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ayzrules · 4 years ago

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✶ 𝐇𝐗𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒: 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 & 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒, 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 & 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 Long story short, I have been thinking about this for wayyyyy too long now and wanted to get some ~thoughts~ & analysis written down! This post is going to be...fairly long, lol. Apologies in advance :D

Also, if you can’t see the last gif (the one for ‘holy’), click here. Tumblr keeps fucking up the image when i try to upload it :////

This post is probably going to be about 2/3 yorknew & phantom troupe/kurapika focused, 1/3 chimera ants, maybe with some references to other arcs (including manga-only arcs) mixed in. so, ofc, tons of spoilers ahead! also, i realize that my blog theme is hard to read (and i’m p sure clicking ‘keep reading’ sends you to the og post itself), so i’m linking the post w/ full text copy/pasted in on my art backup side blog (which has a more legible font) here.

✶ 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 I’m sure absolutely nobody is surprised with me starting here - there is just. SO. MUCH. DEATH. in hxh. & right from the start, one thing I noticed that togashi really emphasized was the #4 and its connection to death. in japanese, chinese, and im p sure some other asian cultures the number 4 is pronounced like the word for death so it’s associated with death in general, and boy oh boy does the ‘deadly number 4′ thing show up E V E R Y W H E R E. we get to the hunter exam, and hisoka is applicant #44. kurapika is #404. i didn’t notice it at first, but this was so intentional holy shit. togashi is NOT SUBTLE.

So pika & hisoka are, right off the bat, associated with death. okay. and then there are even more clues to drive the point home: hisoka is member #4 in the phantom troupe, kurapika’s birthday is april 4th (aka 4/4). 100% not a coincidence (!!). with hisoka, it’s pretty obvious why togashi’s throwing all this death 444444 stuff around - dude is a psycho murder pedo clown, literally gets off on killing people (and there’s also the fact that judas sits 4th from the left in the last supper painting, and he’s sort of the judas equivalent for the phantom troupe). with kurapika, though, it’s a bit more subtle and woven deeper into his characterization, which i LOVE. togashi puts the mans in blue & gold & white (traditionally ‘pure’ or ‘heavenly’ colors), makes him so fucking kind & so good-hearted.....when he’s not relentlessly pursuing his revenge, ofc. more on this in the next section, but pika = death. togashi has made that v v v clear.

Backtracking a bit to hisoka, though, I also just wanted to point out the 4 is death symbolism in the fortunes too (GOD i love the fortunes): in one translation, he’s the false fourth moon, and in the og japanese (i think), he’s the false hare (4th in the lunar zodiac or w/e it’s called. i don’t know the japanese cultural influences here, but in the chinese legend that established the zodiac animals, they race across the heavenly river & the top 12 animals got zodiac slots. the hare finished 4th, so it’s #4 in the cycle).

And just as a final note, Tserriednich is the fourth prince of the kakin empire, and also another dude who has a hard-on for murder & other gory shit. again: togashi is not subtle with this, lmfao

✶ 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐘, 𝐔𝐍𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐘 As probably everyone who’s gotten to yorknew knows, togashi is so 0 fucks given when he wants to be. I mean there’s the whole thing where he just. took New York and decided, Yorknew. LMFAO, but also, he made the main antag of that arc be named chrollo lucilfer, sit around in a ruined church, have a reversed cross coat, pale & dark-haired/dark-eyed, generally dressed in dark colors, very terrible murder guy. liiiike......chrollo x devil symbolism game is 1000/10 at this point lmaooo

And i know absolutely nothing about christianity in general, but pt/kurapika & yorknew arc is just so full of christian imagery/symbolism! one thing that i L O O O O O O V E though is how togashi really blurs the traditional christian-coded good/evil, holy/damned boundaries.

Back to kurapika: he wears gold and blue, his coloring is very stereotypically ‘angelic’, he’s precious and good and kind. his chains are all about ~judgment~ and ~healing~ - some of the chains are also in literal cross shapes, aren’t they? And the chain dagger in his own heart...the imagery is very startlingly similar to the immaculate heart of mary, where the swords stabbing thru the heart apparently represent seven sorrows. IDK much about this stuff other than the visual similarities; literally had to google ‘daggers through heart christianity?’ to even get the name of that thing LOL. anyway, at first, it seems like togashi establishes him as the ‘angel’, the ‘good’, the ‘holy’ in the angel/devil, good/evil, holy/damned dichotomy between him and chrollo.

