#idk i'll have to think about it anyways sorry for rambling
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the current like... 'schedule' of sorts that i have going on is doing one matchup every other day and working on my other requests in the meantime. i'm still not entirely sure how often i should post in one day because i don't want to post too much or too little so i'm thinking i might settle on two posts per-day while my motivation is strong and then simmer down to at least one a day in the coming weeks.
#archived mind of v: thoughts and opinions.#i also wanna post random silly thoughts i have about these silly characters#they infest my brain constantly#but i get nervous being perceived#i'm debating whether or not a matchup should be considered like...#a 'outlier' to the two posts a day thing like#should i do post - post - matchup#or should it be matchup - post / post - post#i feel like im taking this way too seriously and making this weirdly technical and planned#idk i'll have to think about it anyways sorry for rambling#the matchups have been fun doing though!!#they take time for me to write so that's why im not just churning them out#sorry if im taking too long but i'll get to the others eventually!#im trying to go in the order of when they (the matchup requests) were sent so
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Idk why there's disbelief over Mark S/Helly in terms of motivation. Helly is just as capable of cruelty and selfishness as Helena. They are at the core of it, the same person with different memories/experiences. They can be two perspectives worthy of indulging their own dreams and desires and also be the same person. Narratively here especially, this isn't about morality, it's about human nature.
Helly was never cruel, sure, of course. Helly felt like she was the same as the other people in MDR. But Helly has something right now that she never even achieved as Helena. Someone who loves her. Someone who is choosing her. Helly is Winning over Helena here.
Jame Eagen wanders down just to be a freak and reinforces the reality of it. Helly is "More" than Helena, hasn't been worn down by the weight of experience and the world (and their cult and corporate bullshit). She still has, in some way, the innocence of youth and lack of experience with the world. She doesn't have the same fears and burdens or triggers as Helena in her conscious experience. She still has the ability to express her passions and outrage and defend herself. And to love and not feel sorry for it.
Severance gave Helena a chance to exist without the learned perspectives and burdens of the Eagens and she is able to be free with herself and her passions and desires-- whereas Helena was likely drained of any dreams for potential beyond a strictly guided future decades ago.
Of course Helly is feeling a rush of joy and satisfaction over Mark loving her. Mark choosing her. She tried to do the "right thing" by being logical with Mark. "I'm her." Even outside of Lumon, if they bring it all down, there's no hope for an Eagen and an ex-severed employee in reality. In the Real World they will never be together. Mark couldn't love Helena, how could anyone love an Eagen? (Poor Helly really with like, the enemy is within etc, but that's kinda the situation framed by Lumon for everyone by setting the stage with your Innie isn't human kinda rhetoric.) (This was also reinforced by Helena trying to get close to Mark to see if he still had feelings or chemistry with her and finding out they were not going to work outside Lumon.)
What if the equator is a building that could be a continent? Can be their whole world? They're choosing to live Now. Together in the present despite knowing that with their half lives, they could be brought to an end at any moment. It's very willful young love of them. And why wouldn't it be? This is their First Love. They haven't even been "alive" that long or have any memory of romance beyond their current infatuation. They don't know the world or it's places, and maybe that's okay, maybe they can exist in this space so long as they have love and the others.
It's completely human for Helly to accept Mark choosing her. To run to him just to see him for maybe the last time. It's human for Mark S to run to Helly. It's human for poor Gemma, who doesn't even know her fucking husband is severed, to be pounding on the door.
But this is their Final Day to Mark and Helly. Maybe the very end of their world. It's Judgement Day. Of course they'd have them holding hands and running back to the unknown to face the end together. To die together.
There is also zero fucking chance Mark Scout would risk his life and brain continuing reintegration once his wife is back. Mark Scout is going to choose his wife. Mark is choosing Love on both sides here.
All of it is reasonable.
