#idk i saw an edit with a similar style and fell in love

[b4didea]

[ @etoilebleu ]

[wennjunhui]

alright more specific songs after more critical calm looking lmao, 悟空, flow, right girl, 很不低調 - khalil fong (honestly i should just rec the whole JTW album it's fucking awesome, khalil fong is definitely one of my favorite newer chinese artists), 別廢話 - tia ray, 后退 - gen neo, take me back - yellow claw, 流浪詩人 - jay chou, 被你遺忘的森林, #imissyousobad - astro bunny, 玫瑰少年 - jolin tsai, also can't believe i forgot my clown king show luo (小猪)... 戀愛達人 is a classic

another day, another listen! let’s gogogo :DD

別廢話 - tia ray

TIAAAAAAAAAAAA MY QUEEEN i fell in love with her on cyzj with her personality and talent and im so so happy you recommended her songs??? this is so good honestly i love her

后退 - gen neo

this is amber’s friend that she worked on goodbye summer/i just wanna with right? i thought he was a producer all this time so it’s nice to know he has his own music! this isn’t quite match my style, but it’s on the right track so i’m sure if i keep exploring i’ll find something i’ll really like ^_^

take me back - yellow claw

yo this reminds me of that one chainsmokers song (don’t let me down? i think), but like the sad version. again not super my thing, but if it was like 2:30am and it was emo boi hours i could totally vibe to this

流浪詩人 - jay chou

ok as soon as i saw jay chou i was expecting an emo boi hours but this aint that LOL. i really enjoyed this! probably not a daily listen, but if i’m ever in that mood this would totally be on repeat

被你遺忘的森林 - astrobunny

oh yes i love love love this songs aesthetic. very spacey, kinda introspective. it’s like a song that you listen to on a cloudy day, where it’s not dark enough for a grey sky, but not bright enough where you’d wanna seize the day, if that made sense. anywho overall i really like it :3

#imissyousobad - astrobunny

similar feels to the last song and im a here for it!!!!! this is giving me sunset vibes, where like it’s just starting set and the sky is pinky and purple. idk why these songs are making me think of weather but like im still here for it 

玫瑰少年 - jolin tsai

oooooooooo i like this too!! i actually feel like ive seen this before?? idk i feel like this mv looks really familiar. either way, im living for her bc yes we love female empowerment!!!!!!!!!!!!! (edit: SHE WAS ON IDOL PRODUCER WITH MINGHAOOOOOOOOO)

 戀愛達人 -  小猪

this reminds me of early second gen kpop so much it’s bringing me such huge nostalgia feels ugh i love it. idk i really like this sound when it comes to chinese music?? i feel like it really matches mandarin really well, and it makes me happy ^_^

[rhapsodyq]

I’m finally going to my third year, so yayy I guess?

Okay, so I’m back here after a span of like 6 months? It’s been a long time. Things weren’t exactly smooth sailing either. Honestly, it was kinda remarkable then I went through all of it. If you asked me to go through that all over again, I wouldn’t be sure if I coulda.

So, when I recovered from my food poisoning from Croatia, I’ve managed to enjoyed life for a bit. Later, granddad passed away. I fell sick again during one of these days. It must have been some expired ham that I cooked for myself or something, idk. It was bad. Real bad. I remember spending 23 hours lying in bed per day and I was bed-ridden for like 2 weeks. It was not so much of the diarrhoea and vomiting, but the fever and the weakness etc. When the doctor told me he needed me to go down to A&E cos the fever couldn’t go down--something just snapped I think. My fear, ya know. I just got up, tried to do things normally and I recovered. 

However, as my illness recovered, my eyes condition went for the worse. One of my eyes was seeing things blurry. It got really bad--that I was constantly frustrated and could hardly read or use the laptop/ps4 etc. This issue stuck with me till the first two weeks of school--and holy hell it was bad. Imagine reading with a blurred eyesight. Also almost fell to my death from the school staircase. Couldn't read order food cause I can’t see shit. Sense of perception was totally distorted. Basically couldn’t enjoy anything in life.

I wasn’t too worried because this had had happened before--I knew all I had to do is to just go back to NUH and probably get some eye steroids. But deep down, there was this fear within me that my eyesight could stay like this forever. You know, like a permanently scarred cornea or something. 

