. we really. dont know lmao theyre kinda always freaking out about something. also a dissociative headmate. close to ∆.

∆: ???. talks in symbols makes no sense we dk who they are or why theyre here or what they want because nobody exvept unknown understands them. they sound to the ears like theyre talking a forgotten language or smt

ryn/rin/ren: ???. dont know much about her shes very secretive and snakey. small and thin, weird colored hair

there are like three more but they don’t have names or like. projectiobs or anythibg so im not adding them

phew ok now we have an almost full log of system members to refer to