#idk if this counts as star wars discourse

[bereft-of-frogs]

It has been *erases chalk number* 0 days since I faced peer pressure to watch the clone wars (2008)

[abysshare]

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[hardly-an-escape]

tagged by @threefill on my main but I'm choosing to answer here since this is where I corral my fandom related nonsense :)

What ship were you completely obsessed with as a teenager, but now you don't care about anymore?

I don't know that there's a particular ship that I was obsessed with as a teenager that I don't care about anymore... I read some awful Orlando Bloom RPF back in the day, I suppose that would count?

Which ship would you consider your first one?

Han/Leia for sure. they made me feel all tingly.

Your first fanfic was about which couple?

the first fanfic I ever remember writing was a Star Wars EU when I was literally in 6th/7th grade, which I guess was nominally Han/Leia because it was mostly about their kids (Jacen, Jaina, and Anakin). I had no idea what fanfiction even was at that point, I just loved Star Wars so much and had read a lot of EU novels and wanted to write my own story. which is where the best fanfiction starts, no? the first fanfiction I remember deliberately seeking out because I wanted more was either Spuffy or Wolverine/Rogue. or the aforementioned Orlando Bloom RPF. which I would prefer not to think about.

Do you remember the first couple you saw fan art of?

no clue.

Have you ever gotten into ship discourse?

no, I definitely have my own opinions about particular ships but I've just never been that particular kind of active in fandom.

Did you use to have any NOTP or have one currently?

nope, there are definitely pairings I don't really vibe with – but I can see the advantages/disadvantages in almost every ship. just because I prefer one over another doesn't mean I have something against the one I don't love.

Who were the last couple in the last fanfic you read?

Dream/Hob

Currently, do you have any OTPs?

I mean, definitely Dream/Hob at the moment. there are definitely other perennial faves, but that's foremost right now.

Is there any couple that, to this day, that you are extremely mad about not getting into?

no? I don't really understand the question. if I like a couple or pairing then I just get into them? what's not to get?

Is there any ship you used to dislike but now you think they're kind of interesting?

not really. I guess I can see the merits in some ships I didn't really get when I was younger, for whatever reason. and vice versa.

Do you have any ship that, in the past, would have been considered normal but now you would be cancelled over?

I don't think so?

What is your favourite crack ship?

PUMPKINTHIAN

What is the couple you read the most fanfics about?

definitely Dream/Hob right now. Steddie and Clintasha as runners up.

What do most of your ships have in common?

I'm honestly not sure. I guess there's often some element of a normal person and a rebel? but it's also the general idea of people who are somehow on the fringes finding each other and coming together?

What do you absolutely hate in a ship?

honestly, I can get on board with almost anything if it's well-written. I don't love teacher/student relationships or similar power dynamics, just because I work in education and it's a sensitive topic. but even that I can see how it's hot under certain circumstances. idk, I'm very much live and let live when it comes to ships – if I don't like something I just assume it's not for me and I won't read it!

too lazy to tag other people right now but if you want to answer these questions you should consider this your tag <3

[angst-is-love-angst-is-life]

B, N and T for the ask game and with the Flash fandom :))

Yay!!! Thank you for the ask! (for my favorite fandom no less🥹) and sry I took a bit to get to this.

Time for my ✨silly little ramblings✨™️

B “A pairing-platonic, romantic or sexual-that you initially didn't consider, but someone changed your mind” : Ooooooo, this is a good one. Well I’m not a big shipper naturally tbh, unless I see undeniable chemistry and/or suggestive scenes between characters, I’m probably just going to ship what was canon— that was until I fully entered tumblr and related fandom spaces. Now I see ships everywhere. Especially with Ao3.

Ao3 has made me ship soooo many ships, the OG being Superarrow/Kariver

More recently tho: Coldflash (my current OTP), Snowest, Hartmon, and I personally prefer them as platonic but I definitely support them as a ship— Barrisco

Also as much as I hate to admit it— I understand Eobarry and why people ship it (One sidedly it’s basically canon) but I still do not like it and definitely don’t ship it. (Ok but how tf could it ever be two sided guys— it’s also creepy af) nvm I’m not jumping into that rabbit hole today.

N “Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice)” : Hmm— does more fanfiction count?💀 Ok ok, three things let’s seeeee

1: More merchandise. I finally have a STAR labs sweatshirt and it is one of my most treasured possessions— but I wish there was more options, I wish we could get Ciscos vibe glasses or smth like that (I know we can on ebay and stuff, but it’d be nice if the CW or WB put in merch effort) Ah. The pain of smaller fandoms (and I say this in relation to my other big fandoms being Star Wars and the MCU)

2: Less discourse/hate. I’ve calibrated my space here on tumblr to be on the positive side of the fandom but I remember when I couldn’t look at comment sections without seeing at least 10 hate comments (from other fans may I add). Idk maybe it’s not as bad now. I also notice this was primarily around the topic of shipping; specifically around Westallen vs Snowbarry, I saw some pretty bad stuff on both sides. Personally I just believe in ship and let ship. If you don’t like a ship then that’s fine; but don’t attack the people who do. But like I said; maybe it’s not as bad now. (Sry that was a long one lol)

3: M o r e w h u m p— including taking place in later seasons; 9x4 has so much potential and I really want someone to take advantage of it (I say, knowing full well that I could write it— I can’t though; The Bad Ending is taking up all of my writing time/energy)

Either way; whumpers I love you and I hope more of you find this fandom

T “Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending?” :

*Rubs hand together* Oh do I— it’s ramble time

Now as a fanfiction writer, I have to have headcanons; it’s how I make the story and characters work while giving them extra depth. Naturally however; it’s not something I would usually think of outside of that. I have created the most fanfictions for this fandom by far (It was also the first media I ever wrote it for) so naturally I indeed have headcanons that will make their way into my fics.

Oliver trained Team Flash in hand to hand combat Now this one is less of a headcanon and more something I wish happened— cause where tf did they get their training from?? Maybe I’m missing/forgetting something and if so sry my bad— but this seems like something that absolutely could’ve happened. (I’m not counting superhero fight club as canon btw; as fun as it is)

Everyone goes to therapy

Gods this one is more wishful thinking than anything else— I’ll never forgive the CW for having Barry and Iris take couples therapy when what they both need is therapy therapy. The number of life threatening scenarios the entirety of Team Flash has gone through is more than enough to warrant therapy (and some form of PTSD but that’s a whole nother topic). The only possible exception I would make is Barry, because it would not surprise me at all if Joe had him go as a kid and the therapist didn’t believe him about the man in yellow just like everyone else; plenty of people have bad experiences with therapy that make them not want to go and that’s completely understandable.