I stumbled through the first two weeks of reading and classes feeling extremely down and insecure. Managed to get an appointment in the second week or something. The eye steroids took some time to actually work. It worried me a little cause the effects weren’t as fast as the last time. But yeah. I got my full eyesight back. I am forever grateful for this. 

So, I felt very afraid cause I was picking level 2000 mods. I’ve also picked up Social Work as an unrestricted elective--but I dropped it after attending the first lecture. It just seems like the whole “nice, caring, wonderful world” thing doesn't stick with me, so. Anyway, I’m just gonna dive in to the modules straight.

GES1005:

My last module for my 5 pillars. I’ve enjoyed GEH1004 immensely last term, so I thought this would be similar. It was, in certain ways. Extremely chill mod. However, the lectures were incredibly boring. The Caucasian prof just talked and talked his grandfather’s stories, and basically there was no point given. Nevertheless, I only skipped on one of the lectures and attended the rest in full. I went though a lot to shake off my rebel-punk persona in my life, so I didn’t want to return to that yeah. 

Tutorials were slightly more interesting to me. The TA was nice, and we had to get participation points for talking--fine with me, so. Also had a few response papers--also not too difficult. 

Group project was okay. Went down to a certain Huiguan, collected info, did presentation. Did a group report few weeks later. As usual, members who practically don’t give a damn, had to cover their asses. The girls were nice--just that they could be a little too critical on my writing style and honestly it stressed me out a little. 

Picked a lot of info needed for the group report via the Huiguan’s Facebook, then “salt-bae” in a little moral learning points. That’s it. I’ve aced the module. It was not hard. But did I enjoy it? Not really, but I am really not complaining.

Also, met my friend in FAS2 in this class. We attended some lectures together, hung out abit. But you know, the usual me. Incapability to develop emotion bonds with people. It was difficult. And I guess they kinda saw through me you know--that I wasn’t too keen on making lasting friendships. I feel bad. I feel guilty. They were nice people, after all. 

SC2101:

Dread. Full of dread before I took this module. It was a compulsory mod, so no way I coulda avoid this. My last experiences with a stats mod didn’t go well, so yeah, dread. 

Surprisingly, it wasn’t as bad as I’ve expected. The prof was a super nice and enthusiastic lady. I loved her. The content was a little dry--found myself drifting off sometimes. There was textbook chapters to read for each week and as usual like every other FASS student---I couldn’t really keep it up, though initially I did it pretty well. 

Tutorials was okay, TA was nice. She remembered me even though I was super quiet in class. I guess it was the tutorial ballot form thing. So she basically went though what the prof did in summary. We also had two projects -- one is to interview people, the other is the goddamn stats. Yes. I was really into the interview assignment, and yeah I placed loads of efforts into it. I had the advantage of time (recess week etc), made loads of editing and rewriting. Got a good solid A. Thank god. The other stats was to be done in groups of two, assigned group members. Honestly, it was hilarious cause I was reminded of my IDC days. Computers, really not for me man. I was lucky to have a good teammate. But yeah. Stumbled through a little, but it was still okay in the end.

SC2216:

So, here we are. The notorious prof George--could kill you, fuck you up, make you cry for days. He’s actually a nice prof in real life--one of the nicest but somehow he leaves no mercy when marks the assignments, leaving us all dead. 

Loved his lectures, the lectures never fail to captivate me. Introducing Doctor Who on the first was a green flag for me etc. However, I’ve never really saw the “point” of all of his lectures. It’s just something really different from the usual sociology, you know. Like hell, how we gonna change the world with emotions even? But yeah, I eventually came to realise there’s just something so powerful about emotions, but people often tend to downplay that. 

Tutorials were extremely stressful for me personally. There’s this big thing on class participation, and the questions are randomly assigned. So basically, you have to prepare to answer the entire paper of questions before you come to class. But again, he doesn’t go too hard on us like how he marks the papers, so yeah. 

Term papers. They stressed me out a lot, honestly. I scored badly for the first two despite pouring all my efforts and time on it. It’s really demoralizing. It’s kinda of a response paper things--and I’m obviously not someone who’s really articulate at expressing their emotions, so disadvantage kinda. The third paper was about politics in Singapore---which I had a lot data and info on due to the Singapore Studies module I took. And guess what, I got a damn A for it. I was so happy that I almost cried. It was like finally getting approval from your parents whom never loved you, LOL.  

