#idk is that like… meta? fourth wall break?

[femme-enby]

Tryin to find a specific undertale fic-

SO!!!

From what I remember- it was a oneshot self-insert where Sans became… aware? I can’t remember if the “insert” made him aware or if he had already had a bit of an… idea?

But basically Sans realizes that when saying “y/n” he… doesn’t actually know what he’s saying. It’s YOUR NAME, but… when written he just keeps writing “y/n” or sum.

Basically I think he has like a whole breakdown? Realizing he doesn’t ACTUALLY know “y/n” “e/c” “f/c” or whatever other abbreviations there are. He knows that whatever he’s saying IS your name/eyecolor/hair color/etc… but that… he can’t write them down. He doesn’t actually know. You… don’t actually exist??

I really wanna find it again, or any fics that covered that if there were multiple, but I fr cannot find any.

Ain’t no damn way I’m the only one who read that, and I sure af could not have possibly dreamed it in such detail as I recall.

[mouseratz]

like idk Harley Quinn SHOULD be silly, I'm not asking her to become grittier, but even the ways in which she is silly have felt shallower as of late- it leans less into slapstick and actual jokes and more into meta and fourth wall breaking and multiverse references. (Joker himself actually also suffers from this problem, although I would say he's generally treated as just dark and gritty atp). She DOES have an edge and I'm not asking for a focus on that but merely an acknowledgement; most of her appearances recently have felt very One Or The Other, entirely silly and heartfelt or all gloom and doom, instead of that interesting in-between place that her original appearance strikes.

[thejetblackwing]

Idk how to say this but YOU are a fictional character. 😛 I am REAL! You can however BREAK the fourth wall, allowing you the awareness of being in an manga/anime, as well as both SEE and CREATE META CONSTRUCTS!! For example, the ⁉️ that appears above Aren’s head is a meta construct. It is supposed to be seen by ME the viewer/reader. YOU can see it so YOU can see meta constructs. You also created I believe a construct in that island episode when you and Saiki & Co. were stuck on that island. To conclude, by the power of awareness of being in a manga/anime, I can influence the cannon THROUGH you. And I want my comfort boyfailure x girlfailure ship (YumeKai) to be cannon. SO BECOME REAL! 🪄

ooc: This isn’t rlly that serious. Jus ignore me bro I’m very dramatic lolz.

Ooc: Hi! There is no way for me to respond in character to this so I’m doing it out.

Yes, Kaidou is fictional but this is an rp. Everything here is real to them. Therefore there isn’t going to be any big meta forth wall breaks and things like that. Please don’t do that again! While I’m sure you’re not trying to be rude or hurtful it’s just not very appropriate to comment on a blog that’s for roleplaying where characters are “real”.

Again while I’m perfectly fine with all ships (as long as they are legal) that people have, this blog is right now doing Tori x Kaidou and will later be Aren x Kaido as agreed on by the role players. I’m sorry to say Yumekai won’t be happening in this group with the expectation of a one sided crush. (I do realize that’s not said in the Kaidou intro but I will be changing it to reflect the ships being used as they have been building up in my blog for a while.)

Please respect the choices of the blog runners and I can keep responding asks from you.

[mr-double-downer]

Saw Deadpool and Wolverine last night btw. It was decent but honestly like the Joker movie it was overhyped, tho they have the opposite problems. Joker doesn’t feel like a comic book movie at all to the point it might as well be batman adjacent in name only, while Deadpool 3 is just, a little too much on the nose with the fourth wall humor to the point it was generally jarring that Deadpool would say something about Fox or Disney directly and nobody else seemed to notice or care. Like I get he’s supposed to be in universe wacky n insane and everyone understands that but not once does someone go “what the fuck are you talking about”and it irks me. Apparently it was suggested that more characters including Wolverine were meant to be also 4th wall breaking but Reynolds shot it down on the grounds it would make Deadpool less unique or something.

Idk, maybe I’m just too old for meta humor

[vamprisms]

idk how to articulate it but there is something very unattractive when a narrative seems to be hyperaware of shallow things it thinks the audience wants in a way that detracts from like. Enjoyable storytelling. ongoing works acquiescing to popular ships. misplaced meta jokes and fourth wall breaks in stories that aren't served by that sort of thing; didn't you know fleabag narration is so on trend right now? 'diverse' characters for whom nuance or depth are strictly prohibited; dialogue that sounds like the minutes from last friday's meeting on how inclusivity can drive streaming figures. stories that refuse to be earnest because apparently that's cringe these days. that sort of thing. makes my skin crawl

[liuisi]

This is me asking you about poetry. Please tell me about poetry.