Team Flash has movie night

You can’t look me in the eye and tell me they don’t.

Barry has claustrophobia

Nothing to support this really, but hey— that’s why it’s a headcanon

Also I have sexuality headcanons for most characters but I’ll do those another time.

Sweet! This was so fun and again; thank you for the ask!!! Sorry that it was so long but I had a lot of fun :-D

[gennianydots]

bad buddy fandom get-to-know-you meme!

Thank you @mutlishipperfangirl for tagging me!

name and whatever you want to say about yourself I’m Genni, she/her self described chaos gremlin

when did you watch bad buddy/join the fandom? I’m a newbie! I watched it in February 2023. I had only just found out about Thai BLs from watching KinnPorsche so I binged a whole lot of them (read: more than 20) in a short time and started watching regularly airing GMMTV shows after that. hoooo boi am i invested in this fandom now 😍

favorite ship(s) patpran patpran patpran but also inkpa

favorite character(s) pran. he’s my son. oblivious pat. ink best girl.

favorite episode(s) 5 and 11 (BUT also 1-4 and 6-10 and 12)

favorite scene(s) ep 5 part 4/4 rooftop kiss MY BELOVED but also ep 12 part 3/4 and 4/4

one thing you would change about the show if you could? nothing. I love the show as is its perfect

what are some if your favorite fanworks made by other people? the fine line between homones and home by seekingmoonscapes, dynamic by riddles2, that’s love (i can’t pretend) by theinvisibledisaster

(if you create fanworks) what are your favorite fanworks that you created? Ive written some stuff on here about how great i think the show is mostly incoherent screaming and rb’ed a lot of other peoples stuff but i wrote I’ll Be Your Rival a few months ago if you want to read something fluffy

a song that makes you think about bad buddy (the ones in the show don’t count) lips on lips by tiffany young and for life by EXO

idk anything else you want to know nanon is my fandom husband also;

there are shows that come along in my lifetime that i get great big galaxy goo goo eyes for and no matter what other people say about it in my mind it is a god tier* show and bad buddy is one of those I’m not apologizing i love all of it and it will never be a show that I criticize**

*(Examples of other God-Tier Shows in my head: Avatar the Last Airbender and all of star wars)

**it doesn’t mean i wont read discourse or engage in meta i just see it as a perfect thing in and of itself

tags anyone who wants to play 😍

[asukaskerian]

I noticed your ABO quest and i find the discourse neat! I had an idea for a Star Wars fic that i'm working on. Idk if what I've done will be useful 2 u but mayb good thinks? I commend your quest to make three genders feasible and betas interesting *but can it be done?* I, personally, decided no. So i just made a species of Omegas-only. Works v nicely in starwars. in short, they're a slave species the Rakata gene-modded to replenish slave populations FAST. Intersex, multiparous, EXTREME fecund

(starwars ABO cont) and androgynous in general. Cos they're gene-mods they can sometimes lean more male or more female (some can have beards, some can't! some can grow breasts some can't!). But all of them are just. HYPER fertile in either direction. one acting as a father typically give normal human mothers quadruplets. and their babies are naturally smol so they can have litters without exploding. And they can breed with p much any species. So if anything alphas are the ones missing here?

that does sound fun too. idk that it still counts as ABO anymore but i love fucked-up alien/altered biology so dang, yes plz. :3c

[varvesivy]

Idk if you’re taking prompts, but if you are, could you do Natasha Romanoff/Maria Hill after infinity war? Like how Natasha deals with all the stuff that happens? - from anon

(ok so anon prompted me and then tumblr ate it but fear not! i have it saved in my google docs. anyways let’s continue.)

oh yeah i’m always taking prompts! just might take me awhile to fill them sorry.

anyways since i’ve seen this prompt get done a couple of times/to avoid being repetitive, why not throw a soulmate AU into it?

——

This is new.

Out of all the things she’s done since she’s defected to S.H.I.E.L.D.- fighting Steve’s war friend, holding a staff with an infinity stone, whatever the hell Budapest was- she’s never experienced this before.

Being buried alive is something she never wants to do again.

And it’s not that she’s ever really feared it either; she’s never thought of herself as immortal, per se, but Maria’s said Natasha has cheated death one too many times to be considered natural and that Natasha’s almost like Liho the cat, with her nine lives.

Natasha agrees. Not only because she and Maria have been bonded for past a decade, but also because Maria’s right.

The smell of forest soil overwhelms her senses slightly as Natasha claws her way out of the helltrap Thanos has put her in; she needs to get out and get back to Steve and Bucky and Wanda and everyone else so that they can send Thanos’ purple ass back to space.

Instinctively, she checks the mark on her left wrist, letting out a sigh of relief when she sees the swirl is still a bright red.

Maria’s still alive, wherever she is.

(she prays she’ll never have to see the mark turn black, because if it’s black then-

well, she doesn’t want to think about it.)

She sees lighting strike down from the sky, presumably due to Thor and that gigantic axe he’s somehow summoned from probably outer space. It’s still a little mind-boggling to think of- stones that, when combined, could probably annihilate the entire universe.

But, the Avengers will win. The Avengers have to-

And the world stops.

The mark turns black.

—-

Natasha stares up at her bedroom ceiling at the Avengers Compound - not the ceiling she’s used to seeing, the one in an apartment a couple of blocks away that they had shared - and counts to ten.

Thirty seconds later, she drags herself out of bed.

Her blonde hair is tousled and she yanks it into a ponytail, changing into workout clothes and climbing out of her window, landing on the ground with a slight thud.

Daylight’s barely started to peek through the trees, and it’s slightly chilly- perfect conditions for running herself to exhaustion.

She checks her mark, a habit she can’t seem to kick.

It’s a dark orange.

(the same color as yesterday, the day before, the week before, the month, it’s been so long since she’s seen Maria’s face, felt her touch.)

As she starts her run, her mind wanders with the steady thumping of her feet against the ground-

(“Steve, what happened?” Natasha asks, her voice laced with panic and she has to ask again when he doesn’t answer, “What happened?”

“They’re gone.”

That’s all he says.)

