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empyreanwritings · 4 years ago

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To Be Lonely

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Gender Neutral!Reader (College AU)

Word Count: 1.4k

Warnings: mentions of alcoholism, feelings of loneliness and anxiety

Summary: On a late night run, Bucky meets someone who actually understands how he feels.

A/N: hello friends! it has been awhile since i have posted an actual one shot, so i decided a good comeback would be my entry for @captainscanadian ‘s 1k writing challenge! i picked the College AU for our Buck Boi and idk where this came from, but it came from a deep place i guess aldskfjdsl i hope y’all like it!

Feedback is always welcomed and appreciated (: x

Bucky was fortunate because he never truly knew what it meant to be alone. Growing up, he always had Steve by his side. Sometimes that meant getting his ass kicked behind the school dumpsters, but at least they did that together, too. Everyone in the city knew who Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes were - two teens with charming smiles and blue eyes that could convince the older crowd into giving them just about anything. Free ice cream. Clothing that fit Bucky just right but could swallow Steve whole when he was still half his friend's size. Fresh produce to bring back to their mothers. It was always different but still a welcome perk of being the iconic duo.

When they separated for college - Steve choosing to go to an art school in California, and Bucky finding himself in the halls of Stanford - they still kept in touch, but he found solace in the friendship of his roommates.

Sam was full of sarcasm and toothy grins that made anyone around him smile too. He and Bucky had a habit of butting heads over small stuff like who left a spoon in the sink or whose turn it was to buy more milk, but they both knew they'd do anything for each other. Peter, or Quill as he preferred to be called, wasn't in their dorm often, but when he was, they always had a good time. Bucky wouldn't trust Quill to wake him up for an exam, but he knew there was no one better to go to if he was looking for a place to party for the night. The three of them were incredibly different, yet they got along just fine.

He made friends in different classes too; Wanda in his environmental biology class; Gamora, Quill's girlfriend, in his mythology class; and Scott, who he met sleeping in the stairwell behind the library one day.

Wherever Bucky went, he always had someone with him. He was never alone.

But, on nights when he felt his chest tighten and the breath catch in his throat, he couldn't understand why he always felt lonely. His mother used to remind him that being alone and being lonely were two different things, but he didn't understand how it was possible - how he could feel like he was missing something despite sitting in a room full of people.

It was another one of those nights for him. Sleep never came, and the more he tossed and turned in bed, the more frustrated he became. The only thing he could think of to get his mind off of the loneliness he felt was to go on a run, so he quickly changed into appropriate workout attire and dashed out of his apartment.

He ignored the fact that it was two in the morning and Sam, who happened to still be up studying, knew better than to ask where he was going. Sometimes the guy just needed to clear his head, and there was nothing wrong with that.

Bucky ran until his lungs burned. Every breath he took felt like glass shards in his chest, but he relished in the feeling because it distracted him from the thoughts racing through his mind. He only stopped to take a breather when black spots started to dance in the corner of his eyes, and he had the campus fountain to lean back on. The moment he sat down, he could feel his muscles practically sigh in relief, and he had to laugh. For being as fit as he was, he still had limits. What a way to remember he was human after all.

The cool spray of the fountain hit his face, and he leaned back ever so slightly to get a little bit more of it. It was incredibly refreshing; he wasn't against sitting there for hours, but he knew someone would come out and think he was high on something. High on adrenaline, maybe, but certainly not high on anything he wanted to be high on.

"I wouldn't fall asleep in that position."

Your sudden presence made Bucky jump and nearly fall into the fountain. You weren't there when he first ran up, which meant you must have stumbled upon him sitting there while he was enjoying the cool mist. The fact that he didn't hear you coming worried him. Clearly, he needed to work on becoming more aware of his surroundings.

"Speaking from experience?" He chuckled and leaned forward, resting his hands on his knees. He tried to will himself to get up, but his muscles refused.

"Actually, yes," you replied with a smile. "I was so exhausted after a lab one day, I fell asleep sitting up and tumbled straight into the water. I'm pretty sure my picture is still plastered all over Twitter somewhere."

"Sorry to hear that."

