#idk i hoped we cld both b mature enough to see how mutally destructive this has become
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he wants me to be the bad guy soo fucking bad
#im not going flip on a dime amd start hating him jst bc i think our relationship doesnt work#and im not going to start treating him any worse on purpose#but he jst keeps pushing against me#its honestly frustrating af#but it also just makes me really sad honestly#idk i hoped we cld both b mature enough to see how mutally destructive this has become#but i guess thats not the case#and i hoped we could both be mature enough that neither party can take all the blame#nor shld they!#idk im jst not gna satisfy his need to make this a black amd white situation#its complicated our lives are complicated our feelings are complicated#theres so much nuance to it#and im not gna let it get pidgeonholed into a dicotomy !#idk i guess at the end of the day he really is showing his darkest side to me#it jst hurts in a weird unquantifiable way#“renee rambles in the tags”
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