-she navigates through the forest surrounding the compound, being careful not to step on any of the bugs-

(Days pass and her mark steadily lightens, just like Steve’s- he takes it as a good sign, clinging to a shred of hope that Bucky is okay, somewhere, anywhere - but Natasha can’t help but think that they’re both being idiots and they’re gone.

She takes it into herself to do some research, trying to find out more about dark orange soulmarks, if they’re any different than black ones or if she’s just in denial.

News articles tell her the soulmates of those who died in the Decimation (she thinks it’s a dumbass name) also have dark orange marks as opposed to the normal black, and apparently there are academics working around the clock to see if there’s any significance to it.

She still doesn’t have answers.)

-dodging through the trees somewhat numbs her as she focuses on breathing in and out, feeling her calves burn slightly from the uneven terrain.

She just wants Maria back.

(Is that so much to ask?)

—-

“What do we do, now that they’re gone?” She hears someone ask.

Steve has dragged her to something resembling an AA meeting, almost like group therapy, after he’d noticed Natasha hadn’t slept in two days.

“We need to move towards acceptance,” the group therapist says, like he knows something they don’t. “Accept that our loved ones are gone.”

Steve gets up, his chair scraping against the floor, leaving the room.

Natasha follows.

Outside, she finds Steve leaning against a wall, his hands in fists and she can see he’s desperately trying not to punch the wall.

“For what it’s worth, I thought what he was saying was complete bullshit,” Natasha says.

Steve clenches his jaw. “Bucky isn’t dead. The soulmark says so.”

He rolls up his sleeve, looking at the dark orange star etched on his skin.

“They haven’t confirmed anything yet. You know that,” Natasha replies, subconsciously rubbing her hand over the swirl on her left wrist.

“Are you saying you’re ready to let Maria go?”

Natasha looks at him, narrows her eyes, and leaves.

—-

For all of her training, she still doesn’t know how to handle this.

Academic papers come out debating the significance of the dark orange soulmarks - she had no idea academic discourse was even a thing - but not one of them can give a definitive answer.

And she doesn’t dare step foot in the apartment she used to call home.

Liho jumps up nimbly onto the couch where she’s sitting, the black cat crawling into her arms as she stares off into the distance. He purrs softly, rubbing his tail under her nose.

Natasha scrunches her face, bringing a hand up to stroke the cat.

(“Natasha, I swear that cat is the devil incarnate,” Maria says, swatting Liho away from her food. “He steals more food from me than you do.”

“He’s a cat, Maria. I’m sure there are more evil entities out there,” Natasha replies, patting her lap while they’re outstretched on the couch. “Liho, c'mere. You can have some of my sushi.”

Maria glares at him as he struts towards Natasha. “I swear you love that cat more than me sometimes.”

“Not physically possible,” Natasha murmurs, worming her hand out of Liho’s warm body and grasping onto Maria’s hand.

They watch TV for a couple of moments before Natasha turns her head sideways, leaning in and catching Maria’s lips.

“I don’t do that to Liho,” Natasha murmurs when she leans back.

Maria chuckles; finds Natasha’s other hand and holds onto it. She leans in, her mouth just ghosting Natasha’s ear.

“Good.”)

—-

Maybe she doesn’t ever move on.

(She’s not supposed to.)

The soulmark isn’t black, after all.

——

gosh this was rushed... even though this prompt has been sitting in my inbox for a good month or three anyways sorry for the sucky prose and whatnot.

if you want to you can prompt me? i still have some other asks to get through but i’ve got some time this week :D

[generalherasyndulla]

🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 idk how many that is but that many opinions.

Holy fuck bitch I dont even know if I have 15 unpopular opinions but we're gonna find out. Besides I've got 3 hours on a train atm so I've got nothing better to do.

1. Howl's Moving Castle is a mediocre movie. That animation's super pretty but I sure don't give a shit about the story or characters  (which is a shame since I love the book).

2. The most valid Star Wars fans are prequel fans. They out here talking about Anakin, shit talking the jedi and seeing the beauty in films that others say are bad. Compared to the constant discourse of the sequel films, and the weird gatekeeping you see among original trilogy fans prequel fans are living their best life and I love them.

3. That said the least valid type of star wars fan is the kind who thinks they're so much better than you because they know like all the trivia and read all the expanded universe (those who know me may be asking "hey Cass aren't you that kind of fan?" Which yeah I kinda am, but I never claimed to be valid.

4. The last jedi was an okay movie. There were parts I liked and parts I didn't. Everyone who obsessively hates the movie needs a hobby tho.

5. I hate corn. Idk how unpopular that is as an opinion overall but my entire family loves it so

6. I genuinely loved the movie Venom (enough to see it twice in theatres) but like the critics are right in that it has pacing issues and rushed/kinda offscreen character development. The movie's fun enough that I don't care but yeah.

7. Time for the opposite of loving a movie that critics hate: The Witch  (or vvitch? Idek man) is largely a boring movie until the last 20 minutes or so when things go insane. Even then it's not really scary. I find it more funny than anything else

8. Im counting this all as one since they're similar opinions: Undertale is a great game, Steven Universe is a good show, Homestuck is a good web comic/experience. Fuck cringe culture.

9. I really don't care about shipping in svtfoe like at all. I'm waaaaaaay more invested in the plot and characters' growing and developing than I am about whether starco or startom or whatever is endgame.And it's pretty exhausting to go into the tag after a plot heavy episode airs and 90% of the posts are focused on shipping.

10. Remember that period of time when we all decided that we just really hated frozen. That was annoying: frozen's a harmless and cute movie and I like it.

11. I genuinely do not understand Shion stans, she's so unlikeable in  meakashi. Also Shion stans who hate Satoko are the most invalid

12. Running a discourse or an anti-whatever (whether its a show or a character) blog sounds exhausting and so emotionally draining. Why would you focus so much on shit you hate instead of just enjoying you love. Plz get a life and learn to love yourself.

13. While I get that heteronormativity is incredibly toxic, the idea that only straight relationships are bad as a result of heternormativity is incredibly damaging to the LGBT community since those in abusive relationships might not speak out as a result (it's bad enough there's already like almost no data on abuse in gay relationahips). If your only response to hearing me talk about my fears for a relationship as a result of my parents' divorce is "oh well they're straight so you'll be fine" then you're kinda being shitty and invalidating (why yes that did happen before)

14. Star Wars Resistance has a really neat animation style. I've seen a lot of people say they hate it which I don't get at all. (The show itself is also pretty good so far. People who hate it for being "childish" are exhausting)

15. Why did the Star Wars fandom sleep on Star Wars Lego: The Freemaker Adventures??? It's so fucking funny and genuinely really good. I'd even argue that it's the best star wars show (yes I think it's better than clone wars and rebels. Don't @ me)

AYYYYY I DID IT. Wild. Thanks for the asks but also fuck you

[bereft-of-frogs]

there’s an element of irony, that one of the sort of half-meme / half-critiques after Rise of Skywalker was like ‘well, Mace Windu apparently could have ended all of this from the beginning if only he had a second lightsaber! Because apparently it’s just that easy!’

