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wondering about levi and his relationship with food. because he spent 20 some years of his life with it being something of a luxury / scarce resource. then he gets aboveground and even as far as s4 goes, he’s still survived underground longer than he’s been a soldier (20ish years vs 11yrs).
like especially in his early years. he’d be overwhelmed by the amount of food available. and totally disgusted by people who throw food away when they’re full and don’t finish their meal. sure military food is shitty, but it’s a fucking feast compared to the rotted shit levi was used to. he’d eat as much food during a single sitting aboveground that underground it’d take days to gather.
it’d be difficult for him to process that he doesn’t have to starve anymore, maybe hoarding food in his room / quarters or unable to help himself from practically stuffing it in his face because he used to always be on the move, there was always a chance it could be stolen from him. so he eats too fast and makes himself sick.
even bingeing at the mess hall where you can just “pick out” your food because it’s so implanted in him that he doesn’t know when he’ll eat again. he knows it’s illogical and that’s why he’s ashamed of it, and prefers to eat alone. people watching him eat gets him on his guard.
which would as time passes, turn into a self-punishing relationship? times on the battlefield where a dozen soldiers die because Levi wasn’t quick enough, or slipped up the tiniest bit. he’d think, there’s so much food around, who cares if I don’t eat right now? I’m fucking privileged. I deserve worse.
maybe forgetting to eat. he’d be so so used to feeling hungry that it barely occurs to him when he’s on duty and distracted by other things. it’s not purposeful, it just slips his mind, and only when the world wobbles when he stands, only when hard tremors appear in his hands does he remember.
#tw disordered eating#tw eating issues#tw food#idk i think so#levi ackerman hcs#levi headcanons#levi hcs#aot headcanons#captain levi
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Guess who got their claws on sprunki info
Mee :3 and brud is my fav (ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sɪʟʟʏ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs ɪɴ ɢᴀᴍᴇs)
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I am being so goddamn brave
#did I text my ex? yes#did I also finally voice all my issues#and not leave on a partial truth#that lead the way to fixing things on healing/pushing through alone#and opens up the actual ways to move forward in a healthy way no matter the outcome?#idk I think so#may fall apart a few times before then#but I think it was a really good start to handling this right#and finally work on moving past just keeping my head above water#and work to a life where I’m actively thriving#not just getting through one day after another
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a while ago i'd crafted a lovely life is strangesque zutara au like i plotted the whole thing it was great i was so happy about it
then i forgot all the details immediately and i have been trying for months to get them back but they're not coming back
much like the plot of life is str-
#fab talks#fabtalks#is lis1 about like idk coming of age and inevitability and how we have to accept#that we will fuck things up grandly and grief cannot be out ran#that things end and sometimes end horrifically but we cannot get them back#idk i think so#much like this fucking experience where i came up with the perfect oddball AU and Cannot Fucking Remember It#i to will not let it go#i want it to be clear it wasn't a like 1v1 lis type thing with atla shoved in like it was it's own like separate thing hence forth me losin#the plot i plotted here
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I have an envelope in my backpack that feels a bit like shroedinger’s cat in the box
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Actually the bite wasn't that bad the problem was Armand separating them abruptly
wow louis really took a big chomp outta daniel's neck
here i thought the shot of the scar from the pilot was the entire bite, but no, it's just the puncture wound from ONE of louis's fangs
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the queen of the disco or whatever
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#scary-oke#zombie#zombie stan#idk if that's a tag whatever#anyway i was on the fence on posting this bc i think i might hate it but i put a good deal of time into it so you get it anyway SHUT UP!!!!!#k bye#disappearing back into my cave#mods art#mods draws#my art
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compiled some things
#i think after weirdmageddon soos and mcgucket became friends#like mcgucket has been pretty much out of it for 30 years#so i think it'd be fun if soos just continued to show him some of the stuff he missed#and in turn mcgucket teaches soos how to fix things idk#gravity falls#soos ramirez#fiddleford mcgucket#dipper pines#mabel pines#stan pines#grenda grendinator#candy chiu#pacifica northwest
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The secret Dungeon Meshi sauce that's getting people to eat better is that it's so non-judgmental. Senshi and the rest of the gang never talk about what not to eat besides things that taste bad and literal poison. They don't even talk about "health" that much besides the importance of a balanced diet. It's so much easier to eat well when you think of food simply as something your body needs, and that it's often worth the extra effort to make it taste good, especially when you understand how to connect "things your body needs" with "things that taste good"
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#idk I just think a lot about how no one talked about hot fatty pork was unhealthy#or even scolded Maricelle for wanting something they couldn't afford#Senshi just said 'you haven't been eating fat so your body needs some. let's make something rich and delicious!'