YAYYYYY I WOULD LOVE TO!!! now ngl this is very general..... so yk what i will simply give u my Top poems (for the moment!!) and why i like them heehee

OKAY!!!!

on our backs looking up by jan-henry gray

now something about me is that i LOVE run on poetry and this one has been my favourite of the kind for a while now... i dont know i just really love how it starts with the cockroach, ostensibly something so mundane and then links it and links it and links it and links it. like. does it make sense? not really. but at the same time it just Fits Together until it gets to the end with a link right back to the beginning, a neat little knot. I DONT KNOW MAN. i think that with run-on poetry you always have to keep in mind what your Goal is and where you want to bring it in the end because its SO easy to get caught up in just going and going and going and then getting lost in it esp since there's not really strict formatting. i think this is a really really good example!! (like just choosing a favourite part was hard because everything just fits together its SO hard to choose where to cut it off)

favourite line: in hotel beds, two windows facing south, ghosts of last night's feast, the smell of rot from the soil, on your floor, there is protocol and survival, torn foil, an entire body slackening, exhaling,

2. january 2 by zakaria mohammed

okay. okay!! i really like this one because of how meta (i guess?) it is? like it breaks the fourth wall. it KNOWS that its a poem it doesnt try to obscure the fact. it knows that everything that's inside it is for the Sake of the Poem.... if you know what i mean (Here, a gazelle is a poetic necessity, nothing more.) i just LOVE the idea of undercutting the Expectation of what a poem is (metaphor and simile and imagery) and Bringing attention to it i just think it gives SUCH a good dimension to the poem. its also VERY hard to do convincingly and not just sound ironic.... like yeah it's aware that it's a poem but in no way is it scornful of that fact... you know....

favourite line: There, you’ll find my will, and you’ll grab the gazelle by its horns.

3. ALZ ghazal by rebecca foust

okay this one is INSANE to me. a ghazal is basically a form of poetry where (in its most basic form) the last word/phrase of each couplet is the same (in this case, it's "repeating". and LISTEN i tried to write one and its INSANELY hard !!! (i gave up lol) DO YOU SEE HOW LONG THIS ONE IS??? thats CRAZY talent. other than me admiring the fact that she was able to go on for so long without it feeling over the top, i LOVE how this poem progresses. like it starts super mundane (It’s the same house, same rugs, same wallpaper, and bedroom repeating) and then devolves like you can FEEL it getting more frantic as you read on. its like. the familiarity of everything being the same -> the horror of Everything Being The Same and yet forgetting. I DONT KNOW I JUST THINK ITS KIND OF INCREDIBLE!!

favourite line: O trochee, lilting your 10-beat line. O river, O iamb repeating the tide. Bishop called loss an “art.”

4. to my mother by mahmoud darwish (honorary mention)

im including this as an honorary mention because im not AS insane about the poem itself (even if it is VERY good) but more about this video of mahmoud darwish reading out the beginning. it has just lived in my head rent free since i heard it like 4 months ago. i don't know theres something that i love a lot about hearing in the original language (fully realize it might not have the same effect on someone that doesnt understand arabic LMAO) like idk i feel like theres a Touch to it that is lost when i just Read it in english..... but translation is a WHOLE other topic i will NAWT get into right now or this will become a full essay.

ANYWAYS!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH i will keep my promise i now love you forever..... MWAH

[ghostboyhood]

TELL ME YOUR COMMUNITY THOUGHTS

oh lord okay.. im gonna give my thoughts on the last season ish because i just finished it so its what i mainly remember and its 1 am..

the anniejeff made me SO uncomfortable i dont understand why they kept pushing that when they also pushed the dad-daughter relationship throughout the show.... and the second to last episode being centered around incest was odd, not a huge fan of that..

now okay my MAIN thoughts are about abed, so here i go

i feel like in the last two seasons (maybe 4 too? i dont remember atm) abeds autistic" traits were completely stripped from him. yes they included all his "fourth wall breaking meta tv show lines" but it wasnt right.