...when he spends, so far, most of Shatterpoint with a second lightsaber. XD

[not commenting on whether or not I actually agree with that meme-critique, I’ve just seen it a lot in the post-RoS circles, and thought it was funny now that it’s going on 100 pages Mace has had two lightsabers in this book.]

[also I know Shatterpoint isn’t canon, and as previously stated, I think it’s actually good that it’s not, but it is very enjoyable and it is kind of funny that this book from 2003 like...sort of predicts fandom discourse two decades later...]

[eglantinian]

I’m happy to be tagged by the wonderful @ladywolfmd (merci à meilleur) (^_^)/~~~ 

rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better

1. nicknames: in here, I’m called as either these: enjolras, prouvaire, courfeyrac, or leara (the last is owing to my leara bribage accounts in FFNET and AO3. feel free to call me any of these). 

2. gender: hmm. biologically female. well, for the most part. i’m demi/sapiosexual and biromantic, but i still am sort of confused at the moment. so let’s leave it at that for now. although if you’re an expert on this kind of discourse, please talk to me. 

3. star sign: the twins 

4. height: i’m 5′1, too ladywolfmd so i feel ya

5. time: 21h07 


6. birthday: june, about a fortnight after the barricade falls

7. favourite bands: (too many, but here are my top 4 in random order) a. post-modern jukebox (your modern songs with the pizzazz of jazz, r’n’b, soul, etc -- sang by varied artists) | e.g. Maps - Vintage 1970s Soul Maroon 5 Cover ft. Morgan James

b. up dharma down (if you’re in for some really, really feels song, this band would give you this) | e.g. Feelings - Up Dharma Down 

c. fréro delavega (chill ass music) | e.g. Ton Visage 

d. queen (need i say more?) | e.g. Don’t Stop Me Now

8. favourite solo artist: adam lambert | haley reinhart | stephanie martin | aaron tveit | samantha barks | jeremy jordan | philippa soo (shit i have too many and also ok not everyone here is a solo artist, but i just love these amazing singers and a lot of them deserve a solo career tbh)

9. song stuck in my head: jean-jacques rosseau’s j’ai perdu tout mon bonheur 


10. last movie i watched: antigone (1961)  (this sophoclean greek tragedy is my new obsession)

11. last show i watched: erm. i don’t watch tv a lot. nor do i stream a lot. so i can’t really recall properly.... but i think it’s the disappointing donerys episode of got 

12. when did i create my blog: april 2013... of course. les misérables was the highlight of that year. 

13. what do i post: anything les misérables, assassin’s creed, star wars, greek tragedy, some political stuff, litetary faves, mood stuff, my fanfics, fic recs, and other distant mesh

14. last thing i googled: jean-paul sartre’s existentialism is a humanism


15. do i have any other blogs: was planning on starting up a personal langblr to practise french, but well.... that kinda faded into nothingness, i guess


16. do i get asks: once in a blue moon. i tend to give more asks for other people. and chat with about 2-4 people on this site only. 


17. why i chose my url: it’s been what i’ve used ever since i decided to try to put up my poems since 2009 so i guess it kinda stuck. i kinda wanna change it now, but i dunno what exactly will i change it with. 


18. following: 938

19. followers: 259 (i kinda don’t like counting since it fuels my anxiety, but here you go) 

20. average hours of sleep: a solid 12 hours when i’m deprived. a solid 7 hours a day. 

22. lucky number: 6, 13, 9? idk why

23. instruments: i used to do piano, but i’m planning to study violin sometime soon 

24. what am i wearing: pjs


26. dream job: consul-general / human rights commissioner / writer


27. dream trip: i know little of the africas, but i would like to go to rwanda, botswana, and south africa. and then after that, abu dhabi, france, germany, uk, italy, japan, singapore, thailand -- ack you know what? i’ll travel the whole wide world


28. favourite food: P A S T A

29. nationality: i come from the country that innovated yoyo to become a weapon

30. favourite song right now: à la volonté du peuple

Tagging: @courageandbravery (our running gag will be tagging you here hehehehe), @bisexual-eponine (yo keiiii), @eponineinthebarricade (éponine!), @textsfromumbridge (hi! - from your most avid fan), @hihiyas (hi!!!!!!!!!!! your art and stories make me laugh always), @astoryinred (the most kickasssss enjonine authoress you will find, omg guys read her stuff seriously), @jediwhinetrick (ok guys her metas will give you life, no shit), @lesfillesenfleur (i know it’s so obvious in your url, but i call you little flower in my head, it’s such a pretty url tbh), @kylorenvevo (your stories have so much feels), @the-great-mr-bad-guy (yoooooo), @ranichi17 (sup?), @norationalthoughtrequired (your stories are amazing seriously), @aurimaedre (i love your vignettes), @genericpseudonyms (the way you make stories, guuuurl, its so damn fine), @loveholic198 (your enjonine edits give me lyf and hoope), @xreyoflight (your metas give me a lot to think about tbh), @barriss (your art, your edits, your stories, especially The Only One made me rekindle my e/e sparks), @eponniia (your stories are disparately amazing), @youareiron-andyouarestrong (i know you ship e/é, too, but i really hope to know you beyond that), and @kugirocks (i know you from so many fandoms, especially e/é, but i’d also like to know you more) - CHEERS YALL

[cloudyskywars]

Thank you so much for the tag @vanilla-chip-101 @giggles-and-freckles​ and @katierosefun!

Name: Melanie

Fandoms: Star Wars (specifically the Clone Wars)

Most Popular Oneshot: Luxury of Silence. It’s just 1,000 words of pure lineage fluff, and it was quite fun to write

Most Popular Multichapter: Well as of now, I only have one, so Cloaks and Commanders. (A fic about times when Cody returned Obi-Wan’s cloak)

Actual Worst Part of Writing: Wanting to write, but then sitting down and getting distracted by literally everything. And then when you actually have the focus required to write, it’s at a time when you can’t (like in the middle of class). Either that or summaries. I STINK at coming up with summaries

How You Choose Your Titles: I don’t really have a system?? Most of the fics I have posted were from prompts here on tumblr, so for those I just used an excerpt from the prompt. But for Cloaks and Commanders I just came up with it because it’s about cloaks (obviously) and Cody (who’s a commander). But also I love naming fics after song lyrics, so that’s another way I do it.