#this is true for all the innie/outie combos like#lets not forget theyre the same person. yes they are also separate and deserve to be respected in their experiences#in my mind theres a post credit scene of Devon dragging Gemma to a car and them driving to a secure location bc I can't live otherwise#unfortunately the severed floor is literally their world. has been all this time. all they know by design.#anyway. selfishness is so normal to the human experience and motivation. survival. love. growth#im going to be thinking about platos cave allegory stuff now actually. ough#anyway its 3am and this is all i can thnnk about#personal q#severance spoilers#read more bc mindless brain ramble got long#i love all the characters in this show I hope hope hope Gemma gets a focus in S3#i actually loved the reintegration bits but narratively it would change some of the themes more at this time#theyd have had to make full reintegration the only way for mark to save gemma to make it happen#i need gemma to get so much therapy and care. lumon better not touch her ever again im really so serious#im going to be emotionally devastated ny Mark turning for months#good news fucking up cold harbor probably means that whatever fuckery Jame had planned for Helena/Helly is probably also fucked#could you imagine tho if we actually get fresh 'severed' personas for them if Lumon abducts them all to a compound somewhere#if s3 starts like Just Another Day in the Office I'll scream#I'm starting to wonder if this whole draining the tempers experiment thing#is about being able to provide them for others as a rejuvenation thing now actually aha just from writing this#i think using Helly Wasnt Cruel to try to contain her character is very infantilizing like theyre not children they're striped of knowledge#and of experience#this is all very is love stored in memory or the soul etc. do the people in the cave want to leave the cave when the shadows on the wall ar#the only representation of reality they've ever known#this show is just like art/literaty analysis of themes its so pretty and tragic and terrible#severance#sorry added for the mutuals who dont need to see my taste in tv on my supposed gaming blog#idk a lot of this season was also helly spreading the concept of division from outie persona stuff which makes sense for her#but then getting to look back at gemma and see maybe an outie as a person etc too like. ough
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hey
#so i've been dealing with some irl stuff recently#nothing too bad. it was just really frustrating and exhausting for me. and really putting a damper on my mood and my art#and i'm sorry if i've been acting a little weird or not saying too much or anything#or if i've been kinda inactive for the past few days#but i'll be okay!#i just wanted to let you guys know what's been kinda going on#i'm slowly working on something really sweet involving Hugo and Noa. so that's been making me feel better#i need something happy and soft between them lol#also! I've been playing The Quarry recently!#the writing is kinda stupid and almost all of the characters act like they don't have a brain. but that's what makes it so fun!#and i'm pretty sure the devs did that intentionally. to make it seem more like a campy monster flick#i'm really enjoying it so far! the werewolves are really cool!#also it's really funny to me how they just pop like balloons whenever they're transforming#i thought it was gonna be a slow transformation. but no. their skin just immediately explodes off#and then they somehow get it all back when they turn back into humans? idk how that works but it's pretty rad#also also! the thing with the tarot cards is really cool!#i missed a lot in the beginning because i didn't know what i was looking for#and the fortune teller lady in between chapters kept getting mad at me for not finding any#but i eventually started to get it! when the game decided to really put one in my face in chapter 3 lol#and the thing with the tarot cards representing the different characters in the game got me thinking about what card Noa would probably be#i think Seven of Swords would be right up her alley#because it's associated with deception. dishonesty. betrayal. and acting strategically#and it could also signify self-deception and confessions. which is all very true for her character#aaahh now i wanna make a tarot card design for her!#but that's an idea for another day#anyway sorry for sorta rambling a bit#i hope you all are doing okay
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May I ask about your Jason Todd idea? <3
Hm, okay so. How to lay this out sensitively since I know it might be a tad controversial...
Prefacing by saying I'm not an expert on the minutias of Jason characterization. I like him when he appears, I think the battle for the cowl/Morrison era and some parts of modern era for him are Weird and Bad, but I'm not Jason scholar (for that I'd say maybe check out @/tumblingxelian and their great video essays), I'm just trying to think of what might be an interesting step forward for him.
First, the canon facts
Jason got lobotomized and has panic disorder on steroids. By the end of Gotham War (specifically when Jason was. Flying the batplane into the asteroid. God I can't believe that's the plot) he was finding it in himself to power through said panics
In Joker: The Man Who Stopped Laughing #12, the joker gives Jason a "low dose" of joker venom, which has an ambiguous effect on Jason, allowing him to power through the fear (which joker explicitly states is still very much present, just not physically debilitating, like when Jason couldn't run over in either Catwoman #57 or #58, the one with the kid in the building) even though he'd been able to do that sans venom over in Gotham War, like I previously stated.
The effect of said joker venom seems to be lingering for now, minus the creepy grin side effect it gave Jason over in that man who stopped laughing issue, as seen in the latest batman issue (number is escaping me rn, #147??). He still has the stutter which is a shorthand for fear, he's drawn with fearful expressions by Jorge Jimenez, but he says that he's "working through it" thanks to the chemicals
This is both super interesting and kind of maddening as it doesn't completely remove the consequences of what happened in Gotham War, but is trying to sweep them under the rug and get back to business as usual. I, however, propose making said consequences front and center like a fashionable urn on a mantle piece:
Since it's never stated how exactly the joker venom works, and I think the current answer is "it works how the story needs it to" I've decided that because it's a low dose, it eventually wears off. And when it wears off, Jason's back to square one in terms of mental state. Ergo, if Jason doesn't want to live the rest of his life as quaking shivering husk of his former self...he's going to need more.
(read more for the meat of things)
So, Jason self medicates for a condition given to him by the father he has endlessly complicated feelings towards with a cure invented by a man who represents everything he hates in the world who once tried to take everything from him.
Which, insert poetic cinema gif here, I'm quite proud of myself for that one.