But that’s not the end of the story. his entire storyline is driven by a huuuuuuuge giant desire for vengeance, first of all, and then there’s the scarlet eyes, which canonically are seen as demonic/cursed/what have you (according to one of the movies or smth? where they show pika as a 10 y/o?), and then we also have red eyes in modern culture being associated w pretty much the same thing (vampires, anyone?). the fight scene with uvo has everything in b&w besides the blood on his face & his red eyes & the moon (<<< more fortune foreshadowing & symbolism, i love to see it), and there are tonssss of scenes where he has to suppress his rage. so all of that is obviously not very angelic of him i would say LOL. in fact, what i find super interesting is that the scarlet/red eyes (which are ‘demonic’) is actually the driving factor behind his super powerful nen abilities; this ties in so well with the fortunes & death associations imo! the fortunes call him the ‘death-bringer’ in one translation, or ‘half-angel, half-death’, so that’s one side of pika = red eyes = death, but there’s also the fact that emperor time is literally draining his life force. so pika = death for both himself and others namely the pt, question mark?

Now for chrollo: togashi’s devil symbolism is EXTREMELY overt with him, but i love the subtler jesus references too. the church thing, obviously, and the st. peters cross which is cuz st peter respected jesus too much & didn’t think he was worthy to die in the same way as him (or something like that, i am the most atheist person in the world & hxh is literally my entire christian education pls) but is also used as an anti-christianity symbol these days. bandit’s secret looks like a bible, lbr, and mans has a cross tattoo.

Other things beyond visuals - 12 spiders, 12 apostles; hisoka’s betrayal, where member #4 can be thought to correspond to judas sitting 4th from left at last supper. and this miiiiight be a bit of a stretch, but i think the meteor city being the place of origin may also play into the blurred line between angel/devil and holy/damned here; meteors are defined as space rocks that are in earth’s atmosphere, becoming incandescent in the process. meteorites are for the kinds that actually reach the ground. and idk, lucifer was cast out of heaven / sky too right? so i think there might be some subtle fallen angel imagery/symbolism playing into the pt as well

✶ 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 (𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒) Last section yay! i don’t have as much to say about this, besides when i was making chimera ant arc edits & realized that there might have been some subtle gon/meruem parallels???

So obviously, everyone knows that line killua says to gon - “you are light” - and then i was just remembering that meruem’s name means.... “light that illuminates all” (!!!!). maybe it’s a coincidence, but knowing togashi, i’m leaning towards nahhhh. there HAS TO be some kinda meaning there (!!).

Going back to the events of the chimera ant arc....ooh boy. let’s see: gon is optimistic & hopeful even in the face of kite potentially being dead, killua says he’s light, they find kite & dude is fucked up, gon is pissed. gets all angry & ~dark~, especially during the palace invasion when he’s staring pitou down as she fixes up komugi. then the actual fight against pitou: more darkness, more anger, but through it all there’s still light, namely his jajanken being very orange & fiery lookin.....and that final sequence, where he puts all his possible nen he’d ever have into his ~final form~ or wahtever & turns into a male version of true form!bisky but dressed in a crop top & short-shorts (i am SCARRED, btw. s c a r r e d !). there’s just huuuge flashes of light as that’s going on, and it reminded me of supernovas or dying stars when i was thinking about it, where the star is like, collapsing under its own weight? & burning thru its own fuel, until there’s nothing left except a dwarf or black hole or what have you. one final, extremely deadly burst of light & energy before death.

On the meruem side of things: born into a dark cave, exhibits a traditionally evil/cruel/wicked/whatever personality/traits so that has ppl associating him with darkness. then he gets to know komugi, starts to appreciate other aspects of humanity, seems like he could have actually turned into a decent person who doesn’t want to eat everyone - so that’s a ‘path to light’, maybe? - and then the extermination team yeets themselves into the palace, netero takes him out to bumfuck nowhere, they fight. netero’s fighting is just ALL light, from his giant ass golden 100-type guanyin bodhisattva to the poor man’s rose. again, there’s the sense of finality to it all, in a similar vein to dying stars: netero comes in determined to kill meruem no matter what, and we all know netero doesn’t flake. then we see netero get destroyed after the zero hand, and he triggers the rose, and everything is burning & on fire before the flames are put out and all turns dark again.