Do You Outline: For a multi-chapter I definitely do. I haven’t been writing for very long, but I imagine that if I write a semi-long oneshot I will for that too.

Ideas I Probably Won’t Get Around to, But Wouldn’t It be Nice?: Honestly probably any sort of long-form fix-it-fic. Because we all know that SW needs a fix-it (and there are so many lovely ones out there). I would love to write one myself, but I truly don’t think I have the patience to come up with a realistic fic for this. (But wouldn’t it be nice?)

Callouts @me: Why, do you, use, so many, commas? Honestly, can you even write a sentence without using one? No, I didn’t think so.

Best Writing Traits: Uh, I don’t know if I really have any? Idk I try to use interesting vocab, if that counts. My friend and I have a google doc going called “hot words and spicy phrases” where we put words and phrases that we just really like, so I try to pull from there a bit.

Spicy Tangential Opinion: *whispers* (the sequels weren’t as bad as people make them out to be) They were NOT perfect by any means. I can probably agree with the statement that they are the worst SW movies. BUT seeing them in the theater for the first time? Before I saw all the discourse and critiques of the films? I truly enjoyed them. Part of that may be because they were my first experience seeing a SW movie in the theaters. I recognize that they had some major flaws (how they treated Finn’s character, for one) (and Rose) (and Luke) BUT I think it’s okay to enjoy a movie just because it brings you joy, not because it is by definition a ‘good movie’. All this to say, they are most definitely not my favorite SW movies, but I don’t think they necessarily deserve all the hate they get.

No Pressure Tags: @imadetheline​ @songbird-wings @soplantyourownflowers​ @sonderwalker​ and absolutely anyone else who wants to!!

starting a new thread for this because the other was getting looooong, but I was tagged by @vanilla-chip-101​ (thank you!!!)

Name: Abi (well, actually Abigail, but no one calls me that unless they want to be punched in the throat ❤️️)

Fandoms: Star Wars (mostly prequels and TCW!)

Most popular one-shot: I’m not sure what constitutes most popular and my writing is so sporadically divided across ao3 and here (which have very different interaction ratios), but I remember brilliant getting lots of love and making me feel warm and cozy

Most popular multichapter: filling the gaps is a WIP, but it’s been fun to see support for that! (I have the entire thing mostly complete now, but I have one scene in the next chapter that I have been wrestling for a while and it’s just not working for me…but update coming soon! hopefully! lol remember when I was going to try and update that one weekly?)

Actual worst part of writing: TITLES and SUMMARIES! I am so ridiculously uncreative when it comes to these. It’s a crushing blow to every fic I write.

How you choose your titles: I cry and hope God has mercy on me and will provide divine inspiration. Or, alternatively, I fall back on Taylor Swift lyrics or a random line in the fic that probably isn’t an accurate moniker for the work, but is adequate enough to push it over to posting.

Do you outline: uhh, next question please. No. ❤️️

Ideas I probably won’t get around to, but wouldn’t it be nice? Ha! Um, so many? But right now I’m thinking about this adventure fic with disaster trio and padmé which is basically just everyone making fun of Anakin and trying not to die for a few thousand words straight.

Callouts @ Me: LEARN HOW TO BE SUCCINCT. Prompts make me literally cackle because I’ll start typing what I hope to be a ficlet and then BOOM its 2k+ and just…not what I was going for.

Best writing traits: Witty dialogue? Sometimes? On a good day? And a pretty strong grasp on the characters (or at least my own interpretation of the…which maybe makes this not an actually good writing trait haha whoopsie).

Spicy Tangential Opinion: I have lots but I’ve said this one before so I’ll just repeat it so as not to step on more toes. I have a hard time getting behind any Master/Padawan pairings, unless it’s AU and that aspect of their relationship is eliminated between them. The age doesn’t bother me as much; it’s mostly the power imbalance. (But also like I’ve said–I support those of you who love these ships!! It’s completely just a personal preference.)

And hmm, no pressure tags for @kckenobi @katierosefun @pandora15 @the13thbattalion  @cloudyskywars & any of you other beautiful writing humans!! 

[tirediscourse]

i feel kinda bad about this, but i sometimes dread getting actual queer representation. reason being, if you dare headcanon that character as ANYTHING except their newly-established canon sexuality/gender, you're horrible and problematic - no matter how long you've had that headcanon. idk, it just feels so scary to me at this point, because now I don't want to share any queer headcanons in case they turn out to be wrong - which I really shouldn't have to worry about with headcanons...

i definitely get where you’re coming from, anon. honestly the fact that people even police headcanons is utterly insane to me, because often it’s not even... content? and it doesn’t mean anything.

i haven’t had that experience, personally, but i can definitely see it happening. fandom always gets a little more brutal when you have actual representation, probably because then it feels like they have a higher moral ground to stand on? i mean, i never saw ANY star wars discourse before tfa came out and had bigger and better roles for women and poc. i’m sure there was, but it wasn’t as big of a thing. and it’s not to say that representation is bad, but it tends to brew a lot more discourse, for a lot of reasons.

one other thing that really bothers me personally is when a character is confirmed to be queer in canon, usually by being shown in relationships by characters of the same gender, and then that’s taken as evidence that they are Gay, absolutely 100% gold-star gay/lesbian, and if you headcanon them as bi, you’re a disgusting homophobe. there are definitely a couple characters in fandoms i’ve been in who are queer, and have been confirmed as gay by word of god, but the actual media showed them as being queer, with no specifications as to whether they’re bi/pan or gay. it’s frustrating on so many levels -- that people will beat you over the head with “it’s canon!!!” when word of god DOES NOT COUNT, and the show won’t fucking just say their sexuality, just shows them being into their own gender and leaves it at that.

[janiedean]

marrecarandgi ha risposto al tuo post

“marrecarandgi ha risposto al tuo post “remember when oscar isaac was...”