Anyway, there's a lot of directions you could take this. Personally I think it'd be interesting to explore Jason trying to get back into the drug trade like he did in UTRH (FULL TRANSPARENCY I HAVEN'T READ THE FULL COMIC, I KNOW BROADSTROKES BUT IM NOT GONNA TRY AND MAKE PARALLELS) as he tries to use the resources (production plants and other drug runners who can hook him up with samples of joker toxin/similar stuff you can probably find around Gotham) to manufacture his own cure that means never having to go back to the joker again. Maybe he ambushes a joker toxin chemical production plant to get his own supply, and then Jason uses this as his foothold back into that world.
This isn't necessarily me saying we should regress Jason alll the way back to UTRH, that was before his anti-hero era and I'm not willing to fully shoot him back into the past. I just think that's not how you tell good stories in a medium like comics. But it'd inherently be a little different just bc he's doing it for different, slightly more self motivated (depending on your take on villain Jason) reasons and the people around him would have a different reaction to it.
Anyway, all sorts of problems can arise! Depending on how you wanna characterize Jason (wayward son who longs to be back in the fold or black sheep who doesn't play by daddy's rules, etc) he can either a) try and hide this criminal enterprise from his giant family full of nosy detectives (good idea there jay) OR do it out in the open, trying to justify himself but still putting himself on the opposite side of the family again (not the law bc that boy hasn't been on the 'right' side of it since he died)
There's also the fact that Jason now needs to take something 24/7 in order to live his life. He essentially can't be without it, he's dependent on it, in fact he'd get sick without it despite any adverse effects it may have on him (which are guaranteed, I mean. No clinical trials)
I imagine it'd be easy to become addicted to it in some way.
And uh. This is the part where it works slightly better as a fanfic pitch than an actual comic pitch. Because as much as I think it'd be such an interesting beat for Jason's character considering his fraught history with addiction and drugs (looks away from that one urban legends story where he suggests terrorising addicts to get to the suppliers and bruce lectures him. The easiest way to make Mr "we don't sell drugs to children" sympathetic and you beefed it)
I also fully recognise that this is a sensitive topic that DC doesn't have the best track record with (although addicts aren't a monolith and feel a number of ways about addictions portrayals in comics) and that there's probably some pitfalls inherent in the premise, namely bc of Jason's background as an impoverished kid and his grey morality, and how those play into stereotypes of addicts. Addiction is already such a misunderstood and stigmatized condition that I imagine playing with it with an antihero might be enough to turn some people off. Addiction is not a moral failing and I'd hate to write it as a moral failing of Jason akin to his willingness to kill, etc.
But with all that said, I think that stereotypes are primarily harmful because of their shallowness. They inhibit understanding of groups labeled "other" by presenting them in simplistic ways that don't portray richness or complexity. And I think a truly good red hood comic could give both sympathy and complexity to Jason, even as an addict. If anything, Jason is a popular character (mostly) and there could be something nice about seeing a main character go through what you're going through, gritty details and all. YMMV (can we bring that back btw?) and it depends on execution. There's a lot of ways it could go wrong, but seeing as it just lives as a hypothetical rn, I think there's also a lot of ways it could go. I mean, not right, it's a downer story beat for Jason but it's mostly meant to be interesting and a vehicle for more stories as Jason navigates it, ya know?
Anyway, I have a lot of spiels littered in my notes app and discord DMs that elaborate on all this (how this could work as act 1 in a broader Jason story where his little operation goes to shit and he has to hit the road (jack) and maybe do some character development for better or worse. I'm a sucker and wanna say better- not squeaky clean better but. Yknow, finding himself to an extent. I recognise I'm a sap and a fool tho. Or how a new outlaws team could factor into either of those eras (since I do like Jason with an outlaws team. It gives him an excuse to exercise his compelling relationships and dynamics with other characters without having to constantly tip-toe around the elephant in the room whenever he's with the batfamily all the time. He just needs a good lineup) but that's all for another time
... though without elaborating on the vision in my head it kind of just sounds like my pitch is "Jason gets addicted to his hyper-anxiety medication" BUT I SWEAR ITS MORE THAN THAT.
It's like. If Jason has struggled as a character (and this is very subjective on my part so feel free to disagree) because he has compelling relationships with all of the batfamily, but also has compelling grey morality that makes it hard to capitalize on those relationships, without the conflict always coming to "Jason stop killing!" "Nuh uh!" OR just being ignored, and the main way writers have addressed this is via reboots instead of arcs...
Then giving Jason and the bats:
real, legitimate and fresh reason for jay to be mad at Bruce (taking their relationship of love with very little understanding to it's most dramatic conclusion)
give the family a real reason to want to bring him back into the fold (feel bad about the lobotomy and it would be pretty immoral to let Jason waste away slowly and painfully because of something Bruce did)
capitalize on all the ways Jason is sympathetic (bc the addiction is a natural lead into his backstory, which is one of his most sympathetic elements)
And the ways in which he's very out of step with the bats post-resurrection (I'd be mad asf too if i came back to life just for my dad to a) not avenge me and b) LOBOTOMIZE ME meanwhile the cunt ass clown giving me my meds is just lurking out there).