"Don't be. It was hilarious."

You gestured towards the spot next to him, silently asking if you could sit there. Bucky wasn't sure why you wanted to spend time with him when you didn't know him, but he wasn't going to say no. As weird as it sounded, your presence was comforting. Made him feel like he wasn't running from something but running towards you instead.

A small smile spread across your face as you sat down. You dipped your fingers into the fountain for a moment, quietly watching the ripples grow bigger and bigger until they finally disappeared. You did this a few times before turning your attention back to Bucky. He wondered if this was something you liked to do - something that calmed you on your worst nights. He even started to feel bad because he might have stumbled on your private spot. Not that a fountain in middle of campus was entirely private, but it must be nicer at this time of night.

"Can I ask you something?" Bucky felt the heat rise in his cheeks when you turned to look at him. He wasn't sure if he should have just enjoyed the comfortable silence, but there was so much he wanted to know about you.

"Make it good," you hummed. "Cause if it's lame, I might not answer it."

He chuckled. "I just wanted to know why you were out here."

"You want an honest answer or one that makes you feel comfortable?"

"Honest."

You sighed and started to pick at the frayed edges of the hole in your jeans. It looked like you were debating on telling the truth. It wasn't as if you really owed him an honest answer. Bucky was a stranger, someone you only met because he was about to pass out. He offered you no information about himself, so why would you?

He was about to tell you to forget about it, but you started to talk and cut him off.

"My roommates are throwing a party, and they brought a lot booze. The smell was starting to get to me, and I knew I needed to get out before I relapsed," you confessed softly. "I know it sounds ridiculous given that I'm not that old, but I'm an alcoholic."

Bucky shook his head. "It's not ridiculous. And the fact that you could assess the situation and walk away means you're doing better than you probably think you are."

"I appreciate that, but it's not that impressive. I've only been sober for a few months, which my sponsor says is a good thing but sometimes it doesn't really feel like it." You ran your hands down your face and quickly gave yourself a little shake. He didn't say anything; he figured you were trying to push out all the bad thoughts. "Well. That was depressing! So, tell me, why are you out here?"

"Honest?" You nodded, and Bucky chuckled. It wasn't going to get cheerier from here. "I was running from my thoughts. Sometimes I think my brain is out to get me. Always making me feel lonelier than I should, which doesn't always seem fair. I have great friends and a supportive family, so why do I feel lonely? Why can I never go to bed feeling happy?"

Another silence fell between you two. His confession didn't seem to faze you. You respected the fact that he was as honest with you as you were with him, especially when he didn't have to be. He could have lied - told you some bullshit story about how his roommates were hooking up with each other, and he couldn't handle hearing it anymore. But he didn't. He told you his truth, and you liked that about him. You liked that you could trust him despite meeting him less than thirty minutes ago.

"Do you feel lonely right now?" You asked after a beat.

Bucky exhaled, a quick breath that almost sounded like a laugh. "Now that I think about it, no. I don't."

You smiled over at him, a genuine smile that made his entire chest feel warm.. "Neither do I."

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wlwhc · 7 years ago

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Anonymous said: what about a raven x reader, where the reader is the only one helping Raven fixed the ship before praimfaia , and due to this, the reader has to do a lot of work. Idk I just want some angsty but fluffy at the end

(A/N): I’m sorry that I’m writing things after ages, I’m pretty busy latetly, and writer’s block is killing me. Also, this is pure shit, sorry :(

Warning: swearing

Words: 3494

Gifs are not mine, I found them on google. Credits to whoever made them

Being one of the only mechanics and engineer on earth , it is a pretty big deal. Sinclair made sure that you knew everything you need to know to fix the whole ship in case that he died, and thanks to your brain, you were able to study both things at the same time, earning a nice reputation among the young and old people of Arkadia.

Even though you are a mechanic and engineer, for the 100, you’re just one of the sky people, useless. They have Raven, the zero-g mechanic and Sinclair , your boss. It was pretty hard for you to make them listen to you, specially Raven, that girl didn’t accept anybody’s help.