What are you arguing here? That Finn doesn't face racism or faces less than Poe? It's simply not true. In this fandom and in all others. If you don't believe me, you have Google at your disposal, I can't fit the countless examples here anyway. So, when POC notice racist and specifically anti black tendencies, that a whitepassing (only "Europeans", who "don't see race" claim that Poe is "white for them, not actual critics) character is treated better than a black coc, you probably should try to listen to them instead of playing the victim of the fandom not being nice enough space. Because, honestly, if I had time or desire, I could've explained to you how each and every one of your point is bs.

... have you even read what I wrote? oh good lord I don’t have the patience any more

let’s go over it again

I’m saying people talk about finn less than ****kylo ren**** because people are generally more interested in the antagonist rather than the good side heroes when it comes to star wars. vader is more popular than just about everyone and the dark side generally gets more attention. idg it because I personally don’t care for the dark side but it’s not **racism** per se, it’s how fandom goes. every time. people care more about loki than thor because loki is the kind of tormented antagonist that interests people and thor is the good guy who doesn’t as much, not because loki has black hair and thor is blonde and no one likes blondes.

I’m also saying that people talk less about poe because he has relatively little screentime in comparison to finn and rey. he was in there for twenty minutes total maybe thirty if we stretch it.

I’m not saying finn doesn’t face racism especially from people who are in fandom but don’t write fanfic or do fanart or whatever and I especially mean those assholes who said you couldn’t have a black lead in SW, I’m saying that when it comes to fandom’s treatment of finn vs kylo or vs poe or vs whoever else a lot of the things that people deem problematic are common to every other fandom in existence and to the type of character finn is. the things I hate most about fanon finn’s characterization are the same things I hate about fanon bucky characterizations, and what do they have in common? they’re two people who come from being employed against their will by the villain side of the story who are actually good people and don’t want to fight for that side and who have gone through types of brainwashing to a different degree (finn because he was brought up to be a stormtrooper without identity and bucky because they literally erased it form him) from people who saw them as weapons and not people. it’s a trope. in a lot of fic where they’re in it, they’re characterized as if they need someone to hold their hand every other moment, which I frankly dislike a lot, and it’s the same for a lot of characters coming from that context. in some cases it can be racism, in others it’s just that finn is that type of character and he’s black, but I’ve been in fandom since 2003 and I saw that way of writing abused characters back then. address that if you think it’s an address-able problem, but it happening to finn has more to do with his background than his skin color. then if you’re talking about other things idk because as stated I stopped engaging other than checking the ao3 finnp0e tag after I read that if you shipped it you were objectifying nonwhite people because I ship people for their relationship, but that was the state of the discourse when I noped out.

‘only "Europeans", who "don't see race" claim that Poe is "white for them, not actual critics’ > er, actually most latin-americans I know would argue that poe is *not* a POC and that they don’t even abide to that definition and that people across latin america come in all shades so making the white/poc distinction makes no sense because they don’t think of themselves as such. but okay.

also: idk if you wanna be edgy by putting “don’t see race” in brackets, but I’m gonna tell you a thing: us europeans who *don’t see race* have studied WWII in school for a long time. I studied WWII since I was nine. now, you know what’s the basics of nazi race theory? that races exist and some races are more worthy than others and that you can count how much of a race you are by tracing back your grandparents, so idk if you have one black grandparent and three white ones you’re still considered *impure* same as if you have a jewish grandparent and so on. the drop of blood rule to us sounds like nazi theory 101 and honestly that’s why to a lot of us Europeans just the fact that here on tumblr ‘race’ is used as an actual thing that exist is skin-crawling worthy. what I learned in school is that the human race is just one and then you have different ethnicities within it but that at the bottom if it we’re the same, because if you admit that then saying you’re inherently better than a black person because you’re *different* or another race entirely isn’t that easy anymore. which doesn’t mean we don’t see ethnicity or culture - I’d never say that a chinese person is the same as a french or a south-african or canadian because I know they have different background and different experiences and different ethnicities, but I would not say they’re a different RACE than I am, because to me it would sound like something out of mein kampf. I can’t conceive the prospect that me and a black person are different RACES. we’re both human. then they’re obviously different ethnicity and culture and I see and recognize it. like, can you all stop twisting it like we think everyone is the same and there’s no difference at all? also, here, the moment someone says black people are an inferior race or a race at all, they get labeled FASCIST RACIST 101 STAY AWAY FROM ME. anyway, I do understand that on tumblr the discourse is american so I just scroll by over the use of the term race, but for me your definition is something I could never use. because cultural relativism. and ‘white passing’ for me is just the proof that poc as a term only works in the US and badly at that because why the fuck you need a term to say that some people who aren’t white look white is beyond me when you could just use their damned ethnicities to call them and be done with it, but never mind.

also idk where you gathered that I said poe was white. I said that according to some people it seems that he’s not when he’s shipped with finn but he is when he’s shipped with rey. and that makes no fucking sense. if oscar is a poc and poe is a poc (according to your definition) then both finnp0e and reyp0e are interracial couples. period. you can’t change the meaning of a word or someone’s ethnicity based on who the fuck you ship him with. and that’s a thing that happens in this fandom. period.

‘you probably should try to listen to them instead of playing the victim of the fandom not being nice enough space’ > man, I don’t think you understood my point. I’m not playing victim. I’m in fandom because I want to have fun and not because I want to run a politics campaign. now, I don’t care for fandom being a nice space, even if like, since it’s escapism, I’d like it if it was about fandom and not US politics cropping up everywhere. the point is that some of us are in fandom for shipping. I like finn and poe together. I wanna write finn and poe together. I want to do it best as I can and admittedly the one time I did it and posted it on tumblr I got more notes than I do for.... four fics for my main fandom combined. I had fun. I wrote them the way I saw them. I made sure to write them as IC as I could. I kinda wanna do it again. but the idea of going into a fandom where there’s discourse at every corner makes me want to shoot myself in the head. if people complain about ky*lux getting more traffic now, it’s because there’s less discourse over there for whichever reason you wanna pinpoint (problematic faves? problematic ship so no one judges others?). are there wankers over there? sure thing, but nowhere near as much as a corner of the fandom where every other day you can’t ship anything because it’s somehow -ist. and some of us want to, like, have fun. and produce content. and we don’t. because it’s not fun. and like, you can make it a welcoming space or not, idc because I’m not in it, but if then your discourse makes people run off to ship kylo and hux then don’t complain that you used to have more traffic when the movie was out and everyone was excited about things and the discourse wasn’t a thing. like. I don’t even engage in fandom exactly because I don’t want discourse, so I’m already doing what you’re telling me to. sometimes I rant about it on my blog.... in...... untagged posts like the one you replied to which I didn’t tag EXACTLY BECAUSE I DIDN’T WANT DISCOURSE, so.