Idk it's not a sophisticated pitch as of this moment but I think a real chef (writer) could cook something w/ this
#ramblings of a lunatic#do i maintag this#uhh#dc#that's enough i don't need to bother ppl with my brain dump#you made the mistake of asking /j#i hope it's not. too out of left field for what you were expecting? if you were expecting anything#this has just been rattling in my brain since i was venting about gotham war to a friend while sick a while ago#idk jasons a hot topic rn he's seemingly controversial atm but i think he's just some guy#he needs a little direction a little tlc like i said. but I've always found him interesting and i think this is at least an idea-#-for how to deal w/ jason post gotham war#tho who knows. with the new Summer Events on the horizon maybe jason will be rebooted again#and I'll go bald all at once like silver age lex luthor#not from chemicals in a lab accident but from stress at my ideas no longer having relevance#it happens more often than you'd think#the ideas thing. not me going bald. that's only sometimes#uhhh anyway hope this absolute behemoth text isn't too much. sorry i can't physically shut up#also ppl who know more about jason amd would like to say things (CONSTRUCTIVELY) on this post feel free!#(i say constructively because. I'm sensitive. mean comments make me cry)
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time displacement is great :D
Oh! Thank you so much! I do want to go back to it someday but that's not on my docket atm. It is near and dear to my heart though.
#shitpost#fic: time displacement#also im 100% okay with spoiling the story on this blog so#i don't beat myself up too much about leaving it languishing so much#i still like the story but my interest in homestuck faded with the epilogues and i haven't really gotten it back#homestuck was never like a big deal for me either but TD is a premise that really really stuck with me#but idk the fact that i will never get to be a parent put some dampers on the thing.#And like...writing that dream was a part of my interest if that makes sense?#like there's LOADS of other themes and like playing with an interesting story and characters and such too#and there is a part of the next arc i am like SO passionate about and SO excited for and#i may not have actually spoiled that here so i'll be vague#but like. Dave will stop narrating at some point because it is me deliberately hiding things wheeee#anyways. sorry. rambling. I am very exhausted rn so I think I'm just chatting#Thank you very much for the ask :)#People still reaching out about it is 100% why TD still exists in my heart which is so so important
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Good morning gamers! Hope you're doing well!! As for me, I'd like to apologize to the Y.akuza series for buying the three of its games months ago and still not touching them😔
#pan rambles#I'm sorry Y.akuza!!! I'll play you eventually!#It just seems like such a fun series!#idk if I'll get an f/o from there (only knows about 2-3 characters) but it seems fun nonetheless#Mutuals who are more knowledgeable about Yakuza- Do you think I'd f/o anyone from there (Doesn't just have to be romantically)#anyways on an unrelated note#I've been thinking about the possibility of a Fankid between a certain f/o and s/i (not saying which)#And you know it's bad when you already have a name you like for the kid#Which reminds me that I gotta find a name for my Snow fankiddos...#I have a hard time finding a name for them because I want their names to be perfect I guess-afjsnfjsn#I'm sure with enough searching I could find a name for the two of them
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when I was a teen and I read everything I could get my hands on, I had this rule in my head to seperate 'literary' fic from 'chick-lit'. and the rule was this: if they have sex and its bad its literary. if they have sex and they enjoy it its chick-lit.
alternate variations:
- if there are dark serious themes explored and everyone is dark and serious about it it's literary. if dark serious themes are explored but the characters crack jokes about it its chick-lit
- if a man writes it its literary and if a woman writes it its chick-lit
- if its written with the most dry boring-ass prose possible it's literary. if its written the way an actual person would talk its chick-lit
#mostly based on my reading of marian keyes novels tbh#genuinely one of the most incredibly skilled irish writers ever in my eyes#and yet she sort of gets pigeonholed as like. a 'women's writer'#or used to anyway i think people are a bit better about it now#similar to maeve binchy actually. yes her books leave you with a warm feeling but theres still huge complexity to them#idk. the contrast between keyes and other irish 'greats' stood out to me a lot as a teen#applies to a huge amount of 'genre' fiction also#just this idea that the only writers who actually write in a way thats good to your brain arent Real Storytelling#that they're somehow lesser than stories which are the most dry bland shit on earth#like god i know i say this as an English graduate but i dont like a lot of 'literary' fiction ☠ or 'literary' as a classification at all#its interesting the degree to which the irish writing scene just doesnt seem to think the adult scifi/fantasy scene exists at all#GOD OKAY if i keep talking I'll end up having like three seperate rants#anyway. sorry about the ramble. goodnight
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so. the new adhd med now that i am on a normal starting dose and actually feeling it at all. it doesn't quite feel like i have adhd^2 like the other one did. like that one felt not dissimilar to a manic episode. was not great. THIS one though is like........i still feel like i have a lot of thoughts and a lot to say and gotta GO. but i also am finding it easier to stop or start or change directions. basically...........what if i was just a chatter the whole time but my brain was too fucked...............
