#idk it just. enrages me
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i'm never gonna forgive the internet for acting like autigender is ~identifying as autism~ and not a descriptor for the actual common neuroqueer experience in which your perception and/or understanding of gender is significantly influenced by your autism to the point where you experience gender in a uniquely autistic way - and yeah, not every autistic person is like that - no shit, it's a spectrum for a reason - but i am, and there's nothing wrong with acknowledging that as part of my identity. my gender is influenced by my special interests (i have a collection of horror-themed xenogenders); it's also influenced by my personal perception of gender as a whole (male and female are manmade social constructs that you certainly can adhere to, if that feels right to you, but i have never fit neatly into any offered box - or seen the purpose in having the boxes anyway - and so choose to just sort of lie over the top of all of them like a cabaret performer sprawling dramatically over a piano), a perception that would be incredibly different if i were allistic (gender being a social construct is arguably why it's meaningless to me - i don't understand the purpose of it, the same way i don't understand the importance of eye contact to seem polite, or why being honest is bad, or why people will answer a completely different question to the one you asked).
#idk it just. enrages me#that this SUPER HELPFUL term was treated like a joke#it was transphobic AND ableist imo#og#gender tag#autigender#neuroqueer
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Shinoa doodle from class and a forever wip :3
#mostly drew this because this one pinterest acc dedicated to hating shinoa (but glazing mahiru and mikayuu??) was getting on my nerves#like shinoa is literally a broken traumatized teenager who was manipulated her entire life!!! Yuu was the first person to show her geniune#friendship!! she didn't know how to properly process it so it turned into romantic feelings!!! plus mahiru literally drilled into her that#she's bound to fall in love one day!! but kagami also did not do her any favours in ch 118/119 (idk anymore)!!#from shinoa's perspective yuu decided to chose mika over humanity and then ran away with no explanation whatsoever!! of course her inital#reaction would be to blame mika for influencing yu!!#and now she realized that her immediate friends are more important and now she's focusing on them!! she didn't just absorb shikama#to get to yuu she did it to stop his influence on everyone's fates!! god shinoa haters enrage me#you can critize her for disrespecting boundaries and not enjoy her personality but don't water her down to a bitchy yandere who despises mi#shinoa my glorious queen they could never make me hate you <3#owari no seraph#seraph of the end#fanart#shinoa hiiragi
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There's nothing more self-inserting in this fandom than the people who actually hate Rhaegar Targaryen (and sometimes by extension Lyanna and Daenerys and other Targaryens).
But with Rhaegar it's very peculiar. With either Rhaegar positive or neutral fans, you can discuss things like connections he has with characters in actual canon, by actually canon references, that give him some depth whatsoever in turn. Love RxL shippers with all the actually newer clues highlighted compared to your typical "Jon's parentage" checklists because it gives more character interiority. Love the Jon and Dany fans who've given more attention to the connections clearly drawn on purpose by the author that are also doing that.
But people who outright hate this tertiary character? The emotionally driven rants as if this man was their own boyfriend or father and wronged them specifically and that's all the focus of it? Only ever writing in "depth" about him in scenarios that are clearly made up and can only be explained as projection from some baggage none of us trying to read some book are interested in? Very odd behaviour.
#asoiaf#lyanna stark#rhaegar targaryen#jon snow#it's also how you know#people like me come and go onto the topic#write something when there's something to add to whatever actually useful discussion there is in that sense#but those people#they just keep re-popping up to screech a variation of the same enraged broken record statement#and just keep doing that over the years#never getting over it#like idk#you've clearly got something to unpack#but it's definitely not about this small fantasy character#and as I said also with Dany or Jon or Arya or Lyanna etc#there's usual the self inserting people in Sansa or Catelyn or such#with veeeeeery weird opinions about things in general (aka women or children) and an opinion about the character they self insert in#that have nothing to do with their canon depiction most of time#or only being interested in that side of it they self insert in if that makes sense#so like Sansa is somehow a representative of girl next door suddenly cause she's not relevant to magic in a magic book#or Catelyn is some ever suffering wife who needs to feel validated in taking out her frustrations as some stressed out#21st century local mother with a shitty husband and stressed by taking care of children on her own#like hm#I see you and what you're doing but also#I don't care#I'm here for a book not for your personal shit
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As if cutting the Lokius kiss wasn’t enough, Marvel just gave us Stucky shippers hell
I just watched What If…? S2E5, and I hated it.