But wait!!! pouf & youpi revive meruem and all he does is play gungi with komugi, even with the poison of the rose. he eventually dies, and the gungi pieces in that final shot of them together (i am BAWLING just thinking about it holy shit) has one that’s all white, one that’s a black ring and white inside. i assume all white is for komugi, who has never done ANYTHING wrong in her LIFE, so i like to think that the 2nd one is for meruem - born “into darkness”, literally & figuratively, but he turns something like ‘good’ by the end. it’s interesting how togashi has sort of gone for a bit of a subversion here: the hero going from light to darkness, and the main antag from darkness to light.

✶ 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 AahhhhHHHHHhhh so if you read all the way down here through my LONG rambles, tysm! i would LOVE LOVE LOVE to hear what other people think about all this, and i’ve FOR SURE missed tons and tons of stuff - chimera ants is just. SO MUCH. and i don’t know it as well as yorknew eeek.

I’m not sure if i’m really ~knowledgeable~ in any other areas relating to hxh, so this might be the only one of these that i do, but i definitely think about some of this - esp all the religious symbolism & #4 stuff - a ton! so in the meantime, if it’s of any interest, i’m just going to shamelessly plug my hxh x religious beliefs/superstitions edit series :D lots of love to all!!!

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nightcoremoon · 4 years ago

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why am I a jerkass who rains on everyone else's parade when I say I don't like gory horror films because I find movies whose plot consists of some dude stabbing a bunch of people to be fucking stupid pointless boring schlock that only exists to stroke the boners of people who enjoy watching other people die vicariously from a good safe distance, especially when their sequels just cheaply kill off all of the survivors from the earlier films thus rendering the plot of the earlier ones L I T E R A L L Y COMPLETELY FUCKING POINTLESS

but when someone says they don't like seeing sexual assault portrayed in movies (valid) and that people who put them in are evil and bad and dumb and bad tasteless artists, everyone is like yes yes good perfect okay you have the correct opinion here have a good star

hey newsflash assholes, if you're watching a fictional movie about a clinical sociopath who butchers animals, beats the absolute shit out of people they don't like until they're crying and shitting their pants and bleeding out the eyes and pleading for mercy, tying a dude to a chair and then slicing his jugular and glaring in his eyes until he bleeds out, bludgeons some guy for no fucking reason until his blood and brain spatters the kitchen floor, stabs his (naked) sister 17 times (after slowly tracing his fingers on her leg no less, ew), stabs a nurse in the neck with a fork and killing her for literally no reason, then a decade and a half later going back to his hometown just to stab a dozen people with ice skates and pitchforks and good old fashioned kitchen knives, and having the film depict this all in graphic bloody detail

and your ONLY problem is that somewhere along the way two disgusting scum workers at an asylum took a brand new catatonic female patient into his room and fucked her until they messed with his masks so he just breaks their fucking skulls open (which define his character as someone who clearly has no compassion for others but will shatter your bones and strangle you just for touching his stuff), and it's that a girl was raped and not that you watched a guy pulverize two men into bloody giblets...

idk man something about that feels wrong. you're okay with watching fictional murder but not fictional rape even though neither are glorified or justified and it exists purely to cause discomfort and distress in the viewer because it's a fucking horror film and horror is supposed to expose you to depravity and as art it serves to comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable.

don't get me wrong rape is bad but like

so is fucking murder.

why can't I express my discomfort in society's gratuitous endorsement and desensitization to killing in fictional media without people taking it as a personal attack and then turn around and do the exact same thing to rape

it's a double standard and it's so stupid

you can eat popcorn and watch jason voorhees rip teenagers in half and then berate me for not having a good time bathing in someone else's blood and then in the same breath #cancel rob zombie's director's cut of his halloween reboot because there's a rape scene in it. the violence is okay; you like the violence, no, you love the violence. that's perfectly fine? violence is good. freddy can force a recovering addict to OD on heroin, that's fine. john doe can force a fat guy to eat spaghetti at gunpoint until his fucking intestines burst, that's okay. mark hoffman can lock an innocent woman in a brazen bull and cook her alive just to fridge her and punish her husband for a lie that he made, that's awesome and wonderful and /super cool/. it's bullshit.