They didn’t care about your theories and ideas to fix the ship, or better ways to fix the cars, no no , they made you hunt, and work on the plants, sometimes even the med-bay and you didn’t even know how to treat a small cut.

Luckily, Sinclair remembered your presence on the Ark and ask for your help on a project, a project that you had to end in a week and you finished it in three days. That made the cocky 100 interested on you, specially the grumpy Mechanic.

Before you could even protest, Sinclair had put you to work with Raven. Since she’s pretty ..aggressive sometimes, you decided to become mute, in order to prevent her to throw something at you. The days went by, only making a sound when you needed her to give you something. Truth be told, Raven was getting crazy with all the silence.

She thought that you were too shy to even make a human sound, so she tried to get a little closer to you, on her own way of course.

She started giving you harder works, works that she would finish in a week,in an attempt to make your talk or ask her for help. But you somehow manage to finished them in three days, how? she didn’t know, but she was really impressed, in fact, she begin to talk about you with her friends out of the nowhere, even Abby was getting tired of it.

You didn’t mind the extra work, it keep you occupied and you also knew you were helping them and giving Raven a few hours of sleep. Your stay in her workshop had provide you with a special view, it let you see the sweet side of Raven, she wasn’t always so aggressive and grumpy, she was also kind, funny af and really caring. She may think that you didn’t notice , but you did notice everytime she would leave cups of warm water for you to drink, or small portions of food, and let’s not forget the times where she would put her jacket over you when you fell asleep on the workshop. Small details that took a tone of importance in your heart, it made you feel a little bit less alone, like someone actually care about you.

You do not have a family, your family died long ago when a flu attack one of the districts, leaving you alone. Sinclair was the one taking you under his wing and basically raise you, at least until you could look out for yourself. So when you arrive to the ground, and everyone was getting reunited with their child and family, you were one of the few standing awkwardly on a side, looking at the skie with glassy eyes.

Knowing that someone cares about you made your heart a little bit warmer, Raven didn’t know about this, she barely knew you, the only things that she knows is that you’re incredibly smart, shy and cute. That are the things she knows, and she wanted to change that.

The next day you went to work, you found Clarke giving orders to a very grumpy Raven, the blonde didn’t seem to let the mechanic breath, so you step in.

“I can do that” You said softly, hoping that they heard you.

“No offense hmm…” You rolled your eyes when Clarke didn’t seem to remember your name. Raven smirk at this.

“Y/N” You said at her, a little bit harsher that you planned

“oh yeah, Y/N, I don’t think you would be able to fix this, that’s why I need Raven to do it! , we don’t have much time”

“why would I not be able to do it? as far as I’m concerned I already fix half of the ship by myself while you were ordering Raven to fix your gun” Raven was trying not to laugh at Clarke’s face, the blonde was surprised.

“I-I needed it my g-”

“there's a group of people, in the armory, that are more than capable to fix your stupid gun, in this workshop there’s only Raven and me, we are the only ones with the enough IQ to fix this damn ship, and here you are, ordering Raven to fix...what exactly?” You asked Raven, which she answer you smiling.

“a radio”

“a fucking radio, we already did 20 of those for fucks sake!” You said exasperatedly. Clarke looks at Raven, but the mechanic only nods at your words, knowing that you were saying the truth.

“okay fine! I’ll ask Monty!”

“Oh that’s not necessary, gimme” You said, and Raven gave you the Radio, you could feel Clarke’s glare on you but you didn’t pay attention, you open the radio and a minute later, the little device came back to life.

“if it wasn’t such a big deal, then you should-”

“I’m trying to make a point here, Raven has enough things to worried about, if you have any other stupid and unnecessary job for her, send it to me, I can handle it” Clarke left after sending you another glare. You walk to your table and begin to work again. Raven walked to you, the same smile still hanging on her face.

“you made the princess pretty mad” She said.

“she’s really annoying sometimes” You said, focus on your work.

“you shouldn't have done that, now you’re going to have more work-”

“Sinclair told me to keep an eye on you, she was giving you too much work, I can handle it” You said, not daring to look to her, afraid that she may see through your lie, which she did. The smile on her face got bigger.