I was expecting this, but now Marvel is just pushing Stucky erasure to the max with Bucky failing to turn Steve back, as it should be the other way around, and just essentially t trying to make a Steggy version of CA:TWS.
Also Bucky getting married and having kids is just… I am going to lose it.
Marvel… stop fighting. Give the fans what they want.
#also they mildly queerbaited nat and peggy in this#I am curious to know a few things#Janet didn’t go subatomic clearly. Was it Hank then?#marvel#mcu#what if season 2#stucky#I don’t hate peggy#I just… idk#endgame enraged me enough#this is worse#SD I fucking forgot
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omgggg i keep spending too much time on reddit and making myself mad help. ppl are so infuriating
#maybe i should delete but i feel invested now waaa#this is why i havent touched twitter since highschool. i have made a critical mistake with reddit tho#why is everyone so quick to be judgemental/CRUEL about trivial things that dont matter !!!#perhaps hypocritical of me cuz now im mad abt this when it doesnt matter in the grand scheme of things#but the way they talk abt women on there especially enrages me#or just being negative about harmless things tht make people happy idk maybe im too sensitive
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Oh? No "Okay- Unable to return to work" option?
No option for people who are too flooded in to drive into the office? No option for remote workers to report they don't have internet yet? No option for parents who need to balance watching their children and taking down hurricane shutters? The ones you didn't offer any time off in advance to make their preparations?
"Need Assistance"? Like you have some kind of response team? Like the person responding to this email is incapable of calling 911?
Thanks, corporate! You definitely made me feel like you care about me as a person 💚
#sorry for the angry post but i find this shit just MADDENING#they didn't bother to include a ''please respond by XYZ or [blank]'' so i'm just not going to respond#if my managers need to know if i'm okay they can ask me directly#sigh... i *am* sure that there may be people who need assistance beyond what the police and other storm responders can provide#but i really really doubt that corporate is gonna send someone to help you find a place to stay#or to help you bucket water out of a flooded home#idk. maybe i'm just being too cynical.#but this is exactly the kind of shit you'd expect from a hypercapitalist dystopia novel#how long will it take before we get reports of companies sending drones to check and see ''if you're hurt''#idk. idk idk idk idk idk idk#i hate cynical conspiratorial thinking but i can't NOT be enraged when the evidence is sent straight to my inbox
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im gonna fuckin bash my head into the wall lol july is almost over and this year has been utter shit for me and i don't see any end to any of it and i'm sick and tired of harboring so much rage towards the people who have hurt me and living in constant fear that everyone else in my life is going to hurt me too
#im not built for anger i don't know where to put it when it happens and it's been one of my biggest emotions all year#it's like i hit a breaking point and now i think abt all these people from my entire life collectively and feel Enraged#but that just transitions to anger directed towards myself a lot of time bc i DON'T know how to deal with it#i just want to heal and move on and foster my other relationships that still exist but to be honest ??#its very hard when i constantly feel like a walking open wound. when every single social interaction feels like a risk#it's not fair to everyone else it's not fair to me but holy fucking shit. i'm afraid i might be completely fucked in terms of all this#maybe i'm just tired idk lol i mean i'm always tired. that also never ends.#i cannot allow life to rid me of my kind heart and sensitivity i know these are good things to have but good lord#im sick of being taken advantage of
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So that Fishy sci-fi Door'nt am I right?
I've been playing this game pretty much every day when My friends are available or I'm able to jump in with a group
But yesterday I decided to attempt a solo run... then got to anxious and ended it early by flashing the local fishy merchant with a flash bang for the 2nd time. This art is actually inspired by two scenes from my solo run, the locker and the room to our eye contact master Eyefestation were two separate locations that I merged together cause it looked nice.