and i understand people will eventually change/grown up but also.. you cant "fix" autistic traits so it just felt like they were trying to make his autism seem more "normal" also by making him more emotionless i realized? abed cant express himself well, which he mainly copes with by dissociating. but he just.. in the last seasons it seemed more like he DIDNT have emotions (i believe he says something like this to buzz when talking about his duck comics, along the lines of the emotions he cant feel or wtv) but this isnt right, abed is emotional, hes actually really emotional we just dont see it directly like we do with people like annie or troy..

speaking of emotions im glad they really explained that jeff was scared of change and everyone leaving at the end though, its always been known that he is, but i liked that they really Showed it

annies ending was nice i guess? she was basically just a prop for jeff though in the weird fucking fantasy he wants though??? again idk why theyre pushing that it felt so out of place and weird and ew. jeff was also uncomfortably violent in season 6, like i dont think he would ever choke abed out that made me feel so gross...

alright back to abed because hes the main one i noticed in the last seasons.

in the end where abed was talking to jeff in the bar and said like.. "ik ur comforted by this meta lens but this is reality!!" just felt wrong.. yeah abed was still meta w the whole tv show thing but that was it.. and then him saying that to jeff? its like they tried to make him this big mentor guy to jeff (idk if thats necessarily it but its all i can think of to describe it at the moment) but not in a friend way but an uncomfortable "im grown up now and ur not" way if that makes sense,, which again goes with stripping him of his autistic traits by making it seem like its completely necessary to Grow up in order to move forward in life which isnt.. its true in some ways but not in the way they portrayed it at all.. they make it seem like abed had to grow up completely in order for him to "be okay"..

i related a LOT to abed in the early seasons for Many reasons, i think they handled the abed centered episodes especially about his mental health EXTREMELY Well. (ie, abeds uncontrollable christmas) its one of the first times ive seen experiences like that in media that i can almost directly relate to yk? but after geothermal escapism its all gone, never mentioned again besides in call backs where they try to laugh it off/dismiss it..

oh my god and abeds 'girlfriend' was just sooo out of place she was mentioned like twice and then that was it.. they didnt need to do that it felt really forced

also in like season one abed sits in that fucking room for hoursss without so much as making a peep but then he looses his cool and yells at buzz in season five?? again troy just left which makes a big impact but its still smt i noticed

everyone just felt very bland in the last seasons after troy left at least… half the cast was gone, then replaced

idk im not like, ruined the show pissed at the end, but im also not a fan of s5/6 (besides like.. sum scenes, and like i mentioned earlier maybe s4 as well)

i have to binge tv shows so i dont always immediately retain all the information and i have to rewatch episodes a lot, but thats my thoughts immediately after finishing the show at 12 am, sleep deprived, and in a really bad mental health episode so theyre not well put together n shit and i wish i could remember more to go over but alas

theres my immediate thoughts,, im gonna probably sleep or restart community.. i was planning on starting interview with the vampire now but im thinking of starting black mirror so we'll see...

[senseandaccountability]

what character did you begin to hate not because of canon but because how how the fandom acts about them?

choose violence ask game here Oooh, I’ve had so many of these over the years and fandoms. I do think, however, that I’ve levelled up in my arrogance and now I don’t let fandom hold me back from liking a character they’re wrong about - since I know I’m right. Ahaha. Also, if I like a story, I tend to like the characters overall even if I don't care as much about them all.

But in Dragon Age, which is my longest-running fandom, both Alistair (to a lesser extent) and Cullen (to a greater extent) had some really terrible fans back when DAO came out and some of those carried over to DAI fandom. I mean, I loved the Alistair romance, it was my first DA romance and it ended in actual tears on my part but then part of his fandom was… weird and self-righteous and idk, a lot of people were complete idiots during the LJ days, let me tell you.* As for the Cullenites, I think their pathological obsession with breaking the fourth wall and being creeps about everything speaks for itself.

Also, the Amell/Surana origin was untouchable for me for several years because I was so sick of it being the complete and true canon story where Cullen loved their super cute and super tiny and super unique little mages right from the start, actually and they were just the most speshulest of all the Wardens.

*) There were adult parts of the HP fandom there that constituted the least intelligent crowd I’ve ever seen. Grown-ass women claiming to have several Uni degrees unable to make a single coherent analysis of a children’s book and making such an embarrassing fuss about the Half-Blood Prince, as long as I live I will never fucking forget their endless essays on how they interpreted everything at face value (SNAPE KILLED DUMBLEDORE HERE’S MY META ON HOW SNAPE KILLED DUMBLEDORE CUZ OF EVIL) because that’s how far their analytical skills took them. Ah, Livejournal.