I'm not here to say YOU CAN'T like nightmare in elm street. you can like the texas chainsaw massacre. you can like my bloody valentine. you can like the thing. you can like wrong turn. you can like saw. you can DISlike rob zombie's movies. you can fast forward through the rape scenes in halloween, house of 1000 corpses, and the devil's rejects if the scenes make you uncomfortable (as they are intended to do so because it's a fucking grimdark edgy music video inspired horror movie). I'm not here to tell you that YOU CAN'T have an opinion on things.

but it's a special kind of entitled to insinuate that not only is your opinion the divine right of kings and anyone who disagrees with you is wrong and dumb and evil, but that a squicky scene you don't like actively makes the entire film Objectively Bad™.

maybe I don't like the fact that tatum gets crushed in a garage door. maybe it squicks me. maybe it unsettles me. maybe I think that it detracts from the film when all billy had to do was just stab her one and done without making a huge ordeal out of it. maybe I think it only exists to make a spectacle out of death and gorify- sorry, I mean glorify, murder, because it's exciting and intriguing to some who take solace in the macabre. "the effects are cool". maybe I don't like it. but you can like it.

I can dislike it. you can like it. we're both valid. that's how opinions work.

"but people get triggered by rape"

people get triggered by drugs. people get triggered by food. people get triggered by religion. people get triggered by a lot of things. people get triggered by slit throats, strangling, and hanging. you're valid for your triggers and you can avoid whatever fucking content you wish but if you think only your very particular specific trigger is the one that's valid, screw everyone else? go fuck yourself. you selfish piece of shit. you're not the only person in the world. it isn't hard to respect that you're not the only worldview in the world.

but then again, maybe it is hard, considering nobody fucking does it. everyone's trapped in their own little world where they're the only one who matters. they don't give a single shit about anyone else but themselves and others they can project onto because they're similar. they don't care if you can't match them in any way. you're a freak if you're different and you don't matter.

never mind the fact that 90% of slasher horror is misogynist, ephebophilic, racist, exploitative of the mentally ill and physically deformed, in some cases appropriations of the non-christian religions, and in the other 10% it's actually a horror comedy.

but if a white girl is sexually assaulted that's the only time anyone bothers being compassionate

now a disclaimer because I know for a fact that people are gonna put words in my mouth and take shit out of context and point out things I didn't explicitly state outright and try to make me out to be some fucking evil boogeyman

not saying you SHOULDN'T be compassionate to rape victims and I'm not saying I personally enjoy rape scenes in movies and I'm not saying that I particularly like the inclusion of those scenes in those movies and there is certainly a conversation to be had on the very misogynist nature of hollywood cinema as a whole in the horror genre especially and we should keep in mind the thermian argument and it's a complex issue, I know I know I know so shut the fuck up I don't owe you a passing grade on clout or the semantics of discourse or virtue signaling.

it's just stupid that people only get upset if a fictional white girl gets raped in a gore porn movie when it ~doesn't suit the narrative~. ok, this is the narrative: scary man stabs, the end.

scary men stab all the time. scary men shoot. scary men suicide bomb. scary men patent insulin and sell it at an upcharge poor diabetics can't afford. scary men drop bombs on kids in syria. scary men put mexicans in concentration camps. scary men slaughter thousands of men and women for their religion or their sexuality or their skin color. scary men do a lot of bad shit. your silence on these issues does much more harm to society than *checks notes* a scary movie about bad people doing bad things and facing karmic retribution for it.

TL;DR rape is bad, and murder is also bad, and american horror films have 100s of problems, and people need to start voicing their opinions as opinions and not pretending they're facts because it's super fucking annoying

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uwufanfics · 7 years ago

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New Existence

Genre: Angst, fluff and idk later lol

Pairing: Lee Jooheon (MONSTAX) x Teagan (reader)

Characters: MonstaX

WARNING: Swearing, violence, triggering subjects

A/N: ONGOING please enjoy~

Part One | Part Two | Part Three

In this day and age the most common belief about the after life is simple. You're either lifted into Heaven with all the beautiful people who've lived an honest life, helped walk an elderly person across the street, picked trash off the ground, paid their bills on time, loved one person and stayed loyal until the end, and all that good stuff, But we'll get into that later.