‘Because, honestly, if I had time or desire, I could've explained to you how each and every one of your point is bs.’ > yeah, but you didn’t. (always the same thing I hear. ‘I could tell you why you’re wrong but I won’t’) and honestly, given that I’m not gonna touch this fandom properly with a ten foot pole for the foreseeable future, I also can live without it.

anyway, I was just arguing that tfa fandom is unlivable if you’re not here for the discourse (which is true and it’s one’s prerogative since again fandom is escapism or a hobby unless you’re a youtuber or you made a job out of it), that people can and will ship what they want and they should be able to (and if you think this point is bullshit then we don’t have any more to discuss because the moment you tell me that people shouldn’t ship ANYTHING because it’s not morally fine according to you I’m out), that a person can’t fucking be white and not white at the same time (which is just basic logic) and that accusing people of -isms based just on their shipping preferences is bullshit (because rl and fiction aren’t the same thing and most of us know that, and again if you think this is bs you can spare yourself a reply I’m not even gonna bother because it’s a point I can’t really gloss over and we’d have a basic disagreement). idk what you thought I was saying or when I said poe was white (btw whiteness in europe =/= whiteness in the US) or when I said fandom wasn’t racist towards finn or whatever but feel free to put words into my mouth ad libitum, I’m really done.

(and this is still why I’m not touching this fandom ever)

[vmklesbian]

Tag 10 People You Want to Know Better

i was tagged by @tokageyama so thank you sky!!

Countries I’ve lived in: i’ve lived in the US for most of my life but i also lived in portugal for 2 years when i was 4-6

Favorite Fandom: haikyuu probably but also yuri on ice in terms of mutuals and general experiences with the content itself outside discourse

Spoken language: english!!

Favorite 2015 film: i don’t remember what came out in 2015 (googles) OH star wars and carol are both great

Last read: does manga count bc if so then bnha

Shuffle your music (3 songs): shape of you by ed sheeran, lions! by lights, heaven by troye sivan

Last thing you bought online: silver hair dye (!!!!)

Phobias: cockroaches i see one and i literally wanna die

How would your friends describe you: probably very dry and sarcastic idk

If you have any spare cash, what would you buy?: right now clothes but if those count as necessities then video games

hmm i’ll go with @bluehawkes @odiousmountain @aceizaya @kamalas @lunaffreyaa @robbierreyes @lesbiancarey @gayrikus @ghaara @yuujnchou

oh damn that’s a lot of people yep 10 people is a lot oops but yeah if you don’t wanna do it you don’t have to!! or if we’re mutuals and you want us to get to know each other you can do it and tag me too!!

[fatallypink]

s/o to @dolllike for tagging me!! i tag @ready-set-fangirl @pincurlsandpixiedust @communist-waifus @shiratoriwowza @ukulelesandwich​ @tarmour9​ and anyone else that wants to do this!

1) Coke or Pepsi? coke

2) Disney or Dreamworks? disney!

3) Coffee or Tea? tea

4) Books or movies? depends on the book/movie (for example i will always prefer the original poto book to any of its adaptations) but generally i like to watch movies first before i read the book

5) Windows or mac? windows for sure lmao i hate apple

6) D.C. or Marvel? not super into comics but if i had to chose one then id say dc

7) Xbox or PlayStation? only have had an xbox, but honestly i dont care much for either (i prefer nintendo or pc)

8) Dragon age or mass effect? not into either

9) Night owl or early riser? night owl for sure... i hate getting up anytime before 11

10) Cards or chess? uhh cards i guess, i dont remember how to play chess

11) Chocolate or vanilla? vanilla

12) Vans or converse? chucks

13) Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar? uhh idk what this is from

14) Fluff or angst? angst... i live to suffer

15) Beach or forest? pacific northwest beaches are lovely

16) Dogs or cats? *insert the road to el dorado “both is good” gif here*

17) Clear skies or rain? warm n rainy is gucci

18) Cooking or eating out? eating out, i hate cooking food

19) Spicy or mild food? mild because i am white and a baby

20) Halloween/Samhain or solstice/yule/Christmas? halloween is so wonderful, best time of the year

21) Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot? little too cold... heat triggers my illnesses so hot=pain

22) If you could have a superpower what would it be? being really good at one specific thing of my choice

23) Animation or live action? animation

24) Paragon or renegade? idk what this question is asking

25) Bath or shower? shower, again hot=pain

26) Team Cap or team Ironman? neither, this movie was stupid

27) Fantasy or sci-fi? fantasy

28) Do you have 3 or 4 favorite quotes if so what are they?

“the mind of the subject will desperately struggle to create memories where none exist...” (bioshock infinite)

“though my soul may set in darkness, it will rise in perfect light; I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night” (the old astronomer by sarah williams)

“draw a monster. why is it a monster?” (daughter by janice lee)

29) YouTube or Netflix? i spend much more time on youtube soo....

30) Harry Potter or Percy Jackson? hp

31) When do you feel accomplished? when my room is clean, my face is moisturized, and ive finished all of my homework

32) Star Wars or Star Trek? star wars 100% im a sw hoe

33) Paperback books or hardcover books? hard cover, they look prettier imo

34) Fantastic beasts or Cursed child? fantastic beasts (im a hufflepuff so im glad to have some quality hp representation)

35) Rock or pop music? pop, but mostly like indie pop or kpop

36) What is the most important thing in your life? my fam and friends ofc

37) Mountains or sea/ocean? ocean

38) How do you express yourself? clothing/hair, also art and decoration

39) What’s the first book/film that really counted to you? i dont really remember any books or movies that i watched when i was really young, but i was soooo obsessed with pokemon when i was a kid and i remember seeing some of the movies in theater

40) What’s your element (air, water, etc.)? water

41) If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? seoul or tokyo

42) If you had any job in the world, what would it be? video game designer, professional costumer (esp for like period films or theater), or fashion designer

43) If you were granted three wishes, what would they be? a cure to be developed for my illnesses (that could work for like other people too), to have a lot of money, and to have trump/his office to disappear 

44) If you had to eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? disneyland corndogs 

45) If you could only have one, which social media platform would you use for the rest of your life? instagram

46) Slytherin, Hufflepuff, Ravenclaw, or Gryffindor? already stated this but im a hufflepuff lmao

47) What’s your favorite food discourse guilty pleasure? i have no food guilty pleasures because i somehow was blessed w the ability to eat anything and never gain weight

(lunes question)48) who is your favorite character from a book/film/comic and why?: duck/ahiru (princess tutu) is my ultimate fav character ever... like #1 she is cute and goodhearted and p u r e  #2 she is such a klutz but she tries her best :’) #3 throughout the series she really grows and has such great character development, she is best girl and anyone who disagrees  can fight me personally 

my question: is there something that you regret not doing, or a chance you regret not taking? what is it and why do you regret it?