[cosmicoryx]

There's something very sad to me about how the 'win' conditions for the 'good endings' of marble nest both involve utterly surrendering Daniil in one way or another. Like first you've got the standard acceptance of death ending which plays out in character.

He's exhausted, forced to examine the futility of his philosophies about death, and ultimately come to the conclusion that the only way to know the truth about death is to experience it. And this is presented as a win! Like yes you as an individual will be annihilated in every conceivable way but maybe there will be some formless residue still capable of feeling something afterwards ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. I guess there is something to be said for the fact that the concept of death as a change in state here seems to imply the potential truth of a lot of those odd Thanatica theories about human consciousness but its not like there's anything left of him to get any satisfaction out of that!!!

And then you've got the much more meta heart ending. I forgot that in this ending there is actually a blatant fourth-wall break instead of the usual vague puppet metaphors.

This is thematically similar to the framing of patho classic in that it makes you evaluate why you care about something that's just a game. There's an extra layer here though because you have to be the one to break the illusion. There's no room for denial or to say 'It mattered to me' because the player must be the one to state that none of it matters. That there will be no death, that Daniil can't die because he isn't real. The game gives you a little pat on the back for this but then just leaves you with the dread-inducing reminder that someday you will have to confront the reality of your own death for realsies without the comfort of knowing that its just a video game which didn't exactly leave me feeling like I had won!

Idk it just sits weirdly for me that marble nest pushes this narrative about accepting death to conquer it, but I don't think any of these endings actually represent a triumph over death. It's smoke and mirrors. Death isn't defeated, it's just redefined into something that can be defied.

[riggedbones]

What drew you to Wreck-It Ralph (& Turbo)? What are your favorite things about them? :)

omg hi!!! my favorite part about wreck it ralph is that its like. its soo much a movie about video games and it does a really good job at that. there are a ton of games that are about games but i dont think you could pull off the sort of story wir tells with a video game because the difference in medium really helps ground it i guess? like if a video game had a premise of video game characters being able to visit other games on off times you'd be like. okay but like its fake bc its not like anyones leaving THIS game. yknow? this is super basic but like idk i feel like it exposes a sort of weakness that can come with super meta fourth wall breaking video games. and those types of games are things i like to analyze, so.

and my favorite part about turbo is mostly just his design and concept HAHA i think he works really really really well as a creepy looking character that wasn't like, originally designed in universe to look creepy. and i love a pixel art >:)

[syn4k]

can i just say that as a dude who has So Many Thoughts about like, fandom in general in a meta way and the culture and the relationships between the media itself and the fanworks/interperetations around it that i am SO glad there are so many content creators out there who are transparent with their storytelling and even give small behind-the-scenes looks as to what's going on. i LOVE it. (thank you docm77 and pixlriffs specifically for breaking the fourth wall occasionally and letting us viewers know What the Fuck is Going On. martyn is also doing a great job of this here on tumblr)

idk. no coherent thoughts on this subject but i tbought it was cool

[nyxknocks]

alright so i'm workin with exhaustion levels u've never seen b4 but i think i get this movie.

Firstly, the humor is pretty good throughout most of this film. I'm obsessed with the meta fourth wall breaking opening because that stuff is always done well. The goofy over-dramatized western movie aspects are hilarious and great, because they're so easy to mimic. Even the slapstick-esque (or like Chaplin style idk I'm TIRED OK) scene when they go visit Sensei and that one guy takes the kid into the kitchen to make omurice was pretty good even though I typically hate that style. This movie is so quirky weird and I vibe with that. Especially the little sound effects when they eat the noodles. The lil 'fwip' noises. It adds whimsy and who doesn't love whimsy.

Analysis wise, I think this movie's point is to show all the aspects of food and food culture? You have those that use it for greed, those that use it for pleasure (literally with the weird as hell sex scenes but like you go girl, ig) and so on. It's a very funny movie in many aspects but I don't think that takes away from the whole point that this movie celebrates food--specifically ramen. I like, too, that even the spaghetti scene we get where the etiquette teacher is trying to teach them all to eat like westerners/soundlessly, they go back to slurping the noodles and enjoying it how they would their food normally. It makes a point to show several times various people adding food restrictions to others (the elderly man and kid basically back to back) while immediately showing people sort of tempting them past those restrictions because food should be enjoyed however and whenever you want. (We're ignoring that the old man ate too fast and started choking).