“Sinclair? Sinclair told you that?” Raven said, in a playful tone, already knowing that Sinclair would never do that, he knows she can take care of herself.

“yep” Raven didn’t push it further and got back to work, with the sweet taste of knowing that you cared about her.

Since that day, your relationship with the mechanic grew. It started with little talks, Raven was the one initiating those, a few jokes and sometimes she would even drag you to take a drink with her. You met the rest of her friends, Clarke had grown on you and somehow ended up as your friend too. Things were just getting better each day.

Until you realize how pink and soft Raven’s lips look, or how sweet the color of her eyes are, how tanned and smooth her skin is, or how fast your heart would pump when she was near you. That’s when you realize that you were screwed, Raven only sees you as a friend, she would never understand your feelings, she is very important to you, just the thought of losing her made your heart tremble. If you only knew that Raven’s heart begun to beat at your own pace since you step into her workshop. That she finds your shyness the cutest thing on earth, that every time you bite your lip out of frustration she has to leave the room, that she knows how much you hate being yelled at, and every time you defend her she can feel those stupid butterflies having a party on her stomach. If you only knew, how much she needs you by her side, that without you on that workshop she can’t properly function, that the nights without you by her side, are getting colder and darker. She needs you, and she’s going to get you.

It wasn’t till you got seriously hurt when Raven spit the beans.

It was a hectic week, you had a lot of work, and a lot of pressure on your shoulder knowing that the acid rain was going to get here in any minute. Raven and you didn’t have many volunteers, many of the sky people were getting drunk and just lazing around, waiting for their deaths, leaving you and Raven to do all the work.

“ahg! I forgot that I need to weld the ceiling-”

“I can do that, you should go and take some rest” You said to Raven, grabbing the welding machine and the helmet. Raven had dark bags under her eyes, the girl needs some sleep.

“no no it’s fine I have to fix-”

“Raven go get some sleep, I can do it, please” How can she say no to that face? She gave you a tired glare and sighs deeply.

“just 30 minutes” She said, walking to the bed in the workshop. You turned around and find her already sleeping.

Already outside, you climb the ship, put on your mask and begin to weld. The task was taking you longer than you thought, the sun was shining bright, it was pretty hot outside, plus welding while climbing the ship’s roof wasn’t easy. The sun was started to make you a little bit dizzy, that and the fact that you didn’t have the time to sleep yesterday and you didn’t eat very well.

“how much time had she been there?” Clarke asked Bellamy, that was currently helping around. The Blake boy had been secretly watching you, since you almost fall a few times, and the worst that could happen, is losing one of their mechanics and engineers.

“Too long, a few hours I think, it was pretty early when she got up there, she almost fell a few times, it seems that the ship is more broken than we thought” Bellamy said to Clarke, the blonde was worrying more about you than the ship. Raven may not notice, but Clarke knows that every time Raven is asleep, you would take her jobs so the mechanic can rest a little longer.

“she needs to get down, it’s pretty hot down here, I can’t imagine up there”

“hey! Y/N! Get down here! Take a break!” Bellamy screams at you. You turn to look at him. The height difference making you feel vertigo.

“I almost finished!” You said, putting the mask on again and securing the ropes around your waist, making Bellamy sigh, he has to deal not only with Raven, but with you too now, great.

“fine, I’m going up there and-”

“guys have you seen Y/N? I told her only 30 minutes!” Raven said walking to the pair, rubbing her eyes, she was glad to sleep a few hours but that also means that she had to do her work faster.

“she’s up there, fixing the ship” Bellamy said to the mechanic

“That’s my job!” Raven exclaim.

“yeah well she actually did all your jobs” Clarke said with a smirk on her face

“she hasn’t gone down, and I’m pretty sure she didn’t take water with her, she’s under the sun, it’s pretty hot, she could faint” Clarke said, now with a more serious tone. Raven huff at this, you could be such a smart person for some things, but for other things, like taking care of yourself, you are very stupid.

“Hey! Y/N get down or I’ll kick your ass!” Raven screamed

“I said I’m almost done!” You answer her, Raven send a look to Bellamy, and he sighed.