Kar is how I felt the whole time I was playing XD
#justkarthings#art#Pressure#roblox pressure#oc art#does this count as fanart?#surpringly not many notes about this art#its just a picture of me being a stressed floof while playing#I was gonna draw the flash beacon I used to get the enraged Eyefestation achievement but decided against it#I 100% didnt forget idk what ur talking about#Just realized i forgot character tags?#pressure eyefestation#idk what the tag for the puddle of voids would be#squiddles#Aight we good?
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Mr. and Mrs. Miguel Ventura! They are now married under the eyes of God. They shared their first kiss at the altar and are both pure for their wedding night. Miguel wanted to see Nnadi with her natural hair straight and very light make up, so she did just that! My girl made such a gorgeous, feminine and modest bride.
Miguel and Nnadi are having a quick honeymoon in Tartosa, then will move to Oasis Springs.
This gorgeous house belonged to Miguel’s great grandparents and he flipped it for him and Nnadi to live in. It only has 3 bedrooms but there’s enough space to move things around for all the children they hope to have. I’ll miss having my Nnadi around but I so excited for this season of life for them! The newlywed phase is always the best! Who knows, maybe I’ll be a grandma soon. ;)
With love, Bre <3
#fundie simblr#fundie sims#fundie snark#shs: bre#sims 4 legacy#i HATE when couples are referred to as mr and mrs man’s full government name#it just enrages me idk
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I just finished season two of castlevania and that carmilla lady?????? I wont her BAD‼️‼️‼️‼️ (but also alucard and hector 😔)
#but omg……HER……#when she kept calling hector her pet…….#it woke something up in me#I had a VISION!!!!!!!#of me laying my head in her lap while she petted my hair and told me to……to- 😵💫😵💫😵💫#passes out and dies#she is. so fuckin sexy. it enrages me.#alucard has that sad kinda sexy vibe to him LOL#idk how to describe it but he just seems so soggy and I want to wring him dry#hector is just sexy to me bc he’s voiced by theo James lowkey for me lmfao#I wanna finish the last two seasons and I might tomorrow#but I kinda want to get started on that aizawa fic soon!!#idk I’ll decide on the morrow#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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#Aah I have so many thoughts concerning this episode#First of all: that I can think of Lucy really is the character that grew the most on me.#I remember I really didn't feel strongly for her the first time I watched and through the first year or so‚#even after finishing reading the manga‚ but now I really like her a lot and feel strong sympathy for her!!#Second. I remember the first time watching I found Fitzgerald's portrayal really distatsteful...#Like I get there's a whole deal of the usa's economic power having destroyed literal countries.#And Japanese people are rightfully enraged at them.#And I get there's a whole deal of cultural colonization made by the usa of half the world#That said. I don't like countries stereotypes in general no matter the country. I believe it's harmful to enable stereotypes full stop.#Moreso in bsd where a lot of it feels to me like “Our country is the best and all other countries are bad / evil / lesser”#(Again like. There IS an issue with how every single foreign character is a villain if you ask me)#(And this is coming from someone who's not from the usa nor feels particular kinship with it.#Just to clarify that I shouldn't be holding preceding bias. Again I just dislike stereotypes in general‚ the country doesn't matter)#Third I LOVE Lucy's va they're sooooo good!!!! I adore them in p/p voicing Akane–#and it's extraordinary to see them voice a villain in this episode. I love them so so much they're so good at what they do#Fourth I remember the first time watching the episode it was immensely amusing how between Akutagawa and Lucy‚#it really felt like everyone was trying to make a competition with Atsushi on who had the most miserable orphan life. Like guys‚ wtf 😂😂#Fifth another thing that bugged me MASSIVELY was Lucy's reaction to Mori like… What even is that………#Idk it's probably not a big deal and it's probably just an issue with me but.#It's just that in the context of bsd already being plenty sexist everywhere you look.#You have a female character who's evidently got the upper hand‚ in her own reign‚ with a super powerful ability–#facing a defenseless male character. And yet the male character is implied to win due to the power of his……… Frightening stare.#Like you DO get why it irks me right. One thing would have been if that was an ability he had‚#but also the way it only seems to effect Lucy… To me it really adds to a rhetoric of women being more frail / easily scared–#because it's not like Mori was ever able to use his special move: scary look™ on anyone else#So y'know :///#That's it. Atsushi and Kyouka were super cute <333#random rambles
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im an unfortunate enjoyer of react channels when they react to media im interested in but there is one channel of what i call React Funny Bros who i hate with a burning passion
all they do is crack "jokes" over ever ACTUAL joke or piece of exposition in the show, then complain that the show is bad because "its not funny" or they "dont know whats going on" THATS YOUR FAULT.