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puppet hour was brutal
#this was a part of a comic i sketched as a warmup but it was too many panels so im posting this on its own#gravity falls#the book of bill#mabel pines#stanford pines#that one page gave me hope that ford trusts mabel and treats her better than he did in the show#cuz man it always made me so mad watching the show#like iknow its the point that ford thinks he and dipper are just like... better and smarter#not that he doesnt like mabel#but like idk!!!!! idk!!!!!!!!!!#the book of bill is redeeming ford a bit 2 me
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im cooking
#bg3#gale of waterdeep#astarion#karlach#shadowheart#lae'zel#wyll#halsin#not art#didn't try to fit jaheira or minsc in there. or withers#or minthara#haven't played with minthara yet so idk her. but. got the rest of the polycule pretty good i think
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ghanaian miku
#zeno's art#hatsune miku#vocaloid#vocal synths#ghana#theres a trend on twitter where you draw miku as from your country#and i dont think anyone's done ghana yet!!!#her outfit is inspired by fashion + fabrics that my mother would wear and also stuff i found on pinterest#ghana kind of has a gold fixation lol so theres lots of gold#and the drink she's holding is supermalt. idk if its actually ghanaian but i know that ghanaians love it#(its very yummy btw idk how to explain the taste cuz i havent had it in a while but you should drink it if you ever come across it)#ok tumblr gets this early#ill post at like 4pm for twitter
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asking people to be mindful of others when sharing a communal space (especially one you cannot just up and leave from) is not selfish or misanthropic. come on now
#like we are human beings who have to coexist. i don’t think it should be so much to ask for some courtesy#but some of you guys act like being asked to be civil to the people around you is like being asked to sever a body part#idk it’s just a respect thing. i’m not being very coherent right now but we have to act like we can share communal spaces!#abandon ethical egoism please 🙏
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Y’all want Taylor Swift to be gay so bad but you won’t even write femslash about her
#I was curious so I looked it up 1038 fics on ao3 tagged Taylor Swift and f/f#like I’m not necessarily encouraging people to go out and write rpf#but it’s wild that arguably the biggest musical artist right now who has a huge community speculating about her sexuality has so little fic#like this isn’t a good or bad thing I just think it’s interesting#idk I’m not actually a swiftie like that#like I listen to her music and keep up generally with what she’s doing but I’m not really in the fandom#so there might be something I’m missing
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she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.
my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.
my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.
my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.
at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.
my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.
i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.
two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.
it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.
#writeblr#wlw#i often think about like.....#being happy in a gay relationship is sometimes so odd#bc u can forget how stupid ppl are.#bc ur so USED to being gay. and u forget other people GENUINELY ARE homophobic#so it's like. girl pardon?????#but also there are moments where it's like. ohhh the kids are alright#like watching someone razz someone else.... so fucking wholesome#“lemme get this bitche's pronouns before i make gentle fun of them” .... i would have KILLED for that.#THAT is how u know ur accepted#not just tolerated#..... when ppl are like. sure ur nonbinary congrats but WHAT is this fucking sunscreen application#ps idk if "razz'' is a real word but someone asked what it means -#i've always heard it as being a term for 'gentle & friendly teasing'' which like#i personally notice more from my guy friends but is like - when a person isn't#LIKE ACTUALLY teasing u (it's nothing personal/mean) they're just laughing w/you about something#my friends often put on a little voice and call me an anemic little bitch#like 'ooooo the anemic little bitch is cold??? does she need a mouse blanket#bc she's SOOOO SMALL AND ANEMIC???''#and it doesn't hurt my feelings (it makes me laugh very hard) bc 1. i actually called MYSELF that first#and 2. i'm not sensitive about it!!!#a proper razz is when you are ALSO in on the joke - i ALSO think it's funny#for some people i personally find that when they razz u it's when they love u -#they've noticed something genuine about u and love u enough that u know they're not being mean#this is cultural and personality based of course but i'm hispanic#if someone isn't making fun of me it means they hate me . obviously.
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tetotetotetotetotetotetotetotetotetotetoteto!!!!!
#ILY TETO IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU'RE GETTING YOUR REINAISSANCE#my art#drew this to match the previous Miku and Gumi#it is now a vocaloid AND utau art series haha#since I've done teto and miku I think I should do the one that wasn't in mesmerizer next idk#teto#kasane teto
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