Hell....Now Hell is different from what the world now knows. There isn't someone called "Satan" ruling the underworld, in fact the ruler of the underworld happens to be a tall handsome devil with dimples that were so deep they were sinful in its own right. One wrong move in front of the man..one tiny bit of annoyance from you would lead him to torture you little by little to his amusement. He had no sympathy for the damned, now that they were in his control, he would do whatever he pleased. Number one being the sight of pain from others. Number two being the screams for mercy. And last but not least when they'd be lying around in the utmost pain, not being able to die again.

He frowned at the man who had just arrived, slowly getting off the floor and looking around as if he were lost. The evil man slowly walked over to his prey with a slight bored expression, as his figure let off steam. "Get up..", the devil said with a hint of annoyance in his tone. The man looked at him confused and ignored the words of the scary man in front of him. "I SAID GET UP!", The devil said as he suddenly summoned a handful of smoking hot ashes into his hands, smacking it into the poor mans eyes. "AHHHHH!!!~", he screeched at the pain, slowly bending over to the ground. "Fuck you Satan!", he shouted as he slowly felt his skin melting off. The devil slowly walked up to the man and bent down, grabbing the man by his hair to whisper in his ear. "My fucking name is Jooheon. Don't ever call me that again you hear me?", he said as he kicked the man out of his way.

"Changkyun!", he shouted with a small smile. The younger handsome devil made his way towards Jooheon in an instant. "Yup?", Jooheon flashed a smile at his younger brother, patting his head as he slowly walked back to his throne that sat in the middle of the burning underworld. He stepped into the fire, not feeling a thing, as ruler of the underground, there was not problem when it came to pain. Jooheon could not feel a thing, which made others reaction to pain amusing for him.

"Kyun, do what you must. He's all yours. I'll even let you skin him if you want, just have one of the bitches bring me a nice cool drink. I'm tired.", he said as he sat down, leaning his head onto his hand as his arm rested on the arm rest of his seat. He sat in anger as his amusement was slowly not up to par with what he used to feel. Watching as his baby brother dragged the man away, he saw him stop as another victim of hell walked over with a glass of cold Banana milk. His favorite.

Changkyun took the drink from the girl and motioned for her to take the body from him as he made his way back to Jooheon. "Bro, I heard Wonho will be back from his small meeting up in the human lands. If you ask me, he's just wasting time up there.. He should make his way back and help Kihyun in the river. He's been tired lately by all the bodies he has to dump before you. I wonder what our other brothers are doing up in heaven. I heard that Shownu actually likes sitting up there with all the happy people that's made it up there. It sounds boring to me. I don't think I could live such a scripted life doing the "right" thing.", he said doing air quotes as he sat in a seat next to Jooheon.

Jooheon shifted in his seat as he thought about the life of all of his brothers. Seven, some separated into Heaven, some in Hell, some pretending to live in the real world. He sighed as he saw his second oldest brother Wonho making his way back on the boat with their brother Kihyun, giggling as he told Kihyun about life in the human world. "Then I grabbed my bag and left without saying anything. I don't think I'll be taking that class again. It's too hard, I failed again.", he said in a joking tone. "It sounds more fun up there than down here..", Kihyun said as they stepped down and onto the path leading to their younger brothers. "Joohoney!!", Wonho shouted with his arms out. Jooheon rolled his eyes and walked over to Wonho with a pouty face. "What's wrong Heon?", Wonho asked as soon as they touched. Wonho may be apart of the human world, but he's still built with a great force of his own. The power to know what one is feeling just by skin ship.

Jooheon sighed and made his way back to his throne as the others took a seat. "I'm just not interested in being down here anymore..It bores me..", he said while staring into the dark distance. They all chuckled at the sight of the underworlds ruler being pouty. "Hey... it's not so bad down here bro. I find it fun.", Kyun said with a smile. Jooheon turned to him and smiled back. 'This kid.. he should be part of heaven with the other brothers..', Jooheon thought to himself, feeling regret as he remembered begging his parents to let him take Kyun to hell with him.