“I’ll go get her” He started walking to the ladder but stopped when you talked.

“I finished! I’m going down!” You take off the helmet, the air was getting thinner, and you could feel your hands shake a little. You took a deep breath and begin to feel the dizziness from earlier returned.

“everything okay Y/N?” Bellamy asked, seeing you not move.

“u-uh...yeah!” You said shaking your head a little, trying to get rid of the dizziness, but your hand was beginning to feel a little bit numb, you drop the welding machine, and grabbed your head, a big headache was making you wince.

Raven and Clarke noticed this and begin to freak out.

“Bell go get here!”

“she’s going to faint!”

Bellamy got quickly on the ladder, climbing as faster as he could, while you were starting to lose consciousness.

“Y/N! hold on!”

Right were you everything went black, Bellamy caught you.

“I got you, I got you Y/N” He secured you on his arm, making sure that the rope around your waist was okay, and slowly climb down the ladder with you on his arms.

Once he got you down, Clarke was fast on checking your symptoms, while Raven was trying her hardest not to freak out.

“is she okay? Clarke is she okay?!”

“yeah, she’s probably dehydrated, we should take her to my mom” Bellamy didn’t need another word, he began to take you to the med-bay.

“she has a heat stroke, she will need to stay here for today” Abby said applying a piece of cloth with cold water on your forehead, Raven was the only one in the room beside Abby, Clarke had to go, same as Bellamy.

“is she going to be okay? did you che-”

“she’s going to be fine” Abby said, grabbing Raven’s hands. The Doctor knew about Raven’s feelings, not that Raven had told her, but Abby knew. Raven took a seat beside your bed, stroking your hair,

“when are you going to tell her sweetheart?”

“tell her what?”

“that you love her”

“I-I don’t-Abby what the hell?”

“Clarke lost her chance to say those three words to Lexa, she will always regret that, that knife will always be stuck on her chest, I don’t want you to get through the same-”

“what if she doesn't feel the same uh?-”

“for being such a smart kid, you're being really stupid right now, tomorrow she may not be here, tell her” Abby said.

“I’ll go get more cold water, she needs to hydrate and lower her temperature”. She said, leaving the room.

Abby’s words were ringing inside Raven’s head, maybe she was right, maybe , just maybe, you felt the same, but if you didn’t, then she would end up with a broken heart, and that’s something she can’t fix no matter how hard she tries.

Raven had spent the day by your side, helping Abby applied cold water so your temperature can go down, the mechanic was getting impatient, she needs you to wake up, she already had prepared a whole speech!

“ow crap” Raven heard you and turned her gaze to you, finding you waking up. Abby walked to you.

“Hey there, how are you feeling?” She said, checking on you

“like shit” You said, wincing when Abby used her flashlight to see if you were lucid.

“She’s lucid, You scared us, you had a heat stroke, you need to hydrate, so drink a lot of water and stay in bed for the day okay?”

“I can’t stay here, I have to go back to work” You said trying to get up, but Raven’s hand stopped you.

“Yeah, you’re not doing that, you’re staying here” You tried to get up anyway, making the mechanic sigh.

“Y/N I swear to god!”

“we have work to do!”

“you’re staying here!”

“You two stop!” Abby walked to you, sending a look of “calm down” to Raven.

“looked at me Y/N” You said what she orders. “I’m going to let you go to the workshop, I know that there’s a bed there, you’re going to stay in that bed, and drink a lot of water okay? no alcohol, no welding the roof, nothing that would require a lot of work okay? you’re going to take a break every 20 minutes” Abby’s tone was very motherly, it somehow made you behave. You nod at her, not daring to disobey her.

“she’s all yours Raven” Abby said, leaving you alone with the Zero-g Mechanic.

“you’re really stupid you know that?” Raven said glaring at you.

“that’s my charm”

“you should stay here-”

“Raven-”

“no! just hear me out, you should stay here, Clarke already told me that you finished all my work, you shouldn’t have-”

“I wanted to, you needed to rest-”You sit up on the bed, your legs hanging on the bed, and Raven was standing between your legs.