(this is NOT about Pretty Much It. those guys are my best friends and every time they have talked over the show/movie has added to the experience)
#the channel is called like Milk something something idk#i just know i had to tell youtube to stop reccing them to me#because they made me so enraged
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my love for Maven has evolved into something and no matter how hard i try i cannot put it into words and it’s driving me crazy
#i have a post talking about how his body is decaying from the inside out due to his soul rejecting his mother and that’s the closest i’ve#gotten so far at explaining my feelings for him rn#i’ve also stopped seeing him as this sad pitiful creature and am more so leaning towards he was a rage and resentment fillled creature and#his main ways of showing love went hand in hand with him putting Cal and Mare through the worst pains/horrors imaginable#he also is absolutely batshit like#bro is on the brink of madness the whole time it’s a wonder he never fully falls through#bet u money if he had been successful in killing Mare or Cal he would’ve fully lost it#cause like now what#this whole war and the two ppl he hates/loves the most r dead and it’s his fault#idk what i’m talking about#he got me feeling like#[CAR CRASH] [GLASS SHATTERING] GOOD LORD! [GENERAL COMMOTION] [BABY CRYING] WAAAAH WAAAAH [YELLING] [POLICE SIRENS] WEEWOO WEEWOO#he still is sad and pitiful but he’s also a rage filled monster who was given too much power without enough guidance#just running on hatred and whatever fucked up version of love he knows of#the closest he got to truly not gaf about literally anyone or anything was his reaction to Elara’s death#did all that running on nothing but anger and hatred almost killed Cal he was so enraged#does this make any sense?#he’s still baby girl sunshine loml 🔛🔝 tuck him into bed and read him bed time stories little angel
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i had to remove the reblogs off that last post. when people do ✨this✨ it makes me straight up fucking rabid i hate it so bad
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it actually makes me so mad that some people just don't value romance whatsoever like i'm sorry to all aromantic people but if you really think skip to loafer is not going to include romance then you've lost your mind
#as someone who reads shoujo romance allllllllll the time it honestly just embarrasses and enrages me that people would even think that#ykw i get asexual people. not wanting to have sex makes perfect sense to me but idk why these ppl don't even want to see romance in media#i hold it in such high regard it is everything to me & even if they didn't go an explicitly romantic route it was still be coded as romantic#like i've read plenty of stories like that too where they don't specificalpy do anything romantic but their feelings for e/o are obviously#as deep as romantic feelings. and i think it's pretty obvious that mitsumi and shima have deeeeep feelings for each other#so even if they aren't romantic they still are y'know? and in my experience i'm 99% sure they're gonna end up dating so#it is what it is but people interpreting things based on what they wish was true always makes me so mad
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was constantly angry. unfollowed a couple of people. no longer constantly angry. unfollowing is truly the best medicine.
#internet activism isn't very useful and I'm probably going to go delete some posts#a guilt tripping post just made me enraged and I unfollowed the people reblogging it. mental health through ceiling.#speaking of: if anyone is specifically guilt tripping a group of people just by dint of being part of that group#you should ignore them. they have nothing good to say.#this goes for being a man being a woman being straight being bi being ace#being white being latino being black being part of a country being part of an ethnicity being part of a religion#liking kiwi on pizza for all i care.#there's a difference between 'this group generally doesn't experience xyz'#and 'you BETTER repent for what you've done to us cishets or you're a bad person and you support transphobia'#(I have never seen a trans or gay person make their donation posts like this. idk if it exists)#(but it shows my frustration with this style of posting)#anyway. can we practice understanding that not everyone from one group is 'like that'#and should not share blame by things they cannot control.
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