"Hey, I got an idea if you're up for it.", Wonho said as he stood up and paced around. "What if you all came up to the Human world with me?", he said with his gummy smile. The other three looked at each-other before bursting into a fit of laughter. Wonho's smile slowly faded as he rolled his eyes. "I'm serious. Kihyun, you always say how tired you are of doing this, and find my stories amusing whenever i come back. Don't you all want to actually do things for yourself for once?! Make decisions and feel what it's like to be happy, sad, angry?!", he said throwing his hands in the air. They all sat in silence and looked at Jooheon for approval. Jooheon stood up and slowly nodded, with his hands in his pockets. "Ok, deal.", he said as the other two gasped in shock. "Wait. Jooheon, if you leave what happens down here?! Who will rule down here?!", Kyun said as he shot up in desperation, holding onto Jooheons Shoulder.

Wonho smiled with delight as he grabbed Jooheon and Kyun's hand. "We just have to keep coming back before we get caught okay. Deal?", he said as Kihyun smiled and put his hand in the pile. "I'm in too. Let's get the hell out of here. No pun intended.", he said earning him a few dirty looks at his horrible joke. "Should we ask our brothers up above if they'd be interested in joining us?", Wonho said with a smile. They all nodded in agreement. The theory of Heaven and Hell being at war was merely a myth. The seven brothers were simply put to the task by their parents. They just did their jobs in the designated areas. No bad feelings between the souls whatsoever.

The four closed their eyes and whispered a small prayer, lifting them slowly into a shifted universe. More brighter and beautiful than the one they normally stayed in. They opened their eyes to Shownu who was sitting among the clouds in a pure white tunic worn by the gods. The tunic wrapped perfectly around his sculpted tan chiseled body. He blinked and rubbed his eyes in shock. His brothers rarely liked to visit, for they dearly hated bright things. All but Wonho who was fond of all things. Shownu stood from his throne and flashed his signature bright smile. "Brothers!", he shouted as he ran down the steps and wrapped his strong arms around his younger brothers. Shownu being the oldest always adored the time he could spend with them.

They all smiled and hugged back. "Hey where's the other two?", Wonho asked looking around. Shownu backed away and took a seat on the steps. "Well, you know Hyungwon rules the Human world. I heard things have been getting crazier down the so he hasn't been visiting as often as I'd like. Same with Minhyuk. He's been down there helping.", Shownu said pouting as he cleared the clouds below to see Hyungwon sleeping below in the Human world. They all rolled their eyes in unison and sighed. "Well at least i thought he said it was getting wild down there but every time i look, he's sleeping.", Shownu said in a monotone

"What's Minhyuk doing?", Jooheon asked as Shownu waved his hand within the clouds to find Minhyuk. He stopped and shook his head as the clouds slowly showed Minhyuk, flirting with a shy nurse at a hospital.

"No Minhyuk, I have to work!", she squealed as she blushed and playfully hit Minhyuks chest. He smirked and leaned in closer, trying to kiss the nurse. "It's okay it's just a kiss and i'll let you go back to work.", he whispered with his forehead resting on hers. As he leaned closer, the emergency lights went off.

"Whoa what's happening?", Changkyun said kneeling down to get a better look. They all watched anxiously as a body of a young female was pushed into the emergency room past Minhyuk. "Hey! get to work! What do you think you're doing?! MOVE!!", the doctor yelled at the nurse Hyuk was flirting with. Flustered, she picked up her badge and ran towards the doors, following the doctor. Minhyuk rolled his eyes and held his hand up toward the wall, closing his eyes he slowly shifted into the operating room, freezing time as he walked over to the body and studied her face. "Hmm...she's pretty.", Minhyuk said as he tucked a piece of her hair out of her face. "Minhyuk.. get up here.", Shownu said startling Minhyuk. He looked up and rolled his eyes. "Shownu, you shouldn't do that. Just because you can speak through mind waves doesn't make it right to give me an unexpected heart attack all the time.", he said giving one last look at the girl on the table.

