#idk i just. thry. these songs

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

okay but like what IS it with punk songs about religious trauma that makes them go so incredibly hard??

so far i have

pleasure seeker by social distortion

reign by lagwagon

please add more if you have any bc holy shit im obsessed

[her-canine-teeth]

ranking of flower face (album)songs on (?? fuck prepositions) how jackieshauna they are!! imo

+my thoughts bc. decided thats better than just a list. if u do want just a list Idk look at the spotify or smth

blue is The Shark In You Water (edited this one to jackieshauna though so I might be biased)

black is Baby Teeth

purple is Fever Dreams

cornflower blue - literally them. biased bc of edit but it's like. describes them fr (esp jackies part) BUT ITS LUTERALLY THEM

maybe - beneath cb bc bit less parts but the ones that are are OVERWHELMINGLY jackieshauna

baby teeth - i think it's very jackieshauna. crying.

bedroom ghost - AHHHHHHHH. only 4. bc she didnt rlly tell her to never die

tell me when it hurts - SHAUNA POV

bad astrology - idk how to explain but. omg

stranger - JACKIE POV

back to you - it IS back to you again. like, thry r just like that forever buttt it's not that specific and like repeats so it's down here

jupiter - them if theyd be alr lol

cigarettes and champagne - also them if they would be alr. they arent thiugh

hangman hands - very metaphorical (shauna n jackie/dead!Jackie) and I love it SMM also literally them (she's lying. she wants her. i could write a while analysis on this fuck)

spiracle - they do want each other. has parts that fit v well, mainly with cannibalism and the end; again not very specific though

nathan - cause she sees her everywhere!!

paper doll - yasss. they do wait and thats their problem. Also homophobia but yk

pisces moon - yeag

always you - IT IS always her. it always will be.

october birds - it IS jackieshauna. judt not that much

sugar water - doesnt like to keep her out. much irony in the edit or like the opposite yk? . they do have it bad for each other though!!

nicole - the 'ure just a child' wouldve fixed them probably

descent - cant fly withiut jackie. cant live without jackie

raphael - the beginning???

honey and milk - there's a whole animatic in my head (jackie pov) but it's not rlly like this universe

Interlude - yah

isobel - some jackieshauna. not much but there's def some.

settle down - eso thr dont leave me part

another life - hoping

sleeping season - sorta??

angela - pls it's judt soo lottielee. cant rhink og anything eske omg what the fuck this is SO lottielee

april to death - it's so lottienat to me cant see anything else

virgin - jeff & shauna to me

[wellnesscard]

omg my teenager coworker was talking about how theyre gonna make a five night at freddys movie im like ya it already came out i saw it - with nic cage? not in my top 10 its no time bandits but whateva. guess nododis seen that one tho. also why do so many ppl with like d.i.d. Obsessed with that franchise ? or maybe thats just tumblr. even b4 tumblr tho there was this girlie at my highschool who was like mental like insane not in reality at all n it was all she fuckin talked about? what specifically is the pull like creating this demographic . but it weirds me out so i dont actually want 2 engage in real five nights at freds only thru the sweet filter of nic cage am i safe ig. cos that was a knockoff? who made that movie it was so weird and not even in an awesome way like many other b movies. idk the whole concept like. and yk fs theres towns like that in america. but theyre just racist. this post is getting away from me . idk the insaneos just dont talk abt jeff the killer anymore maybe im just old . do any pardonmyfrench normal ppl like five nitez at fred. i mean ig my coworkers pretty normal from what i know. ig im probably just in such different spheres from the enjoyers of that n the only ones being crazy abt it is the crazies so. i feel like this isnt very pc im sorry like my brain dont work good too like its no problem to be mentally ill and have interests im just . it throws me thry a loop. that n like taylor swift continuously getting bigger status thru out what feels like my lifespan. like i remember singing 'our song' in first grade w classmates n its like yeah its gud ig im 5 i dont have a critiquing of music mind yet too much. its catchy. never thought shed still be around let alone with a cult following in the year 2023. was it covid? like i havent heard about nikki minaj in ages but taylor swift is being exponential as hell in like . all this. why is she in so many commercials. ok my neighbors just got home one minute and thirty seconds ago and theyre already using power tools fuck yea girls build a house for her!! or that could be a blender tbh i thought i heard hammering though. hammering and sawing. shit did i just stereotype lesbians. i shouldnt be allowed to have tumblr app when im home alone cos then i just type type type whatever i want and we end up with this. oh sidenote too, i have a thickass nodule on my thyroid im having checked today so like ig ilyk laterz if its really fucked. like i hope i dont get all goited up thatd suck. its so funny bc in my eating disorder in highschool i was like oh what a dream itd be to have hyperthyroidism, sighs wistfully. omg what if gods punishing me and i get hypothyroidism and get f*t. but its probably just a lump and its not the consistency of cancer so we good basically. just waiting for the doc to say that too haha! and im like 3 days off all alcohol even the light beers bc i am getting sick of never having energy and like i wanna make sure my life is good and its hard to take care of everything because ngl im a heavy drinker n once i have any alcohol im just like impatiently waiting for my next drink, so. and its expensive when you drink a 12 pack a day plus other alkie snacks such as shooters pints or beers at the bar. and i need to save for a cruiseeee devon n i have been married for almost three years n still havent went on vacation yet goddamn! we deserve it , and i was the sexiest in my life when i was sober for a year too so jot that down.