#still unsure.#its possible its both as well......#as it turns out. its easier to just. say shit. when you can keep a singular line of thought for more than 2 seconds!#normally i can say like. one or two sentences and then i forget what i was talking about......text is obv different bc i can reread#but idk. idk how much me having more to say and not being able to shut up is. med. and how much is. i can actually keep a train of thought.#anyway sorry i'm sure i'll get used to it and not be. quite so rambly.#most important thing: DEFINITELY has helped my executive dysfunction. at least a little.#still haven't been....great. at doing things i want to do (esp creatively)#but its been much easier to go.#i have to take out the trash now. and then. just. do that...?#i just so far am not good at . stopping “talking”. and i haven't actually had quite the energy for trying to read or write like i want to..#its def. fucking with my sleep a bit. feel like i'm sleeping heavier but also WAY less. which isn't great#i do feel actually almost like a living person when i wake up now though. very strange. (its a before bed long release stimulant!)#doesn't last LONG mind you before the brain fog and exhaustion start to creep in#but its. better. i think. overall. just weird.#also also though like. i am probably still adjusting to it somewhat.#i get the feeling that it'll normalize. its only been like... a week and a half..?
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having self inserts that are minors is so fuckin weird bc for multiple dynamics I'm just like... if they were an adult then these guys would fuck. but I'm not doing that bc they are a CHILD and I just don't want to explore that particular flavor of terrible with my blorbos it's just like T-T why does my brain keep wanting to make any of this shit romantic/sexual in any way I fucking hate you brain.
#and for anyone who might say 'you can just make adult self inserts if you want to do self-shipping. even if you're not that age irl'#I know I could. But idk. I want teen self inserts. that is what I connect to way more. And it's just more of a 'brain shut the fuck up#this is not supposed to bring out the shipping eyebrows' thing anyway#and less of a 'well damn I want to ship these guys but [literally illegal age gap]'#so uhhh I just need my brain to shut up and stop thinking fictional men 10 years my senior are attractive for like five seconds while I#think about my blorbos#sorry to ramble about this on here but also it's my blog and I'll do what I want :)#self insert#I am going to tag this#selfshipping#for the people who might have that filtered out#negative#idk if it's really negative but ehhhh not taking any chances#cryptid.thoughts
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fyi I have decided that any ship hate/character hate (like unabashed hate that stems from pettiness, not like critique/analysis) will be posted under the tag 'open at will: hater behavior' if anyone would like to block it
#for later use possibly#i was going to be annoyed about something last night but lowkey the pettiness is gone now#might still use it though#ship hate will usually be about the ships that i have stated i do not ship (in pinned) and more specifically prbly about y.an.tao xing.y.un#ramblings!#i dont actually know if i'll use it really... i already post enough of my opinions unfiltered and if someone got bugged by it#i assume ppl would just unfollow so idk#well anyways it's a safeguard resource#btw hi new people if you're here from x.iaoyu.n post welcome welcome im kissing you platonically on the hand.#if you're here from randomly popular bedo fur.ina sca.ra post im sorry to disappoint i do not think about them very much#but enjoy your stay regardless
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˚ ༘ ೀ⋆。˚ 𝓢ome o𝓕 yo𝓤r lo𝓥e
l.heeseung 𝒙 f.reader
𝓦c ::: one shot (?) 𐙚𝓢harinote ::: this song KILLSSS me, it reminds heeseung so bad okay sorry ... anyways I didn't proof read this or add punct. because... this was rushed ++ it's like a one shot so I wanna be lazy if I choose :p 𐙚 warnin𝓰.ᐟ ::: oral (f) , needy heeseung, public kinda, idk idk idk lmk what I missed !!!
'turn on the radio—i'll turn you on' makes me think about needy boyfriend ⟶ pussydrunk heeseung who's so eager to please you.
he can't keep his hands off of you—not even during the car ride home.
needyboyfriend .ᐟ heeseung whose hand doesn't leave your leg at all. the flat of his palm bends around the plush of your thigh whilst his fingers dig into your skin.
you notice the vein popping out of his forehead alongside the way his throat bobs... clearly he has something on his mind.
needyboyfriend .ᐟ heeseung whose eyes linger on your softly illuminated face at every stop light.
needyboyfriend .ᐟ heeseung who can't help but steal the occasional kiss at the stop signs and lights. "you're so pretty, y/n. god, I love you so much."
you have no idea what's gotten into him—he was acting like this earlier too. "you smell good, baby."