“Yeah, but you also need to rest! I care about you” Raven said, resting her hands on your shoulders.

“Well, I care about you too! you don’t sleep and barely eat sometimes” You said, making Raven scoff.

“You do the same!-ahg just...you need to take care of yourself”

“I do-” You said looking everywhere but at her, she was pretty close to you.

“No Y/N, you don’t do that, you’re busy taking care of me and I don’t need that, I’m a big girl I can take care of myself” Raven said, grabbing your face by your chin with her skinny fingers, your eyes met yours, making you shiver a little.

“It is a crime to take care of you?” Raven smiled at your words.

“no is not...I care about you too...I would be devastated if something happens to you” She got a little bit closer to you, it was too much for you to handle, you are going to kiss her if she doesn’t back away and that’s not going to end up very nice.

“what have you done with Raven? I want her back” You said, turning your head to the side. Raven smiled at this, finding your shyness really cute.

“Promise me you will take care of yourself” Raven grabbed your face on her hands, her thumbs softly rubbing your cheeks. Your heart was jumping out of your chest, and when you looked at her worried gaze, you knew you were going to screw this up.

“I will...if you do the same” You said, trying so hard not to kiss her.

“I will” Raven said, surprising you when she began to lean in, her lips only a few centimeters away from yours.

“w-what are-” Your voice got trapped between Raven’s soft lips. She was kissing you, Raven Reyes was kissing you. It took you a few seconds , but when you finally realize what was going on, you returned the kiss, every fiber of your body not wanting to let her go, Raven didn’t want that either, her hands somehow ended up below your shirt, her fingers wandering on our skin, making you shiver.

“Hey Raven how’s-Oh crap…”

“Seriously Griffin?!” You tried not to laugh but you couldn’t help it.

“now I know that she’s fine, she’s more than fine~” Clarke said raising her eyebrows and smirking.

“fuck off Clarke!” Raven said, shoving Clarke out of the room.

“I’ll tell my mom!” she said making Raven rolled her eyes. Once she manages to close the door, she turned around smiling at you, and slowly walked to you, positioning herself between your legs once again.

“Where we were?” She said with a playful smirk on her face, already feeling confident. You didn’t slap her so, that’s something right?

“remember that I need to rest and I can’t do anything that would require too much work” You said, with the same playful tone.

“oh you won’t even have to move” She said, burying her face in your neck, leaving little pecks on it, making you tickle.

“Raven-” You said, chuckling lightly

“I can do all the work~” She said, her hands sneaking under your shirt once again.

“We’re in the med-bay-” you said, grabbing her face with your hands. Her playful smirk change with a serious face

“okay...let’s go to the workshop-” She said, making you chuckled

“no Raven-”

“what about my room?” This time she raised her eyebrows and later lower them, making send her a playful glare.

“I’m kidding~...am I?”

“...idiot” You said, putting your hands on her waist, she wrapped her arms around your neck, smiling softly at you.

“...your idiot...if you want of course” She said, getting a little shy.

“..I do want that” You said, this time you were the one leaning in, capturing her lips with yours.

You didn’t know if it was because of the heat stroke, but right now, your heart is warmer than ever.

Shittiest end, I know, and I’m sorry :(

#raven reyes #raven reyes imagines #raven reyes imagine #raven x reader #raven reyes x reader #the 100 imagine #the 100 #the hundred

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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmh · 7 years ago

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92 Questions Tag

Tagged by @letstudyhardmed (thank you!)