Food is an art and that is shown in many, many different ways throughout. It should be explored, celebrated, and enjoyed in whatever way is personal to you. Good food unites people and allows for growth and connection. Food can also divide people because we all have our own tastes. It's oddly optimistic and sweet.

Could've done without the egg yolk orgasm and the turtle murder, though.

We don't kink shame, we kink why.

[athena14044]

Since the new Sensational She-Hulk run is coming, what were your thoughts on the last run, (or any of the comics before that, e.g, the Soule run, Tamaki hulk, Aaron Avengers, Immortal She-Hulk)?

I enjoyed Rowell's She-Hulk run for the most part. I actually liked the Jen/Jack of Hearts relationship bc I thought it was interesting how it built off their interactions in Avengers. I need to reread Tamaki's run bc I feel like that might give some context (intentionally or not) to Rowell's She-Hulk and how she feels comfortable enough to be in a relationship with Jack after he caused her to lose control.

I will say I was not a fan of the end of the series with the Scoundrel love triangle thing, it felt like a little diversion where instead of solving her relationship issues with Jack she flirted with Scoundrel. and not in like a "she's using this to avoid her problems instead of address them, this is in character" sort of way (which it could have been!) but in like "the story has been put on hold bc Rowell thought her bad boy character was hot" sort of way. Also not a fan of the way Jen constantly told him she wasn't into him and he'd keep hitting on her and purposefully setting things up so he could meet her. not just bc he's being a dick but also from a story perspective like, the story has changed from being About Jen to being About Jen's "Flirtation" with Scoundrel. There's really only so much of villains creeping on Jen that I can take and just bc the villain is hotter than say, Mole Man, doesn't mean it's alright. There wasn't even meta commentary about how he's derailing her story to insert himself into it. 😐 Bring back Jen complaining extensively directly to the writer! Bring back fourth wall breaking! I really hope that the change to the Sensational title means the return of extreme fourth wall breaking.

I'm a bit torn on how it depicted Titania bc on the one hand. Funny. Also it remembered Marsha. But on the other hand, like that is her nemesis, Titania is never going to get along with Jen. It's not even really about Jen, Titania has her own issues that just can't be fixed offscreen. I really liked how Jen and Mallory's friendship was depicted though. They're competitive and they're rivals and they don't really get along but also they respect each other and they're begrudgingly friends I want to see more of it! I hate the way Slott wrote them it was so one dimensional he's my nemesis for real. Speaking of Slott's bad choices, I approve of Mallory and Awesome Andy being in a relationship but come on you can not just drop that in there with the way Slott left them, I really hope it's expanded on in the new Sensational run. My only other request for the new Sensational is Wyatt. Please bring back Wyatt. I miss Wyatt.

LOVE Soule's She-Hulk did you know he was an actual lawyer how cool is that I wish he'd gotten to write her longer, I read Tamaki's Hulk but I need to revisit it I do remember liking it though, I have NOT read Aaron's Avengers but I'm scared of what I've seen from it, I have also not read Immortal She-Hulk but idk really anything about it

I am trying to read all of her appearances you can look at my tag here with all of my thoughts I just realized I haven't actually posted the one on Soule's She-Hulk I pinky promise I will get caught up I was trying to get through 2015 Secret Wars before posting it but I got distracted by Hawkeye

[theplotghost]

Sonic for the character meme? Hope you're doing well!

Aww thanks, I'm doing okay! Hope you're doing okay too!

favorite thing about them

His attitude about life. He does what he does without wondering who's right or wrong, because that doesn't matter to him. And everything is another adventure.

least favorite thing about them

This might just be my bias (I got reintroduced to the franchise during the 4Kids era of dubbing) but post-Colors iterations of him being...too dismissive and excessively cocky? Idk how to properly explain it bc it's not a consistent character flaw, and they definitely tone it down for Frontiers and TMOSTH.

favorite line

"It was never about chivalry for me... I just gotta do what I gotta do, that's all." - SatBK

RUNNER UP FAVE: " ... when negative thoughts hit you, let it pass, and keep living." - TMoSTH

brOTP

Sonic/Tails, obvs, goodness. Runner up tho? Sonic/Amy. Honestly, just put Sonic/all of his friends in this category.