SC2206:

This module was okay, I guess? It wasn’t exactly hard, but it wasn’t easy either. The prof was from China, and at times I had problems understanding his accent. The content in this module was really abstract, not like the emotions mod one. So, at times I was completely lost. Lectures were dry and boring at times, but there’s practically no choice because attendance was counted. Yeah, his classes reminded me on Tenzin’s classes. Not big on the language, but heavy on the content. Opposite of SC2216. 

Tutorials were a breeze, really. It’s just basically sitting through other people’s presentation. I was sipping on my ice coffee throughout the tutorials, and trying to find chances to say something useful (for class participation)--but yeah in the end I didn’t talk much. Maybe deep down I was not much a learned person or something. 

Readings were not as hard as the ones Tenzin gave in previous sems--they were actually kinda interesting. But grasping the point from it was difficult at times. 

Group project. So for some reason, people taking this module don’t hang out in cliques. We all sat individually and were all kinda shy. I guess it made working together hard--cos ain’t nobody cared about each other. The guy I worked with ghosted on me the last minute--and I had to cover this part by staying up till wee hours of the morning. Then next day he turns up, with his own part done. What an asshole seriously.

So, in all. I don’t know how I’ve managed to survive this semester. I don’t know I could have done it if you made me go through it all over again. Yep, so I think I deserved some sort of pat at my own shoulder, plus some pizza and cookies for it, really. 

[undertale-fnaf-gamer]

Wedding Day - 6S1M oneshot

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP The loud beeping of your alarm clock roused you from your deep slumber, your hand fumbling at the bedside table to turn it off. Cracking your bleary eyes open an inch, you checked the time. 6:30 am, the happiest day of your life. The second body that shared your large king sized bed stirred, magically sleeping through the alarm again despite being a light sleeper, and rolled over to face you, his appealing features on full view to you. "Good morning, Miss Y/N." "Good morning, Mast- Mr. Green" Even after serving the Gaster brothers for three years now, you still found your self saying Master instead of their preferred Mr, or just plain Yellow in Yellow's case. Old habits die hard, you guess. Sometimes you wondered if you could even kill some of the habits Blue, Papyrus, Black, Red, Orange and Sans drilled into you over your seven year service to them. Letting out a soft groan, you gave Mr. Green a small peck on the cheek before swinging your legs over the bed so you could grab your cotton soft dress that was the colour of the sky on a cloudless day and fell to just above you ankles with minimal frills, and your fluffy white apron, similar to the one you wore when serving under Sans. Gliding over to the Master bathroom, you turned on the marvelous modern shower and undressed out of your nightgown, hoping under the steaming rose sented water, taking a long, hot shower, knowing the brothers won't mind, especially concerning the occasion. Once out of the luxurious shower, you pulled on your cool lightweight dress and apron, slipped on the dainty white pair of flats with the little bow on the end that Master Papyrus helped you buy all those years ago and walked out of the bathroom and bedroom down to the rustic style kitchen of the cute country cottage your 'new' masters lived in. In the years that you had been working here, so much had changed, but so much stayed the same. For example, you had far less chores to do now than you did at the Skeletal Mansion, you only had to cook two meals a day and clean once and while, but not to often since the house was so small. Madly enough, most of your time was still spent pacifying your six former masters, via the internet or through letters Mr. Bird, the fastest mail service on earth now, carried back and forth. The six of them had more or less split up, Sans and Papyrus being the only ones left at the manor, living with Ms. Toriel, Mr. Asgore and their child, though you and Papyrus were due to go on tour around the country soon, doing your musical that the two of your wrote and starred in as the main characters, Dancing with Dreams. Orange was a world famous author, his first book turning into a full 7 book, soon to be 8, series, and you just happened to have the first edition copies of each one. Master Blue was a Magician for hire at kids birthday parties, loved by many children and parents as the Magnificent Blue, he even got to meet the Emperor of Russia and his pet, granted that the Emperor was Master Black and he used Red, the pet, to help kill millions of soldiers and then the former King, but hey, good for them. You hummed happily as you mindlessly started to make breakfast for the brothers and yourself, giving Princess, your fluffy white kitten, a scratch behind the ears once and a while. Cooking only took half an hour, but you still felt a twinge of satisfaction as you lay the three plates of simple bacon and toast with two cups of tea and a cup of coffee at the three seating at the little table. Yellow came out of the corridor just as you sat down at your place at the table, his eyelights still looking a little hazy, but any haze snapped out when he saw you sitting there. "what 'cha doing, sweetheart? thought you'd be with the King of Edge by now?" "My apologies, Yellow, but I wanted to make sure you got real food at least once today." Yellow grumbled a bit but sat down next to you anyway, taking a large bite of his toast and following it with a swing of coffee. The two of you ate in comfortable silence, the only noise was when Green came and sat down on your other side to eat his own breakfast. Most mornings where like this, but today was not going to be like most days. You where doing the dishes when you heard an loud, impatient honk come from the driveway. Giggling and shaking your head, you put down the tea towel you where using and called a goodbye to your masters, a little sad that you wouldn't see Green again until this evening. Running out of the house, you slid into the passager seat of the black convertible with flames on the side and shut the door next to you. The car smoothly slide out of the driveway, the driver not even looking at you till your where off the cobblestone driveway and onto the highway. "M.S Y/N." "Mast-... Black." The emperor smirked at your small mishap, making you pout, before he stared to talk about today's busy schedule as you sped past shops and homes. You just sat back and let Black talk, enjoying the feeling of finally being in his car. Nerves began to prick your belly as you pulled up outside a familiar mansion. This was it.