"c'mere... spin again—you're gorgeous." looking back at it his voice had been awfully breathy and hoarse. weird.
needyboyfriend .ᐟ heeseung who can't take it anymore.
his hand ventures further and further up your thigh until his fingertips are met with a familiar prickling warmth. his fingers hook beneath your skirt snapping the band of your underwear against your now bruised skin.
you notice needyboyfriend .ᐟ heeseung's flushed ears and neck... finally you ask him what's up and he can't hold it any longer—pulling into the nearest secluded parking lot as he bursts into a ramble about how badly he's yearning to make you feel good.
heat rushes to your cheeks via a red hue when needyboyfriend .ᐟ heeseung is crawling out of the car to open your door and fall to his knees before you. tears prick at his eyes almost threatening to fall as he lays his head in your lap nuzzling against your knees as he kisses up to your thighs—burying his head between them begging—whining with tears streaming down his face for you to please please please give a taste.
if there's one thing he's good at it's setting the mood.
pussydrunk .ᐟ heeseung is messy. he desperately laps your cunt making sure you can't squirm or run off as his strong arms encourage your thighs to close around his head.
pussydrunk .ᐟ heeseung whose nose nudges at your clit eliciting the most delicious moans past your swollen lips.
he presses the flat of his tongue against your cunt's aching clenching hole groaning into your pussy as he drools all over you. pussydrunk .ᐟ heeseung mumbles all sort of nonsense into your cunt.
there's so much drool it all sounds like gargling—though you can register a few curses and lots of praises about having the sweetest cunt as he said.
your boyfriend encourages your fingers to massage and yank at his scalp. the burning sensation sends a thrill up his spine—one that he returns by forcing his face even further into your cunt licking spitting—practically making out with you pussy.
pussydrunk .ᐟ heeseung who only manages to snap out of it for a second... and that's to climb back into the car before carefully aligning himself with your entrance.
pussydrunk .ᐟ heeseung whose hand presses firmly on your lower abdomen where his cock bulges out of your stomach and hits your cervix.
his hips roll at a relentless steady pace fucking into you with such desperation as your claw at his arms screeching for him to fuck you deeper. obviously... he does. he's eager to please remember?
pussydrunk .ᐟ heeseung who doesn't think he'd be able to pull out even if you wanted him to.
luckily for him—you didn't.
the way your gummy walls clench with each drag of his cock makes him feel like he's got a fever. he feels absolutely blinded by the bliss of being submerged balls deep in your cunt.
pussydrunk .ᐟ heeseung who cums in thick ropes of semen painting your insides with sticky hot white.
pussydrunk .ᐟ heeseung who fucks you through both of your orgasms. there's no time to ride your high down before he's snapping his hips again.
you have to peel him off of you with a whine... suggesting you continue at home.
pussdrunk and needyboyfriend .ᐟ heeseung who still cannot keep his hands off of you during the ride home...
#shariasweet ༉‧₊˚.#enha smut#enhypen smut#enha hard hours#enha hard thoughts#enhypen hard thoughts#enhypen hard hours#lee heesung smut#heeseung smut
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Velvette if she served cunt
Design breakdown below 👇🏾(BEWARE IT'S VERY LONG)
Alright going into detail about my gripes and edits. Like Velvette but her design is just. Not good to me. None of her (main) outfit details look like they fit to me— pinstripe pants + long fur coat paired with black crop top and scene sleeves? Skull earrings? TINKERBELL HEELS????? Tell me how any of that meshes well or even makes SENSE for the social media influencer persona she's supposed to have going on. Now that I think about it I'm pretty sure she's supposed to be clown themed... But I'm just gonna toss that idea out bc being a revered social media influencer and a clown at the same time just seems a bit oxymoronic to me, and the "clown" details aren't adding shit for me.
And don't think I forgot about her features. Pale ash grey skin and wavy hair at best. If she was supposed to be some type of creature where a nonhuman skin tone would make sense then maybe I could let it go?? But as far as I can tell she doesn't have an object or creature or animal theme like the other V's and if she does I shouldn't need to do detective work to figure it out. There is no reason for *any* of these poc characters to have grey skin, especially since they don't have any other poc features at all.
Sorry that shit gets me heated anyways. Onto my redesign. Gave her a more obviously black skin tone and textured hair bc I love a 30 inch buss down as much as the next girl but considering how there are no significant poc cast members with visibly textured hair I think she deserves to flaunt some coils if no one else will.
Ngl I'm not. A fashion girlie. Idk what's trendy idk what screams "influencer" so a lot of this was just throwing shit at the wall that I've seen around recently but it looks cute enough to me. And there was a bit of inspiration taken from Aliyahcore and ghetto fabulous fashion ❤️
If you can't tell this is shamefully inspired by lovesart23's Velvette reimagining because imo they had some outstanding ideas for Vel. I low-key stole their idea for those floating eyes in her hair that follow her around and help her keep tabs on shit it was just a superb idea for a social media overlord to me. I also took some inspo from @furbtasticworksofart 's redesign because vampire influencer sucking up the souls of her followers in exchange for content??? Too good (also the eyes were supposed to have bat/vamp wings I just forgot 😭) So yeah she's a vampire demon now. Without the features she was looking too human anyhow. Maybe she also feeds off of the energy of her followers through tech like after Vox mind controls them or whatever... Idk idk is that anything
Speaking of Vox, the screen glasses are meant to connect her to him w/ their color and shape while serving the purpose of being like a second phone she can post and check the web with. Like lovesart said in their reimagining vid, Vel doesn't really do more than pose for selfies and scroll on her phone when it comes to social media so in my head she's constantly flipping her shades on and off, using them to scroll and stay active, and they can show when she's not paying attention or respect to something/someone bc scrolling is more worth her time in the moment.