Rules: Answer these 92 questions and then tag 20 people

Last

Drink : Water

Phone call : My mom

Text message : ‘that is far from wholesome and certainly not dank’ - my friend roasting a meme lol

song you listened : I’m Not Famous by AJR (actually listening to it rn)

time you cried : Last night I rewatched the finale of west wing and sobbed lmao

Have You…

dated someone twice : no

kissed someone and regretted it : no

being cheated on : no

lost someone special : yes

been depressed : i don’t think so

gotten drunk and thrown up : nope

Three favorite colours:

Cyan, bright yellow, bright pale orange

In the last year , have you :

made new friends : yes

fallen out of love : like not real love but teenager love yes

laughed until you cried : yes

found out someone was talking about you : like in a good way tho

meet someone who changed you : no i knew all of them before

found out who your friends are : yes

kissed someone on your Facebook list : no

General :

how many of your Facebook friends do you know in your real life : all of them

any pets : nope

do you want to change your name : nah i love my name

what did you do for your last birthday : um i think i had a sleepover w friends the day after but on my birthday i did apush hw and cried ?

what time do you wake up : I say 6:30, but usually more like 6:50

what were you doing at midnight last night : i had just fallen asleep

Something you cant wait for : i did that stuff this weekend, though i’m pretty pumped for black panther to come out

last time you saw your mom : about an hour and a half ago?

what is one thing you wish you could change in your life : i’d like to increase my discipline so i actually follow through on stuff?

what are you listening to right now : Come Hang Out by AJR (can you tell i like them lol)

have you ever talked to a person named tom : no i don’t think so

something that is getting on your nerves : there’s this solo for my choir that some people got chosen to audition for and some ppl asked and i had to ask which is kind of irritating bc i really thought i was on my director’s radar as a Good Singer? idk we’ll see how the actual audition goes lol

most visited websites : tumblr (ugh) and youtube? also spotify

Other info about myself ….

mole/s : a bunch everywhere

mark/s : I’ve got a nasty scar on my thumb from a blister i got canoeing, and a huge faded one on my leg from this time i got a 2nd degree burn

childhood dream : being an architect/chef/pop star/movie star/entrepreneur (i was indecisive)

hair colour : dark brown

long or short hair : long i guess? it’s past my shoulders

do you have a crush on someone : not really any Crushes? tho i’ve got a few ppl i keep my eye on lol

what do you like about yourself : i really love my brain it just works very well for me and makes connections p quickly? also it’s good at art stuff in addition to school stuff which is nice for me bc i like both

piercings : my ears

blood type : i have no idea

nickname : Ally

relationship status : single as always

zodiac : aquarius

pronouns : she/her

favourite TV show: West Wing

tattoos : nope

right or left hand : right

hair dyed in different colour: never, though i wanted to in middle school

sport : i’ve done a bunch but not in years

vacation : um i go a lot of places? most recently iceland and utah, and this summer i’m going to italy?

sneakers: just got new ones that were a huge change. i used to have neon yellow/pink ones, but now i have like super minimalist black nikes

More General ….

eating : i don’t really enjoy eating, except when it’s breakfast food

drinking : mostly water lol, though i did get drunk for the first time ever this weekend

i’m about to : go down to eat dinner and continue with my latin translating

waiting for : this thing to be done? also for school to start up again tomorrow

want : to do well this quarter/on my midterms and just move on

get married : like i want to? though it’s optional i guess idk i’ll see

career : i’d really like to go into politics, though also advertising and publishing are pretty compelling

hugs or kisses : never experienced the latter so hugs

lips or eyes : lips

shorter or taller : taller? though i’m p short

older or younger : younger (i cannot handle being around little kids)

nice arms or nice stomach : nice arms

sensitive or loud : loud

hook up or relationship : relationship lmao i am Not mature enough for hook ups

troublemaker or hesitant : hesitant

Have You Ever….

kissed a Stranger : nope

drank hard liquor : i’ve only had hard liquor?

lost glasses/contact lenses : i don’t have them

turned someone down : yes

sex on the first date : no

broken someone’s heart : like i don’t think so?

had your heart broken : in a melodramatic teenager way sort of

been arrested : no

cried when someone died : yes

fallen for a friend : kinda my MO

Do You Believe In ….

yourself : yes

miracles : yes

love at first sight : at first conversation

santa claus : no

kiss on the first date : why wouldn’t you?

Other.…

current best friend name : Zoë

eye colour: dark brown

favourite movie: i have a lot but recently Molly’s Game

20 People I Tag …..

Lmao i don’t have time for this. If you see it and want to do it just say I tagged you

#shit y'all sorry about this #this is really long #ask games #not spo

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