OTP

Sonic x himself (he's aroace 👍)

nOTP

Even tho they've done away with specific ages in this franchise, I STILL will never be okay with Sonic x Tails. They're literally brothers, your honor

random headcanon

Sonic is self-aware. He breaks the fourth wall in idle animations of several games and scenes from shows, mostly bc he's aware that he's a video game character. But he's chill with it, obvs, and likes going on adventures with the player.

Is that too meta? Lol idk man I have a lot of headcanons.

unpopular opinion

Trying to put him in a canon relationship with anyone is, imo, detrimental to his character. I don't wanna elaborate too much on that bc I know putting him in relationships is fun, I do it too on occasion. I just think this recent attempt of making his canon relationships with his friends more "mature" therefore "romantic" (read: him and Amy in Frontiers and Boom) is not only upsetting to me as an aroace person (maturing doesn't automatically equate to falling in love) but also goes against his original conception from CD.

song I associate with them

I have a whole playlist.

favorite picture of them

[liliallowed]

I'm going to throw up

guys I literally predicted this.

I LITERALLY MADE THIS MIRROR AS MY OC.

minor differences is that we seem to slightly fall under eruditions all seeing eye but only a brief moment.

does nous know the meta. does it like aha actually KNOW know? because aha definitely knows. aha would break fourth walls in simulated universe often. I think aha knows.

also! WE aren't the stellaron! the fourth mirror might be talking to "no one"

maybe that's what we are? a mixture of nihilitys nonexistence and the enigmatas shadow creates a barrier of the existence of this ... hypothetical third person

going by the lore the contract of "memoria" is a thing and if you think about it quantum and imaginary are also simply two states of being.

are we simply not there? a solid quantum 0 or are we an imaginary number that even the mighty eruditions emanator can't completely see?

I would think a heliobus fits a players nature better. mischievous lil ghost gremlins that'll possess you for personal enjoyment. some may be good some may be evil.

but not as "watcher" we cannot even away a pawn or body. we can only affect [choices]

and even that is restrained by finality and the red text and also elio cutting us off with a credit scene every time we pick an ending undesirable.

honestly I feel like herta's attention span is too short for her to care even if fourth mirror was onto something. she does leave the stellaron project if we chose to stay in her space station and refuse to board the express

so country to my beliefs... I think if a player/watcher/hypothetical audience that sparkle talks to, actually exists

it's something similar to memetic life forms like memo keepers except they don't obey the laws of aeons therefore the order/Harmony and by extension equilibrium limits it's influence

we are simply a hypothetical. imaginary if you will.

yk I wondered if the red text had any relation to finality or script... I think it signifies a derailed timeline. sometimes that the credit scene will always strip you away from.

the credits are giving you a brief rundown of that choice then you go by the script

because it can be defied. but we the reader aren't meant to be the one to defy it. the characters inside are supposed to face fate.

I'm not sure if this world knows itself to be a predetermined story or if it's aware that even if it's being written it's still in development and nothing has been set in stone.

I wonder if this world knows it may never even reach finality and hoyoverse can go bankrupt because idk the world explodes or something.

like games are risky. granted it's gacha and there's definitely a market for it but if we treat it as a living breathing world...

would it actually KNOW that it's being written as it's created? that the script itself is scripted and woven into it's nature and can disappear or be reinforced twisted or heck even outright denied because the trailblazer just straight up refuses to finish a story quest?

Is the player akivili?

the forcee of trailblaze itself? (determination from Undertale if you will.)

I feel like that's very likely. the trailblazer ISN'T with the aeon. but WE are.

and we're technically dead but we are the force that MOVES the story forward. we might not be present in the world itself but our path goes on.

I think aeons can't really die but they'll become dormant or inactive. or just watch from the sidelines. killing an aeon permanently woy mean destroying the concept of their path. so if someone actually killed the swarm I think everyone would become infertile and incapable of breeding.

like if you completely sever the link of that god it's GOING TO CHANGE THINGS.