The hearts everywhere are also supposed to kinda represent social media likes + connect her back to Val w/ his heart patterns. That might've been what the hearts in her og design were for but. I just didn't like their placement bc I'm a nitpicker and a hater❕
I have so much more I could say about possible ideas for Velvette because I love evil black girls and I only want them to succeed in my media and I could treat her so much BETTER but I'll refrain bc this is way too long anyway.
Alright for reading/scrolling through all that rambling I offer you the sketches + some alt hair ideas I had
P.S. I'm very open to constructive criticism but if I see anyone just dick riding in my replies or rb's I'm just blocking you on sight ✌🏾
#hazbin hotel#velvette#velvette hazbin hotel#velvette redesign#hazbin hotel redesign#my art#digital art#character design
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Happy tgirl tummy Tuesday, from Lassen Peak!
I'll have a lot more to say about this in the future, but uh, this is past Sierra again. Sorry if I don't respond to anything this Tuesday!
Assorted tags (which may not work properly bc my internet is literally too shit to link a blog when I tag it apparently?)
@xenasaur @lilithtransrights @anarqueeen @whalesharkcat @godless-of-the-hunt @glowingemberz @shakukon-to @sagasolejma @eruditegeek @havingsecondthots @puzzlecatt
Minor ramble under the cut.
I've been thinking a bit about my "role" in tgirl tummy Tuesday. I know this is such a small thing, but a weird kind of guilt has set in.
TTT is a body positivity movement. And I'm not the kind of build it's aimed for. I'm not skinny, but I'm also not fat. I'm also posting things that less abled people aren't able to do recently, and idk how that comes off.
Thing is, TTT is still a huge part of my own body acceptance. Maybe I'm not fat, but I'm a 6 foot tall brick-built tranny dyke that likes to get dirty and show off non-"feminine" parts of my life and body sometimes. Posting myself outdoors, showing that trans people belong wherever they want to belong, helps me accept myself as the gender weirdo I am.
But I know it's not the intent, and I know how it might come off.
If people feel I'm eroding the original intent of tgirl tummy Tuesday, feel free to DM or anon me. I won't post the asks, just read them. And then I can change what I emphasize in these posts- I've had some challenges with my weight that fat acceptance as a whole has helped me deal with as well, and I can limit posts more to that.
Anyways. As said earlier, I probs won't be able to respond for a while, but happy Tuesday!
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It me! The modeling person, idk if you recall me but I've got a question or so to ask
Firstly! (Not a question, I just really wanted to show)
Here's the progress so far on a vampire boy (man thing robot)
I'll be very happy to hear any pointers or comments you have! (I can make his waist even thinner >:3)
So my question is, how does the neck connect to the back of the head? I don't think I managed to find any doodles or art that shows the back of the head at all (if there are im so damn sorry-). That and do they have any details at the back of the head?
Currently I have it set up like this:
I have just realised I forgot to add an additional hinge for the neck to rotate-
But anyway that's my ramble! Modelling your boys are honestly really fun
YESSS I REMEMBER YOU WAAAAH THIS IS SO COOL!!!
The way you made their neck is perfect!! I'm looking so hard... also I made some doodles that can help you with their proportions <3 idk how 3D models work so hopefully it's going to be helpful :D
Sorry, it's messy</3 But whatever you're doing is looking so cool already!! I'm eating those. About the neck-
...I just hope it's easy enough to understand hfughrueu. Do let me know if it's not, I will make more drawings of the details that you want to know about :)
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hello!! I saw that you wanted some percy req and I’ve been dying to read more so, may I request percy x reader fluff of reader suprising him with a visit (since they live away) on christmas please?
I'll Be Home For Christmas
tw! neck kisses. percy threatens to shove his tongue down your throat guys. his pretty girl is sorta mean guys!!
guys i hate the colors for the title. but oh well! also i could like only true think of this as hc's idk sorry chat 😖
uh i was eepy when i wrote this and completely strayed but i still like this but yeah, nothing like the req and im super sorry!!! im slow!
ugh logan lerman is so UGH.
okay so like we all know that you can leave for your family during holidays.
you didn't really have anywhere to go so you planned to stay while your boyfriend, percy, went to his mothers house.
you've met his mom already, she loved you, and you've been to his house.
as you were sitting on the bed in the poseidon cabin as he packed, he got out another suitcase in your favorite color!!!