[podcastdyke]

Final Thoughts about the Archive 81 netflix show because I can't stop being annoying <3

I hope the readmore works!

Anyways. Like first of all, I think the show is actually pretty good on it's own. Like if I came to it completely blind, not knowing what it was based on, I think I could have really liked it! I have to raise my hat to all the actors, they did an amazing job eoth what they had. It would be interesting to know whether or not any of them had listened to the podcast. Other things that I really liked were how the tape restoration looked like and the way they had Jess (and Mark) play a bigger part in the story. I also didn't mind Melody's parts not being just the recorded footage but properly filmed, I don't think just watching found footage would have made for a that enjoyable viewing experience for the long run. The camerawork itself was also really good imo!

Like first of all the whole anticapitalism thing being removed. The fact that LMG and Davenport are just corporations playing with something they don't understand feels so important to me. And the noting of how the people living in the Visser were also people no one would look for, and that was something the Voss family was using for their advantage. I feel like they eraised all the social commentary that the podcast has...

And I don't want to come across like I was expecting them to follow the podcast script to the letter (i mean i had barely any expectations when i started the show). Like obviously they couldn't have done that, the mediums are so different it couldn't have worked. However, what I think lessens my enjoyment of the netflix show is how different the themes and ideas are?

And actually I want to say at this point that while I thought that these things were kinda stupid, I cant say that the show should have been exactly like thr podcast. And some of these issues arent even REAL issues. Like I didn't expect it to be the podcast but for screen. I think these are just thr things I was personally disappointed by, cause they could have been more interesting, at least in my opinion

Speaking of Visser, I found it also kind of annoying how they took the power from the Visser and gave it to the cult? The Visser could have been any apartment building. The way they dropped the idea of Melody trying to learn about the people there was kind of sad. Idk, I personally love evil and haunted architecture, and I thought that one of the most interesting parts of Archive 81 season 1 were the people of the Visser. The man who can't be recoreded, the man who can't see faces... I was also kinda sad about what they did to my girl Tamara, thry made her opera boring :( where is dinnerparty music... dinnerparty music my beloved... I think the fact that this show was visual would have given so many oppoturnities for interesting people and inhabitants of the Visser. Also sad to lose Jacob :( rip Rat Archive81season2

And the cult! First of all, not a fan of them including the catholic church at all, but thats just cause I personally think that it's boring <3 something about this version of the monster was just really boring to me lmao. It felt too understandable? Also there is something really tired about statues and "ancient languages", it's just so... basic? The cult felt basic. And the song was bad I'm sorry. I liked the idea of it being made of breathing, it just didn't sound good. Although that could have been the idea?

The witches. I hated that too djfndj but actually that connects to one of my biggest annoyances: everything being connected to everything. To me it was kind of significant how insignificant Dan and Melody REALLY were. They were just people who were curious and who liked stories. Them givibg Dan and Melody tragic background reasons to do things just removed that whole aspect, and lessened the importance of stories all together, which uh. i'll get to. But the interconnectedness got kind of ridiculous, like yeah. Dan recognizing his dog. that was stupid. and the whole bloodline thing? Super tired.

Annabelle's character was just a fucking slap in the face. literally that could have been Alexa, they wouldn't have had to change almost anything. I didn't even really mind the idea of reality being thinned by the tapes and Dan and Melody meeting, but the way they almost manic pixie dream girlified Melody in the scenes where she was with Dan to make it seem like they had a romantic connection? Served no purpose. Also they just made all the minor female characters lesbian as compensation for straightwashing Melody? Fuck you. I feel like it was also a detriment on Dan's character. He was given barely any character!!! I don't know HIM i just know about things that happened TO him. I don't mind exploring his backstory but like. they could have given the actor SOMETHING to do

About the short-lived Samuel/Melody thing. Absolutely unecessary! Although the hotmanifying of Samuel was kind of funny. I did hate that he was Davenport's brother, I genuinely thought that Davenport was lying to Dan to get sympathy. Like that's so stupid and also I do not feel anything for Davenport he's literally a capitalist

Maybe my biggest issue was the remocal of the idea of stories. Or at least the sidelining of it, they kinda mention it in the final episode but don't expand at all? Anyways, like that was such a central idea in the podcast, how the act of listening to the tapes and being a witness was enough to bring Dan into being a part of the story. And the story being almost like this character of it's own. I thought they would have done more with that idea, seeing that they had the VHS thing (which, I thought, was actually pretty good!)