[skold]

answer all the fic questions!!!!

got u fam

Fandom Questions

1. What was the first fandom you got involved in?

green day but i didn’t get into fic until i got into the my chemical romance fandom

2. What is your latest fandom?

mansonband yikes (and a lil bit of nine inch nails)

3. What is the best fandom you’ve ever been involved in?

idk... honestly most fandoms i’ve been in have been shitty for whatever reason lmao. probably you me at six was the most fun though

4. Do you regret getting involved in any fandoms?

nah

5. Which fandoms have your written fanfiction for?

mainly: my chemical romance, bring me the horizon, all time low, you me at six, one direction, marilyn manson, nine inch nails. but a couple other bands/band members have sneaked in.

6. List your OTP from each fandom you’ve been involved in.

i mean... respectively in the order listed above: fraycest, oliver/nicholls, rilex, flintceschi, nouis, j5/skold, manson/trent

7. List your NoTPs from each fandom you’ve been in.

i actually am not the kinda person with notps. i’ve never written in them but as far as the walking dead and star wars, i hate b*thyl and c*ryl and r*ylo

8. How did you get involved in your latest fandom?

idk dude i listen to manson and nin and i was like... cool let’s write some fic

9. What are the best things about your current fandom?

grand slam discourse, @nailingtrent‘s drawings, lovingly dragging manson, my fuckin friends

10.  Is there a fandom you read fic from but don’t write in?

currently, my chemical romance & star wars

Ship Questions for your Current Fandom

11. Who is your current OTP?

john n tim. honorable mention to trent n manson.

12. Who is your current OT3?

probs john n tim n manson.

13. Any NoTPs?

anything with tw*ggy

14. Go on, who are your BroTPs?

JOHN AND GINGER

15. Is there an obscure ship which you love?

tim/pogo. tim/john tbh. if we’re counting crackships?? john and bailey jay lmao

16. Are their any popular ships in your fandom which you dislike?

manson and twiggy, manson and johnny depp get that shit off my dash

17. Who was your first OTP and are they still your favourite?

it was manson/twiggy then i realize twiggy ain’t shit so it’s a No

18. What ship have you written the most about?

john and tim

19. Is there a ship which you wished you could get behind, but you just don’t feel them?

probably john and ginger?? i just love them more in a Platonic Life Partners kinda way i think

20. Any ships which you surprised yourself by liking?

not that i can THINK of...............

Author Questions

21. What was the first fanfic you ever wrote?

some shitty self-insert green day fic but i was like nine so cut me some slack

22. Is there anything you regret writing?

yeah the one where josh is a doctor it haunts me

23. Name a fic you’ve written that you’re especially fond of & explain why you like it.

you already know i’m gonna say traces of me in your veins bc it’s my masterpiece

24. What fic do you desperately need to rewrite or edit?

i started one i gotta redo. don’t wanna say what it is yet though bc then y’all are gonna be like “WHEN’S X FIC” and i don’t wanna be accountable like that

25. What’s your most popular fanfic?

you’re the best kept secret, rolling off my tongue - or, tiny dick niall

26. How do you come up with your fanfic titles?

song lyrics

27. What do you hate more: Coming up with titles or writing summaries?

i don’t particularly hate either but titling stuff can be annoying

28. If someone were to draw a piece of fanart for your story, which story would it be and what would the picture be of?

JULIEN DREW ONE OF YOUR STRAIN IT GETS UNDER MY SKIN FOR MY ZINE but if i had to pick another one... maybe trent giving manson’s knife a smooch in not so pretty please

29. Do you have a beta reader? Why/Why not?

nah ain’t nobody got time for that

30. What inspires you to write?

brain machine screams

31. What’s the nicest thing someone has ever said about your writing?

i literally screencapped it because it made me cry but one time ju said nobody writes bdsm as skillfully and carefully as i do and i die

32. Do you listen to music when you write or does music inspire you? If so, which band or genre of music does it for you?

i tend to listen to john 5 when i write bc his stuff is instrumental

33. Do you write oneshots, multi-chapter fics or huuuuuge epics?

i’m a one shot kinda hoe

34. What’s the word count on your longest fic?

it’s 69 shades and i am so not linking it

35. Do you write drabbles? If so, what do you normally write them about?

not my thing

36. What’s your favourite genre to write?

fuckin porn

37. First person or third person - what do you write in and why?

third because first person is terrible

38. Do you use established canon characters or do you create OCs?

i don’t do OCs. i tried that once and it didn’t happen

39. What is you greatest strength as a writer?

probably dialogue

40. What do you struggle the most with in your writing?

fucking pacing

Fanfiction Questions

41. List and link to 5 fanfics you are currently reading:

i’m... not reading any wips

42. List and link to 5 fanfiction authors who are amazing:

just assume anybody linked on my fic rec list is rad

43. Is there anyone in your fandom who really inspires you?

idk i mean julien’s art is always giving me terrible ideas

44. What ship do you feel needs more attention?

JOHN WILLIAM LOWERY AND THIM LENNART SKOLD

45. What is your all time favourite fanfic?

ANYTHING. it’s iconic

46. If someone was to read one of your fanfics, which fic would you recommend to them and why?

it depends?? maybe hold me down because it’s very much my brand

47. Archive Of Our Own, Fanfiction.net or Tumblr - where do you prefer to post and why?

i’m an ao3 binch. so easy to find and organize things. BUT i should probably cross post to tumblr

48. Do you leave reviews when you read fanfiction? Why/Why not?

i always leave kudos if i enjoy something and i comment probably half the time

49. Do you care if people comment/reblog your writing? Why/why not?

PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS. VALIDATE ME

50. How did you get into reading and/or writing fanfiction?

i don’t even remember dude

51. Rant or Gush about one thing you love or hate in the world of fanfiction! Go!

i hate the recent tumblr culture where if you write a “bad” kink suddenly you’re an awful person lmao. let me write my garbage in peace

thx anon