Which the equilibrium would stop of course. I thaeons can't die because enas laws are still in order. and the equilibrium stops reality from breaking. sure reality dies bend but never is allowed to break. always balanced scales.

as long the path of the trailblaze/beauty exists the aeon will not disappear. it works backwards too. as long as the aeon is or ever was present or WILL AR SOME POINT emerge, the concept will also exist before being extracted and given a mind to think or mayhaps a motive.

aeons are living concepts. characterized laws.

it woualso explain why amphprious like teyvat has it's own laws seperated from the honkai starrail galaxy.

you can't bend time in starrail unless oronyx domain encompasses that area.

so I think the fact that we can change povs indicates that WE are a dormant aeon. not able to do much but NUDGE things in the right direction.

we may be the dormant divinity the trailblazer might ascend to.

after all a stellaron does seem to resemble a coreflame.

and I feel like stellarons are more than just a seed of disaster. the disaster comes from human greed corruption and desires. the stellaron itself isn't inherently destructive or follows the path of it's creator.

it's more like... a conduit? it can also resonate with other paths.

you could argue march has more than one path but the simulated universe doesn't respond to her does it?

I feel like we are the xipe to Ena's akivili.

like we're not akivili itself but we are a sleeping path SIMILAR to akivili that's being created.

akivili will likely not be resurrected but WE will possibly end up destroying the world at some point... and reviving it.

not necessarily clashing against finality but suppressing it.

creating more than the script.

I think we'll probably swallow enigmata and feed from the trailblaze.

it's just my own interpretation but the remembrance trailblazer having a quil as a weapon is extremely interesting.

are we supposed to rewrite something... or simply just continue the rest of fate's blank page?

a story book has and ending. could we actually make this worlds fate have a second volume? write a new beginning or an alternate reality...

it's definitely falls under the history fictionalegist path.

except the enigmata disappears once our ink dries. it would also need erudition.

I think whatever the end path is... we are an aeon. we just aren't given a voice to speak or body to move. the path we follow is probably [creation]

[dustcollectingbones]

Seeing as my random, disorganised, and often strange thoughts are annoying and are either seen too much or too little depending on my mood, I am considering making a side blog (or alternatively just a tag for folks to block but I am worried that I might forget to tag them and defeat the whole purpose of them) for my rambling trains of thought and the all-too-often train crashes of disdain, anxiety, and regret that follow

I might make a poll but then again people will probably not see it/vote on it idk it’s whatever the opposite of noon is (midnight but then again midnight feels etymologically antithetical to midday more than noon we need more nicknames for times of the day) so I can’t be bothered to do or say more than my brain (I couldn’t be bothered to come up with a fun adjective to describe my ball of hallucinating fat, salt, and water between my ears that didn’t either sound self-indulgently alienating from humanity (i.e. odd, quirky, strange as they all sound a little too “Haha I’m so quirky and weird lol xD!” -esque for my taste) or wholly self-degrading to a depressing amount) would allow me to do (then again this whole thing is self indulgent and rambling wow would you look that it’s the part where I’ve given up on proper sentences structure and punctuation but yeah this whole part is really just me trying to illustrate the overly high paced and ‘piano disorderly falling down a comically long set of stairs”-esque manner in which my brain operates which is inherently a self indulgent topic because like yeah I’m talking about how I’m talking about how I’m thinking as if meta-commentary and sarcasm make me actually smart then again intelligence is subjective and since the whole “break the fourth wall then the fifth then all the walls” tactics does seem to work on far too many people wouldn’t that make it smart I’m not sure but hey it works with Rick and Morty and people who watch that think they’re smart speaking of which i was thinking I don’t have NPD and I don’t see myself as special intellect-wise I’m no Einstein and I certainly couldn’t invent calculus on a whim like Newton (though Newton was admittedly an idiot who spent the remainder of his life bitterly arguing about calculus and it’s creator with another guy) but I am of the belief that a majority of people are frankly idiots of which I am smarter and I know the bell curve dictates that there are an equal amount of smart people as there are dumb people but smart people are more likely to not have kids and kill themselves so I’d argue otherwise but regardless of the maths observationally I just feel there are so many people who I am smarter than but I am not a particularly smart person which I’m 80% sure doesn’t make me a narcissist because on one hand yeah I think I’m smarter than a lot of people narcissist but on the other I don’t think I’m special just most people are dumb (but wouldn’t that mean dumb is simply the norm?) I’m not sure I’m running out of phone charge so I’ll end the rambling how many parenthesis did I include I’m not counting so I’ll just add a few to be safe))))