Before Minhyuk could close his eyes to shift back into the clouds Jooheon stood up quickly, grabbing onto Shownus hand. "Hey.. wait.", he said leaning closer towards the clouds to get a better look at the girl down on earth on the operating table. She looked so peaceful but at the same time so...almost dead. Her hair a dark brown shade, tiny girl with fare skin, cheeks almost as red as a rose, which was slowly fading as time went on. "Send me down there.", he said softly, not knowing why he was so drawn to the girl below. Minhyuk scrunched his face, "What? why?!", he said in a disgusted tone. "Shut up and just do it.", Heon said as his eyes slowly turned a deep shade of black. His eyes gently shut close as he felt the worlds shift. He opened his eyes to an operating room, to which he unfroze time, switching places with Minhyuk.

"You can't be in here! GET OUT!", the doctor shouted as he pushed the nurses to get him out. "Don't touch me.", Heon softly replied as his head turned in a horrifying motion. Eyes still darker than night itself, he had no face expression at all, making things ten times more horrifying. The nurses rushed out the operating room, screaming at the horror they've just witnessed. The doctor fell on the floor, backing away slowly before running for the door. With one flick of the wrist, he slammed all exits closed, locking it so no one would be able to enter. He turned back to the girl on the table, seeing her life line on the monitor slowly becoming flat. The color in her cheeks were losing its rosy red shade as time passed.

He slowly caressed the side of her face before putting his hand on top of her head, closing his eyes as he searched through her memories. His eyes flew open when he saw small flashes of her life. "Heal her..", he whispered as the lights began to flicker in the whole building. The ground began to shake as well as everything around them. Screams were heard throughout the building as he watched the red in her cheeks reappear slowly but surely. He bit his lip at the sudden pain he was feeling in his body. "What is this?!", he shouted out for his brothers to hear. "I've never felt this before.", he said as he slowly moved his hand away from her.

"Oh my god, did he just feel something?! Jooheon shouldn't be able to feel a thing, what's going on?!", Changkyun panicked looking towards his older brothers. They all sat there in shock as they continued to watch. Jooheon sat on the chair beside the girl as he stared at his hand. "J-Jooheon?", she whispered as her eyes slowly opened. The brothers above froze as well as Jooheon, not sure of how she knew his name. She opened her eyes and turned her head to meet eyes with Jooheon. He stared at her half shocked, half scared. "H-how do you know my name?!", he shouted as he backed away.

Hyungwon bust down the entrance to the emergency room, still rubbing his eyes as he yawned. "You've healed her but you also sent signals of your own memories into her mind while you were being a pervert, searching through her thoughts.", he said as he sat at the foot of the operating table. She sat up and smiled at Hyungwon. "Wonnie.. what's going on?", she said holding her head. "I think you passed out. You didn't take your medicine you dumb girl. Stop being stubborn Tea!", he scolded her before he pat her back. Jooheon shot a look in Hyungwon's direction, speaking through his mind. 'Hyungwon, you know her?!', he said through telepathy. Hyungwon smirked and nodded. "We're friends", she said out loud. They all turned to her in an instant as their jaws dropped. "Did you just-" Hyungwon said before getting cut off.

"Yeah i don't know how i did that but i heard your thoughts.”, She said as she stretched and swung her tiny legs off the side of the table like nothing happened. She fixed her long pretty locks, as she reached over the table to grab her bag, pulling out her mirror and lipstick, making kiss faces as she applied the lipstick. "Well, I'm going to be late for dinner with my boss. Goodbye! Wonnie, I'll see you later! Bye!", she said as she ran out the doors, not minding the horrible sight of the hospital after what everyone suspected to be an earthquake. Hyungwon shrugged and walked towards the exit before being stopped by Jooheon.

"Explain what's going on..", he said as Hyungwon smiled and ruffled his hair. "Her name is Teagan, but she goes by Tea. We're neighbors but best friends as well. Don't you dare touch her though you ugly! She's too good for you! But...thanks for saving her. I didn't know you could heal though.", he said in shock. Jooheon looked back at his hands. "Me neither. I don't know what happened. I don't know why or how i saved her.", he said confused.

"JOOHEON GET BACK DOWN TO THE UNDERWORLD! FATHER'S ON HIS WAY!", Shownu yelled as he watched his father through the clouds. Hyungwon and Jooheon stopped in shock and quickly joined hands before whispering their prayer, shifting through universes to get back below.

First chapter, I’m excited to write this cause it’s different lol I didnt proof read cause im tired lmao sorry - Admin Shownudesxx

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