The ending didnt make much sense to me but whatever lmao it felt like they stopped trying and also they would have never given me half VCR half human Dan

Okay I think those are like... my most major issues. Obviously they couldn't follow podcast even if they wanted to since it's even less comprehensible. But they also couldn't have the character of Rat with both no Jacob and no in-universe podcast. Speaking of Rat, they just dropped Ratty too!! I mean I guess I'm glad he wasn't eaten but still :( AND the s2 is so much about colonization of the otherworld and LMG (which was such a nothing corporation inbthe netflix show) that they couldn't dance around that

I think my biggest issue and final though actually might be that they should have allowed the show to be weirder. I feel like they tried too hard to follow horror tv-how convention (even having episode 7 be a backstory episode like in Bly Manor sbgnsbg) and so they removed the things that made the podcast actually interesting. Let things be weird!! Let things be strange and unexplainable!!

[teodiedinatragicaccident]

Aditi and vrash were like do you wanna sing a song with us and i was like 😭 idk the lyrics and thry said it was okay:) so i just listened

[aiishadee]

4, 5, 16, 22, 26, 28, 39, 40, 41, 43, 44, 55, 58, 63

4. What is your favorite word?

Infatuated

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?

Ummm maybe a cocunut tree?

16. The last song you listened to?

Cocoon by catfish and the bottlemen

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?

Ummm does climbing count as one???

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?

Colombia

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?

ummm all rules i would make are common sense like don’t discriminate against people you know all that so i guess if they dont do that thry can go for a swim ad not come back??

39. What type of music do you like?

Hobestly dont even know its a mix of things, my playlist will litterally go from indie to dcom songs

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

Sunsets but only because i raerly see sunrises

41.What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

Banana

43. Do you have any scars?

Yes quite a lot…. the weirdest place is probably under my eyelids

44. What do you want to be when you graduate?

Uhm i still am figuring that out but i would love to go into the computing field

55. Can you do any accents other than your own?

No :(

58. What would be you dream car?

idk an audi or Mercedes-Benz idc really

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?

Dragons of course! They can fly and breathe out fire!!!

Thanks for the ask hun!💗

[dragontamer05]

Abd for something way off base

curiosity got me once and I read up Hadestown- like I knew the gist of it was a retelling of the story of Orpheus and Eurydice but nothing else

and listening to a few songs raised questions and I... Idk how I feel on it.

For one once Again Hades is made into an Antagonist / bad guy role.

which I'm not saying you can't do but like I'm just tired of seeing him as put in the bad guy role

- especially this story cause fun fact it was actually Persephone that Orpheus had to win over and bringing to tears.

Maybe it was for the sake of rhyming/rhythm/ song flow but idk rubbed me the wrong way in how thr first song they literally describe it ad the road to HELL

like okay maybe they're just trying to describe how it's changed? but like idk. again to many times of people treating undeworld= Hell has left a bad taste

I mean this the first interpretation to acknowledge that by being underground Hades basically has all these gold n jewels n such.

But like the idea he was so lonely and insecure that she wouldn't keep her promise and return like I kinda get it but also at the very least I find hard to imagine Hades forcing all of the dead to work - using it as a new form of punishment for those meant for Tartarus sure but come on.

Yes I know it's a retelling not meant as exact but just.. why does that mean making Hades a brooding asshole with an aparent currently unhappy marriage.

-Like they can be at odds but surely there's a way to do it's like "I love them but also thry keep doing this 1 stupid thing that annoys me

And hey new take what's wrong with Antagonistic Persephone (not villainous or evil mind you) just putting her in the role of getting in the way

consider Hades is all to willing to let Eurydice go after gearing out Orpheus but because he loves his wife will only do it if she agree - Persephone be it mad at him or whatever is like "uh No you can't just go waltzing back." (idk maybe she's annoyed at how quickly he's accepting to do this 1 thing for a random guy while she's still waiting for him to do X for her

-or thinks he's gotten a bit lax in his job with the dead abd in general how the underworld is run idk

Look I listened to some songs, read lyrics fir others abd if you enjoy it that's great I'm not even saying it's a bad play only that for me personally just doing an initial look see to figure out if I'd be interested brings up points that just rub me the wrong way.