 _ _ _ 

 Nerves wreaked your whole body and your heart was pounding as you stood outside the giant wooden doors. The only sound you could hear was the wedding march and the quiet chatter of the two figures in dresses, on short, one tall, behind you. You where about to turn around  and thank them for the billionth time for being here for you, when the doors swung open, hundreds of faces turning to face where you where standing in the fluffy white wedding dress, shimmering in the sunlight, that your maid of honor picked out. Trust Black to have a good scene of style. Breathing deeply, you started to walk along the long red carpet of the church, only focusing on the small stage and the altar in front of you, the pitter patter of two other sets of steps behind you and the music was all drowned out. Standing to the back right of the alter was Black, dressed in a black and red tux, glaring at Purple and Indigo, Purple in a rich plum tux and Indigo in an ankle height light lavender dress, almost as if the Emperor was daring the two bridesmaids to fuck up. A little to left of the alter in the middle of the stage, was Red, dressed in a red and white suit, holding a white pillow with two gold rings on it, looking like he was both pleased and embarrassed to be up there as the ring boy. Green was up there too, standing to the front left of the altar in a black and white tux, his brother next to him in a black and gold suit as his best man. You finally reached the stage, taking a small step to get up there, you stood to the front right of the alter, opposite Green, your own best man, Orange, in a black and orange suit, stood behind you now that you where facing Green. You flashed a small smile at your two flower boys, Blue and your dear Papyrus, who where dressed in a pale blue dress and a pale orange dress that reached the floor. The monster behind the alter, dressed in a dark navy and white suit, cleared his throat, before his deep voice rang out across the hushed church. "we are gathered here today to witness two souls wishing to combine as one, in the holy matrimony of marriage." Sans read the words off the book on the alter, his eyelights occasionally shyly flittering up to meet yours once and a while when he was saying a bit he remembered. He asked your fiance to read his vows, Green making a startled noise before stuttering out his many vows. You smiled at him as he finished, never taking your gaze off his green cheekbones as your chanted your own vows. Finally, it was the moment of truth. "do you, gaster sans aster, choose to marry this woman, to care for her during sickness and heath, wealth and poverty, night and day?"

 "I-I do!"

 "and do you, y/n  y/l/n, choose to marry this monster, to care for him during sickness and health, wealth and poverty, night and day?"

 "I... I do!"

 "than by the power vested in me, i now pronounce you husband and wife. y-you may now kiss the bride." You flung yourself as Green, almost tipping him over as you lock him in a passionate kiss. He held you for what seem like eternity, the gross sobs and loud MWEHs and NYEHs from Blue and Papyruses direction made you break the kiss. Staring lovingly at Mr. Aster, you whispered "one moment" before he could sweep you off your feet. Turing to the alter where Sans was standing, dabbing his eyes with a tissue, you took your former masters hand and looked at him with a genuine smile, tears pricking the corners of your own eyes. "Thank you, Master Sans, for letting me be happy."

 (IDK how weddings work so just go with it ok? Also, here is your Quote of the Day brought to you by Black: "When you can’t hit on the maid, go take over Russia" I’m sorry if that offended some people, it’s just a joke. Six Skeletons, One Maid belongs to @raccoonsinqueen)