"ya wanna come home with me for christmas, pretty?" he said with a small smile. he was very obviously a *tad* nervy.
you smiled at his stupid nervous attitude, " 'course i will, stupid." you say as you hug him.
he hugs you back, wrapping his arms around the small of your back and putting his face in your neck, mumbling " 'm not stupid..."
ugh sally is so ecstatic to have you over (she loves you so so much guys. more than percy does.)
decorating blue cookies by making snow flakes on them.
decorating the christmas tree blue with them!!
my fav blue fanatics guys!!
idk if you find out how to make blue hot chocolate percy's gonna shove his tongue down your throat.
cuddles as you three watch stupid cheesy christmas movies.
perseus makes you a burr basket with a bunch of cute christmas stuff!!! (candle with like a peppermint scent, gingerbread cookies, blanket, slippers, beanie, stuffie, etc.)
i like lwk think he gets super cold super fast so if its like below 65 degrees he's shivering. SHIVERING.
guys he constantly talks about missing summer.
omg he picks you up (like in the pic) to put the star on the tree !!
sally lets yall sleep in the same room and bed with the exception the door stays open.
when he gets 'cold' while sleeping in his room he cuddles up to you, crushing you, then starts kissing your neck ??
he inches closer to you, more and more weight being pressed onto your shoulder. "perce? baby, you're crushin me." you mumbled to him.
he doesn't respond and he instead gets closer, wrappin his arms 'round your neck, he starts to shiver and pulls more blankets on the both of you. he mumbles into your neck, "ugh, pretty, 'm so freezin' . its like -1000 degrees in here. someone tell persephone to come back or demeter to calm down."
you snicker at his little ramble about being chilly, "i completely agree. we're all furious with hades right now."
he nods before he starts kissing your neck.
"how does this help with you stay warm, my love?" you giggle as you speak.
"keeps ya super warm and relaxed..." he mumbled against your skin before continuing his assault on your neck.
he bought you like 20 things for christmas. all stuff you wanted but didn't tell him.
you're almost certain annabeth and sally listened to what you said and he just asked them what you wanted.
either way you love all your stuff and whatever you gift him he loves.
"but you're my favorite present this year"
anyways, highly recommended to be dating perseus jackson during christmas !!
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ok probably no wip wed this fine wed, but i'll offer something else - unhinged rambling about jujtusu. and if you read FIYM that's probably what you're here for anyway.
gege gojo vs sukuna - what's goin' on here?
so...
why greg why?
i actually don't have an issue with the "gojo got distracted and made a mistake" concept, but here, it doesn't work. we're gonna have to death of the author this one (i'm american, i can get a gun). i think, even if gege thinks that, it's not really what we saw go down on the page.
so, first, getting distracted fits fine with gojo's character:
given that gege bait and switched the entire audience, sure, he could have also bait and switched gojo.
the thing is, though, he didn't need to. World-Cutting Slash fundamentally worked differently than sukuna's prior attacks in order to get around gojo's infinity. he couldn't have predicted that, and also couldn't have instantly determined how it worked upon seeing it (nearly instantaneously) come out.
hypothetically, he could have countered WCS by teleporting away... but it doesn't really make sense to do that unless he magically knows that this one is different, which - i'm not convinced the six eyes give him enough information to make that determination. the six eyes don't even tell him about kenjaku's ct. why would they reveal the specifics of sukuna's adaptation?
anyway, you're telling me this freak ^^^ could have jujutsu'd his way out of this situation and didn't? his whole thing (in sukuna's fight AND in toji's), is that he is single minded in his pursuit of jujutsu perfection. he is energized and heightened by the danger - he thrives in it. girlie was locked in. i think if there was a way he could counter WCS in that instant, then he would have been able to do it.
what i could be convinced of, though, is that gojo was too distracted to RCT heal his bisection quickly enough to live. but i'm still not sure he wins that fight overall with WCS. but this sort of makes sense, because given what happens just prior (black flashes and hollow purple), it doesn't seem like he's out of CE or anything. and yes, healing a bisection is a big ask, but i could see him being able to do it. he is the strongest.
final verdicts:
gojo was too distracted to avoid WCS - bullshit 10/10
gojo was too distracted to win - maybe, but we'd have to see some big adaptations from him in the ensuing fight (lots of teleporting)
gojo was too distracted to live - sure, i buy that
in conclusion, these redditors have it absolutely right:
extras:
this is actual insanity. kashimo is a fraud. i sort of get it, kind of. it depends. if sukuna knows about kashimo's pocket Mythical Beast: Amber, then I can see Sukuna being slightly unsure. but this motherfucker also raw-dogged mahoraga, so like... idk man. is this sukuna's impostor syndrome era?
i understand why kashimo went after gojo (for sukuna's transformation). but i would have put kashimo first since his fight was so tiny and immaterial. maybe that's the point, but i think it threw off the story flow. but i think the kids should have forced sukuna's transformation, not random space bun lightning motherfucker from 2000 and late.
(i did like the sukuna-kashimo post-death convo though)
BRO I FUCKING HOPE SO WHAT. HOW IS THAT A QUESTION. (sorry, I am extremely outline-pilled). i hate you greg i hate you.
this is so fucking funny though. nevermind greg, we're good.
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