#idk if i should contact the endo centre or if i should contact a psychologist but like

[chaoswillcalmusdown]

having to be home from work for medical reasons is causing the mountain of work stress to just build up on me bc apart from handling the physical lessons, nobody is doing all the shit that needs doing. nobody's answering my emails etc etc

and i can't get 2 words out of my principal unless i physically go to his office and he's not in a meeting

which is obv difficult since i've been home from work for like. several days now

and being stressed about it and having only like. 2 hours of non-lesson time tomorrow will make it harder for me to go looking for him. bc i'll only have 2 hours out of the whole day to do all the shit i need to do to somewhat catch up

and then i need to prepare for the sub on friday when i'll once again be home for endometriosis reasons

and then i'll fall behind again